hello everybody I'm Angela Harris I was transported to the other side to heaven when I had an nde in 2015 at the time I was a teacher and a mother to small elementary school children I was having a lot of health issues I ended up in the hospital on a tilt table and the point of a tilt table is actually make you pass out so I passed with flying colors because at 18 minutes I went into seizures because all of my vital signs had plummeted like they were on a ski slope and they had hit
the bottom and my husband saw me die at that point I had an out-of body experience I ejected from my body and I had what a lot of NY ears talk about as the 360° vision and I immediately was looking at myself so I didn't notice that I went into seizures just didn't feel well and then suddenly I was looking at my own face and I didn't really recognize myself I didn't care that I was looking at myself I didn't care about my body I didn't care that I was dead all I felt was release
from the pain that I had been in release from the pain of being inside a human body and love all the love that everyone talks about on the other side I kind of came home to my true self and I felt at peace and all at that time simultaneously I was realizing was in the same space as my husband who was in this tiny little medical room with me while I was hooked up to all these machines monitoring my Vital Signs watching his wife die and struggling with that moment and my heart just went out
to him I felt all of his pain all of his anguish and um I just knew that I loved him so much and we were meant to be you know it was a more than just a basic marriage connection because I was on the other side and I had so much more access to information about us I could see the doctor who was motioning to the nurse right because this is all happening within a second 2 seconds and at the same time the nurse was sitting at my feet in a chair to monitor whether I
was trying to wiggle around or move cuz that's part of the test and she stood up and I felt her come up through me like this through my shoulders and through my head so I could see her face cuz I had 360° vision and then I could see the back of her head as she moved past me to go and put the tilt table down so the Tilt table's up like this and back about 5° kind of like an eject button she was going to press that button so that it would lower and I would
let my Vital Signs normalize and come back to life and all at the same time so this is all occurring all at once I'm moving backwards to the corner of the room the left side of the room up at the ceiling and I'm watching all this going on and I feel over my shoulder a space that's new to me and different and I look into it so I turn my focus to it right I don't have a body and it's the black velvety void and I slip into the black velvety void and why do I
use the terms black velvety void because when I was in it it was like I couldn't hear anything I could see a person I'll talk about in just a minute or someone an entity presenting as a human or perhaps that I was seeing as a human the void that I was in it was black but it wasn't all encompassing black if you think about at night when you close your eyes you know you can kind of see blobs or whatever wasn't like that it wasn't like when you turn the lights out and the room is
totally black and you can see literally nothing right it wasn't like that it was more like when you see interpretations of a tunnel and you can kind of see a a soft roundness to it no edges I wouldn't describe them as edges but like a shimmering softness to it that wasn't entirely black but was darker Grays and you know just a you know it felt velvety to me that if I touched it it would be soft and comforting and that's how I felt there still had that love within me I felt at peace I felt
comfortable the space to me and my my perception was calming it wasn't fearful and next to me in this sense of moving together like walking along together was a woman and This Woman's name is Melanie and the very interesting thing to me about this is that we were continuing a conversation so I had just left my body on Earth I didn't know anything about melany if You' ask me about Melanie before I started this experience I would have had no idea what you were talking about but here I am on the other side next to
Melanie and she's fantastic she were continuing conversation it's like you've known your best friend your whole life and you're hanging out with them and you're chatting that's what it was like that's what it felt like to me and it wasn't about you know hey you just died are you doing okay it was more like those thoughts you have in your head of wow you know I feel so comfortable and she's saying well yes you know you're released from your body and we're going know on to you know this new space come along with me and
if you wonder what she looks like I saw her as having long dark hair she had these kind of beautiful chestnut eyes beautiful in a conventional kind of way she was wearing kind of that creamy robe that a lot of people talk about she was carrying a book in her arms I never saw a title on the book she never opened the book I didn't get to see what was in it but I have a very good feeling it was the book of my life and that was my life was being represented in her arms
and we were moving there was a sense of movement you know as I was describing the black velvety feel of there was a changing to that there was a sense of movement and you're moving along and you can feel that I felt that exact same feeling even though I love my body right and we moved for forward and I could see you know pin prick of Light which very quickly became much more than that and as we were approaching this light I could see Shadows or movement in there things coming into view and into vision
and as we entered the space it was kind of like entering a Subway tunnel if you've ever ridden a Subway and it's dark in the spaces in between the stations and then as you come into the station comes over you like this that's what it was like for me and I entered into this white velvety space so again this next space that I was in no walls very soft almost cotton or cloudlike feel to this white surroundings that I was in in my case I didn't hear any music but I did see many many many
people there waiting for me and they were all very joyous and very happy to see me it was a huge welcoming party and at the front of this group which extended far into the distance I could see it was shadows in the back if I looked at a shadow I knew who it was I remembered them but so many so many people from this life and from others from past lives as well and the people at the front were the people that I knew from this life so these Souls had come to welcome me and
my soul family that was there included my grandparents aunts and uncles unfortunately some friends from along the way and when I would greet them I was able to hug them and it felt like a hug it was real I was holding them in my arms we'd kiss each other on the cheeks and the most beautiful part of it is that when I would hug them I'd remember everything in from both viewpoints so for example I hugged my uncle my uncle lived on a farm and when I hugged him I experienced several different things from life
from him and being with him before he passed but one particular memory stuck with me and that was being on the farm on a sunny day during the summer and if you've been on a farm during the summer you know that the sun heats things up and it gets this really rich smell to it and then there's all the sound the sound of walking on the hay the sound of the creaking Gates on the barn the goats the chickens the dogs dogs all the family there's all of that the sounds and the smells and the
sights and I was there it was that exact same day happening all over again I just was so joyous to be able to be in that moment again and the really interesting thing to me is that it wasn't just my memory his memory too that was so beautiful so I did that with lots of people I did that with my grandparents you know I did that with a friend who committed side when I was in high school they were just such beautiful glorious moments in all the same way I just explained where I was able
to see both sides of it and have a lot of understanding and healing and it has affected me now that I approach situations much more differently I'm much more communicative I use my intuition and express my intuition a lot more if I notice that someone feels a certain way but might be verbally expressing themselves differently I enter that space try to be gentle about it and try to resolve it right there in that moment and then in that same time I'm realizing okay I'm kind of coming home to I'm dead and this whole time I
you know I'm thinking about my family I'm looking back at my family and when I do it's like a portal in the white opens up and I can see my husband in the hospital room can see my children where they are and a very interesting thing is happening when I'm looking at my children they're kind of flickering like if you take a light switch and you turn it on and off on and off on and off on and off at about that rate that's why I was doing that and I would see them as they
were in that moment in time on Earth but then the flicker so when the light would go off you will I would see them as adults in the future and my daughter was very young gosh she was in first grade and I saw her as this beautiful adult woman wearing a white lab coat and in that moment you know I see their Futures I knew why I was seeing them the way that they were I would see my other daughter who was at that time in fourth grade in her future as a man and that
has occurred so my daughter Lily at that time is now Adam as an adult and has transitioned and I kept that to myself the whole time I never mentioned anything to to either one of them until they got to that space where they had already made the decisions to become what I saw and they made those decisions on their own and got there on their own and then you know as I'm going through all this and thinking about my family and really coming home to okay I'm back home because that's how it felt that's where
I'm truly from this is who I truly am I'm where I'm supposed to be Earth is like a little vacation Pati Tri to try things out not where I'm truly from is the best way to say it I'm also accessing all this information so as soon as I think something the answer is right there to the point that it was kind of like standing in a river when I think back on it I remember being a child and my parents were fly fishing and I remember standing in a river and putting my hands out as
the river's flowing past me like this and feeling the water path and that's what it reminds me of that I had access to the past the present the future according to where I am right now where I was in that moment and all of the changes that could come about through Free Will within all of that I guess some people would call it the akashic records it was just like I said a river of all knowing and I went into this River whenever I would have a memory of who I was or I would have
a question about something so I then would rush off to wherever it was so I would go off and I would see the memory and I would experience that memory all over again whether it was a human life or a non-human life which I'll address in just a second or well what about the future and then I would kind of rush off and it would feel like I left that white space and I would go to a space where I would see these possible Futures when I say rushing off it it was like I think
it's I always get confused between Star Trek and Star Wars so don't quote me but they're on the ship and know you're in the ship and they go to warp speed and the stars are flying by and that's what it was like so Darkness but moving through the stars at a very high rate of speed and I went to see myself or to clarify part of my soul another me if you will living in a different body on a different planet and I came into this space of this other entity over the left shoulder of
this entity which has a blue body and this entity seemed to acknowledge that I was there because she turned towards me and looked at me I didn't see anything behind this entity and then I also saw myself as what a lot of people describe as a mantis being very much like an ant very kind of rusty red exoskeleton body circular eyes very dark eyes very round so if you think about you know a sphere if you cut a sphere in half really if you take like the top quarter off of it and lay it flat
and it's shiny and then you can see light in little half or quarter moon shapes to show that Arc that I saw that the typical body so you know a thorax and abdomen the kinds of legs that you would expect to see with that type of body little arms and then antenna on the nose which was different never I don't remember seeing anything like that here again didn't see anything behind this entity that would indicate a space a ship a room nothing like that uh we did not speak to each other I didn't speak to
either one of these entities vocally orally but we definitely acknowledged each other looked at each other both knew hey I'm here and that's what tells me that was me because in that moment I'm seeing me living another life a different life in a different space as what a lot of people here would Define as an alien but is really just another soul on another planet doing the same things I'm doing here as a human so that was a again another eye-opening experience that I brought back with me and it took me a long time to
process that acknowledge that come home to that it took me listening to other people talking about it to feel safe to talk about it so you know if you're listening and you're experiencing moments like that I understand and I do and I'm happy to talk with you about it and then I saw the future you know like I was saying I was thinking about the future and my mind went into that direction and I saw a future where we returned to a much more not agrarian society that's not the way that it works but we
live more locally so if you think about how we're living in a very global societ Society right now and business is very Global and we're all very connected across the world this was a very different space than that we had retracted from that there were Wars that happened we lost a lot of population and at this particular moment that I was accessing we had moved back to living in more localized cities farming living in our own spaces making what we needed but still having that Global thread still having technology just using it a lot differently
and a lot more peacefully this particular access to a future was really about what we're seeing with migration right now and how migration is causing a lot of strife and upset and fear in people and we get to a point where that's gone and we all there basically is no migration we all recognize that we're one from the one source and we live together beautifully and peacefully and I don't have access to it well I don't specifically remember a time frame from that but I will tell you what I feel of it in the memories
I have it's not too far off so and after that I pretty much went into a Life review and it was very much like people describe I would come back to that white space my family was there Melanie was there the Life review was in my 360 Vision so so I wouldn't say it was like projected on a wall or a movie screen opened up it was more like I just could access it and it was exactly what people talk about with the Life review in that I saw most of my life going by like
a movie I saw good and bad and one of the things that really stuck with me that I want to share with you is about bad people why do bad things happen why is there evil I had a good childhood growing up I had a lot of happy moments my parents parents were you know good parents for the most part but my father was he had probably what most people would describe as a sex and he took that out on me and in that life review then I was able to see that we plan our
lives and this is very hard to hear for a lot of people we planned that if you want to look at another story Betty guidano talks about this as well we plan to play what could be described as good and evil right so he went to Earth to learn things his soul went there because it wanted to experience certain things which would make his soul stronger and consequently make all of us stronger because we're all one and I went there to serve in a space where I could make that happen for him so I could
put myself in a space where he could do what he needed to do to grow his soul to grow our souls and likewise the same thing for me so that helped me understand that situation so much better when I was able to access that memory of that Life review experience when I came back to Earth and then as the Life review is coming to an end you know I'm realizing because here's another really interesting thing about Good and Evil and all of that right so I've left my human body and when we're in our human
bodies were under the veil and we have these expectations which are very different than when you go home because like I was just talking about if I planned a life where I agree to be used which seems so strange on this side that's a really good view into how we are thinking so differently on the other side so here I am in this life review and the only person who judges you the only entity that judges you on the other side is you so the only person judging me is me every other entity around me
every other Soul every other person is so loving and compassionate and you know holding me and cheering me on for going through these things but I'm still chastising myself about these choices I made because I'm still partially connected with my human body with my human self Angela is still in there and as I'm chastising myself I'm thinking well on Earth Earth We're told if we don't do things right we're supposed to go to Purgatory or Hell or something like that maybe I should do that and Melanie cuz it's all telepathic is at the exact same
time thinking wait no you are a very good person and we love you and we support you and right all in the same moment right just like when I was in the hospital room and it's all happening instantaneously my mother-in-law who had passed from lung cancer says she has to go take care of the kids and I wake up on the tilt table in the hospital room I mean if you think about that from The Human Side it's kind of funny in a way so that was amazing and when I woke up in my body
I didn't want to be a wick I wanted to go back because it was so beautiful and peaceful there everything is joyous and I was able to see that even if I stayed my family would be fine without me they would go on to live these amazing lives different lives but amazing lives and I just shut my eyes as tight as I could and thought if I keep my eyes closed really tight maybe I can go back which didn't happen and yeah it was so weird to be back in my body it felt all was
like settling down and I could see all the way or feel all the way into my body all the way down to my toes and it was like there was nothing there like it was almost like the velvety void it's just black so I remember coming into my body and feeling this big black body it was all hot and wet and gross and eventually I just kind of settled down into it and have gotten back to not an entirely normal space I mean I it this rocked my world it set me back on my feet
and I am a different person anybody who knew me before will say I'm a different person I was nice before I'm nice now none of that has changed that much I make different choices though much more compassionate much more loving much more calm than I was before and I see things now through the lens of the other side so music is different to me when I walk around outside I'm not just on a walk I'm in awe like literal awe every single time look at the sky look at the trees oh my gosh look at
this chipmunk it comes into you and it renews your soul it renews you and reminds you who you truly are just not a person it's a soul you're a soul driving a human human body human bus use that knowledge to go forth and love thank [Music] you all our staring lost at the skylight a't we all falling when the loes in our [Music]
