John 11: 5 and 6 now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus so when he heard that Lazarus was sick he rushed over he dropped what he was doing he ran as fast as he could no he stayed where he was all right two more days Jesus or not you got me messed up how you love me in verse five then you play in my face in verse six I'm telling you Lazarus 6 sick and instead of you running you Going to stay another two days then go to verse 20 when Martha heard that
Jesus was coming oh now you want to show up it's only one problem when he first told you he was sick now he's dead when we get to verse 20 it says when Martha heard that Jesus was coming she went out to meet him Jesus probably thinking is all cool what's up girl uh-uh don't what's up girl me don't do that we not doing that verse 21 if you had been Here my brother would not have died Jesus is walking down the street with his disciples Martha sees him from a distance Martha comes running the
disciple says oh man Martha going to come say hey one them she got some of that good food she cooked last time another disciple said no she don't look happy you can tell about how she Stone open 20 in all over the place she mad she gets to Jesus and instead of saying God I thank you she says if you had been Here my brother would not have died you're not too mean look at your neighbor and say neighbor neighbor life has a way life has a way or throwing some stuff at you throwing stuff
at you that you can't handle do me one favor do me one favor please please don't crash out don't crash out I want you to sit down I want to preach don't crash out it's all my crashes they said it Amen I was tripping the other day man I got boys man they my best friends I say it all the time and one of my members said your children can't be your best friend well they 17 16 15 now I shift from just being parental to just coaching I'm trying to help make the right decisions
and be the men that they can be but I just love hanging with my boys I do I ain't going to lie I ain't ashamed of it they got their own rooms the fact that they want to come hang With me want to watch the game every time mace walk in my room dad who you watching it make me smile you know I get a chance to hang with Zander he'll be gone in a little while off the school and all that Mike gonna be gone off the school I love my boys I wish I
can get that time back and I love being around them cuz they keep me young you know what I'm saying like they say stuff to me that I don't understand but it make me feel so good then I go behind their Back and there's something on the internet called a urban dictionary that if you just type it in the urban dictionary it tells you what it means for instance every chance I get I'm going to go to their football practice I know it's just a football practice in there in high school I'm going stand at
the gate three hours and just watch them run on the field cuz I love that's my time I love my babies right I love doing it and when I show up all they friends Say stuff to me like you got it on don't you and I don't know what that mean man I just be like yeah I got it I got it on then I go on my dictionary and when I got it on mean you clean oh you know how to dress you got swag you got sauce so now they don't notice every day
I go to practice I'm ironing trying to make sure I don't look like the other daddies all the other daddies out there I'm like when I got it I got it on you know what I'm saying I Like like that you know what I'm saying man like you a fool you know that just mean you funny you just have you know I'm saying oh that's crazy that actually mean it's good but they said some I'm learning all type of stuff you know YN s's I a know what that was and I had to figure out
what that is and how to do this how to do that I'm like okay boom how can I minister to them how can I get their attention then they messed around and said something to me the other day He was like oh he about to crash out [Applause] okay what that mean and when I went on the definition of crashing out before I can even finish the definition it made me think about everybody at this church cuz crashing out means it's a term used by jnz to describe when you become so frustrated or upset that
you lose self-control crashing now is a term used by Jen Z to describe when you become so frustrated so upset that you lose Self-control when somebody disrespect you and you've had enough they use it in a sentence he about to crash out that means it's about to go down in the worst possible way ever and as I began to think about all the people in this church it made me think of the Rock City definition of crashing out come on my definition of crashing out is whenever you do the opposite of God's will for your
life if God told you to pray and you just start busting moves you Crashing out if God told you to stand still yet you still moving you crashing out if you acting a fool when he said be still and let me fight your battle you crashing out and I'mma say this only three of y'all going to catch it some of y'all layest crash outs are hindering your future come UPS preach Mike McClure some of your latest crash outs are hindering your future come UPS I need you to catch this it is when you lose all
self-control and Just because something happens that I cannot control does not mean that I should lose my self-control oh put that in the comments put that in your notes just because something happens that I cannot control does not give me the right to lose my self-control Pastor Mike but you don't know what they did to me you right I don't know what they did to you but you are still in control of how you respond oh this may be worth writing young people cuz whoever angers You controls you I'm preaching whether you receive it or
not whoever angers you trols you the prison is filled with people who are good people they just crashed out oh Proverbs 1429 slowness to anger makes for deep understanding a quick tempered person stockpile stupidity oo slowness to anger makes for deep understanding but a quick tempered Person Stu stock piles stupidity can I ask you a question stockpile mean you have excess overflow no wonder the moment you get offended mess come out of you cuz all you've been piling up Michael it's stupidity I'mma preach whether you receive it or not and many of us right now
are struggling emotionally cuz we crashed out God told you you were in a season where you weren't supposed to be dating but you didn't like being long So you Bust the Move outside of his will so now here it is your heart broke you're bankrupt ain't got no peace cuz you crashed out relationally some of you spending money that you weren't even supposed to spend here it is you wanted something for yourself and instead of waiting on God to come through you start busting moves that didn't make sense so now you having to beg for
what you need cuz you spent it on what you wanted It and what happens is we have stockpile stupidity y'all don't like me but it's cool in the game I'mma say this for somebody you're going to receive it I wish I can get my stupid money back seven of y'all should said I receive that I wish I can get my stupid decisions back I wish I can get my stupid season back and don't sit in here cuz I see three of y'all sitting there looking at your neighbor with that high And mighty face like I
can't believe you did that everybody in here done been through a season of your life where you lost yourself am I preaching to anybody hear me when I say this anger can you put this in your notes is a Primary Emotion now this is good I want you to do me a favor all over the room online in overflow if you get some time this week I want you to research primary and secondary Emotions this is something I've been doing and I've been playing a game with myself trying to see if I can identif ified
in real time primary and secondary emotions anger is a Primary Emotion what's a Primary Emotion a primary emotions means something has to happen and whatever your first response is is the primary and the primary gives birth to a plethora of secondary let me make that make sense okay somebody disrespects you anger is your Primary Emotion the problem isn't your Primary Emotion because your Primary Emotion comes with you being human your secondary emotion comes with you growing you are given a Primary Emotion by default your secondary demotion your SEC you're giving a Primary Emotion by default
your secondary emotion is what you develop so if you betray me I feel anger that's primary that is natural the Bible says anger but sin not the Bible says you got a right to be Angry don't be mad about that my issue ain't with your Primary Emotion the problem is your Primary Emotion was anger your secondary emotion was rage your secondary emotion was attitude and what I'm trying to get you to realize is many of us are crashing out cuz we spend so much time living in the secondary Michael no hear me when I say
this is critical cuz when I feel disrespect so it may trigger you crashing out when You feel Rejection it may trigger you crashing out when you feel betrayal it may trigger you crashing out but in our text today it reveals to us listen to this how waiting can be a trigger that causes many of us to crash out in our text today we see a sister who's about to crash out and ain't nobody did nothing to her but made her wait have you ever did something that you should not have done because you Were tired
of waiting have you ever said something that you should not have said because you were tired of waiting here it is the question for many of us today is not do we trust God's character but do you also trust God's timing the question I would like to ask you is not do do you trust God's character but do you trust his timing I know who he is I just can't always handle how he move did you hear what I just said I Know God Is A Healer the question ain't if he can heal it the
question that I fight with is when he going to do it that's why some of us don't know whether to shout or cuss sometimes because we know God to be a provider anybody going through something right now and in your heart you frustrated but you know in the Deep of your Rec you know in your heart he's going to come through for you and you can't figure out why you so irritated is because on one Half you know he going to come through but the problem is you needed him to come through two weeks ago
so now you sitting here trying to figure out what you going to do to make it happen instead of waiting on God to do what he [Music] said so the question I got to ask you today is can you wait cuz whenever God is about to give you something authentic the devil sends you something [Applause] Counterfeit the question ain't if you can trust God's character can you trust God's timing cuz God don't move when you think he should move cuz God don't operate on your schedule he operates on his will so here it is God
is like I'm going to come through for you but since you impatient since you can't wait since you made the mess now I want to determine when he fixed the mess now you crash out calling people to help you who you know going to hold it Over your head doing stuff you should have never did that don't do nothing but create a create a deeper hole and God like I would have fixed it but you didn't even realize whenever God is getting ready to send you something authentic the devil sends you a counterfeit come here
lean in when I say this lean in when I say this because the devil got your prayer line tapped I'm going talk to y'all they sleep the devil got your prayer line Tapped see your prayer life ain't nothing but a phone call and what happens is you such a threat that the devil got demons who tap your line every time you make a call the demon sitting on the other end taking notes so you on the call with God saying God you see my situation I need some more money so I either need a new
job or I need a promotion and God says I'mma come through for you the demon takes that back to the devil The Devil Makes a move And sends you something that Glitters but it ain't go the devil know you need money so the devil will send an opportunity that looks like a whole lot of money on the front side but you don't see the burden on the back side and God is like I got something for you but you won't sit still so you leave this job to go get the money on that job don't
even realize on that job you got the money but the boss don't like you the company about to Close and God is like why you had to crash out why you had to step outside of my will why you couldn't be still and let me do what I do can I preach to three parents who don't never told your child I'mma take you somewhere and then out of nowhere they come in your room you ready to go I said I'mma take you give me a second mom you ready to do I said I'mma take you
give me a second don't come in here no more and ask me about nothing then you walk in There and they pouting what you say to them now I ain't doing it since you didn't know how to wait since you acted a fool while you were waiting I now don't even want to do it for you what if God sitting in heaven like I told him I was going to bless him but instead of waiting on something from Heaven they had to figure it out on earth now I'm not going to do it in this
Season why pmj this is good and I pray you receive this because the blessings of God maketh you rich and ad if no no sorrow the reason in this season I'm waiting on God is not because I just want the blessing I'm waiting on him cuz I don't want the sorrow I'm preaching the three of y'all I wish I had five people in this service who can testify I got the car and it drove me crazy I got the relationship and it drove me crazy I got the money The job and the crib and couldn't
even sleep at night cuz a blessing without God ain't a blessing it's a burden in this season of my life I'm not moving till God said move I know everybody not going to shout for this but three of y'all going to shout I only want what God wants me to have if God don't want me to have it then I don't want it you going to turn that down yes cuz if he ain't there I shouldn't be either Michael hear me God will never do for you out of season what he can do for you
and his perfect will oh I'm F to run today God may not have done it cuz this ain't the season I know y'all ain't going to understand this y'all bougie now we got church on 280 y'all ain't like we was when we was in Forestdale when we was in Pratt I missed that type of church we didn't care about none of that everybody was just crazy won't believe God now y'all saved you got good Edges you got a nice car outside I know we done came up we on 280 now but three of y'all going
to get what I'm getting ready to say have you ever bought an outfit but it wasn't a season to wear it I'm preaching to three of y'all have you ever bought an outfit and the people with you was like what you buying that for us hot outside cuz come October I'mma kill him at the Classic this year trust me I already got my hoodie I'm way I'm going to I ain't Never been to the classic I have never been to the classic in my life I've always like ain't going down there just too many people
some in me said this year I'm going to the classic they going to be like oh what's going on you know Pastor Mike Under the Tent over there you like oh I'm going to the classic I went to the store we was in Ohio I saw this hoodie that kind of had this thing on it and I'm like oh my God I'm getting ready to buy that hoodie everybody like Boy it's 110° outside I said it ain't for this season they ain't get it I said it's coming so hear me all June I've been in
there it's hung up right now in my closet all my clothes are here it's separated from that sitting right there every time I go in the closet I just move it over a little bit I'm like yeah I already see what I'm going to wear with that right there and every time I go in there don't let her Breeze happen I'm cuz I got it but it ain't the season for it and many of y'all look crazy cuz you asking God to do in this season what's set up for the next season and if God
do it out of season that mean he's giving you something out his will and God will never we always say he won't put more on me than I can bear but he also won't bless me more bless me with what I can't manage am I preaching to anybody in here today I know you want overflow you need to Stop praying for overflow and say God increase my wisdom increase my patience increase my peace hear me hear me the family of Lazarus Martha and Mary who were siblings always open their home to Jesus when he was
around in Jerusalem their closeness to Jesus is the reason this sister felt she could interrupt him from what he was doing that's critical IAL Jesus Mary Martha Lazarus they tight yeah they tight tight they tight tight Every time Jesus come to Jerusalem he don't go to the hotel he go to their house they close him and Lazarus tight have you ever thought about this him and Lazarus are almost best friends yet Lazarus ain't a disciple cuz just because we close personally don't mean you supposed to walk with me in my assignment y'all Miss what I
just said Y no you here for me you not here for this and the problem with some of y'all is you trying to date your Assignment you trying to do business with people you should be chilling with and chilling with people you should do business I'm preaching whether y'all receive it or not hear me when I say this cuz sometimes your close friends can't be who you are on your assignment with and look at what he says he close hear me when I say is they are tight he would go to their house you remember
in the Bible Jesus goes to their house and Mary and Martha get the arguing cuz one of them start serving them the other one is running around the kitchen trying to figure out what to do and he says you missed the good part they so tight and the problem is when we get to verse five now that you know how tight they are look at verse five now when Jesus loved Martha her sister and Lazarus look at the next verse look at this that's going to bless you so when he heard that Lazarus was Sick
Michael he stayed where he was two more days he made the person he loved wait while he was blessing people he didn't even know y'all don't like this message I ain't got no amens today it's cool in the game no think about this he made the person he loved wait and he busy blessing people he don't even know sometimes I make you wait not because I don't love you but because I thought by now you understood my Resume y'all Miss what I just said Martha is about to crash out that here it is they're about
to crash out why Pastor Mike they're about to crash out cuz if you love me you would show up if we tight think about all the times we stayed up at night talking think about we sitting there after we got through eating and then out of nowhere Lazarus say tell them about the blind dude that you met I ain't going to tell him about man tell him about the blind dude you Met all right I was on the roadside and this dude named btoa start screaming I gave him his sight back tell him about the
girl from down the way who couldn't stop bleeding and she touched you man stop I'll tell it look I'm rolling with Jesus right out of nowhere this girl bleed he said who touched me everybody looking crazy this is the heel I'm telling tell them about jaras come on bro chill out no tell us Jesus tell it no talk to one time I'm walking down the Street jaras who's a tax collector his daughter dies don't miss that his daughter dies I go to the house I look at everybody and say hey she ain't dead she just
sleep they know this yet when stuff jump off in their life they panicking like they not talking to y'all Miss what I just said cuz when your heart broke your head don't work Michael when your heart broke your head don't work when your heart heart Broke Michael your head don't work yes I know God I love him with all my heart but now I'm going through something that's tearing at my heart and because it's tearing at my heart I got my head in all type of places because God often uses delay for our development Michael
I'mma say it again God often uses delay for our development how can you love me but not come help me me and can I suggest to you that God loves you Enough sometimes to not show up I said this two years ago I'mma say it again for some of you the worst thing that God has ever done for you is been good Michael that's why every now and again Michael's doing a project and it's a crazy project you got to do for his psychology class and I'm sitting there I'm like baby just help him he
got to do all this stuff just help him boom boom but then there are certain times where I See them doing certain stuff and I'm not going to help watch this cuz if I always show up how would they develop for some of you you as cold as you are and when I say cold I mean good you are insanely gifted insanely creative you are insanely independent because your folks didn't show up but you so busy crying that they didn't show up you don't realize their absence develops you I'm preaching the three of Y'all I
just want to pause and have church with three people who had to figure it out by yourself and yes you got some trauma and some issues cuz you had to do it by yourself but now that you grown and you see people who can't do nothing for their self you sit back and say God I thank you you developed me I just need you to look at your neighbor and say you sat next to the right one tell them not only can I work by myself myself not only do I know how To fight by
myself but if you want shout I know how to Praise by myself tell your neighbor you ain't got to shout right here I brought enough praise for everybody on my road that God whatever you got to me and let it develop them somebody say development development this critical why this this good listen to me listen to me sometimes pain is a part of your process what do you do when you need God to move but it feels like he's Missing oo Jesus Lazarus sick all right cool I'll be there in a couple days Jesus does
can you put this in your notes for me what I call purposeful Mark procrastination that's critical purposeful procrastination that's good purposeful procrastination because there are two types of late purposefully late and accidentally late some of y'all be late on the days you say you're going To be on time and it ain't because you trying to be late you just can't be on time for nothing okay I got to ask a question who remember and this a free environment this a safe space when you used to Club still Club caught you I caught you all right
who remember when you used to party throw your hand up okay who remember remember when you used to party but everybody used to meet at somebody house do they still do that you know cuz We all can't drive 3 5 4 seven cars right so we meet at somebody house do they still do that to this day all right you say where we going we going so and so so okay cool who house we going to oh we going to so- and so house they got groceries they got stuff boom we go to their house
boom all right so party start at 9:00 you get to their house about what time around 7 all right cuz you got to get Dressed get right [Applause] that's why you laughing how you know what I'm talking about then because the party don't start at the party you in the house you in the house oh oh you in the house having to good time right but it's always one person in the click who say y'all come on I don't want to be late it don't start till 9:00 but I want To go ahead and get
there no we don't get there early you think I did all this makeup put on all these clothes got on all these fresh kicks to walk in first we going to get there around 11 and since we already right since we brought our praise with us do you feel me you walk in now cuz you want people to see you got it on you ain't late on accident you are you are late on purpose Cuz you were trying to make an entrance sometimes God don't show up on time cuz it ain't enough people present your
breakthrough just ain't for you I need your mm your cousin them your haters and your exes to see what I do for you in this season am I preaching to anybody in here that's why Grandmama said he may not come can you just high five five people and say he's preaching to all us he may not come When you want him but he's always I don't know who I'm preaching to but God told me to tell you get ready cuz he about to make an entrance I'm giving you 30 seconds I need to shout that
he's about to show up and he's about to show out he's getting ready to turn I [Music] got hear me hear me so look at this God like Nah it ain't time yet watch this it ain't time yet no they know I can heal the sick so Jesus Waits two days that's critical he waits two days now look at me when I say this it's critical cuz we will miss out on development whenever we confuse this might be worth writing God's delay as God's denial we miss out on development I thank God publicly for every
failure I had Privately y'all Miss what I just said I thank God that I tried to buy that mall in fars Dale and lost my deposit and my earnest money and didn't even get the mall thought I had it it didn't even pass inspection we ain't do all the research we should have did so I lost my $7,000 earnest money that was a million dollars to me back then I thank God it happened yep I thank God I went and met with the school board president of a certain city and not Birmingham another City that's
adjacent and they told me in the meeting man you can use our church for a second campus I walked out of there so excited the next Sunday I said hey y'all guess what we getting ready to open up a second campus we going to so and so high school the preachers in the city heard about it called up to the school to the principal scared the principal they called me back the next day and said man we can't let you do it I said but you told me they said yeah But we never did a
contract I don't do nothing without my cut see I thank God see it was God's delays that developed me so when I came to this now I was ready hey no no we're going to do so and so so I need this to be put up and so and so and so we're going to do this right here no we're not doing that no I need that in writing so I know it's good it's not that I don't trust you but if we ever offend any we ever offend each other we going to go Back
to us in paper so we can just do it that's right yes ma'am yes sir so and so so and so then they ask you how you this young and notice you must have got an MBA I didn't get an MBA I got a f a i l I failed enough that I was developed and here you are scared and feeling ashamed cuz your business didn't work but I bet you learn something in your failure that develops oh I'm about to jump off this stage why Pastor Mike please put this in Your notes it's good
put this in your notes I'm I'm rushing Martha feels denied not realizing that she's being developed she feels denied I'm going to let you go not realizing that she's being developed Martha heard I'm going to send you home Martha heard that Jesus was passing by I'm sorry he was getting ready to come I'm in verse 20 when Martha heard that Jesus was coming she went out to meet him Mary stayed home I Need you to write that in your notes and go look at it when you get some time to today in what season of
your life are you Martha and when what season of your life are you Mary what season of your life Martha equals your crash out season Mary equals your patience Jesus is coming I want you to read what they don't say and see what other people Miss look at verse 20 throw it on the screen when Martha heard Jesus Was coming she went to meet him but Mary stayed home why would they tell me Mary at home to show you indirectly they both heard the same thing but reacted am I talking to anybody both of them
heard Mary says I'mma be patient you want to know why Mary was patient I pray you can receive this cuz if he stayed at my house before that mean he know where my house at so why would I have to run to him When if I be patient he [Applause] he's going to come to me it's critical Martha hears it and she runs to Jesus what does she do when she gets to Jesus I'm in verse 21 now Leslie she gets to Jesus what did he say had you been here Lord Martha said to Jesus
if you had been here my brother would not have got Martha crashes out Martha loses her mind you got to be mad to check Jesus you got to be on another level to run up on Jesus with his disciples with his security and ain't scared of nothing can I ask you a question how come his security which is Peter Cuz Peter cut off the person ear why Peter didn't stop her from checking him because Peter and the disciples knew that they were close and sometimes it's hard for me to protect you from what you used
to be around don't be mad at me cuz I want enough for you I thought y'all was friends y'all Miss what I just said so Watch What Happens she's hurt her heart is broken put this in your notes because the enemy uses our heart attachments to plot our spiritual heart attacks she had a heart attachment what was her heart attachment pmj I hope you catch this her brother her expectation of Jesus all of that crashed at once I expected in her heart I've done this in my life I know if I ever get in trouble
they going to come through for me have You ever said that before I've said that in my life I said that before I was like man I pray if I ever stand up and be like hey y'all I'm in trouble I need some help I bet I bet everybody going to come through for me who ain't going to come through for me I don't came through for everybody else but when it don't happen now you sitting there broken she probably thinking about every meal she cooked them she thinking about I let you stay in my
house she thinking about folk Out here trying to kill you and I got you in my house like they a going to kill us for hanging with you my brother call hell for hanging with you everybody denying you my brother riding with you and my brother get sick and you out here telling me you healed a woman with an issue of blood you even know her name you healed jer's daughter and jeria was a scam artist he was taking money from us you healed the Centurion slave and he was killing people and you got the
Audacity to not come through for me and my brother if you had been here Michael my brother would not have died Jesus claps back at her in the coldest way verse 23 Jesus says to her your brother will rise again she like no no look at verse 24 no no Martha replied I know he will rise again in the resurrection let me pause and parenthetically digress she's Jewish and all Jews believe in a type of Resurrection she's not talking about Jesus going to get up on the third day she's not talking about one day you
going to die Jesus and on the third day you going to rise she's saying because I'm Jewish one day I'mma die then one day I'm going to get up Jesus looks at her and says oh that's cool verse 25 I am y'all Miss what I just said the resurrection you waiting on one day and don't realize you stand in front of him and I don't know who I'm preaching to but something in your life dead God told Me to tell you he still the resurrection I don't know who I'm preaching too but whatever you lost
in your last season I prophesy God's about to wake it up this season cuz God causes all things to work to he says I am the resurrection this is good and the life the one who believes in me thank you Lord will live even though they die look at the next verse it mess you up and whoever lives by believing in me will Never die then he ask her a question do you I got to get out of here do you believe that's critical and that's the question I want to ask you since you always
crashing out yeah one bill get behind instead of tithing now you out here trying to do all you can panicking like he didn't keep you last time do you believe one person start dogging you out now you out here trying to cuss and fight people you don't put six months to work of getting yourself together and Going to throw it away over somebody who ain't even do you believe just because folk ain't being good to you as you've been good to them you actually think if they don't do it it can't be done sometimes God
don't let them do it because they ain't got the power to do it the question I came to ask a thousand people today is do you believe I don't know who I'm preaching to in here today but you can laugh at me talk at talk about me all you want to But I still believe that God can do exceeding and abundantly I still believe that if he got to reach way down he'll do it just to pick me up I still believe God will take somebody with no money no credit and no connections and still
blow their whole life up you ought to jump up and shout I still [Music] believe she said I believe that you are the Messiah the Son of God who is to come into this world that's critical When Mary look at this when Mary reached the place where Jesus was was and saw him she fell at his feet did you see that Martha see him and check him yeah Mary see him in worship so I got to free you watch this watch this watch this there are two postures in front of Jesus you got one crashing
out you got another one I want to ask you a question which one of you if you find out something going on in Your relationship and it Crush you to the core all you got is a crash out I think about if if I found out my boy one of my sons smoking weed right and and they just gone smoking weed doing whatever they got to do as much as I don't want that for their life I always ask myself is My First Response a crash out like am I choking like what what up this
is real this is real this is Real cuz the devil send stuff that pulls at your heart hear me and he know if people want to get to me talk about me on the internet I'mma it may hurt but I'mma laugh say ain't this say ain't that reject me deny me walk away from me but them I want to ask you a question cuz serving God ain't cute it ain't just praise breaks and singing good songs there are moments as a Christian You want to look up at the sky and say bro where you at
Pastor Mike that's blasphemy why do you think in the Book of Psalms the sweet hyness from Israel David said God why are you hiding from me David said cast me not away from your presence please don't take your spirit from me restore to me the joy your salv God where you at why you think Jesus on the cross said Eli El God my God why you forsake me you was with me when I fed 5,000 you was with me when I healed the sick you was with me when I raised people from the dead you
was with me when I opened blinded eyes you was with me when I made the lame walk and now that I'm catching hell you want to go miss it and God like I ain't missing you lose your keys you don't lose God Hear me when you lose something it's about where it is God like I'm not missing I'm right here I am choosing not to step in why cuz it's developing you Mary is crying she weeping and look at the look at verse 33 I want you to see something if you see what I said
go to 32 verse 32 she's weeping and she said Lord if you had been here here my brother would not have died do you see That they both saying the same thing they just got different Spirits Martha said if you had been here Mary said if you been God sees her humility verse 33 and the scripture says he's moved her attitude didn't move him but her hum humility God's like verse 34 show me where you laid them Jesus Christ where have you laid him come see Lord I want to give you Four things I hope
you catch this cuz verse 35 is critical verse 34 he says show me where you laid him verse 35 watch this Jesus wept okay don't don't don't kill me for this what verse 35 is Jesus's crash out he's sitting there looking at all these people who don't believe and the Bible says he WEP we don't know exactly why he's crying to This day Scholars still argue about that when I went to Yale Divinity that was one of the best classes we were talking about why Jesus wept uh one of the professors said I believe he
wept because he looked at the de previty of humanity he looked at the people who were close to him and they still didn't get it then one of my other classmates said he wept because he knew what was getting ready to happen then another person said He wept because Lazarus died and they were tight we don't know why he wept we just see him overwhelmed with emotion he didn't cry he wept them two totally different things he's sobbing how do I deal with that Pastor Mike I'm going give you four things and three minutes and
I'm send you home number one regulate your emotions am I doing okay today say regulate thank you regulate your emotions that's good let me when I say This what does that mean Pastor Mike okay regulate your emotions okay I lost my place there it is watch this most people crash out because they lack the ability to properly identify and express pain identify it and express it I I've had to tell my girl this before I wonder if you had to do this before it ain't that you saying the wrong thing it's how you saying it
I can't handle the how you saying it made me feel Small look I'm going give you an example I'm going give you he ain't know that versus you ain't know that I didn't know it I didn't know hear me when I say this is good good you got to regulate your emotions I am I used to be very emotional I was a crash out oh my God I'm so glad y'all didn't join my church back in the day some of my old members know I used to be up getting ready to Preach all right go
to John chapter 5 and if it didn't hit the screen John chapter 5 John chapter John John chap John hold on come on guys and the whole church like Pastor Mike mean he crazy y' H up put it on this every Sunday they used to look at them screens and they oh my God oh my God I wanted everything to be perfect like in my head bro if Church weren't perfect you would never come back I understood the pressure of I Don't know when I'm going get to see you again so it's like okay I
got him today so John chapter 5 number one so I I used to pain and when something went left I was so emotional I crashed out now I don't get too high emotionally I don't get too low I kind of stay even I stay even hey God bless and thank you man we're so proud of you thank Youall so that's why I'm as silly as I am cuz I used to sink so low so now I don't abandon my humility I'mma laugh I'mma laugh cuz I'm learning watch this this is good how to regulate my
emotions look at this I want you to catch this not only did Jesus can you write this for me not only did Jesus weep but he worshiped grief becomes an emotional grave when we allow ourselves to only weep and never Worship that's crazy that's crazy Jackson Julius this is crazy cuz I need you to catch this watch this Jesus weeping led him to thanking God in advance all right this is worth writing weeping releases worship refuels weeping gets it out of you but worship fills you back up I used to be so depressed cuz I
mastered Weeping but I didn't Master worship watch this or I mastered worship and I didn't Master weeping so all I was doing was putting fuel on top of foolishness and if you keep adding bad gas over bad over good gas it make all the gas bad so I'm telling you number one relegate your emotions number two remove your Stones the scripture says Jesus said to them in verse 39 remove the stone Martha The sister said of the deceased she just crashed out now listen to her Jesus says move the stone look what she say Lord
by this time there would be a stench he been dead for 4 days do you want him back or not you see how unstable she look one minute you fussing now you don't want to deal with the mess don't remind me of how long stuff been dead what do I need in my life in 2023 2024 listen to me when I say this I Need Stone movers not excuse makers I need you to move something for me at your ba hear me when I say this love you boys be safe hear me when I say
this moving the stone is doing what you can do so God can do what only he can do did you catch that move the stone moving the stone is doing what you can do so God can do what only he can do move the stone Moon the stone moon stone Moon the stone that's Critical number three let me go back cuz I always make sure everybody understands the stone Lazarus was in a tomb so back then they didn't put you in the ground they put you in a cave so instead of putting you in the
ground and cover you with dirt they would put you in a cave and put a stone over it so could nobody move it when God said remove the stone he was saying open the grave I want to do something in your life life but you going to have to do The hard work first if you confess with your mouth believe with your heart I got you some of y'all mad at God cuz he ain't did nothing and God like you a mve the stone yet break up and watch me fix you I'mma stop I'mma stop
I'mma stop I'mma stop start the business watch me let me do it I need you to take the first step that signifies you believe Me oh my God number three revive your Lazarus oh this the longest we've been in church in forever I'm so sorry y'all revive your Lazarus revive your Lazarus verse 43 when he heard this when he had said this Jesus called with a loud voice Lazarus come out removing the stone is about God allowing you to do what you can Reviving your Lazarus is about God doing what only he can do it's
critical God has a way of using our worst moments as labor Pains to birst our birth our best moments did you catch me so Rive God has a way of using our worst moments as labor pains to birth our best moments make that make sense okay uh worst day worst Sunday in the history of rock city is the Sunday we came up with big on the spot Jesus we at the boutwell it ain't but 200 people at the boutwell it seat 5,000 stuff was happening in the city everybody was mad at me in the city
I Wasn't doing this I wasn't protesting like they wanted me I was crazy we get to church ain't but 200 people there they they meet me at the door they tell me Pastor Mike it's okay we going to make it through this I walk out there and I'm like oh my God it's over the praise team says I'm getting ready to see something I've never seen and I set up and say and it's going to be the worst moment in the history of Our church was a labor pain for birthing the greatest moment in the
history of our church y'all catch what I'm saying you so busy focusing on how much it hurt you can't see how much it's helping so hear me number four this last one release your residue release your residue release your residue what does that mean the dead man came out his hands and feet wrapped with strips of linen and a cloth around his face Jesus said to them take Off the grave clothes one day I'mma preach change clothes take off that can preach the grave clothes cuz some of y'all free but you walking around in grave
clothes you still smell like them you still acting like them you still talking like them you still walking like that old mess Take off Your Grave clothes number four release your residue you must be willing to release your residue so you don't carry it into Your future you cannot receive what's coming if you're still wearing what was father I pray in jesus' name that I mature to a place that I stopped crashing out God I don't want to be angry first I don't want to lose my temper and have to apologize and be embarrassed and
cuz the fact of the matter is even when I get upset most of the time I'm sorry immediately afterwards but now my ego hurts so I got to sit in it and got to Start over now they gon to hold that over my so God help us grow I didn't say them help us grow I didn't say them help us grow so we can be everything you called us to be God I decree and declare every Lazarus in our life not just stuff we like but the stuff that's essential to our walk with you is
coming back alive we call it back right now God In The Name of Jesus release every fruit of the spirit we need to be everything you called us to be we thank you in advance For being God it's in Jesus name everybody say it stand to your feet give God a hand clap of Praise was that a blessing today tell me the truth was that all right listen you may not know Jesus I want you to know Falling In Love With Jesus is still the best thing I've ever done right where you are I'm not
going to call you to the altar not going to put you on the spot you may be watching in Canada I want you to repeat after me Right where you are if you want to fall in love with the God that I love get saved all you have to do is just say right now Lord come into my heart Make Me Over again I'm a sinner in search of a savior I believe you rose from the dead all power in your hand and right now by by faith I am saved clap your hands somebody just
gave their life to Christ man listen church I love you so much can you do me a favor can you put the first Sunday in October in your phone put that on your calendar for me if you don't mind first Sunday in October Lord is leading me to do something different I've never done this in the history of our church normally I wait till the new year to say what I feel God is doing for the first time in 14 years God's told me already what to expect in 2025 and what the Lord has shared
with me prophetically is that things are changing there's rumor of wars we're Going to see catastrophe and and Calamity in in California and in the west coast we're going to hear of earthquakes and different catastrophes happening and fires and different rumors of wars and betrayals and CPS and we're going to step into a season where the enemy is about to run rough shot over this land hear me when I say say this this isn't what I'm telling you we're going to see division in the church like never before we're going to see a black Church
raising up against a white church we're going to see denominations arguing we're going to see political affiliations aligning with churches just for votes only to not do what God is calling us to do we're definitely living in the last days this is not a game this is not a joke the last time I felt this pressing on me was in 2020 I stood before my church on a Tuesday night at that time it may have been 200 people at church and I told them the Lord told us To prepare our hearts because something was coming
not even a month later we were all locked down because of a pandemic I feel the Lord calling us to a certain place now and I mean it's from the depths of my heart and so the first Sunday in October I'm going to be sharing a vision of what I feel God is calling us to in 2025 and I'm pressing each and every one of you do me a favor put in your calendars mark your calendars get to church that day I Really feel something special God's even been dealing with me uh on the laying
of hands you know a lot of times when your church grows you can't do all that God is calling you to do because it's just so much happening but the Lord is kind of dealing with me now that you're going to be hearing me call for nights of worship where we specifically lay hands on people there's a power that comes with that and the Holy Spirit is telling me in this season while everybody is Trying to tighten the production help me we want production and power we want the power of the Lord to reain rest
ruling abide on our lives so the first Sunday in October is Vision Sunday hear me when I say this God's up to something I mean this and I want you to be a part of what God is doing if you're giving today you know how to give that's between you and God you can text IR rock with the amount you wish to give to 28950 if you gave your life to Jesus Today if you found a church home we're not a perfect church but we are a good church I believe that all you have to
do is text home to 28950 I mean that man from the bottom of my heart I believe God is doing something were you blessed today clap your hands then man I got a special friend who snuck in today uh he's a playright he's a actor he's a genius I mean this when I started my church I ain't had no money he would Make all my flyers for me I would I changed the church logo 75 times and he would get on the phone will you just pick a logo I'm so excited I've seen him today
it's Mark Raby wave your hand Mark Mark Raby right there let me when I say man so gifted love you so much man for coming to church today baby girl so proud of all y'all man so listen I love you guys uh I'm praying for you let's keep our hand I've been doing something lately and I want to Share with you I know I'm talking a lot I've been back walking at home and every parent hear me when I say the Holy Spirit spoke to me the other day when is the last time you walked
you know what I'm saying like you they go in their room you go in your room no go in there I've been going in rooms laying hands on people and praying and talking I've been opening drawers lately they're my drawers there is an attack hear me they can't be this excited for God and a real Devil not try to show up you feel me so hear me when I say this I've been trying to practice patience I've been trying not to crash out on them I've been trying to speak words of positivity over them hear
me they process different than we process so hear me so to all my parents whenever God lay something on me I'm going also share with with you so to my parents I love you this is not for my parents this is for everybody I want to leave you on a good note Wendy's got These um these nuggets with the new sauce who who know what I'm talking about oh my God I I love y'all I'm going get prus out of here U I don't know how but one of the regional managers go to our church
and she visited the church and gave me like5 $25 gift cards to Wendy's them nuggets got me in a choke hole in Jesus name I'm going to crash out on them soon as I leave out of here for y'all blessed today I pray a simple Prayer in this dish right here Lord your will nothing more nothing less nothing else it's in Jesus name and everybody said it I'll see y'all next Sunday God bless you we are [Music]
