Recorded Books Incorporated presents an unabridged recording of The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield narrated by Tom staly this work copyrighted 1993 by James Redfield is recorded by arrangement with Time Warner audiobooks this recording is copyrighted 1995 by recorded Books Incorporated James Redfield opens his story with a quote from The Book of Daniel 12: 3 and 4 and those who have Insight will shine brightly like the brightness of the expanse of heaven and those who lead the many to righteousness like the stars forever and ever but for you Daniel conceal these words and seal up the
book until the end of time many will go back and forth and knowledge will increase and now The Celestine Prophecy for half a century now a new Consciousness has been entering the human world a new awareness that can only be called Transcendent spiritual if you find yourself reading this book then perhaps you already sense what is happening already feel it inside It begins with a heightened perception of the way our lives move forward we notice those chance events that occur at just the right moment and bring forth just the right individuals to suddenly send our
lives in a new and important Direction perhaps more than any other people in any other time we Inuit it higher meaning in these mysterious happenings we know that life is really about a spiritual unfolding that is personal and enchanting and unfolding that no science or philosophy or religion has yet fully clarified and we know something else as well we know that once we do understand what is happening how to engage this elusive process and maximize its occurrence in our lives Human Society will take a Quantum Leap into a whole new way of life one that
realizes the best of our tradition and creates a culture that has been the goal of History all along the following story is offered toward this new understanding if it touches you if it crystallizes something that you perceive in life then pass on what you see to another for I think our new awareness of the spiritual is expanding in exactly this way no longer through hype nor fad but personally through a kind of positive psychological contagion among people all that any of us have to do is spend our doubts and distractions just long enough and miraculously
this reality can be our Own a critical mass I drove up to the restaurant in parked then leaned back in my seat to think for a moment Charlene I knew would already be inside waiting to talk with me but why I hadn't heard a word from her in 6 years why would she have shown up now just when I had sequestered myself in the woods for a week I stepped out of the truck and walked toward the restaurant behind me the last glow of a sunset sank in the west and cast highlights of golden Amber
across the wet parking lot everything had been drenched an hour earlier by a brief thunderstorm and now the summer evening felt cool and renewed and because of the fading light almost surreal I Half Moon hung overhead as I walked old images of Charlene filled my mind was she still beautiful intense how would time have changed her and what was I to think of this manuscript she had mentioned this ancient artifact found in South America that she couldn't wait to tell me about I have a 2-hour layover at the airport she had said on the telephone
can you meet me for dinner you're going to love what this manuscript says it's just your kind of mystery my kind of mystery what did she mean by that inside the restaurant was crowded several couples waited for tables when I Found the hostess she told me Charlene had already been seated and directed me toward a terraced area above the main dining room I walked up the steps and became aware of a crowd of people surrounding one of the tables the crowd incl uded two policemen suddenly the policeman turned and rushed past me and down the
steps as the rest of the people dispersed I could see past them to the person who seemed to have been the center of attention a woman still seated at the table Charlene I quickly walked up to her Charlene what's going on is anything wrong she tossed her head back in mock exasperation and stood up flashing her famous smile I noticed that her hair was perhaps different but her face was exactly as I remembered small delicate features wide mouth huge blue eyes you wouldn't believe it she said pulling me into a friendly hug I went to
the restroom a few minutes ago and while I was gone someone stole my briefcase what was in it nothing of importance just some books and magazines I was taking along for the trip it's crazy the people at the the other tables told me someone just walked in picked it up and walked out they gave the police a description and the officers said they would search the area maybe I should help them look no no let's forget about it I don't have much time and I want to talk with you I nodded and Charlene suggested we
sit down a waiter approached so we Looked over the menu and gave him our order afterward we spent 10 or 15 minutes chatting in general I tried to underplay my self-imposed isolation but Charlene picked up on my vagueness she leaned over and gave me that smile again so what's really going on with you she asked I looked at her eyes at the intense way she was looking at me you want the whole story immediately don't you always she said well the truth is I'm taking some time for myself right now and staying at the lake
I've been working hard and I'm thinking about changing directions in my life I remember you talking about that Lake I thought you and your sister had to sell it not yet but the problem is property taxes because the land is so close to the city the taxes keep increasing she nodded so what are you going to do next I don't know yet something different she gave me an intriguing look sounds as if you're as Restless as everyone else I suppose I said why do you ask it's in the manuscript there was silence as I returned
her gaze tell me about this manuscript I said she leaned back in her chair as if to gather her thoughts then looked me in the eye again I mentioned on the phone I think That I left the newspaper several years ago and joined a research firm that investigated cultural and demographic changes for the UN my last assignment was in Peru while I was there completing some research at the University of Lima I kept hearing rumors about an old manuscript that had been discovered only no one could give me any of the details not even at
the Departments of archaeology and anthropology and when I contacted the government about it they denied any knowledge whatsoever one person told me that the government was actually working to suppress this document for some reason although again he had no direct knowledge you know me she continued I'm curious when my assignment was over I decided to stay around for a couple of days to see what I could find out at first every lead I pursued turned out to be another dead end but then while I was eating lunch in a cafe outside of Lima I noticed
a priest watching me after a few minutes he walked over and admitted that he had heard me inquiring about the manuscript early in the day he wouldn't reveal his name but he agreed to answer all my questions she hesitated for a moment still looking at me intensely he said the manuscript dates back to about 600 BC it predicts a massive transformation in human society beginning when I asked in the last Decades of the 20th centur Cy now yes now what kind of transformation is it supposed to be I asked she looked embarrassed for a moment
then with Force said the priest told me it's a kind of Renaissance and Consciousness occurring very slowly it's not religious in nature but it is spiritual we're discovering something new about human life on this planet about what our existence means and according to the priest this knowledge will alter human culture dramatically she paused again and added the priest told me the manuscript is divided into segments or chapters each devoted to a particular insight into life the manuscript predicts that in this time period human beings will begin to grasp these insights sequentially one Insight then another
as we move from where we are now to completely spiritual ual culture on Earth I shook my head and raised an eyebrow cynically do you really believe all this well she said I think look around I interrupted pointing at the crowd sitting in the room below us this is the real world do you see anything changing out there just as I said that an angry remark erupted from a table near the far wall a remark I could understand but which was loud enough to hush the entire room at first I thought the disturbance was another
robbery but then I realized It was only an argument a woman appearing to be in her 30s was standing up and staring indignantly at a man seated across from her no she yelled the problem is that this relationship is not happening the way I wanted do you understand it's not happening she composed herself to her napkin on the table and walked out Charlene and I stared at each other shocked that the Outburst had occurred at the very moment we were discussing the people below us finally Charlene nodded toward the table where the man remained alone
and said it's the real world that's changing how I asked still off balance the transformation is beginning with the first insight and according to the priest this Insight always surfaces unconsciously at first as a profound sense of restlessness restlessness yes what are we looking for that's just it at first we aren't sure according to the manuscript we're beginning to Glimpse an alternative kind of experience moments in our lives that feel different somehow more intense and inspiring but we don't know what this experience is or how to make it last and when it ends we're left
feeling dissatisfied and Restless with a life that seems ordinary again you think this restlessness was behind the woman's anger yes she's just Like the rest of us we're all looking for more fulfillment in our lives and we won't put up with anything that seems to bring us down this Restless searching is what's behind the me first attitude that has characterized recent decades and it's affecting everyone from w whole street to street gangs she looked directly at me and when it comes to relationships were so demanding that we're making them near [Music] impossible her remark brought
back the memory of my last two relationships both had begun intensely and both within a year had failed when I focused on Charlene again she was waiting patiently what exactly are we doing to our romantic relationship I asked I talked with the priest a long time about this she replied he said that when both Partners in a relationship are overly demanding when each expects the other to live in his or her world to always be there to join in his or her chosen activities an ego battle inevitably develops what she said struck home my last
two relationships had indeed degenerated into Power struggles in both situations we had found our ourselves in a conflict of agendas the pace had been too fast we had too little time to coordinate our different ideas about What to do where to go what interests to pursue in the end the issue of who would lead who would determine the direction for the day had become an irresolvable difficulty because of this control battle Charlene continued the manuscript says we will find it very difficult to stay with the same person for any length of time that doesn't seem
very spiritual I said that's exactly what I told the priest she replied he said to remember that while most of society's recent ills can be traced to this restlessness and searching this problem is temporary and will come to an end we're finally becoming conscious of what we're actually looking for of what this other more fulfilling experience really is when we grasp it fully we'll have attained the first Insight our dinner arrived so we paused for several minutes as the waiter poured more wine and to taste each other's food when she reached across the table to
take a bite of salmon from my plate Charlene wrinkled her nose and giggled I realized how easy it was to be with her okay I said what is this experience we're looking for what is the first Insight she hesitated ated as though Unsure how to begin this is hard to explain she said but the priest put it this way he said the first Insight occurs when we become conscious of the coincidences in our Lives she leaned toward me have you ever had a hunch or intuition concerning something you wanted to do some course you wanted
to take in your life and wondered how it might happen and then after you had forgotten about it and focused on other things you suddenly met someone or read something or went somewhere that led to the very opportunity you envisioned well she continued according to the priest these coincidences are happening more and more frequently and that when they do they strike us as beyond what would be expected by pure chance they feel destined as though Our Lives had been Guided by some unexplained Force The Experience induced produces a feeling of mystery and excitement and as
a result we feel more alive the priest told me that this is the experience that we've glimpsed and that we're now trying to manifest all the time more people every day are convinced that this mysterious movement is real and that it means something that something else is going on beneath everyday life this awareness is the first insight she looked at me expectantly but I said nothing don't you see she asked the first Insight is a reconsideration of the inherent mystery that surrounds our individual lives on this planet we are experiencing these mysterious Coincidences and even
though we don't understand them yet we know they are real we are sensing again as in childhood that there is another side of life that we have yet to discover some some other process operating behind the scenes Charlene was leaning further toward me gesturing with her hands as she spoke you're really into this aren't you I asked I can remember a time she said sternly when you talked about these kinds of experiences her comment jolted me she was right there had been a period in my life when I had indeed experienced such coincidences and had
even tried to understand them psychologically somewhere along the way my view had changed I'd begun to regard such perceptions as immature and unrealistic for some reason and I had stopped even noticing I looked directly at Charlene then said defensively I was probably reading Eastern philosophy or Christian mysticism at the time that's what you remember anyway what you're calling the first insight has been written about many times Charlene what's different now how is a perception of mysterious occurrences going to lead to a cultural transformation Charlene looked down at the table for an instant and then back
at me don't misunderstand she said certainly this Consciousness has been experienced and described before in fact the priest made a point to say that the first Insight wasn't new he said individuals have been aware of these Unexplained coincidences throughout history that this has been the perception behind many great attempts at philosophy and religion but the difference now lies in the numbers according to the priest the transformation is occurring now because of the number of individuals having this awareness all at the same time what did he mean exactly I asked he told me the manuscript says
the number of people who are conscious of such coincidences would begin to grow dramatically in the sixth decade of the the 20th century he said that this growth would continue until sometime near the beginning of the following century when we would reach a specific level of such individuals a level I think of as a critical mass the manuscript predicts she went on that once we reach this critical mass the entire culture will begin to take these coincidental experiences seriously we will wonder in Mass what mysterious process underlies human life on this planet and it will
be this question asked at the same time by enough people that will allow the other insights to also come into Consciousness because according to the manuscript when a sufficient number of individuals seriously question what's going on in life we will begin to find out the other insights will be revealed one after the other she paused to take a bite of food and when we grasp the other insights I asked then the culture will Shift that's what the priest told me she said I looked at her for a moment contemplating the idea of a critical mass
then said you know all this sounds awfully sophisticated for a manuscript written in 600 BC I know she replied I raised the question myself but the priest assured me that the scholars who first translated the manuscript were absolutely convinced of its authenticity mainly because it was written in Aramaic the same language in which much of the Old Testament was written Aramaic in South America how did it get there in 600 BC the priest didn't know does his church support the manuscript I asked no she said he told me that most of the clergy were bitterly
trying to suppress the manuscript that's why he couldn't tell me his name apparently talking about it at all was very dangerous for him did he say why most Church officials were fighting against it yes because it challenges the completeness of their religion how I don't know exactly he didn't discuss it much but apparently the other insights extend some of the church's traditional ideas in a way that alarms the church elders who think things are fine the way they are I see the priest did say Charlene went on that he doesn't think the manuscript undermines any
of the church's principles if anything it clarifies exactly what is meant by these spiritual truths he felt strongly that The church leaders would see this fact if they would try to see Life as a mystery again and then proceed through the other insights did he tell you how many insights there were no but he didn't mention the second Insight he told me it is a more correct interpretation of recent history one that further clarifies the transformation did he elaborate on that no he didn't have time he said he had to leave to take care of
some business we agreed to meet back at his house that afternoon but when I arrived he wasn't there I waited 3 hours and he still didn't show up finally I had to leave to catch my flight home you mean you weren't able to talk with him anymore that's right I never saw him again and you never received any confirmation about the manuscript from the government none and how long ago did this take place about a month and a half for several minutes we ate in silence finally Charlene looked up and asked so what do you
think I don't know I said part of me remained skeptical at the idea that human beings could really change but another part of me was amazed to think that a manuscript which spoke in these terms might actually exist did he show you a copy or anything I asked no all I have are my notes again we were Silent you know she said I thought you would be really excited by these ideas I looked at at her I guess I need some proof that what this manuscript says is true she smiled broadly again what I asked
that's exactly what I said too to whom the priest yes what did he say he said that experience is the evidence what did he mean by that he meant that our experience validates what the man uscript says when we truly reflect on how we feel inside on how our lives are proceeding at this point in history we can see that the ideas in the manuscript make sense that they ring true she hesitated does it make sense to you I thought for a moment does it make sense is everyone as Restless as me and if so
does our restlessness result from the simple insight the simple awareness built up for 30 years that there is really more to life than we know more that we can experience I'm not sure I finally said I guess I need some time to think about it I walked out to the Garden beside the restaurant and stood behind a Cedar Bench facing the fountain to my right I could see the pulsating lights at the airport and hear the Roaring engines of A jet ready ready for takeoff what beautiful flowers Charlene said from behind me I turned to
see her walking toward me along the walkway admiring the rows of patunas and Bonas which bordered the sitting area she stood beside me and I put my arm around her memories flooded my mind years ago when we had both lived in Charlottesville Virginia we had spent regular evenings together talking most of our discussions were about academic theories and psychological growth we had both been fascinated by the conversations and by each other yet it struck me how platonic our relationship had always been I can't tell you she said how nice it is to see you again
I know I replied seeing you brings back a lot of memories I wonder why we didn't stay in touch she asked her question took me back again I recalled the last time I had seen Charlene she was telling me goodbye at my car at the time I felt full of new ideas and was departing for my hometown to work with severely abused children I thought I knew how such children could transcend the intense reactions the obsess of acting out that kept them from going on with their lives But as time had progressed my Approach had
failed I had to admit my ignorance how humans might liberate themselves from their pasts was still an Enigma to me looking back over the previous 6 years I now felt sure the experience had been worthwhile yet I also felt the urge to move on but to where to do what I had thought of Charlene only a few times since she had helped me crystallize my ideas about childhood trauma and now here she was again back in my life and our conversation felt just as exciting as before I guess I got totally absorbed in my work
I said so did I she replied at the paper it was one story after another I didn't have time to look up I forgot about everything else I squeezed her shoulder you know Charlene I had forgotten how well we talked together our conversation seemed so easy and spontaneous her eyes and smile confirmed my perception I know she said conversations with you give me so much energy I was about to make another comment when Charlene stared past me toward the entrance to the restaurant her face grew anxious and pale what's wrong I asked turning to look
in that direction several people were walking walking toward the parking lot talking casually but nothing seemed out of the ordinary I turned to face Charlene again she still appeared alarmed and confused what was it I Repeated over by the first row of cars did you see that man in the gray shirt I looked toward the parking lot again another group was exiting through the door what man I guess he's not there now she said straining to see she looked directly into my eyes when the people at the other tables described the man who stole my
briefcase they said he had thinning hair and a beard and wore a gray shirt I think I just saw him over there by the cars watching us a knot of anxiety formed in my stomach I told Charlene I would be right back and walk to the parking lot to look around careful not to get too far away I saw no one who fit the description when I returned to the bench Charlene took a step closer to me and said softly do you suppose this person thinks I have a copy of the manuscript and that's why
he took my briefcase he's trying to get it back I don't know I said but we're going to call the police again and tell them what you saw I think they also ought to check out the passengers on your flight we walked inside and called the police and when they arrived we informed them of what had occurred they spent 20 minutes checking each car then explained that they could invest no more time they did agree to check all the passengers boarding the plane Charlene would be on after the police had left Charlene and I found
ourselves Standing Alone Again by The Fountain what were we talking about anyway she asked before I saw that man we were talking about us I replied Charlene why did you think to contact me about all this she gave me a perplexed look when I was in Peru and the priest was telling me about the manuscript you kept popping into my mind oh yeah I didn't think too much about it then she continued but later after I returned to Virginia every time I would think of the manuscript I would think of you I started to call
several times but I always got distracted then I received this assignment in Miami that I'm headed to now and discovered after I had boarded the plane that I had a layover here when I landed I looked up your number your answering machine said to contact you at the lake only in an emergency but I decided it would be okay to call I looked at her for a moment unsure of what to think of course I finally replied I'm glad you did Charlene glanced at her watch it's getting late I'd better get back to the airport
I'll drive you I said we drove to the main terminal and walked toward the embarcation area I watched carefully for anything unusual when we arrived the plane was already boarding and one of the policemen we had met was observing each passenger when we Approached him he told us that he had observed everyone scheduled to board and no one fit the description of the thief we thanked him and after he had left Charlene turned and smiled at me I guess I'd better go she said reaching out to hug my neck here are my numbers let's keep
in touch this time listen I said I want you to be careful if you see anything strange call the police don't worry about me she replied I'll be fine for an instant we looked deeply into each other's eyes what are you going to do about this manuscript I asked I don't know listen for news reports about it I guess what if it's suppressed she gave me another of her fo Smiles I knew it she said you're hooked I told you you'd love it what are you going to do I Shrugged see if I can find
out more about it probably good if you do let me know we said goodbye again and she walked away I watched as she turned once and waved then disappeared down the boarding Corridor I walked to my truck and drove back to the lake stopping only for gas when I arrived I walked out to the screened porch and sat in one of the Rockers the evening was loud with crickets and tree frogs and in the distance I could hear a Whipple will across the lake the moon had sunk lower in the west and sent a rippled
line of reflection toward me on the water's surface the evening had been interesting but I was still skeptical about the whole idea of a cultural transformation like many people I had been caught up in the social idealism of the 60s and 7s and even in the spiritual interests of the 80s but it was hard to judge what was really happening what kind of new information could possibly alter the entire human world it all sounded too idealistic and far-fetched after all humans have been alive on this planet for a long time why would we suddenly gain
insight into existence now at this late date I gazed out at the water for a few more minutes then turned off the lights and went into the bedroom to read the next morning I awoke suddenly with a dream still fresh in my mind for a minute or two I stared at the bedroom ceiling remembering it fully i' had been making my way through a forest searching for something the forest was large and exceptionally beautiful in my quest I found myself in a number of situations in which I felt totally lost and bewildered unable to decide
how to proceed incredibly at each of these moments a person would appear out of nowhere as though by Design to Clarify where I needed to go next I never became aware of the object of my search but the dream had left me feeling incredibly upbeat and confident I sat up and noticed a beam of sunlight coming through the window across the room it sparkled with suspended dust particles I walked over and pulled back the curtains the day was radiant Blue Sky bright Sunshine a stiff breeze gently rocked the trees the lake would be rippled and
glistening this time of day and the wind chilly against a swimmer's wet skin I walked outside and dove in I surfaced and swam out to the middle of the lake turning on my back to look at the familiar mountains the lake rested in a deep valley where three mountain ridges converged a perfect Lake sight discovered by my grandfather in his youth it had now been a hundred years since he had first walked to these ridges a child Explorer a prodigy growing up in a world that was still wild with cougar and boar and Creek Indians
that lived in primitive cabins up on the North Ridge he had sworn at the time that one day he would live in this perfect Valley with its mass of old trees and Seven Springs and finally he had later to build a lake and a cabin and to take countless walks with young Grandson I never quite understood my grandfather's fascination with this Valley but I had always tried to preserve the land even when civilization encroached then surrounded from the middle of the lake I could see a particular rock outcropping near the crest of the North Ridge
the day before in the tradition of my grandfather I had climbed to that overhang trying to find some peace in the view and in the smells and in the way the wind Whirled the Treetops and as I had sat up there surveying the lake and the dense foliage in the valley below I had slowly felt better as if the energy and the perspective were dissolving some Block in my mind a few hours later I had been talking with Charlene and hearing about the manuscript I swam back and pulled myself up on the wooden pier in
front of the cabin I knew all this was too much to believe I mean here I was hiding out in these Hills feeling totally disenchanted with my life when out of the blue Charlene shows up and explains the cause of my restlessness quoting some old manuscript that promises The Secret of human existence yet I also knew that Charlene's arrival was exactly the sort of Coincidence of which the manuscript spoke when the seemed too unlikely to be a mere chance event could this ancient document be correct have we been slowly building in spite of our denial
and cynicism a critical mass of people conscious of these Coincidences were humans now in a position to understand this phenomenon and thus finally to understand the purpose behind life itself what I wondered would this new understanding be with the remaining insights in the manuscript tell us as the priest had said I faced the decision because of the manuscript I felt a new Direction open in my life a new point of Interest the question was what to do now I could remain here or I could find a way to explore further the issue of danger entered
my mind who had stolen Charlene's briefcase was it someone working to suppress the manuscript how could I know I thought about the possible risk for a long time but but finally my mood of optimism prevailed I decided not to worry I would be careful and go slowly I walked inside and called the travel agency with the largest ad in the Yellow Pages the agent with whom I spoke said he could indeed arrange a trip to Peru in fact by chance there was a cancellation I could fill a flight with reservations already confirmed at a hotel
in Lima I could have the whole package at a discount he said if I could leave in 3 hours 3 hours the longer now after a frenzy of packing and a wild ride on the freeway I arrived at the Airport with just enough time to pick up my ticket and board the flight for Peru as I walked into the plane's tail section and sat down in a window seat fatigue swept over me I thought about a nap but when I stretched out and closed my eyes I found I couldn't relax I suddenly felt nervous and
ambivalent about the trip was it crazy to depart with no preparation where would I go in Peru to whom would I talk the confidence I had experienced at the lake was quickly fading back into skepticism both the first Insight in the idea of a cultural transformation again seemed fanciful and unrealistic and as I thought about it the concept of a second Insight seemed just as unlikely How could a new historical perspective Institute our perception of these coincidences and keep them conscious in the public mind I stretched out further and took a deep breath maybe it
would be a useless trip I concluded just a quick run to Peru and back a waste of money perhaps but no real harm done the plane jerked forward and taxied out to the runway I closed my eyes and felt a mild dizziness as the big jet reached the critical speed and lifted into a thick cloud cover when we reached cruising altitude I finally relaxed and drifted into sleep 30 or 40 minutes later a stretch of turbulence woke me up and I decided to go to the Restroom as I made my way through the lounge area
I noticed a tall man with round glasses standing near the window talking to a flight attend end he glanced at me briefly then continued speaking he had dark brown hair and appeared to be about 45 years old for an instant I thought I recognized him but after looking at his features closely I concluded he was no one I knew as I walked past I could hear part of the conversation thanks anyway the man said I just thought since you traveled to Peru so often that perhaps you had heard something about the manuscript he turned away
and walked walk toward the front of the plane I was dumb struck was he speaking of the same manuscript I walked into the restroom and tried to decide what to do part of me wanted to forget about it probably he was talking about something else some other book I returned to my seat and closed my eyes again content to write off the incident glad I didn't have to ask the man what he meant but as I sat there I thought about the excitement I had felt at the lake what if this man actually had information
about the manuscript what might happened then if I didn't inquire I would never know I wavered several more times in my mind and finally stood up and walked toward the front of the plane finding him about Midway up the aisle directly behind him was an empty seat I walked back and told an attendant I wanted to Move then gathered my things took the seat after a few minutes I tapped him on the shoulder excuse me I said I heard you mention a manuscript were you speaking of the one found in Peru he looked surprised then
cautious yes I was he said tentatively this ends side one of cassette 1 please turn the cassette over and start side 2 at the same point I introduced myself and explained that a friend had been in Peru recently and had informed me of the manuscript's existence he visibly relaxed and introduced himself as Wayne doson an assistant professor of history from New York University as we spoke I noticed a look of irritation coming from the gentleman sitting next to me he had leaned back in his seat and was attempting to sleep have you seen the manuscript
I asked the professor parts of it he said have you no but my friend told me about the first Insight the man beside me changed his position Dobson looked his way excuse me sir I know we're disturbing you would it be too much trouble for you to exchange seats with me no the man said that would be preferable we all stepped into the aisle and then I slid back into the window seat and Dobson sat beside me tell me What you heard concerning the first Insight Dobson said I paused for a moment trying to sum
up in my mind what I understood I guess the first Insight is an awareness of the mysterious occurrences that change one's life the feeling that some other process is operating I felt absurd as I said it Dobson picked up on my discomfort what do you think of that Insight he asked I don't know I said it doesn't quite fit with our modern day Common Sense does it wouldn't you feel better dismissing the whole idea and getting back to thinking about practical matters I laughed and nodded affirmatively well that's everyone's tendency even though we occasionally have
the clear Insight that something more is going on in life our habitual way of thinking is to consider such ideas un knowable and then to shrug off the awareness altogether that's why the second Insight is necessary once we see the historical background to our awareness it seems more valid I nodded then as a historian you think the manuscript's prediction of a global transformation is accurate yes as a historian yes but you have to look at history in the correct way he took a deep breath believe me I say this as one who has spent a
lot of years studying and teaching history in the wrong way I used to focus solely on the technological accomplishments of Civilization and the great men who brought about this progress what's wrong with that approach nothing as far as it goes but what's really important is the world view of each historical period what the people were feeling and thinking it took me a long time to understand understand that history is supposed to provide a knowledge of the longer context within which Our Lives take place history is not just the evolution of Technology it is the evolution
of thought by understanding the reality of the people who came before us we can see why we look at the world the way we do and what our contribution is towards further progress we can pinpoint where we come in so to speak in the longer development of civilization and that gives us a sense of where we are going he paused then added the effect of the second Insight is to provide exactly this kind of historical perspective at least from the point of view of Western thought it places the manuscript's predictions in a longer context that
makes them seem not only plausible but inevitable I asked doson how many insights he had seen and he told me only the first two he had found them he said after a rum about the manuscript prompted a short trip to Peru 3 weeks ago Once I arrived in Peru he continued I met a couple of people who confirmed the manuscript's existence yet seemed scared to death to talk much about it they said the government had gone a little Loco and was making physical threats against anyone who had copies or Dispersed information his face turned serious
that made me nervous but later a waiter at my hotel told told me about a priest he knew who often spoke of the manuscript the waiter said the priest was trying to fight the government's effort to suppress the artifact I couldn't resist going to a private dwelling where this priest supposedly spent most of his time I must have looked surprised because Dobson asked what's wrong my friend I replied the one who told me about the manuscript learned what she knew from a priest he wouldn't give his name but she talked with once about the first
Insight she was scheduled to meet with him again but he never showed up it may have been the same man Dobson said because I couldn't find him either the house was locked up and looked deserted you never saw him no but I decided to look around there was an old storage building in the back that was open and for some reason I decided to explore inside behind some trash under a Lo board in the wall I found translations of the first and second insights he looked at me knowingly you just happened to find them I
asked yes did you bring the insights with you on this trip he shook his head no I decided to study them thoroughly and then leave them with some of my Colleagues could you give me a summary of the second Insight I asked there was a long pause then Dobson smiled and nodded I guess that's why we're here the second Insight he said puts our current awareness into a longer historical perspective after all when the decade of the 9s is over we'll be finishing up not only the 20th century but a Thousand-Year period of history as
well we'll be completing the entire second Millennium before we in the West can understand where we are and what is going to occur next we must understand what has really been happening during this current Thousand-Year period what does the manuscript say exactly I asked it says that at the close of the second Millennium that's now we will be able to see the entire period of history as a whole and we will identify a particular preoccupation that developed during the later half of this Millennium in what has been called the modern AG age our awareness of
the coincidences today represents a kind of Awakening from this preoccupation what's the preoccupation I asked he gave me a mischievous half smile are you ready to relive the Millennium sure tell me about it it's not enough for me to tell you about it remember what I said before to understand history you must grasp how your everyday view of the World developed how it was created by the Reality of the people who lived before you it took a thousand years to evolve the modern way of looking at things and to really understand where we are today
you must take yourself back to the year 1000 and then move forward through the entire Millennium experientially as though you actually lived through the whole period yourself in a single lifetime how do I do that I'll guide you through it I hesitated for a moment glancing out the window at the land formations far below time was already beginning to feel different I'll try I said finally okay he replied imagine yourself being alive in the year 1000 in what we have called the Middle Ages the first thing you must understand is that the reality of this
time is being defined by the powerful churchmen of the Christian church because of their position these men hold great influence over the minds of the populace and the world these churchmen describe as real is above all spiritual they are creating a reality which places their idea about God's plan for mankind at the very center of Life visualize this he continued you find yourself in the class of your father essentially peasant or Aristocrat and you know that you will always be confined to this class but regardless of which class you're in or the particular work that
you do you soon realize that Social position is secondary to the spiritual reality of life as defined by the churchmen life is about passing a spiritual test you discover the churchmen explained that God has placed mankind at the center of his Universe surrounded by the entire Cosmos for one solitary purpose to win or lose salvation and in this trial you must correctly choose between two opposing forces the force of God and the lurking Temptations of the devil but understand that you don't face this contest alone he continued in fact as a mere individual you aren't
qualified to determine your status in this regard this is the province of the churchmen they are there to interpret the scriptures and to tell you every step of the way whether you are in accordance with God or whether you are being duped by Satan if you follow their instructions you are assured that a rewarding afterlife will follow but if you fail to heed the course they prescrib then well there is excommunication and certain damnation doson looked at me intensely the manuscript says that the important thing to understand here is that every aspect of the Medieval
World Is defined in otherw worldly terms all the phenomena of life from the chance thunderstorm storm or earthquake to the success of crops or the death of a loved one is defined either as the will of God or as the malice of the devil there is no concept of weather or geological Forces or horiculture or disease all that comes later for now you completely believe the churchmen the world you take for granted operates solely by spiritual means he stopped talking and looked at me are you there yes I can see that reality well imagine that
reality now beginning to break down what do you mean the medieval world view your world view begins to fall apart in the 14th and 15th centuries first you notice certain improprieties on the part of the churchmen themselves secretly violating their vows of Chastity for example or taking gratuities to look the other way when government officials violate scriptural laws these improprieties alarm you because these churchmen hold themselves to be the only connection between yourself and God remember they are the only interpreters of the scriptures the sole arbitrators of your salvation suddenly you're in the midst of
an outright Rebellion a group led by Martin Luther is calling for a complete break from papal Christianity the churchmen are corrupt they say demanding an end to the churchmen's Reign Over the minds of the people new churches are being formed based on the idea that each person should be able to have access to the scriptures personally and to interpret them as they wish with no middlemen as you watch in disbelief the Rebellion succeeds the churchmen begin to lose for centuries these men defined reality and now before your eyes they Are losing their credibility consequently the
whole world is being thrown into question the clear consensus about the nature of the universe and about humankind's purpose here based as it was on the churchman's description is collapsing leaving you and all the other humans in Western culture in a very precarious place after all you have grown accustomed to having an authority in your life to Define reality and without that external Direction you feel confused and lost if the churchman's description of reality and the reason for human existence is wrong you ask then what is right he paused for a moment do you see
the impact of this collapse on the people of that day I suppose it was somewhat unsettling I said to say the least he replied there was a tremendous upheaval the old world view was being challenged everywhere in fact by the 1600s astronomers had proved Beyond a doubt that the sun and stars did not revolve around the earth as maintained by the church clearly the Earth was only one small planet orbiting a minor sun in a galaxy that contained billions of such Stars he leaned toward me this is important mankind has lost its place at the
center of God's Universe see the effect this had now when you watch the weather or plants growing or someone suddenly die what you feel is an anxious Bafflement in the past you might have said God was responsible or the devil but as the Medieval World View breaks down that certainty goes with it all the things you took for granted now need new definition especially the nature of God and your relationship to God with that awareness he went on the Modern Age begins there is a growing Democratic spirit and a mass distrust of papal and Royal
authority definition of the universe based on speculation or scriptural Faith are no longer automatically accepted in spite of the loss of certainty we didn't want to risk some new group controlling our reality as the churchmen had if you had been there you would have participated in the creation of a new mandate for science a what he laughed you would have looked out on this vast undefined universe and you would have thought as did the thinkers of that day that we needed a method of consensus building a way to systematically explore this new world of ours
and you would have called this new way of discovering reality the scientific method which is nothing more than testing an idea about how the universe works arriving afterward at some conclusion and then offering this conclusion to others to see if they agree then he continued you would have prepared explorers to go out into this new universe each armed with a scientific method and you would have given them their historic Mission Explore this place and find out how it works and what it means that we find ourselves alive here you knew you had lost your certainty
about a god ruled universe and because of that your certainty about the nature of God himself but you felt you had a method a consensus building process through which you could discover the nature of everything around you including God and including the true purpose of Mankind's existence on the planet so you sent these explorers out to find the true nature of your situation and to report back he paused and looked at me the manuscript he said says that at this point we began the preoccupation from which we are Awakening now we sent these explorers out
to bring back a complete explanation of our existence but because of the complexity of the universe they weren't able to return right away what was the preoccupation put yourself in that time period again he said when the scientific method couldn't bring back a new picture of God and of Mankind's purpose on the planet the lack of certainty and meaning affected Western culture deeply we needed something else to do until our questions were answered eventually we arrived at what seemed to be a very very logical solution we looked at each other and said well since our
explorers have not yet returned with our true spiritual situation why not settle into this new world of ours while we are waiting we Are certainly learning enough to manipulate this new world for our own benefit so why not work in the meantime to raise our standard of living our sense of security in the world he looked at me and grinned and that's what we did for centuries ago we shook off our feeling of being lost by taking matters into our own hands by focusing on Conquering the Earth and using its resources to better our situation
and only now as we approach the end of the Millennium can we see what happened our Focus gradually became a preoccupation we totally lost ourselves in creating a secular security and economic security to replace the spiritual one we had lost the question of why we were alive of what was actually going on here spiritually was slowly pushed aside and repressed altogether he looked at me intensely then said working to establish a more comfortable style of survival has grown to Feel Complete in and of itself as a reason to live and we've gradually methodically forgotten our
original question we forgotten that we still don't know what we're surviving for out the window far below I could see a large city judging from our flight path I suspected it was Orlando Florida I was struck by the geometric outline of streets and avenues the planned and ordered configuration of What humans had built I looked over at doson his eyes were closed and he appeared to be asleep for an hour he had told me more about the second Insight then our lunch had arrived and we had eaten and I had told him about Charlene and
why I had decided to come to Peru afterward I wanted only to gaze out at the cloud formations and consider what he had said so what do you think he asked suddenly looking sleepily over at me have you grasped the second Insight I'm not sure he nodded toward the other passengers do you feel as if you have a clearer perspective on the human world do you see how preoccupied everyone has been this perspective explains a lot how many people do you know who are obsessed with their work who are type A or have stress related
diseases and who can't slow down they can't slow down because they use their routine to distract themselves to reduce life to only its practical considerations and they do this to avoid recalling how uncertain they are about why they live the second Insight extends our consciousness of historical time he added it shows us how to observe culture not just from the perspective of our own lifetimes but from the perspective of a whole Millennium it reveals our preoccupation to us and so lifts us above It you have just experienced this longer history you now live in a
longer now when you look at the human world now you should be able to clearly see this obsessiveness the intense preoccupation with economic progress but what's wrong with that I protested it's what made Western Civilization great he laughed loudly of course you're right no one's saying it was wrong in fact the manuscript says the preoccupation was a necessary development a stage in human evolution now now however we've spent enough time settling into the world it's time now to wake up from the preoccupation and reconsider our original question what's behind life on this planet why are
we really here I looked at him for a long time then asked do you think the other insights explain this purpose Dobson cocked his head I think it's worth a look I just hope no one destroys the rest of the manuscript before we have a chance to find out how could the Peruvian government think they could destroy an important artifact and get away with it I asked they would do it covertly he replied the official line is that the manuscript doesn't exist at all I would think the scientific Community would be up in arms he
looked at me with an expression of resolve we are that's why I'm returning to Peru I represent 10 Prominent scientists all of whom demand that the original manuscript be made public I sent a letter to the relevant department heads within the Peruvian government telling them that I was coming and that I expected cooperation I see I wonder how they will respond probably with denials but at least it will be an official start he turned away deep in thought and I stared out the window again as I looked down it dawned on me that the airplane
on which we were riding contained within its technology four centuries of progress we had learned much about manipulating the resources we had found on the earth how many people I Amed how many generations did it take to create the products and the understanding that enabled this airplane to come into being and how many spent their whole lives focused on one tiny aspect one small step without Ever Lifting their heads from that preoccupation suddenly in that instant the span of history doson and I had been discussing seemed to integrate fully into my Consciousness I could see
the Millennium clearly as though it was a part of my own life history a thousand years ago we had lived in a world where God and human spirituality were clearly defined and then we had lost it or better we had decided there was more to the story accordingly we had sent explorers out to Discover the real truth and to report back and when they had taken too long we had become preoccupied with a new secular purpose one of settling into the world of making ourselves more comfortable and settle we had we discovered that metallic ores
could be melted down and fashioned into all kinds of gadgets we embedded sources of power first steam then gas and electricity and fishing we systemized farming and mass production and now commanded huge stores of material goods and vast networks of distribution propelling it all was the call to progress the desire of the individual to provide his own security his own purpose while he was waiting for the truth we had decided to create a more comfortable and pleasurable life for ourselves and our children and in a mere 400 years our preoccupation had created a human world
where all the Comforts of Life Could now be produced the problem was that our focused obsessive drive to conquer nature and make ourselves more comfortable had left the natural systems of the planet polluted and on the verge of collapse we couldn't go on this way doson was right the second Insight did make our new awareness seem inevitable we were reaching a climax in our cultural purpose we were accomplishing what we had collectively decided to do and as this happened our preoccupation was breaking down and we Were waking up to something else I could almost see
the momentum of the Modern Age slowly as we approached the end of the Millennium a 400-year-old Obsession had been completed we had created the means of material security and now we seem to be ready poised in fact to find out why we had done it in the faces of the passengers around me I could see evidence of the preoccupation but also I thought I detected brief glimpses of awareness how many I wondered had already noticed the coincidences the plane tilted forward and began its descent as the flight attendant announced that we would soon be landing
in Lima I gave doson the name of my hotel and asked where he was staying he gave me the name of his hotel and said it was only a couple of miles from mine what is your plan I asked I've been thinking about that he replied the first thing I guess is to visit the American Embassy and tell them why I'm here just for the record good idea after that I'm going to speak with as many Peruvian scientists as I can the scientists at the University of Lima have already told me that they have no
knowledge of the manuscript but there are other scientists who are working at various ruins who may be willing to talk what about you what are your plans I have none I replied do you mind if I tag along not at all I was going to suggest it after the plane landed we picked up our luggage and agreed to meet later at Doon's hotel I walked outside and hailed a taxi in the fading Twilight the air was dry and the wind very brisk as my cab drove away I noticed another taxi pull out quickly behind behind
us then lagged back in the traffic it stayed with us through several turns and I could make out a lone figure in the back A Rush of nervousness filled my stomach I asked the driver who could speak English not to go directly to the hotel but to drive around for a while I told him I was interested in sightseeing he complied without comment the taxi followed what was this all about when we arrived at my hotel I told told the driver to stay in the car then I opened my door and pretended to be paying
the fair the taxi following behind us pulled up to the curb some distance away and the man stepped out and walked slowly toward the hotel entrance I jumped back into the vehicle and shut the door telling the cabie to drive on as we sped away the man walked into the street and watched us until we were out of sight I could see my driver's face in the rear view mirror he was watching me closely his expression tense sorry about this I said I've decided to change accommodations I struggled to smile then gave him the name
of Dobson's Hotel although part of me wanted to go straight to the airport and take the first plane back to the States a half block short of our destination I had the driver pull over Wait here I told him I'll be right back the streets were filled with people mostly native peruvians but here and there I passed some American an and Europeans something about seeing the tourists made me feel safer when I was within 50 yards of the hotel I stopped something wasn't right suddenly as I watched gunshots rang out and screams filled the air
the crowd in front of me flung themselves to the ground opening up my view down the sidewalk doson was running toward me wild-eyed panicked figures behind him pursued one fired his gun into the air and ordered doson to halt as he ran closer doson strained to focus then recognized me run he yelled for God's sakes run I turned and ran down an alley in Terror ahead was a vertical board fence 6 ft High blocking my way when I reached it I leaped as high as I could catching the top of the boards with my hands
and flinging my right leg over the top as I pulled my left leg over and dropped to the other side I looked back down the alley doson was running desperately more shots were fired he stumbled and fell I continued to run blindly leaping piles of trash and stacks of cardboard boxes for a moment I thought I heard footsteps behind me but I didn't dare look back ahead the alley ran into the next street which was also crowded with people seemingly unalarmed as I entered the street I dared a glance to my rear my heart pounding
no one was There I walked hurriedly down the sidewalk to the right trying to to fade into the crowd why did doson run I asked myself was he killed wait a minute someone said in a loud whisper from behind my left shoulder I started to run but he reached out and grabbed my arm please wait a minute he said again I saw what happened I'm trying to help you who are you I asked trembling I'm Wilson James he said I'll explain later right now we have to get off these streets something about his voice and
demeanor calmed my Panic so I decided to follow him we walked up the street and into a leather goods store he nodded to a man behind the counter and led me into a musty spare room in the back he shut the door and closed the curtains he was a man in his 60s although he seemed much younger a sparkle in his eyes or something his skin was dark brown and his hair was black he looked of Peruvian descent but the English he spoke sounded almost American he wore a bright blue t-shirt and jeans you'll be
safe here for a while he said why are they chasing you I didn't respond you're here about the manuscript aren't you he asked how did you know that I guess the man with you was here for that reason too yes his name is doson how did you know there there were two of us I have a room over the alley I was looking out The window as they were chasing you did they shoot Dobson I asked terrified by what I might hear in reply I don't know he said I couldn't tell but once I saw
you had escaped I ran down the back steps to head you off I thought perhaps I could help why for an instant he looked at me as though he was uncertain how to answer my question then his expression changed to one of warmth you won't understand this but I was standing there at the window and thoughts about an old friend came to me he's dead now he died because he thought people should know about the manuscript when I saw what was happening in the alley I felt I should help you he was right I didn't
understand but I had the feeling he was being absolutely truthful with me I was about to ask another question when he SP spoke again we can talk about this later he said I think we better move to a safer Place wait a minute Wilson I said I just want to find a way back to the States how can I do this call me will he replied I don't think you should try the airport not yet if they're still looking for you they will be checking there I have some friends who live out of town they
will hide you there are several other ways out of the country you can choose when you're ready they will show you where to go he opened the door to the room and checked inside the shop then walked Outside and checked the street when he returned he motioned for me to follow we walked down the street to a blue Jeep that will pointed out as we got in I noticed that the back seat was carefully packed with food stuffs and Tents and satchels as if for an extended trip we rode in silence I leaned back in
the passenger seat and tried to think my stomach was nodded with fear I had never expected this what if I had been arrested and thrown into a Peruvian jail or killed outright I had to Sid up my situation I had no clothes but I did have money and One credit card and for some reason I trusted will what had you and who was it that doson done to get those people after you will asked suddenly nothing that I know of I replied I met doson on the plane he's an historian and he was coming down
here to investigate the manuscript officially he represents a group of other scientists will looked surprised did the government know he was coming yes he had written certain government officials that he wanted cooperation I can't believe they tried to arrest him he didn't even have his copies with him he has copies of the manuscript only of the first two insights I had no idea there were copies in the United States where did he get Them on an earlier trip he was told a certain priest knew of the manuscript he couldn't find him but he found the
copies hidden behind his house will looks sad Jose who I asked he was the friend I told you about the one who was killed he was adamant that as many people as possible hear about the manuscript what happened to him he was murdered we don't know by whom his body was found in the forest miles from his house but I have to think it was his enemies the government certain people in the government or in the church his church would go that far perhaps the church is secretly against the manuscript there are a few priests
who understand the document and Advocate it covertly but they must be very careful Jose talked of it openly to anyone who wanted to know I warned him for months before his death to be more subtle to stop giving copies to anyone who came along he told me he was doing what he knew he must when was the manuscript first discovered I asked it was first translated 3 years ago but no one knows when it was first discovered the original floated around for years we think among the Indians until it was found by Jose he alone
Managed to get it translated of course once the church found out what the manuscript said they tried to suppress it totally now all we have are copies we think they destroyed the original will had driven East out of town and we were riding on a narrow two-lane road through a heavily irrigated area we passed several small plank dwellings and then a large pasture with expensive fencing did doson tell you about the first two insights will asked he told me about the second Insight I replied I have a friend who told me of the first she
talked to a priest at another time to Jose I guess do you understand these two insights I think so do you understand that chance encounters often have a deeper meaning it seems I said like this whole trip has been one coincidental event after another that begins to happen once you have become alert and connected with the energy connected will smiled that's something mentioned further in the manuscript I'd like to hear about it I said let's talk about it later he said indicating with a nod that he was turning the vehicle into a gravel driveway 100
ft ahead was a modest woodf frame house will pulled up beneath a large tree to the right of the house and stopped my friend works for the owner of a large farming estate who owns much of the land in this area he said and Provides this house the man is very powerful and secretly supportive of the manuscript you'll be safe here a porch light flicked on and a short squat man who appeared to be a native Peruvian rushed out smiling broadly and saying something enthusiastically in Spanish when he reached the Jeep he patted will on
the back through the open window and glanced pleasantly over at me will asked him to speak in English then introduced us he needs a little help will said to the man he wants to return to the States but he'll have to be very careful I guess I'm going to leave with you the man was looking closely at will you're about to go after the ninth Insight again aren't you he asked yes will said getting out of the Jeep I opened my door and walked around the vehicle will and his friend were strolling toward the house
having a conversation I couldn't hear as I walked up the man said I will start the preparations then walked away will turned to me what did he mean I asked what when he questioned you about a ninth Insight there's part of the manuscript that has never been found there were eight insights with the original text but one more insight the ninth was mentioned there many people have been searching for it do you know where it is no not really then how are you going to find it will smiled the same way Jose found the original
eight the same way you found The first two and then ran into me if one can connect and build up enough energy then coincidental events begin to happen consistently tell me how to do that I said which Insight is that will looked at me as if assessing my level of understanding how to connect is not just one Insight it's all of them remember in the second Insight where it describes how explorers would be sent out into the world utilizing the scientific method to discover the meaning of human life on this planet but they would not
return right away yes well the remainder of the insights represent the answers finally coming back but they aren't just coming from institutional science the answers I'm talking about are coming from many different areas of inquiry the finding of physics psychology mysticism and religion are all coming together into a new synthesis based on a perception of the coincidences we're learning the details of what the coincidences mean how they work and as we do we're constructing a whole new view of Life Insight by Insight then I want to hear about each Insight I said can you explain
them to me before you go I found it doesn't work that way you must discover each one of them in a different way how it just happens it wouldn't work for me to just tell you you might have the information about it each of them but you wouldn't have the insights you have to discover them in the course of your Own life we stared at each other in silence will smiled talking with him made me feel incredibly alive why are you going after the ninth Insight now I asked it's the right time I've been a
guide here and I know the terrain and I understand all eight insights when I was at my window over the alley thinking of Jose I had already decided to go north one more time the ninth Insight is out there I know it and I'm not getting any younger besides I've envisioned myself finding it and achieving what it says I know it is the most important of the insights it puts all the others into perspective and gives us the true purpose of life he paused suddenly looking serious I would have left 30 minutes earlier but I
had this nagging feeling that I had forgotten something he paused again that's precisely when you showed up we looked at each other for a long time you think I'm supposed to go with you I asked what do you think I don't know I said unsure of myself I felt confused the story of my Peruvian trip was flashing before my mind Charlene doson now will I had come to Peru because of a mild curiosity and now I found myself in hiding an unwitting fugitive who didn't even know who his pursuers were and the strangest thing of
all was at this moment instead of being terrified totally panicked I found myself in a state of excitement I should have been summoning All my wits and instincts to find a way home but what I really wanted to do was to go with Will into what would undoubtedly be more danger as I considered my options I realized that in reality I had no choice the second Insight had ended any possibility of going back to my old preoccupations if I was going to stay aware I had to go forward I plan to spend the night will
said so you will have until tomorrow morning to decide I've already decided I told him I want to go this in side two of cassette one of The Celestine Prophecy please fast forward to the end before loading cassette [Music] 2 The Celestine Prophecy cassette 2 a matter of energy we Rose at dawn and drove East all morning in Virtual silence early on will had mentioned that he would drive straight across the Andes into what he called the high SVA an area consisting of forest covered Foothills and plateaus but he had said little else I had
asked him several questions about his background and about our destination but he had politely put me off indicating he wanted to concentrate On driving finally I had stopped talking altogether and had focused instead on the scenery the views from the mountain peaks were staggering about noon when we had reached the last of the Towering ridges we stopped at an Overlook to eat a lunch of sandwiches in the Jeep and to gaze out at the wide Barren Valley ahead on the other side of the valley were smaller Foothills green with plant life as we ate will
said we would spend the night at the viente lodge an old 19th century estate which formerly belonged to the Spanish Catholic Church viente was now owned by a friend of his he explained and was operated as a resort specializing in business and scientific conferences with only that brief explanation we departed and rode silently again an hour later we we arrived at viente entering the property through a large iron and Stone Gate and proceeding Northeast up a narrow Gravel Drive once more I asked a few probing questions concerning viente and why we were here but as
he had done earlier will brushed aside my inquiries only this time he suggested outright that I focus on the landscape immediately the beauty of viente touched me we were surrounded by colorful pastures and Orchards and the grass seemed unusually green and healthy it grew thickly even under the Giant Oaks that rose up every hundred fet or so throughout the pastures something about these huge Trees seemed incredibly attractive but I couldn't quite grasp what after about a mile the road bent East and up a slight rise at the top of the null was the lodge a
large Spanish style building constructed of HED Timbers and gray stone the structure appeared to contain at least 50 rooms and a large screen porch covered the entire South Wall the yard around the lodge was marked by more gigantic Oaks and contained beds of exotic plants and walkways trimmed with dazzling flowers and ferns groups of people talked idly on the porch and among the trees as we got out of the vehicle will lingered a moment and gazed out at the view Beyond The Lodge to the east the land sloped gradually downward then flattened out into Meadows
and forests another range of Foothills appeared bluish purple in the distance I think I'll go in and make sure they have room for us will said why don't you spend some time looking around you're going to like this place no kidding I said as he walked away he turned and looked at me be sure to check out the research Gardens I'll see you at dinner time will was obviously leaving me alone for some reason but I didn't care why I felt great and not the least bit apprehensive will had already told me that because of
the substantial tourist dollar viente brought into the country the government had always taken a Hands-off approach to the place even though the manuscript was often discussed here several large trees and a winding path toward the South attracted me so I walked that way once I reached the trees I could see that the walkway proceeded through a small Iron Gate and down several tiers of stone stti steps to a meadow filled with wild flowers in the distance was an orchard of some kind in a small Creek and more Forest land at the gate I stopped and
took several deep breaths admiring the beauty below it's certainly Lovely isn't it a voice from behind asked I turned quickly a woman in her late 30s carrying a hiking pack stood behind me it certainly is I said I've never seen anything quite like it for a moment we looked out at the Open Fields and at the cascading tropical plants in the Terrace beds on each side of us then I asked do you happen to know where the research Gardens are sure she said I'm heading that way now I'll show you after introducing ourselves we walked
down the steps and onto the well-worn path heading south her name was Sarah laer and she was sandy-haired and blue-eyed and could have been described as G except for her serious demeanor we walked for several minutes in silence is this your first visit here she asked yes it is I replied I don't know much about the place well I've been here on and off for almost a year now so I can fill you in a bit about 20 years ago this estate became popular as a sort of international scientific hangout various scientific organizations had their
meetings here biologists and physicists mainly then a few years ago she hesitated for an instant and looked at me have you heard of the manuscript that was discovered here in Peru yes I have I said I've heard about the first two insights I wanted to tell her how fascinated I was with the document but I held back wondering whether to trust her completely I thought maybe that was the case she said it looked as if you were picking up on the energy here we were crossing a wooden bridge which traversed the creek what energy I
asked she stopped and leaned back against the railing of the bridge do you know anything about the third Insight nothing it describes a new understanding of the physical world it says we humans will learn to perceive what was formerly an invisible type of energy the lodge has become a Gathering Place for those scientists interested in studying and talking about this phenomenon then scientists think this energy is real I asked she was turning to walk across the bridge only a few she said and we take some heat for it you're a scientist then I teach physics
at a small College in Maine so why are some scientists disagreeing with you she was silent for a moment as if in Thought you have to understand the history of science she said glancing at me as if to ask whether I wanted to get deeper into the subject I nodded for her to proceed think about the second insight for a moment after the fall of the Medieval World View we in the west suddenly became aware that we lived in a totally unknown Universe in attempting to understand the nature of this universe we knew we had
to somehow separate fact from Superstition in this regard we scientists assumed a particular attitude known as scientific skepticism which in effect demands solid evidence for any new assertion about how the world Works before we would believe anything we wanted evidence that could be seen and grabbed with the hands any idea that couldn't be proved in some physical way was systematically rejected God knows she continued this attitude served us well with the more obvious phenomena in nature with objects such as rocks and bodies and trees objects everyone can perceive no matter how skeptical they are we
quickly went out and named every part of the physical world attempting to discover why the universe operated as it did we finally concluded that everything that occurs in nature does so according to some natural law that each event has a direct physical and understandable cause she smiled at me knowingly you see in many ways scientists have not been that different from others in our time period we decided along with everyone else to Master the place in which we found Ourselves the idea was to create an understanding of the universe that made the world seem safe
and manageable and the skeptical attitude kept us focused on concrete problems that would make our existence seem more secure we had followed the Meandering path from the bridge through a small Meadow and into an area more densely covered with trees with this attitude she went on science systematically Ally removed the uncertain and the esoteric from the world we concluded following the thinking of Isaac Newton that the Universe always operated in a predictable manner like an enormous machine because for a long time that's all it could be proved to be events which happened simultaneously to other
events yet had no causal relationship were said to occur only by chance then two investigations occurred which opened up our eyes again to the mystery in the universe much has been written over the past several decades about the revolution in physics but the changes really stem from two major findings those of quantum mechanics and those of Albert Einstein the whole of Einstein's life's work was to show that what we perceive as hard matter is mostly empty space with a pattern of energy running through it this includes ourselves and what quantum physics has shown is that
when we look at these patterns of energy at smaller and smaller levels startling results can be seen experiments have revealed that when you break apart small aspects of this energy what we call Elementary particles and try to observe how they operate the act of observation itself Alters the results as if these Elementary particles are influenced by what the experiment expects this is true even if the particles must appear in place places they couldn't possibly go given the laws of the universe as we know them two places at the same moment forward or backward in time
that sort of thing she stopped to face me again in other words the basic stuff of the universe at its core is looking like a kind of pure energy that is malleable to human intention and expectation in a way that defies our old mechanistic model of the universe as though our expectation itself causes our energy to flow out into the world and affect other Energy Systems which of course is exactly what the third Insight would lead us to believe she shook her head unfortunately most scientists don't take this idea seriously they would rather remain skeptical
and wait to see if we can prove it hey Sarah here we are over here a voice called faintly from a distance to the right about 50 yard through the trees we could see someone waving Sarah looked at me I need to go talk with these guys for a few minutes I have a translation of the third Insight with me if you would like to pick out a spot and read some of it while I'm gone I sure would I said she pulled a folder from her pack handed it to me and walked Away I
took the folder and looked around for a place to sit down here the forest floor was dense with small bushes and was slightly soggy but to the east the land Rose toward what looked like another null I decided to walk in that direction in search of dry ground at the top of the rise I was a Struck it was another spot of incredible beauty the gnarled Oaks were spaced about 50 ft apart and their wide limbs grew completely together at the top creating a canopy overhead on the forest floor grew broad leafed tropical plants which
stood 4 or 5 ft high and had leaves up to 10 in in width these plants were interspersed with large Ferns and bushes Lush with white flowers I picked out a dry place and sat down I could smell the musty odor of the leaves and the fragrance of the blossoms I opened the folder and turned to the beginning of the translation a brief introduction explained that the third Insight brings a transformed understanding of the physical Universe its words clearly echoed Sarah's summary sometime near the end of the second Millennium it predicted humans would discover a
new energy which formed the basis of and radiated outward from all things including ourselves I pondered that idea for a moment then read something that fascinated me the manuscript said the human perception of this energy first begins with a heightened sensitivity to Beauty as I thought about this the sound of someone walking along the path below Drew my my attention I saw Sarah at the exact moment she looked toward the null and spotted me this place is great she said when she reached me have you come to the part about the perception of beauty yet
yes I said but I'm not sure what that means further in the manuscript she said it goes into more detail but I'll explain it briefly the perception of beauty is a kind of barometer telling each of us how close we are to actually perceiving the energy this is clear because once you observe this energy you realize it's on the same Continuum as Beauty you sound like you see it I said she looked at me without the slightest self-consciousness yes I do but the first thing I developed was a deeper appreciation of beauty but how does
that work isn't Beauty relative she shook her head the things that we perceive as beautiful may be different but the actual characteristics we ascribe to beautiful objects are similar and think about it when something strikes us as beautiful it displays more presence and sharpness of shape and vividness of color doesn't it it stands out it shines it seems almost iridescent compared to the dullness of other objects less attractive I nodded look at this spot she continued I know you are blown away by it because we All are this place leaps out at you the colors
and shapes seem magnified well the very next level of perception is to see an energy field hovering about everything I must have looked bewildered because she laughed then said very seriously perhaps we should walk on to the gardens they're about a half mile further south I think you'll find them interesting I thanked her for taking the time to explain the manuscript to me a total stranger and for showing me around viente she Shrugged her shoulders you seem like a person friendly to what we're trying to do she said and we all know we're involved in
a public relations effort here for this research to continue we must get the word out in the United States and elsewhere the local authorities don't seem to like us much suddenly a voice called out from behind excuse me please we turned to see three men walking quickly up The Path toward us all appeared to be in their late 40s and were dressed in stylish clothes would one of you tell me where the research Gardens are the taller of the three asked could you tell me what your business here is Sarah asked in return my colleagues
and I have permission from the owner of this estate to examine the gardens and to speak with someone about the so-called research being conducted here we are from the University of Peru sounds as though you're not in agreement with our findings Sarah said smiling Obviously trying to lighten the situation absolutely not another of the men said we think it is preposterous to claim that some mysterious energy can now be seen when it has never been observed before have you tried to see it Sarah queried the man ignored the question and asked again can you direct
us to the gardens of course Sarah said about 100 yard ahead you will see a path turning East take it and ahead maybe a quarter of a mile you'll run into them thank you The Tall Man said as they hurried on their way you sent them in the wrong direction I said not really she replied there are other Gardens in that area and the people there are more prepared to talk with these kinds of Skeptics we get people like this through here occasionally and not just scientists but curios it Seekers as well people who can't
begin to grasp what we're doing which points out the problem that exists in scientific understanding what do you mean I asked as I said before the old skeptical attitude was great when exploring the more visible and obvious phenomena in the universe such as trees or sunshine or thunderstorms but there is another group of observable phenomena more subtle that you can't study in fact you can't even tell they're there at all unless you suspend or bracket your skepticism and try every way possible to perceive them once you can then you return to your rigorous study interesting
I Said ahead the woods ended and I could see dozens of cultivated plots each one growing a different type plant most seem to be food bearing types everything from bananas to spinach at the eastern border of each crop was a wide gravel path which ran North to what appeared to be a public road three metal out buildings were spaced along the path four or five people worked near each one I see some friends of mine Sarah said and pointed toward the closest building let's go over there I'd like for you to meet them Sarah introduced
me to three men and one woman all of whom were involved in the research the men spoke with me briefly then excused themselves to continue their work but the woman a biologist named margerie seemed free to talk I caught margery's eye what exactly are you researching here I asked she appeared to be taken off guard but smiled and finally answered it's hard to know where to start she said are you familiar with the manuscript the first sections of it I commented I've just be gun the third Insight well that's what we're all about here come
on I'll show you she motion for me to follow her and we walked around the metal building to a plot of beans I noticed they appeared to be exceptionally healthy with no noticeable insect damage or Dead Leaves the plants were growing in what appeared to be a Highly humus almost fluffy soil and each plant was carefully spaced the stems and leaves of one growing near but never touching the those of the next she pointed to the closest plant we've tried to look at these plants as total energy systems and think of everything they need to
flourish soil nutrients moisture light what we have found is that the total ecosystem around each plant is really one living system one organism and the health of each of the parts impacts on the health of the whole she hesitated then said the basic point is that once we started thinking about the energy relationships all around the plant then we started seeing amazing results the plants in our studies were not particularly larger but according to nutritional criteria they were more potent how was that measured they contained more protein carbohydrates vitamins minerals she looked at me expectantly
but that wasn't the most amazing thing we found that the plants which had the most direct human attention were even more potent what kind of attention I asked you know she said fiddling with the ground around them checking them every day that sort of thing we set up an experiment with a control group some getting special attention others not and the finding was confirmed what's more she continued we expanded the concept And had a researcher not just give them attention but to mentally ask them to grow stronger the person would actually sit with them and
focus all his attention and concern on their growth did they grow Stronger by significant amounts and they also grew faster that's incredible yes it is her voice trailed off as she watched an older man appearing to be in his 60s Walk toward us the gentleman approaching is a micron nutritionist she said discreetly he came down here about a year ago for the first time and immediately took a leave of absence from Washington State University his name is Professor Haynes he's done some great studies as he arrived I was introduced he was a strongly built man
with black hair gray streaks at the temples after some prodding from marjerie the professor began to summarize his research he was most interested he told me in the functioning of the body's organs as measured by highly sensitive blood tests especially as this functioning related to the quality of food eaten he told me what interested him most were the results of a particular study which showed that while nutritionally Rich plants of the kind grown at viente increased the body's efficiency dramatically the increase was beyond what could be reasonably expected from the nutrients themselves as we understand
how they work in human physiology something inherent in the structure of these plants created an Effect not yet accounted for I looked at margerie then asked then the focusing of attention on these plants gave them something that boosts human strength in return when they're eaten is this the energy mentioned in the manuscript margerie looked at the professor he gave me only a half smile I don't know yet he said I asked him about his future research and he explained that he wanted to duplicate the garden at Washington State and set up some long-term studies to
see if people eating these plants had more energy or were healthier over a longer period of time as he spoke I couldn't help glancing periodically at margerie suddenly she looked incredibly beautiful her body appeared long and slender even under her baggy jeans and t-shirt her eyes and hair were dark brown and her hair fell in tapered curls around her face I I felt a powerful physical attraction at the exact moment I became aware of this attraction she turned her head stared directly into my eyes and backed away from me a step I've got to meet
someone she said maybe I'll see you later she told Haynes goodbye smiled coily at me and walked past the metal building and down the path after a few more minutes of discussion with the professor I wished him well and strolled back to where Sarah was standing she was still talking intensely with one of the other researchers but she followed me with her eyes as I walked as I approached the man she was With smiled rearranged the notes on his clipboard and walked into the building find out anything Sarah asked yes I said distractedly it sounds
like these folks are doing some interesting things I was looking at the ground when she said where did Margery go as I glanced up I could see she had an amused look on her face she said she had to meet someone did you turn her off she asked smiling now I laughed I guess I did but I didn't say a thing you didn't have to she said margerie could detect a change in your field it was pretty obvious I could see it all the way over here a change in my what in the energy field
around your body most of us have learned to see them at least in certain light when a person has sexual thoughts the person's energy field sort of swirls about and actually propels out toward the person who's the object of the attraction this struck me as totally fantastic but before I could comment we were distracted by several people coming out of the metal building time now for the energy projections Sarah said you want to see this we followed four young men apparently students to a plot of corn as we walked closer I realized that the plot
was made up of two separate subplots each about 10 ft Square the corn in one was about 2 ft high in the other the plants were less than 15 in the four men walked to the plot containing the taller corn then sat down each on one corner of the plot facing inward on Q they all seemed to focus their eyes on the plants the late afternoon sun Shone from behind me bathing the plot in soft amber light yet the woods Beyond remained dark in the distance the plot of corn and the students were silhouetted against
the almost black background Sarah was standing beside me this is perfect she said look can you see that what they're projecting their energy onto the plants I stared intently at the scene but could detect nothing I can't see anything I said squat down lower then Sarah said and focus on the space between the people and the plants for a moment I thought I saw a flicker of light but I concluded it was just an afterimage or my eyes playing tricks on me I tried several more times to see something then gave up I can't do
it I said St ing Sarah patted me on the shoulder don't worry about it the first time is the most difficult it usually takes some experimenting with the way you focus your eyes one of the meditators looked over at us and brought his index finger up to his lips so we walked back toward the Building are you going to be here at viente long Sarah asked probably not I said the person I'm with is looking for the last part of the manuscript she looks surprised I thought all of it had been located though I guess
I wouldn't know I've been so engrossed in the part that pertains to my work that I haven't read much of the rest I instinctively reached for my pants pocket suddenly uncertain where Sarah's translation was it was rolled up in my back pocket you know Sarah said we found two periods of the day most conducive to seeing energy Fields one is sunset the other is sunrise if you want I'll meet you at dawn tomorrow and we'll try again she reached out for the folder that way she continued I can make you a copy of this translation
and you can take it with you I pondered this suggestion for a few seconds then decided it couldn't hurt why not I said I'll have to check with my friend though and make sure we have enough time I smiled at her what makes you think I can learn to see this stuff call it a hunch we agreed to meet on the hill at 6:00 a.m. and I started the one mile Trek to the lodge alone the sun had completely disappeared but its light still bathed the gray clouds along the horizon in Hues of orange the
air was chilly but no wind blew at the lodge a line was forming in front of the serving bar in the huge dining room feeling hungry I walked Toward the head of the line to see what food was being served will and Professor Haynes were standing near the front talking casually well will said how did the afternoon go great I said this is William Haynes will added yes I said we met earlier the professor nodded I mentioned my early morning Rendevous the next day will saw no problem as he wanted to find a couple of
people he hadn't talked to yet and didn't anticipate leaving before 9:00 a.m. the line moved forward then and the people behind us invited me to join my friends I stepped in beside the professor so what do you make of what we're doing here Haynes asked I don't know I said I'm trying to let it soak in a little the whole idea of energy Fields is new to me the reality of it is new to everyone he said but the interesting thing is that this energy is what science has always been looking for some common stuff
underlying all matter since Einstein particularly physics has sought a unified field Theory I don't know if this is it or not but at the very least this manuscript has stimulated some interesting research what would it take for science to accept this idea I asked a way to measure it he said the existence of this energy is not that foreign actually karate masters have talked about an underlying Chi energy responsible for their seeming impossible stunts of breaking bricks with their hands and of Being able to sit in one place unmoved with four men trying to push
them over and we've all seen athletes make spectacular moves twisting turning hanging in the air in ways that defy gravity it's all the result of this hidden energy that we have access to of course it won't really be accepted until more people can actually see it themselves have you ever observed it I asked I've observed something he said it really depends on what I've eaten how so well the people around here who readily see these energy Fields eat mostly vegetables and they usually eat only these highly potent plants they've grown themselves he pointed ahead to
the food bar this is some of it though thank goodness they serve some fish and fowl for old guys like me who are addicted to meat but if I force myself to eat differently yes I can see something I asked him why he didn't change his diet for longer periods of time I don't know he said old habits die hard the line moved forward and I ordered only vegetables the three of us joined a larger table of guests and talked casually for an hour then will and I walked out to the Jeep to remove our
gear have you seen these energy Fields I asked he SM smiled and nodded my room is on the first floor he said yours is on the third room 306 you Can pick your key up at the desk the room had no phone but a large attendant I saw in the hallway assured me someone would knock on my door at 5:00 a.m. sharp I lay down and thought for a few minutes the afternoon had been long and full and I understood Will's silence he wanted me to experience the third Insight in my own way the next
thing I knew someone was banging on the door I looked at my watch 500 a.m. when the attendant knocked again I said Thank you in a voice loud enough for him to hear then Rose and looked out the small Frame Window the only sign of mourning was a pale glow of light toward the East I walked down the hall and showered then dressed quickly and went downstairs the dining room was open and the surprising number of people were moving about I ate only fruit and hurried outside strands of fog drifted across the grounds and clung
to the distant Meadows song birds called one another from the trees as I walked away from the lodge the very top of the sun breached the Horizon toward the East the color was spectacular the sky was a deep blue above the bright Peach Horizon I arrived at the null 15 minutes early so I sat down and leaned against the trunk of a large tree fascinated by the web of gnarled branches growing out above my head in a few minutes I heard someone walking toward me along the path and I looked that way expecting to see
Sarah instead I saw someone I didn't Know a man in his mid-40s he left the path and walked my way without noticing me when he was within 10 ft he saw me with a start which made me Flinch also oh hello he said in a rich Brooklyn accent he was dressed in jeans and hiking boots and looked exceptionally fit and athletic his hair was Curly and receding I nodded sorry about walking up on you so suddenly he said no problem he told me his name was Phil Stone and I told him who I was and
that I was waiting for a friend you must be doing some research here I added not really he replied I work for the University of Southern California we're doing studies in another Province on the rainforest depletion but whenever I get a chance I drive over here and take a break I like hanging out where the forests are so different he looked around do you realize some of the trees here are close to 500 years old this is truly a virgin Forest a rare thing everything is in perfect balance the larger trees filtering the sunlight allowing
a multitude of tropical plant life to thrive underneath the plant life in a rainforest is old too but it grows differently it's basically jungle this is more like what an Old Forest looks like in a temperate zone such as in the United States I've never seen anything like This there I said I know he said only a few remain most of the ones I know of were sold by the government to Lumber interests as though all they they could see in a forest like this is Bored feet of lumber damn shame that anyone would mess
with a place like this look at the energy you can see the energy here I asked he looked at me closely as though deciding whether to elaborate yes I can he said finally well I haven't been able to I said I tried yesterday when they were meditating with plants at the Garden oh I couldn't see field that large at first either he said I had to start by looking at my fingers how do you mean let's move over there he said pointing to an area where the trees parted slightly and the blue sky showed through
overhead I'll show you when we arrived he said lean back and touch the tips of your index fingers together keep the Blue Sky in the background now separate the tips about an inch and look at the area directly between them what do you see dust on the lens of my eye ignore that he said take your eyes out of focus a little and move the tips closer then further apart as he talked I moved my fingers around I'm sure what he meant by taking my eyes out of focus I finally placed my gaze vaguely on
the area between my fingers both Fingertips went slightly blurry and as this happened I saw something like strands of smoke stretching between the tips good grief I said and explained what I saw that's it that's it he said now just play with that a while I touched all four fingers together then my palms and forearms in each case I continued to see streaks of energy between the body parts I dropped my arms and looked at Phil oh you want to see mine he asked he stood up and stepped back a few feet positioning his head
and torso so the sky would be directly behind him I tried for a few minutes but a noise behind us broke my concentration I turned and saw Sarah Phil stepped forward and grinned broadly is this the person you've been waiting for as Sarah approached she too was smiling hey I know you she said pointing at Phil they embraced War ly then Sarah looked at me and said sorry I'm late my mental alarm didn't go off for some reason but now I guess I know why it gave you two a chance to talk what have you
been doing he just learned how to see the fields between his fingers Phil said Sarah looked at me last year Phil and I were up here at this very spot learning to do the same thing she glanced at Phil let's put our backs together maybe he can see the energy between between Us they stood back to back in front of me I suggested they move closer and they stepped toward me until the space between us was about 4 ft they were silhouetted against the sky which was still a dark blue in that direction to my
surprise the space between them looked lighter it was yellow or a yellowish pink he sees it Phil said regarding my expression Sarah turned and grabbed fill by the arm and they slowly stepped away from me so that their bodies were perhaps 10 ft away surrounding their upper torsos was a whitish pink field of energy okay Sarah said seriously she had walked over and crouched down beside me now Look at the scene here the beauty I was immediately AED by the shapes and forms around me I seemed to be able to focus on each of the
massive o in a total way not merely on one part but on the whole form at once I was immediately struck by the unique shape and configuration of Limbs each displayed I looked from one to the other turning all around doing this somehow increased the feeling of the presence each Oak exuded to me as though I was seeing them for the first time or at least fully appreciating them for the first time suddenly the tropical foliage underneath the huge trees attracted my attention I again looked at the unique form each Plant exhibited I also noticed
the way each type of plant grew together with others of its own kind and what struck me as little communities for instance the tall banana treat type plants were often circled by small philodendrons who themselves were poised among even smaller fern-like plants when I looked at these mini environments I was again struck by their uniqueness of outline and presence less than 10 ft away a particular foliage plant caught my eye I had often known just this type as a house plant a particular variegated form of filodendron dark green its foliage branched out to about 4T
in diameter the shape of this plant seemed perfectly healthy and vibrant yeah focus on that one but Loosely Sarah said as I did so I played with the focus of my eyes at one point I tried to focus on the space 6 in to one side of each physical part of the plant gradually I began to pick up glimpses of light then with a single adjustment of my focus I could see a bubble of white light encircling the plant I'm seeing something now I said look around some Sarah said I stepped back in shock around
each plant within my vision was a field of whitish light visible yet totally transparent so that none of the plant's color or form was obscured I realized that what I was seeing was an extension of each plant's Unique beauty it was as though first I had seen the plants then I had seen their uniqueness and presence and then something had Amplified in the pure beauty of their physical expression at which time I had seen the energy Fields this is in side one of cassette 2 please turn the cassette over and start side two at the
same point see if you can see this Sarah said she sat down in front of me and faced the filodendron a plume of the whitish light encircling her body erupted outward and engulfed the filodendron the diameter of the plant's energy field in turn broadened by several feet damn I exclaimed which provoked laughter between the two friends soon I was laughing myself conscious of the peculiarity of what was happening but feeling absolutely no uneasiness at seeing quite readily phenomena I had totally doubted minutes earlier I realized that the perception of the fields rather than evoking a
surrealistic sensation actually made the things about me seem more solid and real than before yet at the same time everything around me seemed different the only reference I had for the experience was perhaps a movie which enhanced the color of the forest in order to make it seem mystical and Enchanted the plants the leaves the sky now all stood out with a presence and a slight Shimmer that suggested life there And perhaps Consciousness beyond our ordinary assumption after seeing this there would be no way to take a forest for granted again I looked at Phil
sit down and put your energy on the philad dendron I said I'd like to compare Phil appeared perplexed I can't do it he said I don't know why I looked at Sarah some people can and some can't she said we haven't figured it out margerie has to screen her graduate students to see who can do it a couple of Psych ologists are trying to correlate this ability with personality characteristics but so far no one knows let me try I said okay go ahead Sarah replied I sat down again and faced the plant Sarah and Phil
stood at right angles to me okay how do I begin just focus your attention on the plant as though to inflate it with your energy Sarah said I looked looked at the plant and imagined energy swelling up inside it then after a few minutes I looked over at the two sorry Sarah said Riley you're obviously not one of the Chosen Few I shot a mock frown at Phil angry Voices From the Path below interrupted our conversation through the trees we could see a group of men passing talking Harshly among themselves who are those people Phil
asked looking at Sarah I don't know she said more folks upset with what we're doing I guess I looked back at the forest around us everything appeared ordinary again hey I can't see the energy Fields anymore some things bring you right down don't they Sarah remarked Phil smiled and patted my shoulder you can do it again any time now it's just like riding a bicycle all you have to do is see the beauty then extend from there I suddenly remembered to check the time the sun was much higher in the sky and a light midm
morning Breeze swayed the trees my watch showed 7:50 a.m. I guess I'd better head back I said Sarah and Phil joined me as we walked I looked back at the wooded Hillside that's one beautiful place I said too bad there aren't more places like this in the states once you see the energy field fields and other areas Phil said you'll realize just how Dynamic this Forest is look at these Oaks they are very rare in Peru but they grow here in viente a cut Forest especially one that's been stripped of hardwoods in order to grow
Pines for profit has a very low energy field and a city except for the people has a different kind of energy Altoe I tried to focus on the plants along the path but the act of walking disrupted my concentration you're sure I'll see these fields again I said absolutely Sarah replied I've never heard of anyone failing to duplicate the experience once they've seen them initially we had a research opthalmologist come through here once and he got all excited after he learned to see the fields turned out he had been working with certain sight abnormalities including
forms of color blindness and concluded that some people have what he called lazy receptors in their eyes he had taught people how to see colors they'd never experienced before according to him seeing energy Fields was just a matter of doing the same thing of waking up other dormant receptors something that everyone theoretically can do I wish I live near a place like this I said don't we all Phil replied then looked around me at Sarah is Dr Haynes still here yes yes Sarah said he can't leave Phil looked at me now there's a guy who's
doing some interesting research on what this energy can do for you yeah I said I talked with him yesterday the last time I was here Phil continued he was telling me about a study he would like to conduct in which he would look at the physical effects of merely being near certain high energy Environments such as that Forest back there he would use the same measurements of organ efficiency and output to see the effect well I already know the effect Sarah said whenever I drive into this estate I begin to feel better everything is Amplified
I seem stronger I can think more clearly and quickly and the insights I have into all this and how it relates to my work in physics is amazing what are you working on I asked do you remember me telling you about the perplexing experience experiments in particle physics during which these little bits of atoms appeared wherever the scientists expected them to be yes well I've tried to expand this idea a bit with some experiments of my own not to solve the problems those guys were working on in subatomic particles but to explore questions I told
you about before to what extent does the physical universe as a whole since it is made up of the same Basic Energy respond to our expect ations to what extent do our expectations create all the things that happen to us the coincidences you mean yes think of the events of your life the old Newtonian idea is that everything happens by chance that one can make good decisions and be prepared but that every event has its own line of causation independent of our attitude after the recent discoveries of modern physics we may legitimately ask if the
UN IV is more Dynamic than that Perhaps the universe runs mechanistically as a basic operation but then also subtly responds to the mental energy we project out into it I mean why not if we can make plants grow faster maybe we can make certain events come faster or slower depending on how we think does the manuscript talk about any of this Sarah smiled at me of course that's where we're getting these ideas she began to dig around in her pack as we walked finally pulling out a folder here's your copy she said I glanced at
it briefly and placed it in my pocket we were crossing the bridge and I hesitated a moment observing the colors and forms of the plants around me I altered my focus and immediately saw the energy fields around everything in my view both Sarah and Phil had wide fields which seemed to be tinted yellow green though Sarah's field occasionally flashed with a pinkish color suddenly they both stopped and looked intently up the trail ahead about 50 ft a man walked quickly toward us a sensation of anxiety filled my stomach but I was determined to maintain my
view of the energy as he approached I recognized him he was the taller of the scientists from the University of Peru who had asked for directions the day before around him I could detect a layer of red when he walked up to us he turned to Sarah and condescendingly said you're a Scientist aren't you that's right Sarah replied then how can you tolerate this kind of science I've seen these Gardens and I can't believe the sloppiness you people haven't controlled for anything there could be many explanations for certain plants growing larger controlling for everything is
impossible sir we're looking for General Tendencies I could detect an edge growing in Sarah's voice but postulating some newly visible energy that underlies the chemistry of living things that's absurd you have no proof proof is what we're looking for but how can you postulate the existence of anything before you get some proof the voices of both individuals sounded angry now but I was only vaguely listening what consumed my attent attention was the Dynamics of their energy Fields when the discussion began Phil and I had backed up a few feet and Sarah and the taller man
had squared off facing each other with a distance of about 4 ft between them immediately both her energy Fields had seemed to grow more dense and excited somehow as though from an inner vibration as the conversation progressed their fields began to intermingle when one of them made a point his field would create a move M which seemed to suck at the other's field with what appeared to be a kind of vacuum maneuver but then as the other person made his rebuttal the energy would move Back in his Direction in terms of the Dynamics of energy
Fields winning the points seemed to mean capturing part of the opponent's field and pulling it into oneself besides Sarah was saying to the man we have observed the phenomena we trying to understand the man gave Sarah a disdainful look then you are insane as well as incompetent he said and walked away You're a dinosaur Sarah shouted which made Phil and me laugh Sarah however was still tense these people can make me angry Sarah said as we resumed our walk along the path forget it Phil said these kinds of people come around sometimes but why so
many Sarah asked and why right now as we walked up to the lodge I could see Will at the Jeep the doors of the vehicle were open and gear was spread out on top of the hood he saw me immediately and motioned for me to come over well looks like I'm about to take off I said my comment broke a 10-minute silence which had begun when I had tried to explain what I had seen happen to Sarah's energy during the argument evidently I had not put it very well because my comments had provoked only blank
stairs and it cast us all into a long period of self-absorption it's been nice meeting you Sarah said offering her hand Phil was looking Toward the Jeep is that will James he asked is he the guy you're traveling with yes I said why I just wondered I've seen him around he knows the owner of this place and was one of the early group that first encouraged the research on energy Fields here come on up and meet him I said no I have to go he said I'll see you around here later on I know you
won't be able to stay away no doubt I said Sarah interjected that she too needed to go and that I could contact her through the lodge I delayed them for a few more minutes expressing my thanks for the lessons Sarah's expression grew serious seeing the energy grasping this new way of perceiving the physical world grows through a kind of contagion we don't understand it but when a person hangs out with others who see this energy usually they begin to see it too so go show it to someone else I nodded and then hurried up to
the Jeep will greeted me with a smile are you about ready I asked almost he said how did the morning go interesting I said I've got a lot to talk to you about you better save it for now he said we need to get out of here things are looking unfriendly I walked closer to him what's going on I asked nothing too serious he said I'll explain later get your stuff I walked into the lodge and picked Up the few items I had left in my room will had told me earlier there would be no
charge courtesy of the owner so I walked down to the desk and handed the clerk my key and walked back outside to the Jeep will was under the checking something and he slammed it closed as I walked up okay he said let's go we drove out of the parking lot then down the drive toward the main road several cars were leaving at the same time so what's happening I asked will a group of local officials he replied along with some scientific types have complained about the people associated with his conference center they're not alleging that
anything illegal is is going on just that some of the folks hanging around here may be what they call undesirable not legitimate scientists these officials could cause a lot of trouble and that could effectively put the lodge out of business I looked at him blankly and he continued you see this Lodge normally has several groups booked at any one time only a small number have anything to do with research associated with the manuscript the others are groups focused on their own disciplines who come down here for the beauty if the officials get too ugly and
create a negative climate these groups will stop meeting here but I thought you said the local officials wouldn't tamper with the tourist money coming into Viente I didn't think they would someone has them nervous about the manuscript did anyone in the gardens understand what was occurring no not really I said they were just wondering why all of a sudden more angry people were around will remained silent we drove out the gate and turned Southeast a mile later we took another road which headed due east toward the mountain range in the distance we'll be going right
by the gardens will said after a while ahead I saw the plots in the first metal building as we came alongside the door opened and I met eyes with the person coming out it was margorie she smiled and turned toward me as we passed our gaze lingering for a long moment who was that will asked a woman I met yesterday I answered he nodded then changed the subject did you get a look at the third Insight I was given a copy will didn't reply appearing to be lost in thought so I pulled out the translation
and found where I had stopped reading from there the third Insight elaborated on the nature of beauty describing this perception as the one through which humans would eventually learn to observe energy Fields once this occurred it said then our understanding of the physical Universe would quickly transform for instance we would begin to eat more foods which were still alive With this energy and we would become conscious that certain localities radiate more energy than others the highest radiation coming from old natural environments especially for forests I was about to read the final pages when will suddenly
spoke tell me what you experienced back at the gardens he said as best I could I related in detail the events of the two days including the people I had met when I told him of the encounter with margerie he looked at me and smiled how much did you talk to these people about the other insights and how these insights relate to what they're doing in the gardens he asked I didn't mention them at all I replied I didn't trust them at first and later I just figured they knew more than me I think you
could have given them some important information had you been perfectly honest with them what kind of information he looked at me warmly only you know that I was at a loss for words so I looked at the landscape the terrain was growing increasingly hilly and Rocky large GR outc crops overhung the road what do you make of seeing margerie again as we passed the gardens will asked I started to say just a coincidence but instead I said I don't know what do you think I don't think anything happens by coincidence to me it means you
two have unfinished business something you needed to say to each other that you Didn't the idea intrigued me but Disturbed me as well I'd been accused all my life of remaining too distant of asking questions but not expressing opinions or committing to a position why I wondered was this coming up again now I also noticed that I was beginning to feel differently at viente I had felt adventurous and competent and now I was feeling what could only be called a growing depression mixed with anxiety now you've made me depressed rest I said he laughed loudly
then replied it wasn't me it was the effect of leaving the viente estate the energy of that place makes you high as a kite why do you think all these scientists began hanging around here years ago they don't have a clue as to why they like it so much he turned to look directly at me but we do don't we he checked the road then looked at me again his face full of regard you have to crank up your own energy when you leave a place like that I just looked at him puzzled and he
gave me a reassuring smile afterward we were both silent for perhaps a mile then he said tell me more of what happened at the gardens I continued the story when I described actually seeing energy Fields he looked at me with amazement but said nothing can you see these fields I asked he shot me a glance yes he said go On I related the story without interruption until I came to Sarah's argument with the Peruvian scientist and the Dynamics of their energy Fields during the confrontation what did Sarah and Phil say about that he asked nothing
I said they didn't seem to have a frame of reference for it I didn't think so will said they're so fascinated with the third Insight they haven't yet gone forward how humans compete for energy is the fourth Insight compete for energy I asked he merely smiled nodding toward the translation I was holding I picked up where I had left off the text pointed clearly to the fourth Insight it said that eventually humans would see the universe as comprised of one Dynamic energy an energy that can sustain us and respond to our expectations yet we would
also see that we have been disconnected from the larger source of this energy that we have cut ourselves off and so have felt weak and insecure and lacking in the face of this deficit we humans have always sought to increase our personal energy in the only manner we have known by seeking to psychologically steal it from others an unconscious competition that underlies all human conflict in the world the struggle for power a pothole in the gravel road jolted the Jeep and woke me up I looked At my watch 300 p.m. as I stretched and attempted
to fully awaken I felt a sharp pain in the small of my back the drive had been gruelling after leaving viente we had traveled the entire day riding in several different directions as though will were looking for something he couldn't find we had spent the night at a small Inn where the beds were hard and lumpy and I had slept little now after traveling hard for the second day in a row I was ready to complain I looked over at will he was focused on the road and so intent and alert that I decided not
to interrupt him he seemed to be in the same serious mood he had displayed several hours ago when he had stopped the Jeep and told me we needed to talk do you remember that I told you the insights had to be disc discovered CED one at a time he had asked yes do you believe that each will indeed present itself well they have so far I said half humorously will looked at me with a serious expression finding the third Insight was easy all we had to do was visit bente from now on running across the
other insights may be much more difficult he paused for a moment then said I think that we should go south to to a small Village near kilab bambba a place called Kula and there's another virgin Forest up there that I think you should see but it's vitally important that you stay alert coincidences will occur Regularly but you have to notice them do you understand I told him I thought I did and that I would keep what he said in mind after that the conversation had lapsed and I had fallen into a deep sleep a sleep
I now regretted because of what it had done to my back back I stretched again and will looked over at me where are we I asked in the Andes again he said the hills had turned into high ridges and distant valleys the vegetation was coarser now the trees smaller and wind blown inhaling deeply I noticed the air was thinner and cool better put on this jacket will said pulling a brown cotton windbreaker from a bag it'll be cold up here this afternoon ahead as the road rounded a Bend we could see a narrow Crossroads on
one side near a white frame store and gas station a vehicle was parked with a hood open tools lay on a cloth covering the fender as we drove past a blonde man walked out of the store and glanced at us briefly he was round-faced and wore dark rimmed glasses I looked at the man closely my mind racing back 5 years I know it wasn't him I said to will but that guy looks just like a friend of mine I used to work with I haven't thought of him in years I noticed will was scrutinizing me
I told you to watch events closely he said let's go back and see if that fellow needs some help he didn't look like a Local we found a place where the shoulders of the road were wide enough and turned around when we returned to the store the man was working on the engine will pulled up to the pump and leaned out the window looks like you have trouble will said the man pushed his glasses back up on his nose a habit my friend also shared yes he replied I have lost my water pump the man
appeared to be in his early 40s and was of a slight build his English was formal with a French accent will was quickly out of the vehicle introducing us the man offered me his hand with a smile that also looked familiar his name was Chris Renault you sound French I said I am he replied but I teach psychology in Brazil I am here in Peru seeking information about an archaeological artifact that has been found a manuscript I hesitated for a moment Unsure how much I should trust him we're here for the same reason I finally
said he looked at me with deep interest what can you tell me about it he asked have you seen copies before I could reply will walked out of the building the screen door slamming behind him great luck he said to me the owner has a place where we can camp and there's some hot food we might as well stay for the night he turned and looked expectantly at Renault if you don't mind sharing your Reservations no no he said I welcome the company a new pump cannot be delivered here until tomorrow morning while he and
will began a conversation about the mechanic and reliability of Reno's Land Cruiser I leaned back against the Jeep feeling the warmth of the Sun and drifting into a pleasant revery about the old friend Renault had brought to mind my friend had been wide-eyed and curious very much like Renault seemed and a constant reader of books I could almost recall the theories he liked but time had obscured my recollection let's get our stuff down to the campsite will was saying patting me on the back okay I said absently he opened the rear door and pulled out
the tent and sleeping bags and loaded my arms then grabbed a duffel bag full of extra clothing Renault was locking up his vehicle we all walked past the store and down a course of steps the ridge fell away steeply behind the building and we angled to the left along a narrow pathway after 20 or 30 yards we could hear water running and further on we saw a stream cascading down the Rocks the air was cooler and I could smell the strong fragrance of mint directly in front of us the ground leveled out and the stream
formed a pool about 25 ft in diameter someone had cleared a campsite and built a rock containment for a fire wood was stacked against a nearby tree this is fine will said and began unpacking his large fourman tent Renault Spread his smaller tent to the right of will are you and will researchers Renault asked me at one point will had finished with the tent and had walked up to check on dinner Wilson's a guide I said I'm not doing much of anything right now Renault gave me a puzzled look I smiled and asked have you
been able to see any parts of the manuscript I have seen the first and second insights he said stepping closer and I'll tell you something I think it is all happening just as the manuscript says we are changing our world view I can see it in psychology what do you mean he took a breath my field is conflict looking at why humans treat each other so violently we've always known that this violence comes from the urge humans feel to control and dominate one another but only recently have we studied this phenomenon from the inside from
the point of view of the individual's Consciousness we have asked what happens inside a human being that makes him want to control someone else we have found that when an individual walks up to another person and engages in a conversation which happens billions of times each day in the world one of two things can happen that individual can come away feeling strong or feeling weak depending on what occurs in the interaction I gave him a puzzled look and he appeared slightly embarrassed at having rushed into a long lecture on the subject I asked him to
go on for this Reason he added we humans always seem to take a manipulative posture no matter what the particulars of the situation or the subject matter we prepare ourselves to say whatever we must in order to Prevail in the conversation each of us seeks to find some way to control and thus remain on top of the encounter if we are successful if our Viewpoint prevails then rather than feel weak we receive a psychological boost in other words we humans seek to outwit and control each other not just because of some tangible goal in the
outside world that we're trying to achieve but because of a lift we get psychologically this is the reason we see so many irrational conflicts in the world both at the individual level and at the level of Nations the consensus in my field is that this whole matter is now emerging into public Consciousness we humans are realizing how much we manipulate each other and consequently we're re-evaluating our motivations we're looking for another way to interact I think this re-evaluation will be part of the New World View that the manuscript speaks of our conversation was interrupted as
will walked up they're ready to serve us he said we hurried up The Path and into the basement level of the building the family's living quarters we walked through the living room and into the dining area on the table was a hot meal of Stew vegetables and salad sit down sit down the proprietor was saying in English pulling out chairs and rushing about behind him stood an Older woman apparently his wife and a teenage girl of about 15 while taking his seat will accidentally brushed his fork with an arm it fell noisily to the floor
the man glared at the woman who in turn spoke harshly to the young girl who had not yet moved to bring a new one she hurried into the other room and returned holding a fork then handed it tentatively to will her back was stooped and her right hand shook slightly my eyes met Rena's from across the table enjoy the food the man said handing me one of the dishes for most of the meal Rena and will talked casually about academic life the challenges of teaching and Publishing the proprietor had left the room but the woman
stood just inside the door as the woman and her daughter began serving individual dishes of pie the young girl's elbow hit my glass of water spilling the water on the table in front of me the older woman rushed over in a rage shouting at the girl in Spanish and pushing her out of the way I am very sorry the woman said wiping up the water the girl is so clumsy the young girl exploded flinging the remaining pie at the woman missing and splattering Pie and broken china across the middle of the table just as the
proprietor returned the old man shouted and the girl ran from the room I'm sorry sorry he said hurrying to the table it's no problem I replied don't be so hard on the girl will was on his feet figuring the Bill and we quickly left Renault had been quiet but as we walked through the door and down the steps he spoke did you see that girl he asked looking at me she is a classic example of psychological violence this is what the human need to control others leads to when taken to the extreme The Old Man
and woman are dominating the girl totally did you see how nervous and stooped she was yes I said but it appears she's about fed up exactly her parents have never let up and from her point of view she has no choice but to lash out violently it is the only way she can gain some control for herself unfortunately when she Gres up because of this early trauma she will think she has to seize control and dominate others with the same intent it this characteristic will be deeply ingrained and will make her just as dominating as
her parents are now especially when she is around people who are vulnerable such as children in fact this same trauma no doubt happened to her parents before her they have to dominate now because of the way their parents dominated them that's the means through which psychological violence has passed down from one generation to another Renault stopped suddenly I need to get my sleeping bag out of the truck he said I'll be down in a second I nodded and will and I continued toward the Campsite you and Renault have been talking a lot will remarked yes
we have I said he smiled actually Renault has been doing most of the talking you listen and answer direct questions but you don't offer much I'm interested in what he has to say I said defensively we'll ignore my tone did you see the energy moving between the members of that family the man and woman were sucking the child's energy into themselves until she was almost dead I forgot to watch the energy flow I said well don't you think Renault would like to see it what do you make of running into him in the first place
I don't know don't you think it has some meaning we were driving down the road and you see someone who reminds you of an old friend and we meet him he happens to also be looking for the manuscript doesn't that sound Beyond coincidence yes perhaps you met so that you could receive some information that will extend your journey here and doesn't it follow that perhaps you have some information for him as well yes I guess so what do you think I should tell him will again looked at me with his characteristic warmth the truth he
said before I could say anything else Renault came bounding down the path toward us I brought a flashlight in case we need it later he said for the first time I became aware of the Twilight and looked West the sun Had already set but the sky was still a bright orange the few clouds in that direction carried a darker reddish color for an instant I thought I saw a whitish field of light around the plants in the foreground but the image faded beautiful sunset I said then noticed will had disappeared into his tent and Renault
was pulling his sleeping bag from its case yes it is Renault said distractedly without looking I walked over to where he was working he looked up and said I didn't get to ask you what insights have you seen the first two were only described to me I replied but we just spent the last two days at the viente lodge near satipo while we were there one of the people doing research gave me a copy of the third Insight it's pretty amazing his eyes lit up do you have it with you yes do you want to
look at it he jumped at the opportunity and took it into his tent to read I found some matches in old newspaper and started the fire after it was Burning Brightly will crawled out of his tent where's Renault he asked he's reading the translation Sarah gave me I said will walked over and sat on a smooth log someone had placed near the fire area I joined him Darkness had finally descended and nothing could be seen except for the bare outline of the trees to our left the dim lights from the station behind us and a
muted glow from renault's tent the woods were alive with Night sounds some of which I had never heard before after about 30 minutes Renault emerged from his tent the flashlight in his hand he walked over and sat my left will was yawning that Insight is amazing he said could anyone there actually see those energy Fields I briefly told him of my experiences beginning with our arrival and proceeding through the point where I actually saw Fields myself he was silent for a minute then he asked they were actually doing experiments where they projected their own energy
onto plants and affected the plant's growth it affected their nutritional potency too I said but the main Insight is broader than that he commented almost to himself the third Insight is that the Universe on the whole is made up of this energy and we can affect perhaps not only plants but other things as well just by what we do with the energy that belongs to us the part we can control he paused for a minute I wonder how we affect other people with our energy will looked at me and smiled I'll tell you what I
saw I said I witnessed an argument between two people and their energies were doing really strange things Renault pushed up his glasses again tell me about that will stood up at this point I think I need to turn in he said it's been a long day we both said good night and will entered his tent afterward I described As best I could what Sarah and the other scientists had said to each other emphasizing the action of their energy Fields now wait a minute Renault said you saw their energies pulling at each other trying to say
capture each other as they argued that's right I said he was thoughtful for a few seconds we must Analyze This fully we had two people arguing over who had the correct view of the situation over who was right each seeking to win out over the other even to the point of invalidating the other's confidence and to outright name calling suddenly he looked up yes this all makes sense what do you mean I said the movement of this energy if we can systematically observe it is a way to understand what humans are receiving when we compete
and argue and harm each other when we control another human being we receive their energy we fill up at the others expense and the filling up is what motivates us look I must learn how to see these energy Fields where is this viente Lodge how do I get there I told him the general location but said he would have to ask Will for specific directions yes I'll do that tomorrow he said with commitment for now I should get some sleep I want to leave as early as possible he said good night then disappeared into his
tent leaving me Al alone with the crackling fire and the night [Music] sounds this inside two of cassette 2 of The Celestine Prophecy please fast forward to the end before loading cassette 3 The Celestine Prophecy cassette 3 when I awoke will was already out of the tent I could smell the aroma of hot cereal I slipped out of my sleeping bag and looked out through the tent flap will was holding a pan over the fire Renault was nowhere to be seen and his tent was gone where's Renault I asked climbing out and walking over to
the fire he's already packed up Will said he's up there working on his truck getting ready so he can leave as soon as his part comes in will handed me a bowl of oatmeal and we sat on one of the logs to eat did you too stay up late talking will asked not really I said I told him all I knew just then we heard sounds from the path Renault was hurriedly walking down to us I am all prepared he said I must say goodbye after several minutes of conversation Renault walked back up the steps
and left will and I took turns bathing and shaving in the Station owner's bathroom then we packed our gear filled the vehicle with gas and departed heading north how far is Kola I asked we should be there before nightfall if we're lucky he Said then added so what did you learn from Reno I looked closely at him he seemed to be looking for a specific answer I don't know I said what conception did Renault leave with you that we humans although we are unconscious of it have the tendency to control and dominate others we want
to win the energy that exists between people it builds us up somehow makes us feel better will was looking straight ahead at the road he looked as if he was suddenly thinking of something else why do you ask I inquired is this the fourth Insight he looked at me not quite you have seen the energy flow between people but I'm not sure you know how it feels when it happens to you then tell me how it feels I said growing exasperated you accuse me of not talking getting information out of you is like pulling teeth
I've been trying for days to find out more about your past experiences with the manuscript and all you do is put me off he laughed then shot me a smile we had a deal remember I have a reason for being secretive one of the insights concerns how to interpret the events of one's past life it's a process of becoming clear about who you are what you are here on this planet to do I want to wait until we reach this Insight before we discuss my background Okay I smiled at his adventurous tone yeah I guess
for the remainder of the morning we rode in Silence the day was sunny and the sky blue occasionally as we proceeded higher into the mountains thick clouds would float across our path covering the windshield with moisture around noon we pulled over at an Overlook that afforded a spectacular view of the mountains and valleys to the East are you hungry will asked I nodded and he pulled two carefully wrapped sandwiches from a bag on the back seat after he handed me one of them he asked what do you think about this view it's beautiful he smiled
slightly and stared at me giving me the impression that he was observing my energy energy field what are you doing I asked just looking he said mountain peaks are special places that can build energy in whomever sits on them you look as though you have an affinity for Mountain overlooks I told Will of my grandfather's Valley and of the ridge overlooking the lake and how it had made me feel alert and energized the same day Charlene had arrived perhaps growing up there he said prepared you for something here now I was about to ask him
more about the energy that mountains provide when he added when a virgin Forest is on a mountain the energy is Amplified even more is the Virgin Forest where headed For on a mountain I asked look for yourself he said you can see it he pointed toward the East miles away I could see two ridges which ran parallel to each other for what looked like several miles then they converged forming a vshape in the space between the two ridges lay what looked like a small town and at the vortex the point where the two ridges met
the Mountain Rose sharply and buttered off into a rocky Summit the summit appeared slightly higher than the ridge we were on and the area around its base seemed much Greener as though covered with Lush foliage that area of green I asked yes will said it's like viente yet more powerful and special how is it special it facilitates one of the other insights how I asked he started the Jeep and pulled back onto the road I'm betting he said that you will find out neither of us said much more for an hour or so then I
drifted off to sleep sometime later will was shaking my arm wake up he said we're coming into coola I sat up in the seat ahead of us in a valley where two roads came together was a small town on both sides were the two ridges we had seen the Trees on The Ridges seemed as large as those at viente and spectacularly green I want to tell you something before we drive in there he said in spite of the energy of this Forest this town is a lot less civilized than other areas of Peru it's known
as a place to get information about the manuscript but the last time I was here it was full of greedy types who didn't feel the energy and didn't understand the insights they merely wanted the money or recognition they might get by discovering the ninth I looked at the Village it consisted of four or five streets and avenues larger frame buildings lined the two main roads that crossed in the center of town but the other streets were little more than Alleyways lined by small dwellings parked at the crossroads were perhaps a dozen off the road vehicles
and trucks why are all these people here I asked he smiled daringly because it's one of the last places to get gas and supplies before going deeper into the mountains he started the Jeep and drove slowly into town then stopped in front of one of the larger buildings I couldn't read the Spanish signs but from the products in the window I presumed it was a grocery in Hardware wait here for a minute he said I want to go in for a few things I nodded and will disappeared inside as I looked around a truck pulled
up across the street and several people Got out one was a dark-haired woman in a fatigue jacket to my amazement I realized it was margerie she and a young man in his early 20s crossed the street and walked right in front of me I opened my door and got out margerie I yelled she stopped and looked around then saw me and smiled hello she said as she began to walk toward me the young man grabbed her arm Robert told us not to talk with anyone he said very softly trying not to let me over here
it's okay she said I know this person go on in he looked at me skeptically then backed away and went into the store door I tried then in a stuttering way to explain what had happened between us at the gardens she laughed and told me Sarah had related everything to her she was about to say something else when will walked out with a handful of supplies I introduced them and we all talked for a few minutes as will placed the supplies in the back of the Jeep I have an idea will said let's get something
else to eat across the street I looked over at what appeared to be a small Cafe sounds good to me I said I don't know margerie said I need to leave soon my ride where are you going I asked back to the West a couple of Miles I've come to visit a group studying the manuscript we can take you back later after dinner will commented well I guess that will be okay will looked at me I have one more Thing to pick up you two go ahead and order and I'll order something when I get
there I'll only be a few minutes we agreed and margerie and I waited as several trucks passed we'll walked down the street to the South suddenly the young man with whom margorie had arrived walked out of the store and confronted us again where are you going he said holding her arm this is a friend of mine she replied we're going to eat and then he can run me back later look you can't trust him anyone up here you know Robert wouldn't approve it's okay she said I want you to come with me now I took
his arm and pulled it off margerie you heard what she told you I said he stepped back and looked at me suddenly appearing very timid he turned and walked back into the store let's go I said we walked across the street and into the small Diner the eating area consisted of one room and just eight tables and was permeated with a smell of grease and smoke I spotted an unoccupied table on the left as we walked over several people glanced up at us for an instant then returned to what they were doing the waitress spoke
only Spanish but margerie knew the language well and ordered for us both afterward margerie looked at me warmly I grinned at her who is that guy you were with that's Kenny she said I don't know what's wrong with him thanks for helping she was looking Directly into my eyes and her comment made me feel wonderful how did you get connected with that group I asked Robert Jensen is an archaeologist he's formed a group to study the manuscript and to search for the ninth Insight he came by viente a few weeks back then again a couple
of days ago I what I asked well I was in a relationship at bente that I wanted to get away from then I met Robert and he was so charming and what he was doing seemed so interesting he convinced me that our research at the gardens would be enhanced by the ninth insight and that he was on his way to find it he said searching for this Insight would be the most exciting thing he has ever done and when he offered me a place on his team for a few months I decided to accept she
paused again again and looked down at the table she appeared uncomfortable so I changed the subject how many of the insights have you read only the one I saw at viente Robert has some others but he believes people have to rid themselves of their traditional beliefs before they can understand them he says he would rather they learn the key Concepts from him I must have frowned because she added you don't like that much do you it sounds sounds suspicious I said she looked at me intensely again I wondered about it too maybe when you take
me back you can talk with them and tell me what you think the waitress arrived and brought Our food and as she was walking away I saw will come in the door he walked quickly to our table I've got to meet some people about a mile north of here he said I'll be gone about 2 hours take the Jeep and take margerie back I'm riding with someone else he shot me a smile we can meet back here the thought came to me to tell him about Robert Jensen but I decided against it okay I said
he looked at margerie nice to have met you I wish I had time to stay and talk she looked at him with her koi expression maybe some other time he nodded handed me the keys and walked away marjerie ate for a few minutes then said he seems like a man with a purpose how did you meet him I told her in detail of my experiences upon first arriving in Peru as I talked she listened intently so intently in fact that I found myself telling the story with great ease and expressing the dramatic turns and episodes
with insight and true flare she seemed Spellbound hanging on every word goodness she said at one point do you think you're in danger no I I don't think so I said not this far from Lima she was still looking at me expectantly so while we finished eating I briefly summarized the events at viente up to the point where Sarah and I had arrived at the Gardens that's where I met you I said and you ran off oh it wasn't like that she said I just didn't know you and when I saw your feelings I thought
it was was best to leave well I apologize I said chuckling for letting my energy get out of hand she looked at her watch I guess I should be getting back they'll be wondering about me I left enough money for the bill and we walked outside to Will's Jeep the night was chilly and we could see a trace of our breath as we got in she said head back North on this road I'll tell you when to turn I nodded and made a quick U-turn in the street and headed that way tell me more about
this Farm we're going to I said I think Robert Rens it apparently his group has been using it for a long time while he's studied the insights since I've been there everyone has been assembling supplies and readying the vehicles things like that some of his men seem very rough why did he invite you along I asked he said he wanted a person who could help interpret the last Insight once we found it at least that's what he said back at viente here he's only talked about supplies and helping to prepare for the trip where is
he planning to go I don't know she replied he never answers me when I ask after about a mile and a half she pointed out a turn to the left onto a narrow Rocky Road it meandered up a Bridge and down into a flat Valley ahead was a Farmhouse made of rough planking behind it were several Barns and out buildings three llamas peered at us from a fenced pasture as we slowed to a stop several people walked around a vehicle and stared without smiling I noticed a gas powered electric generator humming at the side of
the house then the door opened and a tall darkhaired man with strong lean features walked toward us that's Robert margerie said good I said still feeling strong and confident we got out as Jensen walked up to us he looked at margerie I was worried about you he said I understand you ran into a friend I introduced myself and he shook my hand firmly I'm Robert Jensen he said glad you two are all right come in inside several people busied themselves with supplies one carried a tent and camping gear toward the back through the dining room
I noticed two Peruvian women in the kitchen packing food Jensen sat in one of the chairs in the living room and directed us to two others why did you say you were glad we were all right I asked he bent toward me and asked in a sincere tone how long have you been in this area only since this afternoon then you couldn't know how dangerous ous it is here people are Disappearing have you heard of the manuscript of the missing ninth Insight yes I have in fact then you need to know what's going on he
interrupted the search for the last Insight is getting ugly there are dangerous people involved in this who I asked people who don't care about the archaeological value of this Discovery at all people who just want the insight for their own purposes a huge man with a beard and Ponch interrupted the conversation and showed Jensen a list they discussed something briefly in Spanish Jensen looked at me again are you here to find the missing Insight too he asked do you have any idea what you're getting into I felt awkward and had difficulty expressing myself well I'm
mainly interested in finding out more about the entire manuscript I haven't seen that much of it yet he straightened in his chair then said do you realize that the manuscript is a state artifact and that copies of it have been made illegal except by permit yes but some scientists disagree with that they feel the government is suppressing new don't you think the nation of Peru has the right to control its own archaological Treasures does the government know that you're in this country I didn't know what to say The Surge of anxiety in my stomach was
back look don't get me wrong he said Smiling I'm on your side if you have some sort of academic support from outside the country then tell me but I get the feeling you're just floating around something like that I said I noticed marjorie's Focus had shifted from me to Jensen what do you think he should do she asked Jensen stood up and smiled I could perhaps work you into a position with us here we need more people where we are going is relatively safe I think and you could find some Avenues home along the way
if things didn't work out he looked at me closely but you'll have to be willing to do exactly as I say every step of the way I glanced over at margorie she was still looking at Jensen I felt confused perhaps I should consider Jensen's offer I thought if he was in good standing with the government then this might be the only opportunity I had for a legitimate way back to the States perhaps I had been fooling myself perhaps Jensen was right and I was in way over my head I think you should consider what Robert
is saying margerie commented it's too frightening out there alone though I knew she might be correct I still had faith in will in what we were doing I wanted to express this thought but when I tried to speak I found I couldn't formulate the words I could no longer think Clearly suddenly the large man walked into the room again and looked out the window Jensen was quickly up and looking then he turned to margorie and in a casual tone said someone is coming go ask Kenny to come up here please she nodded and left through
the window I could see truck lights approaching the vehicle parked just outside the fence 50 ft away Jensen opened the door and as he did I heard my name mentioned outside who's that I asked Jensen looked at me sharply be very quiet he said he and the large man walked outside and pulled the door closed through the window I could see a lone figure silhouetted behind the truck's lights my first impulse was to stay inside Jensen's assessment of my situation had filled me with forboding but something about the person by the truck seemed familiar I
opened the door and walked outside as soon as Jensen saw me he quickly turned and walked my way what are you doing go back inside above the generator I thought I heard my name again go back inside now Jensen said it could be a trap he was standing directly in front of me blocking my view of the vehicle go back inside now I felt totally confused and panicked unable to make a decision then the figure Behind the Lights walked closer and I could see his form around Jensen's body distinctly I heard come here I need
to talk with you then as the figure approached my head cleared and I realized that it was will I rushed past Jensen what was wrong with you will asked quickly we need to get out of here but what about margerie I asked we can't do anything about her right now will said we'd better leave we started to walk away when Jensen called out you'd better stay here you won't make it I glanced back will stopped and looked at me giving me a choice to stay or go let's go I said we passed the truck in
which will had arrived and I noticed two other men had been waiting in the front seat when we got to Will's Jeep he asked me for the keys and we drove away the truck with Will's friends followed will turned and looked at me Jensen told me you had decided to stay with his group what was going on how do you know his name I stammered I just heard all about this guy will replied he works for the Peruvian government he's a real archaeologist but he's committed to keeping the whole thing Secret in return for exclusive
rights to study the manuscript only he wasn't supposed to go looking for the missing Insight apparently he's decided to violate that agreement he has rumored to be leaving soon in pursuit of the ninth when I learned he was the person margerie was with I thought I'd better get down here what did he say to you he told me I was in danger and that I should join up with him and that he'd help me leave the country if that's what I wanted will shook his head he really had you hooked what do you mean you
should Have seen your energy field it was flowing almost totally into his I don't understand think back to Sarah's argument with a scientist at Vicente if you had witnessed one of them winning convincing the other that he was correct then you would have seen the losers energy flowing into the winners leaving the are feeling drained and weak and somewhat confused the way the girl in the Peruvian family appeared and the way he smiled that you look now you saw that happening to me I asked yes he replied and it was extremely difficult for you to
stop his control of you and to pull yourself away I thought for a minute you weren't going to do it Jesus I said that guy must really be evil not really he said he's probably only half aware of what he's doing he thinks he's right to control the situation and no doubt he learned a long time ago that he could control successfully by following a certain strategy he first pretends to be your friend then he finds something wrong with what you're doing in your case that you were in danger in effect he suddenly undermines your
confidence in your own path until you begin to identify with him as soon as that happens he has you will look directly at me this is only one of many strategies people use to con others out of their energy you'll learn about the remaining ways later in the sixth Insight I wasn't listening my thoughts were on Margery I didn't like leaving her there do you think we should try to get margerie I asked not now he said I don't think she's in any danger we can drive out tomorrow as we leave and try to talk
to her we were silent for a few minutes then will asked do you understand what I said about Jensen not realizing what he was doing he's no different from most people he just does what makes him feel the strongest no I don't think I understand will looked thoughtful all this is still unconscious in most people all we know is that we feel weak and when we control others we feel better what we don't realize is that this sense of feeling better costs the other person it is their energy that we have stolen most people go
through their lives in a constant hunt for someone else's energy he looked at me with a twinkle in his eye although occasionally it works differently we meet someone who at least for a little while will voluntarily send us their energy what are you getting at think back to when you and margerie were eating together at the restaurant in town and I walked in okay I don't know what you two were talking about but obviously her energy was pouring into you when I walked in I could see it clearly tell me how did you feel during
that time I felt good I said In fact the experiences and Concepts I was relating seemed crystal clear to me I could express myself easily but what does that mean he smiled occasionally another person will voluntarily want us to Define their situation for them giving us their energy outright the way margorie did with you it makes us feel empowered but you'll see that this gift doesn't usually last most people margerie included aren't strong enough to keep giving energy that's why most relationships eventually turn into Power struggles humans link up energy and then fight over who's
going to control it and the loser always pays the price he stopped abruptly and looked at me do you get the fourth Insight think about what has happened to you you observe that energy flows between people and wondered what it meant and then we ran into Renault who told you that psychologists were already searching for some reason humans sought to control each other all that was demonstrated with the Peruvian f family you saw clearly that dominating another makes the Dominator feel powerful and knowledgeable but it sucks the vital energy out of those who are being
dominated it makes no difference if we tell ourselves that we are doing it for the person's own good or that they are our children and therefore we should be in control all the time the damage still occurs next you ran into Jensen and got a taste of what this actually feels like you saw that when someone is dominating psychically they actually take your mind Away it was not as if you lost some intellectual debate with Jensen you didn't have the energy or mental Clarity to debate with all your mental power was going to Jensen unfortunately
this kind of psychic violence happens all the time throughout human culture Often by Otherwise well-meaning people I just nodded will it summarized my experience exactly try to integrate the fourth Insight fully will continued see how it fits together with what you already know the third Insight showed you that the physical world is actually a vast system of energy and now the fourth points out that for a long time we humans have been unconsciously competing for the only part of this energy we have been open to the part that flows between people this is what human
conflict has always been about at every level from all the a petty conflict in families and employment settings to Wars between nations it's the result of feeling insecure and weak and having to steal someone else's energy to feel okay wait a minute I protested some Wars had to be fought they were right of course will replied but the only reason that any conflict can't be immediately settled is that one side is holding on to an irrational position for energy purposes will appeared to remember something Reaching into a satchel he pulled out a bundle of papers
clipped together I almost forgot he said I found a copy of the fourth Insight he handed me the copy and said nothing else looking straight ahead as he drove I picked up the small flashlight will kept on the floorboard and for the next 20 minutes read the short document understanding the fourth Insight it said is a matter of seeing the human world as a vast competition for energy and thus for power yet once humans understand their struggle the Insight continued we would immediately begin to transcend this conflict we would begin to break free from the
competition over mere human energy because we would finally be able to receive our energy from another source I looked at will what's the other source I asked he smiled but said nothing the message of the mystics the next morning I awoke as soon as I heard will stirring we had spent the night at a house belonging to one of his friends and Will was sitting up in a cart across the room dressing quickly it was still dark outside let's get packed he whispered we gathered our clothes and made several trips out to the jeep with
some extra supplies will had bought the center of town was only a few yard away but few lights penetrated the darkness Dawn was but a streak of lighter Sky toward the East other than a few Birds signaling the impending morning there were no Sounds when we finished I stayed with the Jeep while will spoke briefly with his friend who stood sleepily on the porch while we completed our packing suddenly we heard noise at the crossroads we could see the lights of three trucks as they drove into the center of town and stopped that could be
Jensen will said let's walk over there and see what they're doing but carefully we made our way across several streets and into an alley that entered the main road about 100 ft from the trucks two of the vehicles were being filled with fuel and the other was parked in front of the store four or five people stood nearby I saw margerie walk out of the store and place something in the truck there then walk casually toward us gazing into the adjacent shop walk over there and see if you can get her to come with us
will whispered I'll wait for you here I slipped around the corner and as I walked toward her I was horrified behind her in front of the store I noticed for the first time that several of Jensen's men carried automatic weapons a few moments later my fright intensified in the street across from me armed soldiers crouched low and slowly approached Jensen's group at the ex back time margerie saw me Jensen's men saw the others and Scattered a burst of machine gun fire filled the air margerie looked at me with Terror in her eyes I rushed forward
and grabbed her we ducked into the next alley more shots were being fired amid angry shouting in Spanish we tripped over a pile of empty cartons and fell Our faces almost touching let's go I said jumping to my feet she struggled up then pulled me down again nodding ahead to the end of the alley two men with weapons were hiding with their backs to us looking down the next street we froze finally the men raced across the street to the wooded area Beyond I knew we had to get back to the house of Wilson's friend
to the Jeep I was sure will would go there we crept carefully to the next street angry shouting and gunfire could be heard toward the right but we could see no one I looked left nothing there either no sign of will I figured he hadd run ahead of us let's run across to the woods I said to margerie who was now alert and looking determined then I continued we'll stay along the edge of the woods and bear left the Jeep is parked in that direction okay she said we crossed the street quickly and made our
way to within 100 ft or so of the house the jeep was still there but we could see no movement anywhere as we prepared to dash across the last Street to the house a military vehicle turned a corner to our left and proceeded slowly toward the dwelling simultaneously will ran across the yard started the Jeep and sped away in the opposite direction the vehicle pursued damn I said what do we do now margerie asked Panic returning to her face more shots were being fired in the streets behind us closer this Time ahead the forest thickened
and inclined up the ridge which towered over the town and ran North and South it was the same Ridge that I had seen from The Overlook earlier let's get to the top I said hurry we climbed several hundred yards up The Ridge at an Overlook we stopped and looked back toward the town military vehicles seemed to be pouring into the crossroads and numerous soldiers were conducting what seemed to be a house-to-house search below us at the base of the ridge I could hear muffled voices we rushed further up the mountain all we could do now
was run we followed the Ridge North all morning stopping only to crouch down when a vehicle traveled along the ridge parallel to us on our left most of the traffic was the same steel gry military Jeep we had seen before but occasionally a civilian vehicle would pass ironically the road provided a lone landmark and point of security against the Wilderness all around us ahead the two ridges grew closer together and more steeply sloped Jagged outcroppings of rock protected the valley floor between suddenly from the north we saw a Jeep like Wills approach then turn quickly
onto a side road which looped down into the valley that looks like will I said straining to see let's get down there margerie said wait a minute what if it's a trap what if they've captured him and are using the Jeep to lure us out her her face Fell you stay here I said I'll go down there and you watch me if everything's okay then I'll motion for you to follow reluctantly she agreed and I started down the Steep Mountain toward the spot where the Jeep had parked through the foliage I could vaguely see someone
get out of the vehicle but couldn't see who it was holding on to small bushes and trees I worked my way between the outcroppings occasionally sliding down in the thick humus finally the vehicle was directly across from me on the opposite slope perhaps 100 yard away the driver leaning against a rear fender was still obscured I moved to my right to get a better look it was will I rushed further to my right and felt myself slide at the last minute I reached for a tree trunk and pulled myself back up my stomach Twisted with
fright below me was a sheer drop off of 30 F feet or more I had barely avoided killing myself still holding the tree I stood up and tried to gain Will's attention he was surveying the ridge above my head and then his eyes dropped and he looked right at me he jerked up and walked toward me in the bushes I pointed down the Steep Gorge he surveyed the valley floor then called to me I don't see a way across he said you have to move down the valley and cross there I nodded and was about
to Signal Margery when I heard a vehicle approaching in the distance will jumped into his Jeep and sped back toward the main road I Hurried up the hill I could see margerie through the foliage walking toward me suddenly from the area behind her came loud shouts in Spanish and the sounds of people running margerie hid below a rock overhang I changed directions running as quietly as I could to the left as I ran I searched for view of margerie through the trees just as I caught sight of her she screamed loudly as Two Soldiers grabbed
her arms and forced her to stand I continued to run up the slope keeping low her look of panic Frozen in my mind once at the top of the ridge I headed north again my heart pounding with Terror and panic after running more than a mile I stopped and listened I could hear no movement or talking behind me lying flat on my back I tried to relax and think clearly but the awful Spectre of margery's capture was overwhelming why did I ask her to remain on the ridge alone what should I do now I set
up and took a deep breath and gazed over at the road on the other Ridge I'd seen no traffic while I was running again I listened intently nothing except the usual forest sounds slowly I began to calm down after all margerie had only been captured she was guilty of nothing except running from gunfire probably she would be detained only until her identity as a legitimate scientist could be established once more I headed north my Back aching slightly I felt dirty and tired and pangs of hunger erupted in my stomach for 2 hours I walked without
thinking and without seeing anyone then from the slope to my right I heard sounds of running I froze and listened again but the sounds had stopped here the trees were larger shielding the ground below from the Sun thinning the underbrush I could see 50 or 60 yards nothing moved I walked past a large Boulder on my right in several trees stepping as softly as possible three other massive outcroppings lay along my path and I moved past two of them still no movement I walked around the third Boulder Twigs cracked behind me I turned around slowly
there next to the Rock was the bearded man I had seen at Jensen's Farm his eyes wild panicked his arm shaking as he pointed an automatic weapon at my stomach he seemed to be struggling to remember me wait a minute I stammered I know Jensen he looked at me more closely and lowered the weapon then from the woods behind us we heard the sounds of someone moving the bearded man ran past me toward the north holding the rifle in one hand instinctively I followed both of us were running as fast as we could dodging Limbs
and rocks and occasionally glancing back after several hundred Yards he stumbled and I raced past him I collapsed between two rocks to rest and to look back trying to detect movement I saw a lone soldier 50 yards away raised his rifle toward the huge man who was struggling to his feet before I could utter a warning the soldier fired the man's chest exploded as bullets tore through from the rear splattering me with blood an echo of rifle fire filled the air for an instant he stood motionless his eyes glazed then his body arched forward and
fell I reacted blindly running North again away from the soldier keeping the trees between me and the area from which the bullets had come the ridge grew constantly more rugged and Rocky and began to Incline dramatically upwards my entire body shook with exhaustion and Terror as I struggled up the spaces between the outcroppings at one point I slipped and dared to glance backward the soldier was approaching the body I slithered around a rock just as the soldier looked up seemingly right at me I stayed low to the ground and crawled past several other Boulders then
the slope of the ridge leveled off blocking the soldiers view so I jumped to My Feet Again running as fast as I could between the rocks and trees my mind was numb Escape was all I could think of though I didn't dare look back I was sure I heard the soldier running behind me this ends side one of cassette 3 Please turn the cassette over and Dark Side too at the same point the ridge inclined ahead and I fought my way up my strength beginning to Wan at the top of the rise the ground leveled
out and was thick with tall trees and Lush undergrowth Rising behind them was a sheer rock face that I had to scale delicately searching for hand and footholds as I proceeded I struggled to the top and my heart fell at the sight before me a drop off of 100 fet or more blocked my way I could go no further I was doomed finished rocks slid along the outcropping behind me indicating the soldier was closing fast I sank to my knees I was exhausted spent and with a final sigh I released the last of my fight
accepting my fate soon I knew the bullets would come and interestingly as an end to the terror death seemed almost a welome wcome relief as I waited my mind flashed to Childhood Sundays and to the innocent contemplation of God what would it be like death I tried to open myself to the experience after a long period of waiting during which I had no concept of time I suddenly became aware that nothing had happened I looked around and noticed for the first time that I was positioned on the highest peak of the Mountain other ridges and
cliffs fell away from this point leaving me with a Panoramic view in all directions a movement caught my eye there far down the slope toward the South walking casually away from me was the soldier the gun belonging to Jensen's man slung across one arm the sight warmed my body and filled me with ripples of Silent laughter I had somehow survived I turned and sat cross-legged and savored the Euphoria I wanted to stay here forever the day was brilliant with sunshine and blue sky as I sat there I was struck by the closeness of the Purple
Hills in the distance or rather the feeling that they were close the same perception applied to the few puffs of White Cloud drifting overhead I felt as if I could reach out and touch touch them with my hand as I reached up toward the sky I noticed something different about the way my body felt my arm had glided upward with Incredible ease and I was holding my back neck and head perfectly straight with absolutely no effort from my position sitting cross-legged I stood up without using my arms and stretched the feeling was one of total
lightness looking at the distant Mountain I noticed that a daytime Moon had been out and was about to set it looked to be about a quarter full and hung over the horizon like an inverted Bowl instantly I understood why it had that shape the sun millions of miles directly above me was shining only on the top of the sinking Moon I could perceive the exact line between the Sun and the lunar surface and this recognition somehow extended my Consciousness outward even further I could imagine the moon having already dipped below the Horizon in the exact
reflected shape it would present to those who lived further west and could still see it then I imagined how it would look when it moved directly under me on the other side of the planet to the people there it would appear full because the sun over my head would shine past the Earth and strike the moon squarely this picture sent A Rush of sensation up my spine and my back seemed to straighten even more as I conceived no I experienced the same amount of space commonly felt over my head as also existing under my feet
on the other side of the globe for the first time in my life I knew the Earth's roundness not as an intellectual concept but as an actual sensation at one level this awareness excited me but at another it seemed perfectly ordinary and natural all I wanted to do was immerse myself in the feeling of being suspended floating amid a space that existed in all directions rather than having to push myself away from the earth with my legs as I stood there resisting the Earth's gravity I now felt as though I was held Up by some
inner buoyancy as though I was filled like a balloon with just enough helium to hover over the ground and barely touch it with my feet it was similar to being in perfect athletic condition as after a year of intense exercise only far more coordinated and light I sat down again on the Rock and again everything seemed close the rugged outcrop on which I was sitting the tall trees further down the slope and the other mountains on the horizon and as I watched the limbs of the trees sway gently in the breeze I experienced not just
a visual perception of the event but a physical sensation as well as if the limbs moving in the wind were hairs on my body I perceived everything to be somehow part of me as I sat on the peak of the mountain looking out at the landscape falling away from me in all directions it felt exactly as if what I had always known as my physical body was only the head of a much larger body consisting of everything else I could see I experienced the entire universe looking out on itself through my eyes this perception induced
a flash of memory my mind raced backward in time past the beginning of my trip to Peru past my childhood and my birth the realization was present that my life did not in fact begin with my conception and birth on this planet it began much Earlier with the formation of the rest of me my real body the universe itself the science of evolution had always bored me but now as my mind continued to race backward in time all the things I had read on the subject began to come back to me including conversations with my
friend who resembled Renault I recall that this was the field he was interested in evolution all knowledge seemed to merge with actual memories somehow I was recalling what had happened and the recollection allowed me to look at evolution in a new way I watched as the first matter exploded into the universe and I realized as the third Insight had described that there was nothing truly solid about it matter was only energy vibrating at a certain level and in the beginning matter existed only in its simplest vibratory form the element we call hydrogen that's all there
was in the universe just hydrogen I observed that hydrogen atoms began to gravitate together as if the ruling principle The Urge of this energy was to begin a movement into a more complex State and when pockets of this hydrogen reached a sufficient density it began to heat up and to burn to become what we call a star and in this Burning the hydrogen fused together and leaped into the next higher vibration the element we call helium as I continue to watch the first Stars aged and finally blew themselves up and spewed the remaining hydrogen and
the newly created helium out into the universe and the whole process began again the hydrogen and helium gravitated together until the temperature became hot enough for new stars to form and that in turn fused the helium together creating the element lithium which vibrated at the next higher level and so on each successive generation of Stars creating matter that had not existed before until the wide spectrum of matter the basic chemical elements had been formed and scattered everywhere matter had evolved from the element hydrogen the simplest vibration of energy to carbon which vibrated and an extremely
high rate the stage was now set for the next step in evolution as our sun formed pockets of matter fell into orbit arounded and one of them the Earth contained all the newly created elements including carbon as the Earth cooled gases once caught in the molten Mass migrated to the surface and merged together forming water vapor and the great rains came forming oceans on the then Barren crust then when water covered much of the Earth's surface the skies cleared and the sun Burning Brightly bathed the new world with light in heat and radiation and in
the shallow pools and basins amid the great lightning storms That periodically swept the planet matter leaped past the vibratory level of carbon to an even more complex state to the vibration represented by the amino acids but for the first time this new level of vibration was not stable in and of itself matter had to continually absorb other matter into itself in order to sustain its vibration it had to eat life the new thrust of evolution had emerged still restricted to living only in water I saw this life split into two distinct forms one form the
one we call plants lived on inorganic matter and turned these elements into food by utilizing carbon dioxide from the early atmosphere as a byproduct plants released free oxygen into the world for the first time plant life spread quickly through the oceans and finally onto the land as well the other form what we call animals absorbed only organic life to sustain their vibration as I watched the animals filled the oceans in the great age of fishes and when the plants had released enough oxygen into the atmosphere began their own Trek toward land I saw the amphibians
half fish half something new leave the water for the first time and used lungs to breathe the new Air then matter leaped forward again into reptiles and covered the Earth in the great period of the dinosaurs then the warm-blooded mammals came and likewise covered the Earth and I realized that each emerging species Represented life matter moving into its next higher vibration finally the progression ended there at the Pinnacle stood humankind humankind the vision ended I had seen in one Flash the entire story of evolution the story of matter coming into being and then evolving as
if under some guiding plan toward ever higher vibrations creating the exact conditions finally for humans to emerge for each of us as individuals to emerge as I sat there on that mountain I could almost grasp how this Evolution was extended even further in the lives of human beings further Evolution was related somehow to the experience of Life coincidences something about these events led us forward in our lives and created a higher vibration that pushed Evolution ahead as well yet as hard as I tried I couldn't quite understand for a long time I sat on the
Rock precipice consumed by peace and completeness then abruptly I became aware that the sun was beginning to sink in the west I also noticed that toward the Northwest about a mile was a town of some kind I could make out the shapes of rooftops the road on the West Ridge seemed to meander right to it I got up and began the climb down the Rocks I laughed out loud I was still Connected with the landscape so that I felt I was walking alongside my own body and more that I was exploring the regions of of
my own body the feeling was exhilarating I made my way down the Bluffs and into the trees the afternoon sun cast Long Shadows along the forest floor halfway down I came to a particularly thick area of large trees and as I entered I experienced a perceptible change in my body I felt even lighter and more coordinated I stopped and looked closely at the trees and underlying bushes focusing on their shape and beauty I could see flickers of white light and what seemed like a pinkish glow around each plant I continued to walk coming to a
stream that radiated a pale blue and filled me with an enhanced tranquility and even a drowsiness eventually I made my way across the valley floor and up the next Ridge until I came to the road I pulled myself up to the gravel surface and walked casually along the shoulder toward the north I ahead I caught sight of a man in a priest's robe rounding the next band the sight thrilled me totally without fear I jogged ahead to talk with him I knew I would know exactly what to say and do I had a feeling of
perfect well-being but to my surprise he had disappeared to the right another road angled back down into the valley but I could see no one in that direction I ran further up the main road but saw no one there either I thought about going back Back and taking the road I had passed but I knew the town was ahead so I continued to walk that way still I thought several more times of the other Road 100 yard farther as I rounded another curve I heard the Roar of vehicles through the trees I could see a
line of military trucks approaching at a high rate of speed for a moment I hesitated thinking I might Stand My Ground but then I remembered the terror of the shooting on the ridge I had time only to fling myself off off the road to the right and lie still 10 Jeeps sped past me I had landed in a spot which was completely exposed and all I could do was hope no one looked my way each vehicle passed within 20 ft I could smell the exhaust fumes and see the expression on every face luckily no one
noticed after they were well pasted I crawled behind a large tree my hands were shaking and my sensation of peace and connection was totally shattered a now familiar Pang of anxiety nodded in my stomach finally I inched up to the road the sound of more Vehicles sent me scurrying down the slope again as two more Jeeps raced past I felt nauseous this time I stayed well off the road and retreated the way I had come moving very cautiously I came to the road I had passed earlier after carefully listening for sound and movement I decided
to walk through the woods beside it angling back into the valley my body felt heavy Again what had I been doing I asked myself why had I been walking in the road I must have been crazy deluded by the shock of the shooting entranced by some state of euphoria get real I told myself you have to be careful there are people here who will kill you if you make the slightest mistake I froze ahead of me perhaps 100 ft was the priest he was sitting under a large tree that was surrounded by numerous rock outcroppings
as I stared at him he opened his eyes and looked right at me I flinched but he only smiled and motioned for me to walk up cautiously I approached him he remained motionless a thin tall man of about 50 years of age his hair was cut short and was dark brown in color match ing his eyes you look as though you need some help he said in perfect English who are you I asked I am father Sanchez and you I explained who I was and where I was from dizzily sinking to one knee and then
to my buttocks you were part of what happened in koua weren't you he asked what do you know of that I asked weily not knowing whether to trust him I know know someone in this government is very angry he said they don't want the manuscript publicized why I asked he stood up and looked down at me why don't you come With me our mission is only a half mile away you'll be safe with us I struggled to my feet realizing I had no choice and nodded affirmatively he led me slowly down the road his manner
respectful and deliberate he weighed each word are the soldiers still looking for you he asked at one point I don't know I replied he said nothing for a few minutes then asked are you searching for the manuscript not anymore I said right now I just want to survive this and go home he nodded reassuringly and I found myself beginning to trust him something about his regard and warmth affected me he reminded me of will presently we came to the mission there was a cluster of small houses facing a courtyard and a small church it was
situated in a place of great Beauty as we walked up he told some of the other robed men something in Spanish and they scurried away I tried to see where they were going but fatigue was engulfing me the priest led me into one of the houses inside was a small living area and two bedrooms a fire burned in the fireplace soon after we entered another priest walked in with a tray of bread and soup wearily I ate as Sanchez sat politely in a chair beside me then upon his insistence I stretched out on one of
the beds and fell into a deep Sleep when I walked into the courtyard I noticed immediately that the grounds were immaculately kept the gravel walkways were edged with precisely arranged bushes Hedges each seemed to be placed so as to Accent their full natural shape none were trimmed I stretched and felt the starched shirt I had put on it was made of coarse cotton and chafed my neck slightly still it was clean and freshly ironed earlier I had awakened as two priests poured hot water into a tub and laid out fresh clothes after I had bathed
and dressed I had walked into the other room and found hot muffins and dried fruit on the table I had eaten ravenously while the priests stood by after I finished the priests had left and I walked outside to where I now stood I walked over and sat on one of the stone benches that faced the courtyard the sun was just clearing the tops of the trees warming my face how did you sleep a voice asked from behind me I turned to see father Sanchez standing very erect smiling down at me very well well I replied
may I join you sure neither of us spoke for several minutes so long in fact that I felt some discomfort several times I looked at him preparing to say something but he was looking in the direction of the sun his face tilted slightly back his eyes squinting finally he spoke this is a nice place you found here apparently he met the bench at this time of the morning Look I need to ask your advice I said what is the safest way for me to get back to the United States he looked at me seriously I
don't know that depends on how dangerous the government thinks you are tell me how you happen to be in Kola I told him everything from the time I had first heard of the manuscript my feeling of euphoria on the ridge now seemed fanciful and pretentious so I only alluded to it briefly ANZ however immediately questioned me about it what did you do after the soldier failed to notice you and left he asked I just sat up there for a few hours I replied feeling relieved I guess what else did you feel he asked I squirmed
somewhat then decided to attempt a description it's hard to describe I said I felt this euphoric connection with everything and this total kind of security and confidence I was no longer tired he smiled you had a mystical experience many people report them in that Forest near the peak I nodded tentatively he turned on the bench to face me more directly this is the experience the mystics of every religion have always described have you read anything about such experiences some years ago I said but until yesterday it was only an intellectual Concept yeah I suppose a
young priest walked up and nodded to me then whispered something to Sanchez Sanchez nodded and the young priest turned and walked away the older priest watched every step the young man took he crossed the courtyard and entered a park-like area about 100 ft away I noticed for the first time that this area too was also extremely clean and full of various plants the young priest walked to several locations hesitating at each one as though searching for something then at one specific location sat down he appeared to be engaged in an exercise of some kind Sanchez
smiled and looked pleased then turned his attention to me I think it is probably unsafe for you to attempt to go back right now he said but I will try to find out what the situation is and if there is any word about your friends he stood up and faced me I must attend to some chores please understand that we will assist you in any way possible for now I hope you will be comfortable here relax and gain your strength I nodded he reached inside his pocket and pulled out some papers and handed them to
me this is the fifth Insight it speaks about the kind of experience you have had I think you might find it interesting I took it reluctantly as he continued speaking what was your understanding of The last Insight you read he asked I hesitated I didn't want to think about manuscripts and insights finally I said that humans are stuck in a kind of competition for each other's energy when we can get others to acques to our view they identify with us and that pulls their energy into us and we feel stronger he smiled so the problem
is that everyone is trying to control and manipulate each other for energy because we feel short of it that's right but there is a solution another source of energy that's what the last Insight implied he nodded and walked very deliberately into the church for a few moments I leaned forward and rested my elbows on on my knees not looking at the translation I continued to feel reluctant the events of the last 2 days had dampened my enthusiasm and I preferred instead to think of how I might return to the United States then in the wooded
area across the way I noticed the young priest stand up and walk slowly to another location about 20 ft from where he was he turned toward me again and sat down I was intrigued over what he might be doing then it dawned on me that he might be practicing something that was spelled out in the manuscript I looked at the first page and began to read it described a new understanding of what has long been called mystical Consciousness during the last Decades of The 20th century it stated this Consciousness would become publicized as a way
of being that is actually attainable a way that has been demonstrated by the more esoteric practitioners of many religions for most this Consciousness would remain an intellectual concept to be only talked of and debated but for a growing number of humans this Consciousness would become experientially real because these individuals would experience flashes or glimpses of this state of mind during the course of their lives the manuscript said that this experience was the key to ending human conflict in the world because during this experience we are receiving energy from another source a source we will eventually
learn to tap at will I stopped reading and looked at the Young priest again his eyes were open and he appeared to be looking directly at me I nodded even though I couldn't make out the details of his face to my surprise he nodded back to me and smiled faintly then he stood up and walked toward my left heading toward the house in that direction he avoided my eyes as I watched him cross the courtyard and enter the dwelling behind me I heard footsteps and turned to see Sanchez leaving the church he smiled as he
approached me that didn't take long he said would you like to see more of the grounds yes I would I Replied tell me about these sitting areas you have I pointed toward the area where the young priest had been let's walk up there he said as we strolled across the courtyard Sanchez told me that the mission was over 400 years old and was founded by a unique missionary from Spain who felt the way to convert the local Indians was through their hearts not through coercion with the sword the approach had worked Sanchez went on and
partly because of this success and partly due to the remote location the priest had been left alone to follow his own course we carry on this tradition of looking inward for the truth Sanchez said the sitting area was landscaped immaculately about half an acre of dense forest had been cleared and the bushes and flowering plants beneath were interspersed with walkways made of smooth Riverstone like those in the courtyard the plants here were also spaced perfectly accentuating their unique shape where would you like to sit down Sanchez asked I looked around at my options in front
of us were several arranged areas Nooks which seemed complete unto themselves all contained Open Spaces surrounded by beautiful plants and rocks and larger trees of varying shapes one to our left where the young priest had been last sitting had more outcroppings of Stone how about over there I said he nodded and we walked over and sat down Sanchez breathed deeply for several minutes then looked at me tell me more of your experience on the ridge he said I felt resistant I don't know what else I can say about it it didn't last the priest looked
at me sternly just because it ended when you became afraid again doesn't negate its importance does it perhaps it is something to be regained maybe I said but it's hard for me to concentr on feeling Cosmic when people are trying to kill me he laughed then looked at me warmly are you studying the manuscript here at the mission I asked yes he said we teach others how to pursue the kind of experience you had on the ridge you wouldn't mind getting some of that feeling back would you a voice from the courtyard interrupted a priest
calling for Sanchez the older man excused himself and walked down the courtyard and talked with the priest who had summoned him I sat back and looked at the plants and rocks nearby taking my eyes slightly out of focus around the bush closest to me I could barely make out an area of light but when I tried it on the Rocks I could see nothing then I noticed Sanchez walking back I must leave for a while he said as he reached me I'll be going into town for a meeting so perhaps I can acquire Some information
concerning your friends or at least how safe it is for you to travel good I said will you be back today I don't think so he replied more like tomorrow morning I must have looked insecure because he walked closer and placed his hand on my shoulder don't worry you are safe here please make yourself at home look around it is fine to talk with any of the priests but understand that some of them will be more receptive than others depending on their their development I nodded he smiled and walked behind the church and entered an
old truck I had not noticed after several attempts it started and he drove around the back side of the church and onto the road leading back up the ridge for several hours I remained in the sitting area content to gather my thoughts wondering if margerie was all right and if Will had escaped several times the image of Jensen's man being killed flashed AC cross my mind but I fought off the memory and tried to stay calm about noon I noticed several priests were preparing a long table in the center of the courtyard with dishes of
food when they finished a dozen or more other priests joined them and began serving their own plates and eating on the benches casually most of them smiled pleasantly at each other but I could hear little talking one of them looked up at me and pointed to the food I nodded and walked down to the courtyard and prepared a plate of corn And beans each of the priests seemed very conscious of my presence but no one spoke to me I made several comments about the food but my words were met only with smiles and polite gestures
if I attempted direct eye contact they would lower their eyes I sat down on one of the benches alone and ate the vegetables and beans were unsalted but spiced with herbs when lunch was over and the priests were stacking the their plates on the table another priest walked out of the church and hastily prepared a plate when he finished he looked around for a place to sit and our eyes met he smiled and I recognized him as the priest who had looked at me from the sitting area earlier I returned his smile and he walked
over and spoke to me in broken English may I sit on bench with you he asked yes please I replied he sat down and began to eat very slowly over chewing his food and smiling up at me occasionally he was short and small with a wiry build and cold black hair his eyes were a lighter brown you like the food he asked I was holding my plate in my lap several bites of corn remained oh yes I said and took a bite I noticed again how slowly and deliberately he chewed and tried to do the
same and then it struck me that all of the priests have been eating that way are the vegetables grown here at the Mission I asked he hesitated before answering swallowing slowly yes food is very important do you meditate with the plants I asked he looked at me with obvious surprise you have read manuscript he asked yes the first four insights have you grown food he asked asked oh no I'm just learning about all this do you see energy Fields yes sometimes we sat in silence for a few minutes while he carefully ate several more bites
food is the first way of gaining energy he said I nodded but in order to totally absorb energy as food the food must be appreciated uh he seemed to be struggling for the right English word say Ed he finally said taste is the doorway you must appreciate taste this is the reason for prayer before eating it is not just about being thankful it is to make eating a Holy Experience so the energy from the food can enter your body he looked closely at me as though to see whether I understood I nodded without comment he
looked thoughtful what he was telling me I reasoned was that this kind of deliberate appreciation of food was the real purpose behind the normal religious custom of being thankful with the result being a higher energy absorption of the food but taking in food is only First Step he said after personal energy is increased in this way you become more sensitive to energy in all things and then you learn to take this energy into yourself without eating I nodded a affirmatively everything around us he continued has energy but each has its own special kind that is
why some places increase energy more than others it depends on how your shape fits with the energy there is that what you were doing up there earlier I asked increasing your energy he looked pleased yes how do you do that I asked you have to be open to connect to use your sense of appreciation as in seeing Fields but you take this one step further so that you get the sensation of being filled up I'm not sure I follow you he frowned at my denseness would you like to walk back to the sitting place I
can show you okay I said why not I followed as he led the way across the courtyard and back to the sitting area as we arrived he stopped and looked around as if surveying the area for something over there he said pointing to a spot that bordered the dense forest we followed the path as it wound through the trees and bushes he picked a spot in front of a large tree that grew out of a mound of Boulders so that its huge trunk seemed to be perched on the Rocks its roots wrapped around and through
the boulders before finally reaching the soil flowering shrubs of some type grew in semicircles in front of the tree and I could Det protect a strange sweet fragrance from the shrubs yellow blossoms the dense forest provided a solid sheet of green in the background the priest directed me to sit down in a clear spot amid the bushes facing the gnarled tree he sat beside me do you think the tree is beautiful he asked yes then uh feel it uh he seemed to be struggling again to find the word he thought for a moment and then
asked father Sanchez told me that you had an experience on the ridge can you remember how you felt I felt light and secure and connected how connected that's hard to describe I said like the whole landscape was part of me but what was the feeling I thought for a minute what was the feeling then it came to me love I said I guess I felt a love for everything yes he said that is it feel that for the tree but wait a minute I protested love is something that just happens I can't make myself love
Anything you do not make yourself love he said you allow love to enter you but to do this you must position your mind by remembering what it felt like and try to feel it again I looked at the tree and tried to remember the emotion on the ridge gradually I began to admire its shape and presence my appreciation grew until I actually felt an emotion of love the feeling was exactly the one I remember as a child for my mother and as a youth for the special little girl that was the object of my puppy
love yet even though I had been looking at the tree this particular love existed as a general background feeling I was in love with everything the priest slid away several feet and looked back at me intensely good he said you are accepting the energy I noticed his eyes were slightly out of focus how do you know I asked because I can see your energy field getting larger I closed my eyes and tried to reach the intense feelings I had acquired on the Ridgetop but I couldn't duplicate The Experience what I was feeling was on the
same Continuum but to a lesser degree than before the failure made me frustrated what happened he asked your energy fell I don't know I said I just couldn't do it as strongly as before he just Looked at me amused at first then with impatience what you experienced on the ridge was a gift a breakthrough a look at a new way now you must learn to get that experience by yourself a little at a time he slid back a foot farther and looked at me again now try more I closed my eyes and tried to feel
deeply eventually the emotions swept over me again I stayed with it attempting to increase the Feeling by small increments I focused my regard on the tree that is very good he suddenly said you are receiving energy and giving it to the tree I looked at him squarely I'm giving it back to the tree when you appreciate the beauty and uniqueness of things he explained you receive energy when you get to a level where you feel love then you can send the energy back just by willing it so for a long time I sat there with
a tree the more I focused attention on the tree and admired its shape and color the more love I seemed to acquire generally an unusual experience I imagined my energy flowing over and filling up the tree but I couldn't see it without changing my focus I noticed the priest get up and begin to walk away what does it look like when I'm giving energy to the tree I Asked he described the perception in detail and I recognized it as the same phenomenon I had witnessed when Sarah projected energy onto the filad dendrin that bente though
Sarah was successful she apparently wasn't aware that a state of love was necessary for the projection to take place she must have been acquiring a love State naturally without realizing it the priest walked down toward the courtyard and out of my range of vision I remained in the sitting area until dusk this ends side two of cassette 3 of The Celestine Prophecy please fast forward to the end before loading cassette 4 The Celestine Prophecy cassette 4 the two priests nodded politely as I entered the house a roaring fire fended off the evening chill and several
oil lamps illuminated the front room the air was filled with a smell of vegetable or perhaps potato soup on the table was a ceramic Bowl several spoons and a plate holding four slices of bread one of the priests turned and left without looking at me and the other kept his eyes lowered and nodded at a large cast iron pot sitting on the Heth by the fire a handle protruded from under its lid as soon as I saw the pot the second priest asked is there anything else you need I think not I said thank you
He nodded and left the house as well leaving me alone I lifted the lid from the pot potato soup it smelled rich and delicious I poured several ladles full into a bowl and sat down at the table then pulled the part of the manuscript Sanchez had given me from my pocket and placed it beside my plate intending to read but the soup tasted so good that I focused entirely on eating after I finished I placed the dishes in a large pan and stared at the fire hypnotized until the Flames burned low then I turned down
the lamps and went to bed the next morning I was awakened at dawn feeling totally refreshed outside a Morning Mist rolled through the courtyard I stoked up the fire and put several pieces of kindling on the coals and fan it until it caught up I was about to look through the kitchen for food when I heard Sanchez's truck approaching I walked outside as he emerged from behind the church a backpack in one arm and several packages in the other I have some news he said motioning me to follow him back inside the house several other
priests appeared with hot corn cakes and grits and more dried fruit Sanchez greeted the men then sat with me at the table as the priests scurried away I attended a meeting of some of the priests in the southern Council he said We were there to talk about the manuscript and issue was the government's aggressive actions this was the first time any group of priests has met publicly in support of this document and we were just beginning our discussion when a government representative knocked on the door and asked to be admitted he paused as he served
his plate and took several bites chewing them thoroughly the representative he continued assured us that the government's sole purpose was to protect the manuscript from out side exploitation he informed us that all copies being held by Peruvian citizens must be licensed he said he understood Our concern but asked us to comply with this law and turn in our copies he promised that government duplicates would be issued back to us at once did you turn them in I asked of course not we both ate for a few minutes I tried to over chew to appreciate the
taste we asked about the violence in Kula he went on and he told us that this was a necessary reaction against a man called Jensen that several of his men were armed Agents from another country he said they planned to find and steal the Undiscovered part of the manuscript and remove it from Peru so the government had no choice but to arrest them there was no mention of you or your friends did you believe the government man no we didn't after he left we continued the meeting we agreed that our policy would be one of
quiet Resistance we will continue to make copies and distribute them carefully will your church leaders allow you to do that I asked we don't know Sanchez said the church Elders have disapproved of the manuscript but so far have not seriously investigated who is involved with it our main concern is a cardinal who resides farther north Cardinal Sebastian he is the most vocal in opposition to the manuscript and is very influential if he convinces the leadership to issue strong proclamations then we will have a very interesting decision to make why is he so opposed to the
manuscript he is afraid why I haven't spoken with him in a long time and we always avoid the subject of the manuscript but I believe he thinks man's role is to participate in the cosmos ignorant of spiritual knowledge by faith alone he thinks the manuscript will undermine the status quo the lines of authority in the world how would it do that he smiled and tilted his head back slightly the truth shall set you free I was looking at him trying to understand what he meant eating the last of the bread and fruit on my plate
he ate several more tiny bites and pushed his chair back you seem much stronger he said said did you talk with anyone here Yes I replied I learned a method of connecting with the energy from one of the priests I didn't catch his name he was sitting in the area while we were talking in the courtyard yesterday morning remember when I spoke with him later he showed me how to absorb energy and then to project it back his name is John Sanchez said then nodded for me to go on it was an amazing experience I
said by remembering the love I felt I was able to open up I sat up there all day simmering in it I didn't reach the state I experienced on the ridge but I got close Sanchez looked more serious the role of love has been misunderstood for a long time love is not something we should do to be good or to make the world a better place out of some abstract moral responsibility or because we should give up our Hedonism connecting with energy feels like excitement then Euphoria and then love finding enough energy to maintain that
state of Love certainly helps the world but it most directly helps us it is the most hedonistic thing we can do I agreed then noticed he had moved his chair back several more feet and was looking at me intensely his eyes unfocused so what does my field look like I asked it is much larger he said I think you feel very good I do good that is what we Do here tell me about that I said we train priests to go farther into the mountains and work with the Indians it is a lonely job and
the priests must have great strength all of the men here have been screened thoroughly and all have one thing in common each has had one experience he called mystical I have been studying this kind of experience for many years he continued even before the manuscript was found and I believe that when one has already encountered a mystical experience getting back into this state and raising one's personal energy level comes much easier others can also connect but it takes longer a strong memory of the experience as I think you learned facilitates its Recreation after that one
slowly builds back what does a person's energy field look like when this is happening it grows outward and changes color slightly what color normally from a dull white toward green and blue but the most important thing is that it expands for instance during your mystical encounter on the Ridgetop your energy flashed outward into the whole universe essentially you connected and Drew energy from the the entire Cosmos and in turn your energy swelled to Encompass everything everywhere can you remember how that felt yeah I said I felt as though the entire universe was in my body
and I was just the head or perhaps more accurately The eyes yes he said and at that moment your energy field and that of the universe were the same the universe was your body I had a strange memory during that time I said I seemed to remember how this larger body this universe of mine evolved I was there I saw the first stars formed from simple hydrogen and then saw more complex matter evolve in successive generations of these Suns only I didn't see matter I saw matter as simple vibrations of energy that were evolving systematically
into ever more complex higher States then life began and evolved to a point where humans appeared I stopped suddenly and he noticed my changed mood what's wrong he said that's where the memory of evolution stopped I explained with humans I felt as if the story continued but I couldn't quite grasp it the story does go on he said humans are carrying forth the universe's Evolution toward higher and and higher vibrational complexity how I asked he smiled but didn't answer let's talk about this later I really must check on a few things I'll see you in
an hour or so I nodded he picked up an apple and walked out I wandered outside behind him then remembered the copy of the fifth inside in the bedroom and retrieved it Earlier I had been thinking of the forest where Sanchez had been sitting when I first met him even in my fatigue and panic I had noticed that the place was extraordinarily beautiful so I walked down the road toward the west until I came to the exact spot then sat down there myself leaning back against the tree I cleared my mind and spent several minutes
looking around the morning was bright and Breezy and I watched the wind as it whipped the branches above my head the air felt refreshing as I took in several deep breaths during a lull in the wind I took out the manuscript and looked for the page where I had stopped reading before I could locate it however I heard the sound of a truck engine I lay flat beside the tree and attempted to determine its direction the sound was coming from the mission as it grew closer I could see it was Sanchez's old truck with him
driving I thought you might be here he said as he pulled up to where I was standing get in we need to to leave what's going on I asked sliding into the passenger seat we drove on toward the main road one of my priests told me of a conversation he overheard in the village some government officials are in town and they were asking questions about me in the mission what do you think they want he looked at me reassuringly I don't know let's just say I'm not as certain as before that they will leave us
alone I thought as a PR caution that we should drive up into the mountains one of my priests lives near Machu piku his name is Father Carl we'll be safe at his house until we can better read the situation he smiled I want you to see Machu piku anyway I suddenly had a flash of suspicion that he had made a deal and was taking me somewhere to turn me in I decided to proceed cautiously and to stay alert until I found out for sure did you finish the translation he asked most of it I said
you had asked about human evolution did you finish that part no he turned his eyes from the road and looked at me intensely I pretended not to notice is something wrong he asked nothing I said how long will it take to get to Machu piku about 4 hours I I wanted to remain silent and let Sanchez talk hoping he might give himself away but I couldn't control my curiosity about Evolution so how do humans further Evolution I asked he glanced at me what do you think I don't know I said but when I was up
on the ridge I thought it might have something to do with the meaningful coincidences that the first Insight talks about that's right he said that would fit with the other insights wouldn't it I was confused I almost understood but I couldn't quite grasp it I remained Silent think of how the insights fall into sequence he said the first Insight occurs when we take the coincidences seriously these coincidences make us feel there is something more something spiritual operating underneath everything we do the second Insight institutes our awareness as something real we can see that we have
been preoccupied with material survival with focusing on controlling our situation in the universe for security and we know our openness now represents a kind of waking up to what is really going on the third Insight begins a new view of life it defines the physical universe as one of pure energy an energy that somehow responds to how we think and the fourth exposes the human tendency to steal energy from other humans by controlling them taking over their minds a crime in which we engage because we so often feel depleted of energy and cut off this
shortage of energy can be remedied of course when we connect with a higher source the universe can provide all we need if we can only open up to it that is the revelation of the fifth Insight in your case he continued you had a mystical experience that allowed you to briefly see the magnitude of energy one can acquire but this state is like leaping ahead of everyone else and glimpsing the future we can't maintain it for long once we try to talk to someone who is operating in normal Consciousness or try to live in a
world where conflict is still happening we get Knocked out of this Advanced State and fall back to the level of our old selves and then he continued it is a matter of slowly regaining what we glimpsed a little at a time and to begin a progression back towards the ultimate Consciousness but to do this we must learn to consciously fill up with energy because this energy brings on the coincidences and the coincidences help us actualize the new level on a permanent basis I must have looked puzzled because he said think about it when something occurs
Beyond chance to lead us forward in our lives then we become more actualized people we feel as though we are attaining what Destiny is leading us to become when this occurs the level of energy that brought on the coincidences in the first place is instituted in us we can be knocked out of it and lose energy when we are afraid but this level serves as a new outer limit which can be regained quite easily we have become a new person we exist at a level of higher energy at a level get this of higher vibration
can you see the process now we fill up grow fill up and grow again that is how we as humans continue the evolution of the universe to a higher and higher vibration he paused for a moment then seemed to think of something he wanted to add this Evolution has been going on unconsciously throughout human history that explains why civilization has progressed and why humans have grown larger lived longer and so forth now However we are making the whole process conscious that is what the manuscript is telling us that is what this movement toward worldwide spiritual
consciousness is all about I was listening intensely totally fascinated with what Sanchez was telling me so all we have to do is fill up with energy as I learned to do with John and the coincidences begin to happen more consistently well yes but that's not as easy as you think before we can connect with the energy on a permanent basis bis there is one more hurdle we must pass the next Insight the sixth deals with this issue what is it he looked squarely at me we must face up to our particular way of controlling others
remember the fourth Insight reveals that humans have always felt short of energy and have sought to control each other to acquire the energy that flows between people the fifth then shows us that an alternative source exists but we can't really stay connected with this Source until we come to grips with a particular method that we as individuals use in our controlling and stop doing it because whenever we fall back into this habit we get disconnected from The Source getting rid of this habit isn't easy because it's always unconscious at first the key to letting it
go is to bring it fully into Consciousness and we do that by seeing that our particular style of controlling others is when we Learned in childhood to get attention to get the energy moving our way and we're stuck there this style is something we repeat over and over again I call it our unconscious controlled drama I call it a drama because it is one familiar scene like a scene in a movie for which we write the script as youths then we repeat this scene over and over in our daily lives without being aware of it
all we know is that the same kind of events happen to us repeatedly the problem is if we are repeating one particular scene over and over than the other scenes of our real life movie the high adventure marked by coincidences can't go forward we stop the movie when we repeat this one drama in order to manipulate for energy Sanchez slowed the truck and moved carefully forward through a series of deep ruts in the road I realiz realized I was frustrated I couldn't quite grasp how a control drama worked I almost expressed my feelings to Sanchez
but I couldn't I realized I still felt distant from him and didn't care to reveal myself did you understand he asked I don't know I said curtly I don't know if I have a control drama he looked at me with the warmest regard and chuckled out loud is that so he asked then why do you always act so aloof clearing the Past ahead the road narrowed and bent sharply around the sheer rock face of the mountain the truck bounced over several large rocks and slowly proceeded through the curve below the Andes Rose in massive gray
ridges above Banks of snow white clouds I looked at Sanchez he was leaning over the steering wheel tense for most of the day we had been scaling Steep inclines and edging through passages made more narrow by Fallen Rock I had wanted to broach the subject of control dramas again but the time seemed inappropriate Sanchez appeared to need every ounce of energy for driving and besides I wasn't clear on what I wanted to ask I had read the rest of the fifth insight and it had echoed exactly the point Sanchez had related to me the the
idea of getting rid of my style of controlling seemed desirable especially if it would make my Evolution accelerate but I still couldn't grasp how a control drama operated what are you thinking about Sanchez asked I finished reading the fifth Insight I said and I was thinking about these dramas considering what you said about me I assume you think my drama has something to do with being aloof he didn't reply he was staring up the road 100 ft ahead a large four-wheel drive vehicle blocked the way a man and a woman stood on a rock precipice
50 ft from the vehicle they returned our Gaze Sanchez stopped the truck and looked them over for an instant then smiled I know the woman he said that's Julia it's all right let's talk with him both the man and woman were of dark complexion and appeared Peruvian the woman was older appearing to be about 50 while the man looked approximately 30 as we got out of the truck the woman walked toward us father Sanchez she said as she approached how are you Julia Sanchez replied the two embraced then Sanchez introduced me to Julia Julia in
turn introduced her companion Rolando saying nothing else Julia and Sanchez turned their backs on us and walked toward the over hang where Julia and Rolando had previously been standing Rolando looked at me intensely and I instinctively turned and walked in the direction of the other two people Rolando followed still looking at me as though he wanted something although his hair and features were young his complexion was Ruddy and red for some reason I felt anxious several times as we walked to the edge of the mountain he looked as though he was going to speak but
each time I turned my eyes away and increased my Pace he remained silent when we reached the precipice I sat on a Ledge to prevent him from sitting next to me Julia and Sanchez were above me about 25 ft sitting together on a large Boulder Rolando sat as close to me as possible although his constant stare bothered me I was slightly curious about him at the same time he caught me looking at him and asked are you here for the the manuscript I took a long time to answer I've heard of it he looked perplexed
have you seen it some I said do you have something to do with it I am interested he said but I have not seen any copies yet a period of Silence followed are you from the United States he asked the question Disturbed me so I decided not to answer instead I asked does the manuscript have anything to do with the ruins at Machu piku I don't think so he replied except that it was written about the same time they were built I remained silent looking out at the incredible view of the Andes sooner or later
if I remained quiet he would divulge what he and Julia were doing here and how it concerned them manuscript we sat for 20 minutes with no conversation finally Rolando stood and walked up to where the others were talking I was perplexed as to what to do I had avoided sitting with Sanchez and Julia because I had the distinct impression they wanted to talk alone for perhaps another 30 minutes I remained there gazing out at the rocky Peaks and straining to overhear the conversation above me none of them paid me the slightest bit of attention finally
I decided to join them but before I could move the three of them stood and began walking toward Julia's vehicle I cut across the Rocks toward them they have to go Sanchez remarked as I approached I'm sorry we did not have time to talk Julia said I hope we see you again she was looking at me with the same warmth Sanchez often displayed as I nodded she cocked her head slightly and added in fact I have a feeling we will see you soon as we stroll down the rocky path I felt the need to say
something in response but I couldn't think when we reached her vehicle Julia only nodded slightly and said a quick goodbye both she and Rolando got in and Julia drove away toward the north the way Sanchez and I had come I felt puzzled by the entire experience once we were in our vehicles Sanchez asked did Rolando fill you in on will no I said had they seen him Sanchez looked confused yes they saw him at a village 40 Mi east of here did will say anything about me Julia said will mentioned being separated from you she
said will talked mainly with Roland didn't you tell Rolando who you Were no I didn't know if I could trust him Sanchez looked at me in total bewilderment I told you it was fine to talk with him I've known Julia for years she owns a business in Lima but since the discovery of the manuscript she has been looking for the ninth Insight Julie would not be traveling with anyone untrustworthy there was no danger now you missed what could have been important information Sanchez looked at me with a serious expression this this is a perfect example
of how a control drama interferes he said you were so aloof you didn't allow an important coincidence to take place I must have appeared defensive it's all right he said everyone plays a drama of one kind or another at least now you understand how yours works I don't understand I said what exactly am I doing your way of controlling people in situations he explained in order to get energy coming your way is to create this drama in your mind during which you withdraw and look mysterious and secretive you tell yourself that you're being cautious but
what you're really doing is hoping someone will be pulled into this drama and will try to figure out what's going on with you when someone does you remain vague forcing them to struggle and dig and try to discern your true feelings as they do so they give you their full attention and That sends their energy to you the longer you can keep them interested and mystified the more energy you receive unfortunately when you play aloof your life tends to evolve very slowly because you're repeating this same scene over and over again if you had opened
up to orando your life movie would have taken off in a new and meaningful Direction I felt myself becoming depressed all this was just another example of what will had pointed out when he saw me resisting giving information to Renault it was true I did tend to hide what I really thought I looked out the window as we followed the road higher into the Peaks Sanchez concentrated again on avoiding the Fatal drop offs when the road straightened he looked over at me and said the first step in this process of getting clear for each of
us is to bring our particular control drama into full consciousness nothing can proceed until we really look at ourselves and discover what we are doing to manipulate for energy this is what has just happened to you what is the next step I asked each of us must go back into our past back into our early family life and see how this habit was formed seeing its Inception keeps our way of controlling in Consciousness remember most of our family members were operating in a drama themselves trying to pull energy out of us as children this is
why we had to Form a control drama in the first place we had to have a strategy to win energy back it is always in relation to our family members that we develop our particular dramas however once we recognize the energy Dynamics in our families we can go past these control strategies and see what was really happening what do you mean really happening each person must interpret his family experience from an evolutionary point of view from a spiritual point of view and discover who he really is once we do that our control drama Falls away
and our real lives take off so how do I begin by first understanding how your drama was formed tell me about your father he is a good man who is unloving and capable but I hesitated not wanting to sound ungrateful toward my father but what Sanchez asked well I said he was always critical I could never do anything right how did he criticize you Sanchez asked a picture of my father young and strong appeared in my mind he asked questions then found something wrong with the answers and what happened to your energy I guess I
felt drained so I tried to keep from telling him anything you mean you got vague and Distant trying to say things in a way that would get his attention but not reveal enough to give him something to criticize he was the interrogator and you dodged around him with your aloofness yeah I guess but what is an interrogator an interrogator is another kind of drama people who use this means of gaining energy set up a drama of asking questions and probing into another person's world with a specific purpose of finding something wrong once they do then
they criticize this aspect of the other's life if this strategy succeeds then the person being criticized is pulled into the drama they suddenly find themselves becoming self-conscious around the interrogator and paying attention to what the interrog Ator is doing and thinking about so as not to do something wrong that the interrogator would notice this psychic deference gives the interrogator the energy he desires think about the times you have been around someone like this when you get caught up in this drama don't you tend to act a certain way so that the person won't criticize you
he pulls you off your own path and drains your energy because you judge yourself by what he might be thinking I remembered the feeling exactly and the person that came to mind was Jensen so my father was an interrogator I asked that's what it sounds like for a moment I was lost in thought about my mother's drama if my father was an interrogator what was my Mother Sanchez asked me what I was thinking I was wondering about my mother's control drama I said how many different kinds are there let me explain the classification spoken of
in the manuscript Sanchez said everyone manipulates for energy either aggressively directly forcing people to pay attention to them or passively playing on people's sympathy or curiosity to gain attention for instance if someone threatens you either verbally or physically then you are forced for fear of something bad happening to you to pay attention to him and so to give him energy the person threatening you would be pulling you into the most aggressive kind of drama what the sixth Insight calls the Intimidator if on the other hand someone tells you all the horrible things that are already
happening to them implying perhaps that you are responsible and that if you refuse to help these horrible things are going to continue then this person is seeking to control at the most passive level with what the manuscript calls a poor for me drama think about this one for a moment haven't you ever been around someone who makes you feel guilty when you're in their presence even though you know there is no reason to feel this way yes well it's because you have entered the drama world of a poor me everything they say and do puts
you in a place where you have to defend against the idea that you're not doing enough for this person that's why you Feel guilty just being around them I nodded everyone's drama can be examined he continued according to where it falls on this spectrum from aggressive to passive if a person is subtle in their aggression finding fault and slowly undermining your world in order to get your energy then as we saw in your father this person would be an interrogator less passive than the poor me would be your aloofness drama so the order of Dramas
goes this way Intimidator interrogator aloof and poor me does that make sense I guess you think everyone Falls somewhere among these Styles that's correct some people use more than one in different circumstances but most of us have one dominant control drama that we tend to repeat depending on which one worked well on the members of our early family it suddenly dawned on me my mother did exactly the same thing to me as my father I looked at Sanchez my mother I know what she was she was also an interrogator so you had a double dose
Sanchez said no wonder you're so aloof but at least they weren't intimidating you at least you never feared for your safety what would have happened in that case you would have become stuck in a poor me drama do you see how this works if you are a Child and someone is draining your energy by threatening you with bodily harm then being aloof doesn't work you can't get them to give you energy by playing koi they don't give a damn what's going on inside you they're coming on too strong so you're forced to become more passive
and to try the poor me approach appealing to the mercy of the person guilt tripping them about the harm they are doing if this doesn't work then as a child you endure until you are big enough to explode against the violence and fight aggression with aggression he paused like the child you told me about the one in the Peruvian family that served you dinner a person goes to whatever extreme necessary to get attention energy in their family and after that the strategy becomes their dominant way of controlling to get energy from everyone the drama they
constantly repeat I understand the Intimidator I said but how does the interrogator develop what would you do if you were a child and your family members were either not there or ignored you because they were preoccupied with their careers or something I don't know playing aloof would not get their attention they wouldn't notice wouldn't you have to resort to probing and prying and finally finding something wrong in these aloof people in order to force attention and energy this is what an interrogator does I began to get the Insight aloof people create interrogators that's right and
interrogators make people aloof and Intimidators create the poor me approach or if this fails another Intimidator exactly that's how control dramas perpetuate themselves but remember there is a tendency to see these dramas in others but to think that we ourselves are free from such devices each of us must transcend this illusion before we can go on almost all of us tend to be stuck at least some of the time in a drama and we have to step back and look at ourselves long enough to discover what it is I was silent for a moment finally
I looked at Sanchez again and asked once we see our drama what happens next Sanchez slowed the truck in order to look me in the eyes we are truly free to become more than the unconscious act we play as I said before we can find a higher meaning for our lives a spiritual reason we were born to our particular families we can begin to get clear about who we really are we're almost there Sanchez said the road was cresting between two peaks as we passed the huge formation on our right I saw a small house
ahead it backed up to another Majestic Pinnacle of Rock his truck isn't here Sanchez said we parked and walked to the house Sanchez opened the door and walked inside while I waited I took in several breaths the air was cool and very thin overhead the sky was dark gray and thick with clouds it looked as though it might rain Sanchez walked back to the door no one is inside he must be at the ruins well how do we get there he suddenly looked exhausted they're up ahead about a half mile he said handing me the
keys to the truck follow the road past the next Ridge and you'll see them down below take the truck I want to stay here and meditate okay I will I said walking around to get in the vehicle I drove forward into a little Valley and then up the next Ridge anticipating the view the sight did not disappoint me as I crested the ridge I saw the full Splendor of the ruins at Machu piku a temple complex of massive carefully shaped rocks weighing tons sitting at top each other on the mountain even in the dull cloudy
light the beauty of the place was overwhelming this ends side one of cassette 4 please turn the cassette over and start side two at the same point I stopped the truck and soaked up the energy for 10 or 15 minutes several groups of people were walking through the ruins I saw a man Wearing a priest's collar leave the remains of a building and walk toward a vehicle parked nearby because of the distance and because the man wore a leather jacket rather than a priest's robe I couldn't be sure it was father Carl I started the
truck and drove closer as soon as he heard the sound he looked up and smiled apparently recognizing the vehicle as belonging to Sanchez when he saw me inside he looked interested and walked over his build was short and squat with dull brown hair and Pudgy features with deep blue eyes he looked to be about 30 I'm with Father s Sanchez I said stepping from the vehicle and introducing myself he's up at your house he offered his hand i'm father Carl I glanced past him to the ruins the cutstone was even more impressive when in close
proximity is this the first time you've been here he asked yes it is I replied I've heard about this place for years but I never anticipated this it is one of the highest energy centers in the world he said I looked closely at him clearly he spoke about energy in the same sense it was used in the manuscript I nodded affirmatively then said I'm at a point where I'm consciously trying to build energy and deal with my control drama I felt somewhat pretentious at saying that but comfortable enough to be honest you don't seem too
aloof he said I was startled how did you know that was my drama I asked I've developed an instinct for it that's why I'm here you help people see their way of controlling yes and their true self his eyes Shone with sincerity he was totally direct with no hint of embarrassment at revealing himself to a stranger I remained silent so he said you understand the first five insights I've read most of them I said and I've talked with several people as soon as I made this statement I realized I was being too vague I think
I understand the first five I added it's number six that I'm not clear about he nodded then said most of the people I talk with haven't even heard of the manuscript they come up here and are entranced by the energy that alone makes them rethink their lives how do you meet these people he looked at me with a knowing expression they seem to find me you said you help them find their true self how he took a long breath then said there's only one way each of us has to go back to our family experience
that childhood time and place and review what happened once we become conscious of our control drama then we can focus on the higher truth of our family the Silver Lining so to speak that lies beyond the Energy conflict once we find this truth it can energize our lives for this truth tells us who we are the path we are on what we are doing that's what Sanchez has told me I said I want to know more about how to find this truth he zipped up his coat against the late afternoon chill I hope we can
talk more about it later he said right now I would like to greet father Sanchez I looked out at the ruins and he added feel free to look around as long as you would like I'll see you back at my house later for the next hour and a half I walked through the ancient site at certain spots I would linger feeling more buoyant than at others I wondered with Fascination about the civilization that had built these temples how did they move these Stones up here and place them a top one another in this fashion it
seemed impossible as my intense interest in the ruins began to wne my thoughts turned to my personal situation although my circumstances had not changed I felt less fearful now Sanchez's confidence had reassured me I had been stupid to doubt him and I already liked father Carl as Darkness descended I walked back to the truck and returned to Father Carl's house as I drove up I could see the two men standing close to each other inside when I entered I heard laughter Both were busy in the kitchen preparing dinner father Carl greeted me and escorted me
to a chair I sat down lazily in front of a large fire in the fireplace and looked around the room was large and panel with wide boards which were lightly stained I could see two other rooms bedrooms apparently linked by a narrow hallway the house was lit with low wattage bulbs and I thought I could detect the faint hum of a generator when the preparations were completed I was summoned to a rough plank table Sanchez offered a brief prayer and then we ate the two men continuing to talk afterward we sat together by the fire
father Carl has spoken with Will Sanchez said when I asked immediately excited will came through here several days ago father Carl said I had met him a year ago and he came by to bring me some information he said he thought he knew who was behind the governmental action against the manuscript who I asked Cardinal Sebastian Sanchez interjected what is he doing I asked apparently Sanchez said he is using his influence with the government to increase the military pressure against the manuscript he has always preferred to work quietly through the government rather than force a
division within the church now he is intensifying his efforts unfortunately it may be Working what do you mean I asked except for the few Priests of the northern Council and a few others like Julie and will no one else seems to have any copies any longer what about the scientists at viente I asked both men were silent for a moment then father Carl said will told me the government has closed it down all the scientists were arrested and their research data was confiscated will the scientific community stand for that I asked what choice do they
have Sanchez said besides that research wasn't accepted by most scientists anyway the government is apparently selling the idea that these people were breaking the law I can't believe the government could get away with doing that apparently they have father Carl said I made some calls to check and I received the same story though they're keeping it very quiet the government is intensifying its Crackdown what do you think will happen I asked them both father Carl Shrugged his shoulders and father Sanchez said I don't know it may depend on what will finds why I asked he
appears to be close to finding the missing part of the manuscript the ninth Insight perhaps when does there will be enough interest to create worldwide intervention here where did he say he was going I asked father Carl he didn't know exactly But he said his intuitions were leading him further North near Guatemala his intuitions were leading him yes you'll understand that after you get clear about who you are and go on to the seventh Insight I looked at both of them at how incredibly Serene they appeared how can you remain so calm I asked what
if they come crashing in here and arrest all of us they gazed at me patiently then father Sanchez spoke don't confuse calmness with carelessness our peaceful countenance is a measure of how well we're connected with the energy we stay connected because it is the best thing for us to do regardless of the circumstances you understand that don't you yes I said of course I guess I'm having trouble staying connected myself both men smiled staying connected father Carl said we be easier once you get clear on who you are father Sanchez stood up then and walked
away announcing that he would be doing the dishes I looked at father Carl okay I said how do I start getting clear about myself father Sanchez tells me he replied that you already understand the control dramas of your parents that's right they were both interrogators and that made me aloof okay now you must look past the energy competition that existed in your family and search for the real reason you were there I looked at him blankly The process of finding your true spiritual identity involves looking at your whole life as one long story trying to
find a higher meaning Begin by asking yourself this question why was I born to this particular family what might have been the purpose for that I don't know I said your father was an interrogator what else was he you mean what did he stand for yes I thought for a moment then said my father genuinely believes in enjoying life in living with Integrity but making the most of what lies has to offer you know living life to the fullest has he been able to do this to some extent but somehow he always seems to have
a run of bad luck just when he thinks he's about to enjoy life the most father Carl squinted his eyes in contemplation he believes life is for fun and enjoyment but he hasn't quite pulled it off yes have you thought about why not really I always figured was unlucky maybe he hasn't found the way to do it yet maybe not what about your mother she's no longer living can you see what her life represented yes her life was her church she stood for Christian principles in what way she believed in community service and in following
God's laws did she follow God's laws to the letter at least so far as her church talk Was she able to convince your father to do the same thing I laughed not really my mother wanted him to go to church every week and to be involved in community programs but as I told you he was more of a free spirit than that so where did that leave you I looked at him I've never thought about it didn't they both want your Allegiance wasn't that why they were interrogating you to make sure you weren't siding with
the values of the other didn't they both want you to think their way was the best yes you're right how did you respond I just tried to avoid taking a stand I guess they both monitored you to see if you were measuring up to their particular views and unable to please both you became aloof that's about it I said what happened to your mother he asked she developed Parkinson disease and died after being sick for a long time did she remain true to her faith absolutely I said throughout it all so what meaning did she
leave you with what you're looking for the meaning her life has for you the reason you were born to her what you were there to learn every human being whether they are conscious of it or not illustrates with their lives how he or she thinks a human being is supposed to live you must try to discover what she taught you and at the same time what about her life could have been done Better what you would have changed about your mother is part of what you yourself are working on why only part because how you
would improve on your father's life is the other part I was still confused he placed his hand on my shoulder we are not merely the physical creation of our parents we are also the spiritual cre creation you were born to these two people and their lives had an irrevocable effect on who you are to discover your real self you must admit that the real you began in a position between their truths that's why you were born there to take a higher perspective on what they stood for your path is about discovering a truth that is
a higher synthesis of what these two people believ I nodded so how would you express what your parents taught you I'm not sure I replied what do you think my father thought life was about maximizing his aliveness his enjoyment of who he was and he tried to pursue that end and my mother believed more in sacrifice and in spending her time in service to others denying herself she felt this is what the scriptures command and you how do you feel about this I don't know really which Viewpoint would you choose for yourself that of your
mother or that of your father neither I mean life is not that simple he laughed you're being Vague I guess I don't know but if you had to choose one or the other I hesitated trying to think honestly then the answer came to me they're both correct I said and incorrect his eyes beamed how I'm not sure exactly but I think a correct life must include both views the question for you father Carl said is how how does one live a life that is both from your mother you received the knowledge that life is about
spirituality from your father you learned that life is about self-enhancement fun adventure so my life I interrupted is about somehow combining the two approaches yes for you spirituality is the question your whole life will be about finding one that is self-enhancing this is the problem your parents were unable to reconcile the one they left for you this is your evolutionary question your quest this lifetime the idea propelled me into deep thought father Carl said something else but I couldn't concentrate on what he was saying the waning fire was having a calming effect on me me
I realized I was tired father Carl sat up straight and said I think you're out of energy for tonight but let me leave you with one thought you can go to sleep and never think again of what we have discussed you can go right back into your old Drama or you can wake up tomorrow and hold on to this new idea of who you are if you do then you can take the next step in the process which is to look closely at all the other things that have happened to you since birth if you
view your life as one story from birth to right now you'll be able to see how you have been working on this question all along you'll be able to see how you came to be here in Peru and what you should do next I nodded and looked at him closely his eyes were warm and caring and held the same expression I had seen so often on Will's face and Sanchez's good night father Carl said and walked into the bedroom and closed the door I enrolled my sleeping bag on the floor and fell quickly to sleep
I woke up with Will on my mind I wanted to ask father Carl what else he knew of Will's plans as I lay there thinking still zipped in the sleeping bag father Carl walked into the room quietly and began rebuilding the fire I unzipped the bag and he looked over at me alerted by the sound good morning he said how did you sleep okay I replied standing he put fresh kindling on the coals and then larger pieces of firewood what did will say he was going to do I asked father Carl stood and faced me
he said he was going to a friend's house to wait for some information he expected apparently information about the ninth Insight what else did he say I asked will told me that he thought father Sebastian intends to find the last Insight himself and seems to be close will thinks that the person who controls the last Insight will determine whether the manuscript ever becomes widely distributed and understood why I'm not sure really will was one of the first to ever collect and read the insights he may understand them better than any man alive he feels I
think that the last Insight will make all the others become more clear and accepted do you think he's right I asked I don't know he replied I don't understand as much as he does all I understand is what I'm supposed to do what is that he paused momentarily then replied as I said before my truth is to help people discover who they really are when I read the manuscript this Mission became clear to me the sixth Insight is my special Insight my truth is helping others grasp this insight and I'm effective because I've gone through
the process myself what was your control drama I asked he looked at me with Amusement I was an interrogator you controlled people by finding something wrong with the way they live their lives that's right my father was a poor me and my mother was aloof they completely ignored me the only way I could get any attention energy was to into what they were doing And then point out something wrong with it and when did you work through this drama about 18 months ago when I met father Sanchez and began to study the manuscript after I
really looked at my parents I realized what my experience with them Was preparing me to do you see my father stood for accomplishment he was very goal oriented he planned his time to the minute and judged himself according to how much he got done my mother was very intuitive and mystical she believed that each of us received spiritual guidance and that life was about following this direction what did your father think about that he thought it was crazy I smiled but said nothing can you see where that left me Father Carl asked I shook my
head I couldn't quite grasp it because of my father he said I was sensitized to the idea that life was about accomplishment having having something important to do and getting it done but at the same time my mother was there to tell me life was about inner Direction and intuitive guidance of some sort I realized that my life was a synthesis of both viewpoints I was trying to discover how we are guided inwardly toward the mission only we can do knowing it is of supreme importance to pursue this Mission if we are to feel happy
and fulfilled I nodded and he continued you can see why I was excited about the sixth insight as soon as I read it I knew that my work was to help people get clear so they could develop this sense of Purpose do you know how will got on the path he is on yes he shared some of this information with me Will's drama was to be aloof like yours also as in your case each of his parents was an interrogator and each had a strong philosophy they wanted will to adopt Will's father was a German
novelist who argued that the ultimate Destiny of the human race was to perfect itself his father never advocated anything but the purest of humanitarian principles but the Nazis used his basic idea of perfection to help legitimize their murderous liquidation of inferior races the corruption of his theme destroyed the old man and led him to move to South America with his wife and Will his wife was a Peruvian who grew up in America and was educated there she was a writer too but she was basically Eastern in her philosophical beliefs she held that life was about
reaching an inner Enlightenment a higher Consciousness marked by peace of mind and Detachment from the things of the world according to her life was not about perfection it was about letting go of the need to perfect anything to go anywhere can you see where this left will I shook my head he was left father Carl continued in a difficult position his father championed the Western idea of working for progress and Perfection and his mother held the Eastern belief that life was only about reaching inner peace nothing else these two people had prepared will To work
on integrating the main philosophical differences between eastern and western culture although he didn't know it at first he first became an engineer dedicated to progress and then a simple guide who brought Peace by bringing people to the beautiful inwardly moving places in this country but searching out the manuscript awakened all this in him the insights speak directly to his main question they reveal that the thought of both East and West can indeed be integrated into a higher truth they show us that the West is correct in maintaining that life is about progress about evolving toward
something higher yet the East is also correct in emphasizing that we must must let go of control with the ego we can't progress by using logic alone we have to attain a fuller Consciousness and inner connection with God because only then can our Evolution toward something better be guided by a higher part of ourselves when will began to discover the insights his whole life began to flow he met Jose the priest who first found the manuscript and had it translated soon after that he met the owner of VI and helped start the research there and
about the same time he met Julia who was in business but was also guiding people to the Virgin forests it was with Julia that will had the most Affinity they hid it off immediately because of the similarity in the questions they pursued Julia grew up with a father who talked of spiritual ideas but in a capricious and Flaky way Her mother on the other hand was a college speech teacher a debater who demanded clear thinking naturally Julia found herself wanting information about spirituality but insisting that it be intelligible and precise will wanted a synthesis between
East and West that explained human spirituality and Julia wanted this explanation to be perfectly clear something the manuscript was providing for both breakfast is ready Sanchez called from the kitchen I turned around surprised I didn't realize Sanchez was up without pursuing the conversation any further father Carl and I got up and joined Sanchez in a meal of fruit and cereal afterwards father Carl asked me to take a walk to the ruins with him I agreed wanting very much to go there again both of us looked at father Sanchez and he gracefully declined explaining that he
needed to drive down the mountain and make some phone calls outside the sky was crystal clear and the sun Shone brightly over the Peaks we walked briskly do you think there is a way to contact will I asked no he replied he did not tell me who his friends were the only way would be to drive to aitos a town near the northern border and I think that might be unsafe right now why there I asked he said he thought his search would take him to this town there are many ruins near there also Cardinal
Sebastian has a mission nearby do you think will will find the last Insight I don't Know we walked in silence for several minutes then father Carl asked have you made a decision about what course to take personally what do you mean father Sanchez said you were talking at first about going back immediately to the United States but that lately you seem to be more interested in exploring the insights how are you feeling now precarious I said but for some reason I also want to continue I understand a man was killed right beside you that's right
and still you want to stay no I said I want to get away save my life yet here I am why do you think that is he asked I scrutinized his expression I don't know do you do you remember where we left our conversation last night I remembered exactly we had discovered the question my parents left with me to find a spirituality that is self-enhancing that gives one a sense of adventure and fulfillment and you said if I looked closely at how my life has evolved this question would put my life in perspective and clear
up what's happening to me now he smiled mysteriously yes according to the manuscript it will how does that occur each of us must look at the significant turns in our lives and reinterpret them in light of our evolutionary question I shook my head not Comprehending try to perceive the sequence of interests important friends coincidences that have occurred in your life weren't they leading you somewhere I thought about my life since childhood but could find no pattern how did you spend your time as you grew up he asked I don't know I was a typical child
I guess I read a lot what did you read mystery stuff mostly science fiction ghost stories that kind of thing what happened in your life after that I thought about the effect my grandfather had on me and told father Carl about the lake and the mountains he nodded his head knowingly and after you grew up what happened I went away to college my grandfather died while I was away what did you study at College sociology why I met a professor I liked his knowledge of human nature interested me I decided to study with him what
happened then I graduated and went to work did you enjoy it yes for a long time then things changed I felt that what I was doing wasn't complete I was working with emotionally disturbed adolescence and I thought I knew how they could transcend their pasts and stop the acting out that was so self-defeating I thought I could help them go on with their lives I finally realized something was missing In my Approach then what I quit and and then an old friend called and told me about the manuscript is that when you decided to come
to Peru yes what do you think of your experience here I think I'm crazy I said I think I'm going to get myself killed but what do you think of the way your experience has progressed I don't understand when father Sanchez told me what had happened to you since coming to Peru he said I was amazed at the series of coincidences that brought you face to face with the different insights of the manuscript just when you needed them what do you think that means I asked he stopped walking and faced me it means you you
were ready you are like the rest of us here you came to the point where you needed the manuscript in order to continue your life Evolution think about how the events of your life fit together from the beginning you were interested in mysterious topics and that interest finally LED you to study human nature why do you think you happened to meet that particular teacher he crystalized your interests and led you into looking at the greatest mystery the human situation on this plan Planet the question of what life is about then at some level you knew
that life's meaning was connected to the problem of transcending our past conditioning and moving Our Lives forward that's why you were working with those Kids but as you can understand now it has taken the insights to clear up what was missing in your Technique with those youths in order for emotionally disturb children to evolve they have to do what we all have to do get connected with enough energy to see through their intense control drama which you call acting out and go forward in what turns out to be a spiritual process a process you've been
trying to understand all along see the higher perspective on these events all the interests that led you forward in your past all these stages of growth were just preparing you to be here now exploring the insights you've been working on your evolutionary search for a self enhancing spirituality throughout your entire life and the energy you acquired from that natural spot where you grew up an energy your grandfather was trying to show you finally gave you the courage to come to Peru you are here because this is where you need to be to continue the evolution
your whole life has been a long road leading directly to this moment he smiled when you finally integrate this View of your life you will have achieved what the manuscript calls a clear awareness of your spiritual path according to the manuscript we must all spend as much time as necessary going through this process of clearing your past most of us have a control drama we have to transcend but once we do we can Comprehend the higher meaning of why we were born to our particular parents and what all the twists and turns of our lives
were preparing us to do we all have a spiritual purpose a mission that we have been pursuing without being fully aware of it and once we bring it completely into Consciousness Our Lives can take off in your case you've discovered this purpose now you must go forward allowing the coincidences to lead you into a clearer and clearer idea of how to pursue this Mission from this point on what else you must do here since you've been in Peru you've been ring Along on Will's energy and father Sanchez's but now it's time to learn to evolve
by yourself consciously he was about to tell me something more but we were both distracted by the sight of Sanchez's truck racing up behind us he pulled alongside and rolled down the window what's wrong father Carl asked I must return to the mission as soon as I get packed Sanchez said government troops are there and Cardinal Sebastian we both jumped into the truck and Sanchez drove back toward father Carl's house telling us along the way that the troops were at his mission to confiscate all copies of the manuscript and possibly close it down we drove
up to Father Carl's house and hurriedly walked inside father Sanz immediately began to pack his belongings I stood there deliberating on what to do as I watched father Carl approached the other priest And said I think I should go with you Sanchez turned are you sure yes I believe I should for what purpose I don't know yet Sanchez stared at him for a moment then returned to packing if you think that is best I was leaning against the door frame what should I do I asked both men looked at me that's up to you father
Carl said I just stared you will have to make the decision Sanchez interjected I couldn't believe they were so detached about my choice to go with them meant certain capture by the Peruvian troops yet how could I stay here alone look I said I don't know what to do you two must help me is there anyone else who can hide me both men looked at one another I don't think so father Carl said I looked at them a knot of anxiety growing in my stomach father Carl smiled at me and said stay centered remember who
you are Sanchez walked over to a bag and pulled out a folder this is a copy of the sixth inside he said perhaps it will help you decide what to do as I took the copy Sanchez looked at father Carl and asked how long before you can leave I'll need to contact some people father Carl said probably an hour s has looked at me read and think for a while Then we will talk both men returned to their preparations and I walked outside and sat down on a large Rock then opened the manuscript it echoed
exactly the words of Father Sanchez and father Carl clearing the past was a precise process of becoming aware of our individual ways of controlling learned in childhood and once we could transcend this habit it said we could find our higher selves our evolutionary identities I read the entire text in less than 30 minutes and when I finished I finally understood the basic Insight before we could fully enter the special state of mind that so many people were glimpsing the experience of ourselves moving onward in life Guided by mysterious coincidences we had to wake up to
who we really were at that moment father Carl walked around the house spotted me and came to where I was sitting sitting have you finished he asked his manner was warm and friendly as usual yes do you mind if I sit here with you for a moment I wish you would he positioned himself to my right and after a period of Silence asked do you understand that you are on your path of Discovery here I guess but now what now you must really believe it how how when I feel this afraid you must understand what
is at Stake the truth you are pursuing is as important as the evolution of the universe itself for it enables Evolution to continue don't you see father Sanchez told me of your vision of evolution on the Ridgetop you saw how matter evolved from the simple vibration of hydrogen all the way to humankind you wondered how humans carried on this evolution you have now discovered the answer humans are born into their historical situations and find something to stand for they form a union with another human being who also has found some purpose the children born to
this Union then reconcile these two positions by pursuing a higher synthesis Guided by the coincidences as I'm sure you learned in the fifth Insight each time we fill up with energy and a coincidence occurs to lead us forward forward in our lives we Institute this level of energy in ourselves and so we can exist at a higher vibration our children take our level of vibration and raise it even higher this is how we as humans continue Evolution the difference now with this generation is that we are ready to do it consciously and to accelerate the
process no matter how afraid you become you now have no choice once you learn what life is about there is no way to erase the knowledge if you try to do something else with your life you will always sense that you are missing something but what do I do now I don't Know only you know that but I suggest you first try to gain some energy father Sanchez rounded the corner of the house and joined us carefully avoiding eye contact or noise as if he desired not to interrupt I tried to Center myself and to
focus on the Rock Peaks that encircled the house I took a deep breath and realized that I had been totally self-absorbed since coming outside as if I had had tunnel vision I had cut myself off from the Beauty and the Majesty of the mountains as I gazed out at the surroundings consciously trying to appreciate what I was seeing I began to experience that now familiar feeling of closeness suddenly everything seemed to exhibit more presence and to Glow slightly I began to feel lighter my body more buoyant I looked at father Sanchez and then at father
Carl they were gazing intensely at me and I could tell they were observing my energy field how do I look I asked you look as if you feel better Sanchez said stay here and increase your energy as much as possible we have about 20 more minutes of packing he smiled Ry after that he continued you will be ready to begin this ends side two of cassette 4 of The Celestine Prophecy please fast forward to the end before loading cassette 5 The Celestine Prophecy cassette 5 engaging the flow the two priests walked back to the house
and I spent several more minutes observing the beauty of the mountains in an attempt to gain more energy then I lost my focus and drifted absently into a Ry about will where was he was he close to finding the ninth Insight I imagined him running through the Jungle the ninth Insight in his hand troops everywhere pursuing I thought of Sebastian orchestrating the chase yet in my day dream it was clear that Sebastian even with all his authority was wrong that he misunderstood something about the impact the insights would have on people I felt that someone
could persuade him to take a different view if only we could discover what part of the manuscript threatened him so as I mused over this thought marjerie popped into my mind where was she I pictured seeing her again how might that happen the sound of the front door closing brought me back to reality I felt weak and nervous again Sanchez walked around the house toward where I was sitting his Pace was quick purposeful he sat down beside me then asked have you decided what to do I shook my head you don't look very strong he
said I don't feel very strong perhaps you're not being very systematic in the way you build your Energy what do you mean let me offer you the way that I personally gain energy perhaps My Method will help you as you create your own procedure I nodded for him to go on the first thing I do he said is to focus on the environment around me as I think you do also then I try to remember how everything looks when I'm being filled with energy I do this by recalling the presence everything displays the unique beauty
in shape of everything especially plants and the way colors seem to glow and appear brighter do you follow me yes I try to do the same thing then he continued I try to experience that feeling of closeness the feeling that no matter how far away something is that I can touch it connect with it and then I Breathe It In Breathe It in did Father John not explain this to you no he didn't Sanchez appeared confused perhaps he intended to come back and tell you about it later often he's very dramatic he walks away and
leaves his pupil alone to ponder what he has taught then he shows up later at just the right time to add something else to the instruction I suppose he intended to talk with you again but we'd left too quickly I'd like to hear about it I said do you remember that feeling of buoyancy That you experienced on the Ridgetop he asked yes I said to regain that buoyancy I try to breathe in the energy with which I have just connected I had been following along as Sanchez spoke just hearing his procedure was increasing my connection
everything around me had increased in presence and Beauty even the Rocks seemed to have a whitish glow and Sanchez's energy field was wide and blue he was now taking deep conscious breaths holding each about 5 seconds before exhaling I followed his example when we visualize he said that each breath pulls energy into us and fills us like a balloon we actually become more energized and feel much lighter and more buoyant after several breaths I began to feel exactly that way after I breathe in the energy Sanchez continued I check to see if I have the
right emotion as I've told you before I consider this the true measure of whether I am really connected you are speaking of love that's correct as we discussed at the mission love is not an intellectual concept or a moral imperative or anything else it is a background emotion that exists when one is connected to the energy available in the universe which of course is the energy of God father Sanchez was gazing at me his eyes slightly out of focus there he said you've reached it That's the level of energy you need to have I'm helping
you some but you are ready to maintain it on your own what do you mean you're helping me some father Sanchez shook his head don't worry about that now you'll learn about it later in the eighth insight father Carl walked around the house then and looked at both of us as though pleased as he approached he glanced at me have you decided yet the question irritated me I fought against the resulting loss of energy don't fall back into your aloof drama father Carl said you can't avoid taking a stand here what are you thinking you
need to do I'm not thinking anything I said that's the problem problem are you sure thoughts feel different once you get connected with the energy I gave him a puzzled look the words you have habitually willed through your head in an attempt to logically control events he explained stop when you give up your control drama as you fill up with inner energy other kinds of thoughts enter your mind from a higher Part of Yourself these are your intuitions they feel different they just appear in the back of your mind sometimes in a kind of Daydream
or mini vision and they come to direct you to guide you I still didn't understand tell us what you were thinking about when we left you alone earlier father Carl said I'm not sure I remember it all I Said try I tried to concentrate I was thinking about will I guess about whether he was close to finding the ninth insight and about Sebastian's Crusade against the manuscript what else I was wondering about marjerie about what happened to her but I don't understand how this helps me know what to do let me explain father Sanchez said
when you have acquired enough energy you are ready to consciously engage Evolution to start it flowing to produce the coincidences that will lead you forward you engage your EV ution in a very specific way first as I said you build sufficient energy then you remember your basic life question the one your parents gave you because this question provides the overall context for your Evolution next you Center yourself on your path by discovering the immediate smaller questions that currently confront you in life these questions always pertain to your larger question and Define where you currently are
in your lifelong Quest once you become conscious of the questions active in the moment you always get some kind of intuitive direction of what to do of where to go you get a hunch about the next step always the only time this will not occur is when you have the wrong question in mind you see the problem in life isn't receiving answers the problem is in Identifying your current questions once you get the questions right the answers all always Cal after you get an intuition of what might happen next he continued then the next step
is to become very alert and watchful sooner or later coincidences will occur to move you in the direction indicated by the intuition do you follow me I think I do so he continued don't you think those thoughts of Will and Sebastian and marjerie are important think about why these thoughts are coming now considering the story of your life you know that you came out of your family wanting to find out how to make the spiritual life an inwardly self-enhancing adventure right yes then as you grew up you became interested in mysterious topics you studied sociology
and worked with people although you didn't yet know why you were doing these things then as you began to wake up you heard about the manuscript and came to Peru and found the insights one by one and each has taught you something about the kind of spirituality you seek now that you've become clear you can become superconscious of this evolution by defining your current questions and then watching the answers come I just looked at him what are your current questions he asked I guess I want to know about the other insights I said especially I
want to know if will is going to find the ninth ins site I want to know what happened to marjerie and I want to know About Sebastian and what were your intuitions suggesting about these questions I don't know I was thinking of seeing Margery again and of will running with troops chasing him what does it mean where was will running in the jungle perhaps that indicates where you should go aitos is in the jungle what about margerie I saw myself seeing her again and Sebastian I fantasized that he was against the manuscript because he misunderstood
that his mind could be changed if one could find out what he was thinking what exactly he feared about the manuscript both men looked at each other in total amazement what does it mean I asked father Carl replied with another question what do you think for the first time since the Ridgetop I was beginning to feel fully energized again and confident I looked at them and said I guess it means I should go toward the jungle and try to discover which aspects of the manuscript the church dislikes father Carl smiled exactly you can take my
truck I nodded and we walked around to the front of the house where the vehicles were parked my things along with a supply of food and water were already packed in Father Carl's truck father Sanchez's vehicle was also packed I want to tell you this Sanchez said remember to stop as often as necessary to reconnect your energy Stay Full stay in a state of Love remember that once you achieve this state of love nothing nor anyone can pull more energy from you than you can replace in fact the energy flowing out of you creates a
current that pools energy into you at the same rate you can never run out but you must stay conscious of this process in order for it to work this is especially important when you interact with people he paused simultaneously as if on Q father Carl walked closer and said you have read all but two insights the seventh and eth seven deals with the process of consciously evolving yourself of staying alert to every coincidence every answer the universe provides for you he handed me a small folder this is the seventh it is very short and general
he continued but it talks about the way objects jump out at us the way certain thoughts come as guidance as for the eth you will find it yourself when the time is right it explains how we can Aid others as they bring us the answers we seek and further it describes a whole new ethic governing the way humans should treat each other in order to facilitate everyone's Evolution why can't you give me the eighth Insight now I asked father Carl smiled and put his hand on my shoulder because we don't feel we should we must
follow our intuitions also you will get the eighth insight as Soon as you ask the right question I told him I understood then both priests hugged me and wished me well father Carl stressed that we would soon meet again and that I would indeed find the answers I was here to receive we were all about to board our respective Vehicles when Sanchez turned suddenly and faced me I have an intuition to tell you something you will learn more about it later let your perception of beauty and iridescence lead your way places and people who have
answers for you will appear more luminous and attractive I nodded and climbed into father Carl's truck Then followed them down the rocky road for several miles until we came to a fork Sanchez waved out the back window as he and father Carl headed east I watched them for a moment then turned the old truck North toward the Amazon basin a surge of impatience rose up within me after making good time for over 3 hours I now set a Crossroads unable to decide between two particular routes to my left was one possibility judging from the map
this road Bore North along the edge of the mountains for 100 miles then turned sharply East toward aitos the other route led to the right and maintained an Eastern angle Through the Jungle to the same destination I took a deep breath and tried to relax then quickly check the rear view mirror no one was in sight in Fact I hadn't seen seen anyone no traffic no locals walking in over an hour I tried to shake off a rush of anxiety I knew I had to relax and stay connected if I expected to make the right
decision I focused on the scene the jungle route to my right progressed between a group of large trees several huge outcroppings of rock punctuated the ground around them most were encircled by large tropical bushes the other route through the mountains seemed comparatively bare one tree grew in that direction but the remainder of the landscape was Rocky with very little plant life I looked to the right again and tried to induce a love State the trees and bushes Were a Rich green I looked to the left and tried the same procedure immediately I noticed a path
of flowering grass that bordered the road the blades of grass were pale and spotty but the white flowers viewed together created a unique pattern into the distance I wondered why I hadn't noticed the flowers earlier they now seemed to almost glow I broaden my focus to include everything in that direction the small rocks and brown patches of gravel seemed extraordinarily colorful and distinct Hues of Amber and violet and even dark red ran through the entire scene I glanced back to the right to the trees and bushes although beautiful they now paled in comparison to the
other Route but how could that be I thought initially the road to the right seemed more attractive glancing back to the left my intuition strengthened the richness of shape and color amazed me I was convinced I started the truck and headed to the left sure of the correctness of my decision the road was bumpy with rocks and ruts as I bounced along my my body felt lighter my weight was centered on my buttocks and my back and neck were straight my arms were holding the steering wheel but were not resting on it for 2 hours
I drove without incident nibbling from the food basket father Carl had packed and again seeing no one the road meandered up and down one small Foothill after another at the top of one Hill I observed two older cars parked to my right they were pulled far off to the side of the road in a stand of small trees I could see no occupants and assume the vehicles were abandoned ahead the road turned sharply to the left and circled downward into a wide Valley from the peak I could see for several miles I stopped the truck
abruptly halfway across the valley three or four military vehicles sat along both sides of the road a small group of soldiers stood among the trucks a chill ran through me that was a road block I backed off the crest and pulled my vehicle behind two large rocks then got out and walked back to the Overlook to again observe the activity in the valley one vehicle was driving away in The opposite direction suddenly I heard something behind me I turned around quickly it was Phil the ecologist I had met at viente he was equally shocked what
are you doing here he asked as he rushed up to me I'm trying to get to aitos I said his face was filled with anxiety so are we but the government's getting crazy over this manuscript we're trying to decide whether to risk passing through the roadblock there are four of us he nodded to his left I could see several men through the trees why are you going to aitos he asked I'm trying to find will we got separated in Kula but I heard he might be headed to aitos looking for the rest of the manuscript
he looked horrified he shouldn't be doing that the military has prohibited anyone having copies didn't you hear what occurred at viente yeah some but what did you hear I wasn't there but I understand the authorities rushed in and arrested everyone who had copies all the guests were detained for questioning Dale and the other scientists were taken away no one knows what happened to them do you know why the government is so disturbed about this manuscript I asked no but when I heard how unsafe it was getting I decided to return to aitos for my research
data and then to leave the country myself I told him the details of what had happened to Will and myself after leaving viente especially the shooting on the Ridgetop damn he said and you're still fooling around with this thing your statement Jarred my confidence but I said said look if we do nothing the government is going to suppress the manuscript completely the world will be denied its knowledge and I think the insights are important important enough to die for he asked the sound of vehicles attracted our attention the trucks were driving across the valley toward
us oh he said here they come before we could move we heard the sound of vehicles approaching from the other direction as well Dave surrounded us Phil shouted he looked panicked I ran to the truck and dumped the basket of food into a small pack I took the folders containing the manuscript and placed them in the pack as well then thought better of it and pushed them under the seat Instead The Sounds were growing louder so I ran across the road to my right in the direction Phil had headed down the slope I could see
him and the other men huddled behind a group of rocks I hid with them My Hope was that the military trucks would pass and keep going my truck was out of sight hopefully they would think as I did that the other cars were abandoned the trucks approaching from the south arrived first and to our horror stopped even with the vehicles don't move police a voice shouted we froze as several soldiers walked up from behind us all were heavily armed and very cautious the soldiers searched us thoroughly and took everything then forced us to walk back
to the road There dozens of soldiers were searching the vehicles Phil and his companions were taken and placed in one of the military trucks which quickly drove away as he rode past me I caught sight of him he looked pale and ghostly I was led on foot in the opposite direction and asked to sit near the crest of the Hill several soldiers stood near me each carrying an automatic weapon on his shoulder finally an officer walked over and tossed the folders containing my copies of the insights on the ground at my feet on top of
them he threw the keys to Father Carl's truck are these copies yours he asked I looked at him without answering these keys were found on you he said inside the vehicle we found these copies I ask you again are they yours I don't think I'll answer until I see a lawyer I stammered the remark brought a sarcastic smile to the officer's face he said something to the other soldiers and walked away the soldiers directed me to one of the Jeeps and into the front seat by the driver two other soldiers sat in the back seat
their weapons ready behind us more soldiers climbed aboard a second truck after a short wait both vehicles headed north into the valley anxious thoughts filled my mind where were they taking me why did I put myself into this position so much for the prep Iration the priest had given me I hadn't lasted a day back at the crossroads I had been so Certain I had chosen the correct road this route was the one most attractive I was sure of it where did I make my mistake I took a deep breath and attempted to relax wondering
what would happen now I would plead ignorance I thought and present myself as a misguided tourist meaning no harm I just got mixed up with the wrong people I would say let me go home my hands were resting in my lap they were shaking slightly one of the soldiers sitting behind me offered a canteen of water and I took it though I could not drink the soldier was young and when I handed the canteen back to him he smiled without a trace of malice on his face the image of Phil's panicked look flashed across my
mind what would they do with him the thought occurred to me that meeting Phil on the the hilltop had been a coincidence what was its meaning what would we have talked about had we not been interrupted as it was all I did was stress the manuscript's importance and all he did was warn me about the danger here and counsel me to get out before being captured unfortunately his advice had come too late for several hours we rode without anyone speaking the train outside grew progressively more flat the air warmed at one point the young Soldier
handed me an open can of SE rations something like beef hash but again I couldn't Force anything down after Sunset the light faded quickly I rode along without thought Staring straight ahead with the truck's headlights then I slipped into a Restless sleep during which I dreamed of being in Flight I was running desperately from an unknown foe amid hundreds of huge bonfires certain that somewhere was a secret key that would open the way to knowledge safety in the middle of one of the giant fires I saw the key I darted in to retrieve it I
jerked awake sweating profusely the soldiers glanced at me nervously I shook my head and leaned against the truck's door for a long time I looked out the side window at the dark shapes of the landscape fighting the urge to panic I was alone and under guard heading into Blackness and no one cared about my nightmares about midnight we pulled up to a large dimly lit building constructed of cut stone and two stories high we walked along a walkway past the front entrance and entered a side door steps LED down to a narrow Hall the inner
walls were also of stone and the ceiling was constructed of large Timbers and rough cut planks bare bulbs hanging from the ceiling LD our way we walked through another door and then into an area of cells one of the soldiers who had disappeared caught up with us and opened one of the cell doors and motioned for me to enter inside were three carts a wooden table and a vase of flowers to my surprise the cell was very clean as I walked in a young Peruvian no more than 18 or 19 years old looked at Me
meekly from behind the door the soldier locked the door behind me and walked away I sat on one of the Cs as the young man reached over and turned up an oil lamp when the light hit his face I noticed that he was an Indian do you speak English I asked yes some he said where are we near Pupa is this a prison no everyone is here for questioning about the manuscript how long have you been here I asked he looked up at me with shy brown eyes 2 months what have they done to you
they tried to make me disbelieve the manuscript and tell about others who have copies how by talking to me just talking no threats just talking he repeated have they said when they will let you go no I paused for a moment and he looked at me questioningly were you caught with copies of the manuscript he asked yes were you yes I live near here in an orphanage my Headmaster was teaching from the manuscript he allowed me to teach the children he was able to escape but I was captured how many insights have you seen I
asked all that had been found he said you uh I've seen all but the seventh and Eighth insights I had the seventh but I didn't get a chance to read it before the soldiers showed up the young man yawned and asked can we sleep now yeah I said absently sure I laid on my C and shut my eyes my mind racing what should I do now how had I let myself be caught could I escape I concocted several strategies and scenarios before I finally drifted off to sleep again I dreamed vividly I was searching for
the same key but this time I was lost in a deep forest for a long time I had been walking aimlessly wishing for some sort of guidance after a while a huge thunderstorm came and flooded the landscape during the Deluge I was washed down a deep ravine and into a river which was flowing in the wrong direction and threatening to drown me with all my might I fought against the current struggling for what seemed like days finally I was able to pull myself from the torrent by clinging to the rocky Shoreline I climbed up the
rocks and along the sheer Cliffs that bordered the river ascending Higher and Higher and into even more treacherous areas although I had summoned all my willpower and expertise to negotiate the Cliffs at one point I found myself clinging perilously to the rock face unable to proceed any further I looked down at the terrain Below me in shock I realized that the river I had been fighting flowed out of the forest and gently up to a beautiful beach and Meadow in the meadow surrounded by flowers was the key then I slipped and fell screaming down and
down until I hit the river and sank I set up quickly in my cck gasping for air the young Indian apparently already awake walked over to me what is wrong he asked I caught my breath and looked around realizing where I was I also noticed that the room had a window and that it was already light outside just a bad dream I said he smiled at me as though he was pleased at what I said bad dreams had the most important messages he commented messages I asked getting up and putting on my shirt he looked
embarrassed at having to explain the seventh Insight talks of Dreams he said what does it say about dreams he tells how to uh interpret dreams yes what does it say about that it says to compare the story of the dream to the story of your life I thought for a moment unsure of what that instruction meant what do you mean compare Stories the young Indian could barely look me in the eye do you want to interpret your Dream I nodded and told him what I had experienced he listened intently then said compare parts of the
story with your life I looked at him where do I start at the beginning what are you doing at the beginning of the dream I was searching for a key in a forest how did you feel lost compare this situation to your real situation maybe it does relate I said I'm looking for some answers about this manuscript and I'm damn sure feeling lost and what else is happening to you in real life he asked I've been caught I said in spite of everything I tried to do I've been locked up all I can hope for
now is to talk someone into letting me go home you are struggling against being caught of course what happened next in the dream I fought against the current why he asked I began to pick up on where he was headed because at the time I thought it would drown me and if you hadn't fought the water it would have carried me to the key what are you saying that if I don't fight against the situation that I might still get the answer I want he looked embarrassed again I'm not saying anything the dream Is saying
I thought for a moment was this interpretation correct the young Indian looked up at me then asked if you had had to experience the dream again what would you do different I wouldn't resist the water even though it looked as though it might kill me I would know better what is threatening you now I guess the soldiers being detained so what is the message to you you think the message of the dream is to look at this capture positively he didn't answer he only smiled I was sitting on my cart leaning back against the wall
the interpretation excited me if it was accurate it would mean that I hadn't made a mistake at the crossroads after all that it was all part of what should be happening this ends side one of cassette 5 please turn the cassette over and start side two at the same point what is your name I asked Pablo he said I smiled and introduced myself then briefly told him the story of why I was in Peru and what had happened Pablo was sitting on his cot his elbows resting on his knees he had short black hair and
was very thin why are you here he asked to find out about this manuscript I replied why specifically he asked again to find out about the seventh Inside and to find out about some friends will and Margery and I guess to find out why the church is so against the manuscript there are many priests here to talk to he said I thought about his statement for a moment then asked what else does the seventh Insight say about dreams Pablo told me the dreams come to tell us something about our lives that we are missing then
he said something else but instead of listening I started to think about margerie I could see her face clearly in my mind and I wondered where she might be then I saw her running up to me smiling suddenly I became aware that Pablo was no longer talking I looked over at him sorry my mind was wandering I said what were you saying that is all right he replied what were you thinking about just a friend of mine it was nothing he looked as though he wanted to press the question but someone was approaching the cell
door through the bars we could see a soldier sliding back the bolt lock time for breakfast Pablo said the soldier opened the door and motioned with his head for us to walk into the Hall Pablo let the way down the stone Corridor we proceeded to a Stairway and up one flight of stairs to a small dining area four or five soldiers stood at the corner of the room while several civilians two men and a woman waited in line to be served I stopped not believing my Eyes the woman was margerie simultaneously she saw me and
covered her mouth with her hand her eyes opening wide with surprise I glanced at the soldier behind me he was walking toward the other military men in the corner smiling nonchalantly and saying something in Spanish I followed Pablo as he led us across the room into the end of the line margerie was being served the two other men took their trays to a table talking several times margorie gazed over and met my eyes struggling not to say anything after the Second Glance Pablo guessed that we knew each other and looked at me questioningly margerie carried
her food to a table and after being served we walked over and sat with her the soldiers were still talking among themselves seemingly oblivious to our movements God I'm glad to see you she said how did you get here I hid for a while with some priests I replied then I left to find Will and was captured yesterday how long have you been here since they found me on the ridge she said I noticed Pablo was looking at us intensely and I introduced him to marjerie I guess that this must be marjerie he said they
talked briefly then I asked margerie what else has happened not much she said I don't even know why I'm being detained every day I've been taken to one of the priests or one of the officers for questioning they want to know who my contacts were in viente and if I knew where the other copies are Over and over again margorie smiled and looked vulnerable and when she did I felt another strong attraction to her she looked at me sharply out of the corner of her eyes we both laughed quietly a period of Silence followed as
we ate our food and then the door opened and in walked a priest dressed formally he was accompanied by a man appearing to be a high-ranking military officer that's the head priest Pablo said the officer said something to the the soldiers who had snapped to attention and then he and the priest walked across the room toward the kitchen the priest looked directly at me our eyes meeting for a long second I looked away and took a bite of food not wanting to attract attention both men continued through the kitchen and out a door there was
that one of the priests you've talked to I asked margorie no margorie said I've never seen him I know that priest Pablo said said he arrived yesterday his name is Cardinal Sebastian I sat up straight that was Sebastian it sounds like you've heard of him margerie said I have I replied he's the main person behind the church's opposition to the manuscript I thought he was at father Sanchez's mission who is Father Sanchez margerie asked I was about to tell her when the soldier who had escorted us walked over to the table and motioned for Pablo
and me to Follow time for exercise Pablo said margerie and I looked at each other her eyes revealed an inner anxiety don't worry I said I'll talk to you at the next meal everything will be fine as I walked away I wondered if my optimism was realistic these people could make any of us disappear Without a Trace at any time the soldier guided us into a short Hall and through a door that led to an outside stairway we walked down to a side yard which was surrounded by a tall rock wall a soldier stood by
the entrance Pablo nodded for me to walk with him around the borders of the yard as we walked Pablo bent down several times to pick some of the flowers growing in beds by the wall what else does the seventh Insight say I asked he bent down and picked another flower it says that not only dreams guide us also thoughts or Daydreams guide us yes Father Carl said that tell me how Daydreams guide us they show us a scene a happening and this is an indication that this event might happen if we pay attention then we
can be ready for this turn in our lives I looked at him you know Pablo an image came to me that I would run into Margery then I did he smiled a chill went up my Spine I must indeed be in the right place I had intuited something that had come true I had thought several times of finding Margery again and now it had happened the coincidences were taking place I felt lighter I don't have thoughts like that happen very often I said Pablo looked away then said the seventh insights says we all have many
more such thoughts than we realize to recognize them we must take an observer position when a thought comes we must ask why why did this particular thought come now how does it relate to my life questions taking this Observer position helps us release our need to control everything it places Us in the flow of evolution but what about negative thoughts I asked those fear images of something bad happening such as someone we love getting hurt or of not achieving something we very much want very simple Pablo said the seventh Insight says that fear images should
be halted as soon as they come then another image one with a good outcome should be willed through the Mind soon negative images will almost never happen your intuitions will be about about positive things when negative images come after that the manuscript says they should be taken very seriously and not followed for instance if the idea comes to you That you're going to have a wreck in a truck and someone comes along and offers you a ride in a truck then do not accept it we had come full circle in our walk around the courtyard
and we approaching the guard neither of us talked as we passed him Pablo picked a flower and I took a breath the air was warm and humid and the plant life outside the wall was dense and tropical I had noticed several mosquitoes come the soldier suddenly called out he prodded us inside and down to our cell Pablo entered ahead of me but the soldier put his arm up blocking my way not you he said then nodded for me to walk down the hallway and up the other steps and outside through the same door we had
entered the night before in a parking lot father Sebastian was entering the back seat of a large car a driver shut the door behind him for an instant Sebastian looked at me again then he turned and said something to the driver the car sped away the soldier nudged me toward the front of the building we walked inside and into an office I was directed to sit in a wooden chair across from a white metal desk within minutes a small sandy-haired priest of about 30 entered and sat at the desk with without acknowledging my presence he
looked through a file for a full minute then looked up at me his round gold rimmed glasses produced an intellectual appearance you've been arrested with illegal State documents he said matter of factly I'm here to help determine whether prosecution is in order I would appreciate your Cooperation I nodded where did you get the translations I don't understand I said why would copies of an old manuscript be illegal the government of Peru has its reasons he said please answer the question why is the church involved I asked because the manuscript contradicts the traditions of our religion
he said it misrepresents the truth of our spiritual nature where look I said interrupting I I'm just trying to understand this I'm just a tourist who got interested in this manuscript I'm a threat to no one I only want to know why it's so alarming he looked puzzled as if trying to decide the best strategy for dealing with me I was consciously pressing for details the church feels the manuscript as confusing to our people he said carefully it gives the impression that people can decide on their own how to live without regard to the scriptures
which scriptures the commandment to honor thy father and mother for one what do you mean the manuscript blames problems on parents undermining the family I thought it spoke of ending old resentments I said and finding a positive view of our early life no he said it is misleading there should never have been a negative feeling to begin with can't parents be wrong parents do the best they can children must forgive Them but isn't that what the manuscript is clarifying doesn't forgiveness take place when we see the positive about our childhoods his voice Rose in anger
but from what Authority does this manuscript speak how can it be trusted he walked around the desk and stared down at me still angry you don't know what you're talking about he said are you a religious scholar I think not you're direct evidence of the kind of confusion this manuscript evokes don't you understand that there is order in the world only because of law and Authority how can you question the authorities in this matter I said nothing which seemed to infuriate him even more let me tell you something he said the crime you have committed
is punishable by years in prison have you ever been in a Peruvian prison does your Yankee curiosity yearn to find out what our prisons are like I can arrange that do you understand I can arrange that he put his hand over his eyes and paused paed taking a deep breath obviously trying to calm down I am here to find out who has copies where they are coming from I will ask you one more time where did you get your translations his Outburst had filled me with anxiety I was making my situation worse with all my
questions what might he do if I failed to Cooperate still how could I implicate father Sanchez and father Carl I need some time to think before I answer you I said momentarily he looked as if he might fly into another rage then he relaxed and looked very tired I'll give you until tomorrow morning he said motioning for the soldier standing in the doorway to take me away I followed the soldier back down the hall and directly to the cell without saying anything I walked over and lay down on my cart feeling exhausted myself Pablo was
looking out the barred window did you talk to Father Sebastian he asked no it was another priest he wanted to know who gave me the copies I had what did you say nothing I asked for time to think and he gave me until tomorrow did he say anything about the manuscript Pablo asked I looked into Pablo's eyes and this time he did not lower his head he talked a little about how the manuscript undermines traditional Authority I said then he started raving and threatening me Pablo looked genuinely surprised did he have brown hair and round
glasses yes his name is Father costu Pablo said what else did you say I disagreed with him on whether the manuscript undermines tradition I replied he threatened me with prison do you think he meant that I don't know Pablo said he walked Over and sat on his cart across from me I could tell he had something else on his mind but I was so tired and scared that I closed my eyes when I awoke Pablo was shaking me time for lunch he said we followed a guard upstairs and were served a plate of gristly beef
and potatoes the two men we saw earlier came in after us margerie wasn't with them where is margerie I asked them trying to whisper the two men looked horrified that I would speak to them and the soldiers stared at me intensely I don't think they speak English Pablo said I wonder where she is I said Pablo said something in response but again I wasn't listening I suddenly felt like running away and was picturing myself fleeing down a street of some kind then ducking through a doorway to Freedom what are you thinking about Pablo asked I
was fantasizing about an escape I said what were you saying wait Pablo said don't dismiss your thought it may be important what kind of Escape I was running down an alley or a street then through a doorway I got the impression I was successfully escaping what do you think of this image Pablo asked I don't know I said it didn't seem to be logically connected to what we were talking about do you remember what we were talking about yes I was asking about Margery you don't think there is a connection between margorie and your Thought
not an obvious link I can think of what about a hidden link I can't see a connection how could escaping be related to marjerie do you think she escaped he looked thoughtful your thought was of you escaping oh yeah that's right I said maybe I'm going to escape without her I looked at him maybe I'm going to escape with her that would be my guess he said but where is she I don't know we finished eating without talking I was hungry but the food seemed too heavy for some reason I felt tired and sluggish my
Hunger left me quickly I noticed Pablo wasn't eating either I think we should go back to the cell Pablo said I nodded and EM motioned for the soldier to take us back when we arrived I stretched out on my cart and Pablo sat looking at me your energy seems down he said it is I replied I'm not sure what's wrong are you trying to take in energy he asked I guess I haven't I replied and that food doesn't help but you don't need much food if you are taking everything in he swept his arm in
front of him to emphasize everything I know it's hard for me to get the love flowing in a situation like this he looked at me quizzically but not to do so is to harm Yourself what do you mean your body is vibrating at a certain level if you let your energy get too low your body suffers that is the relationship between stress and disease love is the way to keep our vibration up it keeps us healthy it is that important give me a few minutes I said I practiced the method father Sanchez had taught me
immediately I felt better the objects around me stood out with presence I closed my eyes and concentrated on the feeling that's good he said I opened my eyes and saw him smiling broadly at me his face and body were still boyish and immature but his eyes now seemed full of wisdom I can see the energy coming into you he said I could detect a slight field of green around Pablo's body the new flowers he had placed in the vase on the table seemed radiant to grasp the seventh insight and truly enter the movement of evolution
he said one must pull all the insights into one way of being I didn't say anything can you sum up how the world has changed for you as a result of the insights I thought for a moment I guess I've woken up and seen the world as a mysterious place that provides everything we need if we get clear and get on the path then what happens he asked then we're ready to begin the evolution AR flow and how do we engage This process I thought for a moment by keeping our current life questions firmly in
mind I said and then watching for direction either in a dream or in an intuitive thought or in the way the environment illuminates and jumps out at us I paused again trying to pull the whole Insight together then added we build our energy and Center ourselves and our situations in the questions we have then we receive some form of intuitive guidance an idea of where to go or what to do and then coincidences occur to allow us to move in that direction yes yes Pablo said that is the way and each time that these coincidences
lead us into something new we grow we become Fuller persons existing at a higher vibration he was leaning toward me and I noticed the incredible energy around him he was beaming no longer appearing shy or even young he seemed full of power Pablo what has happened to you I asked compared to when I first met you you seem more confident and knowledgeable and fo somehow he laughed when you first came I had allowed my energy to dissipate at first I thought you might be able to help me with my energy flow but I realize that
you haven't learned to do this yet that ability is learned in the eighth Insight I was puzzled what was it that I didn't do you must learn that all the answers that mysteriously come to us really come from other people think about all that you have learned since you have been in Peru haven't all the answers come to you through the actions of other people you mysteriously met I thought thought about it he was right I had met just the right people at just the right time Charlene Dobson will Dale marjerie Phil Renault father Sanchez
and father Carl now Pablo even the manuscript was written by a person Pablo added but not all the people you meet will have the energy or the clarity to reveal the message they have for you you must help them by sending them energy he paused you told me of learning to project your energy toward a plant by focusing on its beauty remember yes well you do exactly the same thing toward a person when the energy goes into them it helps them see their truth then they can give this truth to you father kastu is an
example he continued he had an important message for you which you did not help him reveal you tried to demand answers from him and that created a competition between you and him for energy when he felt that his childhood drama his Intimidator took over the Conversation what was I supposed to have said I asked Pablo didn't answer again we heard someone at the cell door father kustu entered he nodded at Pablo a slight smile on his face Pablo smiled broadly as if he actually liked the priest father kustu shifted his gaze to me his face
becoming Stern anxiety gripped my stomach Cardinal Sebastian has asked to see you he said you will be transported to aitos this afternoon I would advise you to answer all his questions why does he want me I asked because the truck you were caught with belongs to one of our priests we are assuming you received your copies of the manuscript from him for one of our own priests to disregard the law is very serious he looked at me with determination I glanced at Pablo who nodded for me to continue you think that the manuscript is undermining
your religion I asked kustu gently he looked at me with condescension not just our religion everyone's religion do you think there is no plan for this world God is in control he assigns our destiny our job is to obey the laws set forth by God evolution is a myth God creates the future the way He wants it to say humans can make themselves evolve takes the will of God out of the picture it allows people to be selfish and separate they think that their evolution is the important thing not God's plan they will treat each
other even worse than they do now I couldn't think of another question the priest looked at me for a moment then said almost kindly I hope you will cooperate with Cardinal Sebastian he turned and looked at Pablo obviously proud of the way he had handled my questions Pablo only smiled at him and nodded again the priest walked out and a soldier locked the door behind him Pablo leaned forward on his cot and beamed at me his demeanor still completely transformed confidence on his face I looked at him for a moment then smiled what do you
think happened just now he asked I struggled for humor I found out I'm in more trouble than I thought he laughed what else occurred I'm not sure what you're getting at what were your questions when you arrived here I wanted to find Margery and will well you found one of them what was your other question I had a sense that these priests were against the manuscript not out of malice but because they misunderstood I wanted to know what they were thinking for some reason I had the idea they could be talked out of their opposition
after saying this I suddenly Understood what Pablo was leading to I had met kastu here now so that I could find out what bothered him about the manuscript and what was the message you received he asked the message yes the message I looked at him it's the idea of participating in evolution that bothers them isn't it yes he said that would figure I added the idea of physical evolution is bad enough but to extend the idea to Everyday Life to the individual decisions we make to history itself that's unacceptable they think humans will run a
muck with this Evolution that relations between people will degenerate no wonder they want to see the manuscript suppressed could you convince them otherwise Pablo asked no I mean I don't know enough myself what would it take for someone to be able to convince them one would have to know the truth one would have to know how humans would be treating each other if everyone was following the insights and evolving Pablo appeared pleased what I asked smiling along with him how humans will act toward each other is in the very next Insight the eighth your question
of why the priest were against the manuscript has been answered and the answer in turn has evolved into another question yes I said deep in thought I've got to find the E I've got To get out of here don't go too fast Pablo cautioned you must make sure you fully grasp the seventh before you go further do you think I grasp it I asked am I staying in the flow of evolution you will he said if you remember to keep your questions always in mind even people who are still unaware can stumble into answers and
see coincidences in retrospect the seventh Insight occurs when we can see these answers as they arrive it heightens everyday experience we must assume every event has significance and contains a message that somehow pertains to our questions this especially applies to what we used to call bad things the seventh Insight says that the challenge is to find the silver lining in every event no matter how negative you first thought that being captured had ruined everything but now you see that you are supposed to be here this is where your answers were he was right but if
I was receiving answers here and evolving to a higher level then Pablo must certainly be doing the same thing suddenly we heard someone coming down the hall Pablo looked directly at me a serious look on his face listen he said remember what I told you the eighth Insight is next for you it is about an interpersonal ethic a way of treating other other people so more messages are shared but remember not to go too fast stay centered in your situation what are your Questions I want to find out where will is I said and I
want to find the eighth insight and I want to find margerie and what was your guiding intuition concerning Margery I thought for a moment that I would Escape that we would Escape we could hear someone right outside the door did I bring you a message I asked Pablo hurriedly of course he said when you arrived I didn't know why I was here I knew it had something to do with communicating the seventh Insight but I doubted my ability I didn't think that I knew enough because of you he continued I now know that I can
that was one of the messages that you brought to me was there another yes your intuition that the priests can be convinced to except the manuscript is a message for me also it makes me think I am here to convince father costu as he finished speaking a soldier opened the door in motion for me I looked at Pablo I want to tell you one of the concepts the next Insight talks about he said the soldier glared at him and took my arm ushering me out the door and closing it as I was led away Pablo
stared through the bars the eighth Insight warns against something he called out it warn warns against your growth being stopped it happens when you become addicted to another person this ends side two of cassette 5 of The Celestine Prophecy please fast forward to the end before loading Cassette 6 The Celestine Prophecy cassette 6 the interpersonal ethic I followed the soldier up the steps and out into the bright Sunshine Pablo's warning was echoing in my head addiction to another person what did he mean by that what kind of addiction the soldier led me down the path
toward the parking area where two other soldiers Stood Beside a military Jeep they watched us intensely as we walked their way when I was close enough to see inside the Jeep I noticed that a passenger was already sitting in the back Margery she looked pale and anxious before I could catch her eye the soldier behind me grabbed my arm and directed me into the seat beside her two other soldiers climbed into the front seats the one sitting on the driver's side glanced back at us briefly then he started the vehicle and headed north do you
speak English I asked the soldiers the soldier in the passenger seat a beefy man looked at me blankly and said something in Spanish that I couldn't understand then turned curtly away I turned my attention to marjerie are you all right I asked in a whisper I uh her voice faded and I noticed tears were flowing down her face it's going to be okay I said putting my arm around her she looked up at me Forcing a smile then rested her head on my shoulder a ripple of passion filled my body for an hour we bounced
along the unpaved road outside the landscape grew continuously more Lush and jungle-like then around one bend the dense vegetation opened up into what appeared to be a small town woodframe buildings lined both sides of the road 100 yards ahead a large truck blocked the way several soldiers motioned for us to stop Beyond them were other vehicles some with flashing yellow lights I became more alert as we pulled to a stop one of the soldiers outside walked up and said something I couldn't understand the only word I recognized was gasoline our escorts left the Jeep and
stood outside talking with the other soldiers they glanced at us occasionally weapons at their side I noticed a small Street which angled to the left as I looked at the shops and doorways something changed in my perception the shapes and colors of the building suddenly stood out out and became more distinct I whispered margery's name and felt her look up but before she could say anything an enormous explosion rocked the Jeep a blast of fire and light shot up from the area in front of us and the soldiers were blown to the ground immediately our
vision was obscured by smoke and falling Ash come on I yelled pulling margerie from the vehicle amid the confusion we ran down the street in the direction I had been Looking behind us I could hear distant shouts and moans still engulfed with smoke we ran perhaps 50 yards suddenly I noticed a doorway to the left in here I shouted the door was open and we both ran inside I fell against the door closing it securely when I turned around I saw a middle-aged woman staring at us we had dashed into someone's home as I looked
at her attempting a smile I noticed that the woman's expression was not one of horror nor anger at having had two strangers rush into her house after an explosion instead what she displayed was an amused half smile that looked more like resignation as though she half expected us and now had to do something on a chair nearby was a small child about 4 years old hurry she said in English they will be looking for you she ushered us to the back of the sparsely furnished living room room through a hall and down some wooden steps
to a long Cellar the child walked at her side we moved quickly through the cellar and up some other steps to an outside door leading to an alley the woman unlocked a small compact car which was parked there and hurried us inside she directed us to lie down in the back seat threw a blanket over us and pulled away in what seemed to be a Northerly direction through it all I remained speechless carried Along by the woman's initiative A Rush of energy filled my Body as I fully realized what had happened my intuition of Escape
had occurred margorie lay beside me her eyes tightly closed are you all right I whispered she looked up at me with tearful eyes and nodded after about 15 minutes the woman said I think you can sit up now I pushed away the blanket and looked around we seemed to be on the same Road as before the explosion only further north who are you I asked she turned and looked at me with her half smile she was a shapely woman of about 40 with shoulder length dark hair I'm Carla Dez she said this is my daughter
maretta the child was smiling and looking over the passenger seat at us with large inquisitive eyes her hair was jet black and also long I told them who we were then asked how did you know to help us Carla's smile grew wider you are running from the soldiers because of the manuscript aren't you yes but how did you know I know the manuscript too where are you taking us I asked I don't know that she said you will have to help me I glanced at margerie she was watching me closely as I spoke right now
I don't know where to go I said before I was captured I was trying to get to aitos why did you want to go there she Asked I'm trying to find a friend he's looking for the ninth Insight that is a dangerous thing I know we will take you there won't we maretta the little girl giggled and said with a sophistication Beyond her years of course what kind of expl expion was that back there I asked I think it was a gas truck she answered earlier an accident had occurred i' leak I was still amazed
at how quickly Carla had decided to help us so I decided to press the question how did you know we were running from the soldiers she took a deep breath yesterday many military trucks were passing through the village going north this is unusual and it made me think of the time 2 months ago when my friends were taken away my friends and I studied the manuscript together we were the only ones in this Village who had all eight insights then the soldiers came and took my friends I have not heard from them as I watched
the trucks yesterday she continued I knew the soldiers were continuing to hunt copies of the manuscript and that others like my friends would need help I envisioned myself helping those people if I could of course I sus ected that it was meaningful that I was having that particular thought at that particular time so when you came into my house I was not surprised she paused then asked have you Ever experienced this yes I said Carla slowed the car ahead was a Crossroads I think we should turn to the right here she said it will take
longer but it will be safer as Carla turned the car to the right Retta slid to the left and had to hold on to the seat to keep from falling over she giggled margerie was staring appreciatively at the little girl how old is Moretta Marjorie asked Carla Carla looked Disturbed then said gently please don't talk about her as if she wasn't here if she was an adult you would have addressed the question to her oh I'm sorry marjerie said said I'm five Moretta said proudly have you studied the eighth Insight Carla asked no margerie said
I have only seen the third in sight I'm at the eighth I said do you have any copies no Carla said all the copies were taken away by the soldiers does the eth talk about how to relate to Children yes it is about how humans will eventually learn to relate to each other and talks of many things such as how to project energy to others and how to avoid addictions to people there was that warning again I was about to ask Carla what it meant when marjerie spoke tell us about the eighth Insight She said
the eighth Insight Carla explained is about using energy in a new way when relating to people in general but it begins at the beginning with children how should we view children I asked we should view them as they really are as end points in evolution that lead us forward but in order to learn to evolve they need our energy on a constant basis unconditionally the worst thing that can be done to Children is to drain their energy while correcting them this is what creates control dramas in them as you already know but these learned manipul
ations on the child's part can be avoided if adults give them all the energy they need no matter what the situation that is why they should always be included in conversations especially conversations about them and you should never take responsibility for more children than you can give attention to the manuscript says all this I asked yes she said and the point about the number of children is highly stressed I felt confused why is the number of children one has important she glanced at me for an instant as she drove because anyone adult can only focus
on and give attention to one child at a time if there are two many children for the number of adults then the adults become overwhelmed and unable to give enough energy the children begin to compete with each other for the adults time sibling rivalry I said yes but the Manuscript says that this problem is more important than people think adults often glamorize the idea of large families and children growing up together but children should learn the world from adults not from other children in too many cultures children are running in gangs the manuscript says humans
will slowly understand that they should not bring children into the world unless there is at least one adult committed to focus full attention all the time on each child but wait a minute I said in many situations both parents must work to survive this denies them the right to have children not necessarily she replied the manuscript says humans will learn to extend their families Beyond Blood Ties so that someone else is able to provide one-on-one attention all the energy does not have to come from the parents alone in fact it is better if it does
not but whoever cares for the children must provide this one-on-one attention well I said you've done something right Moretta certainly seems mature Carla frowned and said don't tell me tell her oh right I looked at the child you act very grownup Moretta she looked away shyly for a moment then said Thank You Carla hugged her warmly Carla looked at me proudly for the last 2 years I have been trying to relate to Moretta according to the Manuscript's guidelines haven't I Moretta the child smiled and nodded I have tried to give her energy and to always
tell her the truth of every situation in language she can understand when she asked the questions a young child asks I treated them very seriously avoiding the temptation of giving her a fanciful answer which is plainly for the entertainment of adults I smiled do you mean untruths like stor spring babies that sort of thing yes but these cultural expressions aren't so bad children figure these out quickly because they stay the same worse are the distortions created on the spot by adults just because they want to have a little fun and because they believe the truth
is too complicated for a child to comprehend but this is not right the truth can always be expressed at a child's level of understanding it just takes some thought what does the manuscript say about this issue it says we should always find a way to tell a child the truth part of me resisted this idea I was one who enjoyed kidding around with children don't kids usually understand that adults are just playing I said all this seems to make them grow up too fast and take some of the fun out of childhood she looked at
me sternly maretta is full of fun we Chase and Tumble and play all the childhood fantasy games the difference is that When we are fantasizing she knows it I nodded she was right of course Moretta seems confident Carla continued because I was there for her I gave her one-on-one attention when she needed it and if I wasn't there my sister who lives next door was there she always had an adult to answer her questions and because she has had this sincere attention she has never felt she had to act out or show off she has
always had enough energy and that makes her assume she will continue to have enough which makes the transition from receiving energy from adults to getting it from the universe which we already talk about much easier for her to grasp I noticed the terrain outside we were traveling through Deep Jungle now and though I couldn't see it I knew the sun was low in the afternoon sky can we get to aitos tonight I asked no Carla said but we can stay at a house I know near here I asked yes it is the house of a
friend he works for the Wildlife service he works for the government some of the Amazon is a protected area he is the local agent but influential his name is Juan Hinton do not worry he believes in the manuscript and they have never bothered him by the time we arrived the sky was completely dark around us the jungle was alive with night sounds the air muggy a Large well-lit woodframe house stood at the end of a clearing in the dense foliage nearby were two large buildings and several Jeeps another vehicle was up on blocks and two
men worked around lights underneath a thin Peruvian dressed in expensive clothing answered Carla's knock and smiled at her until he noticed margorie Moretta and myself waiting on the steps his face turned nervous and displeased as he talked to her in Spanish she said something pleadingly in return but his mannerism and inflection indicated he did not want us to stay then through the crack in the door I noticed a lone female figure standing in the foyer I moved a little to bring her face into view it was Julia as I looked she turned her head and
saw me then quickly walked forward with a surprised look on her face she touched the shoulder of the man at the door and said something quietly into his ear the man nodded then opened the door with a look of resignation we all introduced ourselves as Hinton led the way into the den area Julia looked at me and said we meet again she wore khaki pants with pockets on the legs and a bright red t-shirt yes we do I said a Peruvian servant stopped Hinton and after talking for a minute the two walked into another part
of the house Julia sat in a chair by a coffee table and motioned for the rest of us to sit on the couch across from her margerie appeared panicked she looked at me intensely Carla also seemed to be aware Of margery's distress she walked over and took her by the hand let's get some hot tea she suggested as they walked away margerie glanced back at me I smiled and watched them until they turned the corner into the kitchen then I turned to face Julia so what do you think it means she asked what does what
mean I replied still distracted that we have run into each other again oh I don't know how did you wind up with Carla and where are you going she saved us marger and I had been detained by the Peruvian troops when we escaped escaped she happened to be there to help us Julia looked intense tell me what occurred I leaned back and told her the whole story beginning at the point in which I had taken father Carl's truck and then all about the capture and our eventual escape and Carla agreed to take you to aitos
Julia asked yes why do you want to go there that's where will told father Carl he was going will apparently has a lead about the Insight also Sebastian is there for some reason Julia nodded yes Sebastian has a mission near there it's where he made his reputation converting the Indians what about you I asked what are you doing here Julia told me she too wanted to find the ninth Insight but that she had no leads she had come to this house after thinking repeatedly of her old friend Hinton I was hardly listening margerie and Carla
had walked out of the kitchen And were standing in the hall talking Cups of Tea in their hands margerie caught my eye but said nothing has she read much of the manuscript Julia asked nodding toward marjerie just the third Insight I said we can probably get her out of Peru if that's what she wants I turned and looked at her how Rolando is leaving tomorrow for Brazil we have some friends at the American Embassy there they can get her back to the United States we have helped other Americans this way I looked at her and
nodded tentatively I realized I was having mixed feelings about what she had said part of me knew that leaving would be best for margerie but another part wanted her to stay to remain with me I felt changed energized when she was around I think I need to talk with her I finally said of course Julia replied we can talk later I I got up and walked toward her Carla was heading back toward the kitchen margorie stepped around the corner of the hall out of sight when I walked up she was leaning back against the wall
I pulled margerie into my arms my body pulsated feel that energy I asked Whispering into her ear it's incredible she said what does it mean I don't know we have some kind of connection I glanced around no one could see it us we kissed passionately when I pulled back to look At her face she looked different stronger somehow and I thought back to the day we had met at viente and to the conversation in the restaurant at Kula I couldn't believe the amount of energy I felt in her presence and when she touched me she
held me tightly since that day at viente she said I've wanted to be with you I didn't know what to think about it then but the the energy is wonderful I've never experienced anything like this out of the corner of my eye I noticed Carla walking up smiling she told us that dinner was ready so we made our way into the dining room and found a huge Buffet of fresh fruits and vegetables and breads everyone served their plates and sat around a large Table after Moretta sang a blessing song we spent an hour and a
half eating and talking casually Hinton had lost his nerve Ness and he said a light-hearted mood which helped to ease the tension of our Escape margerie was talking freely and laughing sitting beside her filled me with warm love after dinner Hinton took us back into the den where a custard dessert was served with a sweet lur margorie and I sat on the couch and fell into a long conversation about our pasts and significant life experiences we seemed to grow closer and closer the only difficulty we discover discovered was that she lived on the west coast
and I resided in the South later marjerie dismissed the problem and laughed hardly I can't wait until we get back to The United States she said we'll have so much fun traveling back and forth I sat back and gave her a serious look Julia said that she could arrange a way for you to go home now you mean both of us don't you she replied no I I can't go why she asked I can't leave without you but I can't stand to stay here any longer either I'll go crazy you'll have to go ahead I'll
be able to leave soon no she said loudly I can't stand that Carla who was walking back into the den from putting Moretta to bed glanced toward us she looked quickly away Hinton and Julia were still talking seemingly oblivious to margery's Outburst please margerie said let's just go home I looked away okay fine she said stay she stood and walked briskly towards the bedroom area my gut wrenched as I watched margerie walk away the energy I had gained with her collapsed and I suddenly felt weak and confused I tried to shake it off after after
all I told myself I hadn't known her that long on the other hand I thought maybe she was correct maybe I should just go home what difference could I make here anyway back at home I could perhaps Marshall some support for the manuscript and stay alive as Well I stood up and started to follow her down the hall but for some reason I sat back down I couldn't decide what to do may I join you for a minute Carlo was suddenly asking I hadn't noticed that she was standing beside the sofa sure I said she
sat down and looked at me with regard I couldn't help overhearing what is going on she said and I thought that before you made your decision you might want to hear what the eighth Insight says about addictions to people yes please I want to know what that means when one first learns to be clear and to engage one's evolution any of us can be stopped Suddenly by an addiction to another person you're speaking of Margery and me aren't you let me explain the process she said and you judge for yourself okay first let me say
that I had a very hard time with this part of the Insight I don't think I would have ever understood if I had not met Professor Renault Reno I exclaimed I know him we met when I was learning the fourth inside well she said we met when we both had reached the eighth Insight he stayed at my house for several days I nodded in amazement he said that the idea of an addiction as used in the manuscript explains why power struggles arise in romantic relationships we've always wondered what causes the Bliss and Euphoria of love
to end to suddenly turn into conflict and now we know it is a result of the flow Of energy between the individual involved When Love first happens the two individuals are giving each other energy unconsciously and both people feel buoyant and elated that's the incredible High we all call being in love unfortunately once they expect this feeling to come from the other person they cut themselves off from the energy in the universe and begin to rely even more on the energy from each other only now there doesn't seem to be enough and so they stop
giving each other energy and fall back into their dramas in an attempt to control each other and force the other's energy their way at this point the relationship degenerates into the usual power struggle she hesitated for a moment as if checking whether I understood then added Reno told me that our susceptibility to this kind of addiction can be described psychologically if that will help you understand I nodded again for for her to continue Rena said the problem starts in our early family because of the energy competition there none of us were able to complete an
important psychological process we weren't able to integrate our opposite sexual side our what in my case she continued I wasn't able to integrate my male side in your case you weren't able to integrate your female side the reason we can become addicted to someone of the opposite sex is that we've yet to access this opposite sex energy Ourselves you see the mystical energy that we can tap as an inner source is both male and female we can eventually open up to it but when we first begin to evolve we have to be careful the integration
process takes some time if we connect prematurely with a human source for our female or male energy we block the Universal Supply lie I told her I didn't understand think of how this integration is supposed to work in an ideal family she explained and then perhaps you can see what I mean in any family the child must first receive energy from the adults in his life usually identifying with and integrating the energy of the same sexed parent is accomplished easily but receiving energy from the other parent can be more difficult because of the differences in
the Sexes let's use a female child as an example all the little girl knows as she first attempts to integrate her male side is that she is extremely attracted to her father she wants him around and close to her all the time the manuscript explains that what she really wants is male energy because this male energy compliments her female side from this male energy she receives a sense of completion and euphoria but she mistakenly thinks that the only way to have this energy is by sexually possessing her father and keeping him close physically interestingly because
she intuits that this energy is really supposed to be her own and that she Should be able to command this energy at will she wants to direct the father as if he were that part of herself she thinks he is magical and perfect and able to supply her every whim in a less than ideal family this sets a power conflict between the little girl and her dad dramas are formed as she learns to posture herself in order to manipulate him into giving her the energy she desires but in an ideal family the father would remain
uncompetitive he would continue to relate honestly and have enough energy so as to supply her unconditionally even though he can't do everything she asks the important thing to know here in our ideal EX example is that the father would remain open and communicative she thinks he is ideal and magical but if he honestly explains who he is and what he is doing and why then the little girl can integrate his particular style and abilities and proceed past an unrealistic view of her father in the end she will see him as just a particular human being
a human being with his own talents and faults once this true emulation takes place then the child makes an easy transition from receiving her opposite sex energy from her father to receiving it as part of the overall energy existing in the universe at large the problem she went on is that most parents up to now have been Competing with their own children for energy and that has affected all of us because this competition was taking place none of us have quite resolved this opposite sex issue we're all stuck at the stage where we are still
looking for our opposite sex energy outside of ourselves in the person of a male or female we can think of as ideal and magical and can possess sexually see the problem yes I said I think I do in terms of our ability to evolve consciously she continued we are faced with a critical situation as I said before according to the eighth Insight when we first begin to evolve we automatically begin to receive our opposite sex energy it comes in naturally from the energy in the universe but we must be careful because if another person comes
along who offers this energy directly we can cut ourselves off from the true source and regress she chuckled to herself what are you laughing at I asked Renault once made this analogy she said he said that until we learned how to avoid this situation we are walking around like a circle half complete you know we look like the letter c we are very susceptible to a person of the opposite sex some other Circle half complete coming up and joining with us completing the circle that way and giving us a burst of euphoria and energy That
feels like the wholeness that a fool connection with the universe produces in reality we have only joined up with another person who is looking for their other half on the outside too Renault said that this is a classical codependent relationship and that it has built in problems that begin to arise immediately she hesitated as though she expected me to say something but I only nodded you see the problem with this completed person this o that both people think they have reached is that it has taken two people to make this one whole person one supplying
the female energy and one supplying the male this one whole person consequently has two heads or egos both people want to run this whole person they have created and so just as in childhood both people want to command the other as if the other were themselves this kind of Illusion of completeness always breaks down into a power struggle in the end each person must take the other for granted and even invalidate them so that they can lead this whole self in the direction they want to go but of course that doesn't work at least not
anymore perhaps in the past one of the partners was willing to submit themselves to the other usually the woman sometimes the man but we are waking up now no one wants to be subservient to anyone else any longer I thought of what the first Insight had conveyed about power struggles within intimate Relationships and of the woman's outburst at the restaurant with Charlene so much for romance I said oh we can still have romance Carla replied but first we have to complete the circle on our own we have to stabilize our Channel with the universe that
takes time but afterward we are never susceptible to this problem again and we can have what the manuscript calls a higher relationship when we connect romantically with another person after that we create a super person but it never pulls us from the path of our individual Evolution which is what you think margerie and I are doing to each other now isn't it pulling ourselves off the paths yes so how do we avoid these encounters I asked by resisting the love at first sight feeling for a while by learning to have plutonic relationships with members of
the opposite sex but remember the process you must have these relationships only with people who will reveal themselves totally telling you how and why they are doing what they are doing just as this would have happened with the opposite sex parent during an ideal childhood by understanding who these opposite sex friends really are on the inside one breaks past one's own fantasy projection about that gender and that releases us to connect again with the universe remember also she continued continued that this is not easy Especially if one has to break away from a current codependent
relationship it is a real pulling apart of energy it hurts but it must be done codependence is not some new malady some of us have we're all codependent and we're all growing out of it now the idea is to begin to experience that sense of well-being and Euphoria experienced in the first moment of a codependent depent relationship when you are alone you get to have him or her on the inside after that you evolve forward and can find that special romantic relationship that really fits you she paused and who knows if both you and margerie
evolve further perhaps you will find that you truly belong with each other but understand your relationship with her has no way of working now our conversation was interrupted as Hinton walked over and explained that he was retiring for the night and that our rooms had been prepared we both expressed our appreciation for his hospitality and as he walked away Carla said I think I'm going to bed also we'll talk later I nodded and watched her as she left then I felt a hand on my shoulder it was Julia I'm going to my room she said
do you know where yours is as I can show you please I said then asked where is marjorie's room she smiled as we walked Down the hall and stopped in front of a particular door nowhere near yours she said Mr Hinton is a very conservative man I smiled back and bit her good night then entered my room and held my stomach until I went to sleep I awoke to the smell of Rich coffee the aroma permeated the entire house after I dressed I walked into the den an older male housekeeper offered me a glass of
fresh grape juice which I accepted good morning Julia said from behind me I turned around good morning she looked at me intensely then asked have you discovered yet why we've run into each other again no I said I haven't been able to think about it I've been trying to understand addictions yes yes she replied I saw what do you mean I could tell what was happening by the way your energy field looked how did it look I asked your energy was connected to margery's when you were sitting here and she was sitting in the other
room your field stretched all the way in there and attached to hers I shook my head she smiled and put her hand on my shoulder you had lost your connection with the universe you had become addicted to margery's energy as a substitute it's the same way with all addictions one goes through someone or something else to connect with the universe the way to deal with this is to get your energy up and then Center Yourself again in what you are really doing here I nodded and walked outside she waited in the den for about 10
minutes I practiced the method of building energy that Sanchez had taught me gradually the beauty returned and I felt much like lighter I returned to the house you look better Julia said I feel better I replied so what are your questions at this point I thought for a minute I had found margerie that question had been answered but I still wanted to find out where will was and I still wanted to understand how people would be acting toward each other if they follow this manuscript if the manuscript's effect was positive why would Sebastian and the
other priests be worried I looked at Julia I need to grasp the rest of the eth inside and I still want find will maybe he has the ninth I'm going to aitos tomorrow she said would you like to go I hesitated I think will is there she added how do you know because of the thoughts I had about him last night I said nothing I had thoughts of you too Julia continued of both of us going to aitos you're involved in this somehow involved in what I asked she grinned in finding this last Insight before
Sebastian does as she spoke the image came to my mind of Julie and me arriving at aitos But then deciding to go in separate directions for some reason I felt I had a purpose but it was unclear I focused again on Julia she was smiling where were you she asked sorry I said I was thinking about something was it important I don't know I I was thinking that once we get to a kitos that we would go in two different directions Rolando came into the room I brought the supplies you wanted he said to Julia
he recognized me and nodded politely good thank you Julia replied did you see many soul no I did not see any he said margerie walked into the room then and distracted me but I could hear Julie explaining to orando that she thought margerie wanted to go with him to Brazil where she would arrange passage back to the States I went over to margerie how did you sleep I asked she looked at me as though deciding whether to remained angry not very well she said I nodded toward Rolando he is Julia's friend he is leaving this
morning for Brazil from there he'll help you get back to the states she appeared frightened look you're going to be okay I said they've helped other Americans they know people at the American Embassy in Brazil in no time you'll be home she nodded I'm worried about you I'll be Fine don't worry as as soon as I get back to the US I'll call you from behind me Hinton announced that breakfast was being served we walked into the dining room and eight afterward Julia and Rolando seemed to be in a hurry Julia explained that it was
important for Rolando and Marjorie to get across the border before dark and the journey would take all day margerie packed some clothes that Hinton had given her and later while Julia and Rando were talking by the door I pulled margerie to the side don't worry about anything I said just keep your eyes open and perhaps you'll see the other insights she smiled but said nothing I watched with Julia as Rolando helped her load her things into his small car her eyes met mine briefly as they drove away do you think they will get through all
right I asked Julia she looked at me and winked of course and now we had better go as well I have some clothes for you she handed me a satchel of clothes and we loaded these in several boxes of food stuff into the pickup truck we then said goodbye to Hinton and Carla and Moretta and drove Northeast toward aitos this ends side one of cassette 6 please turn the cassette over and start side two at the same point as we traveled the landscape grew even more jungle-like and we saw very few signs of people I
began thinking of The eighth Insight clearly it was a new understanding of how to treat others but I didn't understand it completely Carla had told me of the way one should treat children and the dangers of an addiction to a person but both Pablo and Carla had alluded to a way to consciously project energy onto others what was that about I caught Julia's eye and said I haven't quite grasped the eighth Insight how we approach other people people determines how quickly we evolve how quickly our life questions are answered she said how does that work
I asked think about your own situation she said how have your questions been answered by people who came along I guess were you completely open to their messages not really I was mainly aloof were the people who brought messages to you pulled back also no they were very open and helpful they I hesitated unable to think of the correct way to express my idea did they help you by opening you up she asked did they fill you with warmth and energy somehow her remark uncapped an eruption of memories I recalled Will's soothing attitude when I
was on the verge of panic in Lima and Sanchez's fatherly hospitality and father Carl's and Pablo's and Carla's concerned counsil and now Julia's they all had the same look in their eyes yes I said all of you have done that that's right she said we have and We were doing it consciously following the eighth Insight by lifting you up and helping you to get clear we could search for the truth the message that you had for us do you understand that energizing you was the best thing we could do for ourselves what does the manuscript
say about all this exactly it says that whenever people cross our paths there is always a message for us chance encounters do not exist but how we respond to these encounters determines whether we're able to receive the message if we have a conversation with someone who crosses our path and we do not see a message pertaining to our current questions it does not mean there was no message it only means we missed it for some reason she thought for a moment then continued have you ever run into an old friend or acquaintance talked for a
minute and left then run into him or her again the same day or the same week yes I have I replied and what do you usually say something like well fancy seeing you again and laugh and go on your way something like that the manuscript says that what we should do instead in this situation is to stop what we are doing no matter what and find out the message we have for that person and that the person has for us the manuscript predicts that once humans grasp this reality our interaction will slow down and become
more purposeful and deliberate but isn't that hard to do especially with someone who wouldn't Know what you were talking about yes but the manuscript outlines the procedures you mean the exact way were supposed to treat each other that's right what does it say do you remember the third Insight that humans are unique in a world of energy and that they can project their energy consciously yes do you remember how this is done I recall John's lessons yes it's done by appreciating the beauty of an object until enough energy comes into us to feel love at
that point we can send energy back that's right and the same principle holds true with people when we appreciate the shape and demeanor of a person really focus on them until their shape and features begin to stand out and to have more presence we can send them energy lifting them up of course the first step is to keep our own energy High then we can start the flow of energy coming into us through us and into the other person the more we appreciate their wholeness their inner beauty the more the energy flows into them and
naturally the more that flows into us she laughed it's really a rather hedonistic thing to do she said The more we can love and appreciate others the more energy flows into us that's why loving and energizing others is the best possible thing we can do for ourselves I've heard that before I said father Sanchez says it often I looked at Julia closely I had the feeling I was seeing her deeper personality for the first time she returned my gaze for an instant then focused again on the road the effect on the individual of this projection
of energy is immense she said right now for instance you're filling me with energy I can feel it what I feel is a greater sense of lightness and clarity as I'm formulating my thoughts to speak because you are giving me more energy than I would have otherwise I can see what my truth is and more readily give it to you when I do that you have a sense of Revelation about what I'm saying this leads you to see my higher self even more fully and so appreciate and focus on it at an even deeper level
which gives me even more energy and greater insight into my truth and the cycle begins over again two or more people doing this together can reach incredible highs as they build one another up and have it immediately returned you must understand though that this connection is completely different from a codependent relationship a codependent relationship begins this way but soon becomes controlling because the addiction Cuts them off from their source and the energy runs out real projection of energy has no attachment or intention both people are just waiting for the messages as she spoke I thought
of a question Pablo had said that I didn't Get father cust to's message at first because I set off his childhood drama what do we do I asked Julia if the person we are speaking with is already operating in a control drama and trying to pull us into it how do we cut through that Julia answered quickly the manuscript says if we do not assume the matching drama then the person's own drama will fall apart I'm not sure I understand I said Julia was looking at the road ahead I could tell she wasn't thought somewhere
right through here is a house where we can buy some gasoline I looked down at the gas gauge it indicated the truck's tank was half full we still have plenty of gas I said yes I know she replied but I had a thought about stopping and filling it up so I think we should oh okay there's the road she said pointing to the right we made the turn and drove almost a mile into the jungle before arriving at what looked like a supply house for fishermen and Hunters the dwelling was built at the edge of
a river and several fishing boats were tied to the dock we pulled up to a rusty pump and Julia went inside to find the owner I climbed out and stretched then walked around the building to the water's edge the air was extremely humid although the thick canopy of trees blocked the sun I could tell it was almost Direct overhead soon the temperature would be scorching suddenly a man behind me was Speaking angrily in Spanish I turned to see a short stocky Peruvian he looked at me menacingly and repeated the statement I don't understand what you're
saying he switched to English who are you what are you doing here I tried to ignore him we're just here for gas we'll be gone in a few minutes I turned around and face the water again hoping he would go away he walked to the side of me I think you better tell me who you are YY I looked at him again he appeared to be serious I'm an American I said I'm not sure where I'm going I'm riding with a friend a lost American he said hostile that's right I said what are you after
here American I'm not after after anything I said trying to walk back to the car and I've done nothing to you leave me alone I noticed suddenly that Julia was standing at the vehicle when I looked the Peruvian turned and looked too it's time to leave julus said they're not in business any longer who are you the Peruvian asked her in his hostile tone why are you so angry Julia asked in response the man's demeanor changed because it is my job to look after this place I'm sure you do a good job but it's hard
for people to talk if you're frightening them the man stared trying to figure Julia out we're on our way to aitos Julia said we're working with Father Sanchez and father Carl do you know them he shook his head but the mention of the two priests settled him down even more he finally nodded and walked away let's go Julia said we got in the truck and drove away I realized how anxious and nervous I had been I tried to Shake it Off did anything happen inside I asked Julia looked at me what do you mean I
mean did anything happen inside to explain why you had the thought to stop she laughed then said no all the action was outside I looked at her have you figured it out she asked no I replied what were you thinking about just before we arrived that I wanted to stretch my legs no before that what were you asking about when we were talking I tried to think we were talking about childhood dramas then I remembered you had said something that had confused me I said you had said that a person cannot play a control drama
with us unless we play the matching drama I didn't understand that do you understand now not really what are you getting at the scene outside clearly demonstrated what happens if you do play the matching drama how she glanced at me briefly what drama was the man playing with you he was obviously the Intimidator right and what drama did you Play I was just trying to get him off my back I know but what drama were you playing well I started off in my aloofness drama but he kept coming after me then the conversation was irritating
me but I tried to get centered and stay with it I looked at Julie and said I guess I was playing a poor me she smiled that's right I noticed you handled him with no problem I said only because I didn't play the drama he expected remember that each person's control drama was formed in childhood in relation to another drama therefore each drama needs a matching drama to be fully played out what the Intimidator needs in order to get energy is either a poor me or another Intimidator how did you handle it I asked still
confused my drama response would have been to play the Intimidator myself trying to out intimidate him of course this would probably have resulted in violence but instead I did with the manuscript instructs I named the drama he was playing all dramas are covert strategies to get energy he was trying to intimidate you out of your energy when he tried that on me I named what he was doing that's why you asked why he was so angry yes the manuscript says that covert manipulations for energy can't exist if you bring them into Consciousness by pointing them
out they cease to be covert it is a very simple method the best truth about what's going on in the conversation always prevails after that the person has to be more real and honest that makes sense I said I guess I've even named dramas myself before though I didn't know what I was doing I'm sure that's something all of us have done we're just learning more about what is at stake and the key to making it work is to simultaneously look beyond the drama at the real person in front of you and send as much
energy their way as possible if they can feel energy coming in any way then it's easier for them to give up their way of manipulating for it what could you appreciate in that guy I said I could appreciate him as a little insecure boy needing energy desperately besides he brought you a very timely message right I looked at her she appeared to be on the verge of laughter you think we stopped there just so I could grasp how to deal with someone playing a drama that was the question you asked wasn't it I smiled my
good feeling beginning to return Yes I guess it was a mosquito buzzing around my face forced me awake I looked over at Julia she was smiling as though recalling something Humorous for several hours after leaving the river camp we had ridden in silence munching on the food Julia had prepared for the trip you're awake Julia said yes I replied how far is aitos the town is about 30 m but the steward Inn is only a few minutes ahead it's a small Inn in hunting camp the owner is English and supports the manuscript she smiled again
we have had many good times together unless something has happened he should be there I hope we can get a lead on where will is she pulled the truck to the side of the road and looked at me we'd better get centered in where we are she said before I ran into you again I had been floundering around wanting to help find the ninth ins sight but not knowing where to go at one point I realized I had been thinking repeatedly of Hinton I get to his house and who should show up but you and
you tell me that you're looking for Will and that he's rumored to be in aitos I had the intuition that we'll both be involved in finding the ninth insight and then you have the intuition that at some point we separate and Go in different directions is that pretty much it yes I said well I want you to know that after that I got to thinking about Willie Stewart in the Inn something is going to happen there I nodded she drove the vehicle Back on the road and around a curve there's the Inn Julia said ahead
about 200 yd where the road took another sharp Bend to the right was a two-story Victorian style home we pulled into a gravel parking area and stopped several men were talking on the porch I opened the door of the vehicle and was about to get out when Julia touched my shoulder remember she said no one is here by accident stay alert for the messages I followed her as we walked up the porch the men well-dressed peruvians nodded distractedly as we walked by them and into the house once in the large foyer Julia pointed to a
dining room and asked me to pick a table and wait there while she looked for the owner I surveyed the room it contained a dozen or so tables lined in two rows I picked a table about halfway down and sat with my back against the wall three more men all peruvians came in behind me and sat down across from my table another man came in soon after and took a table about 20 ft to my right he sat at an angle where his back was slightly toward me I noticed he was a foreigner perhaps European
Julia entered the room spotted me and then walked over and sat down facing me the owner isn't here she said and his clerk knew nothing of will now what I asked she looked at me and Shrugged I don't know we'll have to assume that someone here has a message For us who do you think it is I don't know how do you know it will happen I asked suddenly feeling skeptical even after all the mysterious coincidence es that had happened to me since I had been in Peru I still had trouble believing one would occur
just now because we wanted it to don't forget the third Insight Julia replied the universe is energy energy that responds to our expectations people are part of that energy Universe too so when we have a question the people show up who have the answer she cut her eyes to the other people in the room I don't know who these people people are but if we could talk with them long enough we would find a truth each had for us some part of the answer to our questions I looked at her a scance she leaned toward
me across the table get it into your head everyone who crosses our path has a message for us otherwise they would have taken another path or left earlier or later the fact that these people are here means that they are here for some reason I looked at her still not sure whether I believed it was that simple the hard part she said is figuring out who to take time to talk with when talking with everyone is impossible how do you decide I asked the manuscript says there are signs I was listening intently to Julia but
for some reason I glanced around and Looked at the man to my right he turned around at exactly the same time and looked back at me as I caught his eye he shifted his gaze back to his food I also looked away what signs I asked signs like that she said like what like what you just did she nodded toward the man to my right what do you mean Julia leaned toward me again the manuscript says we will learn that sudden spontaneous eye contact is a sign that two people should talk but doesn't that happen
all the time I asked yes it does she said and after it happens most people just forget about it and go on with what they are doing I nodded what other signs does the manuscript mention I asked a sense of recognition she replied seeing someone who looks familiar even though you know you've never seen the person before when she said that I thought of Dobson and Renault of how familiar they looked when I had first seen them does the manuscript say anything about why some people look familiar I asked not much it just says we
are members of the same thought group with certain other people thought groups are usually evolving along the same lines of Interest they think the same and that creates the same expression and outward experience we intuitively recognize members of our own thought group and very often they provide messages for us I looked at the man to my right one More time he did look Vaguely Familiar incredibly as I gazed at him he turned and glanced at me again I quickly looked back at Julia you must talk with this man Julia said I didn't respond I felt
uncomfortable with the idea of just walking up to him I wanted to leave to go to aitos I was about to make that suggestion when Julia spoke again this is where we need to be she said not the kitos we have to play this out the trouble with you is that you're resisting the idea of walking up to him and starting a conversation how did you do that I asked do what she replied know what I was thinking there is nothing mysterious about it it's a matter of looking closely at your Expressions what do you
mean when you are appreciating someone at a deeper level you can see their most honest self Beyond any facades they may put up when you really focus at this level you can perceive what someone is thinking as a subtle expression on their face this is Perfectly Natural it sounds telepathic to me I said she grinned telepathy is Perfectly Natural I glanced over at the man again he did not look you had better get your energy together and talk with him Julia said before before you lose the opportunity I focused on increasing my energy until I
felt stronger then asked what am I going to say to this guy The truth she said put the truth in a form you think he would recognize okay I will I slid back my chair and walked over to where the man was sitting he looked shy and nervous the way I remembered Pablo looking the night I met him I tried to look beyond the man's nervousness to a deeper level when I did I seemed to perceive a new look on his face one with more energy hello I said you appear not to be a native
Peruvian I'm hoping you can help me I'm looking for a friend of mine will James please sit down he said in a Scandinavian accent I'm Professor Edmund Connor he offered me his hand and said I'm sorry I do not know your friend will I introduced myself and then explained just on a hunch that it would mean something to him that Will was searching for the ninth Insight I familiar with the manuscript he said I'm here to study its authenticity alone I was to meet a professor Dobson here but so far he has not come I
don't understand the delay he assured me that he would be here when I arrived you know dos yes he is the one who is organizing an inspection of the manuscript and he's all right he he's coming here the professor looked at me questioningly those were the plans we made has something been Wrong my energy fell I realized that Dobson's meeting with Connor had been set up before Dobson's arrest I met him on the airplane I explained when I came to Peru he was arrested in Li I have no idea what happened to him arrested my
god when did you last speak with him I asked several weeks ago but our meeting time here was firm he said he would call me if anything changed do you remember why he wanted you to meet him here instead of in Lima I asked he said there were some ruins around here and that he would be up in this area speaking with another scientist did he mention where he would be talking to this scientist yes he said he had to go to uh St Louis I believe why I don't know I was just wondering as
I said this two things happened simultaneously first I began thinking of doson of seeing him again we were meeting along a road with large trees and then at the same time I looked out the window and saw to my amazement father Sanchez walking up up the porch steps he looked tired and his clothes were dirty in the parking lot another priest waited in an old car who is that Professor Connor asked it's father Sanchez I replied barely able to contain My excitement I turned around and looked for Julia but she was no longer sitting at
our table I got up just as Sanchez walked into the room when he saw me he stopped abruptly a look of total surprise on his face then he walked over and embraced me are you all right he asked yes fine I said what are you doing here through his fatigue he chuckled lightly I didn't know where else to go and I almost didn't make it here hundreds of troops are headed this way why are the troops coming Connor asked from behind me walking up to where Sanchez and I were standing I'm sorry Sanchez replied I
do not know what troops have in mind I just know there are many I introduced the two men and told father Sanchez of Connor's situation Connor appeared panicked I must leave he said but I have no driver Father Paul is waiting outside Sanchez said he is going back to Lima immediately you may ride with him if you wish indeed I do Connor said wait what if they run into those troops I asked I don't think they would stop Father Paul Sanchez said he is not well known at that moment Julia came back into the room
and saw Sanchez the two hugged warmly and again I introduced Connor as I spoke Connor seemed to grow even more fearful and after only a few minutes Sanchez told him that it was Time for Father Paul to start back Connor left to get his belongings from his room and quickly returned both Sanchez and Julia escorted him outside but I told him goodbye there and waited at the table I wanted to think I knew meeting Connor was significant somehow and that Sanchez finding us here was important but I couldn't quite figure it out before long Julia
came back into the room and sat down beside me I told you something was going to happen here she said if we hadn't stopped we wouldn't have seen Sanchez or Connor for that matter by the way what did you learn from Connor I'm not sure yet I said where's father Sanchez he checked into a room to rest for a while he hasn't slept in 2 days I looked away I knew that Sanchez was tired but hearing that he was unavailable disappointed me I wanted very much to talk with him to see if he could add
some perspective to what was happening especially concerning the soldiers I felt uneasy and part of me wanted to flee with Connor Julia picked up on my impatience take it easy she said slow down and tell me what you think of the eighth Insight so far I looked at her and tried to Center myself I'm not sure where to start what do you think the eighth Insight is saying I thought back it's about a way of relating to Other people to children and to adults it's about naming control dramas and breaking through them and focusing on
other people in a way that's sends them energy and she asked I focused on her face and immediately saw what she was getting at and if we are observant about who to talk with then we get the answers we desire as a result Julia smiled broadly have I grasped the Insight I asked almost she said but there's one more thing you understand how one person can uplift another now you're about to see what happens in a group when all of the participants know how to interact this way I walked out to the porch and sat
in one of the rod iron chairs after a few minutes Julia came through the door and joined me we had eaten a leisurely dinner without much talking and afterward had decided to sit outside in the night air 3 hours had gone by since Sanchez had gone to his room and I was beginning to feel impatient again when San SZ suddenly walked outside and sat down with us I was relieved have you heard anything about will I asked him when I spoke he slid his chair around to face Julie and me I noticed that he was
carefully adjusting the position of his chair so that he was an equal distance from each of us yes he said finally I have he paused again and appeared to be in thought so I asked what did you hear Let me tell you everything that happened he said when father Carl and I left to go back to my mission we expected to find father Sebastian there along with the military we expected an inquisition when we arrived we found that father Sebastian and the soldiers had left abruptly several hours earlier after receiving a message for a whole
day we didn't know what was going on then yesterday we were visited by a father costu whom I understand you have met he he told us that he was directed to my mission by will James apparently will remembered the name of my mission from his conversation earlier with Father Carl and intuitively knew that we would need the information father costu was bringing father costu has decided to support the manuscript why did Sebastian leave so suddenly I asked because Sanchez said he wanted to speed up the implementation of his plans the message he received told him
that father costu was about to expose his intention to destroy the ninth Insight Sebastian found it not yet but he expects to they found another document that indicated where the ninth is where is it supposed to be Julia asked at The Celestine ruins Sanchez replied where is that I inquired Julia looked at me about 60 mi from here it's a dig the Peruvian scientists have excavated exclusively and with quite a lot of secrecy it consists of several layers of ancient temples first Mayan then Inca apparently Both cultures believed there was something special about the location
I suddenly realized that Sanchez was concentrating on the conversation with unusual intensity when I talked he would focus totally on me without breaking his gaze at all when Julia spoke father Sanchez shifted his position to focus completely on her he seemed to be acting very deliberately I wondered what he was doing and at that precise moment there occurred A Lull in the conversation they both looked at me expectantly what I asked Sanchez smiled it's your time to speak are we taking turns I asked no Julia said we are having a conscious conversation each person speaks
when the energy moves moves to him we could tell it had moved to you I didn't know what to say Sanchez looked at me warmly part of the eighth Insight is learning to interact consciously when in a group but don't get self-conscious just understand the process as the members of a group talk only one will have the most powerful idea at any one point in time if they are alert the others in the group can feel who is about to speak and then they can consciously Focus their energy on this person helping to bring out
his idea with the greatest Clarity then as the conversation proceeds someone else will have the most Powerful idea then someone else and so forth if you concentrate on what is being said you can feel when it's your turn the idea will come up into your mind Sanchez shifted his eyes to Julia who asked what idea were you having that you didn't Express I tried to think I was wondering I said finally why father Sanchez was looking intensely at whomever was speaking I guess I was wondering what it meant the key to this process Sanchez said
is to speak up when it is your moment and to project energy when it is someone else's time many things can go wrong Julia interjected some people get inflated when in a group they feel the power power of an idea and express it then because that burst of energy feels so good they keep on talking long after the energy should have shifted to someone else they try to monopolize the group others are pulled back and even when they feel the power of an idea they won't risk saying it when this happens the group fragments and
the members don't get the benefit of all the messages the same thing happens when some members of the group are not accepted by some of the others the rejected individual are prevented from receiving the energy and so the group misses the benefit of their ideas Julia paused and we both looked at Sanchez who was taking a breath to speak how people are excluded is Important he said when we dislike someone or feel threatened by someone the natural tendency is to focus on something we dislike about the person something that irritates us unfortunately when we do
this instead of seeing the deeper beauty of the person and giving them energy we take energy away and actually do them harm all they know is that they suddenly feel less beautiful and less confident and it is because we sapped their energy that's why Julia said this process is so important humans are aging each other at a tremendous rate out there with their violent competitions but remember Sanchez added in a truly functional group the idea is to do the opposite of this the idea is for every member's energy and vibration to increase because of the
energy sent by all of the others when this occurs everyone's individual energy field merges with everyone else's and makes one pool of energy it is as if the group is just one body but one with many heads sometimes one head speaks for the body sometimes another talks but in a group functioning this way each individual knows when to speak and what to say because he truly sees life more clearly this is the higher person the eighth Insight talked about in connection with a romantic relationship between a man and a woman but other groups can form
one as Well father Sanchez's words made me think of Father kustu suddenly and of Pablo had this young Indian finally changed father C's mind leading him to now want to preserve the manuscript was Pablo able to do this because of the power of the eighth Insight where is father kastu now I asked both individuals looked mildly surprised at my question but father Sanchez quickly replied he and father Carl decided to go to Lima to speak with our church leaders about what Cardinal Sebastian seems to have planned I guess that's why he was so adamant about
going to your mission with you he knew there was there was something else he was supposed to do exactly Sanchez said a lull developed in the conversation and we looked at one another each of us waiting for the next idea the question now father Sanchez finally said is what are we supposed to do Julia spoke first I've had thoughts all along about being involved with the ninth Insight somehow of getting hold of it long enough to do something but I can't quite see it clearly Sanchez and I gazed at her intensely I see this happening
at a particular place she continued wait a minute the place I've been thinking about is at the ruins at The Celestine ruins there's a particular spot there between the temples I'd almost forgotten she looked back at us that's where I Need to go I need to go to The Celestine ru as Julia finished both she and Sanchez shifted their gaze to me I don't know I said I've been interested in why Sebastian and his people are so against the manuscript I found it's because they fear the idea of our inner Evolution but now I don't
know where to go those soldiers are coming it appears that Sebastian is going to find the ninth Insight first I don't know I've been been thinking I'm involved somehow in convincing him not to destroy it I stopped speaking my thoughts went to Dobson again and then abruptly to the ninth Insight I suddenly realized that the ninth Insight was going to reveal where we humans were going with this Evolution I had wondered how humans would be acting toward each other as a result of the manuscript and that question had been answered with the eighth insight and
now the logical next question was where is it all going to lead how will human society change that had to be what the ninth was about I knew somehow that this knowledge could also be used to ease Sebastian's fears about conscious evolution if he would listen I still think Cardinal Sebastian can be convinced to support the manuscript I said with conviction you see yourself convincing him Sanchez asked me no no no not really I'm with someone else who can reach him someone who knows him and can speak at his level as I said that Julie
and I both spontaneously looked at father Sanchez he struggled to smile and spoke with resignation Cardinal Sebastian and I have avoided a confrontation over the manuscript for a long time he has always been my Superior he considered me his protege and I must admit that I looked up to him but I guess I always knew that it would come to this the first time you mentioned it I knew that the task of convincing him was mine my whole life has set me up for it he looked intensely at Julia and me then continued my mother
was a Christian reformer she hated the use of guilt and coercion when evangelizing she felt the people should come to religion because of love not not out of fear my father on the other hand was a disciplinarian who later became a priest and like Sebastian believed adamantly in Tradition and Authority that left me wanting to work within the church Authority but always seeking ways it should be amended so that higher religious experience is emphasized dealing with Sebastian is the next step for me I've been resisting it but I know I have to go to Seb
question Mission at aitos I'll ride with you I Said this ends side two of cassette 6 of The Celestine Prophecy please fast forward to the end before loading cassette 7 The Celestine Prophecy cassette 7 the emerging culture the road Ro North wound through dense jungle and across several large streams tributaries father Sanchez told me of the Amazon we had risen early and said a quick goodbye to Julia then left in a vehicle father Sanchez had borrowed a truck with raised oversized tires and four-wheel drive as we traveled the terrain Rose slightly and the trees became
more widely spaced and larger this looks like the land around viente I told Sanchez he smiled at me and said we've entered a 50m stretch of land about 20 mi wide that is different more energized it runs all the way to The Celestine ruins on all sides of this area is pure jungle far to the right at the edge of the Jungle I noticed a patch of cleared land what is that I asked pointing that he said is the government's idea of agricultural development a wide stretch of trees had been bulldozed and pushed into piles
some partially burned a herd of cattle grazed aimlessly amid the wild grasses and eroded top soil as we passed several Looked our way distracted by the sound I noticed another patch of freshly bulldozed land and realized the development was moving toward the larger trees we were traveling through that looks awful I said it is Sanchez replied even Cardinal Sebastian is against it I thought of Phil maybe this was the place he was trying to protect what had happened to him suddenly I thought of Dobson again Connor had said Dobson intended to come to the Inn
why had Connor been there to tell me that where was doson now deported imprisoned it did not Escape my notice that I had spontaneously perceived an image of doson in connection with Phil how far away is Sebastian's Mission I asked about an hour Sanchez replied how are you feeling what do you mean I mean how is your energy level I think it's high I said lots of beauty here what did you think of the talk we three had last night he asked I thought it was amazing did you understand what was happening you mean the
way ideas were bubbling up in each of us at different times yes but the greater meaning of that I don't know well I've been thinking about it this way of consciously relating in which everyone attempts to bring out the best in others rather than to have power over them is a posture the entire human Race will eventually adopt think of how everyone's energy level and pace of evolution will increase at that point right I said I've been wondering how human culture will change as the overall energy level rises he looked at me as if I
had hit on the exact question that's what I want to know too he said we looked at each other for an instant and I knew we were both waiting to see who would have the next idea finally he said the answer to that question must be in the ninth Insight it must explain what will happen as the culture evolves forward that's what I think I said Sanchez slowed the truck we were approaching AC Crossroads and he seemed undecided about which route to take do we go anywhere near San Louis I asked he looked directly into
my eyes only if we turn left at this intersection why Connor told me doson had been planning to come through San Louis on his way to the Inn I think it was a message we can continued to look at each other you were already slowing down at the crossroads I said why he Shrugged I don't know the most direct route to aitos is straight ahead I just felt hesitant for some reason a chill shot through my body Sanchez raised one eyebrow and grinned I guess we had better go through San Louise Huh I nodded and
felt a rush of energy I knew that stopping at the in and making contact with Connor was taking on more meaning as Sanchez turned left and proceeded towards San Louis I watched the roadside expectantly 30 or 40 minutes passed and nothing happened we rode through San Louise and still nothing of note occurred then suddenly a horn blew and we turned to see a silvered Jeep roaring up behind us the driver was frantically waving he looked familiar that's Phil I said we pulled to the side of the road and Phil jumped out and ran to my
side of the truck grabbing my hand and nodding at Sanchez I don't know what you're doing here he said but the road ahead is full of soldiers you better come back and wait with us how did you know we were coming I asked I didn't he said I just looked up and saw you pass by we're about a half mile back he looked around for a second then added we'd better get off this road we'll follow you father Sanchez said we followed as Phil turned his Jeep around and headed back the way we'd come he
turned East onto another road and quickly parked from behind a group of trees another man walked out to greet the vehicle I couldn't believe my sight it was doson I climbed out of the truck and walked toward him he was equally surprised and hugged me warmly it's great to see you you he said Same here I replied I thought you were shot doson patted my back and said no I guess I panicked they simply detained me later some officials sympathetic to the manuscript let me go I've been running ever since he paused smiling at me
I'm glad you're all right when Phil told me he had met you at visente and then was arrested with you later I didn't know what to think but I should have known we would have run into each other again where are you headed to see Cardinal Sebastian we think he intends to destroy the last Insight doson nodded and was about to say something but father Sanchez walked up I quickly introduced them I think I heard your name mentioned in Lima doson said to Sanchez in connection with a couple of priests that were being detained father
Carl and father costu I asked I think those were the names yes Sanchez only shook his head slightly I watched him for a moment then Dobson and I spent several minutes describing our experiences since being separated he told me he had studied all eight insights and seemed anxious to say something else but I interrupted to tell him that we had met Connor and that he had returned to Lima he'll probably be detained himself Dobson said I regret I couldn't get to the inn and time but I wanted to come to St Louis first to see
another scientist as it turned out I couldn't find him but I did run into Phil and what is it Sanchez asked maybe we ought to sit down doson said you won't believe this Phil found a copy of part of the ninth Insight no one moved he found a translated copy father Sanchez asked yes Phil had been doing something inside his vehicle and was now walking toward us you found part of the ninth I asked him I didn't find it really he said it was given to me after you and I were captured I was taken
to another town I don't know where after a while Cardinal Sebastian showed up he kept probing me about the work at viente and my efforts to save the forests I didn't know why until a guard brought me a partial copy of the ninth ins sight the guard had stolen it from some of Sebastian's people who had apparently just translated it it talks about the energy of old forests what did it say I asked Phil he paused thinking so doson asked again that we sit down he led us to a spot where a Tarpin was laid
out in the center of a partial clearing the place was beautiful a dozen large trees trees formed a circle about 30 ft in diameter within the circle were highly fragrant tropical plants and long stemmed ferns of the brightest green I had ever seen we sat facing each other Phil looked at Dobson then Dobson looked At Sanchez in me and said the ninth Insight explains how human culture will change in the next millennium as a result of conscious evolution it describes a significantly different way of life for instance the manuscript predicts that we humans will voluntarily
decrease our population so that we all may live in the most powerful and beautiful places on the Earth but remarkably many more of these areas will exist in the future because we will intentionally let the forests go uncut so that they can mature and build energy according to the ninth Insight by the middle of the next millennium he continued humans will typically live among 500 year old trees and carefully tended Gardens yet within easy travel distance of an urban area of incredible technological wizerry by then the means of survival food stuffs and clothing and transportation
will all be totally automated and at everyone's disposal our needs will be completely met without the exchange of any currency yet also without any overindulgence or laziness Guided by their intuitions everyone will know precisely what to do and when to do it and this will fit harmoniously with the actions of others no one will consume excessively because we will have let go of the need to possess and to control for security in the next millennium life will have become about something Else according to the manuscript he went on our sense of purpose will be satisfied
by the thrill of our own evolution by the Elation of receiving intuition and then watching closely as our Destinies unfold the ninth depicts a human world where everyone has slowed down and become more alert ever vigilant for the next meaningful encounter that comes along we will know that it could occur anywhere on a path that winds through a forest for instance or on a bridge that traverses some Canyon can you visualize human encounters that have this much meaning and significance think think how it would be for two people meeting for the first time each will
first observe the other's energy field exposing any manipulations once clear they will consciously share life stories until elatedly messages are discovered afterward each will go forward again on their individual Journey but they will be significantly altered they will vibrate at a new level and will therefore touch others in a way not possible before their meeting as we gave him energy doson became ever more eloquent and inspired with his description of the new human culture and what he said rang true I personally had no doubt that he was describing an achievable future yet I also knew
that throughout history many Visionaries had glimpsed such a world Marx for example yet no way had been found to create such A Utopia Communism had become a tragedy even with the knowledge imp Ed in the first eight insights I couldn't imagine how the human race could get to the place described by the ninth considering human behavior generally when Dobson paused I voiced my concern the manuscript says our natural pursuit of the truth will lead us there doson explained smiling directly at me but to grasp how this movement will occur Perhaps it is necessary to visualize
the next millennium in the same manner you studied the current one with me in the airplan remember as though you were living through it in one lifetime doson briefly informed the other men of the process and then continued think about what has occurred already in this Millennium during the Middle Ages we lived in a simple world of Good and Evil defined by the churchmen but during the Renaissance we broke free we knew there had to be more toand situation in the universe than the churchmen knew and we wanted the full story we then sent science
out to discover our true situation but when this effort didn't provide the answers we needed right away we decided to settle in and turned our modern work ethic into a preoccupation that secularized reality and squeezed the mystery out of the world but now we can see the truth of that preoccupation we can see that the real reason we spent five centuries creating material supports for human life was to set the Stage for something else a way of life that Returns the mystery to existence that is what the information now returning from the scientific method indicates
mankind is on this planet to consciously evolve and as we learn to evolve and pursue our particular path Truth by truth the ninth Insight says the overall culture will transform in a very predictable way he paused but no one said anything obviously we wanted to hear more once we reach the critical mass he continued and the insights begin to come in on a global scale the human race will first experience a period of intense introspection we'll grasp how beautiful and spiritual the natural world really is we'll see trees and rivers and mountains as temples of
great power to be held in reverence and awe we'll demand an end to any economic activity that threatens this treasure and those closest to this situ situation will find alternative solutions to this pollution problem because someone will Intuit these Alternatives as they seek their own Evolution this will be part of the first great shift that will occur he continued which will be a dramatic movement of individuals from one occupation to another because when people begin to receive clear intuitions of who they really are and what they're supposed to be doing they very often discover they're
in the wrong job and they have to jump to another type of work in order To continue to grow the manuscript says that during this period people will sometimes change careers several times during their lifetimes the next cultural shift will be an automation of the production of goods to the people who are doing the automating the technicians this will feel like a need to make the economy run more efficiently but as their intuitions become clearer they will see that what automation is actually doing is freeing up everyone's time so that we can pursue other endeavors
the rest of us meanwhile will be following our own intuitions within our chosen occupations and wishing we had even more of this free time we will realize that the truth we have to tell and the things we have to do are too unique to fit within a usual job setting so we will find ways to cut our employment hours to pursue our own truth two or three people will hold what used to be one full-time job this trend will make it easier for those displaced by the automation to find at least part-time jobs but what
about money I asked I can't believe people will voluntarily reduce their incomes oh we won't have to Dobson said the manuscript says our incomes will remain stable because of the people who are giving us money for the insights we provide I almost laughed what he smiled and looked directly at me the manuscript says that as we discover more about the energy dynamics of the Universe we will see what really happens when we give someone something right now the only spiritual idea about giving is the narrow concept of religious tithing he moved his gaze to Father
Sanchez as you know the scriptural notion of tithing is interpreted most commonly as an injunction to give 10% of one's income to a church the idea behind this is that whatever we give will be returned many times but the ninth Insight explains that giving is really a universal principle of support not just for churches but for everyone when we give we receive in return because of the way energy interacts in the universe remember when we project energy into someone this creates a void in ourselves which if we are connected fills up again money works exactly
the same way the ninth Insight says that once we begin to give constantly we will always have more coming in than we could possibly give away and our gifts he went on should go to the persons who have given us spiritual truth when people come into our lives at just the right time to give us the answers we need we should give them money this is how we will begin to supplement our incomes and ease out of the occupations which Li of us as more people engage in the spiritual economy we will begin a real
shift into the culture of the next millennium we will have moved through the stage of evolving into our right occupation and will be entering the Stage of getting paid for evolving freely and offering our unique truth to others I looked at Sanchez he was listening intensely and appeared radiant yes he said to doson I see that clearly if everyone were participating then we would be giving and receiving constantly and this interaction with others this exchange of information would become everyone's new work our new economic orientation we'd be paid by the people we touched this situation
would then allow the material supports of life to become fully automated because we would be too busy to own those systems or to operate them we would want material production automated and run like a utility we don't stalk in it perhaps but the situation would free us up to expand what is already the information age but the important thing for us right now is that we can Now understand where we are going we could not save the environment and democratize the planet and feed the poor before because for so long we could not release our
fear of scarcity and our need to control so that we could give to others we couldn't release it because we had no view of life that served as an alternative now we do he looked at Phil but wouldn't we need a cheap source of energy Fusion super conductivity artificial intelligence Phil said the technology to automate is probably not That far away now that we had the knowledge of why to do it that's right doson said the most important thing is that we see the truth of this way of life we're here on this planet not
to build personal empires of control but to evolve paying others for their insights will begin the transformation and then as more and more parts of the economy are automated currency will disappear altogether we won't need it if we are correctly following our intuitive guidance then we will take only what we need and will understand Phil interjected that the natural areas of the Earth have to be nurtured and protected for the sources of incredible power that they are as Phil spoke our full attention went to him he seemed surprised by the lift it provided I haven't
studied all the insights he said looking at me in fact after the guard helped me escape I might not have kept this part of the ninth at all if I hadn't run into you earlier I remembered what you said about this manuscript being important but even though I haven't read the other insights I do understand the importance of keeping the Automation in harmony with the energy dynamics of the earth my interest has been in forests and the part they play in the ecosphere he continued I know now that it always has been ever since I
was a child the ninth Insight says that as the human race evolves spiritually we will voluntarily decrease the population to a point sustainable by the Earth we will be committed to living within the Natural Energy Systems of the planet farming will be automated except for the plants one wants to energize personally and then consume the trees necessary for construction will be grown in special designated areas this will free the remainder of the Earth's trees to grow and age and finally mature into powerful forests eventually these forests will be the rule rather than the exception and
all human beings will live in close proximity to this kind of power think what an energy filled world we will live in that ought to raise everyone's energy level I said yes it would Sanchez said distractedly as though he were thinking ahead about what the increase in energy would mean everyone waited it would accelerate he said finally the pace of our Evolution the more readily we have energy flowing into us the more mysteriously the universe responds by bringing people into our lives to answer our questions he looked thoughtful again and every time we follow an
intuition and some mysterious encounter leads us forward our personal vibration increases onward and upward he continued half to himself if history continues then we'll continue to achieve higher and higher levels of energy and vibration doson said finishing his Sentence yes Sanchez said that's it excuse me for a minute he got up and walked several yards into the forest and sat down alone what else does the ninth Insight say I asked doson we don't know he said that's where the part we have ends would you like to see it I told him I would so he
walked to his truck and came back with a manila folder inside were 20 typed pages I read the Manus cript impressed with how thoroughly doson and Phil had captured its basic points when I came to the last page I understood why they said it was only a part of the ninth Insight it ended abruptly in the middle of a concept having just introduced the idea that the transformation of the planet would create a totally spiritual culture and would raise human beings to higher and higher vibrations it suggested that the rise would lead to the occurrence
of something else but didn't say what after an hour Sanchez stood up and walked over to me I had been content to sit with the plants observing their incredible energy Fields Dobson and Phil were standing behind their Jeep talking I think we should go on to aitos he said what about those soldiers I asked I think we should risk it I've had a clear thought that we can make it through if we leave right now I agreed to go with his intuition and we walked over and told doson and Phil our Plans both men supported
the idea then doson said we've also been discussing what to do we're going directly to The Celestine ruins I think maybe we can help save the rest of the ninth Insight we bad them goodbye and drove North again what are you thinking about I asked after a period of s silence father sanchezz slowed the truck and looked at me I'm thinking about Cardinal Sebastian about what you have said that he would stop fighting the manuscript if only he could be made to understand as father Sanchez made this statement my mind wandered into a Daydream of
actually confronting Sebastian he was standing in a courtly room looking down at us at that moment he had the power to destroy the ninth insight and we were fighting to make him understand before it was too late when I finished the thought I noticed Sanchez was smiling at me what were you seeing he asked I was just thinking of Sebastian what was happening the image of confronting Sebastian was clearer he was about to destroy the last Insight we were trying to talk him out of it Sanchez took a deep breath it looks like whether the
rest of the ninth Insight becomes known will depend on us my stomach Drew into a knot at the idea what should we say to him I don't Know but we must persuade him to see the positive to understand that the manuscript as a whole doesn't negate but clarifies the truth of the church I'm sure the rest of the ninth Insight does just that we rode in silence for an hour seeing no other traffic of any kind my thoughts raced through the events which had transpired since I'd come to Peru I knew the manuscript's insights had
finally merged in my mind into one Consciousness I was alert to the mysterious way my life evolved as revealed by the first Insight I knew that the whole culture was sensing this mystery again as well and we were in the process of constructing a new world view as pointed out by the second the third and fourth had showed me that the Universe was in reality a vast system of of energy and that human conflict was a shortage of and a manipulation for this energy the fifth Insight revealed that we could end this conflict by receiving
an inpouring of this energy from a higher source for me this ability had almost become a habit the sixth that we could clear our old repeated dramas and find our true selves was also permanently etched in my mind and the seventh had set in motion the evolution of these truth selves through question intuition of what to do and answer staying in this magic flow was truly The Secret of happiness and the eighth knowing how to Relate in a new way to others bringing out in them the very best was the key to keeping the mystery
operating and the answers coming all the insights had integrated into a Consciousness that felt like a heightened sense of alertness and expectation what was left I knew was the ninth which revealed where our Evolution was taking us we had discovered some of it what about the rest father Sanchez pulled the truck to the side of the road we within 4 miles of cardinal Sebastian's Mission he said I think we should talk okay I don't know what to expect but I presume all we can do is drive right in how large a place is this large
he has developed this mission for 20 years he selected this location to serve the rural Indians whom he felt had been neglected but now students come from all over Peru he has administrative duties with the church organization in Lima but this is his special project he is totally devoted to this Mission he looked directly into my eyes please stay alert there may come a time when we need to help each other after saying this Sanchez drove ahead for several miles we saw nothing then we passed two military Jeeps parked at the side of the road
the soldiers inside looked at us intensely as we drove by well father Sanchez said they know we are Here a mile further we came to the entrance to the mission large iron gates protected the paved Drive although the gates were open a Jeep and Four soldiers blocked our way and signaled us to stop one of the military men talked into a shortwave radio Sanchez smiled as a soldier walked up I'm father Sanchez here to see Cardinal Sebastian the soldier scrutinized Sanchez and me he turned and walked back to the soldier with the radio they talked
without taking their eyes off us after several minutes the soldier came back and said we should follow them the Jeep led us up thee line drive for several hundred yards until we came to the mission grounds the church was built of cut stone and was massive capable of seating I guessed over a thousand people on both sides of the church were two other buildings which looked like classrooms both were four stories high this place is impressive I said yes but where are all the people he asked I noticed the paths and walkways were empty Sebastian
runs a famous school here he said why are there no students the soldiers led us to the entrance of the church and asked us politely but firmly to get out and follow them inside as we walked up the cement steps I could see several trucks parked behind an adjacent building 30 or 40 soldiers stood at attention nearby once inside we were LED through The sanctuary and asked to enter a small room there we were searched thoroughly and told to wait the soldiers left and the door was locked where is Sebastian's office I asked further back
toward the rear of the church he said the door suddenly opened flanked by several soldiers stood Sebastian his posture was tall and erect what are you doing here Sebastian asked Sanchez I want to talk with you Sanchez said about what the ninth inside of the manuscript there's nothing to discuss it will never be found we know you've already found it Sebastian's eyes widened I will not allow this insight to be disseminated he said it is not the truth how do you know it's not the truth Sanchez asked you could be wrong let me read it
Sebastian's face softened as he looked at Sanchez you used to think I would make the correct decision in a matter of this kind I know Sanchez said you were my mentor my inspiration I patterned my mission after yours you respected me until this manuscript was discovered Sebastian said don't you see how divisive it is I tried to let you go your own way I even let you alone after I knew you were Teaching the insights but I will not let this document destroy everything our church has built another Soldier walked up behind Sebastian and asked
to see him Sebastian glanced at Sanchez then walked back into the Hall we could still see but could no longer hear the conversation the message obviously alarmed Sebastian as he turned to walk away he signaled for all the soldiers to follow him except for one whom he apparently told to wait with us the soldier walked into the room and leaned against the wall a disturbed look on his face he was only about 20 years old what is wrong Sanchez asked him the soldier only shook his head is it about the manuscript the ninth Insight the
soldier's face displayed surprise what do you know of the ninth Insight he asked timidly we're here to save it Sanchez said I too want it saved the soldier replied have you read it I asked no he said but I have heard the talk it brings our religion alive suddenly from outside the church came the sound of gunfire what's going on Sanchez asked the soldier stood motionless Sanchez gently touched his arm help us the young Soldier walked to the door and checked the hall then said someone Has broken into the church and stolen a copy of
the ninth ins sight they seem to still be here on the ground somewhere more gunfire broke out we must try to help them Sanchez told the young man he looked horrified we must do what's right Sanchez stressed this is for the whole world the soldier nodded and said we should move to another area of the church where there would be less activity that perhaps he could find a way to help he led us down the hall and up two flights of stairs to a large Corridor which spanned the full width of the church Sebastian's office
is right below us two stories down the young man said suddenly we could hear a group of people running down an adjacent Corridor heading our way Sanchez and the soldier were ahead of me and ducked into a room to the right I knew I couldn't reach that room so I ran into the one next to it and closed the door this ends side one of cassette 7 please turn the cassette over and start side two at the same point I was in a classroom desks Podium closet I ran to the closet found it unlocked and
squeezed in amid boxes and several musty smelling jackets I attempted to conceal myself as best I could but I knew if anyone checked in the closet I would be discovered I tried not to move not even to breathe the door to the classroom squeaked open and I could hear several people enter and walk About the room one seemed to be coming toward the closet then stopped and headed in the other direction they were talking loudly in Spanish then silence no movement I waited 10 minutes before I slowly cracked the closet door and looked out the
room was empty I walked to the door there was no indication of anyone outside I quickly walked to the room where Sanchez and the soldier had hidden to my surprise I found it was not a room at all but a hallway I listened but could hear nothing I leaned against the wall feeling anxiety in the pit of my stomach I quietly called out Sanchez's name no response I was alone I could feel a slight dizziness from the anxiety I took a deep breath and tried to talk to myself I had to keep my wits about
me and increase my energy for several minutes I struggled until the colors and shapes in the hallway had more presence I tried to project love finally I felt better and thought of Sebastian again if he was in his office Sanchez would go there ahead the hallway ended at another stairway so I walked two flights down to the first level through the window of the stairway door I'd looked down the corridor no one was in view I opened the door and walked ahead not sure where I wanted to go then I heard Sanchez's voice coming from
a room in front of me the door was Cracked Sebastian's voice boomed back at him as I approached the door a soldier inside opened it suddenly and pointed a rifle at my heart forcing me inside and against the wall Sanchez acknowledged me with a glance and put his hand on a solar plexus Sebastian shook his head in disgust the young soldier who had helped us was nowhere to be seen I knew that Sanchez's gesture to his stomach meant something all I could think of was that he needed energy as he spoke I focused on his
face trying to see his higher self his energy field widened you can't stop the truth Sanchez said people have a right to know Sebastian looked condescendingly at Sanchez these insights violate the scriptures they could not be true but do they really violate the scriptures or do they just show us what the scriptures mean we know what they mean Sebastian said we've known for centuries have you forgotten your training your years of study no I haven't Sanchez said but I also know that the insights expand our spirituality they according to whom Sebastian shouted who wrote this
manuscript anyway some Pagan Mayan who'd learned somewhere how to speak Aramaic what did these people know they believed in Magic places and mysterious energy they were Primitives the ruins where the ninth was found is called The Celestine temples The Heavenly temples what could this culture possibly know about heaven did their culture endure he continued no no one knows what happened to the Mayans they just disappeared Without a Trace and you want us to believe this manuscript this document makes it sound as though humans are in control as though we are in charge of change in
the world we are not God is the only issue humans face is whether to accept the scriptural teachings and thereby win our own salvation but think about that Sanchez replied what does accepting the teachings and winning salvation really mean what is the process through which this happens doesn't the manuscript show us the exact process of becoming more spiritual connected saved the way it actually feels and doesn't the eighth and Ninth show us what would happen if everyone were acting this way Sebastian shook his head and walked away then turned and looked at Sanchez piercingly you
haven't even seen the ninth Insight yes I have part of it how part of it was described to me before we arrived here I read another section A few minutes ago what how Sanchez walked closer to the older priest Cardinal Sebastian people everywhere want this Last Insight revealed it places the other insights into perspective it shows us our destiny what spiritual consciousness really is we know what spirituality is Father Sanchez do we I think not we've spent centuries talking about it visualizing it professing our belief in it but we've always characterized this connection as something
abstract something we believe in intellectually and we've always cast this connection as something an individual must do to avoid something bad happening rather than to acquire something good and tremendous the manuscript describes the inspiration that comes when we are truly loving others and evolving Our Lives forward evolve evolve listen to yourself father you have always fought against the influence of evolution what has happened to you Sanchez collected himself yes I fought against the idea of evolution as a replacement for God as a way to explain the universe without reference to God but now I see
that the truth is a synthesis of the scientific and religious World Views the truth is that evolution is the way God created and is still creating but there is no Evolution Sebastian protested God created this world and that's It Sanchez glanced at me but I had no ideas to express Cardinal Sebastian he continued the manuscript describes the progress of succeeding Generations as an evolution of understanding an evolution toward a higher spirituality and vibration each generation in orates more energy and accumulates more truth and then passes that status on to the people of the Next Generation
who extend it further that's nonsense Sebastian said there is only one way to become more spiritual and that's by following the examples in the scriptures exactly Sanchez said but again what are the examples isn't the story of the scriptures a story of people learning to receive God's energy and will within isn't that what the early prophets led the people to do in the Old Testament and isn't that receptivity to God's energy within what culminated in the life of a carpenter's son to the extent that we say God himself descended to Earth isn't the story of
the New Testament he continued the story of a group of people being filled with some kind of energy that transformed them didn't Jesus himself say that what he did we could do also and more we've never really taken that idea seriously not until now we're only now grasping what Jesus was talking about where he was leading us the manuscript clarifies what he meant how to do It Sebastian looked away his face red with anger during the pause in the conversation a high-ranking officer burst into the room and told Sebastian that The Intruders had been seen
look the officer said pointing out the window there they are three or 400 yd away we could see two figures running through an open field headed toward the forest a number of soldiers at the edge of the clearing seemed ready to open fire the officer turned from the window and looked at Sebastian His Radio raised if they get to the wooded area he said they will be hard to find do I have your permission to to open fire as I watched the two running I suddenly recognized who they were that's will and Julia I shouted
Sanchez walked even closer to Sebastian in the name of God you cannot commit murder over this the officer persisted Cardinal Sebastian if you want this manuscript contained I must give the order now I was frozen father trust me Sanchez was saying the manuscript will not erode all you have built all you have stood for you cannot kill these people Sebastian shook his head trust you then he sat down on his desk and looked at the officer we will shoot no one tell your troops to capture them alive the officer nodded and walked out Of the
room Sanchez said thank you you made the right choice not to kill yes Sebastian said but I will not change my mind this manuscript is a curse it would undermine our basic structure of Spiritual Authority it would entice people to think they are in control of their spiritual Destiny it would undermine the discipline needed to bring everyone on the planet into the church and people would be CAU wanting when the Rapture comes he looked hard at Sanchez at this moment thousands of troops are arriving it doesn't matter what you or anyone else does the ninth
Insight will never leave Peru now get out of my mission as we sped away we could hear dozens of trucks approaching in the distance why did he let us go I asked I suppose because he thinks it makes no difference Sanchez replied that there's nothing we can do I really don't know what to think his eyes met mine we didn't convince him you know I too was confused what did it mean perhaps we hadn't been there to convince Sebastian after all perhaps we were just supposed to delay him I glanced back at Sanchez he was
concentrating on driving and searching the roadside for any sign of Will and Julia we had decided that we would double back in the direction they had Been running but so far we had seen nothing as we rode my mind wandered to The Celestine ruins I imagined what the site looked like the teared excavations the scientists tents the looming pyramidal structures in the background they don't seem to be in these Woods Sanchez said they must have had a vehicle we must decide what to do I think we should go to the ruins I said he looked
at me we might as well there's nowhere else to go Sanchez made a turn to the West what do you know of these ruins I asked they were built by two different cultures as Julius said the first the Mayans had a thriving civilization there though most of their temples were further north in the Yucatan mysteriously all signs of their civilization suddenly vanished about 600 BC without apparent cause the Incas developed another civilization afterward at the same location what do you think happened to the Mayans Sanchez glanced at me I don't know we rode for several
minutes in silence then I suddenly remembered that father Sanchez had told Sebastian he had read more of the ninth Insight how did you see more of the ninth insight I asked the young soldier who helped us knew where another part was being hidden after you and I were Separated he took me to another room and showed it to me it added only a few more Concepts to what Phil and doson told us but it gave me the points I used with Sebastian what did it say specifically that the manuscript would clarify many religions and would
help them fulfill their promise all religion it says is about humankind in finding relationship to one higher source and all religions speak of a perception of God within a perception that fills us makes us more than we were religions become corrupted When leaders are assigned to explain God's will to the people instead of showing them how to find this direction within themselves the manuscript says that sometime in history one individual would grasp the exact way of connecting with God's source of energy and direction and would thus become a lasting example that this connection is possible
Sanchez looked at me isn't that what Jesus really did didn't he increase his energy and vibration until he was light enough to Sanchez ended his sentence without finishing it and seemed to be deep in thought what are you thinking I asked Sanchez looked perplexed I don't know The Soldier's copy ended right there it said that this individual would blaze a path that the whole human race was destined to follow but it didn't say where this path LED for 15 minutes we rode in silence I attempted to receive some indication of what would happen next but
I could think of nothing I seemed to be trying too hard there are the ruins Sanchez said ahead through the forest to the left of the road I could make out three large pyramidal shaped structures after we parked and walked closer I could tell the pyramids were constructed of cut stone and were spaced an equal distance apart about 100 ft between them was an area paved with a smoother Stone several excavation sites were dug into the base of the pyramids look there Sanchez said pointing toward the more distant pyramid a lone figure was sitting in
front of the structure as we walked that way I noticed an increase in my energy level by the time we reached the center of the paved area I felt incredibly energized I looked at Sanchez and he raised an eyebrow when we got closer I recognized the person by the pyramid to be Julia she sat cross-legged and held several papers in her lap Julia Sanchez called Julia turned and stood up her face seemed iridescent where's will I asked Julia pointed to her right there perhaps 100 yards away was will he seemed to be glowing in the
fading Twilight what is he doing I asked the ninth Julia replied holding The papers toward us Sanchez told Julia that we had seen some of the Insight the part which foretold of of a human world transformed by conscious evolution but where does this Evolution take us Sanchez asked Julia didn't answer she just held up the papers in her hand as though she expected us to read her mind what I asked Sanchez reached over and touched my forearm his look reminded me to stay alert and to wait the ninth reveals our ultimate Destiny Julia said it
makes it all crystal clear it reiterates that as humans we are the culmination of the whole of evolution it talks about matter beginning in a weak form and increasing in complexity element by element then species by species always evolving into a higher state of vibration when primitive humans came along we continued this Evolution unconsciously by conquering others and gaining energy and moving forward a little bit and then being conquered ourselves by someone else and losing our energy this physical conflict continued until we invented democracy A system that didn't end the conflict but shifted it from
a physical to a mental level now Julia went on we are bringing this whole process into Consciousness we can see that all of human history has prepared us to achieve conscious evolution now we we can increase our Energy and experience the coincidences consciously this carries Evolution onward at a faster Pace lifting our vibrations even higher she hesitated for a moment looking at each of us then repeated what she had said our destiny is to continue to increase our energy level and as our energy level increases the level of vibration in the atoms of our bodies
increases she hesitated again what does that mean I asked it means Julia said that we are getting lighter more purely spiritual I looked at Sanchez he was focused intensely on Julia the ninth Insight Julia continued says that as we humans continue to increase our vibration an amazing thing will begin to happen whole groups of people once they reach a certain level will suddenly become invisible to those who are still vibrating at a lower level it will appear to the people on this lower level that the others just disappeared but the group themselves will feel as
though they are still right here only they will feel lighter as Julia talked I noticed her face and body changing somewhat her body was taking on the characteristics of her energy field her features were still clear and distinct but it was no longer muscles and skin at which I was looking she looked as though she were Made of pure light glowing from within I looked at Sanchez he appeared the same way to my amazement everything appeared this way the pyramids the stone under our feet the surrounding Forest my hands the beauty I was able to
perceive had increased beyond anything I had experienced before even when on the Ridgetop when humans begin to raise their vibrations to a level where others cannnot see them Julia continued it will signal that we are crossing the barrier between this life and the other world from which we came and to which we go after death this conscious crossing over is the path shown by the Christ he opened up to the energy until he was so light he could walk on water he transcended death right here on Earth and was the first to cross over to
expand the physical world into the spiritual his life demonstrated how to do this and if we connect with the same Source we can head the same way step by step at some point everyone will vibrate highly enough so that we can walk into heaven in our same form I noticed will was walk walking slowly toward us his movement seemed unusually graceful as though he was gliding the Insight says Julia went on that most individuals were Reach This level of vibration during the third Millennium and in groups consisting of the people with whom they are most
connected but some cultures in history have already achieved the vibration according to the ninth Insight the Mayans crossed over together jul abruptly stopped talking from behind us we heard muffled voices in Spanish dozens of soldiers were entering the ruins coming right for us to my surprise I was unafraid the soldiers continued to walk in our general direction but strangely not directly toward us they can't see us Sanchez said we're vibrating too highly I looked again at the soldiers he was right they were walking 20 or 30 ft to our left completely ignoring us suddenly we
heard loud shouts in Spanish by the pyramid to our left the soldiers closest to us stopped and ran in that direction I strained to see what was happening another group of soldiers were emerging from the forest holding the arms of two other men doson and Phil the sight of their capture joled me and I could feel my energy level plummet I looked looked at Sanchez and Julia both were staring intently toward the soldiers and appearing equally Disturbed wait will seemed to shout from the opposite direction don't lose your energy I felt the words as well
as heard them they were slightly garbled we turned to see will Walking quickly toward us as we watched he seemed to say Something else but this time the words were completely unintelligible I realized I was having trouble focusing His Image was Bec coming hazy distorted gradually as I stared in disbelief he disappeared altogether Julia turned to face Sanchez and me her energy level seemed lower but she was completely undaunted as though whatever just happened clarified something we were able to maintain the vibration she said fear lowers one's vibration tremendously she looked toward the spot where
will had faded from View the ninth Insight says that while some individuals may cross over sporadically a general Rapture will not occur until we have abolished fear until we can maintain a sufficient vibration in all situations Julia's excitement grew don't you see we can't do it yet but the role of the ninth inside is to help create that confidence the ninth Insight is the Insight of knowing where we are headed all the other insights create a picture of the world as one of incredible beauty and energy and of ourselves as increasing our connection with and
thus seeing this beauty the more Beauty we can see the more we evolve the more we evolve the higher we vibrate the ninth Insight shows us that ultimately our increased perception and vibration will open us to a heaven that is already before us we just can't see it yet Whenever we doubt our own path or lose sight of the process we must remember what we are evolving toward what the process of living is all about reaching Heaven on Earth is why we are here and now we know how it can be done how it will
be done she paused momentarily the ninth mentions that a tenth Insight exists I think it must reveal before she could finish a burst of machine gun fire ripped up the stone tiles by our feet we all died to the ground our hands raised no one spoke as the soldiers came and confiscated the papers and took each of us in a different direction the first weeks after my capture were spent in constant Terror my energy level fell dramatically as one military officer after another questioned me threateningly about the manuscript I played the dumb tourist and claimed
ignorance after all it was true that I had no idea who among the other priests had copies or how widespread public acceptance of the document had become gradually my tactic worked over time the soldiers seemed to grow tired of me and passed me on to a group of Civilian authorities who took a different approach these officials sought to convince me that my trip to Peru had been crazy from the beginning crazy because according to them the manuscript never really existed they argued that the insights had in fact Been invented by a small group of priests
with the intent to Foster Rebellion I had been duped these officials told me and I let them talk after a while the conversations became almost cordial everyone began to treat me as a Guiltless victim of this plot as a gullible Yankee who had read too many Adventure tales and found himself lost in a foreign country and because my energy was so low I possibly would have become vulnerable to this brainwashing had something else not occurred I was suddenly transferred from the military base where I was being held to a government compound near the airport in
Lima a compound in which father Carl was also being detained The Coincidence brought back some of my lost confidence I was walking in the open courtyard when I first saw him sitting on a bench reading I strolled over restraining my exuberance and hoping I wouldn't attract attention from the officials inside the building when I sat down he looked up at me and grinned I've been expecting you he said you have he put down his book and I could see the Delight in his eyes after father kustu and I came to Lima he explained we were
immediately detained and separated and I've been here in custody ever since I couldn't understand why nothing seemed to be happening then I began to think Repeatedly of you he gave me a knowing look so I figured you would show up I'm grateful you're here I said did anyone tell you what happened at the cestine ruins yes Father Carl replied I spoke briefly with Father San he was held here for a day before being taken away is he all right did he know what happened to the others and what about him were they going to imprison
him he had no information about the others and as for father Sanchez I don't know the government's strategy is to methodically search out and destroy all copies of the manuscript then to treat the whole Affair as a grand hoax we'll all be thoroughly discredited I imagine but but who knows what they will ultimately do with us what about Dobson's copies I said the first and second insights he left in the states they already have them Father Carl replied father Sanchez told me that agents of the government found out where they were hidden and stole them
apparently Peruvian agents have been everywhere they knew about Dobson from the beginning and about your friend Charlene and you think when the government is through no copies will remain I think it will be a miracle if any survive I turned away feeling my newfound energy diminish you know what this means don't you father Carl asked I looked at him But said nothing this means he continued that each of us must remember exactly what the manuscript said you and Sanchez didn't convince Cardinal Sebastian to release the manuscript but you delayed him long enough for the ninth
insight to be understood now it has to be communicated you have to be involved in communicating it his statement made me feel pressured and my aloof drama activated inside me I leaned against the back of the bench and looked away which made father Carl laugh then at just that moment we both realized several Embassy officials were watching us from an office window listen father Carl said quickly from now on the insights will have to be shared between people each person once they hear the message and realize that the insights are real must pass on the
message to everyone who was ready for it connecting with energy is something humans have to be open to and talking about and expecting otherwise the whole human race can go back to pretending that life is about having power over others and exploiting the planet if we go back to doing this then we won't survive each of us must do what we can to get this message out I noticed that the two officials were out of the building walking toward us one more thing father Carl said speaking lowly what I Asked father Sanchez told me Julia
had spoken of a tenth in sight it hasn't yet been found and no one knows where it might be the officials were almost on us I've been thinking father Carl continued that they're going to release you you may be the only one that can look for it the men suddenly interrupted our conversation and escorted me toward the building father Carl smiled and waved and said something else but I could only half pay attention as soon as father Carl had mentioned a tenth Insight I had been consumed by a thought of Charlene why was I thinking
of her her how was she connected to a tenth Insight the two men insisted that I packed the few things I had left and follow them to the front of the embassy and into a state vehicle from there I was taken directly to the airport and up to a boarding Concourse where one of them smiled faintly and looked at me from behind thick glasses his smile faded as he handed me a passport and a ticket for a flight to the United States then told me in a heavy Peruvian accent to never never return the [Music]
end you've been listening to The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield narrated by Tom sty