Relationship and Trauma Expert Sadia Khan Tells Her Story

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Believe yeah okay psychologists yes everywhere Tech talk Instagram kinda giving life advice relationship advice for me personally I believe everybody can have different levels of trying to make themselves happy whether that's making money being successful but I believe it comes down to the most important thing everybody tries to find out a lifelong partner yeah feels if you can find that I feel as if life becomes easier but in this day and age it's Become more difficult which we'll get into all that I've seen all your videos very interesting very controversial which I love I've had

no intention to be controversial I didn't know that Common Sense was so triggering but apparently it is I I feel like everybody's so triggered by what I say which I always thought was common sense but now I'm starting to realize that it's not so common so I'm guessing now yeah I'm controversial but I don't mean to be It's an accident news it brings numbers well we are doing it's working praise be to God before we get into everything no I always like to go back to the start of my guess get about understanding about you

yeah how you function what you're all about where you're growing how it all began I grew up in London with my parents I grew up um just outside west London and I was always just oh a studious good kid really I was just a Really studious good kid um very strict upbringing Pakistani Muslim all of that stuff so I was kind of I think one of the things that people why it's so controversial but I don't see it as controversial is because I grew up in London with everybody was English but I had a Muslim

upbringing so I had to think differently to everybody around me I was raised to think the opposite of everything I'm being taught in school and everyone I'm around so While they would have boyfriends and while they would go out and why they would drink a bit and stuff I was never allowed to do all of those things so I had such a dissonance between what I've been raised as and what I'm around so I just had to form my own opinion on everything so I just started forming my own opinion on everything to kind of

make peace of these two worlds and then I just started studying psychology became a psychology teacher I did that For a long time in London and Dubai was getting a little bit bored of it so I decided to go into therapy instead because it was coming naturally to me anyway I did that for a while I didn't think anything of it but then my mom encouraged me to start putting it online and I only started about a year or so ago and posted a few things online and it's just now we're here what was your

parents like um in terms of just upbringing very Strict even now when I go back to London my I'm a grown woman and I still have a curfew home by 10 uh very much like what are you doing what time are you going to be home this and the other whenever I'm with them it's their rules and my dad is very strict mom is a bit easier she's a bit softer but it's still very strict and the rules are very like you know if you're gonna go online which I was never really allowed to do

when I was younger but as I got older they said it's fine But it's still like you can't show any skin can't talk about anything personal or anything you know provocative even though I do sometimes I'll talk about pornography and all this stuff but even then I do have to run it past them and just make sure that like they don't get offended and they don't get upset but usually they're supportive who was it and they were kind of Western Society it's drink it's drugs it's anger it's on the streets at 12 and 13. yeah

it's just It's kinda backwards thinking the Muslims say the things that I think is great I'm probably more going to decide for me I believe it's all a game for me personally I don't want to offend them I feel as if it's a coin I feel as if it's dividing everybody yeah too many gods too many religions but for the Muslim side of it for me I don't drink I don't take drugs I'm not eating bacon I'm pretty much a Muslim yeah I love those strong beliefs you talk About your dad giving your coffee yeah

I'll be doing the same with my daughter yeah my partner I can't believe I have a curfew at this age and so here's a how does it how does your dad do it and I think it's just it when you have a belief in God you kind of uh trust Authority a bit as well because you trust that though if it's in line with what your beliefs are you assume it's for your own interest but one thing I would say about having religion uh and Growing up with religion all of the rules that are dictated

in The Testament or in the Quran or whatever it is they're good for your soul they're really good for you as being a psychologist and I think doctors come across this as well everything that's forbidden in religion is actually counterproductive for your mental health anyway we're not allowed to drink we're not loud gambling not allowed Lots like casual sex or anything like that but That's all constructive to your mental health so I in the process of becoming a psychologist it made me more religious it made me realize why God is so strict because he knows

if he's stray from these rules you will suffer in the form of either mental health or physical um unhealth did you see see when you've seen other people at school and stuff the Jews see the destruction that was causing or did you feel as if you were missing something I was lucky in the Sense that I never I never craved the things I was I was quite lucky that I didn't crave it because I thought it was sinful so because I thought it was said for I never craved I felt isolated I felt left out

but I couldn't understand um how sex would be enjoyable when you're so young it just sounds so painful and I couldn't understand how you know like I've never tried alcohol but when I see adults become all a bit like disorientated I just wonder how Does a 12 year old cope with that so I just wondered like how do they function when they're exposed to so much pleasure so young I always wonder what that does to them but they all mellow out I'm not saying it's a bad thing I've noticed that they all mellow out and

they're fine they experiment but it was just scary to me as an adult I think it does I think it makes you psychotic I was watching porn from probably 9 10 yeah used to get a free view Channel and at 12 at night and it's it's crazy how you get on into that drinking from 12 when I fly this Saturday night and and now I look at the friends who are grew up with who are doing that stuff not my little one here yeah it's good they took it too far yeah and I thought it

went to stop because they're craving like still no stuff consistently and yeah it burns out the brain it burns out mentally physically or spiritually or Whatever it is I just I don't understand why it was so messed up but then when you look at those sort of things you can kind of see why people struggle yeah because doing that for 10 20 30 years and then people say they're going to change yeah changes are [ __ ] lifetime Improvement it is a consistency of every day trying to strive yeah to be better and a lot

of people try and change they'll do it for a week two weeks but if you've been doing that negative stuff For so long you're going about now you don't like growing up exposed to all of that what is it what do you think is the most dangerous thing do you think it's porn alcohol or sex I think if you open the door at one I think they'll come flooding in yeah all of them pretty much yeah I think they're all in the same level go on this you can have a sex addiction gambling addiction alcohol

addiction in it addiction for me is all the same whether it's overeating under Eating exercise yeah you can have heal field sessions I believe but the best addiction probably to have is probably Fitness yeah with the natural chemicals and yeah whether it's yogurt or something you can have a natural addiction of a beautiful life with being consistency with something but if it's a negative alcohol eating gambling sex it's so bad and if you go down really look into it you look at the Sexual Energy exchange you look at the soul Ties it's powerful stuff people

used to call me crazy but I feel as if the more I speak about it the more people look into it and then kind of understand that and go well wait a minute if he's doing all that because it's scary yeah this isn't normal I used to sit around in pubs and at parties and I think all these [ __ ] are crazy I was crazy I just knew that it wasn't right I never had this strength to yeah it wasn't right but it's so hard for you Guys because I was I'm Muslim I grew

up and I still went to work with everybody that was British and they would go and drink and get really really drunk and they would leave me alone because I'm Muslim they would never put pressure on me but if somebody else especially if they're white and said I'm not drinking tonight every right don't be boring don't be ridiculous you didn't have a choice you had to so much pressure so I used to wonder like how do they cope With that like they is there a way to just step out of that zone or do you

have to get involved no you get involved you have to get involved you're one strong enough because we feel as if it's a sense of brilliant um but I was never the one to get pressure that was the one pressuring oh you were that guy I was a leader right yeah if you don't mind company we're all getting [ __ ] up yeah and it's crazy because I used to Think that was cool yeah I used to think the loudest man he's cool he's crazy he doesn't really care yeah but that's the ones who do

care that's the ones who are the most broken yeah and no I can walk into a place and I know who's struggling yeah I see it I feel it I don't know I talk about energies and Vibes and I just feel you ain't in a good place yeah I wouldn't say that I don't want to hurt anybody but if somebody comes to me I'm very people gravitate towards me to tell Me their problems yeah and I said come natural to you I think sure no yeah yeah because I believe I'm in a better frequency of

vibration or whatever people call it I feel as if I can help people more but I'm still a work in progress myself and I know your healing and stuff what's been your most powerful like realization nobody knows what the [ __ ] is going on yeah nobody knows nope I don't know if you're homeless man to blow your nails I mean I could place myself and nobody's ever got it figured out yeah nobody's got it figured out no one no matter how much money and how much success is there I've seen people with nothing who

are happier than people who have got millions so yeah I feel as if we can be chasing the wrong thing yeah but for me nobody's got it figured out yeah I thought I'm drinking when I started making all the changes I feel amazing right I know it's become I wouldn't say boring I don't want to get peace in boarding mixed up is the same but what the [ __ ] is it all for what where do you find your happiness now off the family but even then they're [ __ ] doing my hair done so

it's like a contradiction man I love my kids but [ __ ] me yeah it's hard that they're getting harder yeah yeah sure but like I said it's defend the balance but I don't know I just feel as if nobody has it figured out you can talk a good game I can talk again like we spoke earlier I feel as if social media is a mental health it's like a big mental health was yeah James was saying her like anybody on social media has some level of mental health problems because nobody would sign up to

this level of scrutiny if you weren't already traumatized some way shape or form I agree I agree I would say it for myself As well I just have I feel like I had very productive trauma that kind of forced me to have very thick skin um not trauma is in like anything extreme but just like very harsh parenting and very harsh relationship with siblings and stuff so it was very it's very effortless for me to receive so much hate it does nothing it doesn't penetrate in any way shape or form if anything I get uncomfortable

when people give me so many compliments and that's Where the Imposter syndrome kicks in because I just don't understand where I'm getting all these compliments from but when you give me hate that's my comfort zone which is why I have no problem saying what I need to say in order to establish truth why did you get into psychology I think it was my own issues I couldn't understand why I was so insecure I was I had nothing to be insecure about like praise be to God I was healthier I had My family and I was

so deeply insecure and then I think I was just trying to figure myself out and in the process of trying to figure myself I ended up figuring out a lot of women because we all suffer from the same pathologies which is those insecurities in relationships so I think in the process of self-discovery I managed to create a career but it was genuinely trying to figure out why I'm so crazy how long does it take you to figure that out uh I Think you get tested in your first relationship I think you don't realize you're crazy

a lot of people think that they're so secure and so confident and they're like I'm great I love myself I'm so great but the moment they fall in love all of their anxieties are brought to the Forefront and I think that's what happens I think the moment you fall in love you realize that everything that you thought you had you know figured out you're now nervous or anxious or distant Or pulling away you're doing things that aren't constructive to the relationship and you don't know why and I think that's when the penny drops a lot

of people why is that so when I'm single my life goes amazing yeah you see that I'm in great shape you'll see I'm cam yeah you see I have no worries as soon as I'm in a relationship the vulnerability kicks on yeah I was very good at cutting people off after three months yeah I actually get past Three months last year a few months ago and it felt good I felt as if I broke down some barriers but the thing about going into a relationship it brings up a lot of unwanted trauma that you've never

dealt with yeah we can put it to the side we can not talk about that we feel as if we're great single everything's going great I'm ready for a relationship as soon as you're in that relationship again if you have not healed you're [ __ ] and so how long can you last now in a relationship well lastly that year there oh well done but I feel as I've I learned a lot again and what is a common reason your relationships end I ended all everyone first after three months the fear of being abandoned the

fear of rejection the fear of not feeling good enough yeah I still feel that yeah no matter how so what will you become distant or will you get clingy this episode is sponsored by fire away Pizza the fastest growing Pizza Company in the UK with over 150 stores with the fresh oil ingredients and unique pizzas they will have you coming back for more use code James 20 for 20 off that's James 20 for 20 of I can be both yeah I love the obsession I love the craziness give me that mad love yeah give me

that I'll do anything for you but then what happens is I feel As if that Fizzles as well because nothing lasts forever yeah relationships you could be 20 stone your girlfriend could be 15 Stone you could be perfect just eating a lot but if one starts exercising and going to the gym that energy doesn't match you anymore yeah well people who have been traumatized what happens like particularly with men is at the moment it gets too intimate and it's no longer like butterflies but it's now actual intimacy and connection They start to find the flaws

in their partner just to pull away so they'll go everything's going well but as they start to get more committed they start to find the flaws and get more critical and then abandon their partner before their partner can abandon them and only when the partner's gone and there's become an X then you glorify them and be like oh I miss them so much blah blah but really at the moment you wanted you felt suffocated so a lot of men go Through that kind of separating quickly abandoning in the quickly do you want to fix that

yeah it's hard to fix it's one of those things it's a natural instinct to you almost even sexually you start Desiring them less because you're getting too close to them whereas a one-night stand person you can have all the energy but it was somebody you actually love and care about you start to desire them less and less it's a way of detaching Yourself before you get too close yeah what I've realized is communication is key for me yeah I wear my heart my sleeve as well when I look [ __ ] hard yeah sometimes that's

a that can be a downfall but what do you think you need your woman to understand if she was to try and love you I'm very cool I'm a very complicated man I come with a lot of baggage as well but I also come with a lot of boundaries Okay I know what I bring to the table but is it boundaries or self-sabotage they say it could be fine lines that could be both yeah because boundaries is what we put up to kind of teach people how to love us like a boundary might be um

I don't like to eat as simple as I don't eat on while watching TV is teaching people how to love you whereas self-sabotage is not telling them anything watching them and as soon as they do something wrong you get rid of Them could be both yeah I just feel as if with relationships in this day and age social medias and everybody craving attention I feel as I've it's slipping I feel as if it's hard to connect especially not drinking either yeah everybody plays a good game for three months the mask slaps yeah everybody's feel like

shut and then you tend to see and I'm very good at reading people it's it's harder because I think unfortunately healthy People the people that are actually good at relationships they disappear they get married by the time they're 28 29 years old so the pool of people that are left as you get older tend to be people who are a little bit less able and less able to have the skills that you need for a long lasting relationship what do you think Marty does it's a commitment and duty to the bond you've assigned by God

or by law or whatever it is but it's a commitment and Duty to the assignment of being connected to each other not necessarily to the person itself which is kind of different to what most people would say being in love forever for me I don't really see or especially in my belief system it's not just about being in love with the person forever it's about having a duty towards the connection that you created in the home that you created forever if you can you talk about relationships where you never Your first relationship has never arranged

marriages my parents used to introduce us all the time they introduce you they to somebody's family they come over to your house you kind of talk get to know each other a little bit and then it's kind of like you know your dad will supervise while you kind of talk to each other and then you might talk outside of the relationship and if it works great if it doesn't no worries But I do agree at the time I used to resist it I'm like this is so embarrassing why am I going to do this blah

blah but now looking back I think it's actually a really good idea because they left me to my own devices and I you don't want to leave me to my own devices trust me I'm a car wreck but when they were in charge it was actually quite good because they choose people from a similar um background to yourself what happens Is parents will always select somebody that they have similarities to and what happens when two people get together if they've got similar upbringing they'll be somewhat compatible even if they're like across the world they're somewhat

compatible whereas two completely different upbringings it makes it harder to connect only because one might be really traumatized one might be really secure one might have different set of morals and values and when the love Fizzles the values are the only thing that keep you connected and that's why I think arranged marriages tend to work [Laughter] so were you married no they introduced yeah so when did you start looking into yourself when you the insecurities when did you start going deep yeah I think it was when a case I would I would have really good

like nice good people always around me and I would have nothing no no connection to anybody and I just found It so easy to just stay away from everybody and anybody I would just not feel like anything inside me I don't know and I knew on paper this person's perfect and I know on paper I want to just settle down and do all of that that's all I want in life but there was a disconnect and then it made me realize that there's something in me that's not accepting love what's going on and I try

to dig and I think it's just low self-esteem it was at the time How did you work on that um it's still working process it still is still always there but I think with low self-esteem what happens with low self-esteem is you go on to do self-sabotaging behaviors I feel low so now I'm just going to eat loads of [ __ ] or I'm going to drink loads of alcohol or I'm just gonna go have frivolous sex so what happens with the low self-esteem you end up doing bad decisions and those bad decisions make your

life worse so I Think what I had to do is just make sure I don't do any bad decisions just because I'm feeling [ __ ] still make good decisions regardless of how you feel what's all about as in relationships what is it all about it's your own opinion because we all see it differently people are happy single people happy married people are happy different girls are different men every night people are happy making porn those people are happy doing all their phones In your opinion what is it about I think if you can find

somebody that you create a shared meaning and purpose with whether that's through working together whether it's through children whether it's through family whether it's some shared meaning and purpose together that is an important meaning and purpose to both of you then you can find that's the purpose of the relationship if you can't find that between the two of you you'll drift apart eventually so I just think It's something along this I know that's a bit of a not a very sexy answer but unfortunately I think that's what it is why do you think a lot

of relationships and marriages are breaking down now more than ever values people are valuing such stupid [ __ ] when it comes to relationships so we're valuing a lot of like external things like money looks anything that outside of a person's actual being is what we're starting to Value we're not valuing anybody's actual Nature or the things that bring you genuine happiness and closeness we're not valuing that anymore so when that external Factor Fades the connection phase and then the marriage disappears The Scary times I think for people I feel as if I think that

this a lot of people think the world's overpopularized but it's actually nice examples are going down and also the homosexuality is another cause of why relationships are less and less bigger and I I attribute a Lot of it to pornography but I think just to spoil being spoiled for choice in general just makes it harder to find one person and stick to that forever how damaging those Pawn for men and female but it's majority of men who watch it I don't think it's there's anything more damaging in society at the moment than pornography and the

ease of access of pornography the amount of 28 year old 29 year old men that come to me because they have impotency they literally can't Get an erection I had a client recently and she's a stunning only fans of on only 22 years old or whatever it is and her partner can't can't Climax and because he's addicted to pornography and she's somebody who has millions of guys on a daily basis climaxing on her picture but her partner can't because he's been so addicted to porn so unfortunately what porn does is it creates a category of

men that are unable to perform in the real world they Can't perform and they think they can they think they've got all these skills and tools because they're so cool and they watch all this but there is nothing more unsexy to a woman than a man who watches a lot of pornography there's nothing more dissatisfying every woman I've spoken to that has dealt with a man that watches a lot of pornography she says it's the worst intimate experience she's ever had because it literally creates a robot out of a man it makes a Man think

he has to reenact these skills that he's learned plus he can't play Max because he's been over stimulated plus he doesn't know what intimacy and connection looks like he has no clue how to make love and which is what women are always seeking so having sex with a man that's addicted to pornography is any woman's worst nightmare it's crazy man yeah I know many people know I haven't used enough people with who do only finds me around female and make porn I would never have my kids doing it I wouldn't want my kids doing that

I would never go with anybody who'd done it but it's each to the ruin they're doing their thing and the thing is it's a it's high demand people are paying for it they may not paying for it so they wouldn't do it if people ever watched it they wouldn't be doing it it's meant that they say was it one foot their virgins now and people are looking for communication they're looking to feel as If they're part of something they've got a girlfriend yeah and they're milking them for it yeah and I think one thing that's

under spoken about is like the actual relationships that only fans girls have I have a lot of clients that are only fans girls and one thing they'll find is when you when you do only fans as a woman the type of man you attract is a man that's addicted to pornography the average man who's traditional doesn't watch a lot of porn Has like kind of is still a bit old school won't be a long-term relationship with an only fans girl the only guy that's so into that and would be so interested is a guy who's

also grown up in pornography and he's normalized women that are so hypersexual so she ends up with a man who is not very masculine he can't climax he he wants more and more he needs threesomes here so her insecurities go through the roof she's online getting people are paying for her When her own boyfriend she can walk around naked in front of him he doesn't even show a reaction so she actually comes out of it very very depressed from from what her boyfriend's like and you can see the damage yeah you can see it no

other eyes or Soul or whatever as you can see with the presence and they're [ __ ] great people I'm not here to shoot them down it's not what I do about and if you're a young girl who's only fans and she says she'll do It five years ten years but it's why do you find it so hard for them to get out once they're done it's unbelievable amount of money for a lot of them a lot of them not all of them but for a lot of them also the the man that they're weird

is usually a pimp and what I mean by that is he's a pseudo pimp in the sense that the girls I know that haven't only fans their man can't keep up with the money that they make just can't he can't make 50 Grand a month you just can't do It so what ends up happening is he becomes a bit of a bum yeah he becomes like less and less motivated and he disrespects her money he'll use her money to pay for the rent her money gets paid for the holidays her money her money her money

so what happens is she starts to think that if she's let's go with the money she'll lose this man so she ends up being stuck with this loser of a guy as well so I think there's a lot of holding on to the Relationship if they're in that situation there's a lot of financial insecurity that they grew up with and they don't want to go back to they probably grew up with nothing and there's also a lot of social validation that comes from so only fans that they haven't worked out so a lot of trouble

I think instead of insulting every girl that does only fans and calling her names why don't we try and understand what kind of LED there because chances Are it wasn't an easy path oh I see when I get there and like I see the friends of mine I love them I wish them nothing but the best of course I just know the damage it will cause for their kids when they're older and they they know that but if you're making 100 bags I'm on 200. it's hard to turn down so hard to turn down yeah

but it's a destruction of the [ __ ] that's happening internally but when I post clips of these people they're men the hatred the rage and I'm Thinking it's always the ones that are the most critical with the fake profile and the you know regurgitated quotes from Red Pill content the ones that are paying and if you look at the oh look at the guys that pay for it it's usually men on the Spectrum it's or the autistic man it's the man that can't you get it here's the problem with the guys that pay for

only fans they're usually men who are super not looking after Themselves they can't get women in the real world so but they don't want to face the rejection so what they'll do is go to only fans and feel like they're getting that connection but when they go into the real world the women that are on their rural level uh they're not attracted to so they think [ __ ] that wives are five out of 10 ignoring me when I can just pay for a 10 out of 10 to give me a message so they end

up not working on themselves you need rejection As a man you need to go into the real world get a woman who tells you no don't you don't like this about you don't like that about you and you work on yourself but having only fans in pornography means I can stay this miserable unattractive man and no one can tell me no this is perfect so they end up just staying the way they are what do you think the key life is uh the key to life I know it sounds like a bit played out but

it's usually just connections if you Can form healthy long lasting connections with friends family and partners and children you live a very purposeful life everything else is meaningless but those are the only things that will actually matter to your mentor and physical health how important is it to stay a couple for your kids very unfortunately and a lot of people say no if you're not in love you shouldn't Stay Together blah blah I Think if you can't co-parent and can't be like if you literally can't stand each other fair enough you should separate and if

you're going to be violent and you're a verbally abusive separate but if you can exist with each other but you're just not madly in love you can create that love you can create that intimacy again people stop working on it but you can recreate it if you're going to be married for 40 years there might be two three five years where you Don't love each other but you can go regroup you're always going to fall out of love but if you can regroup try and regroup see you soon as I follow I'm gone yeah that's

where something that maybe I need to walk on I just feel as if as soon as you fall out alive you're gone I feel as if it's gone I feel as if you love somebody you should always love them well that's the thing is it love is a feeling and feelings go up and down Yeah but what happens is when people are traumatized they become impatient they think if the feeling is gone it's never going to come back usually because they had a parent that left and never came back and then so they think when

love goes it never comes back but it starts for single parents single moms or single dads raising kids the stats of addiction and yeah everything is so high I know and single moms don't like that conversation they Love to just say well my kid is fine my kid got an A star in school but it's like that in itself is a narcissistic mother the fact that you think that the child doesn't need a father in itself is what makes you a narcissistic mother if a mother that gets it like look I'm I know we I

we didn't work and I'm so sorry but how do I protect this child from the trauma of not having a dad that's a good single mother but the mum that's denies denies denies no he he was A prick oh he's not seeing the kids blah blah that in itself is a mother that shouldn't have children how long do you think people should wait before having sex um it's difficult to say to each their own obviously I've got religious reasons for why I might think differently but what I would say in general to everybody is never

ever accelerate physical intimacy more than psychological intimacy if you are psychologically Comfortable with somebody and psychologically can explain what your terms and conditions are and what you like and what you don't like then you're ready for a physical intimacy but if you're more comfortable telling them what you like in bed but you can't tell them what time you want to speak to them the next day and what time you want to see them why are you having sex with them I feel as if people should be waiting longer yeah to see who the Person is

to see I feel as if the mask always slaps on people people always betray the image you've done it for many years myself I won't celebrate for a long time 18 months and then you know when you went back into the dating fall and stuff was it like you went too fast or did you wait like how did you how did you come out fast yeah as a man it should be that was my method of thinking yeah and actually felt so down after it um okay I feel drained yeah yeah as a You see

boxers who will not do [ __ ] calls and for eight weeks ten weeks and there's a different sort of energy I don't like I say there's no manual how we should be living life I'm only speaking through experience and I've got a lot of experience with many different things to understand life understand the patterns understand what makes me function I don't want to build [ __ ] people yeah I want to try and lead people to a positive more healthier life Constructive and the most important thing is to try and find some purpose yeah

a lot of kids are struggling purpose the the focus of the energy on it football teams working 95 and that's okay and I always say this but the most helpful thing you can do is look after your family everything I do is my kids my kids need me most crucial ages 12 and 13. yeah you need anything from me I'm like abstract as [ __ ] as well so you want it feel around and have a laugh at That's what I'm all about but I know when I started slam I had a football career and

I just loved drinking I loved the nightlife I [ __ ] love women I just I loved that I feel alive I feel free you know so the more you do it the more destructive I become and you can see the darkness and sadness what made you think no I'm gonna stop I read The Power of Now read that I always knew gambling what am I doing uncles were bad gamblers and I've seen the patterns I've seen them all I've seen the Visions like wait a minute and then I read that book came sober for

two years Power of Now what was it in the book that was so life-changing it was about living in a present moment I realized I was living in the past ah I realized I was right there yeah it was you live in the past it brings fear anxiety depression and gout the brain can't multitask so it's To try and come at a present moment right I mean I can still have a better future so how do I do that yeah live in the moment forget the past it's done it's gone you can't relive it but

I just kept reliving the pain of my dad seen his son a [ __ ] up before they died and kids take different women and present and strong and drugs and gambling and sex and I genuinely thought I was a [ __ ] man but yeah looking back I was the week I was a weak link I Was scared [ __ ] little boy and part of me still scared if I'm not doing it right it's the partner still feel vulnerable apartment still feels like I'm in I'm a fraud departments I don't deserve the life

I've got because sometimes the old James can slap on right the positives are negative can kick in and they can ruin the full day and I think [ __ ] I'm not a good guy and that scares me no it's not that you're not okay here's the thing it's not about Being a good guy or not a good guy with men you just have to decide are you going to be a problem solver or a problem Creator that's all you have to do and what I mean by that is if you've got a life full

of problems that as a man you have a choice of either going to denial and just seek highs so if I've got money problems I'll go gamble or I can choose a way to solve this problem that doesn't involve any highs because highs usually create new problems so if I'm feeling lonely a lot of guys I'll be like I'm feeling lonely let me go get an escort that's a high it's a high of saving a problem whereas if he says I'm feeling lonely let me work on myself so I can create an intimate connection he

becomes a problem solver so as a man all you have to do is look at the problems in your life and become a problem solver not a high seeker and eventually you'll live a more Smooth Life what makes you happy Um connections I would say I love kids I love like spending time with people I love and that is when I'm my happiest I could easily drop all of this social media nonsense it means nothing to me I I have friends that like invest in teams and I buy followers and like blueticks and all this

stuff and I and have like a marketing campaign and this that and the other and I just think this is all nonsense to me it means nothing to me I'm I feel really bad at even saying This but it even means not not that much when people say you've changed my life with your things alone like that's so sweet but it just doesn't do much for me the only thing that does much for me is being home with the people I love and that's the only thing that does anything for me when I'm deprived of

that I'm I'm quite a negative person when I'm filled with that everything feels better so I think that's my Baseline I do do it then I do because it's so effortless for me It's so easy for me and it's uh yeah so impactful on everybody else I say a few words that I make up on the spot sometimes and they're like that changed my life and like really what was going on in your life if that changed it so it's effortless and impactful and if it required any more effort I probably wouldn't do it and

if there was any less impactful I wouldn't do it but that combination of effortless and impactful for somebody as lazy as me is perfect Job why do you think human beings are so easy manipulated because they don't have God and I know that sounds like really stupid but here's what it is when you have a sense of God what it does is it gives you stationary values for the rest of your life I would not agree with you know certain things even if you do them or not like well you know wearing certain clothes or

even like I'm not covering I still think it's a sin even though I do it sexy random sex Um homosexuality this and the other I will never change my opinion doesn't mean I hate anyone that does it but I'll never change my opinion as soon as a sinner what's right is right what's wrong is wrong I myself am a sinner but I recognize what's right and wrong so therefore nothing can shake me nothing can really manipulate me because I've got those set of stationary values when people don't have a set of stationary values what happens

is anyone and Everyone can shake them because they're Fragile the law can tell you tomorrow that a 44 year old man is now a woman and you have to share the bathroom store with him and you have to say yes because you don't have a set of values whereas if you grew up with a set of values you'd be like well I don't actually agree with that because it goes against what I was raised as you stand up against manipulation sanity and then they made you feel like You were crazy if you thought against it

will you uh yeah honestly I was amazingly up holes doing Cool Waters I actually believe that kicked me on in life yeah because I'm a man who likes to cover all angles I do like to question everything yeah I thought how big and danger it could not be hurting people and potentially being at a risk and I started reading the facts about a minute this is 99.9 Survival rate I'm a fat young man I just climbing mountains I did get a stick for that I think a lot of people's King that came round now but

it scares me how fast people are controlling you know it made me realize how Hitler did what he did all these years I used to think how on Earth could Hitler just make a whole country think like this but when you watch lockdown and how pathetic people were with how glorified they thought they their morals were because they wear A mask and they sanitized and they thought they were better than everybody and I just thought you're the dumbest person in the world but it really made me realize you can manipulate people so quickly and easier

I started hating people in lockdown I was like I can't believe people are this dumb and then when we came out of it they've never really come out and said oh God I was stupid they kind of so it just shows me who's so easily manipulated in society Which is most of them because TVs programming yeah do you watch a lot of TV I don't I do watch Netflix and stuff not I don't watch any Netflix or series or anything I've never been able mine is more because of my ADHD but you don't watch it

for any reason if somebody says it's a good program I just came that I feel as if it dumbs me down yeah I feel as if that I'm too busy I'm too productive to I'll occasionally read that book if I'm honest that no I was And I wrote books when I was going through changes but now I'm just a little bit learning from others to learn them from me so what do you watch if you do you watch your own podcast what do you watch I'll watch it for collapse and that's that but I do

clinch yeah sometimes I think you know what you look good psychotic say comes out and I think just an narcissistic wanker what's been like you know watching yourself on social Media and stuff what is what have you started to like more about yourself or hate more about yourself probably Kim I probably I don't actually post that much content about myself as mostly others um sometimes I don't know it's like a kinda cringe because why do I need gratification why don't you post about retirement why don't you post about being four years five years so but

yeah it's like tell me how well I'm doing I'm not doing the Right decision yeah people say you're changing my life but there's one post change somebody's life yeah maybe make some think differently for a couple hours then they're straight back into Old Habits but I don't know woman I just feel as if I'll probably be off all social media by the end of the year do you think so what we're doing I just actually bought a new phone with no apps on it okay what what do you think you'll do instead a lot of

People will do it for me I just feel as if it doesn't I don't benefit from it anymore all right I don't think it I feel I want to think different from everybody else I want to do things that I feel as I've hold people back right I want to be the guinea pig for a happier Leaf I don't have all the answers I've eliminated a lot of negatives but I've still got a lot to master the eating and the sugar is the Last one yeah social media is kinda I feel as if I can

come off social media at any time yeah it doesn't bother you but I feel as if sometimes I'm missing something I've done a sex week change kind of documentary when I come off all the social medias the first day I thought well Sunday dies and I signed back industry so it's kinda it's one of those things it's hard to disconnect from it yeah it's very hard but you know as a podcast host do you guys get much Hate or as much as the guests do or not really not much yeah you guys must know it's

a nice end of the deal yeah I feel as if people already tell the story yeah some gays people really go off on that but I've interviewed so many controversial people that yeah spot off our dogs back you don't come this far yeah we're not having some sort of backbone killer I wouldn't of you anybody yeah if I thought it was a good story I would never have you a case yeah I've interviewed I've heard people about allegations and other things yeah hanging over their head I feel as if I've reminded was a voice I

feel as I have people who make false allegations should be sent to prison I feel as if allegations of them destroying lives when a lot of them are folks listen a lot of their sexual crimes are from men yeah we get it but the majority of the the false Allegations are from women yeah so there's got to be some sort of balance I believe men should be protected more I feel that men a lot of people get thrown under the bus maybe because they're speaking up but certain things will wait a minute will create a

story and [ __ ] him over yeah I don't have all the answers I've spoke at Tech head the footballer they are I wasn't a judge or a Judah I'm just there to let things steal him from his side It's hard because I don't know with that stuff I really don't know I don't know if it's a case of you know when celebrities come out and there's been a sex allegation against them I don't know if it's one out of hundreds that finally went out there and then got proven false or was it just a

lie from scratch because one thing I've noticed in my experience of just knowing people and stuff sometimes there is a lot of girls that have been assaulted but never said Anything but it's that one the one that does go out and say something is usually the one with bad intentions because the real victims tend to have too much shame to say anything so usually the ones that do come out and say something they tend to be a bad representation of victims which is not sure it's such a fragile topic yeah look at the Johnny Depp

case as well yeah that was a good hotel yeah that happens and as many survivors okay don't really because they're ashamed and Yeah I think have you had many survivors who blame them so yeah so I understand that my job is not to stop people from coming forward my job is to give people a fair voice yeah and people can make their own assumptions so Leica says the majority of sexual claims are from male yeah but the majority of false allegations are from females so it's it's scary and then a single allegation can destroy someone's

life and It's innocent to proving go away but now this day and age now it's you go if you're yeah and then what do you think about like when there's been physical abuse and there's evidence and then they get back together and stuff like that I feel what do you think about those people that's a weak link I feel as if a man cheats yeah he doesn't love you and I feel as if you don't if you I feel as if a man cheats he doesn't love you but if you take him back you don't

love Yourself and feels like both are losers yeah and my own opinion I feel as if the abuse of relationships the kinda the controlling because I'm a control freak yeah I like to lead down by the front I feel as if I'm the leader and that's difficult for me to give the reins to anybody yeah the only person who's really good at that is my daughter that's the only girl to ever have me perhaps on their finger yeah and it's probably the only girl if I'm honest but I feel as after the abusive relationships it

stems from a lot of things from the broken homes from bad decisions and you tend to see people come back to that they just don't love themselves but then again yeah I also worry about the man that he is abusive there's so much support for victims of abuse which they should be and even more so but the man that hits also doesn't want to be this man there's no way you could actually want to be this kind of Violent aggressive horrible human being but there's not much support for them if they were to try and

go for therapy or try and do anything or even look online there's not really much and that comes from some kind of trauma so I think that it is something that we need to actually instead of just shaming everybody how do we help the person who's abusive because that is a terrible thing to be as a man who hits women that must be that must be awful about that what do you think about People who say well if a woman hits a Manchu he should hit her back and stuff I feel I was attacked at

McDonald's with two women other than I raise my hands just they were just talking pure [ __ ] they were drunk they were two friends in London one had a man bag on the girl was talking [ __ ] yeah I told her [ __ ] off she attacked me after my drink and I try to leave three occasions and she had to put it on my Instagram yeah it was me Who was a [ __ ] it was me who was the one bit of the pill in here never had a woman in my

life yeah but that I thought to myself man I did think about it after that I thought I should have [ __ ] knocked down it feels different for women hacks a man for no reason and a lot of women in tag antagonize men yeah we've got to be honest you see it out drunken nights you see a lot of women attacking then I feel as if a man has a right to Defend himself if he can't get away peacefully and she keeps attacking why should that man let a woman hit him I get that

but what I find is men with the right morality they end up never hitting the guys that actually have the right moral morals even then logically they know they can hit a girl back when she they don't they just let go or they leave or whatever it is the guys that have that morality where they want to hit women are just looking for their Excuse so it's difficult because I know that I would be like if someone keeps hitting a guy of course he's gonna hit her back but the guys that have strong that belief

system where they just don't hit women they never will they just can't there's nothing will push them to it but the guy who's looking for his moment and you see it sometimes with these security guards I saw a few Clips go viral where a girl would be a bit mouthy any excuse to just hear that guy Would have always hit whether he's been provoked or not so it's difficult one yeah see I'm so alien to drunken Behavior because I'm not around it is it literally why like people will just hit each other yeah girls will

just hit a guy I feel as I've got those are morph fiery with their hands on a night out oh okay definitely but I always say to my clients if a woman hits you leave her why are you still married to her so many men put up with abusive women so many Men will say my wife hits me and stuff I say it's no different to when a man hits a woman you have to leave a woman that throws hands even though it doesn't hurt because they're like oh I didn't hurt blah blah it's the

disrespect if she can hit you she can do anything she'll be doing anything she doesn't respect you so just don't take just don't accept a woman hitting you ever just like a woman should never hear why why why do a lot of women go back to abuse Of relationships what would have happened is they would have grown up with some level of abuse they would have grown up with either emotional or physical abuse and as a result of that they either had they don't have a safe Circle they don't feel safe in somewhere else so

they actually find a sense of home in this abusive a relationship and they'd rather be in with an abuser than they know then start again because they'll end up choosing another abusive Person this is one of the reasons why you know when women block contact with kids from their fathers and they always are but he was abusive he's abusive I actually worry more because what happens is people women who attach to abusive men they just replace the abuser with another abuser they end up going to one abuser to another abuser to another abuser so the

child is still in danger until the woman fixes their issues yes for me I have like different quite a Simple man now I don't relationships I think that Trump changed my mind as as time gets on I'm thinking obviously different as I'm getting older as well but what do you think keeps a man happy I would say what keeps it a man happy is they actually require a lot more emotional investment than we think what we aren't taught is they just want to be attracted to you they just want you to give them sex and

they just want you to Give them peace and they don't even Define peace they just say give them peace um but all of that is actually negated by the fact that they actually want far more emotional investment than they say a man doesn't have the luxury of going to his friends saying how he felt or going to his you know telling people his problems so when he finds a wife that he can be himself with and she shows emotional investment she cares about What's going on with his life with his physical health with this if

he's eaten if he's not interesting genuinely invest in him emotionally he's far more happy but whereas when a man cheats a lot of men think oh he just wants sex with somebody young or somebody else but usually just wants to feel desired by somebody else he just wants to feel loved by somebody if they if you deprive them and starve them of love and attention they'll go everywhere else Yeah such a such a weird why do women moan all the time sad I don't even see it on my life our money bastards and I think

[ __ ] stop I I handle things yeah you got a [ __ ] problem I'll handle that no problem no swear I'm not Moana I'll get it done women in another hand I'm thinking [ __ ] what you're moaning at I think it's a combination of we value connections more than you guys do so if our connection is not as good As it used to be or could be it bothers us far more than it would bother you so if we haven't had a date now if we haven't connected for a long time it

bothers women far more than it would bother you because our identity is defined by our connections and the other thing is sometimes a lot of the time with women we don't actually find meaning and purpose and so much Drive in work we don't we we say we do but we don't really and when you don't engage With life and work as much you end up sweating the small things when you don't have a bigger purpose in life you smell the Small Things whereas when you do have a meaning and purpose in life you're less likely

to Moon so I think it's just usually a lack of you know drive or lack of meaning and purpose but combined with really really putting connections as too much emphasis on how healthy a connection should be so we end up moaning a lot would you think lies The most male or female are they lie equally but differently women will Lie by pretending men will Lie by exaggerating so a man might say he's got more money than he has he might say he slept with more women than he has he might say he works out more

than he does he exaggerates women will Lie by like underestimating what they do so they might say that oh I would never cheat on my boyfriend or I would never do an only fan so I would never when really they Would if given the chance so I just think women and men lie differently but the one thing I would say is because men are programmed to think women are honest and men lie they are less suspicious of women they believe women instantly if she says she's doing this they tend to believe her so she gets

away with lying far more than a man would and that's where men are screwing up how important do you think think as to be just with a one-woman relationship or one-man Relationship well the thing is in everything in life how successful it is depends on your ability to reject the Alternatives so if I you know want a six-pack I have to reject the Alternatives of alcohol sugar carbs Etc in order to get that now if you want a healthy relationship you also have to confine yourself to it you have to reject the Alternatives in order

to find the beauty in it or to find the problems in it if you don't reject the Alternatives you won't realize this person's not right for you because you're getting stimulation elsewhere or you won't realize this person is um bad for you because you're getting stimulation elsewhere so I think monogamy is essential for you to have an accurate perception of what the relationship is good or bad but without monogamy we dilute how good or bad the relationship is because we're getting our needs met elsewhere and then we're Holding on to people that are either wrong

for us or right for us but not knowing so I think it's essential to be monogamous I think you need it in order to get an accurate perception of what's going on how does that go against being Muslim because you can have four ways you can have four wives and you know as I get older I kind of understand it a little bit more because I do see how after children women physically can't commit to the man the way they used to They literally can't physically commit uh in the religiously you're supposed to really only

do it if there's this need like say for example if somebody is widowed or somebody really needs an extra husband can't find a man or is Baron or something like that um so there's room for it I just personally I don't know I haven't been I I can't control my jealousy enough but if I could control my jealousy I think I would like the idea of just being like Go do your thing for a couple of days get on my face but unfortunately I'm jealous I as well as jealous if I was to Superman girl

and she's all my stuff's on Instagram yeah she's [ __ ] sexy I want to date her but then after a couple of months I think me okay listen I can't really handle those fools because I'm jealous yeah I'm straight up I don't like it I feel as if they're mean they could be controlling possessive whatever it is but that's who I am I'm I'm Jewish I just feel as if why did we try and change people when we get them that's something I try and do I'll try and think okay they can be fine

but everybody is already on the path and nobody changes unless they want to change but I feel as if I can change the world and why did we try and go I met you like that but yeah I don't like it now so why does that come into something what happens usually when you know when you're growing up Um you want you kind of either had to earn your parents love or your parents used to try and change you one or the other you had to kind of be something in order for them to accept

you or they were constantly telling you off telling you telling you telling you off telling you so what ends up happening is you don't select compatible you select challenges so you take somebody that you can mold and create into a loving relationship because that's what you Were modeled as a child you learn as a child that you alone are not loved and accepted and Mum doesn't love you just for you so you have to earn it and you also know that you're always being told off so you think that's what love looks like telling somebody

off teaching them how to love you forcing them to be something different but the reality is that's not just not compatible in the real world people don't change people think they do but they don't can you Tell a lot by somebody's social media yeah you can tell a lot yeah because you tend to see a lot of men post their girlfriends but a lot of girls will post bikino photos why is that um you know know I think the reality is men I have no idea what goes on in the DMS of a girl that

posts a lot of bikini pictures and they have no clue about that and the girl will always make it out like it's just a holiday it's just this and the other but the reality is There's something going on in there that she's addicted to there might be either a lot of attention it might be a lot of Hearts it might be a lot of offers depending on the beauty of the girl of course but there's something going on where it's beneficial to her there's something going on in the DMS that benefits her in either a

psychological physical or financial form and she's not ready to let go of that see that's something I couldn't do I couldn't be With somebody who's I wouldn't say it's only fans but it's it's [ __ ] up there but it's free only fun and I just think why if I was gonna post a bikini wouldn't you want to charge for it I think it makes more sense to have an only fans than to just be a thought on Instagram at least monetize it if you're going to do it so I almost think it's weaker I

think it's worse when you just post really provocative pictures on Instagram for free yeah yeah there's a Questionnaire you're just being controlling but I just I've just I you're controlling I'll tell you why because here's the difference when girls say you're insecure and when a guy's just like well I'm just having boundaries here's the difference secure man what happens is they select wisely they select a woman and if she's doing Behavior that's not good and they can't accept they remove themselves what insecure men will do is Select poorly And then almost shake her to be

better like keep begging her and that's why women start to call a man insecure because you don't like a lot of me but you can't leave me so that makes you insecure whereas a secure man you don't like a lot of me you leave me so we don't call that guy insecure we call the guy that keeps blowing up our phone knowing that we're going to go out every weekend keeps showing and screaming every time we post a bikini picture but We'll still be with me and still pay for dinner and all that stuff so

that's the guy we call insecure the one that can't let go so because girls are moan about like another girl's photos follow another girl yeah we hate that they'll but yeah they'll post bikini photos that's a hypocrite that's totally hypocritical I find it so bizarre that women will post bikini pictures and then get mad if they're man likes a bikini picture you are contributing to the same Problem that you see in your relationship you are fueling that same fire in either somebody else's relationship or your own you are creating the same men that you don't

like the ones that are tapping like on your pictures you're creating that as well when you're uh when you're posting like that so I think if a woman posts bikini pictures but then gets mad at you for liking them she's got a narcissistic element that you need to kind of see as A red flag because there's a part of her that believes her emotions should be soothed but you uh yours shouldn't if you have got a good woman I would say try and avoid liking the pictures why do you get passed off so much because

it's just a visual representation of our man finding another woman attractive which we don't need to see we just don't need to see it what if a woman's following men but if it's I mean the thing is here's the thing if you Both uh care about each other's well-being you both should be acting in a way that's respectful if one is strangling the other then it's not a fair relationship and you should let go of it but if both of you care about each other's well-being a conversation can be had where I don't like you

posting that okay babe I don't like you liking those things okay let's compromise but when it's just like one or the other and this and the other then you guys aren't Concerned about each other's well-being so is it going to really work in the long run yes but do you think we can look at the older I [ __ ] too much without actually just getting on with it and living I think so but I just think in this day in Asia women are already so insecure uh if you can avoid the insecurity why not

I know and people will say oh you're pandering to their insecurities but the reality is it's just we've never had to Deal with this in the past year centuries and centuries and centuries women weren't competing with the world they weren't seeing visual representations of the most beautiful girls in the world and your partner's getting act to access them so now we've got a level of insecurity that we're not prepared for for more experience I feel as if sometimes you could be too nice to some people I feel as if especially women what I've realized I

see a lot of These men talking about Alpha and girls and I think you're still a [ __ ] virgin I see a lot of these men talking yeah but it sails because it gets clapped but yeah I ain't [ __ ] daft I've lived the life I've understand that and I don't want to [ __ ] but I see a lot of people and I think stop talking [ __ ] you're still definitely a virgin you don't know but I feel as if I'm all experience I always felt as if the nicer was tagaro

the more they were trying to [ __ ] push dilemma and I felt as if the century King treat him mean kitten King I don't like it now but apparently you tend to get a lot more love when you actually pretend you don't care what is that but that's men and women is that true then it's an element of truth to it and this is with women as well what they'll find is when they are just the Homemaker sat at home looking after the Kids he still wants to be out in the club chasing an

Instagram girl so it works both ways it's not just a case of like men and all women but what I would say is not so much about being too nice it's about being too weak there's a difference when you're weak man or woman what happens is you have a set of boundaries but you don't have the strength to walk away and that's when you you see it as being too nice what being nice actually should look like is These are my boundaries you are most welcome to love me and be in my relationship and everything

like that but if you cross them too far too many times and I've explained it to you times I can walk away what nice looks like is this is what I want you to do but you keep breaking it again and again and again I'm gonna stay with you then they feel abused but really it's because you abandoned your own your own kind of standards Stockholm syndrome where People stay in abusive relationships and like I said it's not all male it's both male and female but also an abusive relationships I've seen some men be tortured

by girls who are [ __ ] not friends and yet the soft [ __ ] go back yeah and who thank you [ __ ] cheating on them stopping them from seeing the kids everything yeah otherwise that though when people grow a connection with that abusive State male and female to keep going back for more and feel as If they'll change like how hard you must see that being a psychologist I don't like the world weak but they are weak as well when you don't know the circumstances of what they're upbringing and what they've been

through their Mum and Dad how they were raised but why do you think a lot of people actually stay and these relationships where they can't find the strength to go because what happens is when you're in an abusive relationship is that person really works Slowly uh and effectively at lowering your self-esteem they will make you feel low low low low then what happens is you as the person who's being abused will feel like the only way to regain your self-esteem is if you get their approval even if the whole world tells you you're beautiful but

your husband keeps telling you're ugly the only time you feel good is when your husband says it or if you're a man and you go out in the real world and everybody's you know says how Much you're how handsome you're how charismatic but your wife puts you down you'll only feel good until she says it because she's been responsible for the low self-esteem so what happens is you crave that person's validation the most when you let go of the validation coming from that person and replace it with validation coming from healthy people you'll be able

to let go of that attachment what do you think women are most attractive to in a man Well whatever they are used to yeah so what happens is women that were who like abusive toxic men grew up with something like that there was some chaos there was some Brokenness what happens is she can't help but be attracted to the man that will abuse her now another girl who was treated well will be attracted to somebody who's kind to her relatively nice to her so it will be whatever they used to is what they're attracted to

what do you think about masculinity we Hear about all that [ __ ] now but uh Philadelphia's important I feel as if men should be masculine I feel as if you've got to help us I feel like it's non-existent anymore why pornography I would honestly say it boils down to pornography men are becoming so weak because they idolize sex they put sex on a pedestal and the quickest and easiest way to weaken a man is sex and it's the dumbest thing on the planet to invest in women who don't care about you and all Of

these only fans girls all of these pornography porn sites or these webcam girls they're there to manipulate you so the reason why men have lost all their masculinity is that they put looks and appearance on a pedestal and if a woman looks like the woman that he likes he will drop all of his boundaries and standards just to get her attention and she manipulates you manipul and if you're a man who can get manipulated by a pretty girl you are the weakest man in The world you're the weakest whereas if you're a man who can

stand strong with a beautiful girl you're the strongest so I think the war because men are becoming so weak to beauty and so saturated by sex and stuff that's why we've got no masculinity left because they say though if a girl sleeps with more than five men or five men our chances of a happy relationship go down from 90 to like 20 less than 20 percent yeah what do you think your Sexual Energy exchange do you know much about that I don't know as much as I probably should but I don't believe you can allow

people to enter your body or your home or your soul without them leaving an a psychological footprint so I don't see how it wouldn't have an impact I do think it definitely has impact have you looked into it yeah what is the original time so they say when you sleep with a girl you're connected but what is you're also Taking heart trauma not just from her but the people that's also slept with her also so a lot of people feel after sex it can be drained they're [ __ ] up and they feel a bit

confused because you're absorbing all that energy unwanted energy if it's just it's deep when it's dark and it is does that work both ways when you sleep with a man that's been promiscuous yeah yeah Sexual Energy because the thing that I find Difficult about the Podcast scene is they talk a lot about a woman's body count but it's no different when when a man is I think a man needs to be more careful about his body count than women now more than ever because he has no say on abortions whether if I'm a man sleeping

around recklessly with a bunch of hoes or whatever it is and uh she decides she wants to keep it I have no say zero whether I want to or not you're trapped so I think that men have to practice far more sexual exclusivity Because they've got more to lose now it's so important but then you look at that but nobody what's in relationships because you'll get dating apps you've got social media and what happens is the dating apps are there for a reason they're not trying to get happy marriages and relationships same as a father

so pharmaceutical industry they're not there create cures I create customers so everything's there to do it and [ __ ] up Your mind where you you see things and what do you think the solution could be I think you've got to go with and I think everything from buff has got to change I've been speaking about this recently girls are giving birth on their back like every buff on artificial leagues they're coming out jogged up the kids they're cutting umbilical cord which is so important for stem cells nutrients skin is scan as well they're taking

that baby off they'll wrap them Around and put them in like a little quiet skinny scan babies are still feel connected the umbilical cord is so important now cut an umbilical cord and are selling it to private companies for thousands of dollars or thousands of pounds and they're using it the umbilical cord is so important to getting your full nutrition and your blood and it's it's I forget what the other thing is called not the umbilical cord but the placenta Placenta it's also important that people are so uneducated so as soon as we're born we're

given a name we're given a religion we're giving a football team a support we're just labeled labeled labeled yeah I don't give a [ __ ] about skin colors don't give a [ __ ] what country you're from if you're a good person you're a good person if you're a wanker you're a wanker but people need to understand everything's backwards the Yuri is Muslims so you've got that Strong belief as well for me I was raised Catholic I've got [ __ ] Jesus tattooed on my back I don't even know it could be anybody I

just got a random [ __ ] man tattooed on my back but at that time it served me yeah it got me through life it got me through my dark days yeah but now I see the world as well wait a minute there's so many different gods in religion who's right you've been raised that way so that's in your Sidekick yeah where I found what Was right is what sets Well with My Soul what made me feel like I'm living a better life and when I looked at the rules of other I like rules yeah

rules are good for me I like to even if I don't follow them I like to know why they're there and I couldn't find like a religion that also prohibited alcohol and that was a big one for me because when I was growing up and even now everybody is that's in a reckless situation I could almost always trace it Back to alcohol whether it's like drunk driving whether it's uh children being born or aborted whether it's like you know just murders even everything there was an element of alcohol and what made me think that I

want to follow my religion is I can't understand a God overseeing the impact of alcohol and not forbidding it I can't understand a religion that would have allow and permit alcohol because to me it's the devil's juice how do we know the gods Are real if I've never seen them people can say they feel them but books have been written through and say years ago how did they know but just like how you don't see atoms and skin cells but you see the outcome is a human body so there must be something just like I

don't see God but the outcome of creation and the outcome of his regulations and rules are healthier so that's why I just think they must be a Creator yeah get that Lesson I've Got Friends I've got Muslim but also I love Tibet it's a crazy bastard yeah [ __ ] crazy yeah I've got people with Christ homeless men yeah who've changed their life and now they help others and they've got a belief in I just don't like the fact of it oh people trying to force the opinions I don't hear religion well if you were

to question something about religion everything what is it that is a thing that you haven't quite understood about Really well there's over 5000 Gods so who's God's right well wouldn't you say whoever's manual leads to the best outcome in terms of society what about if we all believe we're good everybody's good yeah who says who's God and who's not well I would say like like let's say for example there's hundreds of presidents in the world but the president that is I would imagine is the best who Society is running the best now just like there's

hundreds of gods But Whichever manual is leading to the most productive and healthy Society psychologically and crime rates wise and stuff that's the one I would imagine is but then again if you look at politics we can go down there who's behind the politicians who's behind the president who's pulling the strings yeah it's not them no no so you've got to question our question everything I could believe it there's Goods important there's so much dark there's a lot of satanic [ __ ] in Religions as well if you go down that route there's lots who

was in the Bible who got his two daughters pregnant well you don't believe that I don't know we don't believe that happened we believe in a lot as well but we don't believe he did that but again we believe that the the things about like lot and uh David and even Jesus we believe the Quran was sent to rectify those things that were said but that should believe though that's where you've been reading yeah But as a Christian how do you make Solace of that the idea of lot um I just think it said that

satanic I think the drinking Bloods and eating flesh and I just think it's dark if you there's so many books in the world that can change lives positive negative you could read that phrase and a paragraph on my book and take a positive I could take a negative it's the way you see the world so I like to keep my options open and go away you're actually doing amazing I'm Leaving you believe in that you [ __ ] go for that but for me I just think well who wrote the book who wrote the Quran

who wrote the Bible UK your sin it's this person but I've never met that person I've never seen it being written so I've got to question it who's created the human mind who created the body you've got certain beliefs but you could be wrong yeah all right I could be wrong I always tell people just question what I'm saying yeah look at the the actions I think I'm very comfortable with the idea that I could be wrong but the reality is if I'm wrong I still feel like I love lived a right life if I'm

wrong I never craved all the things that was Haram anyway so for me if I get to death and I realize oh sorry you could have done everything you wanted to you could have slept around you could have done this you could have done that made loads of money God isn't real I would be like well I'm glad I believed him in Anyway because I don't want to do those things so for me it serves a purpose but not for everybody I don't believe everybody should have a religion or anything but for me personally all

praise myself should be I feel as if everything for me is to do with a feeling how does that make me feel how does it make a lot of people feel gonna have that effect it can be a negative effect or a positive I don't have all the answers but what I can only speak Through is what I'm living and like I said I was a Catholic I got a Jesus tattooed in my back it tells you in the Bible you shouldn't Mark your skin anyway yeah but yet you're getting tattoos you're kind of defeating

the purpose yeah I just feel as if unless I see something with my own eyes I've got to stay look at every angle and if you believe in economy but like I say my Muslim Brothers when I go to that house the food is unbelievable they're Mums are unbelievable and I love them to bits that I mean they would do anything for me the lawyer with a legit I've also got people who don't support religions who I know would also die from in and do things for me like a Brotherhood that just feels as the

human mind that feels that would all be coming so you talk about connection but becoming so disconnected why because it's divide and conquer but say if you didn't have a religion where would you get your sense Of what is right and wrong I believe if I didn't but I believe intuition can be filled with traumas it can be filled with past experiences whatever it is I just feel like intuition is subjective if you didn't have religion I believe that you'd get your moral compass from The Daily Mail and you'd get it from society you'd get

it from media I don't trust getting my moral Comforts from these sources how do you know that religion's not been Given by the media as well because it has Universal value well just the fact that whatever it forbids and encourages has and has always worked throughout Society it forbids certain behaviors and encourages others and they if you look at the Ten Commandments it would pretty much work everywhere if people followed them correctly not if people [ __ ] them up but people follow it correctly now if you leave it to social society and their Morals

encompasses I can't I I even the last 10 years I've seen such a switch in the UK culture what is right and wrong that I just think I don't want these fragile beliefs of course but yeah not everybody gets the belief from TV where do they get it from them I don't know where I would get my morals if I didn't have God I would have no idea where to start I believe everybody knows right from wrong I believe you put different kids from different places as a baby and I believe they would know I

think but that's cold conditioning that's called programming but wouldn't a hundred years ago people would think gay marriage is wrong and now everybody thinks it's right so I don't think it's right but we're hours to think it's right yeah but that's that's propaganda that's programming for it's television that's lying to make you believe but even 100 years ago we would think having a black slave was okay and now we think it's Wrong or we would think that in Julius Caesar's time we can just throw a tiger into a a fire slave and watch it for

instance so I just think that if we leave it to society human nature is so chaotic what it thinks is right one day is or think it's wrong the next human nature is designed to be chaotic that's why God is if you see our bus if you see our Baby Buff they're not chaotic oh they're incredible yes but you talk about child you're talking about a kid One two the smile three 400 times a day yeah and there's no morality by the time you're 18 you smile less than ten so that tells me that the

system's broke it's nothing to do with original it's a system from birth to skurin to try to work and and pressure of trying to survive everything's pressure and everything everybody looks for guidance you look for guidance through yeah God God okay we get that but everybody's got different guidances over there but There's people who don't follow religion I can guarantee they'll be happy than meeting you yeah I'm sure I'm not saying religion makes happening but it definitely makes order yeah and for me order is the goal not necessarily happens I can't control happiness your life

is suffering in so many different ways but I know how to respond to suffering through the use of God but I wouldn't know how to respond to suffering if I didn't have God I don't Know what I would do if I lost a parent and I know you've gone through this and I'm so sorry yeah yeah and so sorry to say this but I just don't know what I would do if I didn't have God if I didn't have God and I lost a parent but like I I still don't know what I would do

but if I didn't do it as a child I would have to numb the pain somehow I would have to go to our God have to go to women I would have to do something I can't live with the pain of losing a Parent personally I'm too weak and so if I didn't have God I don't know what I would do if I lost a parent or lost a child God forbid there's people out there that lose a child and I just think if I didn't have God the vices I would indulge in to get

rid of the pain and numb the pain I would self-destruct yeah but you can't think that way because what happens is people who go through more through more traumatic events than we enjoy that still get on with it the Bottom line is and life we should be getting taught about death it's life yeah as a circle of life what advice would you give to somebody who like lost losers their life that happens sad fingers [ __ ] happens what you want to do self-destruct what I've done and lose yourself but then again if I never

done that I wouldn't want the power Farm no so I've got to thank that did you have children at the time that you it was all at the same time my dad died just a Couple of weeks before my kids were born okay and that kind of [ __ ] me up because I didn't know how to handle it but no I do no I realized well wait a minute people die I could die it happens one set of 10 life we're all gonna [ __ ] die yeah the bottom Lane is we just got

to go on with it you should be taught about death yeah when instead we're all dressed in black we're all mourning and crying and then for 10 years past you're still [ __ ] crying Every Christmas buffet life goes on and this is the bottom line is a man not many people [ __ ] care let's let's get straight to the facts nobody really [ __ ] cares about a man all we can do is Soldier on yeah because that's all we're conditioned to do listen you had a [ __ ] bad day let's go

into the next day but if the problem is we're talking about weakness men of indulging for sex porn gambling about seeking highs that it's only destroying the soul it creates More problems leave can operate with eliminating the negatives and the thing is pleasure seeking and high seeking is so available so now we're getting such a plethora of men who are just in inundated with problems and don't know where to start to get over it and that's where masculinity is dying if you want to be a masculine man problem solve don't indulge in highs just Escape

but we look at the whole world yeah the World could be an amazing place so they could be such a beautiful place eight bullion people on it as far as I'm aware there might be less there could be more how do I actually know yeah we're only listening through radios and TVs and books about people getting their information can you imagine getting information I used to watch it made sense with a lot of things and then they started promoting the [ __ ] vaccine enough yeah it made me hate People whoever promoted the words and

I couldn't yeah I couldn't but then again I always think they could be right as well but again intuition the cleaner and becoming in life the more don't tune I'm becoming and try to understand what do you think who who what do you think created the human yeah but why do you think we're here well for um Muslims I'm going to give a very boring answer but the answer we have is it life is just a way it's like A stepping ground it's like a it's not the Final Destination you have the final destination which

is the afterlife this is just your test where you go through human experiences but it's just to get you through and then after that we have an afterlife which is you know Heaven and Hell which I know sounds very childish to everybody else but I believe in it so that's what I believe what life is it's just one large test where you can either really Excel or you can do Really badly but that we have been given the manual how to make it a productive life and it's up to you if you want to do

it that way or not does that sound wild does that sound wild to people that I believe in heaven and hell oh I was just Catholic we usually see [ __ ] prayers me too The Lord's Prayer I'm not gay but it was like programming yeah your Skilling system's not there for you to think outside the box the Skilling system's not there for you to be an entrepreneur and understand Love and Money Management so then I question they [ __ ] us a programming the brain is such a powerful too where you can be programmed

this is it takes 21 days to break a habit and 21 days to create a new one some people say 40 50 60 but the subconscious mind can be programmed so for me on why other question everything I feel as if it keeps me so right would people think that you're like a Conspiracy theorist I don't give up I don't care either I like yeah what conspiracy theory do you kind of like do people always think oh my God you're so crazy I wasn't so crazy I just question it like yeah the air round flat

the moon landings you can go down 9 11 you can go out down the rabbit hole and talk about the [ __ ] pedophiles Epstein you can talk about the satanic [ __ ] but then again there's a lot of Beautiful things in the world who gives a [ __ ] if the Earth is flat around who cares if the moon landings were fake who cares Antarctica we talk about the trimming show and we feel as if it could just be one big game yeah but they talk about Antarctica not many humans have been over

it to talk about an ice around the world yeah again it could be a Hawkers Pocus conspiracy theorist what are they doing they're making money as well yeah by people's mind because it Sounds sexy to think oh I'm making but I'm not the same as everybody else yeah but you're working you need the money to survive you're [ __ ] doing the same as everybody else so we're all part of the system we're all part yeah I was doing the rallies here in London and I used to watch people and I think [ __ ]

freedom and let's fight against the corruption of the government this and that they're still going to be an element of laws are they also about free For all I feel as if people would be [ __ ] killing the levels got to be laws yeah yeah but when I was doing the let the street parades and the marches people used to stand saying freedom and I'm free but yeah the smoking joints the drinking alcohol they've got a mobile phone I thought I'm not coming back here because yours lot are so far from free well what

does freedom look like to you freedom for me is trying to understand What humans are right for me it's trying to be as peaceful as you can be and trying to be and try and understand everybody everybody's different understand try not pass judgment but it's just difficult because we're all judgmental [ __ ] but for me freedom is to be peace which is difficult because we're living in a very fast-paced world yeah I think about moving into the world on this and moving into the woods and having a low big log house and kids and

Farm animals and throw them on fruit and veg but then again I've Got The Psychotic side I want to be the biggest podcast in the world I love viewers I love money as well because it provides for that life but then the other hand I don't want to have anything you've got a struggle between so it's a contradiction or an internal value that I believe I will make the conscious decision of going well wait a minute this is what I Believe this is all [ __ ] like I said I don't feel as if I

go on social media by the end of the year because it's an illusion it's like aquatic main field yeah everybody's craving something you're a psychologist but yeah should you be on social media because we use it but yeah it gives us popularity it gives us a chance for people to see yeah I I think it's so wild when I meet people who want to be famous or want to be on social media but with no purpose at Least you know why you're going to be podcasting yourself some people just don't even know why they just

want to be famous I can't think of anything worse I can't think of it I know it sounds ridiculous because I am one but social media but if I didn't have this why the why behind what I do is educating people and a topic that I seem to be quite versed in if I didn't have that I would have noticed desire to what be out there for people to just talk about you Compliment you fakely or you know cast you out fakely as well what would be that I can't understand the motivation to want to

be known other than if unless you've got purpose what is it that creates what what would make you want to be famous one thing I would say though about I thought it would kill the pain were you always a bit of the star of the show anyway yeah I was always me too reality she won Glasgow and I was the fans favorite yeah but I feel it was After then okay because I always struggled with I was always trying to people please um a very funny guy when I can be my podcasts are quite serious

but I miss the old James yeah because that James was funny yeah you never get not get never gave a [ __ ] I always my problem is I'm very sensitive I'm a soft bastard yeah but I can switch on as well when I go okay listen it's on okay if any man ever stepped forward I would always step Forward on the back of my back but I'm very soft yeah I'm very so I'm such a soft guy man and I think you [ __ ] soft [ __ ] If people could really know because

every man portrays them yeah The Hard Man image yeah and I feel as if that's where a lot of people get mixed up because you're trying to betray yourself as hard and saying you don't know what I don't like this yeah but that's why I love what I do because the thing is when you're a podcast host you Still have to be somewhat prim and proper you start to follow some rules you have to be professional I like being on this side of it is I have I don't have to be professional at all I

can say whatever I want and I can be as Saudi as I want which I actually never knew I could monetize being yourself but I think you can when you are authentic when you are just because I was always like the queen bee before I even started even my friends or whatever it would Always be like sadi's coming and she's going to take over the room and Blah Talk nonsense and I was always that girl I was talking the most and talking the hardest all the time and so it's a natural transition and I'm just

grateful that we live in a world where you can actually make a living out of just being you it's a beautiful thing but it's incredible it's constant pressure yeah it's pressure some viewers out will smash 10 15 Million views a month so I'll go if it drops below 10 million [ __ ] right I do I do yeah how come you do because it feels as if I'm not good enough and then I'll get straight away when do you think that goes I don't think it ever goes it will I don't think it will yeah

everybody's get different ways they look at success for me it's to be a good father a good family man and it's took me 40 years to Kind of sauce that out yeah but I don't know I feel as if we're all confused we can talk a good game but we broke it all gone I think you need to know you've established yourself so well that does it still bother you like because now I feel like okay it's done now at least I can never say oh I tried and social media I got nowhere I got

somewhere so if it's now I don't even look at the views but before maybe the first couple of months but it happened So fast for me so I never had to really Griffin's labels yeah I feel as if I need to go at the top of the game but there's nothing I'm never looking at that bit as Limitless but I just know who I was then five years ago the law scared little kid to just never had any purpose to just feel at those stages in my life I never thought would make it past fair

oh wow don't forget nine life is going amazing but It can still go fast they keep on top of it maybe because your journey was so strong like I didn't really have a journey I've always had quite a comfortable life and so therefore it's not really like as valuable but I'm sure if I had a struggle and I've been through some really dark times and to have this platform like you however I would give me more drive to just be the best but I think I'm just a bit lazy is it have you always had

this work ethic I've always been a winner really football team captain I'm I volunteer to be the loser I'm like please can I come last I'm [ __ ] them up I'm losing I ain't Gavin's truth I'm not even trying I'm like throwing the ball and just taking a picture what do you think that is then yeah what is that I do you know what it is I take no joy from winning but some people winning especially men with high Testosterone levels um when you win it's a way of dominating the hierarchy and it gives

a spurge of like uh testosterone literally in a man biological so winning is incredible to them anything that they can win in they love it whereas for women we don't have that same testosterone Spike from winning so that's why it means nothing if I were a goat running with my daughter and my son and it's about a Sprint to what I'll trap them up even With them [ __ ] them I've always been a winner I wanna let my friend who I'm I'm playing at tennis in a minute and I'm [ __ ] whipping these

ass day and day out really and I just love it really but it takes messages after it the voice don't say [ __ ] I'm better than you maybe I'm missing out on Life by not being competitive I have zero competitiveness theirs or whatever it is I just think if I don't care about winning it doesn't hurt if you lose so maybe it's a protective quality but I just can't remember the last time I gave a [ __ ] about winning something but maybe that's because in schools sports days maybe you did finish last day

you got embarrassed at something maybe it's just a safer thing I think I just value the weirdest things in life I don't I don't really value much unfortunately I don't have hobbies I don't have it everybody always asks me what books do you read I don't watch TV I don't have hobbies I don't read books I can't tell you where I get any of this information from other than I like people and I watch people and I ask people a million questions if I speak to people I ask questions so I'm learning about humans all

the time that's the only thing I would say so that's why I don't really compete much competitive say that like I feel as if It's healthy but again it's very healthy for a man I just it's great for their testosterone yeah yeah and it's great for dominating a hierarchy yeah yeah so it's a really important quality for a man to lack a competitiveness he loses his masculinity yeah yeah you should care like people I'm so fascinated with people like I don't read as much books as I should but I just try and understand people and

understand oh wait a minute You ask the question what is it you asked something about with the gif what's the what if you learned the most or something oh yeah nobody's got it figured though nobody's got to figure it out the relationships what job should we be doing what's what purpose how much money should we be making everything because people might drink take drugs there was a time I'd done that and it made sense I loved it but then Eventually you go spy cotton and you come clashing down those good nights become bad and then

you're chasing them there's a big cost to those gunshots the next day there's a drink coffee yes I do yeah no one a day or something in the morning out of habit and I don't even like the taste but I do drink coffee do you drink coffee no why have you stopped or why did you never just another another drink I just felt as if it was another form of an addiction yeah it Doesn't actually give you much it doesn't actually give you much but it just looks cool and then you'll see people wear them

and I just think man what the [ __ ] are you sucking on okay well addictions usually are there to numb something so if you have an addiction try and figure out the pain yeah yeah what do you think keeps a good marriage I think a relationship I think the only thing that will keep a good relationship is your partner's Well-being matters both of you yeah you care about each other's well-being I care about what's upsetting him I care about what he's how he's feeling and similarly if he shows a level of care of my

feelings what will happen is we'll naturally make decisions that make each other happier whereas if I genuinely don't care about his well-being and he genuinely doesn't care about me even if we are about my well-being what makes me feel safer or security we don't take an Interest in what each other's well-being is we'll do behaviors that naturally stab at the relationship until it breaks down so it's caring about each other's well-being what do you think of depression I think it is unlocked potential poor connections and seeking highs and that's what as a result all of

that come together and then you get into a chemical imbalancing it causes depression so I think people who are not fulfilling their potential in life maybe They're not doing what they should be doing in terms of work what they should be doing in terms of their body in terms of what who the relationship they're not fulfilling their potential people who are not connecting with people around them they're not helping they're not giving back they're not forming meaningful connections and people who are just constantly numbing their pain like either through alcohol drugs people like sex whatever

it is they're gonna Find themselves in a chemical imbalance and have depression but they love the idea that it's genetic and it's just in them that's not true it's behavioral what do you think of the sir seed rate been higher than men why do you think that is uh because they don't have an outlet when they are feeling depressed and low when I'm feeling depressed and lower up hundreds of people I can tell and I can share my sorrows and then I'm okay to express it and release it for Men they don't have that outlet

and they're told that they can't talk to women you can't talk to a man you can't do this so they lock it up inside and there's pressure on them to achieve and that combination of not being able to achieve and not being able to express leads to Suicidal Thoughts if you're a prime minister and you could make changes to make the world a better place yeah what changes would you make I would make an equal distribution of wealth I Think that the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer creates a society of unrest whereas

when there's equal opportunities as in we give people the opportunity for everybody to be as successful as they want to be rather than just making the rich get away with no taxes and the poor just suffering more and more I think if we create a society where people are no longer in survival mode we will have a healthier society and I've seen it in Dubai There's nobody in survival Bible mode really you get poor workers who are not on a lot of money but they get housing and stuff so nobody's in survival mode and when

people are taken out of survival mode they can be kind but when you're creating a society that's built on homelessness taxes you know charges for a cost of living all this stuff people are in survival no one is compassionate and empathetic when they're in Survival Mode what do you Think a trans movement um I think it is insane that we are celebrating a mental illness and I can't believe I live in a time where we're doing that it's a mental illness if you have detached yourself from a reality if I was an anorexic and I

believed I was fat because anorexics do I believed I was obese I believed it believed it believed it I wouldn't say to an anorexic go get liposuction if you believe you're fat go by that belief I Would say what's hurting you for you to disconnect from your body so much let's figure out the pain now if somebody comes to me and says I believe I'm a man I will say where are you getting that from one minute you're saying being a man is a social construct product and then you're saying you believe you're a man

so you just believe you're a social construct why do you need to change your biology stay how you are like if you we're told Gender is a myth and it's not real so why do you need to change your dick why do you need to change it if it's got nothing to do with your biology so I'd say let's get rid of the pain that caused this disconnect from your body let's focus on that first let's get back into in touch with reality and learn self-acceptance and authenticity and then figure out what's wrong but why

would I just change your body that's like me saying I'm so ugly and Somebody's saying to me well just get plastic surgery it's not going to fix the low self-esteem behind it this [ __ ] scares me what do you think about the transfer if you believe you're someone else trapped in a body then good on you I'll support you but as soon as you start bringing it around kids as soon as you start bringing so that's the part that scares indifferent genders yeah I'm gonna stand all day long I'm not Teaching my kids that

so I don't need some [ __ ] teacher jumping about in a fairy costume teaching my kids if lesson the majority of sexual crimes are from straight men the majority of people the majority of pedophiles um white straight men probably I don't know yeah I would imagine yeah but the thing is they're not they're very good at keeping it under the radar and grooming the trans say the things And bring any skills and the drag queen's written story times and for me that's thrown it in my face any any Peter failure that I'd love to

I believe this should be coat I believe there should be put straight to [ __ ] hell we should be a bullet in the head you're done that's the only way to protect kids yeah but the transferring and nurseries and primary schools I feel as if it's pedophilia I feel as if there's shown in the face why should some hairy ass man In that outfit and what a ticker pass next to my daughter because you identify something I don't care who yeah that ain't gonna happen not in my watch and it's not to be tough

but I've got [ __ ] morals up but I mean that that doesn't set right because you're that for me is just creepiness yeah because there's plenty of trans people out there who just love their life who raise a great family who are good parents but they don't throw it In your face and say this is my movement I believe this because is it 0.05 percent of people are trans yeah it's hardly anybody hearing about it so much I I agree but for me I actually think it's earlier than that I genuinely think if I

met somebody who identified completely opposite to who they are that's a mental health concern I would be worried for them I wouldn't think okay go do your thing because we know that rates of suicide amongst trans People is um I think it's around 19 times higher than people who are not so is an underlying depression that we have to look into and if that scene is bigoted so be it but anybody from the mental health profession would say a complete Detachment to who you are is a uh you're no longer connecting with reality and having

that being celebrated is dangerous especially for children it scares me yeah it scares me and the weird thing is if you speak to Children Nowadays they don't see anything wrong with it they can't see how like a boy wearing makeup just uh who's transitioning they don't see anything wrong with it so the problem with that is they're not seeing something wrong with something that is actually a deep psychological or emotional perhaps it'd be normalized yeah for the Next Generation and for me it's it's [ __ ] Abomination like you put 10 men on an island

to 100 Women you're going to you you're you're good yeah you put [ __ ] 10 trans men 100 women that are going Extinction it's just if you're 18 plus keep the the drag queen stuff 18 plus keep the trans stuff less than for kids 14 15 if you want to bring anything doesn't talk about listen but people are definitely people are gay nobody cares and I know a lot of people who start I don't give a [ __ ] personally and I don't want to be one of these guys who shuts down trying To

sell but I'll get trans friends I have to get trans friends have been on the show and I guarantee the [ __ ] nut cases yeah I I haven't got trans friends but I don't I don't associate with anybody who's detached from reality whether you're trans or not I could meet I even have friends that I think are a bit delusional I'll distance myself anybody who's not in touch with their reality in themselves I see them I I can't connect with them after a while Because they're disconnected and they're not there's a depression there so

unless they're seeking help from it it's not a discriminatory thing but if you think it is which I'm sure a lot of people will see it as I would say that I would argue if throughout history and throughout all the other cultures in the world if you go to a tribe in Africa and if you go to a village in Kashmir where I'm from they've never heard of this movement they've never heard of that so for you To suggest that it's human it's natural and it's a human right does that mean my culture and everybody

from my color is wrong everybody in my culture is wrong everybody in the tribes are wrong so I think if you're going to discriminate against the people who see something wrong in it you're actually discriminating against most of the world and it's almost like a while it's a it's a privilege to think that we can just you know change our agenda like the snap Of a finger where are we getting this from what do you think of Andrew Tate I like Andrew yeah I like Andrew we speak quite regularly and stuff and uh you know

we we agree we say that we agree on about 80 or 70 of things we agree on a lot of things I disagree on a few things and when we disagree we can converse like adults and kind of find a logical conclusion but it's nothing personal and just because somebody has a different opinion doesn't mean they're a bad Person in certain things so I really enjoy um watching his content and stuff what do you think about Andrew yeah I like the guy I'm having back yeah before they get charged when they get charged and now

I've always had these back I had them on a podcast video yeah yeah but the thing before the broadcast that we've done he says it was going to have some fun yeah he knows how to push buttons yeah he wasn't as big and I don't think he realized he would have Got his bag obviously a lot of the footage can come back and beat you now he does see a lot of stuff to get Beats to get clicks you know exactly what it was doing yeah I judging a jury which I always say but I

can only and he's got a good presence and he seems to have a good day a lot of Charisma yeah yeah and you can see why girls would fall for that yeah he's got a lot of Charisma he's got a lot of charm and he owns a Room but he's still polite and kind so I don't see what the big issue is but then here's the thing I I have controversial issues with that uh controversial opinions that I didn't realize so I think I didn't realize that truth was so offensive and a lot of things

that he says are true some of the things I disagree with but doesn't mean it's not true it's just I disagree yeah it seems seriously I would agree with a lot of stuff same as Andrew does it doesn't Mean he's wrong I feel as if all these men and having multiple women I just don't see I don't care what any religion says from one belief I just don't see anything positive yeah I just from owning experience in having multiple women and I just it was so damaging to the mind yeah it's damaging to everybody I

saw when I just felt if I was wasn't in a good place and yeah that I'm only speaking from experience I feel as I've Listened like you said I have those beliefs it could be that could be the thing yeah we'll have four waves yeah it could be it could be a thing but for me I just know how hard that is to [ __ ] please one sure I know I don't I don't envy it but I just think yeah I think there's certain things I disagree but doesn't mean just because you could disagree

with someone they're awful it's just an opinion opinion doesn't you should you shouldn't as a human over Identify with your opinions if your opinion means so much to you you don't have enough going on in your life so if someone disagrees with you it doesn't mean you have to hate them why do you think alcohol's so glorified uh it's a form of escapism and now that we're living lives that are more and more uh empty and vacuous we want to escape from it and find something to enjoy because we're not actually fulfilling our meaning and

purpose in life anymore so Alcohol provides a perfect escapism and the other thing is because most people are suppressing themselves especially I'm noticing English culture because there's such a I've got to can't say anything feminists are going to get upset can't say anything gay people are going to get upset I can't say anything trans people so they're suppressing themselves so so much all the time that alcohol is the only time that they can be themselves sometimes so it's the only Time they have a release and I think that's why they depend on it so much

and I think this particular way English culture depend on it so much they're not allowed to be themselves anymore they're scared because I used to drink four confidence yeah no I can walk in a room and I own the [ __ ] room yeah and use it I always disappear we call that a smoke bombing yeah because I was at a wedding my friend's wedding who I've been friends with them to a year a mad Bastard and I stayed for three hours then I just disappear yeah you show your face do you say hi but

then you leave and you leave at a respectable hour yeah that's what I like about not drinking if somebody comes to you depressed yeah so outside of hate in life what's your go-to advice for them you ask them do they take drink or dogs first do you I asked them what do you value and nails and usually when people are depressed they're valuing the wrong Things they might say I don't feel pretty anymore I don't have any girls I don't have any guys I don't have I um I'm not making enough money and so I

I first assess their values and when we value junk when we value junk we're always going to feel depressed because we think we want more junk and it's not fulfilling so I firstly look at their values and then I ask them to assess their connections with people have they got good connections with people are They being authentic are they kind people or are they giving back I look at their connection with people and the final thing is I look at their potential and are they fulfilling their potential are they making excuses are they constantly saying

I can't do this because of that I can't get the weight I want because of that I'm not doing this and then I strip those three things it's their values their connections and their potential and then that's how I try and Get rid of the depression without any medication how do you separate from being a psychologist to being a family member because some of them are Dark yeah and I think man that was [ __ ] heavy sometimes I don't really I I don't read a Reiki course which is like healing energy but then I

don't really do it on myself but I just I struggle to separate yeah both I feel as if this is me 24 7 I'm quite [ __ ] intense man and I Messed up when I talk about my story James because that James used to laugh I believe it was all laughing I missed that I just feel as if I became more serious yeah I don't know if it's because I'm hearing more serious stories but or are we just growing up or safely psychologist no I really yeah what happens is I don't have much Social

battery left so what happens is I have very very limited uh social skills at the end of the day I only want like the People I genuinely love and can be myself even my friends my friendships are suffering because I don't have the ability to connect anymore and they always message me I miss you I haven't seen you in so long this on the other end instead of seeing it as oh that's nice I'm like oh stop overwhelming me and I almost get like mean rather than a a great for so I'm feeling like I'm

running out of social battery and particularly when I meet people in Public what will happen is when I meet people in public most of the time they're just very quick and like nice and lovely and say oh we like blah blah but sometimes they'll be like Oh I'm getting married in the summer and this is this happen until this is happening and I I can't have that conversation and my brain is fried when's the last time you cried uh last time I would have cried would have been uh probably a couple of weeks ago I

haven't seen my Nephew in a while and I every anything to do with him might get a bit emotional which is why I wonder how men who've been separated from their kids I don't know how they do because if I don't see him for a while I get really upset so I don't know how men do that by the way or women yeah they're good to switching off yeah I guess and blocking when was the last time you cried yeah so what does I listen to music sometimes I think about dying and how People react

at my funeral I want everybody's sad I don't think people will be upset I think people will come just to make sure I'm dead I literally can't imagine anybody reacting that badly except for my dad I think at the restaurant will be like you know what it's probably just probably needs to it would be safer for her to just get to what is that thinking about your funeral did you ever think that I think about that it is a uh it's A it's a tiny symptom of depression how's that yeah well that must have been

the president I thought I could play that I feel normal yeah I started visualizing but people cry I hope so I talk about people who live in their life and getting on but I want everybody [ __ ] destroyed what happened to the tiny symptom of depression is they see the future is Bleak so they'll go to when they think about the future they'll talk about their funeral or their cancer Or something like that rather than like you know the other things unless there's a pillar of no yeah living in a present moment yeah I

was listening of each other's voice we can't multitask yeah I don't know depression if you're in the moment yeah a lot of depression stems from people living in their past and focusing too much in the future what do you think of what's because I swear a lot and sometimes I like to joke around but words are so powerful what do you Think of yeah but you speak well the thing is I am one of those people that I I've got a really terrible tongue when I'm angry just as articulate as I am in interviews I'm

just as articulate in arguments so I can say something really mean without realizing and it won't and you can say the meanest thing to me and I won't drop a sweat but I can say something and it will kill somebody or just my words I don't recognize a pair of words because I'm quite immune to Them but people are super super sensitive with words and words can destroy relationships and they can stay in people's minds forever so if you do have a powerful tongue try and use it positively I personally don't all the time I

definitely get really rude and stuff but I wish I didn't do that it's a very mean trait do you find relationship harder or easier being a psychologist but then over analyzing harder way harder wait wait wait Over analyzing predicting problems being able to rationalize all your mistakes so thinking you're right in situations where you're not right and being naive being completely dumb is a gift it's it's a gift people that are dumb and naive and don't understand anything they get through life easier and happier whereas overthinking over analyzing predicting problems is a recipe for disaster

what is that always thinking you're right that's me well I don't Think something unless I've done a lot of research or I really understand it so I try and only say things I believe but it keeps you fragile when you always think you're right you don't question yourself and then you don't grow so we should always go through life with the belief I could be wrong yeah you should almost say it all the time I could be wrong I couldn't yeah relationships I always feel as if I know best yeah but I'm not taught a

bit in Life like I'm always open-minded about relationships I feel animal best yeah isn't that bad I do that yeah it's bad yeah it's negative where do you go forwards for the future um professionally and personally we do I I go forward yeah where do I see myself no I do I can't tell you I don't even know how I got here to begin with so I have no idea where I'll be I'll be wherever God takes me and wherever for as long as people want to hear it all Happy to talk when they don't

want to hear it I had a great run and I'm very grateful to everybody are you so unsure about that because I can't understand how why it's working I'm just like what is going on and I'm confused like how has this happened but I'm very grateful and I didn't know that it would ever have this much of an impact but if it is having an impact I I almost see it as my five minutes I always even to my parents I'd be like listen guys I don't know how Long this is gonna last so and

I talk like that isn't that bad yeah it's bad yeah I'm a psychologist but what I'm very good at is reading people yeah now you talk about being competitive you're not competitive because you're you just let you like to lose yeah and you're saying five minutes of him but I really think I'm flavor of the month yeah yeah deep end stage you want it it worked it's already working yeah what is that I just think I prepare for the worst in General is that safer for you I always prepare for the worst in general I'm

always okay with the worst case scenario and what it does is it helps me detach from the joy and excitement and not get too caught up in whatever's going on so I always prepare for worst case scenario maybe it's a low self-esteem thing or whatever it is self-sabotage thing but I'm genuinely seeing it as I'm flavor of the month it's five minutes of fame and I'm sure I'll be like working as an Uber Driver in a year or so I think the best over what happens if you actually think about taking it to new heights

yeah and believing in yourself and next time you race in there if you trip them up yeah oh well yeah I mean if I dream big God willing it might be something amazing but I just can't imagine caring enough yeah all humans see actually I can't imagine caring enough I care too because sometimes people like oh you should try And have a talk show and you should try and do this you know like you think I'm gonna wake up at it this time and invest in a I don't even have a tripod to film my

[ __ ] so I was just like oh God that's a lot of work so anything that involves manual labor or effort I'm I tap out isn't that terrible yeah but what you're doing is working for you praise be to God yeah whatever you're doing is working for you and you're not Daft yeah they've all get different characters You're on their Ball even though you say you know it's not working you know exactly what's [ __ ] working yeah I guess I guess the Blas anus of it is working yeah and the cut throatness of

it is working so I guess the fact that there's no team there's no one telling you what to say what to write what to post the authenticity is working and I'm very grateful for that I want people to get a lot of things out this podcast and hopefully they go well just that like SEO you can listen now ovational speaker yeah and it will change their life for a couple of us but just what advice would you have for anybody that's in that dark space right now male and female and abusive relationships are struggling mentally

feel as if they can't give any more what advice would you have for them I would say try your best to have a vision of where you see yourself in the future and look at the behaviors you're engaging in right now are they making That future version of yourself more likely or less likely if you are engaging in any kind of highs numbness denial poor decision making just stop stop those and start problem solving every wherever you find look here's the thing in life you can't control pain you're going to get painful events people are

going to die something's gonna happen but you can control suffering suffering is just your emotional response to poor decisions Have a look at all your decisions that have led to this point and chances are there's been poor decisions poor decisions poor decisions try and change those decisions into ones that will be constructive and I promise you you'll see a change in your life what is anger it is lack of perspective and what I mean by that is you push past me on the street and I'll be like [ __ ] you blah blah but if

you push past me and I Realize that you're blind straight away I changed my perspective I'm like I'm sorry so perspective will take the same behavior and either make you retaliate with anger or with compassion so when we get angry is we haven't taken perspective we haven't tried to understand what's caused this person to feel this way and if it's you you can take accountability if it's not you you cannot make it personal and not get angry so either way it could be avoided If we have perspective do you believe people can change no is

that wild as a therapist I think yeah I think people you just lost I think you can improve and I think you can get better but I don't think people change and nor should you want to I think a part of good mental health is accepting the person you are working on the things that you need to work on but also embracing the parts of you that will always be you what about people who Cheat then I do think that there it's a coping mechanism and so until they fight change or find out what caused

that coping mechanism they'll always cheat is their way of coping yeah I hope people get a lot from us like I say it's kind of willing it's that strong conversation it's good opinions and good beliefs on certain things like I said stay open-minded yeah we could be full of [ __ ] we're also I Could be wrong you could be wrong you could be wrong would you like to finish up on anything no just thank you so much for having me I really appreciate your platform what's all your social medias and stuff for people to

get involved and make that comments yeah and troll me like you always because you do one-on-one coach yes and I like that lesson I've went in Philippine I think now man I just felt as if I couldn't take advice From somebody I feel as if I was doing better then yeah I never had that for any Vibe they never had that frequency and I thought you're not on it I felt was that because they were drinking and stuff yeah and I feel I'm not doing that why should I take it that's the way I was

thinking but I don't know if that's the control I just felt I can't really be vulnerable with you because I feel as if I could help you yeah do you struggle to take your own advice I don't take any Of mine but yeah I'm a mess to me I can change that way as a heartbeat wild because I'll be giving advice and then my partner will hear me and he'd be like did you hear that did you write a note about what you just said yeah it's like absolutely sorry so the thing is it's just

uh I I'm not very great at taking my own advice because I can rationalize the alternative of not taking my advice but I'm like yeah but I don't need to because but I do One-to-one coaching I like one-to-one coaching because it keeps my content current if I know what's going on in people's lives I can tell you how to fix it on my social media if I remove that element then I'll never know what's going on on the ground so I like to keep my one-to-one coaching I also have a patreon where I go into

more detail because I touch on lots of topics on podcasts but I go into detail in the one to in the patreon and of course there's YouTube and Instagram and Tick Tock which is at sardia Psychology Legend thank you so much nothing but the best for the future we'll have I'll have you back on we'll have a good question maybe have another couple of people yeah we'll get Andrew on as well unless you're not a bit efficient a good woman man and take care of yourself God bless thank you so much foreign