I made a tweet recently that I wanted to share and speak about it and it said that if you could see that the person you are now is going to be the person you are tomorrow you would change yourself now because I want to speak from my own experience waiting for something to happen waiting for a change to happen nothing happens all you get every day is the state you're in now you're waiting for tomorrow for yourself to be different when you could change yourself now but every single day you're just greeted with the same
state you really wish it would be different and you can't understand why it's not different but when you see it's yourself that you that needs to be different you would release who you are now and change yourself to that different waiting for someone to come give it to you it's not going to happen waiting for something to come give you the state that you're looking for won't happen and everyone wants that but it won't happen what happens is that you have to take these things you have to appropriate these things they're yours for the taking
and I spent a lot of time just toy why I'm not in the state I'm I want to be in why I'm not appropriating it I would come up with some reason some reason as to why I can't be it or why I can't imagine it and I spent a lot of time and I wasted time I spent a lot of time being afraid of taking certain States taking certain opportunities inside me I spent a lot of time fearing what could go wrong if I took this good State believe it or not I I I
used to always think that what could go wrong if I took this good thing and so I wouldn't take the good thing I'd always look and find the wrong in the good and now I didn't realize I was creating it at the time I didn't realize that I was the author of these spars and of this wrongness so I couldn't ever really believe in the good that I wanted to believe in within me I always struggled to accept it and so I waited I waited for things to be different and I waited and I waited
and then another day would pass and I'd be greeted with the same state I'd be with the same reflection because Life's a living mirror and i' be greeted with the same state that I'm in right now no one could tell me I I mean I wanted to be different more than anybody I hungered for it as Neville said I really hungered for this but I just I just waited I couldn't see that it was within me the change I'm looking for was within me I was I was looking for a change of circumstance first before
I did anything internal I wanted the external to be different first before I change the internal which is completely opposite to what's being taught here completely opposite to the practice I should be practicing but I waited so learn from my mistake don't wait don't wait for a change to happen be it sounds cliche but you want to be the change now I laugh because this these are things that you know you read them when you're walking in the mall or something on someone's like little purse and and you think oh that's so stupid but then
but then it kind of makes sense it makes sense when you apply it there's all these little quotes around it that take for granted you think they're stupid but but then when you think about them they make sense something as simple as there's no better time than to change than now now you think about that for a month you'll see it's true you'll see that if you don't take the opportunity some somebody else will take it if you don't take the state then it just kind of remains unoccupied within you it just remains there it's
just kind of dead it hasn't been resurrected in you it hasn't been given life because that's what you are you give life to thoughts you give reality to them and so throughout the day we're granting reality to these imaginal acts and they may not be things we otherwise want and we're waiting for something to give us a different imaginal act truly if you think about it we're waiting for a physical change to give us an internal one not realizing that we're a complete control of what we do internally it doesn't feel that way at first
because you don't you're not aware that you have control so it doesn't feel that way it's what you're aware of so what are you aware of having what are you aware of being it's awareness as the book is called the power of your awareness by Neville it's your awareness that decides what is being given life to so don't wait to give your awareness to something you want it's a beautiful thing when you see it it's a hurtful thing when you don't and that's exactly what it says in scripture about wisdom wisdom is something that he
who doesn't love me injures himself and it's true and this power your imagination is also a wisdom and the wisdom is really not to reason with it can you imagine it can you go beyond the state you've always known and see yourself in a state you want to be in don't be scared you can do it you've already done it truly and when you see that you already have done it all the anxiety start to come down you start to become more relaxed you come back to being St stable and still as it says to
be be still and know that I'm God you come back to relax you remembered but when you forget you become nervous you start to imagine out of compulsion but it doesn't work too well you wait anxiously for something to happen instead of acting within you wait for some action to happen and so we have to live from a principle that it's within first then without and always try your best to remain in that principle that in the remembrance of that principle because when you be when you fall under the illusion you get tricked into thinking
it's outside first and then it's inside you you risk waiting you risk just waiting and you might think why have I can't do anything physically but don't wait if I put this way if I was a prisoner if I was in prison for something I wouldn't wait till I was freed on the sentence as Neville says don't wait for the sentence you free yourself now you walk outside of those bars but just because we're not me and you might not be in prison physically prison or prison or Freedom these are mental States you can be
imprisoned to anything within you it doesn't matter what it is you can feel completely imprisoned to it feel like you have to follow and Obey any assumption you don't have to you're allowed to be freed you're allowed to untie the knot that you've tied yourself in so freedom is a mental state it's not just a physical one and when you see these things are mental States the appropriation The Taking of them becomes obvious because if you don't take them you just remain as you are so I just I I wanted to share this message and
I also want to share that I'm going to be doing members um I've been asked several times now to do live streams and everything but I'm going to be doing that for the members it's going to be a Q&A just ask a question maybe in the comments and I'll be able to answer them on the stream and I might have a different side over there because on these videos I can be a little bit strict a little bit serious and I don't get too deep into detail it be it be it would just be really
long and drawn out because I have to remain on topic on these things on these videos but I actually just enjoy contemplating and speaking so you can get that side of me I'm I'm much more humorous believe it or not and if that interests you yet just just sign up and there I already have a video up there right now but I should be up there a little bit I should be posting up there a little bit more often and hopefully I can clear up some of your questions and clear up some of the the
doubts and fears that you otherwise are imagining but again thank you guys for listening
