NF - How Could You Leave Us

♪ ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US SO UNEXPECTED? ♪ ♪ WE WERE WAITING, WE WERE WAITING ♪ ♪ FOR YOU BUT YOU JUST LEFT US ♪ ♪ WE NEEDED YOU, I NEEDED YOU ♪ ♪ YO, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ADDICTED TO PILLS ♪ ♪ BUT I DO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A WITNESS IT KILLS ♪ ♪ MAMA TOLD ME SHE LOVE ME, I'M THINKING THIS ISN'T REAL ♪ ♪ I THINK OF YOU WHEN I GET A WHIFF OF THAT CIGARETTE SMELL, YEAH ♪ ♪ WELCOME TO THE BOTTOM OF HELL ♪ ♪ THEY SAY PAIN IS A PRISON, LET ME OUT OF MY CELL ♪ ♪ YOU SAY YOU PROUD OF ME, BUT YOU DON'T KNOW ME THAT WELL ♪ ♪ SIT IN MY ROOM, TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE AND I YELL ♪ ♪ INTO MY PILLOWCASES, YOU SAY YOU COMING TO GET US ♪ ♪ THEN CALL 'EM A MINUTE LATER JUST TO TELL US YOU NOT, I'M HUMILIATED ♪ ♪ I'M IN A ROOM WITH A PARENT THAT I DON'T BARELY KNOW ♪ ♪ SOME LADY IN THE CORNER WATCHING US, WHILE SHE TAKING NOTES ♪ ♪ I DON'T GET IT MOM, DON'T YOU WANT TO WATCH YOUR BABIES GROW? ♪ ♪ I GUESS THAT PILLS ARE MORE IMPORTANT, ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY IS NO ♪ ♪ BUT YOU WON'T DO IT WILL YOU?

YOU GON' KEEP POPPING 'TIL THOSE PILLS KILL YOU ♪ ♪ I KNOW YOU GONE BUT I CAN STILL FEEL YOU ♪ ♪ WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US HERE? ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US HERE?

♪ ♪ HOW WOULD YOU LEAVE US? WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ OH, HEY ♪ ♪ I GOT THIS PICTURE IN MY ROOM AND IT KILLS ME ♪ ♪ BUT I DON'T NEED A PICTURE OF MY MOM, I NEED THE REAL THING ♪ ♪ NOW A RELATIONSHIP IS SOMETHING WE WON'T EVER HAVE ♪ ♪ WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I LOST SOMETHING THAT I NEVER HAD?

♪ ♪ YOU SHOULDA BEEN THERE WHEN I GRADUATED ♪ ♪ TOLD ME YOU LOVE ME AND CONGRATULATIONS ♪ ♪ INSTEAD YOU LEFT US AT THE WINDOW WAITING ♪ ♪ WHERE YOU AT MOM? WE'RE TOO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU AT HUH? ♪ ♪ YEAH, I KNOW THOSE DRUGS GOT YOU HELD CAPTIVE ♪ ♪ I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES, THEY GOT YOUR MIND CAPTURED ♪ ♪ SOME SAY IT'S FUN TO GET THE HIGH BUT I AM NOT LAUGHING ♪ ♪ WHAT YOU DON'T REALIZE AND WHAT YOU NOT GRASPING ♪ ♪ THAT I WAS NOTHING BUT A KID WHO COULDN'T UNDERSTAND ♪ ♪ I AIN'T GON' SAY THAT I FORGIVE YOU CAUSE IT HASN'T HAPPENED ♪ ♪ I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE I FEEL BETTER AS TIME PASSES ♪ ♪ IF YOU REALLY CARED FOR ME, THEN WHERE YOU AT THEN?

♪ ♪ WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US HERE?

♪ ♪ HOW WOULD YOU LEAVE US? WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ OH, HEY ♪ ♪ OUR LAST CONVERSATION, YOU WERE SAT IN THE LIVING ROOM ♪ ♪ TALKING 'BOUT MY MUSIC AND I BROUGHT YOU SOMETHING TO LISTEN TO ♪ ♪ YOU STARTED CRYING, TELLING ME THIS ISN'T YOU ♪ ♪ COUPLE WEEKS LATER, GUESS YOU WERE SINGING A DIFFERENT TUNE ♪ ♪ YOU TOOK THEM PILLS FOR THE LAST TIME, DIDN'T YOU?

♪ ♪ THEY TOOK YOU FROM US ONCE, GUESS THEY CAME BACK TO FINISH YOU ♪ ♪ CRYING MY EYES OUT IN THE STUDIO IS DIFFICULT ♪ ♪ MUSIC IS THE ONLY PLACE THAT I CAN GO TO SPEAK TO YOU ♪ ♪ TOOK ME EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME TO NOT SCREAM AT YOUR FUNERAL ♪ ♪ SITTING IN MY CHAIR, THAT PERSON TALKING WAS PITIFUL ♪ ♪ I WISH YOU WERE HERE MAMA BUT EVERY TIME I PICTURE YOU ♪ ♪ ALL I FEEL IS PAIN, I HATE THE WAY I REMEMBER YOU ♪ ♪ THEY FOUND YOU ON THE FLOOR, I COULD TELL THAT YOU FELT HALLOW ♪ ♪ GAVE EVERYTHING YOU HAD PLUS YOUR LIFE TO THEM PILL BOTTLES ♪ ♪ YOU GAVE EVERYTHING YOU HAD PLUS YOUR LIFE TO THEM PILL BOTTLES ♪ ♪ DON'T KNOW IF YOU HEAR ME OR NOT, BUT IF YOU STILL WATCHING MA ♪ ♪ WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US HERE?

♪ ♪ HOW WOULD YOU LEAVE US? WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ OH, HEY ♪ ♪ SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT, LIKE, SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT THINGS LIKE ♪ ♪ YOU KNOW, WHEN I HAVE KIDS I"M LIKE ♪ ♪ YOU WON'T BE THERE, YOU KNOW.

YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR ANY OF THAT. ♪ ♪ I NEVER GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN. SOMETIMES I WISH I WOULD HAVE JUST CALLED YOU.

♪ ♪ I WISH I WOULD HAVE JUST PICKED UP THE PHONE. ♪ ♪ I WISH YOU WERE HERE. YOU SHOULDA BEEN THERE FOR US.

♪ ♪ YOU SHOULDA BEEN HERE. ♪ ♪ PILLS GOT YOU RIGHT? ♪ ♪ THEM PILLS GOT YOU RIGHT?

♪ ♪ I WISH YOU WERE HERE.