remember last week when I asked the question I asked you do you believe that it's never going to benefit you to lie remember that that it will never benefit Nastya whether you believe that or not the next day on Monday I was confronted and a guy that was here says hey you know I was thinking about what you said about it you know it never benefits you lie and he says what about those times though when your wife says how do I look in this outfit that's like I forgot about that you know but no
no really though you don't want you know what I really believe about that my first year of marriage first year of marriage you know I married almost 10 years now and first year of marriage we it was around Christmastime and we're watching this Christmas show or something in Mariah Carey comes on and does this Christmas video in this little Santa outfit thing you know and and my wife looks over at me and says honey do you think she's more attractive than I am and I paused I didn't even say anything yet I just paused I
was like you know it was like oh you know everybody here's the thing is is you know I I go we'll wait hold on she goes you do you do that you know like no well just hold stop thing this isn't fair first of all you know you just got done taking all your makeup off and popping all your zits you know and you know and she's on television you know all the lights and makeup and everything and they make her look all perfect I bet you if you brought her out of the TV right
here and you put your makeup back on and did your hair up and everything else I bet you I would find you more attractive than her that wasn't good enough you know you know I mean you know so then I go wait a second that's not like if I asked you a am I more attractive than Brad Pitt and she goes I think you are I'm like shut up I'm not I'm not you can't say that you know I am NOT you know we've got on this whole thing but you know through that through that
whole experience you know we we both learned a lot about each other but one of the things though was it she learned that you know what I I was gonna be honest and she knew that even though I wouldn't always say the things that she would want to hear and she learned that about me and she learned not to ask certain questions and but through the years I mean that's been such an important part of our relationship is this honesty I mean like last night last night I got done preaching here you know and you
know and when I got home I asked my wife I go hey how did I sound tonight and she was just totally honest with me and says you know he kind of rambled here and you kind of said this then you switch gears here and it didn't really totally make sense I don't think we were with you and he gave his illustration that seemed to kind of come out of blue and it's like wow you know what you're right right and and and she's only one I trust to really tell the truth about me and
and it was so helpful you know last night go through my notes again and hopefully I'll make sense today and you'll like it you know but it's just it's that trust you know because I asked a couple of staff guys afterwards your ask Tony how was it he goes oh it was great give me a raise you know myah but but to trust my wife and it's a-you know there's something about an intimacy that develops because of that trust and because of that honesty and I can I know that she's one of the very few
people on this earth that will tell me the absolute truth about me not what I want to hear all the time but she'll tell me the truth and you can't trade that for anything in a relationship you know as we move beyond this issue of honesty that we've been talking about the last couple weeks and move beyond this issue of hypocrisy you know some of you may think okay good we're not going to talk about honesty anymore you know I can you know and I won't be convicted this week about all the lies in my
life you know that's not true you see because just because I'm not talking about it anymore doesn't mean you won't be convicted because the Bible says that that's the Holy Spirit's job the Holy Spirit's job is to convict you of your sin and in the weeks to come even though I don't speak about honesty it'll be still be on your heart because that's what he does the Bible says he makes us a slave to what is right a slave to righteousness and so when we're not living the lives we ought to be living the Holy
Spirit convicts us in those areas to where we can't rest till we get them right and my prayer is just that you know so many of you have come clean and just gotten real with what's really going on in your life and I pray that we would all do that you know what we're talking about the Holy Spirit this week in fact the next passage in in Luke is about the Holy Spirit and and as I looked at it I thought man I can't say everything I want to say about the Holy Spirit in one
week and so after this week my next two messages are going to be the whole on the Holy Spirit because I I just feel like I just know that we don't talk about the Holy Spirit enough and not that we can but but you get this Jesus said imagine this because this is still one of the things that still boggles my mind jesus said to his disciples when he left the earth before he left the earth he posed his disciples aside he says listen it is to your advantage that I go away he says that
in John 16 it's to your advantage that I go away let me think about that for a second how in the world could it be to their advantage that Jesus leave the earth these are the people that have been walking side by side with Jesus for about three years at this point and Jesus says it's to your advantage that I go away can you imagine if you will actually literally walked with Jesus in the flesh yet Jesus walking around with you every day can you imagine what an advantage that would be to have the Son
of God walking next to you going I know what you're thinking okay right you know I mean just constantly just right there teaching you disciple you so after all that experience of disciples had then Jesus a it's to your advantage that I go away that must have been so confusing but then he says in the next breath because unless I go the helper cannot come and explains that when he goes back to the heaven he's going to send the Holy Spirit and that they're going to be better off with the Holy Spirit than having Jesus
right there by their side see when you look at it in those terms and you think about how helpful it would be to have Jesus walking next to you and for him to say it's to your advantage is even better better than having me next to you is the Holy Spirit living in you starts to make us wonder okay well then I must not really get the Holy Spirit as much as I should I must not really be filled with the Holy Spirit as much as I should be because it's I don't think of him
daily whereas I would think about Jesus being right next to me I would see his power to experience his power do I experience that with the Holy Spirit a lot of times in the conservative churches we we tend to neglect this issue you know we look at some of the radicals you know and some of the things they do supposedly by the Holy Spirit and it just kind of scares us you know rather than realizing oh there's some absolute truth in scripture about the Holy Spirit that we need to understand and that's what we're going
to be talking about but but you know you remember how last week's message it was like terrifying on the one hand because we talked about the fear of God and you know about him being able to cast someone into hell forever and yet right afterwards in the next breath Jesus talks about how comforting that father is because he as every hair on our head numbered and so one minute you're terrified the next minute sigh cause it's great does the same thing with the Holy Spirit here he just gives us terrifying a statement about how if
we ever blaspheme the Holy Spirit that we will never be forgiven do you realize that you realize that there's a sin that will never be forgiven so we always talk about how you'll be forgiven for everything will be forgiven for everything everything but there's one sin the Bible describes that we will not be forgiven of if we've committed it and it's in Luke chapter 12 verse 10 where Jesus says and everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven can
you read that and that that's pretty intense you think okay well that did I commit it have I committed so there's something that I won't be forgiven of and then I will have to pay for it for all of eternity is it possible what is that sin to understand that sin it's all about context you've got to understand the context in which Jesus made this statement that's why we read the Bible verse by verse through you know throughout you know these books look at chapter 12 look at verse 1 what's the first word of chapter
12 verse 1 meanwhile or something like that meanwhile in the Greek it literally is in such circumstances or in these circumstances ok very important because you understand that in the midst of those circumstances Jesus gives us this course in Chapter 12 now what circumstances is he talking about you have to go back to chapter 11 in chapter 11 what happens there is that's when Jesus performs that miracle where he casts out the demon remember that he cast a demon how the guy and and what did the Pharisee say about this miracle they say he did
that by the power of Beelzebul or Satan and it's in that context that Jesus warns his disciples look everything's gonna be forgiven but not blasphemy of the Holy Spirit blasphemy of the Holy Spirit this is what it is it is when you see an undeniable miracle by the power of the Holy Spirit and you choose to attribute it to Satan okay this is an undeniable unmistakable miracle the point is is the Pharisees knew that that was of the Holy Spirit it wasn't like one of those miracles even well he could have done it other ways
they knew it was a miracle the Holy Spirit and they chose to attribute it to Satan and at that point Jesus says you can't be forgiven of that in fact if you have your Bibles turn back a couple of or no one book to the book of Mark mark chapter 3 this may clarify it more because this is the exact same story in the book of Mark and and mark records it and listen to how he presents it mark 3 starting in verse 28 mark 3 verse 28 he says this I tell you the truth
all the sins and blasphemies of men will be forgiven them but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven he is guilty of an eternal sin he said this because they were saying he has an evil spirit okay so mark makes it very clear why was Jesus saying this because the Pharisees claimed that Jesus did it by the power of a holy of an evil spirit they saw a miracle of the Holy Spirit and they said no he did it by an evil spirit he did it by Satan he drives an hour by
Beelzebul now a couple things I want you to notice there in mark first of all that that he says in verse 28 all the sins and blasphemies of men will be forgiven them okay all your sins all your blasphemy in the past that will all be forgiven the only thing that won't be forgiven is blaspheming the Holy Spirit and I say that because I know some of you come from religions where you were taught there were certain sins that are categorized where you won't be forgiven of those that's a lie it's an absolute lie goes
absolutely against everything scripture teaches Jesus himself says right there doesn't matter who told you differently all your sins can be forgiven except for blaspheming the Holy Spirit but everything else so human if you've been holding on to things from your childhood and wondering if you've been forgiven of them or you could be forgiving of them God says right there Jesus Christ says look all those sins can be forgiven okay so let go of that okay Jesus died for that on the cross he already paid the penalty for it but this issue of blasphemy against the
Holy Spirit it says that it's an eternal sin and then that person will never be forgiven for all of eternity he'll be punished for that now that sounds harsh doesn't it seems like well why would he say that why would there to be a sin that's so bad that he'll never be forgiven here's the real point I really believe this is the point of it the point is is what else could God have done for them this is when it comes down to what more could God have done for the Pharisees think about it God
not only sends his son down to them to speak and show his life by this merit but then he sends the Holy Spirit though he performs a miracle God shows his power to this group of people it says watch look let me prove to you that on the Son of God you don't as the Holy Spirit come and perform this miracle in their sight to where these Pharisees saw and they knew it was a miracle of God and at that point even though God had given him the son given them the Holy Spirit after all
of that they still say no we don't believe it you're Satan and it's at that point what honestly think what more could God have done nothing it's a point when God has done everything to reach this person that person still attributes a to Satan then he says that's it you can't be forgiven you'll never reach repentance I've shown you everything I can you still refuse to repent there's nothing left for you except for judgment and really believe that's the of that you know so we don't worry don't don't some people take this out of context
and they go well you know sometimes people say they do things out of the power the Holy Spirit and I question it you know you ever have that happen where someone's that they did something by the power of the Holy Spirit and you watch it you go oh I don't know and then you think of this versa group but I don't want to blaspheme it so maybe I just need to accept it and say yeah it's at the Holy Spirit you know like if you're watching TV and and someone on the television comes up you
know to a TV preacher and he goes yeah there's one arms always been longer than the other can you heal me you know see you know and then the guy touches him and he goes I feel something I feel something whoa you know and they start jumping around and you watching you go I don't really buy it you know but you're scared to go to my blast room in the Holy Spirit that's not blasphemy of the Holy Spirit the Bible even commands us to test the spirits to discern and really go you know is that
really him blasphemy the Holy Spirit is not that blasphemy the Holy Spirit is only when there is an undeniable miracle the Holy Spirit when there's something that that isn't mistaken that you can't question and go I don't know if that's real or not it's when you know it's real and you've seen the Holy Spirit and you've seen that power and you know it's a miracle of his and you choose to attribute it to Satan that is the important will sin but we are called to be discerning we're called to observe our own doctrine our lives
closely and a lot of times you know when we're discerning other people and whether their ministries are for real it's important to look at their lives and look at their doctrine look at how they're living do they really live like Jesus lived you know do you know look at what they're saying are they really teaching the very words of God we're called to discern that and I really think that's why Jesus says anyone who blasphemes the son of man can be forgiven or anyone speaks a word against me when he says the Son of Man
the Son of man was an Old Testament term referring to the Messiah that was going to come so whenever Jesus claimed to be the son of man the Jewish mindset knew immediately he's referring to himself as the Messiah and Jesus says to them now you can blaspheme the Son of Man you can speak against me and that can be forgiven of you okay and I and and the reason is is it's it's understandable that a person studying the Old Testament could not believe initially that Jesus were the Messiah and the reason is this in the
Old Testament you've got a lot of passages that talk about this one that's going to come the Messiah since the beginning of time since Adam and Eve is prophesied that this one would come but many of these prophecies talk about him as this powerful ruler that's going to come and set up this awesome Kingdom on the earth okay and that's why you hear the disciples you know throughout the life going 1 you're going to set up your kingdom what are you going to do it and they're all thinking that he's going to come and take
over the world see but the thing is is in the Old Testament there are also other passages that talk about this one that is going to come and be cut off The Anointed One in Daniel 9 that's going to come and then he's going to be cut off and have nothing it talks about Isaiah 53 this one that's going to be pierced through for our transgressions it talks about this one that's going to actually take our sin upon him and that by his wounds we were going to be healed it talks about this one that
was going to come humbly and mount it on a donkey and so the mindset would be well the Messiah he's going to be come he's going to be this powerful man yeah but there's also these other passages talk about him coming as this this suffering servant it's like well which one do I believe and yet at that time because most of the passages talk about him as a ruler that's all they thought about he's going to come to be powerful so you see Jesus come die on a cross weak you know not weak but humble
and spit upon allowing these people to step all over him and you go that couldn't have been the Messiah you see how it would have been very easy to blaspheme and go in and they're like you're not you're not the Son of God son of God is going to come where the Messiah is going to come and he's going to set up this Kingdom see we have the advantage of looking in hindsight and going oh now I get it that's why there's these different passages because he's going to come and suffer and be cut off
as the scriptures say but then he returns and he's going to set up his kingdom and so now we can put the two together and say well that's how he can and also rule is because he does both and there's a second coming but I don't I don't believe you could have really gotten that from just studying the Old Testament that the Old Testament Saint could understand there were two comings I don't believe so and in fact there are some who say yeah it's hard for me to believe in Jesus because he claimed to be
the son of God and nowhere in the Old Testament does it teach that the Messiah was going to be the son of God and it may not say that specifically but there are clues I mean look at Isaiah chapter 9 and the Old Testament in Isaiah chapter 9 in verse 6 it's that verse that we read during Christmas time but I want you to look at the significance of it Isaiah chapter 9 verse 6 says this for unto us a child is born to us a son is given and the government will be on his
shoulders and he will be called wonderful counselor mighty God everlasting father Prince of Peace you see that it says his child's going to be born that's going to be called mighty God and he's going to be called everlasting father you see because it would be very confusing to a Jewish person who studies Deuteronomy and Deuteronomy 6 verse 5 their great command is here o Israel the Lord your God is one the Lord your God is one and so when your mind your saying no there's one God there's one God then these Christians come along and
say no you know there's this Trinity of this and and it's like well how can I believe that Jesus was also God well I think it's from the very Old Testament that says you know while it doesn't flat out to say it clearly it gives us this clue that this child is going to be born that's going to be called everlasting father and it shows us some sort of oneness between this child and the ever lot who's the everlasting father God the Father and yet the child's gonna be called that and gives us a clue
into this is this unity between the Sun and the Father to where the Sun can be called everlasting father and be called mighty God look you don't call anyone mighty God except for God himself and yet this child that's going to be born is going to be called that you see again all this stuff is easier to see now in hindsight but to them it would have been confusing and so people will blaspheme Jesus Jesus you know people are going to blasphemy they're going to they're going to question me they're going to speak against me
and that's one thing he goes but when you blaspheme the Holy Spirit that's different because that is God revealing himself to you in an unmistakable way and he shows you his holy spirit and at that point if you at that point see this unmistakable miracle of God through the power of the Holy Spirit and you deny it there's nothing more I can do for you and that's why it's an eternal sin it's an eternal punishment so hopefully you understand that and then after Jesus makes that statement he moves on to really you guys i i've
always known this next verse but i just wonder if i really believed it because if I did gosh this would bring so much comfort to me you see look at the next verse verse 11 he says when you are brought before synagogues rulers and authorities do not worry about how you will defend yourselves or what you will say for the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say do you believe that about yourself see Jesus tells the disciples look you're going to go up against you know the synagogue leaders you know
people of a different faith you're going to go up against people that are rulers governors authorities and he says don't worry don't worry when you come up to those people about how you're going to defend your faith you ever worried about how you were going to share your faith with someone you ever got intimidated by someone like oh they know too much I don't know enough to talk to them see this passage says don't you worry when you go up in front of them because the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you
should say doesn't say he's going to tell you ahead of time what to say that's the annoying part you know we want to know ahead of time we don't like this faith thing we don't like this okay God's going to just have to have the words come out of my mouth we don't like that but God promises that he uses that to comfort them look the Spirit of God lives in you that means anytime you are called the defend your faith or say something or speak up about God you'll be able to say what needs
to be said now the promise there doesn't promise that you're going to win the argument does it a lot of times that's our you know that's our pride this is what I gotta win I got to do this or that or I got leading the Lord no it just says that you'll be able to say what needs to be said that the Holy Spirit will give you at that time what you need to say that somehow your words will impact that person you're speaking to this is so important because many of us don't speak up
because out because of fear I don't know enough I hear that all the time I don't know enough and yet what does that say he's going to teach you what to say it may not be enough to win an argument but you'll say what God wants said do you believe that I mean really it's a lot of us we will only talk to people that we know we're a intellectually superior to you know and we'll get intimidated by certain people I don't know enough to talk to him and so we end up talking all these
kindergarteners and you know because why we're relying on ourselves and we don't really believe that God's going to give me the right words to say and the simplicity of a new believer saying something you don't know how it's going to touch them see because the point is because the Bible is so clear this is not about flesh and blood it's about a spiritual warfare it's not about us and our intellect and as always knowing more now definitely we were to call the study 2nd Timothy 2:15 we're called a study so that we're not a shame
aimed of our knowledge but in the end it's not about knowledge is not about what the world teaches about flesh and blood but there's something spiritual that takes place and that God through his spirit can cause you to say something that that person needs to hear at that moment but do you believe that something supernatural will happen in your life when you just speak up and start talking about God because God promises that see that's where I say you know what do we really believe in the holy spirit to where we have that type of
confidence I remember in high school someone taught and and and said successful evangelism is taking the initiative to share Jesus Christ in the power of the Holy Spirit and leaving the results to God that's all it comes down to successful evangelism is just taking the initiative to share Jesus Christ in the power of the Holy Spirit and then just leaving the results to God you do that and you've succeeded you've done what God wants you to do doesn't mean you know every answer doesn't mean that you won doesn't mean you even necessarily led this person
to the Lord it just means you took the initiative you just start speaking the power of the Holy Spirit and God will give you words to say and then you're done that's successful in God's eyes you know I have my high school yearbook with me today this week I I looked at it I just you know we clean it up a few you know a couple months ago as we were moving and saw my high school yearbooks and you know I think I'm just going to look at one one of these days you know and
I haven't read this since I graduated so it's been 18 years since I graduated high school I mean let me put you in the mood of my high school years okay feel if you'll look up on the screen oh is that hilarious I always look at you know like old people's you know old yearbook pictures ago I used to look like that look at that hair oh what a good-looking guy anyways oh it's just so funny it's like wow I look so goofy I still do but uh you know I started reading some of the
things that people wrote you know how at the end of the year everyone signs your yearbook and stuff like that just want to read a couple to you because I it's interesting you know you read some of them and you see a name you go who is that and you have to look them up okay now remember him and stuff like that all these people that you said you're gonna be best friends with forever it never happens if you're in high school and your friends go we'll be friends forever you won't um this doesn't you
know you have all these people do you think you're gonna keep in touch with they all say what ki T keep in touch I never call him but so many you know there was some really significant things written in there's others you know that just you it was like wow we really didn't know each other but there were so many entries in this yearbook that people wrote that sounded the same and it's gonna read some of them you know Francis it's been a pleasure being your friend for the past four years I must admit you're
even funnier than I am good luck in the future Todd Francis is hard to believe it's over after elementary school we've made it to our senior year you've made me laugh so much your great guy best wishes take care Mike what a fun three years thank you for all the fun times we had that you can and I had together well I hope we can be friends till we're old and gray never saw him again after he wrote this good luck in the future keep telling stupid jokes this one's funny Francis you're a real good
friend even though you are not from this country and then he goes on but I know but I know that myself and all my native friends think you're a real nice guy good luck in the future I can tell that you will do really well but be careful and don't think that you are too funny because I am still funnier than you have a good summer have a great feature keep in touch I mean so many of them are just these goofy you know hey it's been fun you know people that I knew since elementary
school of Manya's made me laugh so much this or that I'm funnier than you you're funnier than me whatever you know just and I think about high school and just how many times you're just a middle-class just laughing you know just laughing my head off you know or making people laugh and and then I look back and I go what really matters now you ever think about that you know I looked at all those relationships in that image I was so concerned about you know and wanting to be you know the likable guy and the
funny guy and the guy that was fun to hang around with and I look at it now 18 years later I go how much of that really matters to me now the stuff that I was so preoccupied with it just doesn't matter and the only entries in this book that I really care about is every one so I'd read about someone who wrote in here you know you're the one that helped me understand God you're the one that showed me what a Christian was and it's like wow that's really cool something that actually mattered I
actually did something that mattered in high school when so much of it was a waste and the thing is is is hopefully we learn from that we can go well none of that matters to me anymore the only thing that mattered was whatever impact I had for God because what happens we'll start living with more and more regret through our lives because we go I wish I had said something that person that's never going to see him again anyways that's my last chance what did I say something why didn't I say something that could have
been eternal I'd be still thrilled about that if I had and you look at all his relations go man what a waste and what if we got a yearbook from every job we ever had you know and where everyone that worked there with you said well it's been great here Taco Bell you know you're a great burrito maker have a great life you know I mean I mean honestly what would they say about you would it have been trivial oh you were funny it was so funny when this happened or that happen because let me
let me translate a lot of these for you basically what they're saying is we had a good time but I'll never remember you and you had no impact on my life that's really what it comes down to and that's the truth about many of the neighborhood's we've lived in if they had a yearbook it's like oh yeah I remember yeah you were good neighbor your lawn was always green good luck at your next house hope you can make it even greener you know I mean really that's that's the extent to many of our relationships and
we gotta admit it it's shallowed a lot of times it's because of fear because we don't want to speak up and you know what one day we're going to have a memorial service for each of us for some of us that will be this year it'll be our memorial service and you know what it'll be the final year book signing where everyone comes up and says oh yeah I remember this this is this anything important though anything that's going to matter I have done a lot of memorial services and there are those when there's just
nothing to be said a little trivial things that won't matter then there's others where it's like wow that person's life just radically impacted people people coming up left and right talk about how they will be eternally impacted by that person's life by the way she lived she was the first believer that that I saw that really lived it out and was honest and real with me you know what are you headed for are you headed for more just you know your book you know statements at your memorial service keep in touch have a great summer
or are you making a difference see it's all about the Holy Spirit working through you it's usually at this time that I have a conclusion that I've kind of thought through that I'll share but in light of the passage I thought you know what God just give me something to say to each service that's completely different at that time I have no idea what I'm going to say right now just every service has been different just thank God you know what just help me teach something from the Scriptures some truth that's unique to each service
at that time you know when God created us he ordained every day of our lives he knew how long we're going to live I don't know it I don't know what I'm going to die could be this year could be 50 years from now who knows the whole point of me being here is to have some sort of impact it's not to take up space it's not just to have a fun happy family it's not just to make people laugh and have them like me because I won't care about any of that in the end
in the end what's going to matter is who did I impact when did I just speak up for Jesus so I can think of times when I got scared I got intimidated and I just kept my mouth shut a lot of people do that it's an easy thing to do even the great prophets you know when God called Moses what Moses say I can't talk God says who made your mouth what do you mean you can't talk you know when he called Jeremiah in chapter 1 he says go say this I can't talk I'm just
a child and he says I'm don't say you're just a child I'm gonna speak through you let me speak through you say what I tell you to say you guys that's all that's going to matter in the end man I have regret over the times I've chickened out serious regret over times when I chickened out and and we don't want to just build a lifetime of regrets where we never get it and we never figure it out that wow I had the Holy Spirit in me and I could have just said what need to be
said at that moment do you have that type of faith as you leave today that God really dwells inside of you and that when it's time for you to speak that's supernaturally words will just come out of your mouth that God wants spoken that's pretty intense that I've got the Spirit of God living in me in the right now I'm saying the very things that God in heaven wants to say to you and this that's an intense thought and that that this week you know that there'll be opportunities for you to do the same thing
and just start talking you ever ever leave Church sometimes and think that I followed you around all week because I was just speaking directly to you I hear that all the time because that's the Holy Spirit it's the fact that I'll say things that I even plan on saying wide for that specific service because God wanted to say something to you man and it's not unique to me that's the Spirit of God that dwells in all of us and what if we all took that seriously and really believed that we were God's instrument and that
His Spirit really dwelt through us and we were his mouth man what an incredible impact we would have on this world see stop saying you don't know enough okay keep studying and everything else but stop saying you don't know enough you know what you need to know stop saying you don't have the words because God will give you the words you don't have them right now but you will that's what faith is all about and if we could just keep that in mind this week one impact we could have this very week don't waste another
week in life some of you maybe even you've never even publicly confessed your faith in Jesus through baptism you know that that's a command of God that something God's called you to don't don't go home today with regret don't don't sit in your room this afternoon and go I should have got baptized just just do what God's called you to do don't go through your life with all these regrets if I should have gotten honest I should have confessed I should I should I should have you know it's a terrible way to live life just
do what God's Spirit is leading you to do this week you