the doctor showed the size and I admit I liked it have you ever felt an instant attraction so strong it took your breath away something forbidden unexpected and completely overwhelming I never imagined that a simple motorcycle accident would change my life forever and that the man who would hold my hand in the hospital would also be the one to break my heart this isn't a story about perfect love it's about desire tension and a secret that should have never been uncovered before we begin make sure to subscribe to the channel turn on notifications and hit
the like button because stories like this will keep you hooked from start to finish now get ready because what I experienced with that doctor will never leave my mind the Roar of my motorcycle was the last thing I remembered before everything went black one second I was speeding down the highway feeling the rush of wind against my face and the next I was waking up to blinding fluorescent lights a dull ache spreading through my body I groaned my head throbbing as I tried to sit up a firm yet gentle hand pressed against my shoulder stopping
me take it easy a deep velvety voice said you had an accident you're lucky to be awake I blinked trying to focus on the man standing over me and then that's when I saw him tall powerful a presence so commanding it made my breath hitch his skin was deep smooth and glowed under the sterile Hospital lighting his jawline was sharp his lips full and his eyes dark intense studying me like he could see right through me but it wasn't just his face that had my pulse racing the way his broad chest filled out his scrubs
the sheer size of him the way his biceps strained against the fabric he wasn't just a doctor he looked like a damn God in a lab coat I swallowed hard where where am I I finally managed to ask St Luke's Medical Center he said you were in a motorcycle accident a driver cut you off and you went down hard no broken bones but some deep bruises and a mild concussion his hand lingered on my shoulder for a second longer before he pulled away stepping back slightly you're lucky he added his voice quieter now like he
was really looking at me for the first time I should have been thinking about the accident about how close I came to something worse but all I could think about was him I licked my lips and you are his lips curled slightly almost amused Dr Carter I'll be your attending physician while you're here Dr Carter the name suited him strong authoritative and dangerously attractive I shifted in the hospital bed feeling a dull ache shoot through my side how long do I have to stay at least a couple of days for observation he crossed his arms
his biceps flexing in a way that made it impossible for me to look away you hit your head pretty hard we need to make sure there are no complications a couple of days that meant more time around him I had never been the type to believe in love at first sight hell I wasn't even sure I believed in love at all but this this instant electric pull toward him was something I couldn't ignore is there anything else I should know I asked my voice steadier now Dr Carter hesitated for a fraction of a second before
responding just that you need rest I'll be checking in on you frequently something in the way he said it sent a shiver through me as he turned to leave I found myself blurting out thank you doctor he stopped at the doorway glancing back at me his gaze lingering just a moment too long get some rest he said and then he was gone but even after after he left I could still feel the weight of his presence in the room I exhaled sharply running a hand through my hair this was going to be interesting I barely
slept that night every time I closed my eyes all I could see was him Dr Carter his deep commanding voice echoed in my mind his presence still lingering in the room even though he had left hours ago I shifted under the stiff Hospital sheets my body aching from the accident but my mind was elsewhere why was I feeling this way I had met attractive men before hell my job as a model meant I was surrounded by beautiful people all the time but this was different there was something about Dr Carter his confidence his size the
way his dark eyes locked onto mine like he could see everything inside me that left me breathless by morning I was Restless craving any excuse to see him again and then as if my thoughts had summoned him the door swung open good morning Dr Carter said stepping inside clipboard in hand he was wearing the same fitted scrubs and damn they did nothing to hide his powerful frame morning doc I replied trying to keep my voice casual he approached my bed flipping through my chart how are you feeling sore but alive I smirked guess that's a
good thing right his lips twitched into the smallest hint of a smile yeah that's a good thing then before I could stop myself the words slipped out you're huge Dr Carter's head snapped up his dark eyes met mine a flicker of amusement behind them excuse me I cleared my throat feeling my face heat up [ __ ] that was supposed to stay in my head I I mean you're just tall you take up a lot of space I said quickly mentally punching myself Dr Carter arched an eyebrow his expression unreadable uhhuh silence filled the room
for a second stretching too long too thick with something charged he finally stepped closer reaching out to check my vitals his hands large warm and steady grazed my skin As He adjusted the monitor clipped to my finger you're healing well he said his voice softer now but you still need rest his hand lingered just a moment longer before pulling away and in that Split Second I swear I felt it a spark a tension something unsaid he must have felt it too because he cleared his throat suddenly all business again I'll be back later to check
on you you but as he turned to leave I caught something a glance brief but undeniable like he was fighting something he wasn't ready to admit and just like that he was gone again I exhaled running a hand through my hair what the hell was happening between us and more importantly how far was I willing to go to find out I couldn't get him out of my head every time the door to my hospital room opened my heart jumped hoping it was him every time I closed my eyes I could still feel the way his
fingers brushed against my skin his voice low and commanding as he told me to rest and when I finally saw him again I knew something had changed it was late in the afternoon when Dr Carter walked in clipboard in hand looking as composed as ever but this time there was something different in his posture something just slightly off you're looking better he said stepping up to my bed I smirked trying to keep things light that's what happens when you take good care of me Doc he glanced at me his lips twitching into the faintest hint
of a smile but it faded just as quickly your tests came back normal he said flipping through my chart no internal injuries no fractures you'll be cleared to leave in a day or two I should have been happy about that but the thought of leaving of not seeing him anymore sat in my chest like a weight I watched as he placed his clipboard down on the bedside table his movements slow deliberate there was something unreadable in his expression something restrained doc I said my voice quieter now more serious can I ask you something he glanced
at me his dark eyes locking onto mine go ahead I hesitated my fingers gripping the hospital blanket have you ever felt something you weren't supposed to feel Dr Carter didn't answer immediately his jaw tensed slightly and I swore I saw something flicker in his eyes something hesitant something caged why do you ask he finally said his voice even controlled I swallowed feeling my pulse Quicken because I think I'm feeling it now the air between us grew thick heavy neither of us spoke for a long moment then he did something I didn't expect he sighed a
deep slow breath and ran a hand over his face like he was trying to shake something off when he finally looked at me again there was something dangerous in his eyes you need to rest he said his voice lower now almost like a warning but I wasn't backing down I don't want to rest I said softly I want to know what this is he exhaled sharply turning away for a second gripping the edge of the counter like he needed to steady himself you don't know what you're asking for he murmured I tilted my head don't
I he turned back to face me and for the first time I saw it the struggle the way his fingers curled into fists the way his breath came slightly heavier the way his eyes darkened just enough to tell me he felt it too for a split second I thought he was going to say something admit something but then just as quickly as it came he shut it down this isn't professional he said firmly his voice clipped I let out a short laugh shaking my head professional come on Doc I've seen the way you look at
me his jaw clenched you're my patient and that's the only thing stopping you I challenged silence a long charged silence then he took a slow step back running a hand down his face I should go I felt something twist in my chest T but I refused to let it show yeah I said forcing a smirk you probably should he hesitated for just a moment then without another word he turned and walked out the door leaving me alone with nothing but my racing heartbeat and the undeniable truth this wasn't just in my head and whether he
wanted to admit it or not Dr Carter wanted me too the next day I woke up more frustrated than ever I had spent the entire night repl our conversation every glance every pause every damn hesitation in Dr Carter's voice he wanted me I knew he did but he was fighting it hard I wasn't the type to back down from something I wanted and right now I wanted him the hospital room felt smaller suffocating I needed air I needed him to stop pretending and then as if fate had a cruel sense of humor the door opened
and there he was Dr Carter stepped inside clipboard in hand his usual composed expression in place but I wasn't blind there was tension in his shoulders a heaviness in his steps he was avoiding my eyes good morning he said his voice clipped I smirked deciding to test him is it his jaw tightened but he didn't take the bait you're being discharge tomorrow he said flipping through my chart your vitals are stable I just need to do a final evaluation I arched an eyebrow final evaluation huh that mean you're finally going to get your hands on
me Doc his pen stopped moving for a second I swore I saw his fingers tighten around it his knuckles going just slightly paler then slowly he looked up at me and this time there was no hiding it that tension that frustration it was there simmering beneath the surface you think this is a game his voice was lower now more controlled but there was a dangerous edge to it I held his gaze no I think you're lying to yourself silence a long thick silence then he exhaled sharply and stepped closer I felt my breath hitch as
he loomed over me his broad chest just inches away you don't know anything about me he murmured I tilted my head my pulse racing then tell me his jaw clenched it doesn't work like that why not I challenged his eyes flickered like he was about to say something something real then a loud knock on the door the tension snapped like a rubber band Dr Carter stepped back immediately clearing his throat come in he said his voice suddenly all business again a nurse poked her head in doctor your wife is on the line she's asking for
you everything froze wife the word hit me like a truck knocking the air out of my lungs I looked at him really looked at him but he wouldn't meet my eyes tell her I'll call back he said his voice unreadable the nurse nodded and left closing the door behind her and just like that the air between us changed I felt my stomach twist you're married silence he didn't say yes he didn't say no he just stood there his lips pressing into a thin line and that told me everything I needed to know I swallowed hard
forcing out a bitter laugh wow and here I thought you were just trying to be professional his eyes darkened it's not not what I cut him off my voice sharper now not what it looks like because it looks a hell of a lot like I almost I stopped myself clenching my jaw I had been stupid so so stupid he ran a hand down his face like he was suddenly exhausted I didn't but I didn't want to hear it save it DOC I said my voice cold now I turned away staring at the wall refusing to
look at him a long silence stretched between us then finally I'm sorry he said softly and then just like that he was gone and I was alone with the weight of a mistake I should have never made the silence in the room was suffocating I sat there staring at the door he had just walked through my mind racing married the word burned in my chest like a fresh wound I had felt it we both had that pull that unspoken tension that made every glance between us feel like it carried the weight of something forbidden and
the entire time he had a wife a whole damn family I should have felt angry betrayed disgusted but all I felt was stupid because even now even after everything part of me still wanted him I ran a hand through my hair my fingers tightening into a fist what the hell was wrong with me I needed to get out of this Hospital away from him away from whatever this was but fate had other plans a few hours later as I was dozing off the door creaked open again I knew it was him before I even opened
my eyes the air shifted the room suddenly felt smaller I didn't look at him shouldn't you be at home with your family my voice came out sharp but I hated how it lacked conviction a heavy sigh I needed to talk to you I finally turned my head locking eyes with him for what to explain why you've been leading me on his jaw tightened I wasn't leading you on I let out a bitter laugh really so all those stolen glances the way you looked at me the way you tensed up when I got too close that
was just my imagination his lips parted but no words came out and in that moment I saw it the war inside him he wanted me but he wasn't allowed to want me you should go I muttered whatever this is it's not real silence then I can't stop thinking about you my breath caught I looked up at him my chest tightening don't do this he stepped closer too close close enough that I could feel the warmth radiating off his body I tried to ignore for it he admitted tried to be professional but every time I walk
into this room every time I look at you it gets harder to pretend I swallowed hard so what doc you want to cheat that it he flinched and for the first time since this all started I saw something close to guilt in his eyes I don't know what I want he said almost like it pained him to admit it I shook my head no you do you just don't want to face it he exhaled sharply running a hand down his face it's complicated I laughed really laughed because that was the understatement of the century No
it's actually really simple you either stay and keep lying to yourself or you walk away and do the right thing his hands clenched at his sides his entire body looked like a man at war with himself then suddenly he reached for me his fingers grazed my wrist a touch so faint so hesitant but it sent a jolt through me I should have pulled away I should have told him to leave but I didn't instead I let the moment hang between us my pulse pounding then just as quickly as he touched me he stepped back eyes
dark with something unreadable this isn't right he whispered I forced myself to nod I know a long painful silence then he turned around his movements slow reluctant and this time when he walked out that door I knew he wasn't coming back
