The Calm Before the Night | R&B Soundscape for Gentlemen

[music] The day you left [singing] time stopped [music] [music] [music] at 314. [music] The minute you walked [singing] out the door, [music] I never [singing] wanted back again to watch [music] that star. My only friend [music] I wear is still a dead way.

A reminder of the day. One face, one hand, one [music] frozen time. The watch that stop you're still mine.

The watch [music] that stop I can't move on. The hands all stop where you went wrong. The watch [music] that stop 34.

The saddest time I've ever [singing] seen. I get it 100 times a day. [music] The [music] watch stop.

I wish you stay. [music] The jeweler said I can fix it easy. I said no makes it makes [music] me queasy to see time without you here.

The watch that [music] stop my soul in near. [singing] I wear still a day. A reminder of the day.

[music] One face, one hand, one frozen time. The wash stop. You're still mine.

The wash stop. I can't move on. The hands are stuck where you went wrong.

The wash [music] stop. 314. The saddest time I've ever seen.

[singing] I look at it 100 [music] times a day. to watch this stop. I wish you stay [music] free slow the moment that you left.

[music] Take once the watch stop. [music] The day you have turn to [music] down. [music] [music] [laughter] [music] [music] [music] The day you left turn.

I still have your photo in the secret slot. [music] The [music] cracked leather wallet, brown and warm. I've had it since the day that you were born.

Not really, but since the day we met. The crack leather wallet. I can't forget your photo in the behind my ID.

[music] The one way smiling back at me. One picture, one [music] crease, one faded smile. The cracked leather wallet.

I've had it for a while. The cracked leather wallet falling aart just [music] like my head, just like my heart. The crack leather wallet.

I should buy a new one. [music] But then I lose the photo of you. When I lose the only [music] thing that's left, the cracked leather wallet, [music] my theft, the leather is peeling, the stitches are loose.

I tape it [music] together. I make excuses to keep it, to hold it, to not let [music] go. the crack leather wallet that I'm moving slow.

Your photo in the stop behind my ID. The [music] one where you smiling back at me. One picture, one crease, one faded smile.

The crack leather wallet. I've had it for a while. The crack leather wallet falling aart [music] just like my head, just like my heart.

The crack leather wallet. [music] I should buy a new [singing] one, but then I lose the photo of you, honey. I lose the only thing that's left.

[music] The crack the wallet myself. Hold tight. [music] The leather and the light.

Keep close. [music] The crack of the wallet till I die. [music] [music] I still have your photo in the secret slot.

[music] Heat. [music] [music] [music] Heat. [music] [music] [music] I never told you where it came from.

[music] The ring on my pinky, silver and thin. My grandmother gave it to me before she dipped me in. Not literally, but she died the next week.

The ring on my pinky, the only thing I keep. You asked me once, [music] I changed the subject. Some things are better left.

One B, one gem, one family. The ring on my blinky. I don't know why.

The ring on my pinky. [music] I trust it when I'm nervous. A gentleman's secret.

A quiet service. To the dead, to the past, [music and singing] to the things I can't say. The rain on my pinky.

Every single day I wear it like a promise. I [music] never made the ring on my pinky. I'm afraid.

She held my hand as [music] good. I never understood what I should do with the weight [music] of her dying wish. [singing] The ring on my pinky silver face.

You as me once, I changed [music] the subject. Some things are better left under. One band, one gym, [music] one family life.

Ring on my pinky. I don't know why. The ring on my [music] pinky.

I twist it when I'm nervous. A gentleman's secret. A quiet service to the [music] to the past to the things I can't say.

The ring on my pinky. Every single day I wear it like a promise. I never made [music] the ring on my pinky.

I'm afraid twist [music] slow the silver on my skin. Let go the ring on my pinky. Where do I begin?

[music] I never told you where it came from. [music] [music] [music] [music] They changed the looks last spring. [music] [music] [music] The key to a house [music] I no [singing] longer own.

I keep [music] it on my ring. A heavy stone [singing] [music] I walk by sometimes I don't go in [music] the key to house I no longer [music and singing] own my sins. I could throw it in the river.

Let it go. But I need the weight. I need the world.

One key. One car. [music] One useless piece.

The key to a house I no [singing] longer release. [music] The key to a house I no longer own. I still have it in my pocket, in my jacket.

I won't drive it. [music] Key to a house on [music] a lie. Pretend I still be alone.

I don't know why the key to a house I no longer [music] my chain I keep it till I die [music] through sun and rain. [singing] The new family painted the door red. I saw it from the street.

I turn my head. They have a dog now a golden [music and singing] retriever. The key to a house I no longer own a fever.

Throw it in the river. [music] Let it go. But I need the weight.

I need the wall. One key, one cut, one useless [music] piece. The key to a house I no longer own.

Release. [music] The key to a house I no longer own. I still have it in my pocket, [music] in my jacket.

I won't drive it. Key to a house I don't [music] own a lie. I pretend I still belong.

I don't know why. [music] Key to [music] a house on the own. my chain.

I'll keep it till I die. [music] Through sun and [singing] rain. Keep slow.

[music] The key that doesn't fit. [music] Let go. [music] The key to a house I [singing] no longer own.

[music] That's it. Did Did they [singing] change the locks [music] last spring? [music] For the homies who didn't make it.

[music] Pouring one out on [music] the concrete for the friends I couldn't keep. Not by choice but by the grave. Pouring one out.

The ones I couldn't save. A gentleman doesn't cry in public. [music] So I pour my grief into a cup.

[ __ ] One bottle, one spill, one [music] silent toast. Pouring one out to the ghost. Pouring [music and singing] one out for the ones who left before that time.

Before the death or that [music and singing] breath or that laugh or this stupid joke now my heart [music] shows, but I keep it together. I keep it clean for one. You know what I mean?

Marcus died [music] in 19. Car [singing] crash. Kevin O gone in the flash.

I wear their initials [music] inside my suit. Pouring one out. The silent tribute.

[music] The gentleman doesn't cry in public. So [music] I pour my grief into a cup. [ __ ] One bottle, one spill, one silent.

Pouring one out to the ghost. [music] Pouring one out for the ones who left. But for the time before the left or their breath or their [music] laugh or the stupid jokes [singing] one out, my heart chokes, [music] but I keep it together.

I keep it clean. [music] We're worn out. You know what I mean?

Spill slow the liquor [music] in the grief. Let go. Pour one out.

I need relief. [music] Oh. [music] Oh, for the homies who didn't make [music] it.

[music] [music] For the homies who didn't make it. [music] I wear it to every interview. The touch she gave me silk and blue.

[music] I wear it can lose his true heavy dropping of view [music] every [singing] important day. The ties he gave me still in my face. [music] They say you look so professional.

I say thanks is not intentional. [music] When not one slip, one shade of blue. The tie she gave me.

I think of you. The time you gave [music] me, I can't throw away. It's the [singing] only thing that makes me look okay.

[music] [music] She gave me silk pain. I wear it in the sun. I wear it in the rain.

[music] It's just a piece of fabric, but it's her. The tie she gave me. Every word of [music] [music] I got the job.

I shook the hand. The t you gave me wasn't planned to be my lucky charm. My crush the [music] the t you gave me.

I needed too much. They say you [music] look so professional. I say things it's not intentional.

[music] When I one slip, one shade of blue. The tie she gave me, I think of you. [music] The touch you gave me.

I can't throw away. It's the only thing that makes me look okay. [music] [music] The tie she gave me silk pain.

[music] I'll wear it in the sun. I'll wear it in the rain. It's just a piece of fabric, [music] but it's her.

The tie she gave me. Every word of [music] the night that keeps me bound to [music] the touch he gave me. I'm still in the ground.

[music] [music] I wear it to every interview. [music] feel. [singing] [music] [music] [music] [music] [singing] Oh, [music] I don't shine.

[music] I exist inside. [singing] Oh, [music] black suit, dim light. You notice, but I'm out of sight.

No loud moves, [music] no hype, just a presence in the night. Every step is slow. [music] Like a rhythm you don't [singing] know.

Still you feel it in your soul. [music] Like a story never told. You feel it [singing and music] when I pass by.

No need to ask why. [music] It's written in your eyes. Something [music] you can't [singing] deny.

I'm a gentleman in the shadows. Moving where the night [music] goes. [singing] No words, just go.

You [music] follow where the flow goes. No chase, no control. [music] No choice, no control.

Still you're losing your lo [music and singing] in the death of the soul. In the death of the soul where the silence stays. [music] So I don't need to impress.

You [music] already confess [singing] in the way you address [music] all the things you suppress. Every cleanse tells the truth. Every [music and singing] tell the truth.

You don't need any proof. You don't need any proof. It's the call, not the proof.

[music] That's revealing the truth. Stay calm. [music] Come close.

[singing] You already chose. No highs, no highs, no lows. [music] Just the way it flows.

Gentlemen in the shadows. That's just how it goes. Then [music] the car grows for the night explos.

[music] [music] Oh, [music] oh. Take your [singing] time. No rush in the way you move.

[music] Every step [singing] got something to prove. Not to me but to the night. You don't [music] chase, you just ignite.

Eyes lock, tension [music] grows. In a silence, power flow. You don't need to say a word.

[music] Every feeling still gets hurt. Let it build. [music and singing] Don't break away.

We don't need the light of day. Every second draws me [singing] in. [music] Let the slow burn just begin.

Slow burn in your [music] control. Dancing deep inside my soul. [singing] Take your [music] time.

Lead the way. I'm just here to let you stay. [music] Confidence in [singing] every breath.

Soft as two, sharp as death. [singing] In this [music] calm before the eyes, I get lost inside your [singing] eyes. [music] Every subtleties bringing me down to my knees.

Not in weakness, but in pull. You don't try. You're just full of a presence.

Hard to fight. [music and singing] Like a shadow in the light. Every move intentional, every touch dimensional.

Let it [music and singing] build, don't let it fall. Feel the tension through it all. No escaping, no [singing] regret.

This is something we don't forget. [music] Slow burn in your control. Take [singing] position of my soul.

[music] Every second lingers on. [singing] Even when the night is gone. Confidence in every [music and singing] breath.

Soft as sharp as death. In this calm before the eyes, I get lost inside your eyes. Don't rush.

Don't stop. [singing] [music] Stay close right here. [music] Don't rush.

Don't stop. [music] Stay close. Right here.

[music] [music] So, so [music and singing] [music] you [music] Follow me. [music] Follow me. [music] Cold flow beneath your feet.

[music] I lead you where the dark is deep. [music] No words, just the sound of skin. [music] This is where we begin again.

[music] You trust me when I take your hand. [music] We move like we don't have a plan. Every step of quiet [music] right here right now barefoot on marble.

[music] We disappear. No one else [music and singing] can find us here. Every echo [music] says your name.

We don't [singing] need the light to feel the same. You're back [music] against the granite wall. I feel you tremble and you fall into me.

No space between. [music] We become what we never been. You [music] trust me when I take your hand.

We move like we don't have a plan. Every step of quiet right here, [singing] right now [music] we disappear. No one else can find us here.

[music] Every echo says your name. [music] We don't need a light to feel the same. Cold floor, [music] warm skin.

We lose track of where we've been. Step by step, [music] barefoot on marble, we begin again. [music] begin [music] again.

[music] [music] [music] Begin again. [music] [music] [music] Fingers hovering over skin texture. often h and a low.

I hold you like a glass heart, but my grip is still. [music] I say I want to set you free. But I love how [music] it feels to keep you close to know your mind.

Even when [music and singing] love is a crime, I'm the warden of your heart and you're [music] serving your time. I'm a cage [music] in the key. You're the [singing] only one who can't leave.

Glass heart still grip. [music] I'll never let you go. Even if I break [music] you, even if you know [music] glass car steel grip, this is how I look [music] with clenched fist and velvet clothes.

You told me I was dangerous. [music] I wore it like a crown. You wanted gentle honesty, [music] but I burned things down.

I warned you from the very [music] start. I'm not the gentle kind, but you stay anyway. Now you're running out of time.

[music] I'm the flame. You're the mark. Ain't [singing] no mercy in my love.

glass heart [music] still grip. I'll never let you go. Even if [music] I break you, even if you [singing] know, [music] glass hard still grip.

This is [music] how I look. with cleans [music] your fist and velvet clothes. Maybe you were meant to fly.

[music] Maybe I was meant to fall. But I rather crash with you than have [singing] nothing at all. So stay inside my [music] iron arms.

Let me hold you tight. I'll keep you safe. I'll keep you mine.

[singing] Even if it's not right. [music] Fading whisper over heart people clear still [music] you're [singing] still mine [music] happy [music] [music] [singing] [music] You're the kind of poison [music] that I drink slow. dripping down my throat like honey mixed with smoke.

I know the one in sense. I've read them all [music and singing] before, but you loit. I keep coming back for more.

Every hit is a wound, every wound is a high. I don't want to be [music] saved. I just want to survive the night.

This is a slow [music] dripping on the floor. [singing] You're at the door again. [music] And I'm asking for more us.

[music] We can't feel the pain [singing] no more. Just a rush [music] to stay. Cuz I let it pour.

[music] Your fingers leave impressions like bruises on my skin. [music] But I wet them like a necklace. Letting every scar sink [music] in.

You say you're no good for me. I say I already know. [music] But the bad ones always taste the sweetest when you're dancing on the edge of [singing] letting go.

Oh, every hit is a wound. Every wound is a high. [music] I don't want to be saved.

I just want to feel alive tonight. This is a [music] dripping on the floor. [singing] You're at the door again.

[music] And I'm asking for more. We [music] can't feel the pain no more. Just the rest of the as I let it pour.

Lead [music] me slow. Keep me close. If this kills me, at least [music] don't know what it felt like to burn.

Rimshot hits his beat return. So [music] at the door again, asking [music] for more. [music] Flatline returns.

The stars face the silence [music] [music] and your [singing] love. City glow. Hands on [music] the wheel.

Eyes on you. Street lights paint a different view. [music] Every breath synchronize in your silence I reserve.

You don't speak but [music] I can feel something deep. Something real. [music] Every glass you look on my way pulls me for the end of play.

We don't rush, we just right. Let the [music] tension multiply. Every second [music] builds a fire.

Taking us a little higher. I don't [music and singing] change, I take control. Feel your energy.

Show [singing] you close. [music] I feel the heat. Heartbe moving to the beat.

No escape. Don't need a plan. You [music and singing] are ready.

You are ready. And I stand in the cold. Before it breaks, we [music] become night creates.

Windows down air slow. Every thought begins [music] to flow. You don't have what you desire.

I can see it in your fire. [music] Close enough to feel your skin. Like a game, we're going to win.

[music] No distraction. Just the sound of our breathing all [music and singing] around. Let it ride.

Don't hold back. We're too deep to try. Every move intentional.

Every touch [music] dimensional. I don't change. I don't chase.

[music] Control. Take control. [singing] Feel your body.

Feel your body. Feel your soul. [music] You lean closer.

You lean closer. [singing] No retreat. No retreat.

Every second. Every second. Feel the sweet.

[music] No escape. No escape. Don't need a plan.

Need a plan. [singing] You are ready. You are ready.

Understand the calm. [music and singing] Before it breaks, we become one. I create this slow.

[music] Don't stop. [music] right now. Despite [music] just right.

No wor tonight. [music] [singing] Just just [music] [music] They say the devil comes at midnight. [music] Looking for a soul [singing] to keep, but I found my religion.

[music] In the promises you keep, not in a stained glass window, but [music] in the curve of your spine. I've been a sinner all my life, but [singing] tonight [music] you make me feel divine. So let me be your midnight [music] s on my knees a true believer.

[singing] I don't need to be [music] saved. Just want to be your s to the feeling. [music] [singing] Let me be your midnight s.

[music] Let the morning wash us clean. [music] But right now in this hour I'm exactly [music] where me and to be confessions [music] in the way you move. Absolution [singing] in your sight.

I've been running from [music] the light so long I forgot how good. It feels to lie in [music] the arms of something real. Even if it's just for tonight.

Forget the hands, forget the choir. Your body [music] is the [singing] only holy light and it be [music] my needs a true belie. [music] I don't need [singing] to be saved.

Just want to be [music] your same to the [music] feeling. Let me be your Let me be your midnight [music] sinner. S let the morning wash us [music] clean.

But right now in this hour, I'm exactly [music and singing] where I'm meant to be. If [music] this is wrong, I don't want to be right. If [music] this is the fall, let me fall [music] tonight.

Trap drums crash back. [music] S [singing] my knees are true. [music] No, no, no, no, no.

I don't need to be s. [music] Just want to be your slave. Let me be your Let me be your [music] midnight s right now in this hour.

[music] Let me be your midnight sidelist [singing] [music] [singing] [music] once base holes in face [music] with final crackle. [music] Midnight holds his breath for you. Every [singing] shadow feels brand new.

You walking like you own the dark. Leave your echo [singing] in my heart. [music] Every step a silent claim.

You don't even need [music] a name. [singing] Presence louder than a sound. When [music] you're near, I'm losing ground.

No sound, just heat. Every moment feels [music] complete. There's a calm before the night [music and singing] where everything falls into place.

[music] No need to [singing] chase a feeling now. [music] It's written all across your face. Oh, [music] [singing] soft tension [music] in the air like a secret [singing] we both share.

You don't break the [music] atmosphere. You just let it draw me near. Oh, slow downs inside your [music and singing] frame.

Oh, nothing never feels the same. You don't rush [music] into the flame. You just let me say your name.

[singing] [music] Darkness folding into you like a shade I never knew. Every second pulling [singing and music] tight deeper in every night. Still [music] slow flame.

We don't even say your name. There's a coming for the night. [music] Everything [singing] just feels alive.

Oh, in a silence we [singing] collide. [music] Oh, leave the world far behind. Oh, [music] [music] [music] [singing] [music] Oh, and [music] last [music] day I let it carry everything away.

I breathe in deep. [music] I hold it there. Man who's learning to be aware of every second, [music] every beat.

The quiet settling at his feet. I let it out along the slow [music] stream. A man who's finally found the scene [music] between the day and what comes next.

The com has left him unperlexed. The last exhale [music and singing] evening comes. A man who's learning to beat the drums of his own heart, his own [music] pose.

The quiet is [singing] the only result. He wants [music] to hold. He wants to keep.

The exhale settles soft and deep. A man who's learning to [music] release the calm is finally as peace. No breath.

Hell, no fight, [sighs and gasps] just a quiet of the night. The [singing] last exhale, [music] I let it go. A man who's learning [music] to be slow to let the edges leave his lungs.

The quiet [music] is the only songs he wants to hear. He wants to sing. The exhale is a gentle thing [singing] [music] that takes the day and sets it free.

The calm is where he wants to be. I feel the tension leave my chest. A man who's finally found his rest.

And the simple act of letting out the doubt, the [music] fear, the need to shout. The exhale takes it all away. [music] A man who's learning to obey.

Quiet that he used to [music] feel. The calm is finally here. I breathe again and then again.

[music] A man who's learning to descend into the quiet into the deep. [music] The exhale is the only key. He needs the God.

needs the come [music] is worth more than gold. The last exhale, the final breath before the [music] night before the death of all the noise of all the rest. The cal has finally found it place.

One more. Just one more. And then [sighs] nothing.

[music] And nothing is everything. The last [music] exhale. I let it go.

[music] A man who's learning to be so to let the edges [music] leave his loves. The quiet is the only songs and and [music] stillness. [music] [music] Stay hon.

Sonic size and amber light. [music] You pull me closer, hold on tight. We don't rush, we let it breathe.

Every second is what we need. You lean back, I follow through. [music] There's nothing I won't do for you.

This is more than just a night. [music] We burn slow burn so bright. Sonics and amber shadows [music] collide.

You let me in, I won't hide. We build something no one can break. [music] With every move, we choose to stay.

[music] We choose to stay. [music] Your lips taste like the darkest [music] wine. I take my time, you take what's mine.

When not a fire or a glow. [music] One of those things you just know. You [music and singing] lean back and follow through.

There's nothing I won't do for you. [music] This is more than just a night. We burn slow but burn so bright and embers shadows [music] collide.

You let me [singing] in and I won't hide. We build something [music] no one can break. With every move we choose to stay.

[music] [music] Hold on. We don't need to move [music] too fast. Stay here.

[music] Made to [music] last. [music] Made to last. [music] Needle drops [music] the velvet holes [singing] and I am nothing but the space [music] between the The vinyl [music] crackle soft and low.

A gentleman who's learning to slow [music] his breathing. Let the music fill the space that he has kept so still. The velvet of the evening [music and singing] air.

A man who's learning to be bare. Without the [music] armor, without the guard, the quiet is the only reward. The needle traces [music] every groove.

A man who's learning to approve [music] of his own silence, his own calm. The [music] velvet is the only bomb he needs tonight. He needs right [music] now.

A gentleman who knows the how of being still [music] of being here. The quiet is the only sphere. No lyrics, [music] no [singing] words, no song.

Just the [music] quiet where he belongs. Velvet and vine. [music] Hope hold me close.

A man who's learning to [music] dispose of all the noise [music] of all the race. The quiet [music] settles on his face. [music] The needle knows where it should go, go.

A gentleman who's learning to be slow. The velvet wraps him like a friend. [music] The calm is human.

The music drifts [music] a saxophone. A man who's finally not alone with his [music] own thoughts, his own fears. The choir settles like the years he spent in Russian.

Spinning [music] chase. The velvet settles in this space. The vinyl turns.

The needle rise. A gentleman who no longer hides. I close my eyes.

I let the sound wrap me in velvet. Pull me down into the quiet [music] into the deep. A man who's learning to keep his peace.

his calm, steady hand. [music] The vinyl helps him understand that being still is being strong. The quiet is where he belongs.

The music doesn't ask me to dance. [music] It just plays and I just listen. That's enough.

Velvet and vinyl. [music] I hope I hold me close. A man who [music] learning to dispose of all [music] the noise.

[singing] [music] The quiet settles on his face. [music] [laughter] The needle lifts, [music] the vinyl stops, but the [music] quiet keeps playing. [music] [music] The needle, [music] the vinyl stops, [music] but the quiet keeps playing.

[music] I set the table for two. [music] [music] The chair across from me is empty again. [music] I pour the wine for [singing] one, [music] not 10.

I light the candle, watch it dance alone. [music] The chair across from me, a throne of bone. [music] I talk to the air, I pretend you're there.

I cut my steak. [music] I say a prayer, one plate, one glass, one ghost to you. The chair across from me.

Nothing new. [music] The chair across from me, cold and white. [music] I've been eating [singing] alone since [music] you died.

Not dead, just calm, but the same. The chair across from me, I say your name. [singing] No hands, [music] just the echo of a room.

The chair across from me, my tongue. [music] Sometimes I catch myself reaching out to touch a hand [singing] that's not [music] about to be there to hold to feel [music] the chair across from me. Unreal.

[singing] I talk to the air. I pretend you're there. I come I stay.

I say a [music] prayer. [singing] One play. One glass.

One ghost of you. The chair across [singing] from me. Nothing.

No, the chair across from me, cold and wide. [music] I've been eating alone since [singing] you died. Not dead, just gone, but [music] the same.

The chair across from me, I say your name. No [music] answer, just the echo of [singing] a room. The chair across from me, my tone.

[music] Pull slow the chair a little [music] closer to me. Wait now. [music] The chair across from me.

Maybe you'll be. [music] [music] I set the table for two. [music] I set the table for two.

[music] [music] [music] You don't speak, you let it show. [music] Every move [singing] is natural flow. No pressure in the way you stand.

[music and singing] You just move like you. No [singing] attention as [music] you see. Still they notice when you leave.

Energy you never [music and singing] f. That's a presence you don't make. No noise.

No rush. Everything is just enough. This the [music] calm before the [singing] night where your presence [music] feels like power.

No need to prove what's [singing] already known. [music] You find already know you to find final [music] hour. [singing] [music] [singing] Eyes lock.

No need to play. [music] You don't [singing] beg, you walk away. That's the reason they all stay.

[singing] You don't chase. You're [music] already there. Controlling every breath.

No [music] living [singing] in your chest. You don't b You don't [music] break. You just move as you wait.

Silent waiting. How [singing] you stand [music] like the night is in your hands. You don't force, you don't pretend.

[music] You just sat inside [singing] your still fire. You don't need desire. [music] It's the calm [singing] before the night where your silence speaks [music] the loudest.

No chaos in your design. You just [music] move the way the [singing] ground is. The way the ground is [music] [music] [singing] [music] Fabric shifts.

Exhale. [music] Body shift. [music] Subbase enters.

[music] It's not the words you say to me that pull me through the door. [music] It's the way you lean when no one's watching like you done it before. Until [music] the head is shift away to gravity I can't escape.

Your body speaks a language that my body understands. [music] You don't announce your intention. You don't make a [music] scene.

You just lean a little closer. [music] I keep asking what I mean. And I mean everything and nothing.

All at once I'm holding [music] breath cuz you're leaning is a promise. And I'm leaning toward my death of solitude. [music] The safety of the space I used to keep.

You lean and I lean back and suddenly [music] we're in too deep. It's in the way your shoulder drops when you're [music] standing [singing] next to me. The way your hand forgets [music] the railing and finds my sleep.

The way your heads just enough to catch the light to catch my eye. You're not even trying. That's the thing.

And that's the reason why I don't need you to [music] say it. Your body tells the truth before your mouth decides [singing] the words before your brain computes. The way you lead, the way you been.

The way you let [music] the distance in without a word, without a sound, [music] a truth that can't be written down. Attraction is not a choice. [music] It's the tremor in your voice.

It's the leading when you think I'm not [music] looking, but I'm looking. I'm looking. I've learned [music] to read the micro movements, the shift of your spine.

[music] The way you're breathing changes when I cross into your line. Upside a sense of something deep or something you don't calculate. You lean before you know you're leaning.

And that is why I wait. I'll wait for you to show the truth [music] that your mouth won't confess. I'll wait for you [music] to lean so far.

There's nothing left to guess. And when you do, I'll be [music] there. I want to hold you up because I've [music] been leaning toward you since the moment we grew up.

I love the way you don't even know you're doing it. You think you're [music] standing still, but you're always always leaning toward me like a plant [music] toward the sun, like a river toward the sea. [music] And I've stopped pretending that I'm not leaning back.

The way you leave, the way you [music] been. The way you let the distance in without a word, without a sound. [music] The truth that can't be written down.

Attraction is not a choice. [music] It's the tremor in your voice. It's the leaning when you think.

I'm not looking. [music] But I'm looking. I'm looking.

[music] Fabric shifts. Distance returns. Silence.

[music] [music] Moonlight Mercury. [music] [music] You pour yourself into the night. Liquid [music] silver milk [singing] white light.

I watch you move across the room. [music] Slow enough [singing] to make me bloom. You don't rush, you never do.

[music] You know exactly what I'll choose. One set, one glance, hunt into [music] deep secrets that we choose to keep. [singing] Mercury and milk, [music] smooth against my skin.

Mercury and milk. [music] Pull me in [singing] again. And hot and cold, you shift and flow.

[music and singing] Where you lead, I'll go. Cury and milk. [music] Let me sink [singing] in slow.

Your voice is honey sharp as steel. You make me feel what [music] I can't feel. Alone.

I trace where you have been. Mercury and milk. I breathe you in.

[music] You don't rush, you never do. You know exactly what I'll [music] choose. One sip, one glance, I'm into deep secrets that we choose to keep.

Mercury [music and singing] and milk, smooth against [music] my skin. Mercury and milk. Ooh, pull [music and singing] me in again.

Hot and cold, you shift and flow. [singing] Where you lead, I'll go [music] and let me sink in slow. [music] Fill me up until I'm home.

Oh, let go. [music] Mercury [singing] and milk. You take control.

Smooth like Mercury. Smooth like [music] Mercury. [music] You're not soft.

Neither am I. [music] S from your fingertips. [music] Still beneath your [singing] whisper lips.

Your warmth and [music] edge you sharp and sweet. I taste the danger when we meet. You don't pretend to be [music] what you're not.

You take the heat, I take the shot. One clash, one [music] spark, one burning [singing] sound. We don't break, we just rebound.

[music] Saffron and steel. We don't we feel soft and hard collide. [music] Nowhere left to hide.

Stop running [music] still. This is real. This is real.

[music] Your hands are rough. Your touch is kind. [singing] You leave the world outside behind.

We're [music] not gentle and not tame. Saffron and steel. We burn the same.

You [music] don't pretend to be what you're not. You take the heat, I take the shot. One clash, one [music] spark, one burning sound.

We don't break, we just rebound. Front [music] and still don't bend. We feel soft and hard collide.

Nowhere left [music] to hide. And steel. This is [music] real.

This is real. [music] Strike hard. We're made of stronger things.

[music] Stay sharp [music] [music] [music] of steel. Saffron of steel. [music] [music] [music] I see you [music] the other Not calling back.

[music] Here's a gentleman's [singing] attack. I see your name light up the screen. [music] I let it fade.

I stay serene. You want [music] a reaction. You want to fight.

I give you silence. I give you night. One ring, [singing and music] one text, one desperate plea.

But I'm not calling back. I'm free. [music] I'm not calling back.

It's colder than harder. [music] I read your words. I feel nothing.

Not calling [music] back. My king. I used to beg you to stay.

[music] Now I watch you babe walk away. [music] You left me on red 100 times. Now the tables turn I write the rhymes.

[singing and music] Your voice is desperate soft and small. The art of not calling back. I win it all.

[music] You want to reaction. You want to fight. I give you silence.

I hear night. One ring, [music and singing] one text, one desperate plea. The auton not calling back.

I'm free. The order not [music] calling back. It's colder than a heart of I.

I read your words. I feel [music] nothing. All night.

Calling back. My king. I [music] used to beg you to stay.

Now I [music] watch you bab walk away. Wait slow. [music] Let the silence be the blade.

Let go the not calling back. I'm not afraid. [singing and music] I see you.

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[music] And I jump again. That's what you are to me. [music] A reflex I didn't learn.

A response I didn't choose. [music] You tap and I move every time. I didn't learn to warn you.

[music] It wasn't taught or trained. It wasn't something I [music] acquired or practiced or explained. [singing] It lives beneath [music] the thinking part below the wheel below the art.

[music] A wire that was always there waiting [music] for you to pull. You say my name and I turn [music] before I made a choice. My head moves toward the sound of you [music] without my inner voice.

Giving permission or a reason or a logical [music] defense. You are the tricker. I'm the target.

There is [singing and music] no pretense. I catch myself mid smile [music] before I found a joke. My face decides to be happy [music] before my mind has spoke.

The word that says this is appropriate. This is allowed. You bypass all the systems and you leave me disavowed.

[music] No conditioning, no habit for just a response that was already born. Waiting in the nervous system [music] for your signal to arrive. You tap, I jump, you call, I arrive.

Involuntary, I [music] can't stop the way my body turns to you. Involuntary, [music] I can't fight. The way my heart just knew attraction [music] is not a choice.

It's a reflex. It's a voice that doesn't ask permission. [music] It just moves.

I've tried to train myself away from you [music] to build a wall. But every time you're in the room, the wall begins to fall. Without my say, without my will, without my conscious mind.

I am already at your side before I hear rewind. So let the [music] psychologist explain the [singing] nature of the cause. I'll just exist inside the reflex [music] without a pause to question why or how or when I [singing] became this way.

If you tap, I jump. It's all I [music] know. And that's enough to say.

You know what I love? [music] That I can't control it. That no matter how hard I try, [music] my body knows.

It always knows. And it chooses you. [music] Every single time.

Before I can stop [music] it, before I can think, it chooses you. Involuntary [music] I can stop the way my body turns to you. [music] Involuntary I can't fight [music] the way my heart just knew.

Attraction is not [music] a choice. It's a reflex. A voice that doesn't [music and singing] ask permission.

It just moves. [laughter] [music] Tap [music] leg jerk. Soft laugh.

[music] Fade. There you are. [music] There you are.

[music] I know that rhythm anywhere. I've been listening. Even before I heard it, [music] my post recognized yours before [music] I ever felt it beat.

Beneath your skin, beneath your shirt, [music] a rhythm that I need in dreams I didn't know I had. in [music] sleep I couldn't place. I knew the cadence of your heart before I saw [music] your face.

You lay your head upon my chest and I felt something [singing] click. [music] A key inside like I didn't know that I [music] could pick. Our hearts are lining found the same tempo, [music and singing] same delay.

And I know then I couldn't choose [singing and music] to feel another way. The body knows what minds refuse to let themselves [music] believe that some connections are not made but found received perceived [music] by something older than the brain. A [singing] prime [music] sense that recognizes what [singing] is yours without a pretense.

[music] I didn't choose this P. It chose me long ago. My heart just recognized the beat.

It always seemed [music] to know. Post recognition. I know [music] you by the rhythm that you keep.

By the way, [music] your heart calls out to mine. In the silence, in the deep pose. recognition.

I can't [music] choose what my body knew before. I heard [music] your voice. I saw your face.

I was already yours. [music] They say we're just a product of the chemicals and such. But there's a frequency between us.

[music] The science cannot touch. A resonance, a harmony, a wave form that aligns. And I cannot unto myself from this design of yours.

When you ask me why I love you, why I can't let go? I press your palm against my chest and let the answer show. [music] Because my pulse will speak the truth in my mouth.

Can I say that I was yours from the beginning and I am yours today. [music] Put your hand here. Feel that?

That's you. [music] That's been you since before we met. I [music] just didn't have a name for it yet.

But my heart knew it always knew. Pause recognition. I know [music] you by the rhythm that you keep by the way your [music] heart calls out to mine.

In the silence in the deep post recognition I [music and singing] can't choose what my body knew before I heard your [music] voice I saw your face [singing] I was already yours [music] heartbeat face stethoscope [music] Silence. [music] Yeah. [music] [music] Light soft, shade strong.

We don't need a sun to see your silhouette against [music] the wall. It's the only geometry. You move [music] like liquid shadow.

I'm caught in the gravity. No diamonds in this setting, [music] just a black on black on me. This is Sonics, baby.

[music] Hard and smooth [singing] to the touch. [music] We don't need the glitter. We got this is enough.

Let the colors fade away. [music and singing] Just the dark that we trust. This is Sonics, [music] baby.

Just the two of us. Your voice is a low frequency, [music] vibrating through the floor. Every word's a secret [music] that I want to know more.

We don't rush the process. [music] We let the tension build the quiet between the heartbeats. It's the [music] space where we get fulfilled.

This is unexated. [music] Hard [singing] and smooth to the touch. Hard and smooth to the touch.

We don't need the [music] glitter. We got this step. This enough.

Let the colors fade [music] away. Just a dark that we trust. This is [music] Sonics, baby.

Just the two of [singing] us. Drms [music] trip away to sub base and pass. Let them chase the light.

We'll stay right here in the mineral night. The surface is clear, but underneath [music] there's a whole other world. We don't need the good to let the C fade away.

[music] Sonics, baby. Just the two of us.