So, a lot of people think they are spiritual, and others are material. People think they are people that can assume a form, like now I'm a spiritual person, now I'm a material person, I'm an egoic person, my ego is kind of De, but that's better than having a strong ego, right? So, I'm a spiritual person now, and I'm trying to open my chakras.
I'm trying to meditate every day for 2 hours, and now I'm reading some tarot cards. I'm meditating surrounded by crystals, yeah. I'm trying to attain something like spiritual enlightenment.
I'm basically fooling myself, thinking that I'm doing something as if spirituality exists, as if materialism exists. I want to show you something that is actually real, like the foundation on which everything is built upon. Only the foundation is actually real, and everything else is just pretend, it's just pretending, it's just, I'm pretending to be a spiritual person, I'm even pretending to be a person, but I'm not that.
What is a person? It's just a word, it's a sound, but I've never seen a person in my life. But I want to show you something that is actually real, that will actually set you free in like less than a second.
There's no process, you don't have to buy crystals, read some cards, or buy a reading or something like that. I want you to really be free. This is why I'm having this channel, 'cause I found I was on a search for the truth for such a long time, and I've been through a lot.
Like, I thought that at first I thought I have to find something, and then I became a Christian, then became delusional as hell, really. Now, I know I found it. Why do I know I found it?
Because my search is over, and I want your search to be over, too. But there's one thing you have to know, and you have to be ready to die, because the only thing that ever dies is the ego. Body doesn't die, really, because the body doesn't know anything about life or death.
It just is, doing whatever. It doesn't even know that it's doing anything, it's just the mind. It's going to be the end of your spiritual personhood, your material personhood, even believing that you don't have an ego, that's going to end.
So, I want you to know who you really are. But let me tell you something first, why does suffering even occur? It's because you think that you're something you're not.
It's because when someone is calling your name, you say 'huh? ' You're listening as if you're really that name. That's the foundation of all your trauma and experience and past memory.
I'm going to tell you something that when you know who you are, that whole house of cards is going to crumble. The more you're getting used to your real self, all your traumas will just vanish without trying to heal them. That's how I healed my trauma.
I know a lot of people going to therapy, they are still there, they're still mentally ill and don't know what they're doing there. I'm not judging them, of course, everything is at its right place. But, today, or now, right now, I'm going to show you what I found.
I want, you to feel your hand, just feel your hand, maybe you're going to feel some tingling sensations, vibrations, energy, maybe heat, or maybe it's cold, but forget all these concepts. Because in reality, you don't know what it feels like, it's just a sense, without naming it, just feel it, be aware of it, feel it, and now you're feeling it. Right, you're definitely feeling its shape.
Now, I want you to feel the thing that felt the hand. Feel the feeler again, feel the heart. Now, feel the one that was feeling the hand.
No need to search for it, it's right there. Now, your awareness became aware of the heart. Yeah, that's the one that's feeling.
Or maybe your awareness became aware of your head, like you think 'I'm in my head and I'm feeling from my head'. I'm asking you again, feel the one that is feeling the heart or feel the one that is feeling the head. Try to find the one that's feeling.
And when you're looking for it and you keep saying 'it's in my chest, it's in my hand, it's in my foot', keep trying until you get to a point where you say 'I don't know'. Again, feel your hand, now feel the one that felt the hand. When you say 'I don't know', can't find it, that's you.
And I know your mind might say 'what the hell are you talking about? ' Or 'that's boring, that's not me', 'that doesn't have a high status' or something like that. But that is you.
That was before your name, before your body. Doesn't have a location, it's not appearing in time, and it's you. It is the very thing in which all your experience, including your body, appears.
And that's you. And this real self, the true self, doesn't care about your spiritual process, doesn't care about your material wealth, doesn't care about your chakras, doesn't care about your tarot or crystals, meditation process. It absolutely doesn't care, really.
Because if you think 'yeah, but I care about that', one is not real. Your mind might say 'but, but I have to, but I have to'. No, no, no.
Come back to your real self. If you want to be free, as I said, you have to be ready to die. If you really want to know who you are.
What the end of all suffering and seeking is: find your real self. That's the easiest way, because there's no way actually. Now, if you have found it, you can go directly to it, because it's right there.
You don't have to go anywhere; you are but it's so obvious that I know it's hard to find. Try to find it, you know. Go to India, mon zaja, ask Muji how, where.
Please show me what freedom is, and he tells you, "right here, it's right here. " So, if you have trouble finding it right away, just do the same thing; feel your hand. What is feeling the hand?
Because a lot of people say, "I believe in this, I believe in this religion, I believe in science, I believe that I exist, I believe that I have a family, I believe that I like this food, I believe that I don't like this food. " I, I, I, I. And when I ask them, "Where is your 'I'?
" they have absolutely no idea. So, before you assume that you believe or know something, find 'I', find it. Before you think you know things, try to find your 'I'.
What's going to happen when you find it is that you're going to switch your identification. You're no longer identified with the body, with the mind chatter, with the phenomenal life; you're going to be identified with the unnamable, that thing is everything you see consists out of that came from that, and you identified with Source again. And what happens when you are identified with Source, magically, everything in your phenomenal physical life is going to change.
It becomes balanced and harmonious; you're not going to suffer. Even I have my grandmother; she has a lot of back pain, and I told her about this technique like feel the one that's feeling the hand, and her pain is really immense. She found it; she said, "I don't know where it is.
" And I said, "That's it, that's you. " She was kind of smiling. I asked her, "Do you have pain?
" She said no. See, that's it, that's God, that's what I wanted to show you. There's no time, room, space, spiritual process, no duality, there's not even a unity, there's no enlightenment, there's actually just that which you have discovered pretending to be all this.
Alright, so we are still paradise, and nobody has ever suffered, and nothing has ever happened. You were always in the heart of God but you were lost in imagination. So, you can deepen this technique, and whenever you think about something, about problems, just ask, "Who's aware of problems?
" You're going to become you again, and then you will realize that, well, maybe there are problems, but there's no one having those problems, and they're going to solve themselves. Like this body is going to take over, it's going to live, it's going to solve all problems, it's going to make money, it's going to cook, it's going to eat, it's going to do the things that it has to do, but you don't have this feeling of responsibility because you are no longer trapped in this separate little being. Yeah, I think that's it.
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