your heartbreak will get better the moment you hear what I'm about to say yesterday I sat with David Kesler the world's foremost expert on Grief to talk about the subject of heartbreak and how to find happiness again after we have had our heart broken one of the things that became eminently clear if it wasn't clear to me before was that heartbreak and grief are like this people always want to know for me which grief is the worst is it this kind of death is it a divorce where they're still rejecting you every day on this
planet like what's the worst and I always go yours yeah your grief is always the worst it's always the worst forget everyone else's it's just you grief David said is a change you didn't want and what is heartbreak but a change you didn't want when someone leaves us when someone betrays us when someone decides that they no longer want us that is a change that we did not want and the result we typically call heartbreak but that heartbreak is a kind of grief it's a grieving over a person we have lost that we'll likely never
have back again it's a grieving over a future that we thought we would live out but is no longer our reality it's the unwelcome arrival of a reality a new future that we did not plan to begin today and are probably not ready to start today but the Heartbreak I wanted to talk with David about was not simply the Heartbreak of a romantic partner who had left us but heartbreak in general that can occur in all different form forms in our life because we can be heartbroken in love we can be heartbroken in life heartbreak
is a certainty of life and we are all going to experience it now when I was talking to David something interesting happened uh the truth is that as part of something that I am creating for you in the next couple of weeks I haven't told you about it yet but I will at the end of this video I was speaking to David on your behalf but he said something at the beginning of the conversation that quickly brought me into the frame in a way that I never expected David said something that the moment he said
it I felt my own emotions coming up we go into comparisons in our own mind oh my grief my heartbreaks not as much as theirs or because of this time element all that and I always tell people well when you're in your comparing State you're in your mind and you don't have a broken mind you have a broken heart and we have to go into our heart and of course we do this sometimes don't we we may have dated someone for a month and when that person decides they don't want us or ghosts us or
it Fizzles out we may feel heartbroken but not feel entitled to feel heartbroken in the way that someone who has been dating someone for 2 years and it breaks up is heartbroken or someone who's been in a 30-year marriage and is now going through a divorce is heartbroken but what David said is that this is all very logical reasoning and it's not your mind that is broken it's your heart and when David said that I thought of my own heartbreak not a heartbreak in my romantic life but some of the great heartbreaks of my life
in general I felt myself starting to tear up and I actually tried to carry on as if nothing was happening in the middle of this conversation I thought I don't know if David can see right now that I'm getting upset but I'm going to keep going because I want to have lots of questions I want to ask David and I don't want to get derailed but David was happy enough to derail it for me but I also want to say what I saw on your face and you and I don't know each other that well
yet hopefully you there was something that hit inside of you and I can tell you it's a little unattended grief and we all live with some unattended grief I mean right now that sadness in your eye there's something there and we all have it and I then had to consider while I was helping all of you what grief I had not attended to in my own life and I'd love to invite you now with me to think about what grief what disappointments in life what heartbreak in your life have you not attended to and why
don't we attend to these things you know why is it that my instinct aside from being live on camera helping you guys why is it that my instinct was to move on from that and not sit with it with David but to speed right past it it's because that pain that's behind it is so difficult to confront David said to me I am the only grief expert who has studied Buffalo and you may think what do Buffalo have to do with grief and heartbreak he said well Buffalo when they sense a storm coming they start
heading towards the storm because they know that by heading towards the storm they will be in the storm for less time the storm will be over for them faster but what we humans do is we constantly try to stay a few feet away from the storm and by doing so we remain in this storm's orbit indefinitely and we have all sorts of mechanisms for uh keeping the storm a few feet away we may numb ourselves we may move on anytime the situ sit ation gets close we may try and avoid any potential trigger for our
heartbreak anytime it comes up we may go to an emotion that's more comfortable for us to go to I know that there have been certain situations in my life and I'm not speaking past tense I'm not talking about 5 years ago I'm talking about right now there are certain situations in my life that it's been easier to be angry about and one of the things that David said that flawed me was that anger is a bodyguard God for pain and so I had to explore what pain is underneath that anger what pain is underneath your
anger you know maybe if you think back to a relationship that the way it ended or the Betrayal that you experienced that thing that person did to you or made you feel that anger that it brought up for you that maybe stayed around for a long time what was underneath that anger because I know what was underneath my anger what is underneath my anger is sadness it's that grief and you know there are plenty of things in my life that I've feel like there's plenty of storms I've headed right into very bravely and there's other
storms in my life where it's felt too scary to get close to that emotion and as David put it you know we have this fear that if we start crying about something will never stop so we avoid it all together but in my life and what this what this conversation with David proved to me was I want to go towards those storms every single one of them that I have been avoiding because I've done a lot of healing with myself in the last few years and I've had the help of some amazing people but I
want to go further and I want to go into those storms that I've been ignoring or staying a few feet away from you may want to do the same because the truth is none of these emotions can stick around forever if we actually head into the storm if we act like the Buffalo do as David says and allowing ourselves to feel these emotions deeply feel them engage with them is a form of showing up for ourselves and tending to ourselves if we really feel our own Sadness the disappointment of what has happened to us in
our lives then we have an opportunity to be there for ourselves we have an opportunity to exercise self-compassion but we can't exercise that compassion for things that we're ignoring in order to have compassion for ourselves we have to come to terms with the loss that we have experienced and the loss might be something that came and went or it might be the feeling of loss that comes with something we never had real the coming to terms with something that we never had and the pain of that that's a form of showing up for ourselves that
self-compassion we live in a culture today that uh sort of demonizes the idea of feeling sorry for oneself especially where I'm from in England the idea of feeling sorry for yourself is about the worst thing you can do but what we have to do is look at feeling sorry for yourself in a different light as feeling for yourself for what you have been been through the only time that feeling sorry for yourself is a problem is when it goes hand inand with a lack of accountability and ownership if I spend my whole life feeling sorry
for myself and I never do anything about it that's when we can waste our lives but what if feeling for yourself was doing something about it what if feeling for yourself was the root to doing something about it haven't you ever had a conversation with someone where they felt for you they saw you and they understood you and they showed up for you in a certain way and by doing that it was healing for you and from that place you were more empowered you were able to do more because you felt seen that was a
basis a foundation on which you could actually start to move again well what if you could do that for yourself I know that in various parts of my life for a long time I never showed up for myself in that way one of the things David said was he realized about himself I no one ever abandoned me as badly as I abandoned myself and how do we abandon ourselves we abandon ourselves emotionally in all sorts of ways by judging ourselves shaming ourselves constantly criticizing everything we do telling ourselves we're bad telling ourselves we're unworthy not
sticking up for ourselves and like I've been saying one of the ways we abandon ourselves is not recognizing our own pain not actually sitting with our own pain and exploring it and showing up for ourselves and exercising compassion for ourselves in that department one of the things that struck me about my conversation with David was the voice that he spoke to me in it was actually one of the things that made me most emotional was just his voice because there was such a kindness to his voice it was so soft and loving and compassionate and
it was in such direct contrast to the kind of voice that I have used with myself so much in my life and just having the kind of voice that I want to get better at internally externalized in the form of David was it modeled how self-kindness can feel and that is a really beautiful thing there's a real you in there that's so kind and loving but oh my gosh that's the hardest voice to find but that's your voice and so that's the voice you got to keep turning [Music] up and it's scary to change and
it's scary to grow but we know what staying the same feels like yeah it's it's scary because it's a whole new way of being and you don't know how to move through the world like that yet this video alongside inviting you to look at the areas where you have unattended grief alongside being an invitation to head towards the storm can also be an invitation to start to adopt a different Kinder softer voice for yourself and maybe in some small way I can be that voice for you in this video if you want me and David
to be that voice for you well there are so many more things he said in that interview that I'd love to share with you and you may be wondering how to watch it or what this thing is that I've been working on I wanted to put together a kind of ultimate heartbreak expert Series where I had some of the people that I trust the most some of the people who are the best in the world at what they do who have the most experience and point them like a laser at how to find happiness after
heartbreak and I didn't just sit with David I sat with my dear friend Dr Ramy the world leading expert on narcissism I sat with Dr Nicole Lea many of you know her as the holistic psychologist I sat with ls how I sat with Tom and Lisa Bilu and several more people who you will already many of you know and love I think of this as like the Avengers of overcoming heartbreak and I've assembled them to help you in your heartbreak it's been a stunning mini Journey for me to speak to all of these people it
has healed me in a number number of ways as I have gone through this process and I want to invite you to go through this process as well um you're probably waiting for the moment where I tell you that this is a big expensive program it's not I wanted to do something special for everyone who had supported me by purchasing a copy of my new book love life so if you have purchased a copy of the book you are going to get the expert series completely free the whole thing I will be sending it to
you you'll be getting an email shortly with all of the information about how you can access it and if you haven't bought a book it's not too late you can grab a copy of the book and for the price of a book you can have the entire expert series uh which of course includes all of the interviews I've said and the one that I've just talked about with David Kesler I believe this is going to be an incredibly healing experience for so many people and I cannot wait for you to see them so head on
over to heartbreak series.com you'll be able to pre-order a copy of the book and you'll be able to sign up to the expert series while you're there I'll see you there head over to heartbreak series.com now and let's do some healing together I'll see you [Music] there
