this is a critical video that I need to do in order to understand what just happened yesterday in the two hours conversation that I had with the boy from rosasco kinda crazy that I I just insisted on this situation but kind of a thing that needs to be comprehended because it is not comprehended this is going to repeat all over so in that situation I just sent him a message trial a fake pun number and a fake what's up person that I just created in December 2020 and over these messages I send like a purpose
for him to reconnect friendship with Meek okay uh but the conflict point of this whole conversation was telling in the point that he just responded replied the message I didn't reply to him anymore over almost a month but yesterday somehow all of a sudden I had the urge to reply him and see what this conversation could lead and this was potentially dangerous because the conversation went also the truth dark really dark position I wasn't expecting this to happen but it happened so I like have no choice um I needed to create a bigger situation and
even put myself in the situation because he pointed out somehow the conversation went through that and should not be so obvious obvious in like he discovers something I fake the conversation and I fake to a point that me being this fake fictional person uh was helping me through his darkest moment and sending messages because he wants to reconnect with people because he feels a failure and it's kind of hard to to understand where did they die could come to this point but it was surely needed um the most impressive point was how quickly I was
to think in all of all of these details it didn't even felt fake I I could trust my own life it wasn't me lying there um so this point this point of this whole conversation is um I just create a situation where he wants to reconnect with people but he tried to reconnect it with me and I didn't want it to he tried to reconnect it with his ex-boyfriend name other fictional person named Rodrigo who is a guy that I found on Facebook list and trying to not be with the most convincible I searched for
the most convincible photo of a person to ask if he knew him as he knew it and the other guy that didn't reply so it seems too legit to me to visit him because one person replied that it was me I'm supposed to he that replied as well he was asked okay and the other dad replied but then one don't want to talk anymore with him and the other that he didn't know did he even reply uh there are points of him checking out the information like um so you have sent messages for all those
people and I said no I only send message to you and the Rodrigo but Rodrigo was gross and you replied but I got sick and got um I don't know how to say internado but I wasn't at the hospital so let's see uh how do we say internado [Music] hospital is it hospitalize it hospitalize it hospitalized it so I said that I was a hospital why is it in believe it he said he was happy for me to getting out of here because of the covet and everything um but the point is I said that
like attempted to Suicide um which is even more dark place and I was laughing through the moments that I was doing that because I can't imagine how afraid he was of thinking uh that my could do please attempt because of him and me Tony instead relationship was ridiculous uh but of how how strange the situation the whole situation was I couldn't contain myself and I was just was smiling all most of the time because it felt so real that I I was almost believing um points that I felt that was very interesting for me to
mention here was the pointing that I asked about how how this guy item was he was a difficult person it was like asking about myself not being me it was so so different it was a different a totally different perspective in in this perspective I just perceived I just know this I think that I I it was not so clear for me or at least I tried to hide this from myself but in this point I just see he no he knew the depression situation and the the I don't know how to say Sumi so
disappearances disappearances the the comes and goes that I had throughout 2019 over the year so he just knew the reason he said that it was because psychological problems and depression thoughts knew the whole situation so it makes even more bad the point for him say oh I get I got tired of him disappearing all the time and dealing with this problem it was like oh he he have biological psychological problems it's his problem I'm tired of it I'm sick uh this just shows how how selfish she was it was only worried about himself and his
stuff and if a person is having issues or problems the president doesn't solve for him anymore doesn't serves you know uh and he said that Adam was a difficult person to to deal because he didn't accept some things huh he didn't accept some things it's a ridiculous other ridiculous thing to think um that makes me more and more happy that I didn't try to reconnect with him over these three years three years without a single message and we'll stay I will persevere [Music] um the other point I was like saying oh so you oh thank
you for helping but he basically said um if he tries again to do to attempt against his life it's not your fault so you should not worry about it um and if he commits something against himself it's not your fault so I suggest you to distance yourself detach yourself from this person do what your heart wants but and the bigger point of it all was when he said um you are totally scared with the situation this whole situation you can't confess to me right uh and I was like yeah I'm totally scared you you have
to take a lot of weight from my from my back by just talking with me and he said oh you are searching you are a nice person you were searching for help to him but that you get this out of your chest and you just you needed to I don't know how to say event see if his rent is right because I don't know event head is out of this chest uh get this out of your system [Music] yeah get this out of my chest my system so you need to get this out of your
chest you want to relieve it now because I said all of those things that you are holding and dealing alone uh uh yeah and I said oh you're supposed to call they're by psychologist because they're helping you helping me and they said oh lots of people say to me he's so he's so he has a lot of vanity you know vanity like excels from him when he says oh I have lots of friends on this middle and depression oh it's a common topic for the community like I didn't know like it didn't you like like
a knot in LGBT as well um lots of people always proud about himself in basing and Beijing His Image in attributes over other people's thinking and speech you know it's ridiculous um and he was like oh well lots of people have telling me that I that I um that I could be but I'm too old for another career and I was like oh there's nothing I eat because I'm 40 and he was like oh you don't look 40 you look 30 because of the phone he was like oh I'm going to be an engineer all
that the the cello shallow conversations um just to end and not feel like fake and I didn't use any Emoji I didn't send any audio tried to to not feel like myself sometimes and talk but it was hard I hope that he didn't know this that I I was me I think I think not because he was scared at some point and he said Martin three times that he don't want it to to reconnect with ink with comprehensibles helps and it's not good to reconnect with the person that try to attempt against himself and um
which is not a person that would like how could I say that um try to to have this kind of problems doesn't he doesn't want problems he wants he says he's it's because Mickey wasn't wouldn't understand and try to to be his boyfriend and flirt with him again and all this stuff but it's lie I'm a very bad lie in real he just don't care we don't somewhat other than himself and comes with conversations like oh some people are not means to stay in your lives everyone has moved on life needs to move on me
I moved on I can move on and and Roberto move on make sure move on as well because some people are temporary in their lives it's ridiculous he's saying this kind of stuff because everyone remembers what he did in the 18 messages in 2019 just crazing over my my disappearances on WhatsApp so it's ridiculous it's like he's healed now now just blaming a person from having mental issues it's ridiculous and um but I'm relieved somehow because I did with me what I wanted to do with myself I wanted to free myself from him and with
a very very severe situation so um I say true trial Meek what I wanted to say about myself that's the whole point I say that he wanted uh he wanted to say sorry he wants his forgiveness and everything and he said that he doesn't hurt doesn't hold any grudges over him ah my stomach's hurting um doesn't hold any grudges with him and that hopes that let's hear the audio it's ridiculous I I I don't want you here but for you to see how he ridiculous this this man is oh he's tremendously tremendously ridiculous the point
that this man can come I'm starting now but it's going to pass I you're not taking any medicine in the last days and I think it's because of this um so let's see um just to end this video what is important to say he's seen had seen as a depressive guy who who have um there's a period of WhatsApp because psychological problems and depressing he knew that he knew that but he didn't care even to make a single call because he was afraid to hear and to help a person who was struggling reeling with him
so he was a coward coward I don't want contact with cowards you know and what's what's needed to serve at some point as a Revenge with this fake in this message is just show with me another time that he is a very selfish person selfish anyways you know selfish because he only thinks about himself if a person is not serving him he doesn't care about the person he doesn't want even a single chat with the person like he didn't want it with the person who attempted against his life which is in the fake in the
fake case Mike's case so it was one more thing he was totally totally totally selfish another thing in in like kind of a narcissist as well and selfish and narcissists side by side and he was he's totally narcissist because oh I have a lot of friends in the middle maybe I know and not like oh it's a common thing on the middle and I was like oh a lot of people tell that I could be a psychologist it's ridiculous ridiculous you know so he knew about my problems and didn't care which is I think is
distract me the most he said selfish narcissist and said that I was a difficult person to handle because it even accepted things and most of all the in one is true even talked with like in an hypothetical way even if it was in an impathetical way it was ridiculous ridiculous in the level that I can describe into words so I was just thinking about sending him a big message again like in two three weeks saying oh my attempted again oh my God what we're gonna do just to make you feel guilty but I think I'm
not going to do that because I will lose my time doing that um not that he deserves a kind of uh you know who fright you know kind of a fright something through friend in him and make him like scare him something too scared I think that is the shock shock and scare he tried again and he will say yeah and then I say your name many times saying that how the the story how how this story with you was profound in Monumental to him you know meaningful New Market and he said oh a barely
I barely encountered him and I passed with the point with persons that didn't didn't accepted me being not wanting a relationship with them but with my help always I was always true and hate that feedeth him Illusions you know I didn't feel anything I was real from the first moment I'm always real from the first one it was depending himself always obviously like like in a lawyer do with a bad person or better a Bad Company he was just trying to defend himself which was ridiculous in any way uh uh but I think it is
what it is and at least that was a laugh a little and I just had more and more and more evidences that he is a jerk at dumbbells a horrible person that I don't want to have any kind of contact again I just need to accept this just like he said to make you accept you know and very very but but it's it's funny for me because I asserting I I'm certain that this will stick into his mind forever for a long long time you know it's ridiculous but I know I know it will stick
into his mind and if I shock him again like in three or four weeks he would be like oh my God he tried again he's alive no even if it's a fake situation I know I know when I want him to be that way and he needs to suffer and it's just suffer because he's a selfish person maybe he would be punished with this little shock fake message [Music] or not I don't know depends on my mood [Music] so so so mad because he was such an idiot he said oh he was like a very
nice person to talk and he had some interest is the shared some interest is in common um but then comes with difficult in all he had psychological problems it's ridiculous and today is 13 January January 13th 2023 and it's 11 pm 43. it's raining a lot outside
