[Music] hi guys today we'll be recapping a story called it's my first time being loved please like the video and subscribe to the channel it helps us a lot enjoy do you have a positive connection with your family maybe even one filled with love and affection if so you're fortunate as not everyone experiences such a bond and privilege in this fantasy novel a young girl experiences The complete opposite of a loving family her own parents make her a sacrificial lamb they even beg her to sacrifice herself as they are trying to manipulate her into thinking
that by doing so she can live for herself at this point her father kneels in front of her out of too much desperation she is starting to feel bored as she watches her family members show false benevolence towards her just because they want a favor in Return with that she then decides to give her life to them knowing that she's the only human who can prevent the destruction of the world a girl who has been reborn many times has experienced 99 different lives yet she Remains the Same person enduring mistreatment from her own family after
one life after another mysterious Powers also accumulate that's why saving the world at the cost of her life is no big deal as her father expresses gratitude for Her decision she restrains him from playing such games it won't work on her anymore you fool she thinks that he deserves to pay a high price after how she's been wrongfully treated for that reason she takes her magic but Bon as she tells him to preserve a life wherein she will never have to see his face again the family's in shock as they read in a newspaper article
about them being abusive parents shortly the Imperial soldiers arrive she then proceeds to fly Away with the use of her power that recounts her initial life experience during that period her parents regarded starting a family as merely a checkless item in life consequently she and her brother were raised in a state of neglect despite the absence of love from her family she maintains a fondness for people largely due to the support of friends who reached out to her however just as she approaches her 20th birthday She tragically bids farewell to life without having the chance
to truly embrace it as she is involved in an accident in the life that followed the world was always close to falling apart and the only chance to save it was constantly being pushed to death people kept asking her to sacrifice herself to save them and she kept hoping that things would get better next time but even after five or six tries it had already happened 99 times wao that's a Lot it must be horrible to live like this over and over again at this point there are no regrets in life it's even more terrifying
to see a world turned into chaos with that much power it now seems like people are blaming her for not saving them no matter how insensitive she becomes she doesn't want to witness the same thing again she simply wishes for it to be over and no longer holds any expectations as she accepts her 99th Death she repeats her simple wish like it's a habit following that she reincarnates in her 100th Life as a newborn baby in a noble family she then calms herself since she can't use her strength until her first birthday the moment she
sees her pink-haired father with a frown she thinks that her life this time is Once Again ruined oh no I really hope that doesn't happen fingers cross this time it will be different is it another Act of neglect And abuse this time until this world falls apart again she can't do anything a life fell apart before her eyes just like dust her soul is tied up does she have to watch it all over again it's like a scene from a nightmare which she can never wake up she would rather live and let her experience all
the pain herself then keep watching until the world runs out as her father fondly Strokes her face while she smiles and her mother Gazes at her with adoration she is completely taken by surprise she finds their joyful expressions perplexing however all she hopes is for her H hundredth life to be quiet and peaceful her mother believes she saved the world despite being a newborn which is why she named her Anastasia a name befitting a hero she becomes anxious because whenever a hero's name is brought up she constantly ends up living the most difficult and impoverished
life I hope it won't be Jinx though it's cliche to think that she'll be treated like a hero and make her sacrifice herself again it would be naive of her to anticipate a change this time as she is convinced that things will only worsen now she's annoyed 1 month later after being born nothing happened which is quite surprising however it's too early to relax in Anastasia's past life everyone initially treated her kindly because she was dubbed a hero however it Became apparent that they were simply afraid of her abilities and ended up exploiting and mistreating
her thus she has no choice but to be on guard she then continues to observe her surroundings in this life her mother has jet black hair and bright red eyes eyes while her father has a world likee appearance her father's appearance is completely opposite to his personality because he's very affectionate towards her moreover she finds the maids to be Surveilance which she finds scary poor girl she's really traumatized later on Anastasia witnesses her father scolding The Family Doctor it turns out that he's worried because she's never cried or laughed so he thinks she's unhealthy despite
being told that she's healthy multiple times he believes otherwise due to her past traumas Everything feels unfamiliar to her leaving her uncertain about what actions to take however when The doctor is on the verge of being punished she begins to cry disrupting the situation as a result his mood shifts immediately he joyfully lifts her up infused with Newfound emotions from her he maintains his effort to console her until another young girl arrives clearly upset Laura Anastasia's older sister in this life expresses her frustration at feeling excluded after seeing her older sister Anastasia feels more worried
than happy given all that She's experienced her perspective is that siblings divert their parents attention away from her Lara joins her in their fatherdaughter bonding gazing at her younger sister with complete adoration unexpectedly she Embraces her little sister and even offers her pudding although her father refuses to allow it cute but she's too young for that as an alternative she offers her precious stuffed toy instead even though she can't sleep without it she's willing To lend it to her adorable little sister Anastasia reminds herself not to let her guard down just because she's being nice
to her her uninterested face makes Lara think that she dislikes it to cheer her up she makes a peek-a-boo face which catches her off guard however both her sister and father are amused by her reaction with that rumors spread that they saw her smile because of that peekaboo game from that day on the maids try to do the same thing to her and make Weird faces when they're bored certainly her father is also engaged in the matter soon after her mother dismisses everyone from the room to ensure she can rest properly honestly she's struggling to
comprehend recent events which I think is understandable later that afternoon Daman Anastasia's older brother pays her a visit he's 5 years older than her and despite his age he's educated and the heir to the dukum he's also included in Her Lookout list though he proceeds to give his tiger doll to her after he pokes her face playfully she finds it quite suspicious now similar to Lara it's his favorite toy yet he willingly hands it over to his younger sister in exchange he desires to witness her laugh because of that she perceives the entire family as
peculiar for treating her in this manner as soon as she laughs Damen looks at her amusingly after witnessing such an adorable Reaction over the course of her life she learned the importance of being cautious through difficult experiences despite consistently facing disappointment she still holds on to hope for positive outcomes in the future in Anastasia's 100th reincarnation the people around her treat her differently unless her family turns away she decides to live with little motivation Anastasia looks like an angel in her blue dress because of that her mother is willing to buy Anything for her no
matter the price it's surprising for her because she still isn't used to such nice treatment now that she can crawl express emotions and do everything else the only thing she can not do is communicate that proves that she's indeed just an ordinary baby despite having Powers lately her life has been peaceful moreover her weirdly loving family makes it more interesting when they observe her rolling over on her own for the First time everyone finds it entertaining they even decided to celebrate her first flip wow that's superb with that she is having her first flipping party
in her life just to clarify it's merely a gathering with family at Meal Time Time Each family member presents their respective gifts to Anastasia Additionally the maids praise her for her remarkable conduct in her mind it's only a baby's first rollover so there's no need to make a Fuss as expected the place seems a bit unusual for her especially because everyone is overly affectionate while the whole family is watching the fireworks later on that night her mother wishes for her to stay healthy and grow bigger in the future the next day seems to be quiet
after having such an amazing day after the party the employees year in vacation begins there's only one maid assign temporarily to watch her as of now everyone in the family is busy at The moment with their own business so she's left alone with the maid who has currently fallen asleep taking advantage of this rare opportunity she tries to climb a sofa as she attempts to reach it an older maid comes up to her and carries her to Anastasia's surprise it's the first time she's encountered that face this immediately triggers suspicion in her suddenly the maid
swiftly covers her face with a handkerchief rendering her unconscious Temporarily this marks the beginning of her abduction well her instincts are right as soon as Anastasia wakes up uncomfortably she finds a man running while carrying her this time instead of the maid she blames herself for being too careless however she's honestly glad that it's just kidnapping rather than being killed or left alone but what if she'll get killed though this situation is clearly Dire it has only been a year and she cannot allow another nightmare to unfold despite her ability to use teleportation magic she
is considering the option of allowing herself to be kidnapped in order to uncover the perpetrator oh no that's so dangerous she Ponders whether the culprit is specifically targeting the Duke Family or if there are individuals who have become aware of her abilities regardless she deems it important to Investigate and find out although Anastasia cannot return home at this moment she is reluctant to make her family worry while still running away the kidnapper is suddenly struck by an arrow seemingly out of nowhere momentarily she hears a young voice nearby he then points his sword at the
man as he tries to save her I wonder who that could be even though he's just a kid he seems to be quite powerful nevertheless this doesn't deter the Kidnapper from fleeing prompting the young boy to give Chase on another note he seems to be around the same age as Anastasia's brother in the end he manages to rescue her from the hands of the kidnapper while he is attending to her the man attempts to launch a surprise attack from behind instantly she employs protection magic causing the man to collapse leaving them both bewildered by what
just happened exhausted from exerting too much force With her tiny body she also collapses into the comforting Embrace of the young boy shortly afterward Anastasia's father arrives displaying a mixture of anger and concern upon waking up Anastasia overhears her parents Whispering discussing something grave regarding the situation with evident concern etched on their faces her father promptly instructs someone to call the doctor her mother is burdened with guilt for not staying by her side realizing she Should have remained with her however she acknowledges that her father's Duty as a duke or crucial at that time showing
an understanding of his responsibilities also she realizes that The Recoil is large because she uses her powers without preparation which causes her to lose Consciousness from just that amount of force shortly after Anastasia's parents offer her an apology taking her by surprise they display genuine kindness towards her something Rare and precious and she is determined Not to cause them any harm now she really wants to grow up quickly the following day her father commands Knights to ensure her protection henceforth demonstrating loyalty to his youngest daughter actually the attempted kidnapping occurred because the son of a
couple employed at the Duke's residence had accumulated debts he couldn't manage consequently during the year on vacation they abducted her and demanded money From Anastasia's father in exchange for her safe return thankfully her brother's friend the young boy who rescued her located the culprit and swiftly intervened to stop him it's reported that the perpetrators were forcefully removed with numerous broken bones additionally her parents remarked that it was an exceptionally lenient punishment or something similar anyway returning to the scene of the group of knights kneeling before Anastasia she Considers that 20 of them might be excessive
for escorting a baby but acknowledges that it's a prudent decision for the safety of her sister and brother additionally it would be a kind gesture for her to offer some words of encourage encouragement to them as her father has requested she thinks that at first people might not value encouragement from a baby However observing their expectant Expressions prompts her to make some baby sounds Nonetheless with that the knights pledge to safeguard her at any expense their expressions flustered by her adorableness after one month of the Nightcore assignment incident the number of people in Anastasia's room
has increased there are now two more people outside the room guarding her as her body matures it becomes easier for her to inter signals even after her first birthday gathering information would be a straightforward task although that Seems like a long time considering she's only 7 months old even though there were only financial reasons behind the kidnapping episode her family is nonetheless in an unstable condition returning to the day Anastasia was abducted her parents appeared noticeably uneasy as they ventured out together a rare occurrence for them to leave the house simultaneously given their status as
the Duke's family there are bound to be Hostile forces she considers the idea of utilizing some of her powers although she worries that if she falls ill with a high fever again it will cause concern for her family however nobody else has the duty to prevent the destruction of the world but her as a result Damen pays a visit to Anastasia in her room she quickly crawls towards him and Embraces him which catches him off guard she sure is growing up too quickly shortly he tells her about his Friend who wants to see her actually
she has already met him before the first first person that comes to mind is the young boy who saved her before oh well she's right in her mind she thinks that she has already met him somewhere in the past well going through a long period of reincarnation even in other worlds it is possible to come across familiar people somewhere sometimes when Anastasia encounters such individuals she will casually walk past them feeling like she Has encountered them in a previous life however with daman's friend she experiences an odd sense of familiarity and longing well his visit
is an opportunity for her to take a closer look on the other hand the little Duke arrives just in time he hurriedly steps down the carriage as he looks for the princess on the way to meet the princess the little Duke is reminded to keep his promise and remain polite towards Anastasia as soon as they meet once Again he greets her with Fascination at how small she is in the meantime she anticipates that upon seeing him up close again she might recall something but she doesn't meanwhile Damen scolds his friend for not introducing himself properly
yet the boys engage in a brief argument just like typical friends would shortly after Mel lentes the sole successor to the Grand Duke of lenus formally introduces himself to Anastasia he proceeds to kiss the back of her hand As a gesture of respect leaving Damen completely shocked whoa I wasn't expecting that gesture following their initial encounter male has been spending more than half of the month at their mansion with the Grand Duke lenes preoccupied with political matters male and D an opt to study together as a result the maid's current focus is entirely on him
speaking of which they are rather surprised to see him visiting once again Today male eagerly approaches Anastasia upon arrival shortly after he presents her with a gem and requests that she smile a few days earlier he had inquired with the maids about her lack of laughter they explained that understanding the baby princess better is necessary to catch a glimpse of her smile whoops it seems like her smile is not for everyone to see after that day he starts bringing gifts that prove to be of little use Anastasia Only responds with smiles to her own siblings
though acting like typical children they turn it into a contest to make her smile this competition Sparks Mel's competitive Spirit why does it seem like she's some sort of entertainment for them with that he comes to show her every lace and piece of jewelry he notices her sigh showing a hint of disinterest meanwhile she is currently worried about the lack of walking and Babbling as she tries to climb onto the sofa she promptly falls back luckily male manages to catch her the maids rush over in a panic to check on her he starts to feel
remorseful about the incident it becomes apparent that he had placed the ruby in her hooded cloak explaining why it became heavy when she attempted to stand up in his defense his intentions were pure he didn't anticipate her tripping over it now aware of the situation Anastasia becomes angry she feels embarrassed and expresses her frustration by pointing her finger at him with a furious expression conveying her disdain for him uh-oh I believe the excitement has reached its limit after almost getting into an accident of falling head first the youngest Princess Anastasia is consoled by male he
felt apologetic after putting the princess in danger because he placed the hand-sized Ruby on the princess's Hood when she was struggling to stand by herself meanwhile the two Maids are clueless about how male is able to understand baby Anastasia's bad and baby talk he makes baby language look easy when it's really not I wouldn't even try to understand d da da da da coming from a baby what a talent Anastasia on the other hand feels a bit wary of male's uncanny ability to understand her she feels bad that her older brother and sister can't do
the same thing hence she Stops male from consoling her and screams at him to leave her alone as if he did not hear her male offers to show baby Anastasia how to stand on her feet and walk for the 7eventh Monon old baby Anastasia feels horrible upon knowing that male has already mastered walking for only half a year while she's still staggers on her wobbly feet following this she slowly accepts male's hand which he kept on offering her for several minutes but Eventually male has already stood and guides her to stand completely baby Anastasia is
amused by her achievement along with the maids who are deeply honored and proud to see the princess standing at a young age a mix of emotions is what the princess feels after standing up so easily due to male's help she feels bad about M being a showoff while also feeling a hint of joy for achieving such normal development as a Kid little does she know male plans to let her walk for the first time as a baby when he tells her about the high chance that she can walk right away she gets scared but it
is too late as she has already taken her first step go little princess take your Tiny Steps one at a time everyone in the room feels joyous upon seeing her walk however Daman suddenly snatches Anastasia away from Mel's grasp when he finds out that she Fell a while ago as an overprotective brother he blamed male for doing such a reckless deed male tries to explain his intentions but Damen fails to connect with him or even understand his side and commands M to never see Anastasia again the childish Feud continues as Damen screams at Mel blaming
his presence for the danger he puts the princess what stops damen's TI raade is when m confesses how nice it would feel to have a younger sister like Daman has From Daman's perspective he loves to spend time with his younger siblings as much as he loves them his fondness for reading allows him to gather his younger siblings and read them a story especially Bedtime Stories and singing lullabies what he also loves is to have snacks with the two Around the Clock however after male's presence and time spent with Anastasia he gave up his bedtime stories
with his siblings this somehow made him feel sad and envious of Mel's developing fondness on the princess meanwhile male's knowledge about family falls short because he only has his busy grandfather as family which makes him more curious about the young baby the Curiosity makes him feel warmed and a bit loved to have someone he can give his attention to aside from his sword he simply did not know how to act around a baby he was so innocent and ignorant meanwhile Anastasia kind of blamed herself for what happened between Male and Damen she even feels bad
for speaking M's name before anyone's name from her family so as much as she hates the idea she wants to stop them from bickering by using the method she cries loudly worrying all of them but also mending their relationship she communicates with male to let the two of them apologize for the hurtful words they threw at each other a while ago effectively the two mend their friendship and express why they acted That way M asserts how lacking he was in terms of experience with little children given what happened a while back because he does not
have any siblings or any younger sisters with this Damen feels bad about how he screamed at him and apologizes for his behavior so as a friend's request male asks Daman to help him experience and know what to do with the baby princess how to deal with her or even how to play with her he promises not to touch the princess when told not To otherwise accidents might happen from his mischievous ideas and pranks that he developed from his old environment of being alone all the time they reconcile at last and share Anastasia's attention while she
slowly dozes off to sleep from all the CR crying prior to her dozing off she comes to realize that the method she used for their reconciliation tires a baby out and eventually a nap is what she needs in her sleep she is brought into a dark empty place while the ground She is sitting on is all wet with a hint of water a few moments later as her curiosity grew stronger in front of her was a heavily locked and chained cocoon like wrap of a mystery like a magnet her body moves towards the thing in
front of her when suddenly a voice is heard the thing speaks and pleads for her help and tells her that it is her understanding as soon as she touches the mysterious entity with a surprise the chains break and reveal a version of Anastasia with a Swaddle on her head and slowly vanishes leaving her hanging what should she remember I'm getting even more curious about this new entity this small entity in Anastasia's dream draws closer almost touching the baby's face while mouthing words of remembrance Anastasia feels many things including the weakness of her body when a
familiar voice voice is heard Anastasia and her reflective entity look at the source of the voice When suddenly Anastasia awakes she sees male and gets confused about his presence she leans to her right and sees all the members of her family gathered around her with worried but relieved faces she is already rested for a week without waking and this has gotten the family scared to death including M following this her siblings cry out of relief for their youngest sister's recovery but what amuses her is when her father thanks M for saving her m is the
One who went out of his way to seek help from his distant grandfather who offered him a blue crystal to take away the curse from Anastasia that has been causing her fever for a week The Duchess Falls to her knees while carrying Anastasia In Her Arms relieved about her daughter's safety likewise the youngest princess feels gratitude towards male for saving her again this time however a mixture of trepidation fills her heart while she reminds herself that even in Her H hundredth life it will not be any easier than the rest that she had lived and
for a month she sleeps with heavy enchantments from protection and no more unwelcome guests Anastasia stays with her father for leisure and while she is struggling to keep herself standing by holding on to the bed her father calls her name to challenge her to come to him she finds this opportunity to see her development and accepts it playfully like normal infants do with just three Small but Brave steps she's about to fall but is caught by her father quickly he feels so proud of his youngest princess for her bravery which he flaunts to his Knights
are witnessing the youngest princess walk then the Duke has a swift idea in mind for his people he asks the knights if they are training as eagerly as the youngest princess and upon knowing their consecrated answers he plans to evaluate their strengths and training Effectiveness through mandating A martial arts competition the knights are astonished for such arduous evaluation but cannot say no to their highness excitedly the Duke adds the highlight of his plans to have the protagonists be his daughters Laura and Anastasia I love how the Duke equally treats his children no biases whatsoever so
the knights immediately announced the Duke's command with the others to commence the preparations for the event in mid April Springtime has Already come and the preparations for the upcoming mid-april martial arts competition are starting thus far The Duchess expresses her plans about the youngest princess Anastasia's outfit for the upcoming Grand Event she wishes to have a cute headpiece to Accent Anastasia's short hair and is contemplating the color of her daughter's dress the maids ask the madam what she wore when she was young that's when The Duchess remembers that she looked nice and yellow and considers
having a yellow cloth with intricate flower designs be made as Anastasia's dress it is indeed undeniable that the youngest princess definitely looks like her with identical Ruby colored eyes and jet black hair which gives a great deal of assurance that the color will look fantastic on the youngest princess finally The Duchess commands the Taylor to create a fabulous dress for her daughter along With more dresses from the clothes she has prepared for her princess despite being overwhelmed by the number of fabric scene the tailor nonetheless accepts the challenge for she can't say no to the
beautiful Duchess the martial arts competition commences today early in the morning the maids look Amazed by how cute and elegant the youngest princess looked in the dress The Duchess is certainly impressed with the tailor and paid double for Anastasia's dress I Wonder what's inside the princess's head for being overly protected oh well she is a princess we cannot blame her for that Stu status minutes prior to the event Anastasia was paired with male for the event which kind of frustrates her for the discomfort he brings soon The Duchess receives the warmest Applause after her inspiring
opening speech finally when the audience pauses for silence she introduces her children and the highlight of Honor Anastasia who Will be giving the winner a bouquet of flowers the audience screams with Glee but before the game begins her children share their inspirational cheers when Anastasia gets dumbfounded inside when her mother gives her the spotlight to speak knowing fully well that she can only Babble it kind of felt cringe to not be understood still she babbles and with M's help is interpreted well afterwards Anastasia is taken aback when M asks her if she has anything to
say to Him to motivate him as well when he surprises her with the news of entering the game despite only being 6 years old what surprises her even more is that by the moment she's looking for her father she hears his voice and realizes that he's also entering the game you know being a bubbly Duke is kind of cool the martial arts competition has officially begun but the Duke with his puppy like Behavior continues to wave generously toward his children from Above where the royalty shall be seated The Duchess feels secondhand embarrassment from his actions
but lets him have fun anyway first because this event is his idea and second she knows that it's probably something she cannot stop him from doing while Lara continues to encourage her father the game begins with a Duke and a knight Anastasia thoughts are quite presumptive that her father did not necessarily need to join given the difference in his abilities And strength from the others as soon as the sparring commences her father is already commenting on the knight's positions and stances during the sparring as if it's just training instead of a competition expectedly the Duke
wins the first sparring and straight away waves at his children again asking them how cool he looked I bet Anastasia feels a little happy to see bubbly Duke like that this puts her off reality and Immerses herself in the thought of being a attached to her family again and ends up being killed she then remembers the entity inside her dream and is on the run to investigate it the Applause of the people regains her back to the sparring and it is already MC's turn he fights with a knight 10 years older than him but surprisingly
wins the sparring In the Heat of the Moment Damien on the other hand envies him in a way that he sees Anastasia looking at male's game Intently on the flip side male's luck instantly left his side on his second round of sparring given that his opponent is the Duke he tries his best to fight regardless of knowing the difference in their body experience and abilities Anastasia evaluates male's skills by her knowledge and experience from her past life she sees a great future ahead of him and his potential to become the greatest Knight like her father
years from Now although she wants to witness that Triumph she shrugs it off knowing that she won't be around that time anyway moments pass by and he is defeated by the Duke and the event ended swiftly as expected the winner of the event is the Duke who is still praised by the people for his bravery then the two princesses offered the flowers to him knowing fully well how he loves his children so much he blushes at the sight of his youngest daughter Walking towards him to offer her flowers The Duchess ends the event by hitting
the Duke three times on his side for not even trying to save face as the Duke however that does not stop him from showering his joy and love for his family after the event the Duke offers free meat and beer to the community people show their gratitude freely as they eat and enjoy the feast one of the com miners is a middle-aged farmer who speaks with his older folk as they speak He expresses his thoughts about the youngest lady being a variation among the other children of the Duke the old folk who also have not
seen the youngest princess yet wondered in synchrony however the old folk do not agree with him as he thinks that the youngest will still have the features of the Duke with pink hair suddenly someone barges into the cabin that the farmers are in and announces the Duke's parade nearing their area everyone rushed outside Including the two farmers to check their presumptions the young farmer slips through the people with Glee knowing his assumptions are right he tells his old folk about his truths and celebrates the kindness and activeness of the Duke in his Reign Anastasia on
the other hand navigates her eyes through the crowd as their parade continues to pass through the city she sees the beauty of celebrations and the fruition of her father's love for the people it takes Him several lame excuses to bring them free food and resolve the drought that they are suffering from she then sees the Knight who fought in the event earlier offering her flowers from the kids in the city she receives them with a smile and babbles while her inner self reflects on her past self she believes that the night is indeed a faithful
one Anastasia feels a bit guilty for her mindset as a knight in the past she thought that her only goal was to Protect her master and as long as they quivered in fear she was assured that she could protect them it's a new feeling to her being the one protected except for a princess that she served in the past she then wonders if that princess lived a long life after she had cast several spells to protect her before she died moving on she Ponders on the idea of remembering her past when she shouldn't be dwelling
on it and preparing herself For the future looking at her present family she has decided it is the right time to use her powers and call her assistance then a few hours later someone speaks from behind her it is male who Converses with her again and expresses his efforts in training to carry a baby for Anastasia and after time quickly flies by it is already the end of May The Duchess is found finishing her diary in which she writes about events in the past months She wrote in her diary that on May 5th Anastasia grew
her first lower teeth how Laura enjoyed her birthday for having a pink cake like her hair and how they celebrated Anastasia's first successful climb on the sofa returning to those memories The Duchess Smiles with love at the events that created such beautiful things in her life and motherhood a little side of her feels sad and pleased to somehow slow down Anastasia's growth as a kid as she wants to cherish these Times more meanwhile in her room Anastasia is sound asleep or so everyone thought it is in her plans to let everyone celebrate greatly so that
by the end of the day her Maids will be too tired to even notice her using powers she opens her eyes and checks her maid who was already snoring quietly in a chair across Anastasia's crib assured Anastasia then uses her powers to summon her magical information gatherer choco the pup what a cute puppy the puppy Leaps towards Anastasia whom he calls evil Lord choco nags cutely at Anastasia for not seeing him for 20 years he expresses how he misses her and talks like there's no tomorrow basically this is one of the main reasons why Anastasia
did not want to summon him for 20 years for context Anastasia can summon or call those she has met from her past lives one of what she can summon is choco who has been with her since her 13th life when she was an evil Lord up until now Being with the pup was an utter Comfort to Anastasia choco was originally Anastasia's informant for all her life and called him choco because the pup resembles her favorite chocolate after some time in silence choco climbs up Anastasia's head and pleads to be patted by his master Anastasia then
shows her affection towards the pup by patting him on the head and rubbing his belly soon choco is already having a great and comfortable time in the youngest Princess's lap later on Anastasia speaks up and commands her information gatherer choco to look into the entity that got inside her dream At first she informs him of what had happened in her dream and the pup follows her orders right away Anastasia knows how choco witnessed her cruel lives and what the pup wants is for his master to have the most comfortable life more than anything else in
the morning Anastasia receives information about a mystery between the Empire and the kingdom which her present father the Duke is reigning for context the peculiarity of the situation leans towards the presence of a magic Tower near the kingdom when the Empire is more inclined toward magic than the kingdoms which are supposedly neutral to power of magic sadly that range of information gathered is what choco could only find and her powers can only cover the kingdom however this information kept her on Edge for now she wants to do her best to develop as a baby for
her family who for the first time have given her a comfortable life even choco feels how comfortable Anastasia is now in the afternoon while Anastasia and choco are chilling in the garden M pops out of nowhere and wants to Pat the pup choco should not be visible to anybody so Anastasia kind of panicked however male nags her about the gifts that she wants as he would give them to Her she gets even more annoyed when he keeps suggesting things but what intrigues her the most is the information that she gathered about Mel lentes famous for
his silence Mel aventus confidently claimed that he was able to walk in just 6 months but only after a year that he was able to talk and his first words were mama and papa there is even a rumor that the arch Duke's family was turned upside down by this unexpected event no he's Such an adorable little genius even then he only spoke when it was absolutely necessary sadly his parents passed away 2 years ago which made him even less talkative perhaps that's the reason why Grand Duke lentes sent him to their duy to give him
time to be like other kids however Anastasia notices that he seems distant and cold towards her sister lorenia who is very friendly so Anastasia can't help but wonder why on Earth he's suddenly so talkative with her to call him cool and if she can help him catch a glimpse of her smiling face Anastasia continues to ignore him just then he brings up her upcoming birthday expressing his eagerness to give her a gift and asking what she likes Anastasia looks back it has been a year since she was born into this family feeling as if the
past was so wasted because she always had 20 years of life as a curse suddenly Anastasia's servant calls them For snacks further asking Mel about Lorena's whereabouts since she asked to invite them earlier for a snack however when she witnessed male chatting with Anastasia with a bright smile she couldn't help but compare it to how he treated her lorencia is naturally friendly and chatty yet with male Everything feels different despite her consent male remains distant and can't even bring himself to call her by her nickname I feel bad for her she just Wants to play
with him time passes and finally Anastasia's birthday party arrives a year ago during the summer her H hundredth life began with immense disappointment but now she feels something she she hasn't felt in a while excitement as Anastasia gazes into the mirror she reflects on the hardship and misery of her previous lives each birthday felt like a solitary Journey with nobody to tend to her needs and she lacked the will to care for herself too But this time feels different instead of the usual heavy dull emotions she senses a subtle quiet joy in her heart as
if long-forgotten feelings are resurfacing within her even hearing happy birthday from her family would be enough to fill her heart just then her mother asks what she likes to wear explaining that the dress she will choose for her first birthday will determine her future partner is this really true cuz I will ask my mom about it maybe it can help me Find a good one Hol well upon learning that her mother adorned a pink dress with Emerald hair accessories Anastasia swiftly notices the resemblance to her father's pink hair and emerald eyes in another life had
anyone else shared such a tale she wouldn't have believed it luck wouldn't have been on her side but hearing it from her mother instills a belief and anticipation of such a possibility she realizes that this feeling isn't as scary as she once Thought it would be finally she picks a dress expecting it to be plain white however as the light hits the fabric it shimmers in a myriad of colors adorned with various jewels and even a decorative belt it's a simple dress yet beautifully embellished and vibrant as she inhales its scent she feels a surge
of hope she never anticipated for a hundred years this was the first time she believed in having trustworthy Partners realizing that her Mother's prayers may have brought them to her after a year residing in the dukum Anastasia has become accustomed to Lavish party preparations the hall is adorned with opulent decorations yet it's the statue of her holding a rubyy that catches her eye suddenly male appears beside her asking if she likes it realizing that Mel must be behind the statue she swiftly walks away leaving him puzzled and uncertain if she likes it as she surveys
the surroundings an AIA is struck by The Surreal beauty that envelops her the presence of only beautiful things feels like a dream her family calls her and as she rushes to join them she is enveloped in warm Embraces and heartfelt greetings from everyone believing that the genuine affection stems from their admiration for the Duke she expresses gratitude for their hard work as the festivities progress the hall becomes adorned with increasingly fascinating and special Things despite having attended various parties before Anastasia finds this one where she's the center of attention quite awkward oh don't be you
deserve all the happiness and love in the world suddenly her father extends his hand inviting her to join him for the first dance it seems improbable with a one-year-old child in toe but the Duke makes it happen effortlessly he kneels to meet her eye level and gracefully sweeps her into the air everyone Applauds and compliments her on how well she dances even if it's all her father's doing as her father monopolizes her time on the Dance Floor her siblings argue for their turn eventually they are holding hands with Anastasia in the center and dance to
the remainder of the song remarkably Anastasia's stamina allows her to dance another round once the song ends just then male steps forward and asks for her hand though his persistence can be annoying Anastasia Finds herself unable to refuse realizing he truly doesn't know when to give up despite any annoyance she doesn't hate his persistence witnessing the sight of her family joining hands and dancing together feels an Asia's heart with joy although the party officially ends in the afternoon her parents allow the servants to continue celebrating into the late evening eventually they all gather spending the
evening as a family Reflecting on the passing year Anastasia acknowledges how quickly time has flown by yet she still Harbors a lingering fear becoming too deeply immersed in its warmth nevertheless she vows to cherish and enjoy each day with her loved ones I'm so happy for her she's really going to be happy and love this time that night her father tucks her into bed with just a gentle tap she falls asleep and once again the baby from her dreams appears the baby enthusiastically asks If Anastasia misses him for the first time in a while the
door was wide open so he assumed she was inviting him what is this supposed to mean this suggests that the baby symbolizes something from Anastasia's past or her subconscious desires however Anastasia denies that she invited him which disappoints the baby who then questions if she has forgotten him suddenly the baby transforms into a man and asks if Anastasia now remembers who He is this transformation showcases the mysterious figure's ability to control his form even in Anastasia's unconscious mind Anastasia Marvels at his power and wonders how much control he truly possesses to Anastasia's surprise she then
transforms into a high school girl from her first life when question about how he knew her from her appearance from her first life the man cryptically replies that he can easily show at least one one of her old appearances because He's the only one who understands her this Revelation leaves Anastasia feeling confused and unsettled as the encounter comes to an end the man bids farewell stating that it's almost time he assures Anastasia that he will be waiting for the day she comes to visit him again and now we're left with more questions and answers Anastasia
wakes up with a throbbing headache her mind still reeling from the encounter in Her Dream she recalls hearing her name from the First life just before waking but the Memory Remains hazy due to her fever-induced blurred Consciousness summoning choco she instructs him to find any information on the mysterious man who appeared in Her Dream despite her fading strength she holds on to the hope of encountering him again two weeks pass without any sign of the man even though she purposely refrained from casting a barrier in Her Dream to allow him easy access thanks to His
appearance in Her Dream the entire Mansion was thrown into a panic over her favor as Anastasia calms herself she begins to sort through her thoughts firstly she considers the possibility that the man in her dreams is also a reincarnated individual like herself perhaps having lived longer than she has if she had more accumulated power she might find it easier to decipher and access memories from her first life this could explain why he claims to Understand her as he may have known her for a long time however if he is not a reincarnated person then his
true identity remains a mystery Anastasia Ponders whether he could be the one responsible for her reincarnation but if he were an absolute God his claim of understanding her would seem contradictory in that case he would be more of an enemy than an ally regardless of his identity Anastasia questions why he chose to reveal himself to her now Before she can delve deeper into these questions choco arrives with bad news he couldn't uncover the man's identity however he did manage to pinpoint the location of the man across the mountain range choco describes the axian Empire as
weird vastly different from the pure and magical powers that Anastasia possesses strange magical powers are the center of the struggle for Continental Supremacy and the news about weapons that use magic further intensify the Intrigue surrounding this conflict even more strange for a year her fate became blurred though she did not forget the time of Destruction is coming to the world where she has been born Anastasia can't shake off her suspicion that the axian Empire plays a major role in the impending destruction especially since their kingdom is among the targets so she feels a sense of
urgency to prepare her kingdom for what may come however it's not just about preparation she also Feels a deep responsibility to protect her family's daily life until the very end as a way to repay the affection she has received from them such a brave little girl the world owes you everything suddenly lorencia bursts through the door with news of something big happening sending chills down Anastasia spine she realizes she's not mentally prepared for signs of impending destruction yet however upon inspection she discovers it's only about a family Vacation she feels foolish for feeling so tense
initially but the excitement she feels is unlike her usual self realizing that the destruction hasn't commenced yet Anastasia decides it's okay to enjoy the vacation a little little does she know this summer vacation will bring even more unexpected experiences her way within the duche in the village of ANL the servants warmly welcome Anastasia and her family anticipating a lengthy conversation Anastasia decides to pace around the spacious grounds to practice walking the palace is too tidy so she can't practice there however her concentration wavers as she notices eyes following her every move when offered something delicious
by the servants she recalls her mother's warning not to talk to strangers despite her parents being nearby Anastasia feels compelled to heed her mother's words and walks away from the servants the servants find it amusing as she Resembles her mother's stubbornness yet the servants persist in trying to capture Anastasia's attention and persuade her to accept their offer feeling apprehensive Anastasia imagines herself being consumed but she still feels sick safe when her mother gives her permission to approach the servants with her mother's Assurance Anastasia gathers her courage and walks back to the servants extending her Palms
in a gesture asking for their offer oh look At that face and those tiny little Palms she's so cute I might squeeze her right now when hands in a slice of watermelon Anastasia is wey at first however as she takes a bite she's pleasantly surprised to find it sweeter cooler and more delicious than she had anticipated despite only taking a small bite Anastasia is amazed that people who aren't even family members can find happiness in something not of a big deal of course it's a big deal you are so Loved despite finding it hard to
believe Anastasia wants to convince herself that this life is ordinary even though it feels a bit overwhelming at times the bright and warm colors of the emotions she experiences make it all seem unreal upon arriving at the house they'll be staying in Anastasia receives a tiger hat which she finds somewhat questionable however she decides not to make a fuss about it since her siblings seem to like it their father then Suggests taking a playboat out Anastasia hears that her father enjoys surprising them and seeing their excitement he eagerly proceeds with the plan Damien insists on
riding his own boat but because he wants to play with Anastasia he ends up on the same boat with her as their father pushes Lorena's boat and moves to push another a sudden gust of wind appears out of nowhere before anyone can react Lorena's boat is propelled towards a large Boulder Anastasia notices that the wind is unusually fast realizing the danger her sister faces if her boat collides with any rocks at such speed she attempts to cast a protective spell but her magic fails to work as usual despite her efforts the wind abruptly changes Direction
complicating their rescue efforts thankfully their father manages to grab Lorena's boat and rescue her without injury tearfully lorenia explains that the boat started moving on Its own without her doing anything wrong poor lorenia hush now your daddy is there for you Anastasia suspects the involvement of the man from her dream she felt his strange magical power as soon as Lorena's boat began to move and she sensed a malevolent Force trying to invade her body when she used her magic to control the situation furious at the thought of him endangering her sister's life Anastasia vows to
defeat him hours later Anastasia Falls ill with a high Fever from overexerting herself with magic surprisingly weak in this life she refuses to blame her mother for her illness blaming it instead on the man from her dreams unexpectedly disaster strikes again when the man activates her wind magic power without her consent causing her to spill her food despite feeling her mother's potential anger Anastasia is touched by her parents gentle understanding and concern they inquire If she has any frustrations or difficulties communicating demonstrating their unconditional love and acceptance despite the reoccurring accidents Anastasia realizes that the
man's goal is to isolate her from her family determined not to let him succeed she vows to do anything to maintain her normal warm family life and even though uncertain of the meaning behind the numbers 99 and 1 Anastasia hopes to redefine that course whatever it might Be on their way back home the trip was hectic but it was enjoyable luckily at the end she put up a barrier so that guy wouldn't come near them even that one who tried to drag her in gave up after seeing her family Anastasia realizes that her family is
truly remarkable instead of pushing her away they embraced her without them she would have been left alone exactly as the man wanted this Victory wasn't hers alone her Family made it possible for the first time in 100 rebirths Anastasia feels truly grateful days later when someone asks the second child lorenia endel Blanc who she loves the most in the world she will answer without hesitation her mother however this year her favorite is the youngest who Bears a striking resemblance to their beloved mother unpopular opinion lorenia is the cutest sister ever observing how male always Accompanies
Anastasia and persuades her to accept his gifts lorenia can't help but feel like he's stealing her sister away from her seeing Anastasia seemingly dislike the gifts lorenia interprets it as male forcing her sister to like them lorenia wants to confront male about his behavior but she finds him intimidating despite her efforts to be friendly she feels like he's bullying Anastasia behind her back she believes that Mel's hostility towards her is a deliberate Ploy to keep her away from Anastasia otherwise she can't understand why Anastasia would despise him so much uh that's a kind conclusion there
lorencia don't jump in yet a few days later lorenia pays Anastasia a visit in her room embracing her tightly Anastasia appreciates her sister sacrificing her nap time just to spend time together so she readily accepts Lorena's invitation to go on an adventure throughout the entire Mansion the Royal Knights offer To accompany them but lorenia insists on taking her little sister alone asserting her role as a reliable older sister when male arrives at an 's room he discovers it empty and a sense of unease washes over him lorenia enthusiastically explores the mansion with her sister but
only Anastasia can feel that the servants and the Royal Knights are hiding behind the columns just then lorenia stops outside the first room they're going to explore but somehow This murderous looking room emits a strong Aura when the butler sees the two asking for their dad's whereabouts he apologizes since their dad is busy however no one's too busy not to see their cute babies seeing how enthusiastic their dad is Anastasia wonders if she was wrong to deduce that there's a murderous intent in the room inside Anastasia Witnesses the pitiful AIDS who work relentlessly for a
moment they were excused because of the kids But their father never fails to remind them about their report in 2 hours just then their father asks them why they came lorencia replies that since he is the coolest when he works they have to come to see him also she admits that he's the coolest too when he swings a sword their father suggests going to the training grounds but Loren IIA strongly opposes it because she's exploring the estate with Anastasia now also she firmly tells her father that they won't Be staying for long it's because her
mom told her that when he's working they can't disturb him for too long their father tells them that they are not disturbing at all lorenia ends up lecturing her father that no matter how much he wants to play with them he still must work in that way he'll be good there's really something with lorenia that brightens her mood she's like a ray of sunshine Anastasia notices that Loren is imitating their mother's habit of Educating seeing how cute her sister is Anastasia laughs so hard that it makes the two surprised let's admit it guys seeing her
laugh over cute things makes our hearts flutter too lorenia continues to tell him that Anastasia probably wants to say the same thing is her so if he wants to be praised he also needs to do the things he doesn't want to do in Anastasia's point of view it isn't particularly like that but she doesn't Know anymore Lorena's happiness is her priority after all so they leave him and proceed to go to the next Lorena's bag is full of snacks and she even drew a map Anastasia realizes that she prepared this much because she wanted to
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