I told myself I'm done this time. [music] Said I'm choosing peace of mind. Blocked your number, cleared my space.
[music] tried to leave you in a different place. [music] But I still check my phone at [singing] night, hoping that you hit me like before. I know exactly what it is, but I still [music] keep the door locked for you.
I hate that I still care this much. [music] When I know it's never [singing] enough, I say I'm done, then I don't [music] say I won't, then I fold. Every time I try [singing] to leave, I just end up [music] back in your hole.
I say I'm done, then I stay. [music] Give you more than you gave. Even when it breaks me down, I still want you anyway.
[music] Hey, you say you tired, but you still here. [music] Same story every different year. We both know what this really is, [music] but we don't want to face it.
We just live. I try to walk away for good. [music] But something about you pulls me back.
Even when I know it's wrong, I still [music and singing] find comfort in what we had. We keep crossing [singing] every line, [music] knowing we going to pay the price. We say we done, then [music and singing] we not.
Say it's over, then it's not. Every time we draw the line, we just blur it on the spot. We say we done, then [music] we stay running back the same way.
[singing] Even when it's breaking us, we don't walk away. Maybe I just [singing and music] like the chaos. Maybe I don't want the peace.
Maybe loving [singing and music] you is easier than finally letting go of me. We say we done, [music] but we never really [music] done. [music] Yeah.
[singing] I told myself I'm done this time. [music] Said I'm choosing peace of mind. Blocked your number.
Clear my space. [music] Tried to leave you in a different place. But I still check my phone at [singing] night.
[music] Hoping that you hit me like before. I know exactly what it is, but I still [music] keep the door locked for you. I hate that I still care this much.
[music] When I know it's never enough, [singing] I say I'm done, then I don't say I won't, [music] then I fold. Every time I try to leave, I just end up [music] back in your hole. [music] I say I'm done, then I stay.
Give you more than you gave. Even when it breaks me down, [music] I still want you anyway. Hey, [singing] you say you tired, but you still here.
Same [music] story every different year. We both know what this really is. is, [music] but we don't want to face it.
We just live. I try to walk away for good. [music] But something about you pulls me back.
Even when I know it's wrong, I [music and singing] still find comfort in what we had. We keep crossing every line, [music] knowing we going to pay the price. We say we done, then [music and singing] we not.
Say it's over, then it's not. Every time we draw the line, [music] we just blur it on the spot. We say we done, then we stay running back the same way.
[music and singing] Even when it's breaking us, we don't walk away. Maybe I just [music] like the chaos. Maybe I don't want the peace.
Maybe loving [music and singing] you is easier than finally letting go of me. You say we done, [music] but we [singing] never really done. [music] Yeah.
I told myself I'm done this time. [music] Said I'm choosing peace of mind. Blocked your number, clear my space.
[music] Tried to leave you in a different place. But I still check my phone at [singing] night. Hoping that you hit me like before.
I know exactly what it is, [music] but I still keep the door locked for you. I hate that I still care this much. [music] When I know it's never enough, [singing] I say I'm done, then I don't [music] say I won't, then I fold.
Every time I try to leave, [music] I just end up back in your home. [music] I say I'm done, then I stay. Give you more than you gave.
Even when it breaks me down, I still want you anyway. Hey, you say you tired, but you're still here. Yeah, [music] same story every different year.
We both know what this really is, [music] but we don't want to face it. We just live. I try to walk away for good.
[music] But something about you pulls me back. Even when I know it's wrong, I still find comfort [music and singing] in what we had. We keep crossing every line [music] knowing we going to pay the price.
Say we done then we not. [music] Say it's over then it's not. Every time we draw the line we just blurry it on the spot.
We say we done then [music] we stay running back the same way. Even when it's breaking us we don't walk away. Maybe I just [music] like the chaos.
[singing] Say yes. Maybe I don't want the peace. Maybe loving [music] you is easier.
[singing] Then finally letting go of me. You say we done. [music] But we [music and singing] never really done.