this is serious this is some serious stuff you are literally about to step through a new portal there is some sort of portal that is about to be opening up in your life my love I can see it I feel like it's going to like spring for you when I tell you the spring time is very very significant when it comes to you and your journey I feel like spring is going to be the time that you genuinely reemerge yourself not even reemerge emerge for the first time as this new being that you are today
I feel like you might be feeling a little bit uncomfortable right now in your body and I've been talking about this for the last few days but this is very real right now something inside of you is currently being cleansed you know what I'm seeing in my mind there's like an image of just you covered in like Gunk you know like a Dawn soap commercial and those poor animals are covered in those in that oil and it has to be like scrubbed off there's there was some form of energy some thing that you recently let
go of I think it was whatever I was talking about in the last couple videos I feel like I'm talking to the same Collective but there was something that you recently let go of something that you came to terms with some sort of energy that was really stuck to you holding on to you for a very long time for a really long time and I just seeing I'm seeing this image of like you covered in this Gunk and it's almost like you have your whole Angel team right now your Spirit guides your angels your ancestors
the whole universe is literally coming together right now and I'm just seeing them cleansing you I'm seeing you being like cleansed in Angelic purification that's what I'm seeing within your body right now and there's some form of energy that was a bit heavy a bit icky a bit Mucky a bit um stubborn that was stuck to your body that the Universe right now is using all of their might to cleanse off of you and through you so you might be feeling extremely exhausted you might be feeling like you just lack motivation and there's two reasons
why I'm hearing this right now why you lack motivation at this time in your life number one is because energetically do you even understand what your body is going through right now to get this thick heavy energy off of you this cleansing purification process that you've been going through especially this last week for the last couple weeks now but it's like it's very heightened right now like you might be at a peak of it where you're almost feeling restless or you might be struggling with letting go of certain addictions or habits or routines or whatever
you may be falling feeling like you're falling back into old habits and patterns you might be really hard on yourself at this time as well but it just feels like there's some deep deep cleansing that is happening internally with your DNA with the structure of your cellular makeup that is happening to you right now you could be into a lot of I'm hearing like studying I mentioned Joe despenza before but you could be into Joe despenza and his work but studying the brain and like learning more about the human body and what you're capable of
but it's just it feels like you're going through this cleansing process right now and it's just taking everything out of you it's taking everything out of you you're finding yourself not not inspired to creatively do things that you want to do and I do feel like whoever you are you could still be getting a lot of stuff done that's the thing about it but for you it doesn't feel like it's ever enough it almost feels like you're just scratching the surface for some reason even though I do feel like you might be a little bit
hard on yourself at this time especially I feel like you need to understand and remember something that Perfection is a myth Perfection is a big myth and I got a bone to pick with perfection genuinely and I just want you guys to know I'm human too I am actively going through some of the same stuff that you guys are going through at this time right now especially when it comes to Perfection I think once you reach a certain point in your life where you have you're giving yourself permission to have desires and goals I feel
like you're at a time in your life where you're like hold on a second I know that I'm capable of living this extraordinary life that I see myself living so it's like you're having all of these goals right and because you have all these goals because you have this vision for where does you want to go naturally I think our instinct is to put more pressure on ourselves feel like we should be doing more or we need to show up in a certain way or we need to do this or we need to do this
in order to feel like we're doing enough to almost earn that life that we're headed towards oof that is a message I just heard you don't have to earn the life that you're headed towards my love you don't have to earn it it is written for you do you know what this feels like at this time it's like the universe was always destined to repay your inner child that is what I'm hearing right now the universe was always destined to repay your inner child your little beautiful inner child okay I feel like you could have
grown up in an environment where you didn't feel safe or I'm hearing this big emphasis on safety feeling safe within your body feeling safe within your environment feeling safe in general and it almost feels like that was taken away from from you and Stripped Away from you at a very early age or in your teenage years or somewhere in your life but I do feel like a lot of you it's childhood and it just feels like the universe was always destined to repay you it's almost like this next half of your life is a literal
love letter from the universe back to you at this time of your life okay so it's just you have to trust in your path right now and trust that the Universe wants to take care of you at this time but you don't have to be so hard on yourself I'm almost seeing like when you were a kid or when you were younger you could have really struggled with perfection maybe it felt like in order to receive love you had to be something you had to show up in a certain way you had to be the
good kid or you had to get a certain grade or clean the house or do something it was almost like love had to be earned for you so it just feels like this time of your life the universe is really trying to open you up and prepare you to be poured into because that's what I'm saying we'll get back to this whole portal thing but this is what I'm saying about this portal opening up for you the universe wants to get you to a space where you're open and ready to receive it where you're willing
to receive it because the thing about you I feel like where it is you're headed you are about to be poured into into in abundance you're about to be poured into in a way that you don't even realize you could be poured into my love so it's almost like this this period right now while you're in this rest and while you're in this state of letting your body go through that cleansing and that purification it just feels like oh o sorry I forgot what I was going to say as soon as I heard his Scaro
I was like oh my gosh I'm going to lose my train of thought and it just happened but anyways we'll get it back sorry for cursing like that y'all I don't know where that came from that just came out it just came out I don't know where it came from okay there's a lot of interruptions around me right now so I feel like just bear with me while I try to get myself through this message but anyways where were we going with this oh yes this next season and this is why you guys I am
going to hold myself to always keep these parts in these videos because I feel like this is just humanness this is just human stuff and this is exactly what my message is about today letting herself be human letting herself be comfortable with not being such a perfect version of yourself and that thank you Spirit that's exactly where I was heading the myth of perfectionism you are at a time in your life right now where you just need to be more understanding to the fact that you are a human my love you are a human being
and you came here to have a human experience and yes you might be extremely tapped in to Source energy you might be extremely tapped into God to Creation whoever you are you're here for a reason you're resonating with these words for a reason you were tapped the in babe you were tapped in you've been tapped in for a really long time okay there's a reason why you're so sorry guys my phone cut out yes you might be extremely tapped into Source energy but you're a human first and foremost and you have to allow yourself to
be a human okay I feel like whoever you are at this time of your life you're putting a lot of crazy expectations on yourself and rightfully so because you know you're capable of it you know that you have the potential to to achieve I what that stutter was to to to okay to achieve your wildest dreams anyway sorry that just sounded like a Beat you know that you have the potential right now to achieve your wildest dreams so the pressure you're putting on yourself it's like you justify it because you're like if I want to
achieve the wildest my wildest dreams then I got to show up in a certain way I got to be better because maybe the routines I'm doing or my routine right now is not fulfilling me in a certain way that I know it needs to to get me to those places and spaces but the thing about this journey that you're in and this portal you're about to step through you're you're meant to ease into this portal and when I say ease into it I feel like it there's dichotomy of emotions here okay because it does feel
like things in your life are really going to pick up they're really going to pick up and I feel like you've been in a rested state for a really long time and you can sense you can feel this new beginning around the corner you can feel it and it almost feels extra uncomfortable right now or you might be lacking extra motivation because your external environment is really not reflecting this big big big change that you can feel deep down in your core you can feel this huge massive change coming you might not have proof of
it you might not know when or how it's going to happen but you know that it's going to happen so I feel like that in itself is already irritating enough because then you show up every day and you're like it's almost like this battling of emotions like you can feel this new beginning but you're you're showing up to the same job or showing up to the same home or showing up in the same environment that you feel like you've outgrown and this is exactly where you're at in your journey you have simply outgrown the environment
that you're in the relationship listen I'm not take it if it resonates when I say this about the relationship if you feel happy and fulfilled a relationship then that's not for you okay but I'm just saying if you know that there's things that you're out growing at this time in your life that home that you're living in the job the whatever it might be certain friendships let these things naturally fall away as they're meant to as they're supposed to in this time of your life because trust me when I tell you you can try to
cling on to certain places certain people whatever it might be with all of your might because it feels safe and it feels familiar and that feeling is the feeling that we we as humans crave We crave feeling familiar all we want is to feel familiar energy We crave what is comfortable We crave what we know and it's like it goes against everything inside of us to do something that is unknown to break certain Cycles to venture out into the unknown to take a risk to take a jump why because that unknown is so uncomfortable it
is so uncomfortable when you have no IDE there's no guarantee where it is your headed that you know it's going to work out or that it's going to be better than where it's coming from but this is the point that you're at in your life you have to trust in the fact that the Universe at this time like we said is giving back to your inner child that things are going to work out for you that things are working out in your favor you are blessed and highly favored right now you have to trust in
that and trust that in letting go of something that feels safe and something that feels familiar and something that feels like it provides you some sort of comfort because it's all that you've ever known you have to trust more in the fact that if you are willing to let go and to step away from certain things that might feel good that might give you that temporary relief if you are willing to let go of that and Trust in something completely blind trust that you know there's no guarantee but trust and know that I will be
taken care of in a better way the universe will give to you so abundantly it's become so clear within my own life and this is not an easy thing when I'm telling you this I'm telling this right back at myself okay I feel like we all are going through such a huge Awakening right now and prepping for this portal that is coming up in the springtime and it just feels like this is really hard like all of these things I might be saying it and it sounds so much easier than it is but that's just
the thing about it whoever you are you came here because you are a soul that is up for the mother freaking challenge you are a soul that knows you are capable of doing hard things you've always done hard things look back on your life look back at all the things that you've survived through you've always been able to get yourself to where you need to go to get yourself through the thing that you didn't even think you could survive through you've always done it for yourself so of course this work is going to be challenging
it's going to be hard but the thing is this journey it might be a challenging one because it doesn't come with ignorance like most of the people that are surviving you know they're blissfully ignorant when you don't know better it's easy to go through life because you genuinely don't know and you can just lolly gag through life but when you know when you have this level of self-awareness that I feel like you have here watching today it's almost it feels so burdening or burdensome sometimes is that a word burdensome burdening sometimes you know what I
mean because it's like you can't go through things just naturally and ignorantly you know it all you know exactly what you're supposed to do you know exactly what you're supposed to let go of you know it all logically I feel like whoever you are you're a very intellectual person you really think things through and you know exactly what is going on I don't know how we just got on that topic but this is one of those messages you guys where so many things are coming through and I'm just going to rock with it but I
just want to tell you today okay and be super vulnerable and bear everything out to you guys and let you know that you're not alone if certain old habits or certain old people or ideas or beliefs are coming to the surface at this time I'm human and I go through the exact same things but I feel like we're meant to walk this path because we have the power and ability to alchemize and transmute these certain energies as they come towards us and it might take a few days it might take a few weeks it might
take a few months it might take a few years but at the end of the day you know that you're always meant to get to where you're headed your path it cannot be taken from you you can't miss it and you can't mess it up so be a little bit kinder to yourself as you're just figuring it out like do you even understand the rebirth that you have just went through recently within this last month especially I feel like so many things are really shifting within you so many things are getting cleansed within you you're
really being prepared for something like that is a lot of energy that's happening for you so you need to be so much Kinder on yourself even though you feel like you should be at a certain place by now or you feel like there's more that you need to be doing it's just that anticipation because you can feel that new beginning around the corner it's that anticipation that's coming in and telling you you should be doing this you should be doing this you should be doing this and obviously it's about right now I feel like there's
a huge emphasis on finding balance in your life in some way shape or form okay it's not about necessarily cutting things out 100% or like cold turkey expecting your life to change all within days that's not what your path is about at this time in your life you're meant to ease into this new beginning into the new identity that you are you're meant to ease into it it's supposed to be something that you just you fall into you melt into do you get what I'm saying it's not supposed to be like one day you're struggling
with this thing and the next day you're like okay I can't be struggling with this thing anymore I need to be here I need to be doing this that's not what it it's about so don't put that unrealistic amount of pressure on yourself at this time okay this is a message of being easy to yourself and honoring exactly where you are on this journey because I feel like wherever you are you are there for a reason at this time in your life you're experiencing the things that you're experiencing for a reason if there's old stuff
coming back to the surface it's coming back because it needs to be seen because it can't be ignored because you can't keep it festered down within you until you get into this new chapter and then it comes out then you're actually given this beautiful time and space by the Divine to sit with these things to sit in the discomfort to sit in the unknown of it all and it might be hard it might be difficult but whoever you are you can do hard things you are capable of doing hard things you were always meant to
believe in yourself enough to know that you can get yourself from this point into this next portal that you're about to walk through and let's just talk about that for a little bit because I'm genuinely so excited you guys I feel like come springtime is going to be a huge timeline jump for a lot of us and I've been getting this message of like the preparation for the timeline jump okay I feel like your life is really about to start picking up externally in the springtime come the spring and you know I don't know where
you are in the world but for me it's winter time when we're on the last little leg of winter especially before spring comes down and it's like you're almost to the spring that's when things can start feeling really heavy that's when you're like really like okay I love this winter stuff but I want it to be sunny I want the sun I want to be in nature like it's like you're at the very end of one season coming into the beginning of the next season do you get what I'm saying so if the energy is
a bit heavier right now or a bit gunky remember that you're being worked on by Angelic forces at this time in your life to cleanse and purify 911 on the timer as I'm saying this to cleanse and purify that energy that is going on inside of you okay but you have to be kind to yourself in this cleansing process and it's 9 20 three mhm be kind to yourself within this cleansing process you are always meant to trans transition into this next timeline that you're headed towards which by the way is going to be a
direct reflection of your internal this is where like the universe catches up to you do you get what I'm saying this is where like you know when you work out you have to tear down a muscle you have to rest you don't see that that change in your muscle right away it takes time it takes time to show up externally this is where like spring come springtime later in the spring I'm hearing even some of you beginning of the spring come spring I feel like that is where you start to see that muscle showing up
on your body that's where you start to see physically with your own eyes the external tangible changes that are coming into your life this has all been one big in internal Journey especially if you've been rocking with me since September October this has been such a journey you guys like such a freaking Journey if you're new here welcome because you joined at the exact time that you were meant to join but if you've been rocking with me since then you know this internal Journey that you've been on it's it's been massive like genuinely the biggest
internal Journey that you've been on in your entire life that's big stuff it's big stuff so you're prepping right this is all a bunch of prep work to this new timeline to this new version of yourself to this new life that you're stepping into this is a brand new life that you're headed towards a brand new life that you're embarking in okay a brand new journey and as you go through this transition time just be kind to yourself just be easy on yourself just trust in the fact like you should be so set in the
knowing that you're going to get through it you're going to get over that thing you're going to let go of that thing you're going to do it it's deep within you you know inside of you it was always destined for you to get there but don't be so down on yourself if you're not getting there as soon as you might think you need to get there because sometimes what we perceive as us needing to be in a certain spot at a certain time the universe God whatever you believe in is looking down at us and
genuinely laughing like they think that they should be ready for this thing right now do they even realize that they need a couple more months or do they even realize that you know what I mean the universe is like the universe knows the grand scheme of it all Source energy knows the bigger picture at play so sometimes I think that's why it's so easy to trust in Divine timing for me personally because I just remind myself if something is not working out when I want it to work out obviously there's a better plan than my
plan my plan is probably limited compared to what the universe is plan is genuinely like we think that we think big and the universe is like you don't even know big you don't even know big just you wait till we show you what's coming for you you get what I'm saying so trust in the Divine timing of it all trust in the fact that you are headed towards this new beginning this portal okay and give yourself Grace as you get there wow what a beautiful beautiful mother freaking message I'm going to go out go up
and post this right now because yeah this needs to come out right now and it was 12:22 as I came down to film this H you guys Happy Valentine's Day if it's Valentine's Day when you're watching this there is so much love in the air and to all my people that are grieving right now or coming to terms with certain endings and dealing with pain and heartbreak and maybe this day is not so bright for you I am sending you so much love I am wrapping you in a big warm blanket of love and I
want you to know that you're not alone and this day is really hard for me also and it's been a harder day so just be kind to yourself be kind to the people around you and I'm sending you all the love in the whole world okay I love you so much I will talk to you very soon
