It's time. The vastness of the stadium and the fact that it's like a history making tour and also just how much I love Taylor. I don't think it's going to really hit me until I walk out.
This morning I'm in a communal garden. Yeah. I just thought, let's return to the portal roots.
Let's touch grass. Let's take a breath before I experience one of the most insane things I'm ever going to experience. Let's go.
Shouldn't have touched the grass. What do you do to clean your fingernails when you've got falsies on? She's laughing.
Bye, Mate. Hi. I love you.
Okay, we begin. [Music] I literally woke up tomorrow. I've like been painting in bed.
Yeah, I need to like shut the [ __ ] up and actually not speak anymore. I mean, iconic legendary moment to be honest. Oh man, my sis with me.
Suki's just thinking thoughts. It's getting very, very real. Um, it was crazy.
And the best part was like going down the long cat thing. I was like scared to go and then I kind of got like a bit confident and then by the end I'm like, "Okay, I'm going to go down. " To all the gorgeous people in the audience, I hope you have the best.
Now I'm just like thinking about like what I'm going to say. Nervous system a privilege. I wanted to sound like a collected human being when I speak.
Oh god, I should have practiced the words more. You nervous? It's really nice to do something that's like I don't know with like a friend that you've known for like many many years and someone that you just look up to so much as as a pal and as an artist.
I was at the 1989 shows. Look at me. I have my little film camera.
I've got my little shorts on my 1989 t-shirt. She did not know. [Applause] Is this the biggest crowd you've ever played?
Probably. The fact that the sun's out makes it so much easier. Oh my god.
Yeah. Cuz you can't see as far. Well, no.
Just cuz it's like a just a daytime. These aren't rock and roll hours. Confidence and a sum of all parts.
Mhm. Okay. He always gives me a little like little phrase at the end.
I'm like, a riddle. So, yeah. So, thinking about the look, [Music] I didn't want to have like loads of body skin parts out or anything.
I just wanted to feel good. They should be at the end. And it's in that really nice like blushy blushy kind of pink tone which according to my color wheel is my color.
[Music] It's a great time. Not freaking out at all. The chatter around me turns to white noise.
People ask me questions like, "Suki, where are your socks? " And all I can do is look blankly back at them. My mind preoccupied thinking of the people out there now sitting and waiting in the arena.
Before I know it, a small legion of stage managers, tour team, stadium staff, and others have quickly whisked me off like a lamb to slaughter in front of thousands upon thousands of people. I walk out onto the stage, and my vision is obscured by the August sun. As I step forward, things come into focus and I am greeted by 50,000 young women.
I find my footing and my mind retreats in on itself. A spiritual force takes control of my limbs, urging me forward out onto the large catwalk. [Applause] [Music] That was amazing.
I was like wiping a poo this morning. The sun is out. We're at all points east and I'm like so happy to be playing London again [Music] is on right now which is kind of annoying because this were on at the same time.
Like my adrenaline is picking up again. I was on like a nervous system breakdown after last night. Okay, so I'm about to go on stage.
Uh, I thought I had nothing left on my brain, but now I do. It's my fault. What?
I don't like this. We're definitely going to have some fun. Yeah, baby.
You guys are looking so good. You got me saying, "Oh my god. " It always reminds me that, yeah, when you think you're at an end, you might actually be at the beginning.
That was like one of my favorite show I've ever done. I was not expecting that at all. London crowds are so good.
European tour. Bye guys. [Music] Oh my god.
