in general I wake up at 6 in the morning but I get up at 7 but during this period it's very interesting I pray sometimes and sometimes I just feel like what God would like me to see it's like scenes come to my head sometimes I see people that I've never seen in my life, sometimes I see images of very, very pleasant things and that's where I have more ideas, for example, this book that I'm launching has 365 sentences, one per day, these 365 sentences came from 6 to 10 in the morning. morning and I already have about 400 more left what day Today is the 13th today is the 13th No, today is the 13th people are the 14th November 14th tomorrow is a holiday November 14th start here November the relief of Forgiveness then the phrase is right below the guilt It's a feeling that gnaws but forgiveness is a balm so I do a micro reflection because I was the one who came up with the idea in those few minutes that I'm lying there, a practice will emerge and down there comes the feeling that it awakened in you ah ah We have a note, which feeling you read here and here you write it down And then here it's like, first of 365 you can start on any page at any time page and here you write the feeling that you are and of and at the bottom you do your notes like [ __ ] I already found myself making this later serve as a diary in which we can even self-analyze, like, hell, I went through this here I was like, oh, I hadn't seen this, I'd never noticed it, you know? for example, I want people to read this and somehow it leads to therapy like [ __ ] I got caught up in this thing here I'm guilty I have certain guilt that I didn't remember I had that's guilt right because every time It's funny that guilt is something we have to feel about what we did on purpose with bad intentions because sometimes most of our guilt is due to things we didn't even know For example, when you said Hey, I looked at that episode, it was bad It's not your fault, it was the best you could give, that's the other day I spoke to Andre, my analyst, you know, something like that I was very ashamed of, I don't know what, it even gave me anxiety that I was almost crying and then I told her I started crying like that, right?
I said, wow, I'm really to blame for that, she was a child. Don't blame yourself, I said that, yes, she said Ahem. Then I understood.
Then Andre all the time, I swear, it helped me a lot, love. When I say it's a balm, it's because no one like that you'll forgive yourself unless it's you, so there are certain things that we are children that stay there, as a child, I have magical thinking, I don't know if you've noticed this, for example, I thought there was something in my father's car, I went after it, what was it? a little ripple must have been from the carpet I thought that when I pressed that little prayer the car went much faster you had a thought of the sea A few things about it Oh I had a thing like that [ __ ] kid I thought if I wasn't No, I would have a lot of breezes if I didn't go to school, jumping over the shadows of the buses because I was walking along the Avenue going to school and then a bus came and the shadow of the bus invaded the sidewalk and then I jumped, I couldn't let the shadow catch me, I said bro.
If the shadow catches me, I'm going to die, you know, and I went to school jumping over the shadow and I didn't tell anyone, I said, okay, I'm avoiding my death [ __ ] in the breeze alone, but as a child, that's magical thinking, that thing you look at the clouds come an option of [ __ ] monster option this is very cool because this type of child's guilt is cute because it shows the following there is no less vocation to be a psychopath Another Day That's good, don't look, you're going to have to If you wanted to be a psychopath, there are no people who talk like that, oh, I would love it, there's no guilt, there's no remorse, I don't care, I step over people F, it's sweet, but look, the way you're guilty, do the following, get in line, right, Get the password for from now on 10 reincarnation Maybe you will go but currently you don't go so that's what you tell me for example eh give me that certainty man how cool are you good, another thing I wanted was for your therapist to say welcome to the world of good we meet [ __ ] But we don't hurt anyone, I was very sad about her because I discovered something, I was talking to her, right, there was a time when I said it like that, dammit, André, Thank you very much, you're helping me a lot and so on. one day I want to meet you I swear I said Tom a beer like that she said like you like she looked at me like the beast we can't do that what I found out in that I said What do you mean we can't have a bond she said we can't have a bond It's this I said this André a barbecue put him in the biggest place of ignorance look look at the feeling of rejection I was like [ __ ] André firm So I didn't want to either [ __ ] there's nothing after you retire after She can retire, that's it, I can, I can, as I'm not your therapist, I'm not your doctor, my love, I'm going to the barbecue and talk like that, it's bad, huh, close, that's bad, oh, I'm going to say no, but oh, so I'm going to say that to that woman over there. I'm going to tell you something, Enem jokes, it's good, she'll be able to focus, let's just do it like this, and this is it, people, for the love of God, time for us, please, Igão is very Lou, we talked about this yesterday, bro, we need it Take some time for us, bro, where do people find their books, right?
