[Music] I could be with anybody I choose you still there's no excuse to abuse you but no one knows what I'm going through so I'd use you to be toothful I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you so I refuse to might have a screw loose and fuse blue but I think I might be building up a tolerance to you cuz one minute I'm holler and screw you next I take it back guess you could say I'm trying to unscrew you but the shit's about to pop off yeah I fill you up then
I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off you're so hard to resist you knock my socks off my friends say you're bad for me hogwash I never love again the way I you did you find someone new are you doing this for them cuz I remember when remember when you was mine yeah we weren't separable at one time yeah you know my love for you was undy yeah used to always have my some days it feels like you're all that I have that's why I'm trying to hold on to you
for as long as I can and you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped on in Saran damn talk about eating out the palm of my hand but if not for my financials I wouldn't have you anyways there have been an full 20 days where I'm just in a days and I can't pull myself about this rting you're so much of a handful I can only take so much of you w it one time because too much of you just too much to swallow sometimes got to take you in doses but
when you're not at my I shaking convulsion separation anxiety cuz we may be the closest yeah baby we hopeless don't making atrocious combination we know it's like playing with explosives quite dangerous though but my brains and hypnosis such a wide range of emotions migrains but why the am I taking these motions I your frin like a drop of rain in the ocean you're my fix on the days when I'm broken but the shit's about to go sideways I just know it I'll Never Love Again The Way I Loved You Did you find some someone new
are you doing this for them cuz I remember when remember when you was mine yeah we were inseparable at one time yeah you know my love but you was undy yeah used to always have [Music] mine got a count town don't know if I want to go through this again why am I even bed got to keep my head high above the water that is what they said you can try and read my lyrics off but it's paper before I lay them but you won't take this thing out these words before I say them cuz
ain't no way I'm going let you stop me from Crossing man when I say I'mma do something I do it I don't give a damn what you think I'm doing this for me so the world feed it be it's gas up things are stopping me I'mma Be what I set out to be without a doubt onou and all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony no it f to BU don't try to ask him why how cany from infinite down to the last relax album he still we he's on salary paid
hourly until he bows out of he s his bows out of him whatever comes first For Better or Worse he's married to the gang like I you for Christmas his gift is a curse forget the Earth he's got the Earth to pull his dick from the dirt and the whole universe got to come Town don't know if I want to go through this again why am I even bothered got to keep my head high above the water that is what they said got to count to 10 don't know if I want to go through this
again why am I even bed got to keep my head high above the water that is what they said I shouldn't have the rhy these words in the Rhythm for you to know it's a WRA you said you was King you li through your teeth for that your feelings instead of getting Crown you getting cap into the fans I'm never let you down again I'm back I promise to never go back on that promise in fact let's be honest at last we laugh C was in perhaps I ran the max the gr relax I ain't
going back to that now all I'm trying to say is get back click clack CL cuz I ain't playing around it's a game called Circle and I don't know how I'm way too up to back down but I think I'm still trying to figure this crap out thought I had it maed out but I guess I didn't this black clown still follows me around but it's time to exercise these demons these got to count to 10wn don't know if I want to go through this again why I even bed got I keep my head high
above the water that is what they said got to to don't know if I want to go through this again why I even bothered got to keep my head high above the water that is what they said got to count to don't know if I want to go through this again why am I even bed how can you see into my eyes like open doors leing you down into my core it become so a s the spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and [Music] me wake me up wake me up inside Wake
up wake me up inide call my name and save me W me up my but I can't wake up before nothing not no bading this I no longer have nothing left but you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to step and I won't be coming back so don't hold your breath you know what you've done don't need to going je I told you you be sorry if I left I'd laugh while you wept how's it feel now yeah 20 ain't it you neglected me did me a bab but all my spirit free set
but a special place for you in my heart I kept don't I give you enough of my time you don't think so do you jealous when I spend time with the girls why I'm married to you still man I don't know but tonight I'm serving you with papers I'm divorcing you go marry someone else and make them famous and take away that freedom like it did to me treat them like you don't need them and ain't worthy of you treat them the same that you made me eat I'm moving off to get you oh now
special time feel special when I was with you wake me up wake me up wake up wake me up call my name and say make me me up my I can't wake up before I go from nothing be concern like opening the wound I'm picking me aart again you all AUM I'm s you're in my room unless I try to start again I much more than anytime before I have no options left again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused wake me up
wake me up inide wake up wake me up in call my name and save me me my can't wake up before I nothing be [Music] I can't call it though it's like to large peeg and too small a ho she cheeks and I catch her like the common cold last time I broke collar bones is intolerable all I know is that the sex is phenomenal though we're an unlikely pair like two different Nike Airs but I'm the same size she wears why think we're mates though people don't like us together but like we care but
got strike me dead she knows that I would walk over hot for her with both my soon as I as the hit it's like she grabs a switch turns me over her knee my ass is whipped yeah and I got her back but I'm spineless so when she stabs me in mine it's like I just can't feel the knife CU she pokes Jabs it in slices one minute she'll Build Me Up the next she'll push me round probably why she calls me dumbbell she lifts me up and put me [Music] down think I might go
ins say change you don't change how many times here a [Music] good many times many [Music] times how many times wake up break up make up like Maybelline now she's all made up like probably why she so fake to me but what the it going to take for me to make her see stri her naked and take her keys I've been planning this G for weeks but I can't tell if I'm wake to sleep this is actually happening sucker for pain I'm stuck in this radioactive pattern but hurt by her hair is all I imagine
dragon she lunges attacks and scratches but I ain't going to stand for that like C for the national anthem cuz I stab I'm laughing so much for WI tra in Magic afca dab that no turning back I'm blacking I say farewell to the love of my life I cut it I slice I give it one last goodbye wipe the blood off my butterfly knife watch her die right in front of my eyes but in hindsight think I just wanted to see what her insides the same old thing different day think might go inside say try
you don't change how many times can you Dre how many times how many [Music] times how many times it's going down down down down down down again I feel sleeping for my finger tips it's going down down down down down down say day different day think might go ins say say TR you don't change how many times can we [Music] CLE how many times many [Music] times how [Music] many [Music] all my life I was told I was never nothing special I don't need to be reminded of it every other second especially when all my
self-esteem's already shot the hell I'm falling helplessly I'm embarrassed I don't want no one else to see cuz I feel like I'm a piece of every time she El me selfly think definitely C and help that she makes me feel like I'm down and going to heaven but makes life a been H for me she does that thing with a lip now she's melting me I'm partying her Palms I'm wrapped around her finger a Yoo want a strength she lets me sit there and just dang them until something better comes along and she just drop
me like a hot potato I look like I'm in pain but I'm okay I'm to see hoping that you reach for me I know you're there but I can't see there's some junk up Jud I'm dying to breathe and all you do is strangle me such a beautiful Relic in my moments of weakness I openly admit the I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and enormously insecure so you sit the torture when she torments me it only turns the ammunition for in this war when she gets going she don't stop when I'm up she's like a
downer when I found her it was loveed first en counter but somehow she must have took the C and the legs off the counter cracked him and placed all the shelves on the ground for me to walk on when I'm around her but there just something B it that makes me not able to function without her how can I get out of it when I don't know how to I'm a t I'm a pessimist make a Believer out of me and me away now stay the out of my seeing you reach me I know you
that I can't see cuz I'm so drunk of I'm dying to Brea and all you do is strangle me such a beautiful Rel drun tragic W for me to get it but I think I figured it out she don't want me she just don't want to see me with someone else the idea seeing me happy destroys her in itself to see me fall in pieces brings a joy brings a hell put it an noise you to see me get stri to say screw I threw up on myself I'm siake I'm addicted to it he's trying
to block the door so here how I do it since I'm the newest he's a SE it's pound this piece of shit's running through her I can see the light I'm running to it what the should I knew it who would thinks she actually had a b to do it as soon as I hops in it she DS the car with light of fluid she's standing there with a r about to put the light into it see hoping not you reach for me I know you're there but I can't see cuz I'm some junk ofan
I'm dying to breath and all you do is strangle me such a Beau Rel a drunk of tragic anding drunk of tragic again stay with me until BL comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all for stay with me until dawn comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all we're living for if I could rewind time like a tape inside a boom box one day for every pill or perette that I ate cut down in the volume got
to hurt everything but death is turning so definite wait they got me all hooked up to some machine I love you being didn't want you to know I was struggling feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine just heard that nurse say my liver and kidneys are functioning been flirtations with that skirt chasing I guess it's a re dir J same nurse just Hur say they're unplugging me and it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday baby girl I'm sorry I hate when you heard hey and sweeties thank you for waiting to open gift for
girls you can just open them daddy making it home for Christmas wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss I go to make a fist but I can't make when I'm frozen sff I the only one as it grow I love you more that is all for stay with me until comes I will be the only one as it gr I love you more [Music] all i y when nothing comes out I'm crying inside I shout my vocal course won't permit me I scream but it's not allowed you put your arm around M
to ca wow I just thought the a I'll never get to walk is down never see you graduating your cats and gos it's about to be 2008 how is happening now I got so much more to do and proof I'm truly sorry if I let you with this T me into thought no more me and you you gave me shoes Nikes like new for me for school Dy I'm trying but you you would a glued binding so many things time I give anything to rewind it I had to walk down my halls and constantly be
reminded by pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night cuz that image ear in my brain If you on that table me falling across your body not able to stand to save you God why did you take him I'm trying to keep his legacy alive but I'm dying with Nathan little ladies be brave take care of your mother smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other with me until I will be the only one as it gr I love you more that is all for stay with me until dawn comes I will
be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all looking [Music] for baby you let me in then you push me out now I'm falling down I'm falling down you and your crazy love you make me weak baby I'm falling down I'm falling down yeah I can't even lie it's hard to commit one up my I just convinc myself that she's like my last hit us in last and we split yes pattern is making me sit mybr Canon again pain scenarios that don't exist stuck in the past I need a grip
Love's a game and I let a win I can't let nobody in she left me down just C her red head hand it's you single hand at least show me when you give your heart you get torn apart and left them the dark it's hitting me hard since you luy mark emotionally scarred it is what it is damn this time my heart likes are feeling a hate cuz after 2 years it's still Li in my face I know you love causing misery look at your history no one to nobody State thought the red flags and
thought you could change was it your plan to throw me away wasn't your plan to cheat all those days what was your plan there was a other victims L behind you I got on the P you cheated on me then play the fake the I still took you back got my new girl trying to pick up the pieces got my new girl fting all of my demons got me step back and feeling de feat and lately y been me then you push me out now I'm falling down I'm falling down you and your crazy love
you make me weak baby I'm falling down I'm falling down baby you let me in then you push me out now I'm falling down I'm falling down you and your crazy love you make me weak baby I'm falling down I'm falling down CU maybe I'm not enough said I'mma leave then call on my block you know how to take my pillers and twist them I'm wishing that there was just never enough dama was up it's weighing me down cuz F you girl can take up down I'm afraid she will wait around me being pain must
make you proud questioning if she loves me in this position because me let on her when she didn't cut me God the still is disgusting I don't want nothing but if be vulnerable I going get fixed blame me her F crime she didn't commit she tells me again and again that feels aside I feel like people going to push me aside I'm traumatized by all of the lies I'm paranoid and the comdes and I don't know why got got fear in my mind looking for something that's harder to find when you experience betrayal like mine
you start to get blind up people what I tried done looking back I'm done looking back how can we ever build a future I live in the past it's holding us back you don't deserve that we don't deserve that it's under the task I want the last I see who you are and love who I have you let me in then you push me out now I'm falling down I'm falling down you and your crazy love you make me weak baby I'm falling down I'm falling down baby you let me in then you push me
out now I'm falling down I'm falling down you and you're crazy love you make me weak baby I'm falling down I'm falling [Music] down well well well [Music] [Music] freak are you kidding me he you got the last now I'm all alone I guess that's that I don't even know what I did back you just went go like a Snapchat you just went C like a nice cap whenever I text you don't WR back I just never thought you would like that [Music] godamn you don't give a that I'm all broken up give you all
of my love so no you don't give a damn that your that I had I st in my [Music] head oh you probably sleeping good next to somebody else oh oh well well well and it's going to be a while till I'm fine by myself oh well well well well I know you don't care it all but I'm trying not to call and it feels like [Music] how while you're probably sleeping good next to somebody else oh well oh well someone get this are in a sheet time to Parry him so tell them to prepare
to get impeached everybody on your feet this is where terrorism and hais a meet and square off in the street this jump barely even sleeps all he does is watch Fox News like a par and repeats while he looks like a canary with a beat why you think he ban transgenders from the military with a tweet he's trying to divide us this like a cop but like John he'll only unite us cuz nothing inside us drives us like this fight does similar to when two cars collide our Spirits Crush in the spot a tight one
but here the jaws of life come to P us from the records that's what we get Pride from when we can't from my star right this typ oh you probably sleeping good next to else oh well oh well well well and it's going to be a while till I'm F by myself oh well oh well well well I I know you don't care it all but I'm trying not to call and it feels like [Music] how while you're probably sleeping good next to somebody else are [Music] you [Music] all my life I was told I
was never nothing special I don't need to be reminded of it every other second especially when all my self-esteem's already shot the hell I'm falling helplessly I'm embarrassed I don't want no one else to see cuz I feel like I'm a piece of every time she El me selfishly think definitely doesn't help that she makes me feel like I'm F and going to heav but makes life a living hell for me she does that thing with a lip now she's melting me I'm party in her Palms I'm wrapped around her finger oh yo you want
a straight she lets me sit there and just bang on until something better comes along and she'll just drop me like a hot potato I look like I'm in pain but I'm okay let meing my face so wouldn't even recognize who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize time it's be so clol I could have blame me but I blame you I do in my moments of weakness I openly admit the I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and enormously insecurity you s the torture when she torments me it only turns the ammunition for
in this war when she gets going she don't stop when I'm up she's like a downer when I found her it was love at first the count some house she must have took the card and the banks off the counter cracked them and placed all the shells on the ground for me to walk on when I'm around her but there's just something B that makes me not able to function without her how can I get out of it when I don't know how her I'm a to I'm a pessimist make a believe I out of
me and so me the way now will stay the out of my CL my face so wouldn't even recognize Lord who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize tell is being so clol I could have blame me but I blame you I do W for me to did it but I think I figured it out she don't want me she just don't want to see me with someone else the idea seeing me happy destroys her in itself to see me fall in pieces brings a joy brings a hell put it in noise did
it see me get the stct and say screw up I threw up for myself I'm talk sick I'm addicted to it she's trying to block the door so here's how I do it since I'm a new she's a SE it's kindest piece of shit's running through her I can see the light now I'm running to it what the should have knew it who would think she' actually had a ball to do it as soon as I hops in it she DS the car with light through it she's standing there with a r about to put
the light into it love my face so wouldn't even recognize so who put me in in this place I wouldn't even recognize tell it's being so clol I could have blame me but I blame you I [Music] do the days have been brighter I felt less alone but I am a fighter so I am never letting go I'm playing with fire I'm getting so close got so much desire so I am Never Letting Go we never saw it from each other's sides but eye to eye Just Eye for eye lie for lie fight a flight
so much bagage need a luggage rack but we carry on with our public spats and our views up back in the news love Taps when I diss you like it was fun actually used to run back to the booth jump back in the studio give you a tongue flashing in you laugh at the stomach t with the tomb Stone it was funny back in our youth but then it wasn't after we knew that we were done and actually through but if there's one fraction of truth if it could be spun back I would do so
many things different cuz it was such a dumbass excuse you hit me once and that I would use to continue the pattern of abuse why did I punch back girls and dad is a scumbag of confused cuz the days have been brighter I felt less alone but I am a fighter so I am never letting go I'm playing with fire I'm getting so close got so much desire so I am Never Letting Go you with the beat I love but the right is blocked the line that's hot that I forgot we laughed a little cried
a lot I never forget when you came home and you held Haley day before you went to jail and daily how we wait for that male lady or by the phone for Mom to call and I watch you pull yourself up and we decided on giving it one more try despite it all to my lightning rod when my sky gets dark I'm your shiny rocks in that Tiny Box wh we tied the KN when we broke the KN every line we crossed we were to not every time we fought being Sals to God thr too
far words that we set that we didn't mean the ones that we meant that we didn't say the ones that we thought that we should have said letters written that we could have read which maybe would have led to some good instead and had this put to bed but I'd be lying still if I said I wouldn't sitting here asking myself the days have been brighter I felt less alone but I am a fighter so I am never letting go I'm playing with fire I'm getting so cold got so much desire so I am never
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