okay you're below me right now like I don't know if you're able to see my double chin because you're below me stop okay um I got my drink this morning um you guys may not like Starbucks for a certain reason I don't like them because they're communist piece of [ __ ] but I still go so shut the [ __ ] up um anyway so this is what I got cuz I really wanted something pumpkin you guys know I can't stand summer I'm so mad right now so okay the thing is if I put you
I don't really love where you are but at the same time like I the lighting is way better here so I don't know how I'm going to deal with this but I feel like the camera is not I'm usually looking like that and I just like what I'm able to do I don't know okay stop this is what I got I got three um shots of espresso over ice and a venty cup with extra ice with the pumpkin cold foam on top and it's like fall it's here look form out okay um can't stand the
weather um but this does like make my nerves a little less rattled honestly because my account I'm having a lot of fun on substock I I'm able to like just rage there where I say things that I want to say can you believe that can you believe that I'm allowed to say a word like no that that's what it's like on here they are it's it's so bad on Instagram too like I can't say [ __ ] like I can't say anything on instagrram it's not even worth it because cuz like you know what I
mean it's not fun okay so um and I on on suback I basically say whatever the [ __ ] I want like minus like 10% of things I probably would say in real life but I it probably I'll probably get there honestly like I'll probably get there I don't give a [ __ ] like I don't care you guys act like you don't say those words too it's so funny go [ __ ] yourself like I'm so sick of this damn world um okay so basically oh my God I was just filming and then it
didn't start okay um so I'm going to get into things and what I'm going to get into first is that America is just done like America is just so not the vibe anymore and and it's like actually really really depressing um I'm just over it like I'm just it's done like it's never it's never ever going to be anything ever it's going to take a long time it's going to take a long time it's going to take it's going to take Generations I think Generations like you guys won't even know anything like what it should
be a lot of you guys out there um you guys won't you guys won't you guys won't know what what it was and like what it should be and could be you're so brainwashed and you're so dumb and I'm talking to like I'm talking to people who don't get it you know what I mean people who who get it I'm not talking to you um you've just been so [ __ ] by the education system by um Mass immigration by oh multiculturalism oh yeah that was huge when I was in um in elementary school you
know multiculturalism such a great thing I'm not going to go into this here you guys just can't take it here this is what I'll go into more on my substack it's very offensive because it's true it's very offensive to you yes it is the truth hurts it's just like when I say that someone's fat um the truth hurts you know what I mean like they can't take it so um you guys the thing is this like you cannot you have to like if you go to it this is what I've never understood if I was
going if I was I'm just making this up Cambodian I don't even [ __ ] know okay and I was going to United States I would not want to be I of course I I'm Cambodian Roots but I would assimilate I didn't come to America to live in Cambodia okay I came to America to live in America because it's somewhere I wanted to move very badly okay if I'm going to say okay if I was polish I be like oh my God you're talking to brown people um okay and don't get me oh we get
into it [ __ ] yes we are if I was polish and I wanted to move to America I wouldn't come to America and try to turn it into Poland do you not see what I mean you're supposed to come here and [ __ ] assimilate and most of the times they don't they don't like people not they not polish but people who immigrate here they just don't and anyway there is a reason for different cultures and different people around the world and there's a reason why people live certain places and are there and then
when you get a lot of different people together in one in one area it's caused for disaster like it's not great it's really not okay and I don't care what you say you dumb piece of rotten ass [ __ ] okay I'm right okay so get the [ __ ] out of here you have [ __ ] for brains you know nothing and you're a loser okay I don't care what you have to say you are [ __ ] loser do you not get it okay if you ever come from me about cultural appropriation I
will [ __ ] you will suck my dick okay that is the truth like I you will okay because this [ __ ] Camala Harris she is a race Shape Shifter she is a race Shape Shifter okay yes I actually actually really am enjoying this um camera angle because I can put my face into the video camera closer so I'm actually enjoying this okay if you dare come for me ever again [ __ ] about um cultural appropriation get the [ __ ] off of my channel this [ __ ] is a lying [ __
] sack of [ __ ] her her parents her family was slave owners did you know that they own slaves they are not black okay they are Indian okay they's some kind of like East Indian or something she literally pretends to be whatever it is that it it that is beneficial for her at the time which is fine girl like do whatever you want to need to do to win do it okay you're outsmarting everyone fine it's the [ __ ] drones it's the white women piece of [ __ ] white women out there because
to be honest the blacks are not falling for this that much they're really not they don't like her I'm not saying all blacks okay I'm saying a lot of the blacks out there are like she's just ew like they they get it okay they just a lot of them get it a lot of them are waking up a lot of them get it like what the [ __ ] is this phony ass [ __ ] she's been they the she has been in office the last four years has your life improved no you going to
put her in again you stupid [ __ ] like oh my God you already had a preview of what you're going to get and you're like oh I want more I want more of that you're so stupid okay if you ever tell me not if you ever tell me if you ever speak the word cultural appropriation again get the [ __ ] off of my page you are so so stupid she's actually doing it whenever she wants and you're going to have the nerve to tell me about cultural appropriation oh my God get out of
here right now get the [ __ ] out of here right now you will never do that again I will do whatever the [ __ ] I want if I want to be Mexican right now I'll be a [ __ ] Mexican right now yes I will if I want to be Chinese I'm going to be Chinese do you want to know why I'm more Chinese than she is black cuz I lived in China for 2 years how about that [ __ ] okay oh and guess what I'm more Mexican than she is black because
actually I grew up with probably 90% % Mexicans okay get the [ __ ] get out of here okay get real [ __ ] do not tell me okay do you not tell me what to do anymore because I'm so sick of you guys being like oh yeah oh yeah whatever she like you guys are not laughing at her [ __ ] face and how pathetic she is and what a [ __ ] liar and she tries to act black when she's the snobbiest [ __ ] [ __ ] ever Brentwood [ __ ] like
okay this is why I can't do this on here dude I can't I can't [ __ ] do this on here like I can't I want to go on and on but I can't so boring okay that was going to talk about cultural appropriation because you guys have the nerve you guys have the [ __ ] nerve to tell me about cultural appropriation this [ __ ] okay literally it's [ __ ] phony phony blackace okay phony okay you guys are eating it up and this is why I always I've always said I have said
it that the 19 was it the 19th Amendment whatever suff for jets dude get the [ __ ] out of my face oh my God I'm so mad I would [ __ ] get give up my right women should not vote women should give up the right to vote right now because we can't handle it that's the truth we cannot handle it we don't deserve it the reason the country has gone the way it has is because of women did you know that why the reason it's a pile of [ __ ] it's the truth
we're just too stupid and emotional and we're just so [ __ ] cringey okay if your stupid [ __ ] sit it out I I told you guys everyone's like oh get out the vote make sure to vote vote vote every time right sit it the [ __ ] out if you're dumb if you're dumb and you're stupid cuz you know you are and you're a loser just sit at the [ __ ] out leave it to the people who know what they're [ __ ] doing just sit down don't vote you're dumb just sit
just just sit just [ __ ] off okay um I have other topics to get into I'm really angry like I'm just really annoying I'm really annoyed by the whole thing I'm really annoyed I'm really annoyed okay I'm very annoyed today and I'm very crawling in my skin I thank God fall is coming and I actually had I have I still have Pandora it's weird I know it's very like very like old of me right I don't care it's something I I just pay for every month and this is so mirr that it gets like
um fingerprint this is my ihe heart me ring it has my initial on it this is solid real gold this is real gold you can get it in real gold or real silver with your initial on it I love it okay um anyway I turn on my Pandora and because it's like you guys do you guys remember when I first started HR a lot of you guys out there do like okay can we take can we just go back in time before I start up again can we go back in time um real quick okay
I got to talk I just want to talk about ear no I'll talk about a second I love that earing okay um can we just go back in time let's go back in time to oh my god do you guys know do you guys feel me on the happy misery like I just can't explain it to you if you get it you get it if you don't you don't if you know you know I am so productive when I'm absolutely miserable and it's like fall and it is cold outside and I have this music on
that I probably could never share with you guys because it is I gatekeep I do gatekeep you guys know that I am not a girl's girl so stupid okay I hate that I'm a person person okay if I like you yes I will love you you think I'm a I'm a girls girl girls are the worst girls are awful okay girls are the biggest [ __ ] ever but why would you be a girls girl they hate you and they're rude they're [ __ ] mean ass [ __ ] okay um songs I turned up
my Pandora and the song came on and I was driving here to get my pumpkin spice LTE whatever I call it that but even though it's not and are you guys like me [ __ ] are you guys like me [ __ ] hold on um where I can get so I love this so much okay let's go back let's transport back time where I was in my bloft in Downtown LA or I was in my apartment in Irvine right when I moved out of my parents house remember what the [ __ ] is wrong
with this pile of [ __ ] car this Kia Soul what the [ __ ] okay I okay I'm going to put this in here talk about my jewelry you guys a lot of you guys have this already you guys might have gotten this with my birthday promo um it came in three different colors this is real Stones all the way around I'm going to it's going to be up for sale again so for my promo I think you got it you got it for like $15 or something I forget but now it's going to
be original price so if you guys have it now you know how to stack but I love it still love it I love this color this is the Mint one like the blue one's really pretty too if you guys want to brighten your face this one is like glow glowy but the blue one is like really makes your features like pop but I just always love the mint opal glow look you guys know from like my vintage soski doine days okay I love this earring this is the BB cross I'm telling you guys just get
it get this earring it's I think it comes in a pair I don't think I tell these the singles um it's so sexy and just effortless it's this tiny little pave cross on this like really slender hoop and you're I'm not like I'm I'm only I've been wearing this for weeks just get it they're so pretty okay they also come in silver if they're if they not if they're not silver on there just write silver in the notes I'll give it to you for I can make it in silver for you but I think there's
silver on there these are my stacking Hoops I'm wearing the same as last week and then my drip which I love and then my stacking hoop okay this is the classic chain I love it it's very unisex um solid and it's like not a it's like um a deep a deeper gold like it's not like that's really yellowy gold it's a deeper gold you guys I like to do the deeper right now for to mix it's really pretty I love it and it's really heavy it's like a 20 this is in 20 in then I
have my Bella Maria cross I love this I never take it off it comes in this one is in the crystal like diamond crystals if you look at it there's like baguettes rounds it's really really detailed and then it also comes in Ruby okay this is my um solay Italian layering chain I just love to put it on and then I love this too this is a um my everyday 14K gold filled Rosary gleam rosary and there's a little cross at the bottom it's 14K gold filled there's no clasp so you just put it over
your head and it's these little those chain is like little stars all the way around it's so pretty there's no light here right now and you can still see like the little details if I was in the sun it would flicker it's really really gorgeous okay you guys are loving this this is my mois the Night Dream Lux dream tennis bracelet it's all mois knite it comes with a an authenticity card as far as like the mois knite stone um carrot weight and look at that so this is real diamonds and this is moist andite
and look at the color like there's just you guys know the difference I mean diamonds are diamonds but the to get like white white white diamonds is just so so insane right so that's how you can get diamond look it's just there's so much fire in here so I have these it also comes in gold um this is sterling silver or it comes in 14K gold plating over sterling silver and it's a really pretty gold it's not an ugly gold it's actually a really really nice gold it's not bright and or like sometimes like macaroni
and cheese looking like no it is the perfect gold tone so don't be afraid those pictures you can see and then I told told show show you guys my ring already love this um it's just really cool I love you guys know I love pinky rings I think they're really cool because you talk with your hands and then that's what you see like if you have a ring here it's kind of different more like this is like on the edge you can see okay that's just my philosophy about Rings okay and then I was going
to wear this I've been telling you guys about my um Li Crystal eyes I love this is the pink one I was going to wear the pink like Crystal eyes I love it so much it's all crystals as you can see with little eyes on every single uh Crystal Cube and there's facets on every one or I have the blue eyes as well but I was going to wear this instead of this but I know you a lot of you guys have this already so I figured you can like get ideas of how to stock
but if you you guys need to get this it comes in a bracelet version too it's they're so gorgeous I don't know if you can tell it's like the light is just weird here I hate that I hate the light's weird here but they are crystals and yeah okay um that's that okay I'm just going to put you guys up here um I'm going to get into it and what I'm going to I have a nasal rip nut I don't know if I said that because of that wind that just got shot in my damn
face um you guys will never understand and I'm talking about you guys I'm talking about the people out there who are the rats and who are the losers and who are like the open borders people and to have no vibe and you just don't get it you'll never get it and that's why you vote the way you do is because you just don't try hard honestly and you will just take life for granted and you're just an idiot you'll always be a loser like there there's that's just it's a fact of life like there are
people out there it is life like not everyone there's no such thing as Equity there's no such thing as equality like there's just not okay it's called life okay it's called America and you work your ass off or you don't and it's called if you're ugly fix yourself because no one's going to you know what I mean it's like [ __ ] the sky is blue you dumb [ __ ] okay and and you like begging for free [ __ ] is never going to do anything for you other than keep your ass so poor
you'll never understand that probably cuz unfortunately I'm I already went into this I can't really go on this into this too much either way I'm going to tell you guys this it's over like there's nothing ever good going to be here like it's just so bad like I I'm going to tell you guys and it's just a perfect example okay I I [ __ ] yearn I Fu why is it so loud cuz this went on when I put Auto the entire car just took a damn [ __ ] [ __ ] oh my god
um than thank God I was like where is that [ __ ] noise coming from okay um so when I I yearn so badly for just like really casual bougie stuff and this bra is not supposed to show stupid I I yearn for like just really casual like bougie things okay like like a like a coffee like okay when you go to London even though London is like really I heard it's like turning to [ __ ] I don't know whatever they still do it they still like are able because the culture is different there
like there is a lot going on there that's not good but like they're still able to um to really make it to like really bring bougie things there it's just not like that here it's not okay when I saw that South Coast Plaza brought this little you guys this how [ __ ] desperate I am man they brought like Armani CA this little Armani Cafe it used to be like this old mom and pop like Italian you a walk up coffee place it's nothing right and they after like 50 years of it being there I
they took it out for Amani Cafe whatever I was actually excited because I never really had a good experience at that other place I just like very just very just nothing um so the first time we went there they their espresso machine wasn't working this was like three two weeks into their opening okay so they had this it's a walk up place it's walk up and I I literally just wanted to go because I was like you guys I'm dying for something a little bit bougie something a little bit just a little bit nice like
it's so depressing I hate it here like I hate everything here it's like it makes me really sad and it's because of just no one's going to invest money here like no one's going to invest money here no one has a Vibe every it's just everyone is too no one gets it no one's traveled like everyone's just like dumb there's too much crime like it's just not the time and it just really sucks that there's like nothing okay so anyway the f I gave it I didn't even care I was excited I didn't even care
they I got like a coffee I got a hot coffee I just was so excited there was something different so I got a coffee and I got like a muffin like a blueberry muffin the muffin was just like literally nothing it was just like from like Costco was a Costco muffin and then I went again and this time we noticed that it wasn't even like real coffee they was like pods they're using some kind of like a pod machine or something it's like not even ground like they're using pods and it was like that taste
of a okay you know what it was like do you guys know when you go to the car dealership and they have like the free coffee there where you there's like a machine and you like go and you push like cappuccino mocha hot coffee and it like goes and it makes coffee for you right that's like what it is like it's there is I don't even know what the [ __ ] is going on but I was I can't tell you how excited I was when I saw that this place was open because I was
like oh maybe like they're going to be doing something like a little bit nicer like at South Coast because like no one shops in La really anymore cuz like there's just so much crime like there's just it's such garbage there it's so ghetto that like no one even like you don't even go shopping there anymore you know what I mean people like come here now to go shopping um and then so I don't know I just thought to myself like wow I've also been just dying so badly for a boutique grocery store you guys the
grocery stores are so disgusting they are so EBT like they are so do you guys remember how there was like okay there was like there's like tears right it's like v's and Albertson's right and then it's like Ralph's okay then it's Pavilion like there's there's different tear okay there is nothing anymore like they're all the same they're all so disgusting I don't even I don't even I will not buy meat from there like I I just can't it's it gross not too much I'll buy like boxed Goods like stuff that I know is just like
shipped in but I won't buy anything that like I know is it was like manufactured or whatever or like made in in like there it's so disgusting everything is just so subpar now it's so that it's you know what it is it's so like socialist like everything is the same everyone's the same there's no really like nice places to go and get food or something it's all like and I'm not going to Gelson's cuz gson can literally suck my tick over and over what they did to me and that dog and then that that the
owner of Gelson you remember I will never I will never let this go remember the owner of Gelson instead of calling and apologizing he called to tell me not to bring a camera in his store again like that's what they actually did after they the thought of going to g i they're going there's get the [ __ ] out of here you rat okay I hope all of your [ __ ] markets close so then you have Trader Joe's and I don't there's something about Trader Joe's I feel like they're do you guys know like
the Truman show that [ __ ] movie I feel like the Trader Joe's is like The Truman Show like it's it's fake food or something I don't know what it I don't know what it is about Trader Joe's to me it's like fake food I I it scares me I don't like when I'm in there I'm like where did this food come from so they have like a huge distri distribution place and they're making their meats there they're making all of these like like all of their all their Frozen Goods like they have orange chicken
and they have tempora and they have like um Tika Masala like they're making it all there like it's just it seems like fake play school food like like fake food I don't know I can't get there's something about it that just really really scares me it's just too weird for me I don't know I don't like it this place has gone to [ __ ] they're just gone to [ __ ] like there is nothing anymore you guys like the restaurants forget about it I'm sorry I really I'm going to to say it a little
bit here but there's no vibe when you go to an expensive restaurant and the server there are literally giving what's the word you're going to I don't even cultural enricher that's the truth I don't care like you think I care I don't care it is the the experience is is is zero it's flat it's like this if you go if you go to a if you go to a a Swedish if you go to a Swedish restaurant and there are not Swedish people like there and it's like run by or it's like managed by say
Indians it's just it's just not it the vibe is wrong okay immediately it's like no I came to a Swedish restaurant because I want a an experience okay I don't want to be served by people who don't know anything about Swedish stuff okay like I don't like going to a very expensive place okay I don't like going to a very expensive place and getting a martini that's I'm getting mad and getting a martini for $30 or $20 or whatever it is TR $20 right so how much Martini is and the viess let say that here
cuz I'll get in trouble on here the person with would does not fit the vibe serving the martini it comes hot because it's been sitting at the bar for probably the last 20 minutes because they don't get a flying [ __ ] they don't know it's not even their fault they just don't even like know how it should be done right so because of that then I'm the [ __ ] because I'm like don't want to drink it's like I I want the martini to come out with [ __ ] ice crystals in it [
__ ] there better be [ __ ] ice crystals in that for $25 I am not kidding you you [ __ ] and you better [ __ ] swing by the table and shake the drink okay to make sure there's ice crystals in it in about 10 minutes this is how it should be okay we went to mastros for the last time I will never go to mastros again you guys know I used to love mastros for Christmas uh okay I can talk about this because you guys are you're white so you can say it
right there was like skateboarder boys like little like see I couldn't say if they were they were Mexican Hispanic you guys would [ __ ] re me because you can't like I can't say I come off as a as a racist I'm a racist just a racist I'm so sick of you with the racist [ __ ] okay I'm so over it get the [ __ ] out of here no you guys don't even know what a racist is okay so they were like on Christmas it was busy it wasn't on Christmas but you know
mean like it should be it shouldn't be like [ __ ] half drugged out like for like [ __ ] smoking weed on their break like PE like like uh best boys coming around and just making it uncomfortable dude it's just like there's no vibe anywhere there is no vibe anywhere and I am not going I am I'm just I so much rather just not go out like I'm so sick of the states I am so there's nothing there's so I'll go to like casual places I'll go for like barbecue this do you see my
life do you see my life like I have no life anymore there's nothing California is the biggest it's squalor it's squalor here okay it is disgusting they suck the dicks of homeless people okay and I'm the bad one like this is how backwards this [ __ ] [ __ ] hole is all right and then you have people in Newport okay on Leo Island who like they think they're so cool who are begging like little puppy dogs begging to become La you should see them it is a cringe Fest I have nowhere to go because
I hate everyone everyone is so stupid okay that I I'm like people are not going to wake up people are just not I'm getting into Beverly Hills Hotel next this is the next one you guys know I used to go to Beverly Beverly Hills Hotel I love the Beverly hotel this like what8 years ago I don't even know okay whatever who knows five years ago um and it was like it Beverly Hotel Beverly Hills Hotel is Iconic right it's an iconic hotel that has so much history you guys know I love history I love old
house houses you know that about me I don't like new builds you guys I don't need to go this so it's not like you're going to say I don't appreciate it don't just shut the [ __ ] up I've brought up Beverly Hill Hotel to you a couple times I am so sick and tired of of this okay there's nothing left uh okay so I used to go there gladly spend $50 what is it $55 on a [ __ ] chopped salad we used to go and stay the night here in there and just like
have like a bougie time like whatever it was fine um and then I just like started it just started to get like obvious that it was just kind of getting like run down okay and when I okay thing is we stayed there during the pandemic a couple times too and then after and before you guys know that okay and we got like the rooms were just like they are literally so crusty dude like they're so crusty if you do not have if you do not have a whoever is running the hotel is not does not
get it okay whoever I don't know and it has I'm sorry like this person who runs if you are put in charge of an establishment that needs like a specific Vibe or like level of like like a whatever you need to in your soul understand like the way of the way things work okay you could you need to I I'm so mad right now you guys understand I don't even I can't get into it here because it's too offensive for you it's too offensive on here I have to do this on substack anyway I'm going
to go on with with um Beverly husel so recently so you guys remember during Christmas I reposted like their decorations it was it was actually shocking like it was I was like what the [ __ ] is this tacky it looks like a little Abita you know what I mean like you know okay yes they do little abas have like the tackiest Christmas Christmas decor ever don't make me defend myself I have a greatek grandmother she's the same way okay they just they just are like that okay they just are like it is it is
what it is it looked like that whoever was put in charge of decorating the Beverly Hills Hotel what the [ __ ] it was like Hobby Lobby threw up on the place it was the worst ever okay they keep on like the people that work there they don't fit the vibe of such an iconic place okay why are they not flying in they do this in China in China if they want to like whatever I I would know this if they want to play some something to be done right they fly in the people that
fit there like they hotels they will fly in xats right to work there so that it makes sense do you not understand if you you have if you have staff that is that it does not fit the vibe it doesn't work okay like it doesn't work it ruins it so that was the first thing then I started seeing like people posting like their their rooms and stuff it was like literally giving I I said it's giving like rata H what is not rata or like Renaissance hotel by the you know they have like those horrible
like Renaissance or Remada ins by the airports it's like that it is the tackiest most U um furniture and do you know how much you're paying do you know how much you're [ __ ] paying for these rooms thousands of dollars like thousands of [ __ ] dollars it's not like it's not cheap it's as you guys know it's Beverly's hotel and it's such a crime I know right now they brought in like they made like the whole pool area Dior it's like it but it's so giving new money like it's just so giving new
money like they're trying to I feel like they're trying to like do something different to like make that cuz it's so run down in there there's like I put it on sub all these pictures of like of how run down the place is the Polo Lounge I don't think I would like even eat there anymore The food doesn't even the food looks gross like it doesn't even look good I it's it's never been good to be honest it's never ever been good we only just went for the vibe but like it doesn't even it looks
it looks wrong and it's honestly because the wrong people are working there the entire that entire restaurant I thought it's Windows should be like French people like it should just be like like like culinary culinary artists should be in there okay not someone who just [ __ ] I don't want to say it okay you know what I mean okay no it needs to be that like it shouldn't be like I'm it's l like Cheesecake Factory get the [ __ ] out of here it's not Cheesecake Factory um it just is so disheartening to me
and like the people that go there are just they don't even get it I see everyone goes there still right it's you guys are giving such new money do you not see how dirty and dilapitated and gross and vibess that place is now and like you still go there and you're like taking photos and stuff like it's Beverly pleas that [ __ ] place blows dude it's so it's so new money and it's been so mismanaged because of like I swear to [ __ ] God because of Dei they're just not hiring properly like no
one will work so they have to like take who they can get and it's [ __ ] shows it's just so disappointing I'm so over this dude I cannot I just want something like look at this I'm sitting here in a [ __ ] parking lot McDonald's and and Starbucks and I'm Inna driveth through a drive-thru [ __ ] what's it called right here a drive-thru car wash like this is where you know what I get so mad because I left Orange County because I don't like it like it's just look at there's this man
right here next he looks like my he can be like my dad he's like in surf shirt and like he's wiping his car down it's it's fine but it's I don't want this is like not my vibe like I let's do I move to LA I moved to LA because I wanted I wanted to make my own life I wanted I wanted different things than like I than I had growing up like I wanted different I don't like this so the fact that La let me down so badly and I was like forced out it
really [ __ ] irritates me but it's like everywhere I would never move to newor New York squalor run by it run it's run as horribly as it is here there's nowhere to go anymore like it's just so [ __ ] depressing I just and then I think about going to Paris but like I know it's gone to [ __ ] like I it totally has gone to [ __ ] so the only thing to do is like kind of move out into the middle of nowhere where I kind of feel like I am I'm
not in the middle of nowhere but it's like where my house is I really like it because it's positioned well so I'm like accessible but I'm not accessible and I cuz I don't want to be like too far away from everything but there's just and it's it's quaint like I have like I love where I live because there's a lot of history there actually and I love to go in that area where there's a lot of history and look at it and it just kind of like it kind of like uh grounds me and there
are like houses from like like old like old like Spanish Casas and things which I really love like original ones and I love you guys know I love to drive around there even though there's only like five or six of them left up there and I like to turn on like period music and just decompress I don't know what it it does for me it just does something for me I also love the fact there's horses around it's just like I don't know what it does but it does something to me I'm like okay like
I can relax or something I don't know but I hate everything here it is so depressing how bad this place has gotten and how it's only going to get a thousand times worse it's because of the public education system it's because of open borders it's because of multiculturalism it's because of uh people being too afraid to say anything it's about and it's because people like the [ __ ] the crazy ass who used whatever the Liberals de whatever will just do anything to win and like it's so scary what we're dealing with now and you
guys don't see it okay I'm going to bring up one more thing I'm going to leave you guys with this I don't even know how to say this you guys know I don't want to pay another [ __ ] cent in taxes again for your loser asses who choose to do nothing with your life the amount of taxes people pay is so egregious it doesn't make any sense it's obvious they don't want anyone to like have any quality of life they want you to be they like want to punish you for doing well and for
employing people that's it's there's no other way to look at it okay there's just no other way to look at it so when I am telling you guys that I you I already I already I already succumbed to you I did you you guys did not like that I was like pro-life before right you're right I'm actually like not I told you guys I don't like H have your abortions I don't give a [ __ ] what you do I really don't you're not me I'm not you you have been so what do you I
really strongly think that that you have been given so many drugs as a CH from a from a child with ADHD medication to now psychotropic drugs growing up cuz it just you switch right you you've some like depression drugs you know stuff like that you go to these therapists and instead of them actually doing something for you like me I would actually like if you guys would like listen you would actually improve your life they just put you on drugs right tell you you're depressed so instead of so that's what happened is you guys are
so [ __ ] up in the head you're ruining your own life okay that you think it's we should celebrate abortion I the thing is I don't want you I think I want more leftists more insane leftists in the world like no I don't so actually I don't care what you do but what I think is sick is that you do whatever you want but you should know what you're doing like you should know that you you should know what you're doing like liliet was a baby from very early on okay like she just she
just was people like this this current Administration and people like the one like Waltz he's such a [ __ ] psycho [ __ ] he's like they and her whatever she's a lying [ __ ] they all agree and like with agree with like late term abortion which I think is just so like how is anyone out there even okay like how are you guys even defending that so I saw I just turned on the news once and I whatever and I it's not even that I didn't actually didn't I saw on what's it called
on in whatever Tik Tok Instagram okay that they had like and it's not a joke it's it's on the news too that Planned Parenthood literally had a van outside of the DNC to the Democratic National Convention a van out there they were celebrating promoting and offering free abortions in this van 25 women got free abortions that day I heard and it is so sick like okay go get your abortion dude do what you want I don't [ __ ] care like actually it's really sad it it's sad okay for me it's sadder as life as
it goes on so if you're going to do it early do it early but I can't even think about it okay anyway these people are like celebrating they're like promoting it come get your abortions come get your abortions like that's actually what they're doing did you see the people that were sitting in front like they're Devils these people are actually demonic like I don't give a [ __ ] if you believe in God or not like what is your [ __ ] problem you're that sick like you're that sick where you're go get abortion fine
but you're going to like celebrate it and act like it's a joke like oh it's not a big deal you're going to go into a van and get an abortion like that's what you guys are doing it's Blasphemous and I don't I don't know what happens after life no one does I don't know what happens I don't know if God what God's going to do if you don't believe in God I'm going to cry but like you guys are going to [ __ ] Karma like are you serious how [ __ ] dare you and
like it is literally it is literally this country this country has [ __ ] you guys up so badly you probably have [ __ ] [ __ ] parents right and they put you on drugs for so long that your brain is so and are You're such like a mushy little [ __ ] [ __ ] for brains you probably had some like leftist teacher who just [ __ ] you up so bad it it's like I don't know what else it is but anyway this video is definitely not getting monetized I shouldn't have done
this too I'm just so over this but I I'm going to go on I'm going to talk more about this more clearly on my substack I'll link it below it's only $5 I think I may up it because I'm sick of the rats honestly I'm being on there so then maybe they'll be discouraged and that whatever at least they're paying more I don't know I'm going to do I'm just saying um but I'm not in like a great mood right now because there's just like too much I'm not I'm not happy like there's no vibe
anymore there's nothing to do no one's waking up everyone's pissing me off like I'm so sick of it