levi isn't talking to me...

Hello. It's been a couple of days. Yay.

I got a New Year's kiss, but also it was by my best friend of several years and he also hasn't been talking to me and it's been 2 days. The last text I sent him was asking him if he was okay. He has not responded to that.

I tried texting him again. I just sent him a picture of my dog and no response. I tried calling him twice and I just went straight to voicemail and he also has been waking up earlier than me and basically leaving the house all day.

So, he has been avoiding me. He hates me. He hates me.

I'm uploading this video with the title that that he hates me or something. I don't know. So, I can get his attention because he won't talk to me.

Okay, I know he doesn't hate me. I just know that it's awkward and I honestly feel like maybe he regrets giving me um his first kiss. I feel like he might be feeling a bit frustrated because he kind of had to sacrifice his first kiss to make my New Year's dream come true.

And he didn't have to do that. I I didn't ask him to do that. I think it was very very sweet.

But also, I wish that we could talk about it and I wish that he would stop avoiding me and communicate because our friendship throughout the past years, we've learned that communication is very important. We've had some misunderstandings in the past and we've learned that communication is best. So, I don't know why he's avoiding me and not talking to me.

And also, we've been roommates for about three week 3 weeks now. Three, three and a half weeks, something like that. It hasn't even been a full month yet.

And I know from patterns I've seen him, he wakes up usually around 10 to 12 in the morning, but lately he's been waking up, I don't know how early, earlier than me. And I wake up at like 11:00. We usually wake up around the same time, but he's been leaving the house earlier, which I'm assuming he wakes up early on purpose to avoid seeing me.

It's not funny. It's not funny. I'm I'm trying to laugh it off because I know that it's not serious and I know that it's stupid and I know that it's just been awkward and he's never done anything like that before.

So, I I am being very gentle and I don't I don't think he hates me. I think he just has a lot of trouble communicating about things like that. Okay, but I do have a plan.

I I I think I know what to do because today today is January 6th and it is Dia de los Rees. It's a holiday that Levi probably does not know about. I went to the Mexican bakery this morning and I got a roska and I'm going to use that roska to try to annoy Levi one more time and see if he will talk to me.

He loves learning about new traditions and he loves cake. So I'm going to try to bait him to talk to me with this cake. This is the Roska that I got for us.

I just did something that I probably shouldn't have. I looked at his location and he's 30 minutes away from me. I've got to get him home so that I can give him the Drska.

I don't want him to be mad at me. And I don't know if what he's doing is important. I've got to get him over.

I got to send him a text that makes it sound urgent and that I have something for him. But he's going to be mad at me, though. Whatever.

If he hates me, he probably already hates me, so it does it matter. Yeah, I am gonna text him. I'm a little nervous about it.

Uh but hey, if if if we argue over it, it's fine. We can laugh about it later because Levi, I had to get you home somehow. So, please forgive me.

Um you're going to enjoy this Roska, okay? It's going to be so good and and then we'll both be happy and everything will go back to normal. Yeah.

Okay. I was just looking through our text and that uh last message was not was not the last uh text I sent Levi. I I sent him this Tik Tok.

>> Don't you He probably hates me. He probably hates me. He probably blocked me.

Um yeah, I know that was not appropriate to send, especially whenever I think he hates me. Okay, I'm going to send him a text and see if he responds. I don't know why I'm so nervous.

Okay, so I basically said, "Hey, I have something for you and it can't wait a long time. " Is that good to send? Should I delete that?

Um, okay. I deleted it. Hold on.

Hold on. Hey, I have a cake, but I can't eat it without you. That would bring him back.

He loves cake. Maybe if I say, "Hey, I have something for you, but I won't give it to you if you don't come home. It's cake.

" I don't want to overthink it. I'm just going to send it. I sent it.

I sent it. I don't expect him to respond immediately, but hopefully he comes home. While we wait for this idiot to respond to me, I am going to show you guys a little haul of things that I got from Mo to put in my little purse.

I love the current bag I'm using. I bought this from Bath and Body Works. It's supposed to be for hand sanitizer holder, but I hold my dog's poop bags in there.

I got a nightlight. Got this travel kit, too, because I have this giant lotion bottle that I've been carrying around, and I want to put it in one of these little ones. Tweezers.

Another Hello Kitty item I got. It's It looks like a little toy phone, but it's a mirror. It's cute for checking my my lipstick, my makeup during the day.

I got some utensils because sometimes they forget to give me a spoon and fork whenever I get take out. I also got two of these blind boxes because I've been obsessed with the one that I got that I currently have on my phone. Although I kind of regret it because as you can see it's gotten very dirty.

So I just got them to put them behind my monitor screen. I hope that I get Chrommy. Oh wait, is this a sign that things are are lucky for me today?

I got Chromy on the first try and I got two of them in case I didn't get Chromi. So, it's definitely my lucky day. I got another chromy.

What are the chances that I get the two chromies from the series? Also got this little charm. I got Paco.

Lights up, too. Next bag I got is huge. Got an eyelash curler.

Little notebook. This kind of looks like Yeah, I think it's a claw machine. Wait, I think you can actually catch them cuz it just released Croy.

Most of the space in here is being taken up by a bunch of uh blind boxes, but if I were to open these with you right now, it'd be the whole video. So, probably another video. I also got these oil absorbing sheets.

It's got anime Ariel I thought this was interesting and I love these things, too. I've been recording this for like 15 minutes and still no response from Levi. I have a feeling he's just not going to respond.

Okay, guys. I feel kind of dumb because he did respond, but I guess I didn't get notification for it, but he didn't he didn't say anything. He just sent me this.

>> Walk and do you smell that, you smelly swine. You fart sniffer. Go take a shower before your greenhouse gases kill all of the wildlife within the 50 mile radius.

>> Guys, I think he hates me. >> No, he doesn't. That's our way of communicating.

So, I know that everything's good. So, okay, he's coming home. I guess he didn't respond.

He just sent a [ __ ] Tik Tok. But that's how Levi is. He's not very direct with things.

He just kind of makes you guess his next move. So, I'm guessing he's coming home. So, the sun just set, too.

So, I'm going to get in my comfy clothes. So, see you guys in a second. Guys, Levi is here.

And he came back with this giant shark. >> Hi. >> We just talked for a bit before filming this portion of the video.

You agreed to be on this portion of it. It's a little It's a little awkward. >> What's awkward?

>> Stop. You're making things awkward. >> You said it was awkward.

>> I'm sorry. It just feels that way. >> What do you want to name him?

>> Marb. >> Is that like short for marble? >> Marb.

Yeah, because he's got a little marble. >> Oh my god. >> My name is Marb.

I'm so sorry. I had I had alcohol before film. What?

>> You were drinking? >> Yeah, I was drinking. I was nervous >> about what?

>> Because you haven't been talking to me. >> What? I have been.

I was just GETTING THIS. >> I DIDN'T KNOW. >> HUH?

>> HUH? >> You went on a what? >> What?

>> You went on a date? >> No. I was about to say why would you say that and for >> there was so much jealousy on your face.

>> There was not jealousy. >> Oh my god. >> There was no jealousy.

I was so shocked that you didn't tell me. >> Oh, >> shut up. I would be happy for you.

You know I would be >> stupid. This is a roa. So me growing up, my parents and my family would celebrate a holiday called diia loes where basically you're celebrating the the three kings that brought gifts to baby Jesus.

So the tradition was that we would get together as a family and take a slice off of this cake. >> Are there babies inside that? >> You know about it?

>> I've heard of those. >> Yeah, there's babies inside of this or like little figures. You don't know which slice has the baby.

There are a total of two babies. The original tradition is that if if you get the slice with the baby, then it means that you have to throw a tamalei party. But we're going to change things up a bit.

Do a bit of some ice breakers. There is this trend on Tik Tok where people share vulnerable things that they would never share online about themselves. So, >> you know me better than anyone.

>> That inspired me to do this as an icebreaker because >> Do you think I hate you or something? >> We haven't talked to each We haven't talked to each other in like 2 days. >> We each are going to cut our slice.

So, whichever slice you cut is yours. Okay? If you get the baby, that means you have to share some vulnerable things about you that you have never shared online.

Like maybe it's stuff that I know but you have never shared with them. >> WHY YOU GAVE ME HALF THE CAKE? >> HERE, I'll get a bigger slice.

>> Okay, baited. >> Baited. You got a baby for sure.

>> Oh, wait. The babies are right here. I'm supposed to put them aside.

Shut up. The babies are actually separate, but they're right here. Okay, we have to put them in.

All right. To make things fair, I'll let you put one in a slice on my side. So, all of these slices are mine.

One, two, three. And all of these are yours. >> I will put it in this one.

>> So, it's in. >> Yeah, it's in. >> My turn.

I think this one. >> Ooh, >> stop. Shut up.

>> Ooh, that's a bad idea. >> You put the baby in one of my slices, right? >> You know, I have a confession.

>> I was drinking, too. Well, take it out and then put it in a new one, you idiot. You're so stupid.

>> Shut up. Put it in the right side this time. I'll pick this one.

>> Oh, okay. >> Shut up. >> All right.

>> Is this one the one with the baby? >> You can change your mind if you want. >> No, I I'm picking this one.

Oh, I don't see a baby in there. Those candy fruits are good, though. >> Are they?

>> Mhm. M. >> No, baby.

Should let Marb Marb choose. >> Okay, Marb, choose one. >> Did you drink the last of the soju?

>> Yeah, I did. Okay, I want this one. I want to taste the corn chas.

Ow. No, baby. Oh my god, >> you're so annoying.

>> Tastes like the top of a corn. It's really good. >> M >> My turn.

>> Yep. >> I knew it. You were You went for the middle one.

So you on my side. So you would think I I I'd go for the middle one to do the same as you. That was your plan, wasn't it?

>> No. >> I know you so well. >> Go.

Uh-oh. >> Oh, >> looks like you're pregnant. >> I'm not pregnant.

I got the baby. >> She got the baby, guys. >> All right.

So, since I got the baby, I have to share things that I normally wouldn't share on the internet. >> Yeah. Let's hear it.

>> Let's start with very small. I haven't washed my hair in like 3 weeks. No.

It smells good. Smells good. I put stuff on it.

That is the reason why I've been wearing it in braids. >> What you got under there >> in the last video? I'm just trying to have the natural oils, okay, soak into my hair because it makes your hair healthier whenever you wash it less.

And I've been getting it bleached >> and colored a lot. So, I forgot if I've shared this before on the internet. The first time I ever had a crush and started liking someone and kind of had a relationship, not really cuz it wasn't official, was with a girl, but we were like in middle school and it was like a big scandal.

>> Really? >> Yeah. Cuz it was not as accepted back then.

>> Especially >> everybody wanted to get the demon out of me. >> I CAST YOU OUT, UNCLEAN SPIRIT. >> SHUT UP YOUR ASS.

>> YOU were in the country, too, huh? >> I was in the country. That Oh, it was pretty bad.

This stuff is good. Is this yours? I'm sorry.

I'm eating yours. >> It's not even for you. >> Trigger warning.

I'm going to be talking about periods. One time, um, Levi was housesitting for me. The dogs got into the trash can with my used pads.

They chewed them all over the ground and Levi found them and he had to clean up my pads and my period blood off of the floor because my dogs were eating it. >> Boy. Yeah, I saved some in a little box.

>> Shut up. >> You think I'm joking? >> Of course I do.

>> I have a box of freaky doll. >> There's no way you would do that. >> I got a box of freaky.

>> Yeah, right. >> So, if I ever need to like make a copy of you, >> a voodoo doll. >> Oh, that's another thing.

I would have never shared this online until today. Um, I made a voodoo doll of this guy I had a crush on. >> Yeah, you did, huh?

>> When I was in high school. basically did a love spell so that he'd like me and it worked because he liked me. But then my best friend, my best friend told him that I made a voodoo doll of him and I basically put a curse on him to fall in love with me.

And so he stopped liking me cuz he thought I was a creep. >> Were you a creep? >> I was a creep.

Uh, one of the very first times that I went to Levi's house, I clogged his toilet cuz I had to [ __ ] really bad. I clogged it and it it would not flush. So, I grabbed a I grabbed a plastic bag and scooped my [ __ ] out of his toilet and then I closed it up and I threw it in the in the other trash can that was by your kitchen.

Disgusting inside and out. Truly, >> I'm a repulsive, disgusting human being. >> Light it out.

Light it out. Light it out. >> The You think I'm perfect?

This next one is kind of sad, but there was a point in my life I I think I was in high school and like I was starting high school. My parents were both in the hospital, so neither of them were at home. And I was staying with my best friend and her mom.

They were nice enough to let me stay at their house while I go to school cuz my parents were an hour out in a hospital. And my friend and her mom would take me to my house every day. I lived in this little trailer park.

And so I would go in there to feed my fish because I had this aquarium with all these fish that I had for years since I was a little girl. Basically, these fish lived for years. And there was one time when I guess my mom unplugged them.

>> Oh my god. >> She unplugged the aquarium and didn't tell me about it because I guess she wanted to have everything unplugged cuz no one was in the house. and my friend dropped me off to feed the fish.

All the fish were dead and I was crying, but I had to pull myself together because I didn't want to deal with having to tell my friend or her mom about it. So, whenever I went back into the car, they were like, "Oh, were the fish happy to see you? " And I was like, "Yeah, they were so happy.

" And they took me back to feed the fish every day, even though they were dead because I didn't have it in me to tell them that they were dead. It was so sad. >> Bread tower.

>> Yay. >> Good job. >> Good icebreaker.

Good sharing. Good sharing. Good sharing.

>> I have one more. >> You have one more. I'm trying to share everything.

All right. >> I'm listening. >> I don't mind that you were my New Year's kiss.

>> Could have. I actually thought that was really thoughtful of you because you knew that I wasn't going to get one because I suck at romance for some reason and I just I didn't have anyone. I thought that was very sweet of you and I don't know if you hate me for it or regret it, but I want to say that I am not mad at you for doing that and I appreciate that and that meant a lot to me more than you think.

I don't know why I couldn't look at you while I was saying all that. I'm sorry. I'm very awkward.

What are you doing? >> Trying to occupy my brain. >> I'm sorry.

It's your turn. You try the bread and then it's going to be your sharing stuff. >> There it is.

>> Yeah, there it is. >> Spread that. >> Yeah.

Spread the buns and take the baby out. >> This one doesn't really mean anything. This is a while ago.

But I did go on a date. >> You went on a date? >> I went on a date like a year ago.

>> A year ago? And I I don't know about it. >> Yeah.

It was very random. It ended like very quickly. I left.

>> You left? >> Yeah. >> Why?

>> Cuz I don't know what I was doing. >> Like you left your date like mid date? >> Yeah, I just left.

>> Did you tell her you were there? >> No, >> Levi. You left?

>> Yeah, I paid for the food. Like I left like the waiter money, but like >> But you left the girl. >> I just left.

>> That's kind of up. Did she do something? No, it was just me.

I just I I don't know. I don't know. I was I was uh I just shouldn't have.

>> You are an [ __ ] >> Whatever, bro. She'll find better. >> [ __ ] off.

Why would you do that? I would be so hurt and insecure if someone did that to me. I feel like there's something wrong with me.

All right. Another thing most of the time or at least a lot of times whenever I have like left uh I've told you that I was going to like my parents visit family or something. Most of the time I I wasn't.

I I just didn't go anywhere. I just kind of drove around. >> Why?

>> I worried that like I am not giving you space sometimes. >> What? >> I don't know.

I just I just am stupid and like I've worried in the past that like I should, you know, cuz like we're like together 24/7. >> So you lied to me about going to your parents house and stuff just to >> just It wasn't a lot. It was a lot.

>> I would just give you like space on your own, you know, cuz I didn't want to I didn't want to be like a clingy person. >> I don't need space. >> Yeah, >> I like having you around.

>> Last thing, I don't regret it either. Yeah, you don't. >> No, of course not.

There's not another person that I'd rather give that to, you know? I'm not going to give it to some random girl that I just >> I'd rather give it to someone that like I care about, you know? So, I I didn't just do it just because I think I thought that it would cheer you up.

Like, I I didn't, you know, >> I didn't care. >> Well, I thought you hated me. >> No, I just didn't want it to be awkward.

I think it made it more awkward that you walked away after and then didn't talk to me for 2 days. >> That's a little bit uh I was >> That's mean. >> Probably not the best decision, but it's just a little complicated.

I don't know. >> I remember my first kiss. It was with this country boy named Billy and we were at Halloween party.

My first kiss, I feel like you never forget your first kiss. It's something at least that I know of means a lot to me and a lot of people. So, I guess I was just scared that you gave me something like that that holds such value in memories and in your heart because I know that I never forgot my first kiss.

>> I've shared the f my favorite parts of my life with you. So, Aragon, you want to share? Do you want to go eat Korean barbecue?

We'll get some more alcohol, some soju. >> Okay, >> come on then. >> Oh, >> come on.

>> Drp Mar. >> No, I don't want to. No, >> Marb is staying.

>> You want to bring him? >> Grown ass woman, by the way.