and when I say I don't have no friends I'm not saying like oh I choose not to have friends I think I just don't gravitate towards the wrong crowd because the crowd of friends I was hanging around didn't go down the path I wanted to go down and I wasn't I wasn't interested in those things that they wanted to be interested in so you know I just split ways really I really didn't even really have friends for real it was just School buddies School buddies are that or when y'all only talk to each other out
of school instead of I mean when y when y when y'all talk to each other in school instead of out of school y don't talk out of school at all like y'all don't have no communication y don't talk outside of nothing it's all something pertaining to school school school and y' have no friendship after out of school and basically I was always stand offish I ain't never follow the wrong I I ain't never follow the wrong crowd I ain't never meet ride people I ain't always fit in I was always the one standing out out
and if I did hang around certain people you know what I'm saying it' be because I mess with you mess with you not saying I a had no friends at school like for sure of course I had friends at school but that gravitated towards off you know how things go year to year because in ninth grade you will start off with this amount and then 10th grade you'll start off then then you'll lose a couple so you'll start off for like this amount and then when um 11th grade come it'll be like this and then
with 12th grade come in to be like this so that's how it was with me you know and I guess it's because I didn't want to do the things they did I don't know it's just certain things that just fall off you know what I'm saying just because you don't want to do certain things and I would love to have friends but I haven't had a friend I haven't had friends going on I say like 2020 yeah 2020 yeah 2020 and then I say friends wise I say like okay 2019 if I you were so-called
my friend you were my brother and it was only certain one of them I only had one of those at school I ain't never have like a whole bunch of Brothers you know what I'm saying I only just had one in school but outside of that I had nobody and I still have nobody but my brothers you know what I'm saying like and it's nobody out after school that I mess with like I am in contact with no one that I went to school with and I don't know why it's like that you know I
never had nothing against them we was always locked in but hey I mean I guess we outgrow people we just outgrow each other we don't seem out of out of things like probably my old friends would think it's like weird to do what I'm doing right now instead of you know partying smoking being out every time the only time I'm out I want to film and they may seem that they may call that as boring I don't know but me personally doing what they doing is now my cup tea I want friends you know I
want friends I don't I don't I don't um I ain't to act like I don't want no friends I do want friends you know say that's in the same interest as me or have somewhat same interest to me or interest and things like this it don't have to just be this it could be in other um aspects of like Hobbies games or just any style any anything like it don't have to just be YouTube you know and and not having no friends at the age of 2022 it's kind of good you know what I'm saying
I mean I don't I don't be like nagging like okay now sometimes I wish I could have someone to like you know film videos with and like you know bond with you know instead of just friends wise because like you know it's only a certain level a friend can stay at you know what I'm saying like you not just going to be my friend you going to be my brother you going to be my sister like things go higher like the XP builds up every the bar goes up every time we you know but I
I I don't have no day one how I was like up in school you know what I'm saying like it ain't it ain't it ain't how they used to be like friends I had since second grade you know fifth grade fourth grade it ain't it ain't like that things are okay I'm alone by myself in this world doing what I'm doing on the mission grinding because right now it's no one but when I'm successful it's going to be everyone you get what I'm saying that's that's weird ain't it so much imaginary people going going to
be trying to pop up now and [Music] [Music] everyone going straight to the car and going home and it make you seem like it make you feel like okay all that stuff y'all went through growing up and then when it's time to go to the Finish Line 12th grade nobody's there and then when you graduate nobody cares about you nobody checks up on you that's just how it is man that's just how it is bro and that's how it continued to be since graduating school no friends all by myself yes I would like to have
friends yes I would like to meet friends in the future but as of right now it's look like we going to have to Thug it out with my Bros you know what I'm saying and be on this grind together and then we'll see we find friends along the way I'm not saying it like I'm tired of being alone or anything but I wish I you know I'm saying have like some few friends you know what I'm saying to you know conquer everything with but that's all right though because if it came to be like this
they were never my friends they wasn't Never Real from the jump it wasn't Never Real from the start and Yeah man so if you in the same boat I'm in right now I could be your friend you know what I'm saying I make content you know to help y'all out because I know what it feels like to not be helped out in a way you know what I'm saying to be lost and not have some information maybe I can help yall that I could be y'all older brother or y'all friend or y'all anything that y
anything that I y'all want me to be I can help y'all and we can be in this together because it's been going it's going on since 19 wait 212 24 it's been 5 years since I had friends so yeah it's been 5 years I have have I it's been 5 years since I had friends friends like nobody is in my phone you know what I'm saying friend Wise It's all contacts of clients that I design and help with you know what I'm saying and them the only people I communicate them the only you know what
I'm saying clients that hit my phone you know what I'm saying I commun and I communicate with them I have somewhat of a relationship with my clients you know what I'm saying and that's all good because as long as I'm helping people I'm happy you know what I'm saying I can be that light to help people you know what I'm saying cuz I was always the one that's helping and giving instead of receiving you know what I'm saying and it's only a certain few that I put my you know what I'm saying energy in which
is my loved ones but as of right now man we ain't worried about that bro we we we still F to just be grinding we still to be cooking up going up with the IM am family man we ain't worri about none of that dog we just going to keep cooking up going up all in both feet in four feet in grinding going up no distractions all in only way is up sticking to the plan being consistent not letting up whatsoever friends or not because I'm used to it I know how to be alone I
know how to lock in and do what I supposed to do you know what I'm saying and yeah man and once again for my seniors if you a senior or you a college freshman or anything just know it is a real blessing to have friends outside of what you doing and that only because if it's so fixated then okay y'all only at school and then outside of that them not your real friends bro y'all going to you know what I'm saying not link up ever again in the future dog so it's just best for you
to just build and grind and go hard with yourself and just lock in man but you will find Friends Along the journey and like I said in the beginning man how I have friends is you first once become friends then you turn into my brother you know what I'm saying so yeah if you if you are in the same boat I am comment I want to know like do y'all have friends or y'all comment like something that y'all want to say down in the comments you know what I'm saying like the video make sure you
watch the full video or go tune in to another video after this one maybe can find a topic that that's in your mind right now that you want me to elaborate on that's in my video that I already did a video on I have more videos on the way so yeah man if you're new to the channel welcome glad to have you appointed to I am family thank you for subscribing to the channel make sure you subscribe right now and like the video and comment and yeah man only way is up I love y'all now
it's time what up going to say hey man man go be great on I Am Fam
