hello guys I'm Siobhan and I'm unlucky before I tell you more please like And subscribe to MSA I was born to a single mother who worked tirelessly to make ends meet and believe me they were rarely met but even though we were always drowning under a pile of bills my mom was weirdly positive and she raised me to be the same but I was just built differently but they scored less than I did and her parents got her an iPhone why am I getting this rusty old model because that's what we can afford and these
phones update with a new model every month what's the point of wasting money on something that won't even last that long I tried to understand what mom was saying but it didn't make any sense to me I felt I was prettier and smarter than most girls my age I got good grades and never got into trouble so why couldn't I have expensive things it didn't seem fair as time went on I realized that to live comfortably you needed money lots of it and constantly compared my life with kids around me especially my best friend Fay
what's the big deal these two look exactly the same but this fabric is so sticky and weird this one however makes my eyes pop just admit it you can't wear this because it's cheap okay fine but what's so bad about wanting better things and it's not like I'm going to buy this not everyone is lucky enough to be born with money I'll never understand why you're so obsessed with money you could be the richest person on the planet but if you're not a good person no one is going to stick around you can say that
because you are rich and when I When I grow older I will marry someone rich and then I'll never have to think about money either not funny anyway stop making that sad face I'm buying this for you but you have to treat me to some of your mom's fruit custard later okay I loved faay we've been together since kindergarten and even though she was richer than I was she never treated me any differently she even had an older brother Freddy who I always thought had a little crush on me every time I would visit Fay
Freddy would start running around me doing silly things so Shaban are you into music a little awesome Freddy ran outside and came back with a small Casio he started playing and it was like someone had murdered my eardrums it was horrible so what do you think it was awful Le amazing this is so good people don't deserve to hear this I mean it's so good it won't be fair to other musical genres right you should keep this beautiful Talent hidden you know what I mean I guess so yeah Freddy was a bit slow but he
was sweet and when he asked me out for prom like could break his heart he was fa's brother and she'd always been so nice to me this was the least I could do but prom was right around the corner and I had nothing to wear I asked Mom to get me a new dress but as always we were out of money so she offered to give me her old dress the slaves are so old and the Train's full of stains can we just buy a new one please you already know my answer but it's prom
everyone will be dressed in beautiful gowns and dresses I don't want to stand out like a sore thumb in this ugly gown the hurt look on my mom's face instantly made me regret my words but before I could apologize she got on a phone call and left I wanted to do something nice for her so I used up all my money to get her a bouquet and even bought myself a new prom dress on the night of the prom I looked like a total vision and when Freddy came to pick me up ke was blown
away he couldn't stop complimenting me and we were on the dance floor when he took a gold bracelet out of his pocket I saw this and I was instantly reminded of you Freddy it's beautiful but I can't accept it why not I even got it engraved for you I've always thought you and I have had a connection in fact there's something I want did you hear that what someone's calling my name I'll be right back but I and I just ran away before Freddy could say another word I knew he was going to confess his
feelings for me and I had no plans of saying yes I was catching my breath next to the washroom when this guy from my class Hank approached me hey there pretty face what are you doing standing alone like this waiting for my date actually you mean the guy you were dancing with I saw you too and trust me there was no spark you deserve someone who knows how to treat you well someone like me so what do you say we ditch this dumb prom and go somewhere better I thought about it I couldn't go back
to Freddy after blowing up his proposal in his face so I dropped him a text saying I wasn't feeling well and left with Hank he took me to this mad party at some Mansion outside the city that really helps me take my mind off things I thought I'd talk to Fay the next morning but when when I got back home I saw her sitting on the porch F I can explain explain what that you ditched my brother for that shady Hank Freddy and I saw you leave with him so don't you dare lie to me
yes I went with Hank but Freddy was about to confess his feelings for me and I panicked he caught me off guard oh please you've always known that Freddy likes you you ditched him because Hank is richer than us right that's what you really think what else am I supposed to think you've always been immature and materialistic but at least you had a good heart but tonight you just cross a whole new line don't you ever talk to me again Fay please but Fay was already on her way out over the next few days I
dropped her a million texts but she never responded a week later during graduation when I tried talking to her she totally shut me down I get that she was upset but she made me the bad guy for not loving someone the way they love me and that wasn't fair so as much as I missed Fay I decided to take a step back and over time we grew apart she left for college and I picked up a job as a concierge at the fanciest hotel in town working at the hotel I met all kinds of rich
people and some of them even became my friends but my favorite was Jenny her dad was a rich industrialist and she studied at Harvard and whenever she visited home with friends she asked me to come along too you won't believe what Dad did to me I asked him to take me skiing to the Swiss elps and he refused because he wants to take his mistress to Bora Bora the last time I was there this Beast stung me and I had to be in the hospital for a whole week they didn't even have caviar there and
I had to eat hospital food can you imagine at least you're going on vacation my mom's getting married in Paris next week so now I have to plan my outfits makeup hair everything and I have no time so unfair GH get a grip you two there are more important things in life than vacations and dresses easy for you to say your life is perfect you're in the best school in the country and your dad just acquired his H hundredth company yeah yeah whatever just quit crying you've bored Siobhan to death at first it felt nice
to be part of Jenny's Circle but the more I hung out with them the worse I felt about my situation like this one time someone from the group wanted to try food at this expensive place I didn't have the money to pitch in so Jenny chipped in on my behalf another time the girls wanted to go to Korea for shopping I thought it was a joke so I agreed but they were serious I couldn't even afford to pay for tickets but Jenny made sure I didn't have to worry about that I felt like a charity
case around them so one day when Jenny suggested we go shopping I decided not to go but why is it about money you know I can always cover up for you I know and I'm really thankful for that but I don't want your friends to think I'm taking advantage of you okay firstly those girls are not my friends yeah we hang out but they don't know the first thing about being smart I'd rather be with someone who values hard work like you you really mean it of course I do now can you come please I'll
get you something nice Jenny reminded me of f a lot and as time passed we only got closer then one day Jenny was working with her dad on some important project she knew I was good with numbers so she asked for my help I was sorting out some paperwork when I saw these documents that didn't make sense mathematically uh who made these papers my accountant why I think he's trying to scam you Jenny took the papers from my hand and when she saw that I was right she was Furious the accountant was called in and
he confessed to transferring money to Jenny's stepmom's account over or sees he was fired the Stepmom was thrown out of the house it was a huge mess I thought Jenny would hold me responsible for breaking up her family but instead she offered me a job as her personal manager I was making triple the amount I was making at the hotel and I was really happy but when I told Mom she didn't look too happy I think you should go to college Siobhan you're a smart girl and you're wasting your life I'm doing this for us
mom I want to make more money so you and I can finally live the life we deserve but I happy with where we are I don't want anything more but I do I don't want to go to college I don't have 3 years to waste on education then wait for a job and then wait to finally get rich I want to get rich now money isn't everything Siobhan when will you realize that Mom tried her best to persuade me but my mind was set and a week later I started my new job working with Jenny
was like a dream come true she was constantly getting invited to Global events and I got to travel the world with her soon after Jenny joined her dad full time and gave me an office right next to hers life was finally getting better until one day I was in my office when this cute millionaire Carl knocked on my door asking for Jenny she wasn't around so I asked him to wait in my office we got talking and he ended up inviting me to this fundraiser but I had nothing to wear so I begged Jenny to
help me and she gave me the keys to her closet I was trying on a dress when my eyes fell on this gorgeous diamond necklace I tried it on and I never looked so pretty in my entire life I really wanted to wear it but I wasn't sure if Jenny would be okay with it since she wouldn't be back until the next morning I figured I could just put it back before she found out I really wanted to make a good impression on Carl so I gave into my Temptation and wore the necklace that evening
I outshone everyone even Carl couldn't resist showing me off I was pretty sure he was going to ask me out on a second date until I heard him talking to his friends so who's the new catch she looks expensive she's just a secretary I actually want to get to know her boss Jenny she's the real catch I figured if I got close enough to the secretary she would introduce me to Jenny at some point and then I'll make my move you're such a brat Yeah Carl what a brat Carl turned around to look at me
in shock I thought you were a nice guy Carl but you're a greedy Little Pig please spare me the dramatics it's not like you came with me out of the goodness of your heart you thought I was rich so you tagged along just like I saw an opportunity so I did what I had to oh sweet so you won't mind if I do what I have to and I splashed my drink in his face and walked away what a I was so angry I kept walking till I realized I no longer recognized the street I
turned around to leave when suddenly two men jumped out of nowhere and blocked my way I panicked and ran but they were too fast one of them pushed me and the other snatched the necklace from my neck and ran away I screamed and howled but no one came to my rescue I thought of going to the police Poli and complaining but then Jenny would find out that I'd taken the necklace without her permission and I couldn't go to her place either I somehow made my way back home and when I saw mom I immediately broke
down and told her everything I'm so sorry Mom you kept showing me the right way and I kept ignoring you and now I've landed all of us in this mess I'm just glad you're okay Siobhan and don't worry about that necklace I'm sure we can work something out my mom calmed me down and the next day we went to the bank and took out a huge loan against our house luckily I managed to replace the necklace and dress without Jenny knowing anything and then I just put my resignation down Jenny was a bit shocked but
I told her I'd gotten into a good college and wanted to continue my education and soon after Mom and I left town years passed and my life went from bad to worse I did waitressing in the morning babysitting in the evening and even taught at a local school even mom picked up two shifts at work but we still couldn't make enough money to repay the loan every night I would sit in my room and think how I'd wasted the best years of my life running after money even if I didn't have much back then my
life was simpler and I had people who loved me then one day I was working at the cafe when I saw Jenny and all my old friends at one of the tables Siobhan oh my God is that you how have you been I wanted to say something but all I could do was cry Jenny set me down and I just spat out everything that's why you quit your job that necklace was a knockoff Siobhan it hardly cost $200 what what why would you keep a knockoff you're rich aren't rich people supposed to wear only original
stuff who made that rule being rich doesn't mean I'd waste money on flashy things like jewelry you should have told me the truth you think I don't know that God I feel like such an idiot I just wanted to look rich for one night and it cost me my entire life God how will I face mom now will it help if I come along Jenny and I told Mom everything and while she was angry for a long time she eventually forgave me Jenny even gave me back the necklace and I sold it off to pay
the loan with the rest of the money mom and I rented a small apartment in the city and I started preparing for college again on my first day I was running around the place searching for my class when I barged right into this tall boy he turned around and I was shocked to see it was Freddy he smiled at me and I knew it was time to fix my mistakes [Music]
