so instead of coffee this time I'm having a uh a beer and I'm just again I I'm reflecting on certain things and I think it's a good good idea at times to reflect on on the successes you've had with the law um and it's and and maybe things you've imagined you you've disliked and you know reflecting on the thoughts and the ideas that you did overcome within you you you did overcome certain things that you should uh pay attention to you should reflect on on those successes as well and I I'm thinking about when Neville
was told that he would never do anything with his voice um when he went to speech school and you know he looks back at that he said that you know it feels like I needed that little push to to get me to imagine that way because he said he went home after he was told that he would basically not make a dollar off his voice he um he started to imagine himself speaking and speaking and speaking and that's something actually I did when I was young um no one ever told me that wouldn't make money
with my voice but I would always I would always speak to myself all the time um and just contemplate on ideas and and this peak my interests later in my life but I just want to speak about some of the things I've heard in my life and things that I've had to you know work at work you know disentangle the idea that was sort of put on me when I was young you know I I was told I was told many times that I would amount to nothing that I was good for nothing and I
was told that I would do nothing with my life and at first when I was younger it was painful but then as I got older I kind of just ignored those people but that's the point the point I'm trying to make is that Neville had to ignore what the person said I've also had people tell me something very negative towards me and then in the same the same exact voice singing my Praises so you can definitely change if you change the voices that you're hearing in your in your life and you should see it as
voices that you're hearing that is what you're hearing and the nature of these voices they they had an impact on me but it but I did something I changed the way I would imagine which is exactly what Neville did is that when you hear something that you otherwise don't agree upon about yourself change your IM imagining Neville started to see himself you know speaking you know even though he was just told the facts of the life and that's what the flood is right and that's what Neville says the flood is on and you're going to
hear these NOS you're going to hear doubting voices coming at you you're going to hear all of this and when you see that it's sort of already happening within you that you already are ignoring the doubts you already are ignoring the the words that they feel like they're they're damning towards you you ignore them within yourself and then you just naturally don't pay attention to voices like that in your external we're dealing with States and and when you see you're dealing with States you it is basically the idea that someone isn't necessarily evil themselves is
that they're in the state of evil or in the state of good because you can move in between those so you're not necessarily the the state itself but you're in a state and and we are the the spirit the I am that became man and to experience man's world and that's exactly what we're doing and the the Consciousness that we that dwells within us is in a sense it obeys us if I ask it to conjure up an image of evil towards another it will conjure up that image it allows me free range to imagine
what I wish um but I shouldn't just imagine anything I should imagine things that are beneficial to me things that uplift me and obviously those words that he heard or the words that I've heard in my life they didn't necessarily uplift me and I've had to find my own voice inside that was determined that was uplifting that always seemed to know myself it always seemed to know the right thing to say and then I I realized that that voice was me the entire time I might have felt that at certain moments in my life that
it felt like another voice something I couldn't believe that I was that uplifting of myself I didn't realize I cared that much about myself myself but that voice in me was always still it was always patient it was always calm it always new it was always knowing and it's in everybody and I I've seen it in everyone but it gets ignored and you listen to the voices that told you no or you listen to the voices that have test said that you would amount to nothing and you wonder why they said that you wonder why
they think that but if you can see that most likely you might have been feeling that already inside of you before they said it and that's why it hurt then if you haven't conquered that inside of you it's going to be challenging to conquer it outside of you and how do you conquer a voice inside and from studying Neville's work over the years what I discovered is that it's indifference you have to become indifferent I used to I used to fight with myself inside myself with these voices that make you feel like you should stop
that you should quit that you should that maybe they're right everyone has had that and in Neville's point he would say forget all of that and assume the wish fulfilled and and I never try to change what Neville said and I don't try to change what scripture says I just try to read it and and and just kind of take what I can from it and what I hear from that when he says for you know forget all that and and sort of take the labels off that you were given and and assume something about
yourself you know it's something you have to try for yourself and when you when you actually succeed it BEC you start to realize that really the only bondage you have is within you and it was the belief in those voices and when it comes to indifference instead of fighting it when you when you start to fight with things on the inside or you start to force the wish fulfilled on yourself you try to force things you're sort of implying that there's power at play here that are in conflict with with one another but really there's
only one power here and that's yourself and so you're really just Waring against yourself and that's just logically what you're doing now that might not necessarily fulfill the emotional side of you but emotionally it's an unkind thing to do it's not necessarily efficient to fight within oneself that should be obvious so how do I get myself to not fight these words that otherwise are making me feel like I should stop I've I've learned that it's just indifference it's it's exactly what you would do if somebody were to say something you feel deeply untrue about you
you would you wouldn't fight with them you would simply move on as if they're a voice in your head you just completely move on almost as if you didn't even hear it now you're not you're not pretending and you're not ignoring you're indifferent meaning that there is no words that you speak back to yourself and there are no emotional replies it's just moving on and that's really what what you're supposed to do when you move through States so you had a certain idea of yourself for a long time that otherwise makes you feel small and
you want to feel larger but when you go to feel larger you feel there's a you don't feel like you're allowed to take that you have to learn to become indifferent to the smallness in you it's just an idea and doesn't need a reaction and you can test that do I need something physical first to stop this reaction you you'll see you don't it's all within you you don't you and you can test that and you should test that am I allowed to feel larger than what I am now without anything physical and you'll see
that you can and you should and that's that's what I've gotten out of Neville's work now this isn't the only thing I've gotten I've had many experience is similar to his but as far as the practicality of it it comes down to you willing to be indifferent to the voices you don't want to hear within yourself parts of you that you want to silence and you're allowed to do so and it doesn't matter necessarily what the what the words are if you wish to close your ears to it and hear something else you're allowed to
so really what you're doing is in a sense you're learning to let go of your you let go of the labels you let go of your reactions to the thoughts you don't want you let go of listening to the voices you drop it you let it all go and you'll find what emerges from that is uh Tranquility a strength a peace a hope a faith in yourself that you've always had but we are given our attention to things that otherwise don't serve us and Neville has said that many times you know he wasn't perfect with
his attention either and he says this in his books but he tried that's all we can ask for out of out of ourselves is to try to become disciplined on this law at times you're going to think things that you don't wish to think you're going to feel things that you don't wish to feel about yourself but you just learn to be patient and be disciplined and consistent on thinking of your way the ways you want to think about yourself and when you start to test it and see that you don't necessarily need a physical
thing in front of you first then you can do it anywhere anywhere it doesn't matter what you're doing you could be drinking a beer you could be anywhere and imagine yourself free and you can just treat it like a test can I see myself free from this thing that I otherwise feel in bondage to this thing that I have felt always in bondage can I feel that I can imagine beyond what people have told me I am can I super proed their judgment and so you get told that you're not going to do anything with
your voice you get told you're not going to become anything in life you're not going to do anything in life although you might have heard it you don't have to believe it and you won't you're going to eventually see yourself in a high light in a noble light something that actually makes you feel motivated in yourself something that you feel committed to and that is what faith is it's loyalty to the Unseen State loyalty and that's true loyalty to oneself because in this life you're going to change you're going to have to change how you
change and what you change into you're either going to be a part of someone else's plan or you create your own either become what other people have told you or you decide for yourself what you're going to start imagining about yourself and so when the if pressures come on and you're you're being impress the change you change in the way that benefits you that motivates you and you stay loyal to that and and loyalty is a true letting go of what you were and truly committing yourself to something new the same way you would do
it in any other just the same way we commit to things in this world it's it's something you you fully believe in it's something you hold um and even though doubting words come you you stay loyal to it even when you're told no you stay loyal to it and that's what bra and impudence is all about and maybe that's what I should call this video and that that's that is what it's about is really when it comes down to it physical obstacles are not necessarily that big of an issue it's the words that you've been
told it's the words you believe in and what words do you believe in do you believe your imagination when you see yourself beaming when you see yourself radiant when you see yourself in the ways that you wish do you believe in it do you believe your own imagination or do you doubt it and do you believe in these silly ideas that you taught about yourself or these Gods who don't reply you know this is a God that we're speaking about that actually shows you yourself that you hear yourself there's action being done there's activity being
done it's not dead it's active it's always working but you have the ability to direct and in the routes in which you go goes down and you as Neville said forget all of it forget all of that and assume your wish fulfilled and I love his confidence in that where you know I think I remember I remember the story where he wanted his son he wanted to be with his son and he said he imagined um touching the back of his son's head in just a very simple scene and which implied that he had his
son and he said the family was speaking ill of him and he just ignored it and decided to assume what he had anyways and that's what a lot of us have have to do we have to ignore what otherwise was said and believe our imagination to be a power which supersedes the words the doubting words of other people and and it's something we have to remain disciplined in so that's what this video was simply about I just wanted to speak on on the idea of you know being in a life of or being in the
flood of facts in which you're taught and told who you are and you need to learn to teach yourself and learn to speak new words that you wish you know fulfill your own desire there where you I'm sure you want to speak you have a desire to speak new words to yourself and you should fulfill that and you don't need to you know wait for anything you can start right now and and change your own imagining but as of right now I feel um completed and speaking I think I'm going to be done um but
thank you for listening