I want everything to be perfect before something happens that's how I am I want everything to be look as soon as everything gets all lined up it's all perfect then this will happen and by doing that I'm not really giving I'm not really giving the Lord a chance to tickle me you know I'm not really giving and stay with me I'm not by by saying okay I'm not when as soon as this then this and then this you know as soon as I get my slippers on my feet will be warm I'ma go to Daddy's
I'm gonna make a pot pie you know it's but only I'm I ain't having no pot pie to like do the other thing until I do my you know when I have my own plan Stay With Me what I'm saying is I'm always I'm I'm always waiting for everything to be perfect before I live my life I'm always waiting for everything to be perfect before I live my life as soon as these things line up I'm going to live my life man I'm so guilty of that you know it's you know as soon as it
as soon as you know this new medicine I'm using helps me and as soon as uh this shirt I ordered come in and as soon as I learn Spanish that you my [ __ ] I'll learn as soon as I learn Spanish really well like I'm a you know a blue belt or whatever in it but I I always want to wait till everything's perfect you know Dustin Poirier noticed that about me and he said to me Point Blank he said hey man you can't wait for everything to be perfect to start living your life
you can't wait for everything to be perfect to start living your life and that hit me I mean he packs a powerful punch and that Ma he Nami hit me with a damn word punt you know what a word hook because I've I've been that's what I've done my whole life has been like that inside of me it has been as soon as it's all lined up I'm gonna show you myself as soon as I've got it all looking the way I want I'm gonna show up for you and for me and man those were
just powerful words that hit me this year and I'm not trying to preach at you or anything I just you know I was thinking the other day about what has been kind of a a highlight of my year something I heard this year um what are some things that that stuck with me and that was that was a big one he sent me a message and he said and sometimes you have to shoot a friend straight there's a lot of time where you can sit there and you can be that shoulder but sometimes you got
it you know you got to be that fist baby and I'm not talking you know but active I'm not talking homosexual uh you know homosexualizing I'm talking straight being straight or being gay but I'm talking about being a friend I can't wait man it's not all gonna I'm never gonna get to that where everything's okay where everything looks a certain way and in the meantime I'm burning the best time I do have available I'm burning that candle up I'm burning this candle down and I'm saying as soon as it gets bright enough or warm enough
in here I'ma show up but the candle is getting smaller it's a trap hope you enjoyed that video and you can watch another and you can watch this one you can watch this one different options different choices some guy just brings you one option not this guy two options watch one this one or this one