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and Morgan today at www forthepeople.com thee other side or click the link in the description below don't wait take the first step toward protecting your rights hi I'm AA Goden I am originally from Finland but I've been in US for almost 25 years now I was still in Finland when I had my nde I was in a very abusive relationship started out when I was 16 years old still a child didn't really know anything better and he was the first guy who ever loved me and it turned into a very very abusive and violent relationship
and with everything going on in my life by the time I was 21 years old I was diagnosed with stomach and I was given two years to live at the time I didn't understand why a healthy 21y old could possibly get cancer but the cancer was not what ended up killing me it was my ex-boyfriend it was one of the nights he was out with his friends like he used to go and drink a lot and he had a habit of coming home and beating me up when the night was over and that particular night
he came home and I woke up with him on top of me punching my stomach as hard as he could and that was a habit for him because when somebody hits you in the stomach it doesn't leave external marks this night was different though at that moment I felt that it was significantly different there was something about him that was even more evil than ever before and the last thing that I remember is him strangling me and hitting his teeth on my left eyebrow then I blacked up I don't remember anything from getting from my
home to the hospital but I do remember coming to at the hospital and at first it was just like okay what's going on there's doctors a lot of people talking they're kind of freaking out what is happening that was the feeling that I had then I realized that they are over me my lifeless body that's what they are freaking about it's me my teen tiny body on the hospital bed and at that moment I had this Panic just rush through me but as soon as I felt that Panic it was pulled away I was emotionally
removed from the scene I didn't move I can't say physically moved because I was not in the physical body anymore but I was moved away emotionally from the scene and I still could see exactly from where I was and I felt like I was like 9 ft tall I wasn't completely above everybody I was kind of like on a back wall about at 9 feet height now later on I realized that they have 7even foot ceilings in that hospital so I was somewhere between the ceiling and whatever there is between the ceiling and the the
next floor and as I was pulled back I felt the sense of peace I felt a tremendous amount of love and I understood that it's okay no matter what I'm looking at no matter what is going on in front of me it's okay I am okay and I also felt like my body looked so small that how could I ever fit in that this being that I felt like I was like how do we fit in these bodies and to this day I get moments of that I don't feel like it anymore I feel fit
fine in this body right now but I get those moments where I still feel that and I realize that I have my grand grandparents right next to me now they've been dead 10 15 years at this point and they were both the same way like this insanely big loving being and you don't have a body so you don't have a face you don't really see in the sense that like we see here but you still see it's it's really hard to try to explain but you have the vision of all of your senses in the
form of feeling emotion and they are beautiful big being that can be in one place and any other place at the same time because everything that we experience here on this form is not real as real as all this seems it is very malleable and we are able to change the reality to whatever we wish it to be now there's some human limitations but all in all this is the Gest of what I got there was some other people in their too I felt their support and their presence but I did not communicate with anybody
but my grandparents and while I was talking to them we had this 360 view of inside the hospital outside the hospital and it was beautiful the colors are so much more bright and Brilliant than what we can experience with our human senses and the colors that I experienced in my near-death experience were so much brighter so much more beautiful and I could feel the colors I could feel the life of the trees outside the hospital and this was in the middle of the winter in Finland they are supposed to be completely Frozen trees but I
could feel how incredibly alive they are and after talking to my grandparents they told me that I have a choice to make I can either come with them or I can come back here and there was no wrong choice there was no bad or good choice it was only a choice that I got to make nobody else could make that I got to make that choice and I decided to come back because I knew at that moment I also knew that I had so much to accomplish I had so many things that not only me
as a human being wanted to experience but there was so much that I had to share with other humans in my life and people who would come into my life and everything made perfect sense it was like this perfectly woven Fabric and every little pull a nut in there just fit perfectly and I knew I had to come back so when I came back it was 20 minutes later I was clinically dead for 20 minutes and the doctors were not only were they surprised that I came back but because I had the cancer they were
really adamant that I needed to stay in the hospital because my heart was invading for 20 minutes that there's I have to stay in the hospital there's no other way and I knew I absolutely knew in every fiber of my body that I'm okay and I wanted to go home like right then and there I wanted to go home I wasn't thinking that okay I have this dude that who just beat me to death that he he lives there too I was in thinking that none of that mattered anymore I just knew I wanted to
go home now they didn't let me go home they wanted to keep me in the hospital and make sure that I was physically okay and they kept taking the test to see how much cancer cells I had in my body after 24 hours I had none not a single cancer cell in my body and they kept taking and taking and taking those tests because they were convinced that they were wrong there was something wrong with these tests because cancer cannot go away in 24 hours but it can we are that powerful as creators we can
decide that we don't want this illness in our body we don't want whatever it is in your physical reality if we believe and know that we are always guided loved and supported not only by the people who were here before and have departed but our own higher self we can change the reality that we're living in 24 hours now it takes most people a lot longer than 24 hours it still takes me a lot longer than 24 hours when I want to change something but I learned this and it has made such a huge difference
in my life since I came back with the Cancer Treatments I was told that I'll never have children I have two and there is so many things in life that you can change it by simply changing inside of yourself and we are so used to looking at the outside as the evidence of how we're doing things wrong or how things are going right and only if this piece outside of me would move slightly left I'd be happy but that will never happen unless it everything in you feels knows that you are okay I went home
I think it was about a week and my life changed completely clearly the person who beat me up was not part of my life anymore and I have achieved so much that I wanted to do the first year though was it was hard because everything felt so big and I could still feel the emotions of grass and that to your normal neighbor sounds absolutely insane they don't believe that the pieces of grass have emotions and in that I started to feel the suffering of other people around me I didn't know how to protect my own
energetic field yet so the first year was tough because I had to learn how to protect myself not only physically but the energetic Shield that I don't take on other people's sorrows and suffering because it too felt so big I was like why did I come back that wasn't smart I want to yeah just take me take me but I am very glad that nobody took me that I'm still here 30 years later because I'm not only have been able to give this gift of knowing how blessed and supported and loved we are to my
own children to seeing them Thrive and know exactly what they want and go after it and really seeing that okay yeah I know when I put put my mind to it not mind and body like most people think that I have to push through this just when you put your mind to it and trust that your thoughts really gather that energy to them you can create anything anything and it is absolutely incredible just this afternoon I watched my 13-year-old son perform to a full audience and he's just like yeah yeah this is what I do
that's who he is and I love that I have have been allowed to be the vessel for him to come to this earth and I am the one who gets to see how incredible he is and what he gets to do and that's one of the things that I want to share with as many people as possible that you can live the life the way you want you can if you need a guiding hand I'm right here it just takes work we have learn to think certain way and believe certain things and all that can
be changed life is absolutely Miracle it's beautiful it's wonderful and another thing is that it never ends it's just keeps on going and I've told many people who asked me about what about heaven and hell I'm like I'm sorry but you're not going anywhere you're still going to be very much aware of what goes on here on this planet yes you can choose to go to other places too but you're still interested in this place because this is where it is in it's acts and for us to be able to be here in human body
right now it's amazing it's awesome and I love it thank you so much for listening to my story and if you would like to reach out to me there's a link on the description box below [Music] bye our eyes staring lost of at the skylight We All Fall in when the loes in our eyes [Music]
