Growing Up the Child of a Satanist

one of my mother's classic things like if anything ever bothered me or hurt my feelings is her Mantra was tough up Zena things are tough all over at least I don't beat you like my mother did she believed that by not beating me she was actually indulging me but in fact she was neglecting me and the strange thing which I didn't understand when I was growing up was in a sense she was Raising me as a single mother but I was not aware of that because I did not know that my parents were not married

they lied to me about that