there's some people recently that you know you um and you friendly cool with the AR Kelly situation and the D situation how what's going through your moment when you hear obviously R Kelly's his his thing has already been handled out he's already received this punishment and you see daddy going through what he's going through it's heartbreaking man everybody messes up but um that's we can't we can't we can't we can't be cool after that took me like a week to like it's like it's it's Unforgettable unforgivable is is is too much never being able to
be around us in our world because we don't condone that it's definitely a a fact and from there you have to go on that Journey on your own and and find find yourself and find forgiveness for yourself and somewhere far away from where we are there's no room for that here there's no no room for that in this world that we've been working hard to get to and to to limit our mistakes and to to continue to build our respect and what scares me about that is that if there's other guys out there that's doing
that or have done that and that are forgiven now I would say what do what do what do we do with them how does that work you know that's the only thing I'm kind of confused about because if if I'm like I'm good but there's I might run into a couple people and forgot that they might have been in that situation haven't seen it that's [ __ ] unacceptable I've never ever seen nothing like that in my life I'm I've never witnessed nothing like that in person or on camera besides the Tina Turner movie right
that [ __ ] was out of bounds right right for sure so if I didn't see somebody else do it but I heard about it and they they're they're forget now that I know that what do I do with these [ __ ] or what do I do with them what do you do what do we do I'm asking you right oh you I I agree with you i' I've never been around in in situation like that I've never seen don't know of anything to that nature but had I I would I would intervene I
would have went crazy I'd intervene I'm not going to let you do I'm not going to let you do that cuz I never trust me I got a sister mom and a daughter it would have been my pleasure to get busy and protect whoever was going through that and I and Cassie like you are you are strong and you you you know we're talking about your situation so with all due respect I'm sry sorry for everything that you encountered I've been around you I've been around y'all I never knew you know what I'm saying um
and I apologize for even just for even continuing to just be around right like I don't know what who I am now knowing this I know what I won't allow and um so if I know anybody around me that's active in that world I'm going to react right and now I'm just going through what do we do with people that have been in those situations that we've never seen what it looks like right but we know that it happened what do we do because I'm I can forgive from afar but like I'm not saying what's
up to Puff like that ever again it's not cool like that so shouldn't it be like that with every other [ __ ] for sure that has even remotely played around with that kind of situation and been involved with even the smallest amount like right people hit me in they you know some of the some of the comments and the comments are like BB shots to me like from like 10 miles away but you know you look at some of the TV shows we did you look at me and Princess arguing a little bit on
TV you know they say oh you push princess in the pool and all of that and I'm sorry pry and that's all television stuff and shout out to Viacom and paramont plus because when [ __ ] is real in a dark place they there's boundaries they're not going to go there right so you you enjoy the demise of relationships on TV but that's still on these surfaces of disagreeing and trying to do better don't do that again don't yell don't right that ain't that that's not that that's something else bare Knuckles Knuckles like you know
what I'm saying the homie need a public whing yeah it's the only way it's going to get it's the only way it's going to be right with a public weaping like you know the whip he could possibly in some serious trouble reading that they're possibly convening a grand jewy to 100 lashes for the for the for the for the for the first half is the puffy the P Dy is his life as we know it is it over not not he's going to die or anything like that but I'm saying will he ever be what
he once was a thousand lashes from everybody that you've slained and and her a thousand lashes publicly a thousand that would that that that would help a thousand lashes made by you somebody your size that's going to give it to him not my size my arm hurt your size [ __ ] Ain't Going to make it past nine so think about a thousand a thousand lashes and you're that forgiven right a few years ago you called a scare uh you posted if it wasn't for my kids I would jump off and die tonight should I
just jump and end it up end it right now maybe the next life my real story and then your sister posted need you bro to pray in hands what were you going through at that point in time that had you so low that it's great is Ray J had it contemp that I was that [ __ ] mushrooms man that [ __ ] are high yeah dude no never again what made you trial you know you a supp eat no Frog House good was good for this the fungus was good whatever but a eth of
it um and then just still going through stuff right and then you you you know naturally you um you enhance yourself and you just lose it a little bit um and then you know like I think that just regular maybe weed here and there I could hit and just it for me like the mushrooms and other things that can charge your inner emotions it's just something that you you know don't need to do like if you that brown makes you a mad drunk they don't drink brown right it makes you happy focus on knows things
if it's water or you know busting a nut or whatever it is right do that instead of that and so that just took me somewhere else and I was um I was in a real bad I was in a real bad place it's pretty ugly so there was nothing wrong with it was just that you got you got a hold of something that you shouldn't have had put there was something wrong with me really but because you but the the stuff can activate the honest emotions and sometimes when shrooms they they you I don't know
if you seeing the truth you seeing a little bit of the truth and then you just start acting like everybody's bad but before that you can see a little bit of it before you start going on your tweak right but um yeah I was going through some stuff and um my mom and my my sister princess the kids everybody helped me through that my dad um yeah and sometimes you just kind of hit rock bottom emotionally you start to not like think everything is a dream nobody's real because this whole [ __ ] is backwards
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