I never cheated on you, Sarah. Never. Not once.
Vanessa was planning your surprise party, your birthday. Oh my god. What did I do?
You wouldn't listen. You just left. I signed the papers because I loved you too much.
Still, you never stop. Probably never will. She thought he cheated and left his drugged hospital.
Confession proved she was wrong. Dr Sarah Matthews was 3 minutes into her lunch break when her phone rang with a number she didn't recognize. She almost didn't answer.
Almost let it go to voicemail. almost changed the entire trajectory of what came next. But something instinct, fate, cosmic irony made her pick up.
Is this Dr Sarah Matthews? A woman's voice, professional, urgent. Yes, this is she.
This is Jennifer from St. Catherine's Hospital. I'm calling about your emergency contact listing.
Are you still the primary contact for Marcus Matthews? Sarah's blood turned to ice. Marcus, her ex-husband, the man she hadn't spoken to in three years, the man who'd supposedly cheated on her with his coworker and destroyed their marriage, the man whose name still made her chest ache in ways she refused to examine.
What happened? Is he okay? Mr Matthews was in a car accident this morning.
He's stable, but he needs emergency surgery for internal injuries. We need someone to sign consent forms and be here when he comes out of anesthesia. You're listed as his medical power of attorney.
That's a mistake. We're divorced. We have been for 3 years.
Nevertheless, ma'am, you're what we have on file. And he's asking for you. Those last five words shattered something inside her.
He's asking for you. Sarah closed her eyes. Thought about the last time she'd seen Marcus, signing divorce papers with shaking hands while he sat across from her, looking gutted, but not fighting it.
not explaining, not defending himself, just accepting it, just like he'd accepted her accusations three years ago when she'd found those text messages on his phone. Flirty messages from Vanessa, his coworker. Messages that looked damning messages he'd never explained.
"I'll be there in 20 minutes," Sarah heard herself say. St. Catherine's Hospital smelled like antiseptic and bad coffee.
Sarah stood outside room 412, her hand hovering over the door handle, her heart hammering against her ribs. She was wearing scrubs from her own hospital across town. Having left midship to be here, her supervisor had taken one look at her face and told her to go.
She pushed open the door. Marcus lay in the hospital bed looking pale and smaller than she remembered. His dark hair was messy.
His strong jaw was covered in two days of stubble. He wore a light blue hospital gown, his hands resting on his stomach, his eyes closed. God, he was still beautiful.
Mr Matthews, a nurse, young brunette, professional, stood on the other side of the bed, checking his vitals. Your wife is here, ex-wife, Sarah corrected automatically, even though the word felt like glass in her throat. Marcus's eyes opened.
Brown eyes that had once looked at her like she was the answer to every question he'd ever asked. Brown eyes that went wide with shock when they landed on her face. Sarah.
His voice was rough, confused. You came. You listed me as your emergency contact.
They called. I never I never changed it. He swallowed hard.
After the divorce, I couldn't bring myself to The nurse cleared her throat. The surgical team is ready for you. Mr Matthews, Dr Martinez will be performing the procedure.
It should take about 2 hours. She looked at Sarah. He'll be groggy when he wakes up.
The anesthesia can make patients say unusual things. Just so you're prepared. Sarah nodded, not trusting her voice.
They wheeled Marcus away 10 minutes later. Sarah watched him go, then sank into the chair beside the now empty bed and put her face in her hands. What am I doing here?
Two hours turned into three. Sarah paced, checked her phone, paced some more, tried not to think about the last time she'd waited for news about Marcus their wedding day when he'd been late because his best man's car had broken down. And Sarah had convinced herself he'd changed his mind.
He hadn't changed his mind. He'd shown up breathless and apologetic and married her in front of everyone they loved. And 3 years later, she'd left him because she'd believed he'd betrayed her.
Had he, she'd never let him explain, never given him the chance. She'd seen those messages from Vanessa. Can't wait to see you tonight.
And you make me so happy. And something inside her had just broken. Her father had cheated on her mother.
Her high school boyfriend had cheated on her with her best friend. And when she saw those messages, all she could think was, "Not again. Not Marcus.
Please not him. " So she'd left before he could leave her first. Dr Martinez appeared in the doorway, pulling off his surgical cap.
Dr Matthews, Sarah stood. How is he? Surgery went well.
We repaired the internal bleeding and set his fractured ribs. He'll need to stay here for observation for a few days, but he should make a full recovery. He smiled.
You can see him now. He's just coming out of anesthesia. Marcus looked like he was floating.
His eyes were half open, unfocused, a dopey smile on his face that Sarah hadn't seen in years. The anesthesia was clearly still very much in his system. "Hi," Sarah said softly, sitting in the chair beside his bed.
His eyes found her face widened. "Sarah, you're so pretty. Have I told you that?
You're so so pretty. Despite everything, she felt her lips twitch. You're high on anesthesia, Marcus.
I'm high on you. He giggled. Actually giggled.
Get it? High on you? Like like a drug?
But you're not a drug. You're better. You're Sarah.
Marcus, I miss you. His voice cracked suddenly serious despite the drugs. I miss you so much it hurts more than the ribs.
Way more than the ribs. Sarah's throat tightened. You should rest.
Did you know? Marcus continued as if she hadn't spoken. That I never cheated on you.
Never. Not once, not ever. But you didn't believe me.
You just left. The room tilted. What?
Sarah whispered. Vanessa, he said the name like it tasted bad. Those messages you saw.
She was She was planning a surprise party for you. Your birthday. I was helping.
his eyes filled with tears. I tried to tell you, but you wouldn't listen. You just kept saying you couldn't trust me.
And I thought I thought if you loved me, you'd know. You'd know I'd never do that to you. Sarah couldn't breathe.
So, I signed the papers. Marcus continued, his voice slurring. Because I loved you too much to fight you.
Too much to make you stay when you wanted to leave. Too much to He trailed off, his eyes sliding closed. Still love you.
never stopped. Probably never will. He was asleep before Sarah could respond.
She sat frozen, his words echoing in her head like a bomb that had just detonated, planning a surprise party for you. Your birthday. Her birthday had been 2 weeks after she'd left.
She'd spent it alone in her new apartment. crying into cheap wine and wondering why Marcus hadn't fought for her. She pulled out her phone with shaking hands and did what she should have done three years ago.
She called Vanessa. Sarah. Vanessa sounded shocked.
Oh my god. Is this about Marcus? I heard about the accident.
Did you plan a surprise birthday party for me 3 years ago? Silence. Then yes, Marcus organized the whole thing, booked the venue, invited everyone, ordered your favorite cake.
He was so excited. Her voice softened. And then you left him and he canled everything.
He was devastated. I've never seen someone so broken. Sarah, what happened?
Sarah closed her eyes. I thought he was cheating on me. With you?
What? Sarah? No.
God, no. Marcus was crazy about you. He wouldn't even look at anyone else.
How could you think? I saw messages, flirty messages, and I just I assumed. You assumed.
Vanessa's voice was gentle but firm. Instead of asking, instead of trusting him. I know, Sarah's voice cracked.
I know. After she hung up, Sarah sat in that hospital chair and cried for the first time in 3 years. Cried for the marriage she'd destroyed.
For the man she'd never stopped loving, for the 3 years they'd lost because she'd been too scared to believe in them. Marcus woke up 6 hours later, groggy, but more coherent. He saw Sarah still sitting beside his bed and froze.
"You stayed," he said quietly. "You told me the truth. " About Vanessa, about the party.
His face pald. I Oh, God. The anesthesia.
I didn't mean to. I called Vanessa. She confirmed it.
Sarah's voice shook. Marcus, I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry.
I should have trusted you. Should have let you explain. Should have.
Don't. He reached for her hand and after a moment's hesitation, she let him take it. Sarah, I understood why.
You thought what you thought. Your dad, your ex, you'd been hurt before. I just wished you'd loved me enough to give me a chance.
I did love you. I do love you. I never stopped.
The words tumbled out urgent and desperate. I've spent 3 years trying to convince myself I was better off without you. And I've been miserable.
Because the truth is, Marcus, you were the best thing that ever happened to me, and I threw it away because I was scared. Marcus studied her face for a long moment. What are you saying?
I'm saying I was wrong. I'm saying I'm sorry. I'm saying.
She took a shaky breath. I'm saying if you can forgive me, if you can even stand to be in the same room as me after what I did, I'd like to try again. If you'll have me.
Sarah, I know it's been 3 years. I know you've probably moved on. I know I don't deserve.
I never dated anyone else. Marcus interrupted. In 3 years, everyone kept telling me to move on, to put myself out there.
But how could I when you were it for me when you've always been it? Sarah started crying again. How can you not hate me?
Because I love you. He said it simply like it was the most obvious thing in the world. I never stopped.
And honestly, the anesthesia confession was probably the universe, telling me to finally say it out loud. Sarah laughed through her tears. So getting hit by a car was actually a good thing.
Best thing that's happened to me in 3 years. He squeezed her hand. You came when I needed you, even after everything.
You came? Of course I came. You're still my person, Marcus.
You've always been my person. He tugged her gently closer. Then come here, please.
Sarah leaned down and kissed him for the first time in three years. It tasted like tears and apologies and second chances. It tasted like home.
"I'm not letting you go again," Marcus whispered against her lips. "Not this time. Not ever.
" "Good," Sarah said. "Because I'm not going anywhere. " And she meant it.
The end.