IAG Media Client Interview: Success, Spirituality & Sadness.

so tonight we're here with someone very special to me I would describe him as a game changer I would describe him as an entrepreneur I would just also describe them as someone with a really special spirit and that transcends into everything that you do tonight we have Mr Godsey Iman welcome thank you so much for having me thank you for being here so Iman if you don't know already which I'm sure you do founder of grow your agency IA g media now a clothing line yeah I'm very very exciting and so okay let's we're going

to be real when did this a little bit differently to the normal podcast tell me who it's the real Imam everything really mom if I had to boil down my personality as simply as possible I am curious inquisitive and whether it's whether a debts my ego whether it's hurtful I'm always just trying to find the truth okay I love that I'm gonna give a little bit of context of how I know you so I have been one of your clients and I think that makes our friendship and relationship even more special for me he was

someone that just threw some gold posts right out there I had a preconception about your age nothing we met when I was 17 yeah and I was just like okay keep an open mind I've been in business for over 20 years and I have to say I meet people every day people put proposals forward to us every day Iman's was one of the most slick professional mature and just excellent proposals that have been put in front of me for a hell of a long time in business and it shifted everything for me like new levels

of respect and it taught me a lesson not to be so judgmental so I love everything that you just said we kind of both come from the same place in our backgrounds but tell us a little bit about your childhood yes so I grew up in a place called eggy Sun in the south of Russia the only way that I described it to people is first of all I asked them if they've seen the movie Borat most people have and I'm like just imagine that except not in Kazakhstan and Russia and that is legitimately where

I'm from just a little village little town and yeah I mean I think they have a little village boy and that was my start that was lived there until I was 3 or 4 years old and then my mom and my stepdad and moved to London and was meant to be this fairytale ending did exactly turn out that way but I moved to London when I was 4 years old yeah and it's all very new to people going from 9 black-and-white channels to 999 colour channels yeah and Zac sweet lives that can Cody was the

am I allowed to stroll in here yeah absolutely love is that Cody change my life would you say okay let me ask the question on the way where did where did you get your sense of self belief because that's something that I really feel from you even when you were 17 and you walked in here into my office you had a presence and a self belief which a lot of the biggest game changers top businessmen and people who really thrive with excellence do so where did that sort of sense of innate belief for you come

from I think my self belief comes from reference points reference points of where just remembering all the times where I quite frankly was alone felt alone and had so much self responsibility that I had to step up and step up to the plate and I think my self belief comes from the same place that your self belief comes from which is just total total self-reliance and that no matter what no matter what life throws at you and and this isn't just coming from some weird this isn't coming from some weird egotistical place as I said

you and I both have reference points where we have been through such horrific such testing events in our life we've gone past them and you know those scars really do build up a shield build up your self belief it's there one particular tipping point moment because there usually is for people there's always like one tipping point moment can you talk about one of those honestly it stands out honestly that was the shift there was no real tipping point for me it was more just from the age of and I think anyone who goes through it

anyone who has to grow up a little bit too quick they become very very self-aware and when you become very you know people talk a lot about like oh I was a child so it didn't it didn't make sense to me or I couldn't quite understand the situation as far as I can remember from the age of eight or nine I understood every single situation I understood the dynamic dynamic between my mother and my stepfather I understood the dynamic financially in our family I understood everything that was going on and that was because I was

kind of thrown into the deep end and I had to grow up a little too quick and I mean I'm I'm happy I'm over the moon about how my childhood went yeah because it's made me who I am today was quite frankly like you know I just had to grow up a little too quick so for me it wasn't in you're right I think most people have that affinity of you know life-changing moment where everything changes or you know everything just kind of snaps into place in the and they realize what's in front of them

for me it wasn't so much like that it was just a gradual every single year from a very very young age just you know just growing up too quick and being very self-aware about you know what the future has in store for me and my mom and like literally from the age of nine I really remember being like I have to be the manor-house or we are screwed and it works out that way a more detailed example of course I mean you know all off-camera Maria and I were talking and she's like it's anything off

limits and I said no yeah literally nothing is off limits so um yeah my real father was a biological father was alcoholic abusive so never met him I say that I I met him once when I was 8 very briefly so he was never in the pictures so it was just me and my stepdad and actually used to call my stepdad dad ice called Paul and as I said you know we moved to London it was meant to be this fairytale ending but generally work out that way from the age of like 6 7 8

there started to be some chinks in the armor the March I wouldn't say fell apart but you could tell - I could tell and I would get exposed to things like I even remember being I mean this may be acres all the time become the phone rings home phone rings I pick it up on Mike hello they're like hi is this a nun my stepdads name I'm like no they're like oh yes this is a London s-something escorts and I was like and I had no and so I put the phone down and my mom

was like who was that and I'm like I was like do you say no I mean I'm 8 years old so I kind understand what it means which most 8 year olds definitely don't yeah but I say oh it was London escorts and she's like I could see her face draw and I knew I didn't quite exactly know what it was but I knew I knew that ruff I knew I knew the rough the rough estimation of it and that was the same day that my stepfather was arriving back from Dubai and he it was

so weird he would always be once he landed he threw it always come back for five hours later very on me you know I saw my mom's face drop and like I even just stuff like that where like at the age of 8 you're just getting exposed to and I remember saying to him like because I saw our face drops I was like no no you don't have send it's an escort so they escort him from the airport to the house like it's a it's a driver and just things like that I mean is my

my childhood is littered with examples where I just grew up a little too quick but I'm so grateful that I did yeah I think I agree with you and there are lots of parallels there between you and I and you you really understand what that sense of self is like you say self-reliance and that it really is all within it's gonna have to come from you any change it's gonna have to come from from you and you only but also I think and I've always felt this from you over the years that you you have

very deep connection with your mom and a very deep bond with your mom tell us a little bit about that I mean what can I say my mom was my best friend my entire family is still out in Russia now a very big family but for me as long as I can remember my family has just been me and my mom and my connection to my mom is seeing what she went through and knowing that you know my mom is relatively young she had me when she was 23 she is very young I also know

Iman's mom she is young she's beautiful she's an amazing woman yeah the most naturally beautiful woman on earth glowing and and besides that just such an amazing heart so seeing someone go through and I'm sad I never actually got to see the physical abuse with my biological father but also I came to learn about it and the extent that it went to and you know seeing someone who's quite literally an angel that's I didn't get to see the physical side of things but you know in the second marriage you know heavy emotional abuse and just

seeing someone really tormented I mean that the evenings I know it's every single day seeing your best friend just said just absolutely tormented so I think for me from the age of eight or nine I felt protective in I felt protective and not in the way that you're normally protected back home in literally almost like responsible responsible almost like a fatherly aspect where I was like I really have to take care of this person and I'm not gonna lie after everything that my mom has been through which would take me full six-hour podcast to go

through I'm very very surprised that she doesn't have like very deep-rooted emotional mental issues and I had to go so I'm very very surprised that she can live life with a smile on her face after everything she's been through don't have around arrest make mums take it just in general what is thank you for sharing that because I know that was deep and that was personal to you and we could go on and talk about this there's so much there but I'm aware we don't have that much time with you tonight what's the best piece

of advice you've ever been given the best piece of advice I've ever been given and that can come in any shape or form it can come through a mentor it can be through someone you meet in the street something's thank Cronus was the best it could be from your mom what is the best piece of advice you've ever been given yeah that's a tough one because there's a there's so many examples in so many different facets of my life because one approach that I had an approach I have to business is so radically different to

the first I have to my spirituality to my relationships today we're gonna get into the spirit okay so what inspired you give me a business example what what what is the best bit of advice that you've ever been given what spurred you on no I I mean just in terms of business it's just it everything that I do has just has a long-term view and I think I'd say the best piece of wisdom that I've gone in is from people who are older than me and people who are older than me consistently consistently just instill

in me how much time I have which for me is a struggle because you know oh my god I wish I have known this how are you now 19 and you know the obviously this isn't applicable to everyone but for me I'm a person who wants to achieve everything and I want to have achieved it yesterday yeah I don't beat myself up if I if I don't achieve it but I'm a person who's just hyper hyper focused hyper competitive so for me sometimes it's just amazing to be around some of my so my friends who

are older and have that wisdom and you know cinema and really just saw me really mapping out for me just how much time I do have and really just to enjoy the process I love hanging out with so my friends were way older ultra well can you get some names no I'll give you an example I was with one of my friends at Annabelle's he's 33 he's in the hundreds of millions and he just every time I've seen his like a man just want to see my biggest regret is I just didn't enjoy the process

yeah I was just I was living for the result and I just wasn't during the process and every single time I hear someone say that I'm like tell me something more obvious by the difference with you is that you get it because there are a lot of people of all ages actually not necessarily just young let's let's put that up there because my perception of age has changed completely having met you and other people who I've met but really understanding that it's nothing else that you know in in a sense time is infinite also it's

not and every moment counts and to make every part of it as awesome and as fantastic as it can be because now is all there is really so you get that on a high level and I think in order to truly understand a paradigm you have to go through it and I think you also get to a point where you yourself it if you guys have one where you've tricked yourself enough times to realize like wow Kano is the last time that I said that when this area of my life gets to a certain level

then you know they don't be satisfied and they don't look back with some pride and you hit that goal post and you trick yourself enough times you're like I know I I thought that would be the case I've met people and they're like when this happens it doesn't it just doesn't you never really get there the whole thing is that is the game is the whole joy of it I love that can we just check his birth certificate you are they tell me what's the worst bit of advice you've ever been given I can't pinpoint

anything specifically but the worst piece of advice that I've been given has been a few different pieces of advice but all that come from a place of scarcity and a lot of people I love that a lot of people who live from a place of scarcity they want other people to see it the exact same worldly yeah and they want to instill in you that same worldview and they want to give you their there they're sort of cynical world view and you know it's hard to live life in abundance and it's it's like you're hanging

onto the edge of a cliff and you know you're thinking if I let go if I let go oh yeah if I like if I let go if I'm abundant in all areas of my life and the thing is like yeah you know there's I think there's two aspects of it and one thing that you do so well is you marry the two you marry hardcore results and spirituality and I think if you isolate either camp you're you're headed for a wreck yeah and when you can marry the two you can go okay I can

live in abundance because I know I have the actual the actual skill set to make my life abundant whether that comes to relationships whether that comes to friendships whether in terms of business whatever that may be you know that you have that skill set and that's that core belief but then you also need that worldview in order to manifest a long time yeah you need both and this is I think I think the world is changing I think the consciousness now is changing you know and we have game changes like yourself that are coming through

this evolutionary process I'm going to use I'm not gonna use the word spiritual in this case but evolutionary process so much quicker than I did if I think of myself at 19 you don't want to even know like you know so that's amazing that opens up a whole new paradigm for business and Beyond and I think that's what we need more of we need war for like you definitely and I'll say it's about being authentic because you are very authentic talk to me a little bit about your daily ritual like a date what's a day

in the life of a man like Mike I mean a standard day the past two months have been all over the place but I am very regiment probably a little too regimen to the point to the point where I mean there's my nighttime routine I have a standard operating procedure for that okay would you like to share your standard nighttime operating procedure take note everybody and it doesn't matter what age you are because you know when you have someone at this level you want to take notes okay so my nighttime operating a standard operating procedure

which by the way is printed out as well because okay that's the difference between you at 19 I did not have a standard nighttime operating procedure so and I got that idea because I was sitting in a plane I was like on my way in I glanced left at the cockpit I was like that looks so complicated how the hell do they like run that' and i was like i remember all times where i used to watching my stepdad air crash investigation and I saw the but they would have the clipboards and they literally go

to their operating procedure I'm like I should do that with some areas of my life so that's what I do with my nighttime routine so my nighttime routine basically goes I go into my kitchen I turn on the kettle yeah and I prepare my sleepy time tea that's my loose-leaf chamomile tea see drinkers tea drinkers herb another level there you go that's a seat yeah yeah yeah so I take that that tea brews for three four minutes while tea is brewing I go to my bedroom lay out my gym clothes for the next day then

I go back to my kitchen I go back to my kitchen pour myself to tea take it into my office and now when I get to my office first things first is I just any last messages that I need to send on that day from my phone I send and I put my phone on airplane mode and then put in my vault well actually that's why I turn my phone off and put in my bowl um because for me I don't want anyone to rob me of my focus I to me focus is more important

time is important but I'd actually say focus even more moment great and I think in modern times it's even more hard to focus than ever before because we're bombarded with our digital devices and if we have stuff going on the outside and you're doing two or three things at the same time you see it everywhere I mean I do it I name my business is a advertisement most of my business is involved advertising paid traffic but you know my business IG media it's at online advertising agency I what I do is I take attention that

Facebook has collected and I buy that attention aka that advertising space so in the same way a drug dealer number-one rule now that I know the number one rule of being a drug dealer they're a successful one take notes take notes yes never use your own product yeah in the exact same way I may run an online advertising agency I may get a lot of sales for education company through average or advertising campaigns social campaigns I'm not going to be an idiot use my own product because to me social media is one of the worst

place on earth opens up law of opportunity yeah this is a thing it's a blessing and a curse it's both is that double-edged sword so for me you know I need to mitigate that as much as possible so I said turn my phone off stick it in my ball I've got two phones so the other phone just has over Spotify audible some other stuff yeah so that phone comes out of the vault I turn that one on alright then I go I open up my computer I open up my company P&L so obviously I have

an accountant but then I do my own you know yeah so also going to company cashflow watching the numbers like a hawk so I do that and I open up my biohacking sheet so my personal trainer this is interesting again go down the fire hacking okay tell us what's your fire that king of it'll check his bed so my biohacking checklist is everything I do gets tracked so what am I very very cool coming there actually when my old clients coming to call or ring so I wear it at night and that tracks and I

track the bat tracks in my deep sleep REM sleep etc etc so he punches that in and I think around midday from the last night's sleep how many hours honestly earlier this year like a actual sleep yeah seven a half eight yeah incredibly well he doesn't have kids this month I've been so basically every morning on our team hall me and my entire team we compare or ring stats up I have a friend who would absolutely love to be part of your team okay so um recently this month my team is just being really me

every more because this month I've been softened off routine but anyways so open up my biohacking super important but biohacking sheet so basically the reason I do that is I just start to look at some trends and I also track my meditation with a something called a muse headband which is an EEG reader so basically what I'm doing is in the same way I'm looking at my company cash flow and I'm trying to spot some trends I'm looking at my piano my um biohacking sheet and I'm trying to spot some trends and see okay if

I did this like there's just simple things that you can figure out like eating a certain amount of time before bed and you can really see the difference in REM sleep and deep sleep so without going into detail Wow okay so we could really need to get him on out again just for that to see what the trends are saying cuz there's not many people like to monitor all of the trends in a way through that's incredible okay so after I do that I'm looking - entire time I'm drinking my tea and getting super drowsy

I have some very expensive biohacking equipment I probably have sleep wise I probably have twenty to thirty thousand pounds worth of just sleep biohacking equipment I tried everything and nothing works better than my six pound loose-leaf chamomile tea yeah 100% yeah simple is always best so I'm drinking that and I'm after that I go on to my planner so I'll always plan the next day so Lily I'll go I have this custom planner that I made myself on Google sheets and in the education company I make all these like custom trackers and like even biohacking

Google sheets I'll send you them I'll send you the trackers and stuff like that people might even want better we'll talk about that separately that's incredible what time do you wake up so I wake up at 6:30 my personal trainer was at my house for 650 so he physically comes to my house which is awesome because I never get to sleep in ever even if I wanted to yeah and he brings in my food so I get something called pure package so it's fresh food delivered every day on my doorstep so he it's so level

where I just I want all areas of my life that I don't find any enjoyment in either I don't either don't benefit benefit me and my growth or I don't find enjoyment I just don't want to do so even little things like putting my food inside my own fridge some people would say that's pretentious there's a lot of areas of my life that some people be like oh that's pretentious I'm like well while I have a long life to live I also want to do it I also want to spend my time doing the things

I enjoy they may think it's pretentious but if it works for you then it works for you I mean also also the I mean even little things like I said the you know my friend that I was having dinner notices a different friend of his three weeks ago they said some people might think it's pretentious but I even look at people at a level so far ahead of me and I'm like I can't believe you do that like I even have some of my friends where like I'm talking like they're personal friends of mine know

like loose friends or her business guys as well this is you guys are like you know they're not anything yeah these are homeys of mine yeah and if I want to see him for dinner I have like literally I have to get in contact with their sister and to me I'm like that is ridiculous for friends and but you know identity they are so far ahead in life for a specific reason and there's certain things you do at different pillars in your life and if you want to get the next level sometimes you just have

to do what is seen as wackier and crazier and more of the top things there's not one way there's not one path everyone has their own way of approaching and managing themselves in their life I think what's amazing to hear from you is your Maxim what to me it sounds like you're maximizing your potential every day and that not only that but you have the willpower to do it and that's what a lot of people lack in most of their life and especially at this age but at all ages and there's been times when I've

been really super driven super focused super everything just just in alignment in flow and other times where when if I were sick or whatever that that you can't oh when you know how important it is maximizing your day you have a very different view of the world and your outputs going to be different of course it is if you were spending an hour on Netflix every night you'd be a different person but the mindset is really interesting your discipline I don't use that word very often but you sound very very disciplined so now I'm going

to take you in a little bit of a different tangent now and I want to talk to you about meditation because it's something that you and I bonded on when we met a couple of years ago and so tell me tell me your story tell me your meditation story where where did it start from for you so when I was 14 it's kind of when I just picked up my first self-help book that's the book I honestly I really should know this I don't I know this I I honestly remember but would have been very

very funny if I said Tony Robbins yeah I want to say I don't really remember but when I was 14 I kind of started getting into self-development from the age of 14 to 17 I read a book a week for three years that so often from from so many game changers just this consumption of knowledge and information and it's so valuable I hear this all the time there are parallels with certain types of people that I mean I read a book a week hmm that's one of them yeah well as I said I was reading

a book a week and like I was looking at for me I'm just constantly looking to stack positive habits on top of each other and one thing as you said you know you notice there's there's extreme commonalities between very very successful people between game changers and meditation was one of those things I was like all right let me do it then like I didn't even have to think I didn't have to think about the science behind her I didn't have to say it I'm just like all right so various people the people who are where

I want to be no Tommy I do this limbs are cool I'll do it so from there I started melting and like everything in my life every positive habit that I kind of bring in I get really really intrigued and really into it and and so so you started when you were 14 and you were not a good word religious but for you it was disciplined about it and everyday thing for you oh yeah that failed except for this month and I notice it I really honestly is that you say that because high-five me when

you stop you feel it and you feel it's impact it's actually quite a profound thing talk me through that so you're making sure that you've got it back in now every day and yeah so what did you notice what must have changed when you stopped I mean it's so funny as humans like with there's you know there'll be weeks where we feel down and like oh man I really feel down this week and then you think that oh yeah I've only been getting like for asleep at night and there's just such obvious things that stand

out and this month I just felt I mean there's a lot of this one has been very hectic and I've been very out of schedule the past two months because there's been a lot of projects that finally like launched didn't come into fruition but I've been very I felt a lot more anxious this month than I normally do and I thought about I was like I'm so weird I feel yes I feel very anxious and on edge for no reason so I wonder why that is oh I haven't meditated two years I wonder why yes

and how are you doing it what's your sort of set time because everyone has a difference at night I know some people who can sit down for an hour and I'm like what yeah because after about 45 minutes like it's 45 minutes is my maximum so what how long do you like to sit down so these days 10 minutes yeah after I go to gym after I shower after I shower I meditate right before I get to work know when I was 14 as I said I was I think doing that at 14 well I

mean I got very you know I had almost like a training protocol I had a different form or variation of meditation you know so sometimes I'll be doing the past nah sometimes I be doing Kundalini meditation I thought you were doing Kundalini meditation at 14 yeah and I remember I felt like I was levitating and one story that I was find amusing is when I was 14 15 16 I was building my business walls in school so I was like two three hours sleep a night which I do not recommend to anyone get your sleep

it's obviously so important but um so I didn't have much time so I remember I used to meditate and my lunch breaks in the bathroom at my school at the top floor and I'm so eight which is the top floor was pretty quiet but every once in a while someone will go in there to take a dump and honestly it was it was beautiful okay focus but even that didn't stop you it you wave it through that alarm you understands why at 19 you are where you are sweetheart right now stay present even in the

school toilets yep I can't tell me cuz I feel like if I couldn't have respected you more I thought I couldn't respect you more but I but I do now it's just like another level tell me about the spiritual path thank you now and I use that word carefully because it it's a different thing for different people but there's a new sort of not new but there's a slightly different tangent for you now in terms of your spirituality so talk to me a little bit about that if you're willing to share yeah so in terms

of my spiritual journey I'm not I'm not religious as for sake but what did you grow up as and technically my family back in Russia or Muslim my name is Arabic but um never really I believed and I've always believed in some sort of higher power I've believed in I believe in guardian angels things like that but but that's the thing I'm still young and I thirty who knows what I'll believe in and that's really what I'm just trying to find out I think you know everyone's spiritual journey you don't just like in life you

don't arrive at a destination a concrete opinion it's it's always changing it's always forming so right now where I'm at and you know meditation has really helped that you know starting at age 14 I think the first time I took psychedelics I was 15 I think I'll tell me this wasn't a school that six psychedelics most first yes no six mmm yeah what summer near that and I think you have to take him for the right reasons I had I took LSD from my first other time and you have to take it for the right

reasons and I've been meditating for two years at that point and for me it was more just about like self-discovery is that for me like I just want to find the truth everything and you're embarking on so plant medicine yes yummy now so tell us a little bit about that so I'm going to Mexico in a month actually for my first ever ayahuasca retreat which is gonna be you know what what what's the calling for that the calling for that is the past two years 2018 and 2019 I have quite literally attained I mean at

age 19 to be honest like attainment everything you would ever want quite frankly that you know to be one of if not the most respected in my specific niche in my specific industry in my age financially to basically be able to buy anything I want ever I mean except for maybe I you are there like a private you know those are things that own you rather than you owning them so I agree with you there but you know basically just in every area of my life just complete confidence blessed you have so much abundance and

not just material but you've impacted so many people's and nice I understand my relationships like I one thing that everyone also whether that be business associates new friends that come into my circle everyone's ostracize why do you have such amazing friends like you have such amazing spirit and to me I think it's you attract what you are absolutely I'm near the summation of those people that you spend that time with that's the energy and the vibration that rolls around you I truly believe that so for me I'm literally I sometimes I have to think about

just how incredibly blessed I am yet these days just to be quite frank and it's kind of difficult for me to say I feel very little I don't feel very much emotion my my hot I mean my highs are I you know there's very few people as I said who experienced the highs that I feel in terms of my relationships in terms honestly my my ego and every point is just hammered with with positive affirmation and I have you know I have achieved such incredible highs but also had such ridiculous lows yeah and there are

you know even my friends sometimes they'll be like even in a single day you made enough to buy two apartments in Chelsea in a 24 hour window like how are you not more like yeah how are you no more happy about this most people work is it that you're not happy or is it that you're looking at it through a different lens just doesn't it just I'm just like well what's that really gonna change in my life and then my lowest lows are my lowest lows I have had people ask me like dude you have

literally been through such extreme trauma like how does that not affect you or even just financial stress at the age of 18 yeah you know having to spend hundreds of thousands on your mom's don't like ya divorce settlement that's a big pressure Eugene yeah that's incredible you know and once again the low the really low lows I'm sick yeah is what it is so for me you know my reason for doing out ayahuasca is twofold first things first is you don't know what you don't know and I oh I love that you don't know what

you don't know and yeah I if there is an aspect in an area of my personality or my psyche that I'm not happy with I would have actively ironed it out by now so for me to tap into the next level I have to realize I have to as I said you don't know what you don't know so I'm hoping that something comes up where I'm like ah okay that's the next thing to focus on and that's the that's the next area that I need to put my attention towards because I said I'm a very

I'm a very I'm a strong achiever so even when it comes to my spiritual journey hey you wanna so basically in a year like the ground Shaymin like a little wavy thing do you firstly actually jokes aside I love that because I think you're going into a very different profound paradigm you've done and achieve so much in such a short span of time realistically and what you've what you've done is something that people would aspire to in a whole traditional life's lifetime in a traditional mindset you've transcended that I'm using that word specifically so you've

transcended that and now I suppose you're going into your spiritual transcendence journey I guess now and so I'm so excited to hear what what that brings for you and where that takes you do you feel like sometimes that you want to feel more that you're numb or do you feel like you're just see things in a different way I think to be entirely honest so they're not open no no so the first things first is yes so even even when it comes to when I'm talking to my team or clients or customers I'm very flowy

but most of time I feel very stifled I feel very in my head I feel very and and that's because business makes you long I mean I'm building systems all day as a business owner that's what I'm like that to me that's what building businesses you're building systems removing yourself etc etc so there's two things to that first thing first things first is I genuinely believe that with the level of stimulation that I have a my age and just as I said level of stimulation and and physical external things and and that's not stopping anytime

soon as I said just with my personality I have no you're gonna keep game changing I can't see you yeah and as I said it's not only in terms of just the hedonistic thing aspect of things like even just like to be quiet and you know in five days I'm going with my team to Nepal to visit this three schools I wanted to ask you about but finish what you were going to say on feeling just to visit the the three schools that we built out there and like once again my friends are like do

you not realize they're 19 and you've literally funded three schools in a poll credible that is really amazing it's incredible I'm gonna be in tell you I don't feel a thing and I think that is the most sad but high was a second you're saying you're not for the thing but what made you want to do that then whose idea was that to build those schools for me I mean it looked for me it was all about for me it was all about helping myself first because I knew that I had to make myself strong

before I could help other the people around me then I was about taking care of my mom let me she was always my biggest motivator that was about taking care of my friends that have been with me from the beginning then I was taking care of a general a general sphere of people and I do that through my education company in my social media and the free content that I put out there and then for me it was about philanthropy and it's always been that way so but what pushed you to the philanthropic side because

you have to feel something I guess to want to do the philosophy or were you thinking of it in a system's way no it's not it's not a system's way it's a I at this point there's not a single thing that I could except for like and I'm a geek out about little things like even like I love watches and other week I bought like I'm a Snoopy Timex collab like like a like a little 45 and like I go more excited about I go more excited about that watch then you know my other crazy

my Patek Phillipe I'm trying to let out that like look and that's the other reason that I'm going on I walk through trees because sometimes I feel as I lost that inner child yeah and I worn it back yeah and oh my god that's such a powerful thing that you say because I feel I felt that I was 14 when I left and I thought I was so responsible from such a young age and after my awakening experience after being sick now it's just like I don't want any boundaries there's no barriers game on I

want to I want to be like my four year old little girl so I totally get that this is it is in a way reclaiming your lost childhood hmm yeah so exactly exactly as you said and you know thank you me much and I I worried that as I said because there's so much outside external stimulation and has said not even just from a hedonistic perspective just even in terms of like the philanthropy they were doing like you know this year just in the three months the past few months over 150,000 pounds you know spent

on building these three schools next year that really is that's amazing you know whatever your core reason or movement behind that I feel without getting too spiritual about it that that there is a there is a flow through you there isn't as there's something that comes through you but I need to get in touch with it yeah and I feel so right now I'm not and I feel as though as I said it to me it doesn't matter what goes on externally and how many blessings I have and how many blessings I can give to

other people and I can't feel it then you know and for me I worried that like I said because of this stimulation that the other age that I have I don't want to know what it's like if I don't fix this and I'm 26 or 27 I still don't I still and I'm saying I'm not talking about the good stuff that happened I'm talking about the really thing horrific stuff that have is what I still I feel no emotion towards that I just I go ahead and I plow through it yeah I worry what happens

at 26 or 27 and I've a lot a lot of people mainly when they come from Millie I mean you see it all the time with actors footballers stuff like that everyone we see it here I see it here everyone and suddenly it just hits them so I get what you're saying and I instinctively don't feel that that's what it would I'm just having this really weird Asian food like put down this before what we were meant to do this I don't see that for you I see this just as another door another veil being

lifted and you going up another level we all have wounds to heal we all carry wounds and trauma and we deal with it in different ways some of us use that as the greatest inspiration and driver and other people might find it more difficult to get out of bed that there's different people in different levels but yeah I think a whole new world is opening up to you and I I am thrilled to hope I'd be able to witness it and that you would come back and share it with us I think that's amazing tell

me if there was a piece of advice that you would give to someone your age who aspires to be like you aspires to do what you want to do what's the best most other piece of advice you'd give them I think as I said you need to go through a paradigm to understand it so for me I think everything in life is cyclical and I think you need to in if you're in my opinion if you're young first things first just from a tactical perspective you should be stacking as many positive habits as possible like

I leave inspired me I'm not even kidding I like I feel inspired I'm like okay I a I can't miss a day of meditation you've actually just made me more accountable and I need to start being a lot more proactive and my stacking my good habits it honestly it makes a person and if you can start it young for me if I don't know God yeah that's golden yeah I mean for me if I don't for me if I don't meditate as I said I notice it if I don't go to a gym I notice

it if I don't have my nighttime routine my morning routine I notice it so just from a tactical perspective I'm telling you that I generate accessible business and sort of financial career aspect of it 80 90 percent is made up of your habits and it's just a really simple stuff that everyone else doesn't really think about it's the simple stuff that can sometimes be the hardest to do ya know like you'll come home from a meeting where you'll come home from a long day and you know what you need to do is just so hard

so it's just about it's that x-factor it's that x-factor of the willpower that you just know that this is just gonna push through the pain of that so my highest good and my highest game and the younger you learn that you're so right so that's from us or a tactical perspective from more general life wisdom perspective I'd say if you're young build a very successful business and then go to Argentina and learn how to bareback ride horses and then I'm kind of and ties the tango salsa yes and then go live in Bali for a

bit and then go live in New York and work 16-hour day my point is experience every single thing you can because I because you'll always wonder after you you always think the grass is greener and I said you need to go through a paradigm to understand it so for me the beautiful thing is like I go through I I did the two months in Bali like trying out the digital nomadic lifestyle yeah I did the okay let's work 12-hour days and just focus having some monastic focus on my business and like and just be and

just reading a revenue and and just being very rigid in my and then even you know the past four or five months I've actually like the past four five months you know two notes I've been I'd say deep focus work I've been working maybe four or five hours a day yeah I've been I mean this summer do you mind if you talk to me earlier this year I very rarely I would not be very literally there'd be a case where I'd be in bed past 10 p.m. most time I'd be in bed by 9:00 9:30

room set at the perfect temperature everything said the program there was there was literally there was I used everything was so regimented to end to the point and this summer most evenings I'd be drinking rosy and having calamari and I wasn't sounds pretty good too they both sound pretty good less some well my point is you know I went through three four three four or five month period where you know I let my hair down and I let go of my routines and I saw what that was like and saw how I felt so my

point is you know if you're young and you're watching this you have you have such a blessing and the fact that you have time to experience all these different facets of life and get out and get out there and just see what makes you happy I was gonna end on that note because our podcast is called the beautiful truth so I was gonna ask you what's your beautiful truth and it'd be different for everybody so but I think you kind of just girls at him yeah just wrap it up in that vein for us again

a lon God seeds beautiful truth is my beautiful truth is and as I said I I hate the fact that I'm saying this because I sound like every Instagram motivational page but to be quite frank there is no destination it is all about the journey and the best part is you'll forget that you'll forget that a lot and life will remind you a lot so I'd say that's my beautiful shoes there's nothing really I can add suck it all up and thank you so much for your trying the resins and just whisper it here's my

ungrateful I like to