welcome to the cheating Secrets Channel I sat at the large wooden desk in my home office with a grim sense of determination after reviewing my checklist for the 10th time and ensuring my plans were properly prepared I leaned back in my chair closed my eyes and recalled the events of the past 2 weeks our first exchange of emails occurred 12 days ago while I was on a business trip to Memphis my message was sent to an alluring woman using the username Ashley Ashley is a member of a popular globally recognized website for cheaters that I was drawn to Ashley's profile the headline of her profile read sweet and married looking to explore I am a 48-year-old married woman I have spent more than half my life as a loving wife and mother dedicating myself to my family friends and Community now selfishly I want to explore sex with other men besides my husband I I am incredibly reserved and will only meet with those who are willing to play by my rules if you're interested take a risk and introduce yourself with great interest I wrote hello my name is Mike I'm 39 years old married and intend to stay married well educated and have a professional career I work as a senior project manager in the computer hardware industry and I'm currently overseeing a project near your area I travel to Harford weekly and will maintain this schedule until the project is completed in 18 months I have a fit and athletic physique short black hair and dark eyes people often tell me I'm a handsome man sexually I lean towards dominance and enjoy taking control I'm not looking for love I get that at home instead I'm seeking rough physical and uninhibited encounters like you I am 100% discreet I can meet in a public location somewhere distant from your hometown this will allow us to connect in the way you need and we can get to know each other in a safe setting then assuming we decide we are a good match and wish to begin a close friendship I will stay at a hotel when I'm in town and invite you to my room I'd be glad to get to know you through email and eagerly look forward to the opportunity to meet you after sending the message I checked a few other profiles but didn't find anyone more interesting than Ashley after a brief visit to the nearly empty Hotel bar I went to bed and quickly fell asleep the next day was busy my clients in Memphis had several technical meetings scheduled and I was on the move until early evening I invited two clients to dinner at an upscale seafood restaurant we managed to leave the stressful day behind and enjoyed a pleasant meal I grabbed a bourbon on the Rocks as I walked through the hotel lobby and took the drink to my room after changing into athletic shorts and a t-shirt I powered up my computer Ashley's response had been sent through the website to my email the message read hello Mike thank you for introducing yourself your message was far more informative than most I've received honestly the majority just right want to have sex or something similar yours was refreshing thank you a bit more about me I've been married to the same man for over 20 years my husband works as an executive in the construction industry he travels frequently for business and while he's away and only when he's away I meet people I'm a successful real estate agent as is typical in my field my schedule is chaotic with proper communication and planning I can arrange meetings during the day or early evening I've been on the site for over a year now and joined when my youngest child went off to college I admit that a combination of an empty nest a frequently traveling husband and a close divorced friend bragging about her many sexual exploits pushed me toward having Affairs I'm drawn to you for several reasons I only date married men I adhere to the political term mutually assured destruction I'm also glad that you're from another city and have a hotel room three three of my past partners were local and I constantly worried about running into them while out with my husband in fact I once saw one of my exes after we ended things at our local airport while I was leaving for a vacation with my husband fortunately he didn't notice me I'm also thrilled that you're 10 years younger than me I've never been with a man 10 years my junior in the year I've been on the site I've received thousands of messages I've heard women get far more messages than men I've had online interactions with more than 25 men and met eight of them in person over coffee I've had only six Affairs counting three one night stands the other three relationships lasted several months and each was thrilling in its own way I have a few questions for you do you currently have any other women besides your wife what do you dislike about online communication with women is this your first Affair what are you looking for in a partner I want you to understand that we will need to get to know each other through email I'm not going to jump into bed after just a few days I can also promise you that I'm worth the effort I look forward to continuing our conversation not wanting to seem overly eager I read Ashley's message then turned off my computer and headed to the hotel gym I ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes lifted dumbbells and did pull-ups afterward before returning to to my room and going to bed the next morning at 6:00 I arrived at Memphis Airport and flew home I stopped by the office for a couple of hours to handle some urgent matters as planned I met my wife Bonnie at a local beastro along with her longtime friend Kelly and Kelly's flavor of the week hookup the dinner and drinks were excellent the company was barely tolerable I didn't like Kelly she was an adulteress with the deep-seated hatred for men as we left the restaurant parking lot Bonnie knelt on the front seat leaned over the console and unzipped my pants keep your eyes on the road sweetheart Bonnie teased Bonnie had a special talent for making any moment Unforgettable tonight she decided to take her time creating a slow teasing Rhythm that kept me on edge the drive home took a little over 30 minutes and Bonnie kept up her playful gestures resting her head on my lap early in the drive I reached over her back letting my hand Trail along her tone thighs a testament to her dedication at the gym you forgot your underwear my little troublemaker I remarked with a grin once we pulled into the garage and the door shut behind us I lifted Bonnie onto the hood of the car and kissed her passionately my hands tracing her curves as I work to make her feel cherished hands use your hands Bonnie pleaded softly her voice filled with anticipation I took my time ensuring she enjoyed every moment after she caught her breath I turned her around gently guiding her to lean against the car she responded instinctively moving in sync with me as we shared an intense and intimate connection holding her close I made sure we both reached a satisfying end on Saturday I woke up early and with a pot of coffee in hand headed to my home office to finish all the paperwork from the end of the week I knew Bonnie would stay in bed for the next few hours so I felt safe opening my email and replying to Ashley good morning Ashley my apologies for the delay in responding yesterday morning I flew home spent the afternoon at the office and had a date night with my wife in the evening since we are both very cautious can we agree not to be upset if responses are delayed I hope so as for your questions currently I'm not involved with anyone else over the past 3 months I've been managing six small projects I haven't spent much time in any one city and as a result haven't sought a friend with benefits our team has successfully completed four projects and I've been assigned the newest one in Hartford the Hartford project is extensive and requires consistent on-site supervision this means I'll be visiting your area frequently in the evenings I'll have the opportunity to host a guest at my hotel regularly I started dating 7 years ago and in total have had 16 Affairs five were one night encounters eight lasted several months and three discreetly continued for a year or longer what do I like the least Liars I've developed a habit of being open and honest if I don't want to answer a question I'll let you know but I won't lie all the one night encounters involved incredible intimacy with women seeking lasting friendships unfortunately every one of them disappeared after the first meeting Ashley you might be thinking if so many women disappeared after the first date maybe he's just a bad partner that's a fair conclusion however when each of these women left my room they were overwhelmed with happiness pleasure and satisfaction and they promised future meetings if anything this is my biggest frustration with online dating I hate liars what do I like the most that's very simple I enjoy the variety that confident open-minded women bring over the past few years I've had the opportunity to explore Beyond just vanilla intimacy some women brought toys and other accessories to our meetings two invited their girlfriend to join us and one even asked me to find an additional man for her your last question was what am I looking for I'm looking for a woman interested in a consistent and hopefully long-term affair she will be attractive and proportionally built she'll be able to meet a couple of times a month she'll be a lady in public and an adventurer behind closed doors I like women who are talkative and aren't afraid to use sexually charged language in private ideally she'll be married she'll be someone who takes charge in her daily life but wants a man to take control of her in the bedroom I hope you find my answers appealing in your last message you mentioned that your long-term relationships were thrilling in different ways how exactly were they thrilling have a great weekend and I look forward to sharing more next week my weekend flew by on Saturday I spent a few hours working in the yard and in the evening Bonnie and I attended a neighborhood barbecue when we got home we undressed each other and climbed into bed on Sunday after church Bonnie and I went to the country club we worked out together in the gym before taking a shower and having breakfast in the memb dining room that day Bonnie spent time cleaning the house while I went to the grocery store and stocked up on food for the week late Sunday evening after Bonnie had gone to bed I closed the door to my office and checked my email Ashley had replied that same day she wrote Mike I completely agree I will always respond as soon as I can but if circumstances prevent me you might have to wait a day or two I also promise I won't just disappear if I decide you're not the right match for me I'll be honest and tell you I promise I also agree that flaky people and Liars are the worst part of online dating like you each of my one night encounters was with men who seemed crushed when it ended each promised that our date would be the first of many only to disappear afterward it's very disheartening thank you for the detailed answers to my questions so far I have not been disappointed by what you've shared you inspire me that's a good thing I'm also impressed that you didn't demand a photo or ask what I look like in your last letter you mentioned that you're looking for an attractive woman well I am attractive I'm 5' 5 in tall and weigh 138 lb my stylish shoulder length hair is red and my eyes are brown I have a cup chest that is mostly high and firm I work out almost daily and I have a toned flat stomach great legs and a backside that makes men at the gym drool I mentioned before that each of my three long-term Affairs was thrilling in its own way one man was very strong and took what he wanted within my limits I was incredibly turned on by being used for his pleasure fortunately he also made sure I was satisfied the second man was black I still get excited thinking about how sensual it was to witness the contrast of his dark skin against my fair complexion it was in incredibly captivating and made up for what I initially thought was a disappointing size I admit I had hoped the myth about black men was true unfortunately my lover turned out to be average in that regard the third man my most recent was a surprising experience though I didn't realize it when we first started exchanging messages he was slightly taller than average but very slender at first I was a little disappointed as traditional in y didn't bring much satisfaction however on our third date Paul convinced me to try something new for the first time and it turned out to be an incredible experience I can only wonder what that kind of experience would have been like with a larger size I've thought about introducing this kind of intimacy with my husband since he's well endowed however after many years of denying him access to that particular option I don't want to change my behavior and raise his suspicions my husband has been gone all day and will be home soon so I'll make this quick I'm sending you an anonymous faceless photo so you can take a look at my hot mature body I hope you like it the photo was incredibly alluring showing Ashley from the neck down she was wearing a wet white T-shirt similar to the ones women wear in wet t-shirt contests during spring break she looked stunning as usual Monday morning was filled with updates and planning meetings I needed to wrap everything up by the end of the day since I was leaving town the next morning after lunch I closed the door to my office and replied to Ashley wow you are an incredibly attractive woman hot absolutely scorching tomorrow I'm flying to Hartford and knowing that you're nearby and continuing this conversation will be more than enough to keep me content for today in my first mail I provided a general description of myself I'm also pleased to share that I work out daily I run 20 miles a week and lift weights every other day I'm in great shape with well-defined arms shoulders and chest like your last partner I'm well endowed and an inch longer than average I'm also thick very thick I apologize for keeping this email so short work is hectic today and I need to head to my next meeting I've attached a few photos for you the four photos were quite suggestive the first showed a toned gym trained body from the neck down dressed in sweat dampened shorts and a t-shirt the second image was similar in pose but without clothing focusing on physical fitness and definition the third photo featured a closeup of a private moment with a white man and a stunning African-American woman in the final image the same woman appeared in an intimate position though her upper face was intentionally blurred to maintain privacy and anonymity due to my travel schedule and challenges with finalizing the project my days were packed over the next 2 days I worked late into the evening and didn't check my email when I finally did I found two messages from Ashley she had written to me on Monday evening your letters keep me constantly on edge I go through three sets of a day oh my God I'm so stressed the pictures you sent are incredibly sexy I used my favorite toy rabbit and pampered myself three times I slept so well afterward like your pictures with that gorgeous negro girl I have saved trophy picks from each of my romances they are Anonymous but I find them incredibly sexy I keep them in a subfolder on my work computer and occasionally look look through them and enjoy them when I need to I've attached each of my trophies I hope they make you just as happy for me attached to the email were six photos in each of them Ashley was on all fours with a different man position behind her holding the camera High the man had taken a picture of their intimate moment I could see her beauty in every photo as well as her remarkably sexy large light brown birth mark on the upper part of her left buttock on Wednesday morning Ashley wrote again my mind is clouded as I've been waiting for your next email I'm going crazy knowing you're in the Hartford area last night I lay in bed with my rabbit buzzing thinking about you I can't help but wonder which hotel you stay at when you're here for work yesterday my company signed contracts for three new listings I visited each property to get familiar with the homes as I walked through each one I imagined you as a potential client tell me what do you hope our first date will be like I took three very naughty pictures for you the photos were incredible I was planning to meet three colleagues at the hotel bar for drinks late into the evening before heading out I took a photo of my computer screen with Ashley's third picture displayed it was easy to see the large puddle of my excitement on the dark table next to my laptop in the hotel room I wrote this is for you I'll write a much longer message later after having quick drinks with my team I return to my room I wrote to Ashley I'm staying at a hotel near the convention center in Downtown Hartford the hotel is relatively new and has two great restaurants and two bars the parking is excellent after 6:00 p. m. the lobby is reserved for guests only the Marriott isn't a hangout for local so it would be unusual for my partner to run into someone she knows as a real estate agent you could easily tell anyone your meeting with a client that said if we decide to pursue an affair I'll stay at any hotel where you feel comfortable I can stay wherever you prefer Ashley our emails have become very candid I'm glad you're excited and I hope you're starting to think about meeting in person you asked about our first date let me describe it to you our first meeting will take place during a workday at a local cafe you'll be dressed professionally for me wearing a button-up blouse that highlights your sexy figure you'll pair it with a skirt and high heels you'll skip the underwear tights or stockings while we sit together we'll get to know each other better in 30 minutes we'll discover how truthful we've been in our emails we'll also find out if there's personal chemistry between us if our meeting and conversation go as well as we both hope we'll arrange to meet in my hotel room later that evening I'll walk you from the cafe to your car and we'll shake hands I expect that when you get into your car you'll put on a little show for me after the show I'll give you the key to my hotel room and we'll meet there later that evening Ashley I expect you to be my obedient plaything you'll do whatever I want if your h hband is going out of town next week let's arrange a meeting when is he leaving while I was writing to Ashley she replied to my previous photo and email I've never seen so much juice damn I think I'll just have to drink it all you're such a sexy and exciting man I can't wait for your next email it was only 11: in the evening I decided to leave my computer on expecting Ashley to write back again later that night I took a walk through the hotel bar aside from a few solitary businessmen the place was empty I ordered a bourbon to be sent to my room by the time I returned Ashley had replied with a short note my husband is leaving on Monday I'm so nervous but I really want to meet can we meet Monday at 9:00 a.
m. let's meet at the Starbucks in Weathersfield it's on Silas Dean Highway near Marshalls I'll dress as you requested I'm bringing my rabbit and plan to use it for pleasure while you watch it'll be quite the show I promise I can't wait for Monday evening I want to be your married play thing I'll let you use me wow you're driving me crazy I flew home on Friday and we had a normal weekend on Friday we had dinner at a restaurant and when we returned home we had sex on Saturday Bonnie and I joined another couple for a round of golf followed by drinks and dinner after another intimate moment on Sunday morning we went to church and then to the gym Sunday was a beautiful day I grabbed a book and read for a couple of hours it was a peaceful day it was 810 a. m.
