[music] Lord, I'm [singing] not okay. Still, I trust you. My smile gave [singing] out tonight.
The strength I had went thin. Highway lights blurring tears. [music] My hands won't [singing] stop their shake.
I wipe my face at red lights, [music] then break when no one sees. My chest is loud [singing] with thunder. And [music] you are still God.
You sit beside my [singing] silence and do not [music] turn away. No polished prayer [music and singing] tonight. No strong and pretty faith.
Just this cracked voice. [music] These open hands still facing you. Lord, I'm not okay.
But I still trust you. When my heart gives up, be my breathing guide. When my mind [singing] runs wild, lay your hand on [music] me.
Carry me through [singing] midnight, past [music] the last dim in my own. [singing] I came with empty hands. I came with [music] tears and truth.
Lord, I'm not okay. Still, I trust you. Fear lights the passenger [music] seat and whispers through the [singing] dark.
Some prayers [music] come out in fragments. Some hopes can barely [music] stand. I remember other nights [singing] you found me there as well.
[music] You kept my feet from folding. You led [singing] my blinded steps. You gathered [singing] every failure and held it without shame.
So take these shaking [music] bones and teach them how to rest. I do [music] not need [singing] the why. I only need you.
Hear your gentle hands, your steady voice, your name, my peace. [singing] Lord, I'm not okay, but I still trust you. When my faith feels slow, be my shelter, [music] God.
When the dark leans in, [singing] lay your hand on me. Carry me through midnight till the first pile [singing] dawn. I have no song but this these tears this trembling [singing and music] truth.
Lord I'm not okay. Still I trust you. No answers only [music and singing] you.
No distance, only grace. My [music] breaking your hands, my sorrow, your peace. Stay with me now.
Lord, I'm not okay. But I still trust you. [gasps] This is all I have.
A cracked hallelu. [singing] If my voice keeps breaking, [music] let it break with you. If my knees keep failing, be [music] the ground below.
Turn these tears to worship. Turn [music] this sick to rest. Lord, I'm not okay, [singing] [music] but I am safe with you.
Still I trust you, [music] Lord. I'm not okay. Still I trust you.
[music] You stayed the whole long night and dawn found me held till my soul could breathe.
