I have our Fantasia that means that I cannot visualize in my mind's eye one of the areas this affects me the most is not being able to see loved ones faces so if my husband and my kids are not in front of me I cannot see their faces now yes I can describe them I've been married for almost 20 years and my kids are almost 15. but I'm not bringing up an image in my front of my in my mind to then describe them it's just based on facts that I already know about them like
the fact that my husband six foot three and shakes his head bald one of the places this actually is the hardest is visualizing loved ones faces that I haven't seen in a long time like I haven't seen my memo uh she's in the South that we call her Mima I haven't seen her since before covid other than like on FaceTime thank goodness for technology but yeah I wish I could just bring up her face when I'm thinking about her
