well about three months ago I found this little tiny Chihuahua on the street just about dead and it was the hottest day of the year it was 107 it was dehydrated and everything and so I took it home and I could tell something was wrong with her thought was partly blind etc and but anyway two weeks later started having seizures and so I take it to the vet and do all these tests I do just to make a long story short but this dog has gone from having a seizure every two weeks to having a
seizure every night and it keeps me up I don't think I've had any sleep in maybe two months a total night sleep because it has seizures have to get up and take care of it and give it medicine and you know I really love it when it's not having seizures it's delightful and sweet and runs around the house and I think deserves to have a life and I can't figure out why I can't heal it or the vet can't do something you know someone can't do something so so I'm facing having to put it to
sleep if something doesn't happen pretty soon I've just come to face that that I went to work with two hours sleep let's righty and you know I had four hours sleep last night and I'm just real torn and I feel row up set about it okay and I can see that heavenly you can see that you do is that Alright zero to ten how upset are you Tan's really strong hmm and I have been a Chan okay can you make it a 10 yeah all right make it a 10 and let it bother you and
you're thinking of something correct mm-hmm all right see it in your mind see that little puppy dog having its seizures or or death or whatever it is it that you can feel got it all right everybody tapped with me even if you don't have the same issue okay guys all right what do you feel what do you most do you feel sick sick all right everybody do this that between your eyes they even though have this sick feeling check feeling I love and accept myself even though I have this feeling have this it's safe to
let it go it's safe to let it go this sick feeling let it go sod your I let it go under the eye it's safe to let it go collarbone let it go grab your wrist take a deep breath and peace right now as you think about this situation is that sick feeling still there it's changed to be it its own more anxiety I feel the anxiety the anxiousness you got it right feel those emotions feel whatever yours is if you can find something in your life say it's safe to let it go save try
to go beside you I let it go under the I am okay as I let it go they go the pressure they go the responsibility they go this wait wait just let it go take a deep breath and peace all right now as you think about this this experience what do you how do you represent it in terms of was it me yeah what does it mean well I had a son that passed away about 12 years ago who became very ill and could not be saved and there is you see I spent about three
years trying to save him and in the end did not you see you see the program she's using her past program on this puppy dog this helpless isn't that right I can't say so release it let it go everybody tat it's safe to let it go Shh let it go this helplessness is happening I can't do it I can't it's safe to let go of the pressure the guilt and everything else and everything else it's safe to let it go secretary go do deep breath and peace alright again your son and you couldn't save him
and the same basic feeling the puppy dog you can't save him any emotion feel sad and like a failure alright feel like a failure right so release let go this failure feeling I'm not superwoman I can't fix it all can't fix it it's beyond my powers beyond my powers and it's safe to let this go safe toy disc has a purpose whether I know what it is or not I can let go or this feeling is feeling deep breath blow it away and peace alright again you couldn't save the puppy dog and you couldn't save
your son any emotions yeah I feel something deeper alright you feel something in your son inside yourself now here's something interesting want to help you guys sometimes we have physical sensations and we don't know what it means the body is the expression of the mind so if you have a physical sensation in your body you don't have to know where it comes from you just know that you have it that makes sense so just feel that feeling and all you do in all you say is it's safe to let it go beside your eye it's
safe to let it go under the eye just let it go collarbone I'm okay as I let it go everything works out deep breath roll out and peace alright again we're talking about I couldn't save the puppy dog and I couldn't save my son any emotions I don't feel as sad yeah I'm not sure I can't say the puppy dog now I'm just beginning to think that I can't begin to face maybe it's not living can't write and how's that feel I can't save you it's just hard what's hard what's hard what do you mean
it feels hard well just use an isin an animal that's got such a beautiful life 3/4 of the time and then has these problems if it would have it seizures in the morning and I didn't lose sleep I could handle it but I just can't handle the night thing alright so and you feel guilty you feel what guilty what's the feeling here and I just need to try harder ok yeah ok superwoman I just got try harder harder I just gotta try harder try harder the responsibility is on me I mean this weight is on
me this weight it's all my fault if only I were a better person let it go let it go please now of course guys depending on what your view and death I believe death is the next step it's like graduating from high school moving on it's like getting married no that's not good example is like the borscht maybe depends what you do with it but does that make sense it's another transition now here's something I want you to realize guys and this is the truth you're gonna die guess what I'm going to die too dying
is a part of life and when I die I'll be glad I get to go to the next grade whatever that means does that make sense death is a part of life and you can't change it you can't fix it you can't undo it so there's either one or two things you can let it torment you or just send it love and peace we're going to have wet yes yes you can't go away you can use this tapping process on animals as well and of course you can touch you know I've done some pretty amazing
things with this tapping process so guys if you if you decide you want to learn more about this tapping I have you know al smart stress calm I had a lot of YouTube video knows you can go watch this and tap-along alright let's think about this again feel the field of feeling he's going to die or she right got the feeling all right say it will die sometime I will die we'll all die that's how it works it's ours I release like all the emotions around it and I'm safe to let it go take a
deep breath and peace alright the puppy-dog will die so will I so will you will all die any emotions and depending on what you do with the death will you honor and remember the exciting parts of this puppy-dog and how it brought life and love to you are you going to make yourself feel bad that's the question how you going to honor this relationship so release it let it all go sadnesses fears angers emotional traumas such guilts and everything else take a deep breath and peace alright and we're talking about this puppy dog who has
problems keep you up all night and you're you're responsible for it any emotions let's pretend like you're gonna drive over to wherever the pet place that does this stuff any emotions with it I feel some tension I'm going to go to the vet Thursday and kind of give them the last chance to come up with something I think and any emotions here last chance yeah let it go let it go let it go it's safe to let it go this puppy dog came into my life to help me heal and it's time for me to
heal the pets in my life the losses license the hurts the guilts count the rejections the abandonment and betrayal let it all go now I'm safe I'm safe take a deep breath and peace and guys how many how many notice that you feel a lot more relaxed and more comfortable now don't you alright guys if you're stressed out this is something so simple it doesn't cost you anything when you use it but it does cost you a lot if you don't use it all right again we're talking about this puppy dog I feel better more
focused let's say the vet says hey there's no hope and then you say okay do it any emotions I think there are that I'm just not in touch with him right okay whatever it is it's okay let it go whatever it is whatever it is it's okay for that puppy dog to heal - yeah I don't have to dance with that old program anymore it's safe - for it's safe for myself to heal and I'm okay deep breath and I believe that we attract and pull things into our lives to help us heal and we
get to do one or two things you remember I shared easy you let it heal you or you let it kill you you get to figure out what it's going to do to you it's your meaning that you give to it all right now we think about this experience it was pretty strong yeah mr. been hard zero to ten how strong is it it's not so strong now it's for like a four and how you know it's a four well I just feel mr. de-escalating but there is something so what supports this problem how do
you know I mean I didn't thought about that care I couldn't save ya up here no it's not of others say other animals I couldn't say I knew that was in there so share a little bit about the cow you couldn't say well when I was about nine or ten I had a cow lived on a farm and I had a calf that had raised from a little baby's mother abandon it and i bottle-fed it and and i had such a relationship with it I taught it games and how to play hide and seek I
wrote it it was you know just real important to me and I came home one day and it was gone and you know grew up to be quite large and it was just a most sweet loving this animal and came home one day for school and it was gone and my father had killed it for beef for our family and any emotions with this I'm better with it and um any at all you know I realized that after I have been through this twice with Robert and I realized over the time that that was really
the last relationship a good relationship with my parents I never forgave them and I never trusted them again right so can you feel that that relationship that disruption in your relationship with them yeah can you feel it now mm-hmm I didn't really realize that the first what second time I went through it but I began to go I've been to try to put it together after that if I was a relationship like and I remembered I thought I just a cherry idea from there yeah so again this is a pivotal point in her life as
a small child and the decision we make and then also impact us in weird ways now also tell them a little bit how this this cow this calf issue had even been up until recently with on the highway oh yeah I don't eat beef I I I don't like people who do I I mean I don't need I don't like them collectively it's not like I'm individually I just think that we don't need decals or too close to our own species there - it's like horses they're they're trainable loving animals people just don't know that
and they treat him horribly so I have anger about it I used to before I tapped that I would see a cattle truck full of cattle it would just ruin my day I mean I would just get sick and known they're going to mark it or it just wrecked my life at you know every time I saw a cow in the pasture and if it was a a male I knew it was going to be killed so I couldn't have cattle on my farm not males that were male so he'll had to be female so
it's it's a it's been huge but is it not so big now no I actually don't even see cattle trucks anymore hardly think about it I go I just don't notice so saying and before you know there's a part of our brain called the reticular formation it brings into focus what we believe to be true and what's important to us like right now you're paying attention to me but you're not focusing on your shoes until right now because that's not important our brain filters out what we don't want or what's important is for the strongest
emotion this was a major pimple part of her life and her antenna and her life kept seeing it to help torment herself and to remind vane so what we want to do is go in and release this pain so now let's do the part with your parents you got it just think about that it also is a loss there - yeah it was a loss yeah feel that loss got it all right everybody do this I know all of us have had losses with relationships and that's where it all comes from - everybody say it
out loud so I release and let go all the sadnesses beside you I release and let go all fears under the I release and let go all emotional traumas traumas I release and let go angers and shields helplessness judgments unforgiveness unforgiveness hopelessness helpless and everything else and everything I forgive myself I forgive I not forgive them I forget and it's safe to move on safe to move on take a deep breath and peace all right is that feeling still there with the parents cuz you lost them in a sense mm-hmm yeah I never did get
over there right is it still there this loss I don't think so i I think I when I realized that I did a lot of shopping on no good very bad idea all right is there anything else about the calf anything else about the puppy dog well it reminds me I didn't know the two related the cow and I'm puppy dog but I had some pictures in my mind that let me know they're related died both trusting and yeah lovely animals yep yeah let's do this I'm okay now okay now I keep the lovely part
within me I keep some lovely part within and I forgive the anger I forgive the anger the unforgiveness unforgiveness I choose to honor them to stone as yeah with the good feelings it's a good feelings I held on to the loss I have until I not lost so much lost him I lost my fam my parents my parents I lost the joy of riding down the highway and everything else it's time to release this loss releases loss let it go deep bro please all right now this this puppy dog and the emotion of the issues
that's going through and and you're faced with this issue that right what does it mean now are you a bad person will you be a bad person if you can't change things will you honor the puppy dog it's good stuff or bad stuff which one well good stuff yeah love this'll dog so it'll be good I just then will help you understand something every time you saw a male cap in the pasture every time you saw a truck going to market with cows in it were you honoring the relationship with the calf that you had
or dishonouring the relationship yes son right yeah absolutely and you're also disarming it myself yeah there you go so I forgive myself for holding onto the hurt coming on to hurt the unforgiveness forgiveness the angers anger the bitterness the hatred hatred resentment I release it let it go tear release let it go it's safe to let it go safe to let again I'm safe I'm safe deep breath and peace all right now we're thinking about this issue in front of you how strong is it it's not very strong peaceful yeah I feel like I can
handle it okay now in your mind see the puppy dog and the good experience you have with the puppy dog mm-hmm see it send it love and thank thank the puppy dog for the gift it brought you and then we're going to let go of the the the seizures I let go the seizures let go of all the family conflict family all the turmoil somebody grab a book for me and everything else and everything else take a deep breath please blow it out and peace and we're going to look at Louise Hays heal your body
bug is a great resource to give emotional meaning to our physical L this is a heal your body the mental causes for physical illness and the metaphysical which is emotional spiritual conscious thoughts and epilepsy sense of persecution rejection of life a feeling of great struggle self violence now we're talking about the anger with the dogs I mean that the anger with mom cattle rejection of life is just not fair how they do dogs they do cattle and if we do seizures I bet it's another part of it too this is a better life and a
meaning a gift it not that the dog did it to us is just we attract into our life what bit our belief system and why is it did you keep dating the same person different name different hair color but the same emotional pattern over and over again you know why because it didn't you and you want to let the right ones in the good ones you push away huh I want someone to fit me yeah you right there you're going to make me feel rejected abandoned whatever I know how to feel does that make sense
someone whose seizures to running away from the family from the self and from life so I released let it go it's safe to let it go safety I forgive myself and everything else involved and it's okay to heal I send love and peace to the puppy dog peace and everyone else it's safe to heal safety day deep breath and peace how do you feel better lighter can you say all right tell me about your product that the issue you have at hand tell me about it again notice it knows how she sounds well I have
this little rescue animal that I've been nurturing and helping and trying to save it's got great problems and and they were getting worse so and I don't know if I can handle it much longer because it's wrecking my life you hear that part wrecking my life let's do my life is a wreck well I'm sorry it's always been a wreck sorry you're gonna wreck all my relationships she's been a wreck in a wreck and I can let it go now let it go now let it all go and peace he's good how you feel now
I say it's wrecking my life say it one more time that's rockin my life cindy is wrecking our life can you feel to be true it is yeah it is to let it go okay let it go let it go let it go let it go let it go take a deep breath and peace peace it's wrecking my life say it again I'm striking my life say it's okay I can change okay the world can change for me the world can change as I change as I change deep breath and please give her a hand
guys well last week I volunteered I think we were talking about grief and loss and I was facing a loss of a little dog I had rescued a couple of months ago that had seizures and it started out having seizures every two weeks and it started having seizures every week and then it started having seizures every night and was keeping me up and I was thinking that I was going to have to put it to sleep you know it was suffering I was suffering and I just seemed like I had done all I could do
and had really cried all weekend about it because it was just you know I had kind of made a decision it's what I need to do but I asked excuse me miss Robert to get clinics because I thought I would just you know cry that night and I ended up not it was a real strange for me to you know to not feel so sad about it and but to make a long story short that rule dog hadn't had a seizure since the last Tuesday night it just stopped having seizures and I mean she's doing
great and I honestly think that she's going to be alright so well I did you know I did had done some tapping on her before it was me I mean it was me I needed help on it was I I don't know how I know if there's a law of attraction that the more she had seizures and were upset I got to more attracted what I didn't want or I talked last week about how I tried to save various people of my family and and couldn't and I think I got so upset because I couldn't
save her didn't think I could save her that it triggered other losses in my life you know one of the things I was thinking about 250 you know you had this judgment against your parents because of the decision they had to make it's the exact same decision you had Saturday so that was still you trying to heal mm-hmm but anyway it's been real healing I feel different she's great and I realized that it I had had a dream a few nights before that and it kind of plugged into that dream I'd had as well so
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