okay well my name is nestro Nan mole and I'm G to be sharing an experience a near-death experience sharing a story and my intention in sharing it with you is to maybe bring a little more peace into your life from my experience I gained a greater sense of peace and I ended up sewing a tapestry and I've never sewn before so this is the story I was at a lake party and there was a water slide I don't normally go to Lake parties I was a a zipline tour guide at the time this was 2020
during Co and i' had been spending the majority of my time up in trees kind of away from all of the happenings in the world and I was invited to the lake it was a gathering of whitewater rafting guides and waterfall repel guides and zipline tour guides and I just broken up with my fiance so I was feeling a lot of heartbreak and I was with a lot of people at the lake but because my heart was really hurting or I was really feeling a lot of pain and missing her it had only been 3
months since we broke up I decided to swim out to the middle of the lake and just float on my back put my ears below the surface of the water and just be and I had been practicing meditation for many years maybe seven years at that time Vasa and meditation but then other techniques with other Monks at monasteries and there was a moment when I was in the water where I entered into a really peaceful space it was a really deep meditation it was just really nice the tension I had from that relationship was just
released and in that moment I saw or understood how nice it is just to be present and how no matter what is going on in the world or in my life I can just be with the water be with the trees just be with myself and in that moment if I'm centered on just where I am the thoughts of the past go away the worries of the future go away and in that moment it was so nice I had the small desire or small prayer or small wish may I spread this with other people and
I now see that desire was like a tiny seed and it's grow a massive tapestry which I am continuing to sew even last night I was sewing this morning I was sewing and I'm speaking here to you but I'm not generally doing this I'm generally sewing I've done maybe two of these interviews but that's a total of maybe two hours I've been sewing for four years 10 hours a day many days for about 12,000 hours so I finished my little meditation in the water and I decided to join everybody else and be social which I
prefer to be in solitude so I swim to this dock there's this rickety old plastic blue water slide people are going down and I think okay I should join the festivities I climb up the aluminum stairs I get to the top of the slide and I go down head first and it was Blissful it was really enjoyable and I came off the end going very fast I kind of flew over the water and then I dove into the water and swept my arms back to go deep and it was a hot summer day so the
water felt really enjoyable and there was was only a split second of that enjoyable feeling and then I struck the bottom and what I didn't know was the water was 2 feet deep and my my neck and spine my head was pushed into my spine and pushed to the side in that moment I didn't know I had broken my neck I did break my neck but I thought I had been struck by lightning it was such an intense pain it radiated out throughout my whole body and a couple different things happened in that moment I
felt my head buried in the rocks and the sand of the lake bed and I had this glimmer of feeling like I was a seed like I was just planted then I shuddered backwards and was like my whole body was shaking in pain under the water I couldn't breathe and I Heard a Voice Within me that said slow down and then I knew something was really wrong and I stood up out of the water and when I stood up I saw that the water only came up to my knees and around me in the air
there were these orbs of light and you know normally we hit our head and we see stars these Stars expanded to maybe the size of basketballs and it seemed as though they each had a personality and they had each turned toward me kind of to see if I needed help or kind of reflecting on it now I think maybe they knew I was close to death so they were getting ready for that transition so I Stumble out of the water I make it to the beach I'm kind of asking for help but I couldn't really
speak much my something had happened to my vocal cords I couldn't feel my fingertips the whole world felt sideways friends helped me over to a bench and laid me down and because of my military training I knew I was going into a shock so I asked them to elevate my feet so that I could have more blood in my head but then the voice within me said you have to go now and it was very commanding and I knew in that moment I didn't have much time before I died or whatever was happening in my
body was so intense I needed to go to the hospital so I told people I needed to go to a hospital but I couldn't really speak nobody was really listening so I just took myself and pushed myself up off the bench that was my intention but because I couldn't feel my hands and I was somewhat paralyzed or somewhat screwed up from my neck being broken and the nerves whatever was happening in my neck I just ended up falling off the bench into the gravel faed first and bending my neck more and at that point people
started seeing okay something's really wrong so I could feel hands Lifting me moving to a car and we drove to the hospital it was a 40-minute drive once we arrived the nurses and doctors saw the severity of whatever was going on I still didn't quite understand what was happening in my body but I was feeling incredible pain one thing I was aware of when I was wheeled into the hospital in a wheelchair before they put me into a neck brace I was wheeled into a cavernous room a waiting room in Asheville North Carolina and I
was wheeled right in front of this old black man who was facing me and he was also in incredible pain and he was holding his stomach and screaming and his screams were echoing through the whole space and in that moment I was so aware that we were drawn together because of our vibration of intense pain there was some camaraderie and even though I couldn't scream my pain I really felt like we were brothers and I was again aware of how like a tracks like and I knew in that moment wow we're the people suffering the
most pain in this moment and look how we're like magnets coming together once my friends told the full story to the nurses they realized my neck was the issue they put me on a spine board they put a neck brace around me they took me into scans and began checking to see what was wrong and the next person who spoke to me was a surgeon and he came over he said I'm the neck surgeon or the spine surgeon and you're very lucky we looked at your spine and you totally broke your neck and because you
were driving and moving all of the pieces of your bones have migrated around and somehow they haven't sliced through your spinal cord but your centimeters away from being paralyzed and we have to have surgery done immediately but because it's such a complicated surgery we have to go through the front of your neck and the back of your neck and put on all these screws and take out all this bone we have to assemble a team so that will be done tomorrow so they take me into a hospital room and they offered me morphine but I
knew from all of my meditation training that the moment of death is very important and it's important to be very aware so I declined the morphine and I just laid there observing the pain and I tried my best just to be aware of it not as pain but just as change because it was a massive amount of change electrical change chemical change the pain radiating up and down my body and I tried to be just aware of it and I explain it kind of like riding away as a surfer there was a point where I
was able to just ride the pain and just be in awe of how intense it was kind of like I had taken really spicy food into my mouth and just be aware of the flavor of the pain as opposed to hating it and wanting it to go away I just kind of accepted maybe I'm going to die soon but let me just be aware of this this New Sensation was totally new to describe the pain of a broken neck everything below your body is on fire normally you're paralyzed but somehow I could still feel and
it was very intense I did that for a couple hours until I couldn't take it anymore I was sweating and the bed was soaked and I said okay I'll take morphine so the nurses come in they give me morphine and then they started dimming the lights very slowly and I started being pulled into a tunnel first thought was wow they're being really kind but they can just turn the lights off they don't have to do it that slow but then as I started to notice the room shrinking in front of me I started to realize
I'm dying and I'm being pulled into this tunnel and even though I'd never experienced this before I think there's some human knowing or some old memory that we all have that that's kind of how you leave you leave through a tunnel or something like that and then I could see the nurses running back into the room and I could hear still with my ears my own heart Flatline and when they ran in something in the energy of them running in or of me seeing them brought me back to my body so I kind of slipped
back down the tunnel into my body they started checking on me I could hear my heart beating again and that was the first moment of starting to disconnect the next day I was being prepared for surgery and I had a strong feeling to ask where my physical body was going and the words came out of my mouth very soft because it was difficult to speak but I could feel that the questioning wasn't coming from me it was coming from somebody else or somewhere else and that that was important to know where I would be so
they said you're going to go you know up to this floor you're going to go over to that room then we're going to come back here take this elevator and once I knew exactly where I was going I felt very much at peace and I immediately began to observe my breathing and I did this because I knew I might die they told me you may not wake up from surgery this you may die and you have to know that I guess it's a legal thing they even had me sign a paper which is quite difficult
my right hand wasn't working so I had to use my left hand and kind of scratch something on the paper and after I knew all of that was done I was at peace and I just began observing the breath coming into my nostrils going out and I did this so that I wouldn't have any thought of the future moment and any thought of what I was leaving behind if I were to die and the more I was just aware of the feeling of the breath the more the future and the past were released until I
was very centered and I think this helped in the experience of what was to come the next memory I have is not going somewhere but it was at the end of some long conversation I was standing in front of a doorway like an arched doorway it was maybe 15t tall but you have to understand that I was out of my body so space and time and size doesn't really matter but to me it was just bigger it was very tall and I'm looking at the tapestry the tapestry now is I think 10t tall so it
was a little higher than that and within the doorway were six luminous beings of light and on the edges of them were a white light that kind of radiated out into blue and the blue faded all the way into the deepest darkness and then there were kind of stars scattered about and we were just floating in space in the of them and it looked like they were wearing robes or they were kind of hooded but it was incredibly peaceful and in the center of their faces it was dark now I've shared this only twice before
in interviews and some people will say oh it was they were had dark faces they were demons they were the most peaceful beings I've ever been in front of and I've been asking them as I'm sewing can you please give me some information that I can share about why I saw that so that people will feel peaceful and nobody will be misled into thinking they were not peaceful and they were not benevolent and loving the answer was they were coming from before light and before dark wherever this source of communication was coming from it's before
this separation so we're living in a world now where we're very aware of good and bad we're very aware of light and dark it's very easy to see that difference but it all comes from the same place and it all comes back to the same place there is something that exists that is even before light it's where the light comes from the faces of these people was so pure and so unified and and I could feel we're all a part of it and we're all interwoven and connected that's what was at the center of them
and that's what I was speaking to so if you're imagining like an Inky black darkness it was something that's never changed it's always been there it's like the silence between a song I won't speak anymore to it but it was they were very peaceful beings and we were having the end of a conversation and we were making an agre and there were two parts to this agreement one was you won't remember anything you've seen because if you do you'll never shut up about it and that was the words they used and it was funny to
me because that's kind of how I would speak and that's true I can talk a lot but I listen to their guidance and I haven't talked about this that much and then the second part was you have to do the work and I had no idea what the work was we had our goodbye and I was then turned away from them and started to move down I could say a tunnel but it was as though space was wide open and I was just kind of moving forward and down and I could start to see the
hospital room but it just existed in space and as I became more aware of what I was looking at I could see my body on the stretcher and I could feel that I was running but I felt so free I felt like I had no bones in my body I felt like I had no weight to my body it was so much fun I felt like I was trying to learn to run but I didn't have to do anything and I felt like my limbs were flopping around but I didn't have any limbs it was
just like lights spraying off me or like rainbows coming out of me and I know that sounds you know hippie dippy or whatever but it was so nice it was such a nice feeling and as I moved toward my body I could see the nurses in the room and suddenly I merged with my body but my vision my external vision from the body and my human Vision it emerged and I could see the same thing I was seeing even before I entered my body I started moving my limbs I was so happy the nurses kind
of told me to settle down and then the pain returned but I was so fresh to the feeling of Being Human it wasn't pain yet it was just almost fun and enjoyable like wow what this feels weird oh I'm in a body again I stayed in the hospital for 3 days I couldn't move I was in a neck brace I had things coming out of my neck to drain blood they had put in six screws two in the front two in the back titanium scaffolding it was strange cuz I could immediately feel cell phone tower
radiation and the the scaffolding is titanium cell phone towers are titanium emitters are cell phones titanium antennas so I I suddenly became aware of a new sensation it took me a while to understand what I was feeling it was as though I could feel somebody always speaking in my neck or kind of humming in my neck I returned home from the hospital I was unable to move or use the restroom on my own thankfully I have wonderful friends and family who' help assist me to the bathroom and about a month after being home I suddenly
had the strange desire to pick up a needle and a thread and I have one here for reference quite small um and I I wanted to sew a rose very tiny Rose maybe like this this big I didn't really know why but as soon as I started threading the needle through the cloth I felt an incredible amount of joy and peace similar to what I felt when I was standing in front of these beings and I didn't know how I was doing it but I knew what to do next with the sewing I didn't know
what it was supposed to become but the same voice that had kind of been coming through me gave me the instruction you need to choose a mantra you need to choose a mental thought to hold as you're doing this action I played around with some different ideas but what I landed on was May this Stitch bring peace to many people and at that time friends were just coming over to visit me and I was just hoping that I could share something with them to convey the peace that I had felt when I left my body
and the peace that had kind of been gifted to me when I returned to my body but it wasn't really anything given it was just a reminder that we all have this peace within us and that it's our greatest strength and that an army of attempt ,000 men is not as strong as a peaceful abiding that you know a library full of books is not as helpful as just one line of verse that brings peace and so I continued to sew with this idea of whatever I'm doing may it be peaceful and soon the words
left and then I realized if I'm just peaceful maybe somehow we'll translate into what I'm doing now it's been four years now it's been 12,000 hours of sewing I've sewn in the Netherlands Jamaica South Africa Costa Rica Spain Italy Sri Lanka Astro North Carolina where I am right now which I pray I can be here for a little while and just keep sewing and what I've realized is would take 12,000 hours to explain every time I'm sewing I'm receiving some kind of wisdom but it's not mine it's just the general wisdom that exists in The
Ether or that we're all connected to but there are some points that I could kind of share and I hope the right ones to mind so that I can share them with you and it can bring you some sense of Peace the first one is we are all very interal and each person you know you watching this video you're very important to the tapestry of everything and there's no person on the planet who is in the wrong place and nobody's doing the wrong thing we're all learning now there are some people that choose very difficult
paths and they are committing unhelpful UNH wholesome actions these are like bitter seeds that they're planting they will produce bitter fruit and from that they will learn we live in a time where you know you can place an order online and you get the package the next day so a lot of us are calibrated to the idea that things come immediately but I was able to see when I left my body multiple lifetimes and as I sew those previous lifetimes have returned to memory so I'm aware that some of our seeds that we plant take
many lifetimes to germinate many lifetimes to sprout many lifetimes to bear fruit but there is an order and and a balance to everything and when I'm sewing sometimes in the garden area of this tapestry I will lose that understanding and I'll get a little scared you know maybe I turn on the news and I see what's happening so then I'll move up and work on a Galaxy and when I'm sewing a Galaxy I'm shown that everything moves in a perfect order there's stars exploding there are asteroids colliding but there's an order to the energy of
all of this rotation and what that then reminds me is that if I'm inhabiting a space of Peace which is not easy but I can do it by just observing my breathing and just being aware of where I am and not allowing my mind to drift off if I'm having the intention and attention of being peaceful it's a resonance and it spreads out like dropping a little Stone in a Still Pond of water and it goes out and it hits the edges and it comes back that resonance is felt by other people and it also
attracts me to other peaceful people it also attracts me to other peaceful locations and more and more I find I'm drawn to the mountains where I am right now or I'm drawn to the forests or the jungles or the oceans or the rivers and each time I go into those spaces I'm a wash in peaceful energy I'm around nothing but Stillness and then I'm aware again of why I'm sewing a tree at the center of this tapestry so I'm not an artist it's not like I was doing paint and then I started sewing I just
started sewing I have no idea really what I'm doing I just trust now that something's helping me but the centerpiece is a tree I've realized I could have sewn own a face or a person you know a peaceful person but whenever we see artwork of an individual we judge it because we've experienced people and we know people can lie people can be mean people can hurt you so we have some interpretation of any person we see any face but a tree nobody judges a tree trees are very kind and they grow wherever they're planted and
they just adjust to the surroundings and if you cut them down so be it they're not going to scream but the longer we allow a tree to grow the more it gives to us the more it gives us shade the older it becomes the more beautiful it becomes and it always Fashions and models itself to be the most beautiful tree in that area and so I try to be as much as I can like a tree I sit down I have a needle and thread and I just sew in meditation I take long pauses just
to observe my breathing and just to feel what I'm feeling in my body and I realize that there's Incredible strength in that if I'm not speaking I'm not harming anybody verbally if I'm just sitting I'm not harming anybody physically and if I'm not focused on anything other than my breath then I'm not harming anybody even in thought I'm not having any resentful thoughts any thoughts of anger or any thoughts of worry all of which cause cancer and that came through when I was sewing the being kind of you know I could say channeled it to
me but that sounds too woo woo but it was very clear tensions that we hold in our body get held somewhere in the physical form our minds are so super drived right now with our cell phones and we're so visually attuned we forget to feel our body so I as I sew if I feel any tension in my body I focus on that I send it love and peace and I just keep sewing and this is kind of what's come out if I have a final parting message for you it's this that you're exactly where
you need to be and it's perfect and there's a part of us that hates that idea and will resist it and say no no no that's not true because I have this issue with my mom or my friend or my job or where I live or there will be something that we're resisting those things that come up and say no no that's that's not true it's not perfect because of fill in the blank that's your teacher and that's being presented to you because that's exactly where you need to work if you turn and face whatever
it is that is the tension in your life or the part that you don't like if you can allow that to relax and you can let it go which is difficult if you can let it go more Beauty and more abundance and more peace will come into your life and it's said a lot to let things go it's very difficult to think about it and then somehow put it in a box and toss it away and I'm not able to do that either but what I am able to do is just be where I am
so right now I'm looking at trees and the mountains that's where I am right now I can feel my breath breath that's where I am and the more I bring my attention to where I am there's no space for any thoughts to come in and the more I just inhabit now the nicer it is and the guidance I would offer and you can try it later I'm just planting a seed for you is to sit in silence you don't have to call it meditation you don't have to call it prayer we all have ideas of
what prayer and meditation are and we have some slight resistance to it otherwise we'd be doing it more but you literally just have to sit in silence with the legs folded and close your eyes people who have ndes all receive Grand messages beautiful visions and it's beautiful to hear because it reminds us of something that we kind of know and we kind of want that for oursel but if you want to receive a message you have to do what everybody who has had an nde has done and what we've all done is Close Our Eyes
some of us for a while people are in comas but everybody checks out of their senses and it's what the Buddha taught and it's what Jesus taught so I I hope this video brings some sense of peace to you and I'm going to continue to meditate every day I hope and pray and have the desire that at some point you take some time either when you wake up or before you go to bed just to close your eyes and just to sit quietly and do nothing if it hurts or it's painful or you're bored just
be with that and give yourself a moment to receive some wisdom give yourself a moment to receive some Visions if you want an A sign from God maybe be quiet and let him say something and um yeah I wish you the best on your path I think we're all we're all here to learn and we're all on our own individual spiritual paths but uh I think the best thing about a path is that around every turn you find a new friend and they can say oh yeah this is the next turn you take that road
that's a good one so I'm the friend on the path just for today and I'm saying hey uh a good path is just to sit down and be quiet go all right well blessings to anybody who's seeing this I hope this is helpful and um yeah maybe we continue to to plant good seeds and may we continue to be good Gardeners of the earth We All Fall in when the in our staring lost up at the Skylight we are fall in when the loes in our [Music]
