nurse said it was my own fault he hurt me this happened to me when I was 21 after an OD I woke up in the hospital in the middle of the night to a nurse saying he needed to replace my IV he Jabs me two or three times but doesn't hit a vein so I asked if he could get someone else to try he says no and keeps going as he is doing this he is pushing and wiggling the needles under my skin saying he is trying to get the vein by the 7 or eth
needle it registers that he's intentionally trying to hurt me I ask him why are you doing this he just says it's your own fault you're here I was too weak to fight back and it was in the middle of the night there was no one else around I could call out to I have no idea how many times he ended up puncturing me in the end the next day a different nurse was taking out my IV she was horrified because she said it was the biggest needle she'd ever seen used on a living patient a
lot of people shrug this off when I tell them about it but it was so terrifying being alone and knowing that the person who was supposed to care for you hated you and wanted to cause you pain
