it happened during a routine surgery um i had been really sick for many many years i was hemorrhaging by this point from my monthly cycles they couldn't do anything to help make it stop i just would hemorrhage and hemorrhage and hemorrhage and so again it was a pretty routine surgery then to stop that now leading up to that point my body had been weakened uh significantly and what i learned in my nde was that it had been weakened so much so that had i chosen to stay it would have been like a flick of a
switch and i would have been gone so what happened for me was as i was being brought into the the operating room i remember this real sense of joy and excitement which is really not common for me anyways i've had a few surgeries and i'm not usually like putin and hollering in excitement but i remember when the doctor said that the anesthesiologist was going to put the gas on me i remember i was like all right yeah and i kind of remember observing myself thinking like what are you crazy you know and i thought maybe
i would have some really interesting astral travel or you know spiritual understanding of sorts i never expected to find myself on the other side i have been to the doorway of the other side uh with different souls but i have never been able to be closer than three steps to that light i've always been propelled backwards in this case i literally found myself on the other side and i knew exactly where i was and i knew that that meant i was at a juncture point and so when i found myself there it was my grandmother
actually my baba who came to greet me and i found i was walking on this most beautiful green grass this grass that as i was walking and i could feel it under my feet if i wanted to i could zero in on the detail of it without having to bend down and look at it i was just standing but i could see it if i wanted to and i also noticed this guy was this most beautiful summer blue that bright vibrant summer blue and i walked towards this like summer barbecue type scene and i started
noticing that all the different people that were there were people that had been in my lifetime here who'd passed uh my grandfather was there different family members friends but also people or souls that i knew from lifetimes before and i knew them as much as i would know anyone in my life here it was like when you haven't seen friends for a while and then you meet up and you just start talking and you catch up right where you left off it was like doing that with people from lifetimes before i knew all of them
and they had all gathered there to to welcome me and i the hugs that i got on the other side were like the closest thing that compares to these hugs is like when we hug a child and they're so happy to see us and they throw themselves in your arms it was like those kinds of hugs and my experience on the other side was only 20 minutes of our human time but for me the whole thing lasted like what felt like 24 hours and so i spent hours and into the late evening with all of
these beautiful souls and family members and friends and we talked and we reminisced and we laughed and we caught up on all kinds of things the joy and bliss that i felt there still can get me choked up um it was like nothing else it was not joy or bliss in excess sometimes on this planet i think we think bliss means ecstatic states it wasn't it was harming harmony it was balanced and that's what was so beautiful about it it was just joy and so after what felt like hours there my grandmother then took me
to this next phase of my journey on the other side and we ended up in this room this white room with this giant boardroom table that was all white and my counsel was there my my ascended masters and council the people that the souls that help me in this lifetime that we all have right we all have a council and i ended up there and outside the windows was like the farthest reaches of the universe and galaxies and when i got there the guy on my left rolled out this blueprint and i was surprised to
see a blueprint because it looked so much like a blueprint like we would see architects have and i remember almost kind of like laughing because i was like wow this looks like a normal blueprint but down the center of it was this uh iridescent light that was moving back and forth and i could see that it was still alive and what we did is we did this like life review of everything i had done up into that point and we reviewed it and then it was at that point that spirit asked me if i wanted
to stay or cross over fully and i was like what and they were like do you want to stay here and i had full ability to stay in heaven but none of it felt like pressure none of it felt like i had to there was no panic in that moment but i had a knowing throughout my whole being of yes i want to go back i have more i need to do i had already invested so much time into this human life that i wanted to go back and i realized the salt perspective of that
in each and every struggle that i had had how much i had gained and how much value that was was so much a part of why i wanted to come back and keep going and so they said if you want to go go back you can but if you want to stay it is simple your body has been weakened to a point that we can basically flip a switch um and you'll have a heart attack and you won't be revived and i was like wow but i still was like no i want to go back
i have things i need to do i want to be there for my kids and family and i want to do more and so it was at that point that they said okay since you're going to go back and do more with what's remaining of your life and it was about this long and i don't know how long that means i don't know if this is reference of 30 years 40 years five years i don't know but what i was able to do was change out different juncture points and this is when i really got
the understanding of how much we do create our blueprint before we come in to this lifetime because here i was having this opportunity to reassess some things going forward and so the first one that i pulled out which they kind of looked like fuses in a fuse box along this iridescent line the first one i pulled out was chronic health issues and i remember pulling it out and being like are you sure i can do this and they're like yes because i had always been plagued with chronic health health issues growing up if if ever
there was gonna be somebody sick it was gonna be me i was like that canary in a coal mine for my family and so i remember pulling that out and putting it down and picking up one of health and wellness and i remember looking around like really i can do this and they were like yes so i put that one in and then i proceeded to change a couple more but they said they're like you will remember this first one we'll give you that memory but you're not gonna remember the next ones that you changed
and i was like okay and then they told me they're like several things will fall into place in rapid succession to get you on your path and i said okay and that's when they asked me one more time are you sure you want to go back and my whole energy my soul was like absolutely absolutely i want to go back and so it was at that moment that i could hear the nurse in recovery say jeanette are you awake and this all happened within seconds split seconds but i heard her say jeanette are you awake
i felt my bot my soul go back into my body i could still feel and see my grandmother beside me but i was back in my body now and before i could even speak through consciousness i felt my higher self come in and speak to the nurse and again she said are you awake and suddenly in such clarity and i'm not clear when i come out of surgery it's actually quite funny but in such clarity i said to the nurse i need you to write something down i still had my eyes closed i'm like i
need you to write down these four phrases these four words um or statements and then i need you to fold up that paper and put it in my hand and she stopped what she was doing and she wrote down what i said and their words that wouldn't really make sense to anybody um but they were important for me and so she folded them up put them in my hand and i remember i held them right against my chest and then she went on with what she was doing and gave me pain meds and all that
and so by the time they wheeled me back into recovery i'd given this paper to my mom and i said don't lose this i need this and she was like okay and i remember i just had one eye open barely and uh and it wasn't until the next day after so maybe so the next day and then maybe the day after um that i had no pain meds in my system because my soul knew that if i had pain meds i would question the reality of what happened which is why my higher self jumped in
right away to tell the nurse what i needed because then what happened is once i was off pain meds i felt this energy saying now is the time and so i went and i grabbed that paper and i opened it and i read it and my whole experience came flooding back to me in finite detail of everything of the power to choose of rewriting the next phase of my journey of the validity of what we do as souls before we come into this path we literally sit with our counsel and we talk and we choose
what are going to be the best lessons of what we need to do in this lifetime what do we want to learn as a soul and it was just such an amazing experience on the other side to have the power to choose and then to also realize that our power to choose continues massively when we're back in human form because with the destinies that we created we call that destiny versus free will with the destinies we put in with the fuses and then our free will as human beings to choose what we're going to do
based on every experience we have when we recognize those two things that we are constant constant creators and creating moments of learning we have the power to gain the most of our life experience and so that was one of the big messages that i really felt drawn to share in coming back and and when spirit said several things will happen in rapid succession to get you on your path it literally did it brought me to platforms of being able to share my story of writing my book of creating outlets for consciousness and so it it's
just this beautiful experience that every time i tell this story i am filled again with the same on wonder and i remember i had someone ask me one time like do you get bored of telling the story or is it you know kind of tedious and i say absolutely not every time i get to share this story not only does it hopefully inspire other people to first of all know that we do carry on absolutely but secondly to know how much choice goes into our experiences on a soul level for our greatest growth but also
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