I lost everything I never thought I'd be posting here but I don't know where else to turn 3 months ago my wife of 15 years told me she wasn't in love with me anymore she said she had been unhappy for a long time and that she wanted a divorce I was devastated but I agreed to move out hoping that some space would help us work things out a week after I moved into a small apartment I lost my job the company I had worked at for a decade was downsizing and my position was eliminated I
tried to stay positive thinking I could use the time to focus on myself and my marriage but then my wife filed for divorce she wanted full custody of our two kids and I couldn't afford a lawyer to fight it I went into a deep depression drinking too much and barely leaving my apartment now I'm 3 months behind on rent and my landlord is threatening to evict me I haven't seen my kids in weeks because I can't bear to let them see me like this I feel like a failure as a husband a father and a
man I don't know how to pick up the pieces of my life I've lost my family and my home
