A LOW POINT IN MY LIFE

so guys I was away for three days on a school trip back now had no service whatsoever so maybe a couple days or a week back if you guys send snapchats or something and I wasn't replying that's was that was why so yeah I'm pretty happy to be back but then your shave I look like a pedo my skin looks disgusting I smell like crap probably the list goes on and on so I'm gonna sort out my personal hygiene and then I'm gonna get on with my weekend so yeah let's get into that also guys

shout out to assess your clothing they serve just hit me up and they're like I love your stuff we want to send out some free product for you to try so they send how I actually just asked for these two I said you know that fits perfectly with the sort of stuff I wear to the gym nice fitted t-shirt jumper they also send a black one out and then they sent out this tee with a pretty funky pocket so I'll give these a go and let you guys know probably in the next video what I

think of them Jesse what happened is that her is that her we used to roll at the rink we used to roll at the rink I used to talk way too much you used to know everything you couldn't stand me I couldn't stand you you said I'm steady play hi no I we're yeah we're doing a net around yes we are okay this one's for Reve labs hi red labs in there okay okay this will go on the vlog and then I'm doing an Instagram edit so I'll play that in way out on you I

did okay go yeah this is how he sneak into gym um I work out all done yeah interested to get back home and head of this thing see if it's actually any good the filming was done by Alan Sharfstein first time really I was listen your first time like properly doing a edited videography type thing it was my first time so I apologized it's not imagine equality yeah you know obviously I do videography for people but uh the people I work out where they're usually quite good at this stuff so uh I don't know and

we'll see hopefully it's good but uh yeah let's get on with the date alright guys so fast-forward like three days and here we are I just got off the phone with it's probably one of one of the people I trusted most in the world and him and I were talking and I was basically telling him how I'm at one of the weirdest lowest points I've been at in a while it's been three days since I cried picked up this camera I just woke up from a two hour power nap it's like 7:45 now I got

home I did some work so then I went for a power nap which busy men I was meditating and I'm like okay screw this and I just fell asleep I'm taking on board so many projects so many thing being pulled in so many directions and try to work out which way to go like I'm just confused like I'm trying to work out which way to go in life you know what things are worth my effort and time and what things aren't and you know I'm always like so transparent with you guys I think that's one

of the reasons why I've built up such a big following there's such a engaged following and what I need to do is I need to look at what worked before and what am I not doing now so you got to start looking at trends and patterns in your life so right now I can tell you I haven't been grateful or not flaky it's so weird seriously I can change a very very very my new part of the world with this one thing for this freaking camera I can do that with that and my message and

my mentality I can do that and taking that for [ __ ] granted there's literally people you know friends or acquaintances coming up to me and timely yeah you know I watch every single one of your videos it's incredible it inspires me and motivates me I'm getting the longest messages on my snapchat on my YouTube saying I watch this every single day and there are days where I just want to quit I want to straight-up quit I want given it's because of these videos that I don't and people are saying you know I'm your age

and I'm looking at some of the stuff you're doing and I'm realizing that there's so much that I can be and there is so much that you can be in this so much that I can be you just gotta push through and right now as I said I'm just I'm kind of just stumbling I'm playing in every single direction and I'm just trying to you know get ahold and get back to a hundred percent cuz that's why I haven't been a hundred percent for maybe three months yeah points I'm getting it like 70 percent and

it's incredible because all this amazing stuff is still happening my life all these opportunities are opening up and I was talking with my friend and we were laughing about how milos entails still reading a book a week still meditating every single day still you know growing my personal business those are my loves whereas other people as Louis had by H could be getting a serious drug addiction so I'm so happy for that I'm so grateful that I've been able to get my [ __ ] together mentally but a message to me stop taking things for

[ __ ] granted I have such an opportunity here and am I really gonna sleep it or am I really gonna waste it away by spending you know a time and effort on things that aren't really worth it or procrastinating but all this stuff so imagine as [ __ ] know so let's get my [ __ ] together oh yeah rolling with me for the K you can just lay I'll go ahead be on display you won't believe all right guys so all done with that workout it was pretty good now I have a call

with assess Oh clothing they send me out a bunch of free stuff I have a call with the owners in like seven minutes just talking about how they can expand and grow pretty cool company by the way their stuff is comfortable I usually wear this to and from the gym or if I'm doing shoulders or arms and the hoodie is just incredibly comfy oh yeah call with them in about like seven minutes so gotta get out of here quick alright guys so that will conclude this video this video spanned five days yes I'm serious if

you have momentum if you've built up momentum in something if you are on it I think there's literally of like missing these exact words in June or like the end of July literally three months ago I said these exact words if you are on it if you are on a open an upward spiral if you're going places a few got good momentum going for you do not [ __ ] up one little [ __ ] and you're done I'm serious you one little [ __ ] and that sets you back months because momentum is the

best thing that you could have going for you and you can get an upward spouse and you can get downward spirals and I'm seeing that and I've seen that time and time again and you know as I said I'd like to be transparent with you guys know exactly in a downward spiral right now but I have nowhere near in an upward spiral and I'm just trying to like regain control regain discipline regain my passion I've just haven't had any passion about anything recently so please guys leave a like if you enjoyed mmm it's incredible the

amount of people who are coming up to me anytime you how much they enjoy my videos and you know how much they appreciate my honesty and me sharing my journey in my process especially guys please please leave a like I appreciate it more than you could ever imagine and it's not easy doing this a sec really keeps me motivated I promise from now on you know I'm really just gonna once again get an upward spiral with this whole YouTube thing step up my content like basically how it goes is I really step up my content

but I gotta [ __ ] up a bit and then I really step up my content and I think now is the time to step up my content once again so if you enjoyed a video please leave a like and we'll kill the outro in