my daughter died and I don't feel bad about it I never wanted to be a dad when sleeping with my ex I made sure we were being as safe as possible and when she told me she was pregnant I was certain she cheated I had a DNA test done when the baby was born and she was mine somehow I split up with my girlfriend when she said she was keeping the baby it was mostly amicable she made it clear she would be going for as much child support as possible whatever everyone around me was so
in love with her I was constantly being congratulated on how lucky I was to have her how beautiful she was everyone in my family seemed to look straight past me and only ever wanted to see her last week my ex called me at 3am sobbing begging me to come to the hospital I do because I may not have had any attachment to the baby but she was still a life I was responsible for she was already gone when I got there everyone became obsessive never leaving me alone for a minute my mom is insisting on
staying with me I attempted suicide a few times a teen and I guess they're worried I have this therapist guy coming to my apartment every few days now truthfully my mental health is in one of the best places it's ever been obviously I'm sad but not like a dad who lost his
