God bless you we received an email from our brother James who shared with us a testimony he only entrusted to us his account of seeing Michael Jackson and hearing his confessions in hell here I'm passing along his words exactly as he shared them with us the day I felt I'd lost all meaning in my life my feelings had grown unbearably numb every day it was as if Another Part Of Me disappeared each morning I'd wake up and find nothing of my former self left as a child I had dreams hopes but they were gone now
the pain burned through me I could feel it like a fire all around I'd lost any sense of God's presence drowning in drinking and smoking every day everything was a disappointment life felt like it was always taking something away from me but never giving anything back my family my friends my career all of it felt like walls closing in blocking me from breathing one night I realized I couldn't take it anymore I wanted to escape everything in my life to break free of all the burdens I went quietly to my room locked the door and
turned off my phone I wanted no one to find me I closed my eyes feeling ready to leave this world there was a fleeting moment of Peace in me as though everything was finally going to end and I'd be free of this Darkness but things didn't go as I thought just when I thought I'd taken my last breath I found myself in another kind of Darkness suddenly all my pain was gone there was a great calm a void but I had no idea what was about to happen to me when I opened my eyes I
found myself in a completely different place a Darkness pressed on me making it almost impossible to breathe around me there was a blue mist that felt like an eerie void seeping into my soul all I could sense was the muffled echo of silence and a deep unsettling feeling my whole body shook with a cold shiver but the worst was the terror I felt inside I tried to speak but I no longer knew who I was I shouted but no sound came out panicking I tried yelling again but it was useless it felt as if everything
this world people light even God had vanished in a Flash the meaning I'd searched for all my life was lost in that emptiness I took a step forward but it was as if my feet were glued to the ground every movement felt like struggling through quicksand I stood there for a while just feeling the darkness and the Deep silence then I felt strangely calm it was as though I was in a moment where everything had ended this place had no beginning or end the void pressing down on me GED at my soul making me want
to escape from the Shadows around me but where would I go there was no path no light everything cloaked in darkness and uncertainty weighed on me like a heavy Mist in my mind I started questioning the reason I'd ended up here I thought taking my own life would set me free but this place was far from Freedom it was like my entire purpose for existence had been erased and I was cast into nothingness I wanted to scream desperately but my voice caught in my throat it didn't even Echo here even a scream was silent in
this Darkness trapped like a prisoner an overwhelming sense of regret filled me my own choice had brought me here to an endless void as I tried to move through the emptiness strange scenes suddenly began appearing before me each one was a soul weighed down by sins they'd committed on Earth I watched the faces of these people in agony each trapped alone without anyone to connect with or support them left only with their regrets first I saw a group of Twisted looking people dressed in odd clothes from what I could tell they were people who lived
with vanity and pride those who thought everything was their right and had no qualms about looking down on others The Pride that once showed on their faces had now given way to deep regret they constantly felt as though they were being judged as if invisible eyes scrutinized their every move analyzing every detail with each passing moment they grew smaller losing whatever remained of themselves and their pride as I moved forward I encountered people with pig-like faces in their hands they hoarded go gold and jewels but no matter how much they collected it all turned to
Ash in an instant with every pile that crumbled their frustration grew yet they continued this endless cycle with insatiable greed their eyes driven by desire and filled with an unquenchable hunger devoured them from within these were people who in life were consumed by their obsession with possession obsessions and now that same Obsession was dragging them further into despair with every passing moment in another corner I saw Spirits with eyes that had fallen out of their sockets with rat tails boiling in a cauldron their eyes searched longingly for what others possessed but since everyone here was
alone they found nothing each one's gaze held the yearning for another life but all they encountered was emptiness and disappointment their jealousy made them burn with the desire to reach others yet they could never connect with anyone this helplessness turned every moment into an Agony deeper down I Saw The Souls of those who had surrendered to their lusts these were people who in life had idolize their bodies and desires disregarding moral boundaries in pursuit of pleasure now in this merciless realm their desires burned within them like a flame but that hunger was never satisfied everything
felt hidden behind an Untouchable Veil each time they thought they were close they never reached it their endless Cravings burned like an eternal fire consuming them from the inside intensifying their inner torment seeing the total loss of Hope in their eyes sent a shiver through through me here bearing the weight of each sin was like a wound etched onto their souls these Spirits were paying the price for their wrongdoings but most painfully they couldn't escape from themselves for a moment the darkness around me shifted and I felt myself being pulled into an even deeper colder
place as if an invisible force was dragging me to confront the harshest truths this place was where the souls of those who had taken their own lives gathered a space saturated with Agony and regret the souls here were crushed under a burden far heavier than the pain they tried to escape in life as I watched these ghostlike Souls drifting around me I could see deep sorrow and regret within each of them the pain they'd endured in life was now magnified many times over some had tried to escape the disappointments of the world others had ended
their lives unable to Bear the weight of loneliness and sadness but here the scars of the past wouldn't leave them alone They Carried the weight of their own choice caught in a cycle of endless suffering with no way out each of these suicide victims was forced to relive the choice they'd made over and over again they remembered the moment they ended their lives reliving that final instant of regret with the terror and helplessness searing into them witnessing their Indescribable pain filled me with an intense chill and regret it felt as though everything was beginning to
pull me in as well the memories played out like a film in front of my eyes facing a reality that was impossible to escape then I found myself among them it was as if through my decision in life I joined this cycle of regret I was reliving that last moment the choice I made on that Bleak night in my room everything was so vivid the pain the fear and the Deep regret pierced through me I wanted to escape but there was nowhere to go the unbearable emptiness Within Me grew larger as as if my soul
was bound to this helplessness I struggled to break free from this vicious cycle but each time I ended up back in the same place I watched the other Souls who had ended their lives their desperate Expressions writhing in Endless despair showed me that what was happening here was a punishment far heavier than I could comprehend in this place where there was no way out my own regret grew grew I began to realize I might have taken a path with no return as I continued to watch the cycle of suffering in these Souls the storm inside
me deepened the pain of having rejected God's mercy and choosing to find an end on my own path turned into an intense regret like never before I didn't know if it was possible to escape from here or to find forgiveness all I knew was that every moment here was accompanied by unbearable regret and fear as my journey through hell continued I felt myself being drawn toward another area here people who had once chased Fame pleasure and popularity now appeared blank staring into the void with empty gazes each face bore the same deep emptiness and meaninglessness
the excitement that once filled them seemed erased replaced by a heavy numbness I had been a part of this world in the music industry as an Advertiser I worked to pave the way to success for artists building worlds of Fame admiration and Hollow victories but what I saw on the faces of these Souls revealed the truth about that world they'd all lost their Essence and were trapped in their own spiritual emptiness for them emotions like feeling loving or even suffering seemed to have disappeared entirely secular music had acted like a drug on these Souls every
note every Rhythm carried with it the urge to forget the desire to feel less and less it was as though each song offered them a false peace or a fleeting happiness but the cost of those promises was steep this music had bound them to shallow Desir transforming them into numb lost souls on the faces of these people there were no expressions of Joy or pain they were merely Shadows numbed and lost deep within their souls here I could see how secular music had torn people from their inner depth pulling them into a life filled only
with superficial Ambitions beneath the Allure of that music the attraction of Fame and the glimmer of popularity lay an emptiness I hadn't noticed before for a moment I felt as though I were one of them my own attachment to the music industry and drive for Success Had distanced Me From spiritual values the numbness and emptiness among these Souls forced me to reflect on myself I realized how much I'd contributed to encouraging people to chase the Allure of popular culture throughout my my years working in the music world this scene filled me with a sense of
regret I thought about the times I'd spent in Pursuit Of Fame and popularity these Souls were destroyed here as a result of the world I once endorsed as I moved through the darkness of hell I encountered a familiar figure standing before me was Michael Jackson an artist I'd admired at that moment shock fear and curiosity intermingled Michael a musical Legend and icon now looked at me with deep regret and sorrow in his eyes his appearance was no longer that of the celebrated Superstar his face bore the marks of inner turmoil struggles and an unending Quest
as he looked at me his voice was weary and filled with remorse I didn't realize how much Fame wealth and the pursuit of false happiness numbed my soul he said I selfishly used the talents God gave me I claimed to bring Love and Hope to the world through my songs but in reality I was only distracting myself my relationship with God was shallow instead of seeking true meaning I used these values to glorify my own image through his words I felt the heavy toll Fame had taken taken on him Michael continued to describe how all
his Fame and wealth had distanced him from God from the outside his life seemed bright and inspiring but he admitted that it was a delusion that only deepened the void within him my music my dance those captivating lights on stage I thought they'd bring me happiness but after every show I felt an even deeper emptiness inside he said his voice trembling with sorrow Michael shared how he'd lost the love and Purity he once had for God as a child caught in the grip of addictions and worldly desires I ignored God and his true peace he
added through his fans and his presence on stage he felt strong and independent from God yet now he realized how that strength had led him to lose his soul and over time to deeply forget God my addictions I use them to find Comfort but in reality they only bound me more he said instead of easing his inner unrest those substances pulled him deeper into darkness Michael shared that these addictions had blinded him to his need for God ultimately leading his soul down a completely different path he had spent his life chasing ing a false sense
of happiness never truly finding peace I needed to turn to God to find real peace he said lowering his gaze but I became entangled in worldly pleasures and false Joys people saw me as a savior a source of inspiration yet no one saw the storm inside me or the Deep pain in my soul instead of seeking true salvation and peace I'd only clung to worldly pleasures and temporary successes the weight of these confessions was evident on Michael's face looking at him I felt his inner restlessness and how his search had always led to a dead
end one morning I opened my eyes in a hospital room around me were the cold white lights of the ICU and the echoing sounds of machines being alive felt surreal even after all I'd been through it was as though I was still in that Dark Void hearing the screams of every condemned Soul echoing in my mind this experience had created a turning point within me I realized how much I'd been chasing in life only to find that deep down my soul was just as empty looking back I saw that everything I tried to escape was
a result of being far from spiritual peace this experience showed me that everything is temporary and true peace can only be found by drawing closer to God the world had promised me happiness in countless ways but each promise had only driven my soul further away I decided to dedicate myself entirely to God and rebuild my life under his light I understood the value of this second chance after those dark regret filled days in hell I set out on a journey not just to exist in this world but to fill my soul with purpose I vowed
to rebuild my life with spiritual values and to purify My Soul by turning to God
