what happened to me is i was at work and i was a community nurse at the time and i literally slipped on ice and i tried to catch myself and as i did that i got my feet wound up my feet shut straight up in the air and i came straight down head first onto the ice and i was knocked unconscious immediately so my my best figuring is that i was unconscious for at least 20 minutes which is might seem not that long to some people but where i went and what happened was pretty amazing
my first realization was that suddenly i was just in this in this place that was very dark and the thought came up of where am i and then it was like a knowing ah i'm here and felt completely safe there was no fear no human reactions of where i was i knew i was fine and then i was looking around so in this state i could see without eyes and i could hear without ears i was looking around in this fairly dark place that i could still see but there was not much to see it
was just me there and then all of a sudden i felt this what i relate as it was like the air coming out of a balloon i just went and i expanded in every direction i expanded forwards and backwards and sideways so there was no beginning a new end to me it was just this absolutely ecstatic feeling of being everywhere and everything and i had this feeling of i feel so good that i could just stay here forever and never need anything else it felt like i was pure love and i was loved so deeply
and so profoundly that there was no room for anything except that feeling there was no fear there was no worry there was no doubt no anything except pure love so in understanding this oneness and this pure love i just sleep there and as i mentioned i felt like i could just stay there forever needing nothing in pure exquisite love and then suddenly the thought came up of but what about your daughters and i thought oh my daughters still need me and with that thought i was back in the density of my body immediately not feeling
any pain for my fall but i was right back within myself as a human here on earth and from there i then came back into my consciousness and i was in quite a bit of trouble physically i was in a lot of pain and a lot of um i couldn't speak so that was the experience of where i went and what happened and it sounds very short and very probably spectacular to some people who haven't been there but in coming back here i have come to see so many things after being through that experience and
i i forgot to mention that while i was out there and floating before i had my thought about my daughters i could see a very bright white light coming towards me very quickly and i kind of felt an urgency and that was the urgency am i going or am i staying so then the thought came what about my daughters and i came back before the light reached me so that too is a lot of people mention that this light so i know there is more to see when i go fully to the other side but
i have seen enough to know that we are pure love at our core uh here on earth i feel that same feeling that i felt out there but with a much smaller intensity but i still know that i am pure love i have absolutely no fear of death zero fear of death because i know that where i'm going is an absolutely phenomenal place and i know that death is not the end of me it's just the beginning of a new experience and i don't look forward to death tomorrow because i want to stay here and
live being human is phenomenal having this ability to be here and have human emotions uh that's the gift that we've been given and people think about god is outside of themselves but we are actually god in this flow of oneness we are god inside of us the energy that blows and is in every one of our cells is god energy it's wisdom it's love and so that's why in your essence you can feel that wonderful feeling because we are all god and god is not a little man sitting up in the sky it's the energy
so every time you breathe every time you take a breath in you're taking a breath of the energy you're taking a breath of the divine and bringing it into yourself there's nothing to fear ever and i call it pure energy because that's what everything everything is pure energy and so everybody else is the same as me they are pure energy in the form and formlessness in our body and in our spiritual self work your energy and scientists have known that for a long time that uh everything is energy and that goes for the planets moon
the stars you and me the earth everything is this energy which has a consciousness as i floated out there i was perfectly and completely conscious and so the energy is love it's consciousness it's also wisdom it's pure wisdom and you often hear spiritual people talk about gaining access to this wonderful wisdom that we can get when we become spiritually awakened and evolved but all of this the love the wisdom it's all accessible and the consciousness is accessible to anyone at any time here on earth and it's been sort of a misconception that you have to
be a huge spiritual being to tap into this and to be a part of the oneness that we all are you don't have to be deeply spiritual and have had a huge awakening to tap into all of this that we are and i know that because i had lots of experiences before i had my near-death experience which i didn't understand but it was just tapping into the consciousness that some people call beyond the veil that's on the other side um this the spiritual self that we have inside of us is always connected to everything out
there to the energy which is um the consciousness and the pieces of all the people who have lived here because energy never dies it just changes form changes address changes location so when we're here as as humans we're actually here as spiritual beings having a human experience and when we go from here we do not die we just simply go to a different location in a different form if you don't believe you'll never see anything different than what's right in front of you but as soon as you start to understand this energy uh you are
in for some absolutely wonderful surprises the things that you can see and do and hear are of course beyond human comprehension because they're of this spiritual energy knowledge we are always cared for here on earth and up there and if things happen that seem unfortunate here on earth and are painful wait there will be a reason for them and you will gain an understanding of what happened if you allow yourself to think in the ways of of the energy the spiritual stuff that you are there's a reason for everything and we all have a purpose
and we won't go until it's our time so i don't have to fear anything about death i know it won't come until it's my time and when it comes it's going to be fabulous anyway so nothing to fear no worries thanks for watching today's video please don't forget to hit the like button and subscribe to the channel as it helps us get more of these stories out in this format for more interested viewers to watch this full unedited interview in its entirety visit the link in the description let us know what you think of today's
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