My best friend and I had been Inseparable since grade school yet I harbored a secret from him one that I kept hidden from everyone really since childhood I had been slipping into my sister's clothes it had only happened twice that I had been caught while dressed up once by my mom and once by my sister each time they scolded me and I quickly changed back into my usual attire now at 17 I understood the Societal Norms that boys were not supposed to dress as girls and if they did they certainly weren't supposed to enjoy it
but I did enjoy it and yes I still indulge in dressing up from time to time I share this so you can grasp what unfolded next with everyone away June was off at College I seized the opportunity to go all out I mean all out I shaved every inch of hair from my body and dressed as a girl from head to toe my hair was long enough that I could use A blow dryer to style it into a somewhat feminine albe it messy look I adorned myself with fake red nails and slipped into one of
jun's short dresses when I caught my reflection in the mirror I felt like I was in Paradise I couldn't quite explain why I felt the urge to dress as a girl it was simply something I had to do and this was one of those rare moments I could fully embrace it I admired my long silky smooth legs the alluring Smile accentuated by bright red Lipstick and how how the heels accentuated my rear lost in my Daydream I didn't hear the door open but I certainly heard what came next holy cow Vincent is that you why
are you dressed like a girl wow you look pretty good it was my best friend Dave and he had walked in on me in all my glory we had been barging into each other's rooms since we first met in school and he knew exactly where the spare key was hidden I hadn't answered his knock so he let Himself in just like always and there I was fully dressed up I had nowhere to hide No Escape and no hole to disappear into we locked eyes for a moment and I had never felt so humiliated in my
life but there was nothing I could do he knew me well enough to realize I wasn't being initiated into any group nor was I being punished the only explanation left was that I wanted to dress this way I opened my mouth to speak but he beat me to it it you know but a little help you could Be one hot chick Dave was grinning widely what you heard me Vincent or should I say Vivien you'd look really good if someone who knew what they were doing helped you out I mean just look at your hair
get out of here and let me change no way buddy we both have a situation here and I just found a solution and we'll both get what we want I sank into the chair at my desk staring at Dave I knew exactly where he was going with this in a couple of months he Was set to join a fraternal organization and be introduced at their local ball which meant he needed a date but Dave was never one for dating girls seemed to intimidate him and strangely so did his mother a petic woman barely 5T tall
and weighing no more than 100 pound Dave on the other hand was tall and muscular with dark brown hair quick brown eyes and an impish grin the embodiment of of many girls dreams yet he was always shy around them never dating anyone more Than twice as for me I was a starp contrast 56 at most skinny with blonde hair and blue eyes people often wondered how we became best friends but our long history together explained it all I knew what he was about to propose but I asked anyway and what exactly are you suggesting why
not be my date for the ball you know how I am around girls this way you get to go out all dressed up and I get a date I've known forever I briefly considered denying my love for Dressing up but Dave clearly knew better if it were just a joke I wouldn't have done my nails shave my body or attempted a hairstyle I couldn't come up with any excuse to get out of this situation I had only one choice even if I agreed to something this crazy what would I tell my parents I can just
imagine it Mom Dad Dave asked asked me to be his date for the big ball and I need a new gown my nails and hair done and oh don't forget new shoes my dad would be shocked and my Mom would laugh herself to the floor yeah maybe if you put it that way but if you told them it was for my induction they might understand didn't your dad say he had to dress as a girl for 3 weeks when he joined his fraternity he get it what do you say want to be my date Dave
had read the situation perfectly and found a way for me to go out dressed up while solving his problem throughout it all he looked relaxed and even smiled at me showing no sign of Disapproval or judgment it was an intriguing plan and as crazy as it sounded it might actually work I told him I would think about it and then asked him to leave so I could change Dave had disrupted my plans I had intended to stay dressed all day but I just couldn't with him there it took me about an hour to return to
myth usual self going out as Dave's date sounded simple enough and looking like a girl might not be too hard but it was all the Other details mannerisms voice things that could give me away an instant if I messed up it would require immense concentration and I was torn between my desire to leave the house dressed as a girl even just once and the fear of getting caught I can imagine the consequences for me but for Dave they would crucify him and then there was the matter of telling my parent the inevitable question would be
how did Dave know I like to dress as a girl Dave And I spent the rest of the day together and mercifully he only brought up the topic once we were at the mall walking past a dress shop when he pointed to a dress in the window and commented that I would look great in it he might have been right but I wasn't in the mood to discuss it that night my folks returned home assumed everything was fine and we all went to bed the next day after school however my life took an unexpected turn
Vincent can I have a Word with you my mom asked sure Mom what's up David's mother called me today and asked me something quite unusual she wanted to know if it was true that you were going to be David's date for the induction ball is it what I stalled trying to gather my thoughts my mom gave me that sharp knowing look with a sigh I had admitted that Dave thought I would make a nice state if I dressed as a girl and he had asked me to be his plus one I didn't reveal that Dave
had seen me Dressed up I wasn't ready to admit that I still enjoyed doing it I thought Mom was unaware of my secret I told her that Dave had mentioned dad's story about his three weeks dressed as a girl and figured I could pull it off too well given all the practice you've had I suppose it's possible she said with a fault full expression what did you tell David I said he was crazy maybe he isn't did he see you the other day when you were dressed up how does she always know I neither confirmed
nor denied her question but my silence was likely telling you have two more days of school before spring break why don't you and I spend some of those two weeks seeing how you look as a girl I'll help you and if you decide to tell David no afterward we'll stop but if we do stop I want you to quit dress in up if you say yes I'll continue to help you you're probably just as pretty as June maybe even more so think about it and let me know Tomorrow Dave and his big mouth had really
put me in a tight spot but I couldn't be mad at him ever since mom made her proposal it was all I could think about having her helped me would be amazing and of course Dad wouldn't have much to say about it given his own experiences it was a no-brainer I was definitely going to say yes I think Mom knew it too and she confirmed it on my last day of school when she told me to come straight home since classes ended At 10: she and I would have all day I didn't mention any of
this to Dave just in case it all went self quickly or I ended up looking as bad as I usually did I walked in the door and saw mom waiting for me she led me to my room where for the first time since I was a kid she had me undress in front of her I got down to my breef and stopped but it was clear to her that my skin was clean shaven smooth and hairless go take a shower shave and wash your hair then put these on and Come to my room she instructed
I did as mom told me making sure to touch up the few spots I had missed the other day like under my arms my face was smooth my skin squeaky clean and my hair limped from the lotion I pulled on the panties noticing they were new wrapped the robe around myself and went to Mom's room she was waiting with her roller kit and several brushes nearby I sat down as she motioned and she began to put my hair in rollers using a gel to make them tight On my head it didn't take her long and
then she waved her hand at the Cosmetics on the C I looked at her for a moment then went to my own room and got my own Foundation mom and June both used a shade that was too light for me mom didn't say a word until I began to apply it to my face just dab it on then use two fingers to blend it out evenly you're not painting a house and thickness works against you just make it light enough to cover your face she Guided I followed her instructions and even mentioned that I had
tried this before but she insisted on showing me her way then she had me do something new she handed me a puff full of some kind of powder and told me to Pat it on wherever I had used Foundation after a few minutes I brushed away the excess and my skin seemed to be all one color with no sign of my light beard after that she showed me how to do eyes Shadow I thought I knew how but Mom's method Was easier and made my eyes look 10 times better she applied black eyeliner then a
Black Pencil to outline under my eyes followed by Peach blusher and mascara with the roller still in my hair she watched as I put on the bra she had laid out on the bed then the panty toes she had a slip in her hand but I stopped her went to my room and retrieved my foam pads and bird seed breast forms I slipped the breast forms into the bra then used the foam pads to make my hips Rounder she watched as I slipped them under the panties then I pulled the slip over my head and
adjusted it after that mom surprised me by handing me the same short dress I had been wearing when Dave caught me I slipped it on and Mom zipped it up I stepped into the shoes I brought with me when I got the pads my only pair I looked in the mirror and saw a girl with a head full of rollers it was like looking at a more polished version of myself the rough edges had been smoothed Out I didn't have long to admire the reflection as Mom sat me down at the vanity and began to
remove the rollers brushing my hair out with just a few Strokes she created a very feminine hairstyle that was Curly Yet full my bangs touched my eyebrows and my ears were just visible without a word mom replaced my own earrings with simple red and black ones and added a gold necklace with a matching pendant around my neck I heard the spritzer and immediately Smelled the perfume do your lips then join me in the kitchen and bring your nail kit she instructed how does she always know what to do I took the lip stick from her
saw that little enigmatic smile of hers and applied it to my lips I went into my room and dug out my nail kit from under the bed I had exactly one set of nails left and no more tape just the glue I looked in the mirror again and was still amazed at how effortlessly mom had transformed me it must be Something girls are born with I thought I couldn't do it at least not by myself I told Mom I didn't have any more tapes so she advised me to use the glue assuring me she knew
how to dissolve it when the time came to remove the nails one by one I fitted the nails tring them to size first then using the glue to attach them the Polish I had was a soft plung color that Mom said was very nice she watched as I painted each nail with two coats of Polish mom never said a Word the whole time I was doing my nails and I ate to ask her a bunch of questions like how she always knows everything but I didn't I just did what she told me to do now
that we have you all dressed up let's look in the mirror and see what kind of girl we have created M and I stood side by side in front of the hall mirror and the change was astonishing before when I tried this myself the best I could do was satisfy my desire to dress up but now there was A girl staring back at me not a boy in a dress but a girl with beautifully done hair Flawless makeup wide eyes with an impish grin breasts that were just the right size and long silky legs and
high heels I was speechless what do you call yourself mom asked viven it slipped out without a thought it was the name Dave had given me in the past I had always thought of myself as Linda but somehow Vivien felt right viven what a lovely name now tell Me have you ever left the house dressed as a girl hell sorry Momo I never looked good enough what about now do you look good enough to go out now well I I'll bet you a purse I I think I have an old wallet around here somewhere I'll
get those you transfer your things into it and we'll go for a ride just to see how you do wait here within a few minutes mom returned with a purse an old wallet of hers and my own wallet along with a lipstick and some tissue I moved Everything into the purse and then mom walked to the back door held it open and waited for me to gather the courage to step outside it took a few moments but I fin did it the sun was bright the air warm and I was terrified M and I got
in the car and she drove out of our neighborhood and onto the expressway I knew exactly where we were going dad's office there wasn't anything I could do to stop her and yet in a way I didn't mind if Dad didn't burst out laughing Then maybe I had a chance to pull this off I knew as well as mom did that after seeing my reflection in the hall mirror I was going to be Day date for the ball all I had to do was become the perfect girl in every way making me look like a
girl was the easy part getting over my fear of Discovery and letting Dad see me this way were going to be the hardest things for me to do I didn't tell your father we were stopping by so this is going to be a surprise just act natural And you'll be fine mom said natural mom you have no idea how hard this is going to be oh I think I do but this has to be what you wanted or else else you would have quit dressing up long ago and now that we both know just how
pretty you are there is no reason for you to be afraid watch how you walk and so on smile a lot and pretty soon it will all become natural okay I'll try Mom I don't have much Choice do I of course you have a choice I'll take you home right now And you can change but if you do this is the end of it no more dressing up is that what you want or would you like to do this just just to see if you can if I said to take me home mom would make
sure I would never be able to try this again but if I said I would try it then she would know that I like dressing as a girl so much that I was willing to risk everything by going out in public this way she watched the road while I paused then slowly nodded my head yes now there Was no doubt in anyone's mind I wanted to be a girl now that we have that settled let's not dwell on anything but making you into a proper young lady we will be at your father's office in time
for lunch so we'll make him take us to lunch that way he will be able to see for himself just how nice looking you are that'll be great mother I knew you would agree my mother has a remarkable ability to ignore almost anything including my frequent sarcasm she parked The car and I gazed up at the Towering office building where Dad worked 40 floors of polished glass and bright aluminum gleamed in the sunlight I would have to walk in Cross the lobby and take an elevator up 38 floors anyone could get on that elevator mom
however didn't hesitate she strolled across the parking lot pausing only once to look back at me as I lied behind rather than facing all those people alone I caught up with her just as she opened the door to the Building the lobby was bustling with people but they went about their business and we made it to the elevators without incident the ride up however was interesting ing on the sixth floor a guy about my age got on and kept his eyes locked on me all the way to the 22nd floor where he got off mom
merely snickered when we reached our floor my stomach began to churn but I followed mom into the office and then to Dad's private office hello Heather is he Available mom asked dad's receptionist Heather smiled at us and then called Dad before letting us into his office mom went in first and I stepped inside with Heather shutting the door behind us dad smiled at mom but when he looked at me his eyes narrowed before he smiled again I was sure I was done for hi Bridget who is this dad asked his voice giving nothing away this
is viven David asked her to be his date for the induction ball and we thought that you should meet Her since she would be staying with us for a while Mom explained that's when Dad figured it out I could tell by the way his eyes widened in realization I see care to tell me why you're doing this for Dave I mean dressing as a girl are you sure about this do you know how hard that's going to be and why did he ask you to do this how would he know that you would even consider
it Dad questioned mom Sav the day for me Vivien has been with us for a very long time Dear I knew about her and that was enough you didn't need to know so we didn't tell you David has been her friend almost since birth which is why he knew that Vivien might be available to do this for him all we are here for today is to let you meet her and take us to lunch what if I say no to this nonsense dad challenged then I will remind you that he spent several weeks as a
girl and it didn't seem to hurt you any as a matter of fact I Recall you telling me that you kind of liked the way the clothes felt all that Nyon and Satan Vivien likes it too and I have agreed that she can stay for a while now let's go I'm hungry mom had neatly cornered Dad when she mentioned that even he enjoyed the feel of Satan now and then it was clear he was uncomfortable with me dressed as a girl but he grudgingly accepted it I knew this when he took my arm as we
walked out his office and told Heather I'm Taking Bridget and our daughter to lunch I'll be about an hour daughter he referred to me as his daughter I thought it was great until I realized there was no other way he could introduce me without causing ridicule so much for that lunch was pleasant though dad had a lot of questions for me which I answered honestly when he asked how long this had been going on I glanced at mom took a deep breath and said since I was little maybe five or six I guess that's when
he Laid down the law I guess since you say you've been doing this for so long I can let you do this but as soon as David is inducted you're back in pants are we clear clear on that yes sir it's clear sir okay then your mother will help you get whatever it is that you need within reason of course two weeks as a girl isn't that long so I suppose we can all get through this all right honey Mom interjected 2 weeks is all she has off for spring break the induction is a few
Weeks after that so she will be with us for at least 3 weeks maybe a month but what about school she can't miss that much school dad exclaimed already he was referring to me as Chi it was a good sign viven mom said can join Co-op that way she will get all of her school work by email which is how it will be turned in that way she can remain with us until this is all over but to join Co-op she needs to have a job dad argued don't you do the Hiring mom counted dad
was clearly at a loss if he hired me into the co-op program he would be responsible for me and it would be hard for him to simply fire me so I could go back to school as Vincent he would have to explain to his bosses why he hired someone so incompetent in the first place and that would reflect on his managerial abilities but Mong had pushed him into a corner his only way out was to either agree or send me home to chain but that Would mean at least three months dad protested well maybe but
then it would be over wouldn't it I mean Vivian will have graduated by then and it won't matter will it Mom reasoned dad looked at me with his Steely gray eyes then Shrugged and agreed to let me continue for as long as it took Mom had cleverly made the deadline flexible I would become Vivan for at least a month maybe more if I continued until school let out just to maintain the legitimacy of Dad's Hiring practices he sat up straight and told me I had until school started to get ready as I would be working
for his company starting on the third Monday as a girl no matter how I looked it wasn't ideal but it was better than having him make me quit alt together I nodded in agreement mom and I left dad to pay the bill as we drove home she asked me what I was using for breast forms I told her and she laughed when we got home she told me to touch up my lipstick and then Called David she thought it would be better if he saw me now rather than being surprised later I made the call
and got his mother who recognized my voice and told me Dave was in the shower and that I should come over I told Mom I was leaving grabbed my purse and left by the back door I walked along the path to his house and rang the bell when his mother opened the door she looked surprised but quickly figured out who I was come in my dear you must be Vivian Did you know that you're all David has talked about since he met you now I can see why you're very pretty my dear come join me
for a soft drink while the big guy cleans up it wasn't the reaction I had expected but I accepted her offer of a soft drink and joined her on the patio David tells me that you were going to be his date at the induction ball are you comfortable with that she asked to tell you the truth no but Mom says I'll calm down in a few days when the novelty of Dressing as a girl every day wears off I replied maybe it will wear off but I doubt that I knew a boy like you when
we were in high school he even went so far as to show up in school dressed as a girl they make him change clothes but nobody ever saw him before or after school in anything but a skirt or dress I think he went on to become a woman he had the surgery unsure of it for you to be here like this tells me that you love it a lot more than you're willing to Admit which is why the thrill of it won't wear off easily I wanted to believe that DA's mother was right I didn't
want the thrill of dressing as a girl to go away just the fear that always lingered like a cloud over my head we chatted a bit more and then Dave showed up he was wearing his shortest shorts a muscle tea and sneakers from a girl's perspective he was a real hunk I knew that with Dave by my side not many people would try to hurt me hi Dave Started to say but his mother interrupted Dave you recognize viven don't you almost the last time I saw her she didn't look half this good he said sitting
down next to me his eyes never leaving my face I told you that with a little help you would look spectacular and I was right he exclaimed that's because you're so tall that you look right over my head the person you're looking at is your mother you dummy I joked oh she's beautiful too but a Little old for me you on the other hand are just right he replied with a grin thanks Dave I think I'll leave you kids alone just stay on the ground floor David his mother said as she left the room I
wondered why she insisted we stay downstairs but then it hit me boy and girl alone in a room could spell trouble but I wasn't a girl so how much trouble could I really get into that's what I told myself right up until I felt DA's hand on my leg and the gentle squeeze I Quickly moved across from him but not before for seeing the grin on his face did you tell your dad yet Vivien Dave asked mulem and I had lunch with him and as it turns out I'll be working for him in Co-op as
Vivien at least until the end of the year that's a switch how did you manage that he asked surprised mom said I would have all of spring break to be Vivian but your induction ball is a few weeks after that and rather than change back and forth she maneuvered Dad Into hiring me that means he can't just fire me so it looks like I'll become Vivian until school lets out anyway did your mom tell you why she did that I mean she already has a daughter so there's no real reason for her to push it
is there Dave asked curious she didn't say and I didn't ask day had raised a very good question why was Mom letting me do this I had expected her to laugh or get angry but not actually help me and when she stepped in and made it Possible for me to remain this way for a few months it really threw me I had accepted it but Dave's question lingered around 4: I went home dad was there but he only said hi and I went to help Mom make dinner dinner was uneventful and after the dishes were
done I went to my room to change I was washing my face when Mom came in and left a night gwn on the bed it was one of my sister's short two-piece sets I asked her to stay then went into the bathroom room and slipped On the very thin panties and the top I wrapped a robe around myself and sat on the bed I had to know why mom was leading the charge why had she made it possible for me to remain as a girl mom why are you doing this I'll admit that I like
to dress up once in a while but never in my wildest dreams did I expect you to set it up like you did Dave and I both want to know I mean this isn't like you at all her expression remained unchanged as she looked at me and I Wondered if I had hit a nerve I watched as she sat in my chair Drew herself upright took a deep breath and then she told me your aunt lesie is like you honey she used to be my brother all her life she would wear my stuff got caught
a lot and suffered when your grandfa tried to beat it out of him when she was 18 she moved away and we didn't see her for almost 3 years when she did come home she was a woman just like she should have been in the first Place aunt Leslie used to be a man I exclaimed shocked that all happened before you were born and there was no reason to tell anyone especially you kids after she got married to your Uncle Earl they adopted your cousins they do not know either so I want you to keep
that to yourself when I told her about your dressing up she and I talked about it for hours when you were little it didn't matter now that you were almost grown up it does matter a lot lot she has Convinced me that if this is the road for you then you should have the chance to experience being a female and all of the ups and downs that entail if it isn't for you well after school lets out you can return to being yourself and nobody will be the wiser all I have done is give you
about four months to be a girl after that you can decide but for now your father and I are willing to let you explore this facet of yourself with some restrictions of course you will Have to to live by the same rules that June had to live with the same types of chores and also the same curfew we are not going to tell you what to wear since girls your age wear almost everything but for the first month you must wear a skirt or dress once in a while shorts and that's it any questions I
had so many questions but I was too shocked by what mom had told me to remember them my aunt lesli is a real knockout and there isn't even the tiniest thing about her That remotely suggests she was ever a male nice boobs wears about a size N9 or 10 she even sounds like a woman and Uncle L what about him does he know the truth then there were my cousins Kelly and Megan they are 10 and 12 now and they always look real nice since aunt Leslie insists on it Mong just sat there while I
digested all of what she had told me and then you're wondering about your Uncle Earl he knows he always has but lesie captured his heart and the two Of them never looked back when they started going together Vivian honey if you decide to remain a girl it will not change our feelings towards you and if you meet someone who loves you more than life itself grab him and make him yours but never lie to him love him care for him and let him love you back that is more important than anything else I can tell
you if you want to talk to Leslie go over there in the morning and talk to her but expect brutal honesty she isn't Going to hold anything back from you and you should be honest with her okay okay Mom thanks I'll see her in the morning I'll call in the morning and let her know the next morning I got up early to B shower shaved as closely as possible and then got dressed I decided to wear a skirt and blouse with my flats fairly plain makeup and simple jewelry it took me about 45 minutes to
get ready and as I looked in the mirror I was very happy with how I looked I apply foundation and Powder Brown eyeliner with very light Plum eyeshadow Peach blusher and Plum lipstick the skirt was Navy short and pleated one of June's best the blast was a simple white pullover a top mullman I had breakfast with dad who didn't say a word and then after he left Mom gave me the keys to her car it was my first time driving as Vivian but the only thing that felt different was the ice cold leather on my
almost bare thighs I pulled into the driveway and saw aunt Leslie walk out onto the porch to greet me I got out and she saw me for the first time we said Hi and then she took me by the hand out to her patio where she had a corfee of coffee and some cups I didn't recognize you Vivien if Bridget hadn't called me I would not have known you look spectacular thanks Mom told me last last night and said that I should talk to you yes I know what I have to say isn't that complicated
Vivien I knew from a very Young age that I was a girl and spent over 20 years making that true if what your mama tells me is true then you are about to walk that same path with this exception you have a family that is willing to listen I didn't have that you also have me being a woman is not about what's on the outside honey if you know that you were meant to be a woman then all you do is adjust the outside to match the inside that's easy what is harder is admitting to
someone that you Want to make a change in your life that is as severe as this one telling someone you love that you are not what they think you are can be dangerous and unless you are honest with them almost from the beginning well that can turn ugly as well take L for example it took me three dates before I told him and he quit calling me in the end I called him since then we have cleared the air and now we have a wonderful family do you have someone the question caught me off Guard
but Dave's face popped into my mind well not really but my friend Dave asked me to be his date for a big induction ball he has to attend and he put his hand on my leg the other day he hasn't tried to kiss me or anything like that though lesie smiled at that put a hand over mine and squeezed it's the first sign honey your friend Dave is attracted to you or he wouldn't have asked asked you out not really I said and explained why he asked me including Dave's shyness and how he found out
about me which is why he asked me to be his date when I finished she didn't respond except to ask me what I used for boobs and hips I told her which made her laugh and then she told me she had done the exact same thing well I was waiting for the hormones to kick in and create my boots for me I bought a pair of very realistic breast forms I wore them for months before I began to develop I have them packed away in the basement Somewhere if you want them i' also have a
special kind of padded panty you can have if I can find it care to help me look it took us about an hour to find the items she mentioned still in their original boxes lesie was watching my face when I opened the first box that held the breast forms grinning as I drew in my breath they looked absolutely real want to try them on they should be your size they're a full a cup take off your top and let me help you Lesie slipped one into each cup of my bra and when I felt the
weight of them I began to grin then she showed me the adhesive which had been tightly sealed long ago she shook the bottle and told me it was still good but I should wait and have Mom help me attach them the panty was indeed special if I had it on it would look as if I were a real girl it's nonfunctional except that you can pee while wearing it I understand the new newer ones will allow a person to Have sex but you're way too young for that right now so it doesn't matter I didn't
put it on but took a box with me as we went back out on the patio aunt Leslie was adamant that I'd be true to myself and not be deterred by people who would never understand she also told me to become as feminine as possible including the way I speak she advised me to sing along with girl singers and try to hit their notes if I could she also told me to pay close attention to the Way I used my hands sit walk and so on then she demonstrated what I had done all morning and
the way a girl would do it it was very revealing especially when she told me that she could take the average guy and make him look like a knockout girl but she couldn't make him act like a girl if he didn't want it we spent almost 2 hours out on the patio the entire time was spent simply teaching me how to walk roll my hips and hold my arms in a manner that was Comfortable as well as looked feminine it was harder than I thought becoming a girl was starting to become hard work I went
home at 1 promising aunt lesie that I would practice as often as I could I also told her I was going to use the adhesive to fix both breast forms as well as a panty in place I know was all she said but we both knew that I wanted this more than I was saying when Mom saw me she wanted all the details and unable to contain myself I told her about the Panty and the breast forms I also told her I was on my way to my room to glue them on she wasn't having
any of that and insisted that she helped me it took about half an hour to get me all fixed up but in the end it was worth it standing there naked in front of the mirror was a girl from head to toe Mong shook her head but didn't say much except that it was now time for me to get my own braids and panties plus a few clothes of my own about 20 minutes later She and I left for the mall now that you have all the right parts it's time for you to experience buying
your own brass and making sure they fit that's important since wearing 118 hours a day or more can make your shoulders ache if they don't fit properly what came next was a fitting by a professional then selecting three bras that met with Mom's approval panties panty hes two skirts and two dresses plus two pairs of shoes were added to The pile mom paid the bill and we went home with every step I could feel the tug of my breasts against the shoulder straps and quickly understood what Mom meant but I loved it the bounce the
tug on my chest and the tightness of the bra made me feel very feminine on the way out mom told me that on Saturday morning she and I were headed back to the salon she was going to have my upper lip eyebrows arms and legs waxed it will be painful for sure but you should have This done if you intend to as a girl and given that the glue we used on you last 2 months we might as well do it now as later don't shave anything but your face from now until then Vivien it'll
make it easier for everyone as soon as we got home I tried on one of the new dresses and had just zipped it up when Mom told me Dave was there the dress I had on had two straps to hold it up my butting cleavage just visible the Hemet mid thigh I put on new lipstick a dash of Perfume and went downstairs turning at the bottom fast enough to cause my skirt to flare out and let Dave see my panties Mong gave me a dirty look but my eyes were on Dave and his reaction when
he saw me his eyes lit up and a grin split his face hi he said hi Vivian listen I was going to walk over to the path and wondered if you might want to come along you don't have to if you don't I'd like that I said and opened the front door without a word Dave took my hand in his And we left the house I let him take my hand because we both wanted it I needed Dave to help me understand myself and he needed me to be his girlfriend maybe I had no idea
if he was even attracted to me we got to the park walked around for a bit then went on the swings I was on the swing when I felt him push me my skirt fled up again but my knees were locked together and he was behind me then I felt his hand on my my butt as he pushed me really high I went up then Down and back up he moved in front of me jerked the swing to a stop and I fell into his arms all at once his lips were on mine then my
mouth opened and my arms were around his neck swapping spit it's cold and he seemed to be really good at it his hand held me close as he kissed me and I could feel a strange hardness on my leg I had Dave on fire I broke away we shouldn't be doing that Dave what's the problem me boy you girl listen Taren I said as I moved away you Boy yes me girl no me boy also you look like a very sexy girl to me he said as he grabbed my hand and yanked me close to
him you no boy you girl that turns Taran on like a light bulb his lips on mine silenced me and on the inside I loved the attention but I was worried not worried enough to quit just worried that I had gotten more than I bargained for becoming a girl in my dreams did not include Dave yet here I was I ran away then began to walk back Home he caught up with me walking me home at my door all he said was you girl now me your Taren I went in while Dave went home the
minute I walked in the house I had a squeal that could only be June I turned to face her smiling my best smile holy cow you look great she exclaimed June this is Vivien she's the one that's been raiding your closet all those years mom said June looked me over saw my boobs and hips and asked the obvious question which was more of a Statement you got tits Chun I look just like you do I replied hauh what Vivian means mom interjected is that she could join you in the shower with all the other girls
and nobody would ever know that she is not a girl what you have her I mean you and whoever that was could jum stammered I nodded my head yes and went to the mirror I didn't have any Lipstick On Now Dave had taken it all mom didn't explain a thing and I went to my room to touch up my lipstick June was Right on my heels insisting that I show her to jerk her chain a bit I told her we could play Show and Tell June didn't hesitate her skirt hit the floor with her blouse
right after that so I unzipped the dress and pulled it off now we were back to even her bra came loose and as she dambl it in front of me I saw my sister's breasts for the first time she had what the guys would call a nice Brack I unhooked my bra and held it out so she could see that made her suck in Her breath a bit then she used her thumbs to yank down her pany hose and panties with a single jerk and not to be outdone I did the same thing we stood
stood looking at each other for a moment before we both started laughing as we got dressed June told me she always knew that I would end up as a girl then she wanted to know all about Dave especially if he was a good kisser as we got dressed I told her everything and she gave me free run of her closet she was Only home for a few days before she had to go back to school she also told me she was thinking of joining the Navy but asked me to keep that secret for now June
and I bonded like we never had before and I felt as if a great weight had been lifted from my shoulders I'm not sure why I felt that way but June and I both felt as if we had been sisters all along I could tell by the look on her face as her little sister she told me she was Determined to make sure I turned out to be a real lady we both touched up our makeup then went down to help Mom in the kitchen dad was elated to see juned of course and gave us
both a hub before we sat down to dinner casually almost as an aftera June mentioned that she and I were going to go through her closet the next day and whatever I could wear she was going to let me have mom probably figured that would happen but Dad just grumbled a bit until mom mentioned the Cost of a new wardrobe that's when dad said he thought this wasn't going to last forever I knew ever since I attached the breast forms and panty to me that I wouldn't be able to just give this up so easily
M knew it and June figured it out nobody had told told Dad yet because he didn't need to know right then but I saw June wink at me later after we did the dishes June took me to her room and gave me one of her baby doll night gowns the pale yellow one the Panty just covers the essentials viven and the top is made to cover your nipples but not much else I'll wear the blue one she said well we both changed in her room and I have to tell you wearing so little material for
a panty was really different June gave me the yellow road to match my outfit and the two of us went down to the family room together dad looked up and almost choked when he saw us standing there as we planned it we both went to him each of Us on one knee and kissed him all over leaving fresh lipstick prints all over his face what's the matter daddy June asked in that little girl voice she uses we both saw Dad give up he looked at June then at me and didn't see any difference it was
clear unless he suddenly went blind that I had breasts and my man code was now gone he desperately wanted to ask but held his tongue while June and I settled on the couch holding hands mom didn't say a Word in the morning June and I spent hours in her room with me trying on clothes the pile for my closet grew larger as June handed me one thing after another until her closet was almost empty when I mentioned it she told me she had made made up her mind she was going into the Navy they had
offered to pay the rest of her way through law school for an 8-year commitment for her it was an easy choice for me I gained a wardrobe and became as close to June as I ever hoped to be I had wanted to do this for years with her but lacked the nerve to tell her how I felt now it didn't matter June and I tried different hairstyles and looks on me the worst was when we appeared for lunch my hair was in two small Dogg style tails rolled over and held with a rubber band my
makeup was very bright and I wore her short bit overalls with a skimpy tea underneath I looked like a 12-year-old but it was a fun day and M just let us Carry on alone of course June wanted to know once again how good a kisser Dave was in my limited experience I told that he was wonderful which was true as far as I was concerned yet had made my knees shake after W June left that afternoon and I missed her as soon as she was gone mom asked me if I would remove my mail clothes
and hang up the others which I spent most of the day doing Dave stopped by but we didn't go anywhere I wasn't sure I could trust either of us he Stayed until dinner and then went home mom told me to get up early as my appointment was the first one have you ever seen anyone's skin and animal that's what it felt like when the esthetician ripped that wax off my leg the first time there wasn't much blood just a lot of grunting from the pain time after time she moved up and down each leg then
each arm and finally she did my face after I returned to the chair when my fingers Finally let go of the ceiling she put a very hot cloth on my face legs and arms she said it would reduce the swelling then came a mud pack followed by getting my hair cut and styled and my nails done in acrylics by a pro lastly someone did my makeup watching in the mirror I was astonished at how easy she made it look I never looked this good mom also had her hair and nails done then we went dress
shopping according to her a girl's first special event dress is special and Hand me down simply wouldn't do that was fine with me our first stop however was not at a dress shop but a lingery shop mom said I needed a bit of help with my waistline and that's when I was introduced to the always of course less I used the term joy in a derive manner since it pulled my waist down to an unimaginable size while pushing my fat all over the place up to my boobs down to my hips and whatever was left
simply pushed inside my back was forced Straighter bending over was a pain yet as both M and the woman in the store grinned at me I could see for myself just how much better my shape was all I had to do was learn how to breathe all over again the woman said I had a 36 to 2335 figure which according to her was perfect for a girl my size when they decided that it was the right size I headed for the booth to take it off but was told to leave it on just how can
we fit the dress if you don't have it on Honey just get dressed then we'll finish our shopping that's how it was I wore that corselet out of the store still getting used to the constriction my bro was in my purse since I had no need for it now M and I wandered around looking here and there not finding what either of us would consider the right dress then we walked into Cindy's all the stores sold were prom and wedding dresses we went our separate ways each of us looking for The dress and I found
it the dress was floor length Empire waisted with a square cut neckline and a sheer skirt of black Chien lay over the Satan underskirt the minute I tried it on M and I both knew that we had found it Dad would have a cow when he next saw me anyway but wearing this dress well hopefully I would leave him speechless from the dress shop we went to find shoes a handbag and jewelry it took us almost all day my hair had been cut Shorter blowdried and brushed to a very feminine curly style my makeup done
by the salon was perfect it wasn't until we got home that I was able to try on the entire outfit to see how I looked mom helped me get the dress on I slipped my feet into the shoes added the jewelry and stood in front of the mirror the dress was the epitom of feminine style and left no doubt that the person inside of it was a girl the straps holding on a high healed sandals gave my feet a sexy Yet and newer look the pale pink lipstick some perfume small silver and black earrings and
nothing else completed how I looked to say I was shocked when I looked in the mirror would be an understatement yet I was also excited my breasts pushed out on the thin material while my hips gave me shape the dress merely accentuated the way I looked we both heard the front door open dad was home shall we show him your outfit mom asked I just knew that Dad would have a strong reaction regardless of the fact that he had grudgingly bought into this having my hair makeup and nails done after he had seen me virtually
naked in that skimpy yellow baby doll and now this well I wasn't sure how he would react hell I was still in shock that I turned out this way myself I walked behind mom carefully holding my dress up as I went down the stairs then as I walked into the family room there he was just Standing up I made a sound he turned around and our eyes locked if ever there was a moment when I wondered about Dad's acceptance of me as a girl this had to to be it everything else aside and regardless of
what had been said now he could see the finished product of my desire aunt lesli's and Mom's help I was as complete a girl as I was going to get what do you think Mom said isn't she beautiful dad's eyes wide in Surprise looked me over carefully before he spoke He could see the new Nails the new hairstyle my now hairless arms cleavage that threatened to overflow the dress and my subtle smile you know when this all started it was because Dave needed a date for that dance and I let you convince me that Vincent
could be his date given that we all knew you like to dress up once in a while I figured what the hell you could get it out of your system and things would get back to normal then you and June pulled that Stunt last night trying to provoke me with those babby all night gowns now I see that you have new Nails your hair has been cut and styled you have more boobs than your mother and a figure that is unbelievable on a boy this is no lck and never has been at first I told
you that you would have new rules just to see how you would react but I let you and your mother go ahead since then you have begun to walk act and even sound like a girl no boy could do that unless It was what he really wanted to just look at yourself there isn't a boy your age in this city who wouldn't be proud to have you on his arm I Gree with those convoluted reasons of your mother's about you needing to remain in dresses but it wasn't for the reasons you both think I talked
to lesie I know that she knows what she is talking about and according to her viven is here to stay regardless of what I want she told me that since you had been dressing up from A very young age there was probably no way to stop you she asked me if I wanted you to run away and do this on your own or have your mother make a lady out of you just like she did for June he didn't move and neither did I mom stayed at my side as we all thought about what he
had said then so Dad said since I probably can't stop you and looking the way you do I'm going to give into the obvious but so are you from now on you will be our daughter Vivien panla and after a Suitable time period we will see if you want to continue as a girl or not if you do then Leslie has agreed to help us all of us with the transition by the way you look spectacular Vivien I went to him and hugged him as tight as I could my tears making my mascara and eyeliner
run down my cheeks Dad held me close his arms around me tight then as we both realized what had just happened I kissed him on the cheek thank you Daddy I said then ran up to my room mom right behind Me with Mom's help I took the clothes off but not the corsel lip since Mom told me I should wear it to break it in that was going to be a contest either I would break or it would I wore a skirt and top helped mom make dinner then sat next to Dad that night his
arm around my shoulder neither of us spoke yet I could feel his strength flowing from him to me I loved it in the morning I tried to redo my hair and managed okay but I slipped on clean panties a pair of Shorts and a top without a bre and went to the kitchen where I got blasted by mom in no uncertain terms she told me to go put a bre on and never to leave my room unless I was dressed she didn't need to explain I got the message I was back in a few minutes
after some coffee and cereal she laced me back into the coret and I knew that I would have to endure it for as long as mom said so Dave stopped by took one look at me and broke out into a wide grin I knew what Was on his evil little mind how could I not know it was written all over his face he and I took a walk heading for the park again I bought my dress yesterday I said yeah I figured I called and got no answer I figured you and your mom were out
somewhere you got your hair cut too like it yeah I do he said as he took my hand I was no longer afraid of holding his hand since I was a girl after all and who could say otherwise as we walked up The path to the park a couple of girls girls walked ahead of us I recognized both of them Peggy and Stacy Peggy is short with brown hair Stacy is skinny as a rail blonde and a pain in the ass Peggy is easier going Dave and I took the trail to the left leaving Peggy
and Stacy as they took the path to the right he and I went down by the lake and sat on the grass watching the fish Bob up for the occasional bug some swimmers across the way and a man in a canoe Paddling towards the Creek I felt his hand as he rubbed my back then he pulled me to him and kissed me not gently not a whisper of a kiss like the first time but passionate long and hard just at that moment hem Dave and I looked up to see Stacy and Peggy standing there it
looks like you have gotten over your fear of girls David who's this Stacy asked a smirk on her face we both jumped up and faced them I hoped Dave was smart enough to be cool this is Vivien Vivien Peggy and Stacy Dave introduced us we all nodded at each other then Stacy said that she thought I looked familiar it was all I could do to not say anything that would let them know who I really was then I had an idea I'm related to Vincent and June do you know them I asked yeah Stacy said
I know them how come we've never seen you before I just arrived last week as a matter of fact Dave and I met and well we hit it off I explained we can see that Peggy said With a smile come on David we have to get back I have an appointment nice meeting you by Stacy said tugging on Dave's arm I waved at them as Dave and I walked hand inand back towards my house I wasn't nervous about my ability to be a girl not anymore it was all about what would happen if they found
out where I lived both py and Stacy could add that up and come to a conclusion all on their own but as fate would have it that never happened the ball was just a month away Now and I found myself becoming more and more like a girl in so many subtle ways Mong noticed that the way I was talking began to take on a slight uplift in my voice like so many girls my age my walk now felt natural and I didn't have to work at it to get that up and down back and forth
motion anymore I think it was that special panty myself and my hand gestures became less rigid more flexible for some reason I never noticed any of it it just happened I spent some time With Aunt Leslie and learned a lot more the minute she saw me she told me she knew that my days as a boy were over she said girl was written all over me inside and out then she wanted a detailed discussion about Dave and me including what he and I had done together she wanted the dirt in other words but there wasn't
any according to me but she thought otherwise just the fact that I had kissed Dave she said was her best indicator that I wasn't going to be a Boy anymore then she went on to talk about hormones surgery and so on it was a very interesting day that's for sure but I had no thought about surgery having my own booths maybe but surgery not yet anyway aunt Leslie wasn't judgmental since she had gone through the same thing not that long ago herself but she did caution me against jumping into things quickly it sounded reasonable to
me June came home for a long weekend which is when she told our Parents she had joined the Navy Dad didn't like that one bit but he liked to watch a show on television about Navy lawyers and finally gave his Ascent Mong for it was a great career move on jun's part well I thought that she should do what she wanted to I showed her my dress and with Mom we went out for the day Jun was in a pensive mood but got over that when she and mom decided that I needed to get a
pair of very special panties to wear with my dress what they selected Wasn't much more than a bundle of strings and a small triangle I refused them but agreed on a pair that wasn't much larger at least they had some material on my butt Dave asked me out for my first real date on Saturday and I spent extra time getting ready Jun and mom thought it was funny I thought it was critical I wore a skirt and blouse my my best bre and flats my makeup hair and lipstick were perfect my perfume just right Dave
was on time and with Dad Watching I took DA's hand and we left he took me to the show I can't even remember which one now but it doesn't matter what matters is what happened after the show he parked his car by the lake and nature took over in my quest to become a girl and all the work I put towards it must have worn out my brain after a bit of kissing his hand fell on my leg and I did not remove it like I was supposed to that led him to go farther to
the point that his hand Touched my panty I saw his eyes go wide just before we put my hand on his member in my lust I did not take it away for the first time in my life I was touching another man's privates and I liked it slowly I began to move my hand up and down then all at once Dave went stiff and I knew that he had made a mess I was unsatisfied but unwilling to do either of my two options I Mayan take me home I lay in bed that night scared that
I had done something terrible something that Would make me into what Mom called a bad girl or worse I was up early wrapped in a robe and met June on her way to get some coffee unable to hold it in any longer I dragged her into dad's office and let it all out Jun listened quietly then put her arm around on my shoulder and told me that she had done that in ninth grade and when she was my age more with her boyfriend at the time it doesn't make you bad Vivien it makes you a
willing partner ask yourself this Question is Dave handsome and does he turn you on yes or no well yes I guess so you obviously turn him on and as long as you don't get really stupid and get pregnant never mind that part you know what I mean but there are a lot of ways to make your guy happy use one of them if you have to it's not as bad as you might think and keep in mind that many girls that I know take care of their guys that way who knows you might like it
what are you girls Hiding in here for Mom asked poking her head into the office nothing mom just talking it's fine June reassured her come have some breakfast mom said and we went with her June left that night and the next biggest issue for us was my joining Co-op without Miss in any school mom wanted to use subterfuge but Dad said no he made it clear that we were all going to the school and meet this headon we could not change his mind and visions of being hung in the Town Square Came to mind it
did not take a genius to figure out that I had to be perfect in every way if we were going to the school and the next morning I prepared carefully I wore a short dress with a flaring Henline that was at mid thigh on me I figured that by showing enough leg might help and besides many of the girls in school wore them I would fit in I had my books in a sack my purse over one shoulder and my nerve held in check when the three of us left for the school in Other words
I was scared to death dad marched into the school that he owned the place and went straight to the office Mrs Perry the secretary was there and dad asked her about enrolling me into the co-op program when she asked my name Dad didn't even hesitate he gave her my mail name which stopped her in her tracks I'll get Mr D wait a moment please the principal walked out took one look at me then my parents before he spoke I understand you would like to Enroll your daughter in the co-op program but Mrs Perry says that
you gave her the name of a boy would you like to clarify that for me please our son told us he wanted to be a girl and we have let him do just that this is viven she will work for me in my office and take her coursework via email which is how you do things I understand all we are asking is that you allow her to join the program if she attends school I'm not sure that you can guarantee her safety Well I can do just that I see Mr D said then turned to
me just what is your grade point Vivian I'm second in my class sir my grade point is 3.98 in that case and given the circumstances I think we can allow you to join Co-op but there is the question of your name I can change it now if you like if you continue as a girl and keep up your grades you will certainly end up on the podium of graduation I would hate to call you up say your given name and Have you look like you do now shall we do that for you go ahead and
change her name Dad said we'll take care of a legal name change later this week that way you'll be within your rights okay thank you sir and good luck Vivien Mr D replied as we walked out of the school I never felt better it was as if a huge weight had been lifted from my shoulders and after that scare I had when we walked in it was great and then there was what dad had said he was Changing my name legally from now on I would be Vivian Pamela we took Mom home then Dad and
I went to his office I was hired in which took a few hours then I was assigned as a glorified gopher in the accounting department I worked for Winston a slightly balding guy who treated everyone that worked for him as a genuine asset and that meant everyone including me as a former financial planner he had been hired away from his former company by the head hunters he Was truly a way at numbers and I never saw anyone win a dispute with him I liked him a lot time seemed to fly by as I worked 4
hours a day then did school workk for 4 hours a day I also got a firstand look at how women in general react around men when they flirt with us walking in heels hours on end and having to meet the dress code which mandated suits or a dress with a jacket possibly a skirt blouse and jacket combination it was wonderful and tiring at the same Time two days before the induction ball mom and I once again tried the entire outfit on having worn that corselet every day for almost a month now I had divert a
somewhat smaller waste anyway but could not talk mom into letting me not wear it on the day of the ball she and I went to the salon and I got the works hair nails mud pack rub down sauna eyebrow trim and once again the waxing after having been plucked boiled beaten then colored and painted I looked in the Mirror never had I looked this good the artisans in the salon had turned me into a real princess my once dishwater blonde hair was now stroll BL Berry blonde my skin blowed and my makeup was perfect by
the time Dave showed up to get me mom had helped me get dressed and as I stood there my mind wandered back to the moment when Dave first saw me the change was day and night Mom handed me a small box opening it I found a small diamond ring it's from your father and me honey Put it on the ring looked as if it were made for me have a nice time tonight honey you look so beautiful that I'm having a hard time remembering what you looked like before Mom hped me then told me to
wait until she called me it didn't take long I heard my name grabbed my handbag and walked slowly down the stairs just like Mom told me to do and saw Dave and Dad standing there watching me both of them were smiling as I descended the stairs to end up right in Front of dad he took pictures of course then Dave and I were off it was a wonderful party and Dave was very very handsome in his tuxedo I sat next to his mother who was beaming as Dave accepted his nomination and entry but twice I
saw her looking at me smiling both time later on the way home Dave wanted to repeat our lustful interlude but I didn't and managed to get him to take me home he and I dated for about two more months then our relationship died a Natural death I graduated and just like the principal warned me I sat on the podium then had to speak I kept it short but talked about traveling through life accepting everything that comes our way and also being true to ourselves I worked in dad's office was promoted twice and now work as
the assistant to Winston it's like having a pseudo father nearby all the time Winston watches me like a hawk or a father I guess one day as I was leaving the office I bumped Into someone literally my heels slipped on the polished floor and I would have fall if not for the strong arms that caught me I looked up into the most striking pair of blue eyes I have ever seen are you okay the stranger asked his voice deep and concerned yes thank you I replied straightening up and smoothing my skirt I'm Vivien Oscar he
said with a smile I work on the seventh floor I seen you around but we've never officially met nice to meet you Oscar I said Returning his smile there was something about him that made my heart flutter over the next few weeks Oscar and I ran into each other more frequently he would always stop to chat and I found myself looking forward to our Brief Encounters one day he asked if I would like to have lunch with him I accepted and we spent the hour talking and laughing like old friends it was the start of
something beautiful as the weeks turned into months Oscar and I grew closer he was Kind attentive and made me feel special in a way that Dave never had I found myself falling for him and it seemed like he felt the same way one evening after a particularly wonderful date Oscar took my hand as we walked along the river the sun was setting casting a warm glow over the water viven he said softly I've been wanting to tell you something for a while now my heart raised what is it Oscar he stopped walking and turned to
face me his eyes Eyes filled with sincerity I'm falling in love with you I know it might seem fast but I can't help how I feel you're amazing and I want to be with you tears wed up in my eyes Oscar I feel the same way I've been so happy with you and I can't imagine my life without you now he leaned in and kissed me a gentle loving kiss that promised a future together in that moment I knew that all the struggles and fears I had faced were worth it I had found someone who
loved Me for who I was and I couldn't be happier life has turned out to be just great and after I faced my fears it turned out to be the best thing I ever did for myself I'm glad Dave caught me that day or I might still be fumbling around in a closet somewhere but now with Oscar by my side I know that I found my true happiness