📕Reborn,I asked someone else to deliver the love letter to him on her behalf.I stayed away from them

Before the college entrance examination the school Beauty came to me and asked me to help her pass a love letter to her desk mate who was the top student in our class I refused they didn't end up together because of the big difference in their grades and being in different places ofilia became atta's first love in his heart and his obsession for a lifetime many years later when he had achieved Fame and success he brought up The Past ofilia who was already a married big star expressed her regret once again they ruined my life when

I opened my eyes again I was back to the time before the college entrance examination I randomly pulled a classmate beside me and said the teacher is looking for me let him come Josie could you put this on attakus desk for me as soon as I opened my eyes the palpitation from falling from a high altitude and the piercing pain on the Top of my head hadn't subsided yet I I stared blankly at the pink letter paper handed to me in my previous life I turned my head away didn't stop walking and directly took my

exercise book to the teacher's office the school Beauty failed the college entrance examination and blamed all the mistakes on me she said that I deliberately didn't let her and her deskmate understand each other's feelings and that was why she didn't do well in the exam because she was so Distracted she shed tears with her beautiful face while saying the cruelest words words amid the public scolding I became the sinner who broke up the perfect couple and the jealous and evil mistress because I went to the same University as attakus I was always pointed at by

others and spent four years with my head down he resented me and even hated me he resented me for not letting them understand each other's feelings and hated me for making him Lose his love forever my personal information was dug out and I was scolded by countless people after my mother died in a car accident I jumped off the roof of my high school building why did I refuse I had some secret little thoughts I had liked attakus for 8 years he was the boy I had liked since I was young and I wasn't willing

to push him to others when attakus was 8 years old he moved to the next door of my house with his parents our two families Had business contacts and our relationship became much closer naturally moreover adaka parents of often went on business trips so my mother would invite attakus to our home for dinner I had been naughty since I was a child my parents often said that I didn't act like a girl at all and was more like a tomboy attakus on the other hand was very quiet he read books quietly ate quietly and quietly

helped me clean up the mess we were like the Waning moon in the first half and the second half of the month when combined it was a full moon every day on the way to from school he walked beside me listening to me chattering with a smile in his eyes from time to time he would pull me and remind me to watch my step attacus let's go to the best university together in the future okay I used to think that we would always walk like this the puberty of growth always brings great changes attakus suddenly

grew Taller and his face became more and more handsome with clear Contours as for me I could only be considered plain looking people's address for us changed from a well-matched childhood sweetheart couple to friends who grew up together I sensitively noticed the change the love that had been brewing for many years was sourly blocked in my heart and could no longer be expressed when my thoughts came back what was in front of me were ailia slightly provocative eyes and Eyebrows I randomly pulled a classmate beside me and said the teacher is looking for me let

him come after coldly saying these words I took my exercise book and walked towards the teacher's office on the way I quickly figured out the current situation since I had a chance to start over I definitely didn't want to have anything to do with them you two are a scumbag and a [ __ ] I would never let you ruin my life again after thinking for a moment I walked Into the teacher's office to find the head teacher teacher I've been having a little problem with my eyes recently I can't see see the Blackboard clearly

could I move forward a bit shiao has taken a long sick leave and her seat has been empty could I sit there the head teacher readily agreed to me after all I was also one of the top 10 students in the grade so I rubbed my eyes hard and went back to the classroom to pack my school bag Josie what did the head Teacher want you for are you crying did he scold you my front desk classmate turned around and asked with concern no no there seems to be a little problem with my eyes I

made several mistakes when copying the notes from the Blackboard last time that's why the teacher called me over to ask about it he also said that I should sit in the front first and not make mistakes again attacus wasn't at his seat and my front desk classmate began to gossip with me About everything that had just happened Josie just now the school Beauty sent a love letter to your desk mate she confessed he went out right after reading it do you think they will be together I tidied up my desk swallowed the lump in my

throat and nodded heavily they will soon the rumor that the school Beauty and the school hunk were together spread everywhere and even caught the attention of the teachers attakus was a candidate for the top student in the School and had been cultivated vigorously since the first year of high school the teachers constantly hinted at him in class but they didn't dare to directly stimulate him attakus did come to me he said Josie why did you change your seat and why haven't you talked to me recently I sighed and looked into his eyes saying seriously attacus

we grew up together don't pretend to be stupid about my feelings for you since you have a girlfriend now I'll let go of my love For you attakus guiltily looked away You're my family I've never thought of hurting you I thought to myself oh really but you'll make me feel as if 10,000 arrows are piercing my heart and leave me riddled with holes you say you won't hurt me you're so hypocritical but I still said no we're just classmates now I don't like you anymore and I don't want to get involved in your Affairs let's

stop here from now on we'll go our separate ways attakus hesitated for a Long time and didn't say anything else in the past I liked his quietness but now I hated his IND decisiveness later he was immersed in the sweetness of love and didn't have time to care about me anymore he was busy sending his girlfriend home on time so we wouldn't go home together anymore Under the Street Lamp my shadow was stretched long and thin after all I had to walk this road alone in the following days I focused all my energy on doing

Exercises I paid no attention to what was going on outside the window and devoted myself to reading books I listened carefully during the 40 minutes of class whenever I had free time after class I would go to the teacher's office to ask questions in the dead of night while doing exercises I sometimes couldn't help shedding tears such peaceful days were really really good there was no one knocking on the door of my house like crazy no endless ringing Of the phone and no endless stream of scolding I deliberately avoided participating in the gossip of my

classmates in the class and avoided all the news about attacus and ofilia but I couldn't help listening and looking I even viciously hoped that they would end up in a bad way attakus was indeed different from before in the past during breaks he would read books and do exercises at his seat and help answer the questions of his classmates but now He was looking forward to the end of class as if sitting on pins and needles and would enter the classroom just before the bell rang for the next class with a look of regret on

his face especially in the later stage of the Sprint for the college entrance examination when the whole class was quietly burying their heads in doing exercises ata's footsteps were even more noticeable they hugged in the Grove and kissed in the narrow corner so secretly That everyone knew they were in love during the monotonous and boring Sprint for the college entrance examination they were rare gossip topics a handsome guy and a beautiful girl the school Beauty and the school hunk if they were a powerful combination it would really be a good story unfortunately the school Beauty

was really just a pretty face she couldn't fly high and even wanted to drag attakus down sure enough after the results of the mock exam came out Attacus fell from his pedestal the myth that he had always been in the first place was shattered while he was affectionately touching his Lover's cheek someone understood a knowledge point and made progress by three points while he was was indulging in his Lover's sweet voice someone finished a whole mock exam paper and made another three points of progress the dean of teaching finally took action and forced attakus and

ailia not to meet again Every time after class the dean of teaching would stand at the back door of the classroom to block them finally attakus could stay at his seat however at this age the more people tried to persuade and stop a love the deeper it would be engraved in one's heart the final days passed with the teacher scolding attacus in a blink of an eye the college entrance examination arrived I was like being helped by a divine power I kept writing without stopping And performed exceptionally well Josie it's finally over how did you

do in the exam my front desk classmate smiled and took my arm I feel that I wrote very smoothly I hope the results the little girl at the front desk had very good grades and was ranked in the top 20 in the mock exams do you know attakus left half of the last paper big questions blank is he out of his mind is he crazy I couldn't help but gasp really is he crazy I was sitting diagonally behind Him when I left the classroom I saw that the whole page was blank it was really eye-catching

even though I had guessed it before I was still a bit incredulous attakus had actually fallen so low for ail sake I knew how hard he had studied for over 10 years his uncle and aunt had paid a lot for his future they only hoped that he could go to a good University have a good future and live an easier life in the future it was precisely because I had seen attakus Mother taking him to participate in competitions with a sow complexion and dark circles under her eyes and I had seen adus holding trophies and

striving for his dreams with Grace and Poise so now IUS was completely rotten and stinking in my heart to be honest I looked down on him I wasn't afraid of him anymore we were no longer in the same world it was meaningless the classmates in our class had a party at the KTV attakus also brought ofilia with Him as soon as ofilia appeared all the topics centered around them why did he bring her to our class's party she's an outsider doesn't her class have a private room what's she doing here all the time gradually the

classmates in our class started whispering with an outsider around everyone became more reserved and the atmosphere wasn't as good as before especially when everyone knew that attakus had deliberately left the paper blank for her sake so even the Respect and politeness they had for attacus before were gone oh I heard that Josie and our atus grew up together their childhood sweethearts ofilia CSH voice was directed at me I was holding a plate and eating cake I didn't even look up and didn't bother to pay attention to her I've always envied such a relationship unfortunately I

grew up alone when I was a child there was another moment of silence Josie are you angry with me could it be you're unhappy That I'm with attacus you like our attakus i s put down the plate took a tissue and wiped my mouth no I don't like him you two are a good match ofilia still wouldn't let it go I know it's inevitable to have a girlish feeling for a brother who grew up together I don't mind this is forcing the reputation of liking attacus onto me and still in such an occasion sometimes I

really don't understand why she always tries to get close to me after all I hardly talked to Attakus in these past few months I looked at attakus wanting to see his attitude just to see if he would indulge indge his girlfriend's unreasonable behavior attakus avoided my gaze but still took oia's hand Josie is my childhood friend you're overthinking it ofilia letun go and take a look at the private room of your class my desk made in the front row leaned over and said to me at least he still has a conscience are these two out

of their minds it's a Class reunion and they're here showing off their affection so tasteless feeling the somewhat invis ible gazes of my classmates around me I knew I couldn't just sit around and wait for things to happen I picked up the drink in front of me stood up and said to everyone maybe the young couple had a quarrel I don't know why it involved me in these past few months we've been buried in doing practice questions together and we're so busy I'm really wronged my desk mate in The front row chimed in at the

right time with a joke could it be that we're also part of their game as soon as these words were spoken en everyone burst into laughter and raised their glasses I said in a loud and clear voice classmates the light boat has already passed thousands of mountains we are young and full of spirit and we can be bold and unrestrained come on Cheers let's continue with the music and dancing when the college entrance examination results Came out everyone was shocked attacus was even more depraved and crazy than we had imagined a few seconds after the

system opened the result checking Channel a clear sound of dishes breaking came from the next door then there were Fierce quarels and whales I did extremely well in the exam before my parents could fully immerse themselves in the joy they heard the exaggerated commotion next door what's going on at the atus should we go and have a look I Quickly grabbed my parents hands and said no I've already fallen out with attakus long ago he even let his girl girlfriend make things difficult for me at the class reunion dad got angry why didn't you tell

us about this did they bully you that little brat I'll go and teach him a lesson I pulled him back hard no no I've already fought back anyway it's better to have less contact with them in the future listening to the quarrels next door I felt sorry for Uncle and Aunt but also secretly felt a bit of shod and fra at this time in my previous life my photo was posted on the school forum and the comments were all curses and insults about me as a home wrecker and there were also remarks about my appearance

I'm just an ordinary girl but still good-looking yet I was verbally attacked personally by countless words I hid under the quilt crying while reading those comments the joy of getting good grades was Completely gone and the pain like a tsunami overwhelmed me so much that I couldn't even breathe in the end when it came to filling in the college application forms at school I only dared to let my mom go during the most beautiful holiday in my life I just huddled at home afraid to go out and meet people who knew me now as a

reward for my good grades our whole family went on a trip together we enjoyed the canyon rivers with glistening waves in the Sunlight and were Amazed by the surrounding mountains stretching for thousands of miles in the vast and boundless world I suddenly let go of it all seeing the endless territory and the Tranquility of all things I suddenly understood the meaning of being reborn Revenge was just a very small part don't waste time being stuck on it I really started to let go of attacus and ofilia no longer escaping or being timid the distance between

us had already been Widened from time to time in the class group chat there would be discussions among classmates about attakus attakus who was a candidate for the top scorer with over 700 points messed it up himself and didn't even get 600 points even so he was still dozens of points higher than ailia during the trip attakus mother called me she sounded like she had cried her voice horse and was weak halfway through the conversation she couldn't even make a Sound anymore and then attakus father took over the phone attakus father was also in a

bad State dad said that he was absent-minded and had made many mistakes in business recently and had been criticized by people in the industry several times I didn't say anything and just comforted adus mother before hanging up the phone listening to Dad's rambling beside me our family had helped them many times but with attakus Father's current reputation our family Didn't dare to help anymore you see one person's willfulness can destroy a family similarly one person's growth can also build up a family when I came back home with a bunch of local Specialties and gifts and

just walked downstairs I found a person squatting on the window of the next door squatting squatting yes attacus was squatting on the window holding on to the window lattice and looking at the thick and long water pipe beside it it seemed that he heard Attakus mother's shout attakus didn't hold on tightly when lying on the water pipe and fell straight down my parents faces turned pale with fright and they rushed over to check I took out my mobile phone and dialed 1 120 fortunately the third floor wasn't particularly High attakus also slid down the pipe

for a long distance so there was no life-threatening danger but his left leg was fractured I looked down at the boy on the ground hugging his leg in Pain and suddenly felt that he was so strange I had seen his High Spirits when he was young and also seen his reserved and steady appearance when he had a successful career but who is this person now watching the ambulance drive away I received a courier which was the admission notice from a top university it didn't matter anymore my future was shining brightly after this incident attakus mother

compromised and attakus and ofilia went to an ordinary University together I came to the new campus with the memories of my previous life and my continuous efforts in this life my grades had always been among the best I finally figured out what I wanted to do and what kind of person I wanted to be my dream really went back to my childhood I wanted to become a scientist so when choosing a major I chose nuclear engineering nuclear engineering was a completely new field for me and my daily life was very fulfilling since I wasn't As

smart as others I could only work harder than them although I was so busy studying every day that I was almost bald I was still very excited from freshman year to junior year I actively participated in various competitions and I would closely follow every scientific research news in the school at first without experience I could only win a participation award later with more and more experience and more knowledge learned I could win gold Awards and National awards after accumulating enough Awards finally in the second semester of my junior year I submitted an application to the

school for the opportunity to enter the laboratory although I was still too young I was excellent enough and the school specially approved my qualification to enter the laboratory although I was just helping my senior schoolmates I still gained a lot I saw all kinds of atoms and rays and witnessed countless Exquisite instruments under my persuasion my parents gradually moved the family's business to Kyoto although the quality of life decreased a little the potential for future development was infinite whenever I had time I would go home to have dinner and go on picnics with my parents

cherishing every second with them when I graduated in my senior year I could already skillfully operate most of the instruments in the laboratory and was also capable of Participating in projects and discussions my senior schoolmates who were a couple basically treated me like their daughter and I was really happy in these four years I occasionally heard things about attakus and ofilia they had a rather melodramatic relationship with on and off breakups in my previous life attakus was famous in the academic Circle in his senior year as an undergraduate he had several papers published with himself

as the first Author which were of high quality many Laboratories were aiming to recruit him this time he was really unknown who knew who attakus was he was confined to Petty love especially in inappropriate and wrong love trapping himself at the bottom of a well even an eagle with great talent if raised among chickens would have a hard time learning to fly in the third year of my postgraduate study three of us including my senior schoolmates cooperated on a national Level project to research and develop the use of nuclear resources to actively improve the situation

of weapons the three of us had been included in the list of the national Research Institute and were hired as intern researchers and were given key Training I also had several high level papers with myself as the first author and even one of them was published in a foreign scientific research magazine now many people knew about a rising star in the scientific Research field Josie finally what surrounded me was kindness admiration and a good reputation the school provided us with a new laboratory the instruments in it were more precise and complex and the confidentiality of

the laboratory was also extremely high when researching an atomic transformation there was a very small mistake in the ratio but the result was not small there was a small explosion in the sealed box of the laboratory the commotion was Quite big and alerted the supervisors downstairs although we only had some minor scratches the supervisor still packed the three of us into the car and drove straight to the hospital when queuing up to register I saw attakus he was still tall and thin but his skin was much rougher for than before his eyes were not as

bright and his clothes were a bit wrinkled our eyes met he held the registration form and pulled the corners of his mouth unnaturally Josie why are You here are you sick it had been a long time since I was called by this name and I didn't react for a moment attacus long time no see I just have some scratches so I came to the hospital to have a look and buy some medicine by the way oh I see Josie you you're much prettier now are you working no I'm still studying and doing some scientific research

work now the topic was rather dry and we both felt a bit awkward and couldn't continue chatting attacus I'm done here ofilia Voice came from the left she was still pretty but with heavy makeup she looked a bit tackier than before I glanced at the department behind her I couldn't see clearly but there were pregnant women all around I understood it in my heart is this Josie I almost didn't recognize you when ofilia saw me she was stunned at first and then visibly panicked she put her hands on attakus arm hugged it tightly and then

looked up at adus the senior schoolmate sitting beside me Kicked the other senior schoolmate with her foot the latter received the signal and quickly stood up Josie it's our turn the supervisor is still waiting over there let's go the senior schoolmate was very tall and good-looking a person nearly 1.9 M tall stood up with a strong sense of Oppression he put his arm around my shoulder and walked away I was a little surprised and could only follow his strength and quickly said goodbye and left when we were almost out of Sight the senior schoolmate put

his hand down how about it am I a good senior schoolmate I looked at the senior schoolmate who was a girl embarrassedly the girl smiled and said it's okay I asked him to do it the atmosphere just now was obviously wrong so I asked your senior schoolmate to help you save face I affectionately took the girl's arm and said thank you senior schoolmate love you after graduating from University I pursued further studies in the research Institute for several years and participated in several National key experimental projects nowadays I can be respectfully dressed as Professor Josie

perhaps because I was busy reading materials and conducting experiments which consumed a lot of energy I've become much thinner than before and my facial features are more distinct moreover with long-term accumulation my whole temperament has become very peaceful and gentle when the TV station Came to the research institute for an interview my colleagues asked me to show up and give a speech my popular science lecture on nuclear engineering was broadcast on CCTV and had over a 100 million views on short video platforms which made me somewhat famous therefore Whenever there are such Popular Science lectures

and interviews in the future the research institute will send me to represent them I've also been in relationships but none of them led to Marriage it's not that I don't want to get married I was in relationships to satisfy my emotional needs and make my life a bit more fulfilling just like adding icing on the cake those relationships didn't make me have the desire to get married I finally got rid of the shackles of a difficult situation in life and didn't want to put on the shackles of marriage again besides I've been living in the

research institute all year round taking on the burdens of Marriage having children and education would be too heavy for me the result of weighing the pros and cons between the two aspects would probably be losing both my high school classmates had a Union and reserved a private room in a restaurant many people came but attakus didn't show up after having enough to eat and drink everyone started chatting when it came to me they all made jokes Josie you're really amazing my son was watching your lecture a couple of days Ago he admires you so much

yeah we should call you Professor Josie now I saw the new achievements reported in the news before you were the main person in charge among our CL class you're the most knowledgeable now attacus was also very good at studying back then as soon as these words were spoken many people fell silent for a moment probably because they all thought of the former academic Prodigy atus who is now unknown and they all felt a bit sorry so the Topic shifted to attacus I invited him I thought he would come and have a meal with us alas

even so he really helped me answer a lot of questions back then yeah I didn't understand many knowledge points until I asked him he explained them really well what a Pity I wonder how he and that Campus Bell are doing now they were quite famous in that University there were always posts about them on the school Forum but I don't know about now the classmate sitting in Front of me leaned close to my ear and whispered I know they got married I remembered seeing them going to the prenatal examination Department in the hospital before and

understood I guess their child was already a few years old the classmate in front of me added they got married because of the child they didn't even dare to hold a wedding but I heard a few days ago that they seem to have divorced I don't know if it's true I was a bit surprised but didn't have Other emotions then the classmate in front of me shared some gossip from attakus school Forum with me attakus and ofilia attracted attention as soon as they entered the school they were were both so good-looking that they were regulars

on the confession wall at first attakus was really studying hard people often took candid photos of him studying in the library which made ofilia jealous so starting from a certain day ofilia began to show up in the library with him However she wasn't the type who could sit quietly and study the board ofilia went to B adus and the noise she made was also posted on the Forum but this time it was a complaint post probably feeling embarrassed attakus seldom went to the library after that he not only had to study his own major but

also had to figure out ways to persuade ofilia to study one couldn't focus on two things at the same time so adus grades remained neither High nor low the school Resources were already scarce and now they were even less likely to fall on him attakus and opilia got their marriage certificates in their senior year which also caused a bit of a stir ofilia even showed off their marriage certificates to assert her ownership while looking at these the classmate in front of me suddenly interrupted you see ofilia was always jealous but she never refused those who

courted her attacus was also jealous like a tracks likee Both of them were quite dramatic I asked curiously what's the matter with the divorce the classmate in front of me thought for a moment and lowered his voice it seems that ail I's Affair was discovered attakus finally got tough for once and directly took her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get divorced he didn't even want the child I sighed in my heart who could have thought that the wheel of fate would turn out like this and what changed everything was just a love Letter that

thin piece of paper separated two different lives after my parents moved to Kyoto they worked hard and doubled the family business they also got to know a lot of people when I entered the Research Institute they were even more excited they were full of energy and their health improved a lot they always said that they wanted to make the business bigger and stronger and try to live a few more years in this way if I failed in a project and got Arrested they could also find someone to help get me out I found it funny

when I heard it but seeing them so energetic and full of fighting spirit I just let them be on weekends our family usually made dumplings together I could only roll out the The Dumpling wrappers so I sat aside and watched my mother mix the fillings suddenly the mobile phone on my mother's table rang it was a call from attakus mother my mother stirred the bowl with chopsticks and said to me Josie answer the phone mom is busy I pressed the answer button and said hello attakus Mother after a brief silence on the other end attakus

tired voice came through Josie Josie it's me attakus what's the matter my mom is busy you can tell me Josie my mom is hospitalized and needs an operation she's in Kyoto hospital but she hasn't been able to get an appointment yet so so could you please help us find some connections before I could say anything attakus Quickly added my mom's situation is a bit complicated she really can't wait any longer I'm really begging you I thought for a moment and said I'm familiar with with the director of Kyoto Hospital send me the detailed information and

I'll help you contact them when attakus mother was having the operation my mother and I took some dumplings to the hospital attakus was sitting on the chair outside the ward he looked hagger and thin with black Stubble on his face and red eyes it seemed that he had been staying up for a long time my mother handed the dumplings to attakus and asked him to eat something attakus swallowed with difficulty silent and looking extremely embarrassed I thought he was pitiful but I didn't feel sorry for him in the previous life when he was high and

mighty guiding public opinion and cyberbullying me I was also pitiful when I jumped off the roof I was even more Pitiful but at that time who felt sorry for me after the operation the attending doctor explained the situation this operation could only relieve the patient pain but wouldn't affect the deterioration of the illness it was already in the advanced stage and couldn't be cured attakus mother probably only had 2 months left to live adus walked out of the ward in a days sat down and buried his face deeply in his hands I asked him why

did attakus Mother suddenly get sick she had always been in good health before attakus seemed to have all his strength drained away suddenly and burst into tears it's all my fault it's all my fault the doctor said it was a disease caused by excessive worry I made her angry too many times I let her down too much adak is choked with sobs and spoke incoherently I'm wrong I really know I'm wrong I I shouldn't have been with ofilia I shouldn't have neglected my Studies I shouldn't have been so I'm wrong I'm wrong looking at this

man crying bitterly I suddenly had a thought and said Softly You're So Smart even if you had gone to Med IAL school back then you could have cured your mother's illness by yourself with a faint sigh I Turned and Left regret it just keep regretting like this imagine the wonderful endings that could have been in your heart over and over again and pile up your sins layer by layer did I Take revenge actually I didn't do much I even lent a helping hand this time but I got the result I wanted and felt extremely relieved

death is too easy it's better to live on live on with regret for a long time having the memories of being extremely excellent in the past and being trapped in the powerless situation now the torture from both aspects will always accompany him at first he might resent his wrong choices but as time passes he won't be Able to Bear to blame himself and will start to blame others blame the person who influenced his choices no matter how pure and innocent the first love is it will eventually become like a grain of rice Stone to the

soul of a shoe no matter how beautiful the admiration was in Youth after resentment builds up in the heart again and again it will also become the culprit that ruins one's life attakus live on live forever in sin with repentance for your mother and also with Repentance for me in the previous life attakus mother still didn't survive the two months probably because the family had no savings the funeral was very simple I sent a bunch of white cryan over at the banquet I sat with a few older women and listened to them gossiping a woman

holding a child lowered her voice and said his mother was angered to death by him and his pretty wife as soon as these words were spoken they attracted the attention of Everyone at the table everyone pricked up their ears to listen his very pretty wife ran away with another man his mother fainted and was sent to the hospital on the spot after finally recovering a bit that woman came back guess what she came back for the ant and yellow clothes chimed in at the right time what for she came to ask for money she said

that since she gave birth to a son for the atus family they should give her money or she would take the child Away the attakus family quarreled with her on the spot and almost got into a fight and then what happened next while they were quarreling someone said something in Anger saying who knew if the child was really from the the atus family goodness that woman was dumbfounded on the spot the ant in yellow clothes widened her eyes no way could it really not be that woman froze the adus family then felt something was wrong

and immediately arranged for a Paternity test guess what the child really wasn't his attakus fainted from anger on the spot and both mother and son collapsed I was shocked by the matter of the child they got married because of the child in their senior year but the child wasn't attacus that means ofilia had an affair in college and kept it a secret for so many years the aunt in yellow cloth side no wonder they didn't fight for the child when they divorced I thought it was strange Before the woman holding the child snorted they didn't

divorce she just ran away with the child and didn't go to the Civil Affair Bureau with attacus now she can't be found and there's no news about her at all before the college entrance examination the school Beauty came to me and asked me to help her pass a love letter to her desk mate who was the top student in our class I refused they didn't end up together because of the big difference in their grades and being In different places ofilia became atta's first love in his heart and his obsession for a lifetime many years

later when he had achieved Fame and success he brought up the Past ofilia who was already a married big star expressed her regret once again they ruined my life when I opened my eyes again I was back to the time before the college entrance examination I randomly pulled a classmate beside me and said the teacher is looking for me let him Come Josie could you put this on attakus desk for me as soon as I opened my eyes the palpitation from falling from a high altitude and the piercing pain on the top of my head

hadn't subsided yet I stared blankly at the pink letter paper handed to me in my previous life I turned my head away didn't stop walking and directly took my exercise book to the teacher's office the school Beauty failed the college entrance examination and blamed all the mistakes on me she Said that I deliberately didn't let her and her deskmate understand each other's feelings and that was why she didn't do well in the exam because she was so distracted she shed tears with her beautiful face while saying the cruelest words words amid the public scolding I

became the sinner who broke up the perfect couple and the jealous and evil mistress because I went to the same University as attakus I was always pointed at by others and spent four Years with my head down he resented me and even hated me he resented me for not letting them understand each other's feelings and hated me for making him lose his love forever my personal information was dug out and I was scolded by countless people after my mother died in a car accident I jumped off the roof of my high school building why did

I refuse I had some secret little thoughts I had liked attakus for8 years he was the boy I had liked since I Was young and I wasn't willing to push him to others when attakus was 8 years old he moved to the next door of my house with his parents our two families had business contacts and our relationship became much closer naturally moreover adaka parents often went on business trips so my mother would invite attakus to our home for dinner I had been naughty since I was a child my parents often said that I didn't

act like a girl at all and was More like a tomboy attakus on the other hand was very quiet he read books quietly ate quietly and quietly helped me clean up the mess we were like the waning moon in the first half and the second half of the month when combined it was a full moon every day on the way to to and from school he walked beside me listening to me chattering with a smile in his eyes from time to time he would pull me and remind me to watch my step attacus let's go

to the best University together in the future okay I used to think that we would always walk like this the puberty of growth always brings great changes attakus suddenly grew taller and his face became more and more handsome with clear Contours as for me I could only be considered plain looking people's address for us changed from a well-matched childhood sweetheart couple to friends who grew up together I sensitively noticed the change the love that had been brewing for many years was Sourly blocked in my heart and could no longer be expressed when my thoughts came

back what was in front of me were ofilia slightly provocative eyes and eyebrows I randomly pulled a classmate beside me and said the teacher is looking for me let him come after coldly saying these words I took my exercise book and walked towards the teacher's office on the way I quickly figured out the current situation since I had a chance to start over I definitely didn't Want to have anything to do with them you two are a scumbag and a [ __ ] I would never let you ruin my life again after thinking for a

moment I walked into the teacher's office to find the head teacher teacher I've been having a little problem with my eyes recently I can't can't see the Blackboard clearly could I move forward a bit shiao has taken a long sick leave and her seat has been empty could I sit there the head teacher readily agreed to me after all I Was also one of the top 10 students in the grade so I rubbed my eyes hard and went back to the classroom to pack my school bag Josie what did the head teacher want you for

are you crying did he scold you my front desk classmate turned around and asked with concern conern no no there seems to be a little problem with my eyes I made several mistakes when copying the notes from the Blackboard last time that's why the teacher called me over to ask about it He also said that I should sit in the front first and not make mistakes again attacus wasn't at his seat and my front desk classmate began to gossip with me about everything that had just happened Josie just now the school Beauty sent a love

letter to your desk mate she confessed he went out right after reading it do you think they will be together I tidied up my desk swallowed the lump in my throat and nodded heavily they will soon The rumor that the school Beauty and the school hunk were together spread everywhere and even caught the attention of the teachers attacus was a candidate for the top student in the school and had been cultivated vigorously since the first year of high school the teachers constantly hinted at him in class but they didn't dare to to directly stimulate him

attakus did come to me he said Josie why did you change your seat and why haven't you talked to me Recently I sighed and looked into his eyes saying seriously adus we grew up together don't pretend to be stupid about my feelings for you since you have a girlfriend now I'll let go of my love for you attakus guiltily looked away You're my family I've never thought of hurting you I thought to myself oh really but you'll make me feel as if 10,000 arrows are piercing my heart and leave me riddled with holes you say

you won't Hurt me you're so hypocritical but I still said no we're just classmates now I don't like you anymore and I don't want to get involved in your Affairs let's stop here from now on we'll go our separate ways attacus hesitated for a long time and didn't say anything else in the past I liked his quietness but now I hated his indecisiveness later he was immersed in the sweetness of love and didn't have time to care about me anymore he was Busy sending his girlfriend home on time so we wouldn't go home together anymore

Under the Street Lamp my shadow was stretched long and thin after all I had to walk this road alone in the following days I focused all my energy on doing exercises I paid no attention to what was going on outside the window and devoted myself to reading books I listened carefully during the 40 minutes of class whenever I had free time after class I would go to the teacher's office To ask questions in the dead of night while doing exercises I sometimes couldn't help shedding tears such peaceful days were really really good there was no

one knocking on the door of my house like crazy no endless ringing of the phone and no endless stream of scolding I deliberately avoided participating in the gossip of my class mates in the class and avoided all the news about attacus and ofilia but I couldn't help listening and looking I Even viciously hop that they would end up in a bad way attakus was indeed different from before in the past during breaks he would read books and do exercises at his seat and help answer the questions of his classmates but now he was looking forward

to the end of class as of sitting on pins and needles and would enter the classroom just before the bell rang for the next class with a look of regret on his face especially in the later stage of the Sprint for the college entrance examination when the whole class was quietly burying their heads and doing exercises ata's footsteps were even more noticeable they hugged in the Grove and kissed in the narrow corner so secretly that everyone knew they were in love during the monotonous and boring Sprint for the college entrance examination they were rare gossip

topics a handsome guy and a beautiful girl the school Beauty and the School hunk if they were A powerful combination it would really be a good story unfortunately the school Beauty was really just a pretty face she couldn't fly high and even wanted to drag attakus down sure enough after the results of the mock exam came out attacus fell from his pedestal the myth that he had always been in the first place was shattered while he was affectionately touching his Lover's cheek someone understood a knowledge point and made progress by three points While he was

indulging in his Lover's sweet voice someone finished a whole mock exam paper and made another three points of progress the dean of teaching finally took action and forced attakus and ailia not to meet again every time after class the dean of teaching would stand at the back door of the classroom to block them finally attacus could stay at his seat however at this age the more people tried to persuade and stop a love the deeper it would be engraved in one Heart the final days passed with the teacher scolding attakus in a blink of an

eye the college entrance examination arrived I was like being helped by a divine power I kept writing without stopping and performed exceptionally well Josie it's finally over how did you do in the exam my front desk classmate smiled and took my arm I feel that I wrote very smoothly I hope the results the little girl at the front desk had very good grades and was ranked in the Top 20 in the mock exams do you know attakus left half of the last paper's big questions blank is he out of his mind is he crazy I

couldn't help but gasp really is he crazy I was sitting diagonally behind him when I left the classroom I saw that the whole page was blank it was really eye-catching even though I had guessed it before I was still a bit incredulous attacus had actually fallen so low for aelia's sake I knew how hard he had studied for over 10 years his uncle and aunt had paid a lot for his future they only hoped that he could go to a good University have a good future and live an easier life in the future it was

precisely because I had seen attakus mother taking him to participate in competitions with a salow complexion and dark circles under her eyes and I had seen attakus holding trophies and striving for his dreams with Grace and poise so now attacus was completely rotten and stinking in my Heart to be honest I looked down on him I wasn't afraid of him anymore we were no longer in the same world it was meaningless the classmates in our class had a party at the KTV attakus also brought ofilia with him as soon as ofilia appeared all the topics

centered around them why did he bring her to our class's party she's an outsider doesn't her class have a private room what's she doing here all the time gradually the classmates in our class started Whispering with an outsider around everyone became more reserved and the atmosphere wasn't as good as before especially when everyone knew that attakus had deliberately left the paper blank for her sake so even the respect and politeness they had for attacus before were gone oh I heard that Josie and our attakus grew up together their childhood sweethearts ofilia coet voice was directed

at me I was holding a plate and eating cake I didn't even look up And didn't bother to pay attention to her I've always envied such a relationship unfortunately I grew up alone when I was a child there was another moment of silence Josie are you angry with me could it be you're unhappy that I'm with attacus you like our attacus I sighed put down the plate took a tissue and wiped my mouth no I don't like him you two are a good match ofilia still wouldn't let it go I know it's inevitable to have

a girlish feeling for A brother who grew up together I don't mind this this is really immoral definitely coming out of adus mother's funeral I looked up at the Blue Sky and let out a long sigh sitting on the bus going home my thoughts gradually drifted away actually I had met opilia before my team and I would take time to go go to some primary schools and cities with low economic levels to hold Popular Science lectures ofilia was in luchang and her son was studying in a primary school There we went to different classes to

give lectures respectively I randomly entered a classroom many children in the class actively raised their hands were very Lively and full of the sunshine and vitality of children only a little boy sitting in the middle row of the classroom was very silent and there was no luster in his eyes although he was sitting in the middle position of the classroom surrounded by classmates it seemed that there was a clear boundary Between him and the others after the lecture I asked the head teacher worried that it might be something like school bullying the head teacher told

me that this child had just transferred here last week and that he had already transferred schools three times before because he was new he didn't talk much and wasn't Lively so the children in the class hadn't gotten familiar with with him yet I nodded knowingly and said to the Head teacher if there are any class Activities recently take him along and he'll surely be able to have fun after all children will be at a loss when they come to a new environment when my team and I were leaving school just ended the school gate was

crowded with parents coming to pick up their children bustling and Lively I spotted ailia at a glance among the crowd she had put on some weight but was still good-looking she squatted down to talk to that silent boy but the boy didn't give her any Response perhaps I had been looking for a bit too long and ofilia noticed my gaze she was stunned for a moment then slowly stood up her eyes suddenly became Fierce and she rushed over recklessly it's all your fault it's all your fault you're the one who ruined me my male colleague

immediately stepped forward to stop her looking at her ferocious and menacing appearance it was hard for me to associate her with the delicate School Beauty she used to be countless Filthy words came out of oia's mouth and many people frowned you see some people just can never clearly recognize their own problems and will only shift the blame onto others looking at the little boy with red eyes behind ofilia I said ofilia the child is watching do you still want to go on like this it seemed that her motherly love was suddenly awakened and ofilia stopped

talking but still stared at me fixedly I felt a bit strange although we had conflicts before And met in the hospital last time it shouldn't have led to such great malice suddenly thinking of something I tentatively said I thought you were going to become a big star in an instant ofilia exploded she reached out towards me like a mad woman and her shrill screams rang out again it's you it's you it's all your fault this isn't the life I should have it isn't sure enough ofilia was also reborn when ofilia went crazy again a Man

pushed through the crowd and came over he covered aelia's mouth with one hand and dragged her outside sorry sorry my wife hasn't been in her right mind recently and keeps having these fits while speaking the man glared at ofilia angrily why do you keep talking about being a big star how embarrassing the little boy silently followed the man and opilia was still struggling I turned around and asked the head teacher beside me who's this he's the father of the Child he came to the school to handle the transfer matters sorry Professor Josie the mother seldom

comes to pick up the child and we didn't know she was like this it's okay many years had passed and I was working hard to strive for the title of academician at the class reunion everyone was still familiar with each other the topics ranged from life to children's education and then from children's education to urging children to get married it's just That no one mentioned attakus and ofilia anymore in these years I had spent most of my time in Kyoto and hadn't gone back much so I didn't know the news about attacus and ailia it

seemed that my old classmates didn't know either however having no news itself revealed certain information to some extent after the dinner party I drove home my new home was in a high-end residential community and it was very hard to get a house there now my parents had taken a liking To this place because of its good location and convenient Transportation so they bought this piece of land and built a high-end residential Community opening the door of my home I saw mom was pulling dad's ear and scolding him I've told you that you can't add too

much water when needing the dough are you just ignoring what I said how much flour have you wasted can you still make it or not huh dad was playfully fiddling with the sticky dough in the bowl it's Fine like this as long as it's edible the old couple had already lived a retired life they went out to do taii in the morning and went out to dance Square dances together in the evening usually they cook together at home most of the time Dad did the cooking and then got caught by Mom and scolded seeing me

come back Mom let go of dad's ear slapped her apron gave dad a glance and then came over to talk to me dad smiled sheepishly and took out his mobile phone honey Since Josie has already eaten how about we order takeout tonight I want to eat barbecue okay I'll place the order right away it'll be delivered soon mom took off her apron and sat beside me speaking coily Josie I heard that you broke up with your young boyfriend I found it a bit funny yes we knew each other too well and didn't like each each

other as much so we broke up peacefully mom side Josie don't you want to think about it again it's better to settle down even if You don't want to have children it's good to have a companion when you're old dad also sat down and chimed in yes Mom and Dad can't accompany you for a lifetime what will you do if you're alone in the future I lowered my head and smiled oh Mom and Dad I've always had people around me maybe one day I'll change my mind and find a partner but not now I'm busy

with work having dealt with them more or less I quickly Slipped Away such situations happened often and I was already used to it Mom and Dad's daily life was eating sleeping and urging me to get married my daily life was eating sleeping and being urged to get married but this was how life was passing by in peace and happiness