8887753748 [Music] Monday which is female Monday so I was like oh my goodness I have to reach out and say hello to Jesse Absol any time it's always good to hear from you yeah so if you don't mind I just wanted to kind of follow up on our last conversation okay absolutely um so what's interesting is that I had mentioned that I was kind of already in The plans um already moving in that direction to um be kind of done um but it didn't the devil is so tricky um because it got really really complicated
um and so it just kind of forced me to go back home um where I was and so yeah I mean I don't know I just I don't really have a lot to say I think every time I try to leave um there's just this engagement that is you know we've come this far and all these things Are in place and the you know the this false idea of all the love that is there and um I guess for me I've been raised to always consider other people's feelings um even at my own expense I'm
just not very confrontational um unless I feel comfortable then if I'm comfortable oh we can confront anything um but so let me ask just to be clear so you moved in with this guy yes that was that was the whole the whole move was to move in okay And you moved in and then you realized after a while it's not working right oh yeah it was it was very quick that the honeymoon was completely over we realized that we are so on opposite sides on so many different things some of the things that he he
knows about you know kind of where I stand on things um he will say really really like hurtful things um because it's so opposite of how he thinks and aligns his thinking um and I think I was listening to Fellowship and there was uh one of the women had said you know when she dated what she really wanted was somebody to be obsessed with her and she could be obsessed right back and um they would just be in all this like love and couldn't live without each other and and I think that's exactly what um
the person that I'm with wants and that's just not my personality and even when it was my personality it just isn't anymore hold that thought M let me take A quick break hold on oh I want to go back to Mimi out of Georgia so Mimi so now that you realize this thing is not meant to be and is not going to work you moved back home you moved out no no um so I don't don't really have any connection to anyone out here in Georgia this the person that I'm I was I'm with is
the only connection that I have and so that's a negative uh to to answer that question um and also I think let's just cut all the words Because I'm I like to wrap things up in fancy words or at least words that like make things seem pretty um but the the problem is that I don't know how to leave I don't know how to be firm in in my decision and to stand in truth um you know I I I I just I choke if you will um it doesn't take much for this person to
say certain things and I'm just like well you know I started out on this journey and this is what I represented and I need to continue to represent it I Need to follow this through um I'm always consern considering this person's feelings and um how it looks I know that there's tons and tons of ego involved in all of it um and and I just don't know how to do it and who is telling you that you don't know how to do it and you should stay E I mean I know the answer to that
so why are you listening to the devil to evil lies I guess for me I start to project What could happen but who telling you that Jesus Jessie because you stand in hell and it's only going to get worse it's not gonna get better oh no I know that and that's why it seems like sheer Insanity that I am well let me ask you this so the it is insanity that's for sure okay it's insane but go ahead so the things that the person is saying this person that I'm with is saying to draw us
back together and is that the devil too speaking through him 100% because he cannot really reasonably think that it's all peaches and cream like it's not right it's only peaches and cream until I leave and then when I leave he I mean it's only it's only peaches and cream when I leave yeah then it's like oh my gosh you can't leave like we've worked on all this stuff and I'm like are you crazy it has not been easy for either one of us and I am not pointing the finger at him I'm not pointing the
finger at myself I'm just saying it has not been easy on either one of us of course and it's only going to get worse if you stay but you you cannot live your life listening to what he says you got to be in charge of your own life yeah but Jesse that scares me that literally puts knots in my stomach that literally makes me feel like I'm Going to Earl um I'm not sure why you got adult it literally makes me feel like I'm an Earl like I know I'm an adult I know I'm an
adult and it's my life to live but I guess for me I'm just like well I made this decision I've got to walk it out I you know if I if I change my mind now it means that I never loved him in the beginning I know what you're gonna say I never I knew you were gonna say that I knew you were gonna say you did not make the decision to go and Be with him evil made that decision and you fail for because logically there was never a reason for you to go to
be with him zero you're right because what's so crazy what is so crazy is that right before I left I was feeling that feeling of loneliness yes but it was the for the first time I was really all by myself not in a relationship all of the distractions were gone and it just seemed so lonely and then all of a Sudden this came around and it got me busy again it got me busy doing things and moving and and excited and and then when all of that was gone I realized just how duped I was
but that's how evil operates it makes you feel lonely and if you believe that there's a year to feel lonely and then it tell you well here is an exciting way out I give you this and if you listen to that you follow that and as soon as you follow that then it goes back to where you better off by Yourself now you want to go be by yourself and then it tell you well don't go by yourself and you stay it will destroy you as long as you're listening to thoughts none of those ideas
you ever had when your own you have not realized yet that all thoughts are all lies all the time about anything and you've been driven and driven by thoughts and emotions and they made you do things and when you do them and you're and they they're never going to turn out right But when you do them they evil laugh at you the devil laugh at you he laugh at you and then he give you another idea okay I and I I've believe me I've sat not only in my hell but by myself doing the silent
prayer and I know that to be true but here's one thing that is is really freezing my ability to move forward is that there's a thought that says I'm not strong enough to do this I'm too weak I might as well just stay I'm not strong enough to do this I look stupid and I'm an idiot and I'm a liar I'm I'm a liar I said that I loved him and now I'm leaving I'm a liar why are you laughing that was a very serious moment Jesse oh my God oh my God no no no
no that's not what I expected it's funny though because literally that's exactly how I feel is that I'm not strong enough and for you to laugh at that it's just crazy I'm like I know You're not laughing at me and which is that's what makes it so wild um is because those are the moments where you're supposed to go oh I can understand that pain and that and that that you know that challenge and how that feels but yet when you're telling me that I'm thinking is it your weakness that you made strong and you
should stay in your weakness and then move move away anyway go and do what you got to do anyway and it's in your weakness that You will be made strong because God is allowing you to see feel and know that you're weak so that but he doesn't want you to do anything about it meaning don't try to get rid of it so he can come in and take weak away from you and make you strong but because you won't take any kind of action in your weakness he cannot make you strong and the devil will
keep you weak Jesse yeah That is brilliant I said this last time I'm gonna say it again what God does through you like I said you're amazing but you're still just Jesse and not just Jess but Jesse whatever but what God does through you is wild there's not even a word that is like good bad or indifferent it's not even it doesn't have that that like connotation to it like it's good or it's bad like it's just wild it's really just Wild um I'm not a spring chicken I've never heard that in my entire life
and I know it's in the Bible and I know that there's a message that almost Pastor has ever tried to use as a sermon for Sunday service I have never heard it that way ever which but you're right though which is unfortunate it's hard to find someone that really will allow themselves to go through hell to get to heaven so they Can point the truth to you you're not it's hard to find not in the family your parents are not like that it's hard to find preachers like that because the pre preachers have not they're
not working on themelves either they're just learning the Bible and quoting the words back to you with no meanings at all right and and I think that they use a lot of the the the um the scripture to make it situational absolutely situational in a way that it doesn't Really stick like they'll just say recite this I am he makes me strong when I am weak and all that Stu but like not really making the connection that it's really in those weak moments that you're supposed to be weak like you're supposed to say that so
that you can be strong and then all of a sudden do something irrational and show that you're strong it's not that it's to sit in the weakness I've never heard that before Jesse in my entire life and I understand That but uh and it's unfortunate because most people run away from their weakness and run right into hell they stay in Hell by running from it they take medication to try to make themselves feel better or they go be with someone to make themselves feel better they don't know I got to stay in this weakness I
got to live with it I got to sleep with it I got to drive with it I got to be aware of it and do nothing about it and I promise you without a Doubt and a witness to it he will save you from it that's what he try he would change your nature from Fear to perfect love but you got to do it this man is not for you he can't save you and yeah the demons inside of me are going crazy right now they hate the truth they don't want you to hear it
and the guy that you with he can't see he's he's in hell too telling you about H making false oh he's definitely yeah making false Promises oh Jessie I see I I I want to talk to you but then sometimes I'm like don't do it don't do it you're gonna hear what you don't want to hear no I know at some point MIM me you got to take complete control of your own life and stop looking to anyone to make you feel good some man or anyone to make you feel good to make you feel
this that's not where you want to be you want to have perfect peace and you're not Going to find that in another person place or thing is inside of you so you got to make your mind up if you want to be free you know what I'm going stop wunning I'm going to go through this I'm going to take it I'm going through hell so that I can arrive in heaven and the hell is the death of the ego the thoughts and the emotions well I think I'm not even trying to protect my Ego I'm
trying to protect his because ever since we've got together everyone's like oh my gosh you guys are such a great couple everything's so amazing he's gotten so much attention from us being together that I don't want to take that away from him that that'se it sounds stup I know I know you're you're laughing straight to my face oh you can't even take away your own pain why you trying to take away someone else and the people who are Telling you oh you guys are so pretty together you they on the outside looking outside they don't
see the real what's happening inside oh they have no idea yeah and and and then if you fall for it you falling for another trick because that ego feeling that you get from that is not going to solve your problem inside the home or inside of you okay okay you do what you want of course but I would tell this guy okay thank you bye Jesse and nothing works like that that's not a real world that is you said that last time that is the real world this way you're doing it is the fake World
okay the real world is to overcome hell and okay well but see this is the thing if I say it like that oh hell all hell is going to break loose meaning what on Earth meaning what oh the things he's gonna say the things he's gonna you know I don't think he's going to do Anything in in the sense but he has a propensity to be to for evil to spew everywhere and and and and you care about that why rare I don't know I was taught like this to always mitigate things like make sure
that there's least amount of damage to anything you need to unlearn you've been taught wrong everything you've been taught in life has been Wrong you need to get rid of all your little morals and all your little values and all these stupid thing you've been taught so that the spirit of the father can teach you in the right way give you a clear mind right because you're never going to live up to what you've been taught it's not real it's an illusion right okay you got to get serious about Your this is your life and
you're looking at all the wrong places for help okay okay this guy stopped looking for yesterday I don't did you hear Yesterday Fellowship I started to that I was listening to it this morning which is what made me look up and say oh my gosh it's female Mondays I and I'm off today so let me try I want you to know that your relationships and nobody on Earth relationships are ever going to Work whether they're married or not they're not going to work and the reason not going to work because there's a principle and we
talked about this yesterday a rule given to us by God is that we should seek first the kingdom of God and all things will be added and if you have a relationship on your mind you thinking about some guys or a guy or you're thinking about love you're thinking about this or that then you're not seeking the kingdom first and you Going to always end up with the wrong person because that person will be your gu and they will destroy you if I if I interact with them can I say that say what I'm busy
I'm busy seeking out God's righteousness over everything I wouldn't plan what I'm going to say but yeah you can say that okay he GNA try to look at me I'm looking I'm but no I'm looking for protection I like I said I'm really honestly not this this this this Situation makes me feel really weak and I'm like where what well what's going to protect me from all the evil that this person is going to spew but why are you concerned about that that's their evil has nothing to do with you and if they are evil
like that that's more of a reason to get away from them okay why would you want to see that a person's evil and yet you want to stay with them okay they're going to destroy you and the devil inside of you Is already destroy you because it's evil who convincing you to stay with evil right feel sorry for them they are hurt they are really trying you listen to evil that's why you're suffering when you're tired of suffering me then you get on track and you stay okay are you doing the silent prayer every morning
every night uh let's say every other day both morning and night are you doing the silent prayer every Morning every night no did God say do it every day or I mean all the time or every other day all the time why don't you obey him God knows everything he knows about relationships he's a better expert on relationship than we could ever be he knows everything why don't you finally put him first seeking what's right and not even thinking about men or any kind of relationship right that's true why don't You do that ah because
I my ego my ego told me that I was supposed to be in a relationship and that I've been listening to that since I was way far too young yeah I understand that but it's time to stop listening to that okay there's not but one relationship you need to be concerned about and that's your relationship with truth with the father that's the only relationship you need to Be concerned about all right Jesse way to start female Mondays what no yeah I knew I was gonna get the truth you got to get serious about your life
your responsible for your life this is your world inside of you and only you can work on your world okay so do what you want but I'll just tell this guy bye see you later God okay and stop listening to the Thoughts they're setting you up for Destruction and they know that you want what's right because if you didn't want what right you wouldn't be calling me or you wouldn't attend the bar meetings and things like that they know you want what's right and they do not want to depart from you so they're working overtime
to make you think that the LIE is the TRU they want you to think it's you and it's not okay Okay that's all I got Jesse that's all I got and I appreciate everything that that you said let me know how it goes all right all right Jesse we'll have a great week uh I appreciate everything stop playing with the devil say no to the devil and don't play with him anymore okay all I wish you will May me call me again I will thank you Jesse all right okay bye amazing Maya out of Michigan
Maya Welcome to the show on the air hi Jesse hey Meer hi I have a question to you about the silent prayer uhhuh so when I do the prayer I just noticed that um it's not so much the thoughts it's more the emotions that are intense like um sadness and loneliness or sometimes anger right um and then that makes me feel like very heavy not to have any energy or a lack of desire to do Anything and so I guess I'm wondering I've been doing it for a while and sometimes it shifts but it keeps
coming back so then I wonder what I'm supposed to do with those or in them with missing that what you don't realize you cannot have those emotions of loneliness of this or that unless you have the thoughts first emotions does not come by themselves they are brought up on you with thoughts and so you're not catching The thought you're just feeling the emotions and what you need what I recommend that you start doing is paying attention so you can catch the thoughts before you feel the emotions the emotions are fake the thoughts are fake but
you're just not catching the emotions I mean your thoughts and if I notice the thoughts so should I try to stop thinking those thoughts or just kind of observe them and as Well can you hold for me let me take a break hold on did I hang up Maya I believe yeah Maya out of uh Michigan Maya thanks for holding go ahead um yes so I was wondering about the um thoughts and what to do with the thoughts during the silent prayer and the emotions how to navigate the two you all you should do and
can do if you want to be free from them do nothing about them you just need to be aware that you're having these thoughts you're Having these emotions don't call them you don't argue with them do not try to get rid of them just be aware of them and then the awareness is is coming from the light of God in you and he will destroy the thoughts the thoughts and emotions are spirits of darkness and the light will destroy the darkness don't try to do anything about it because if you do you're giving false life
to it and you're keeping them alive in you and they will destroy You I guess my the challenge I have is that they are kind of draining me energy-wise so then I feel depleted so even though I'm observing them I just feel quite exhausted mean give me an example mean that you can't go to work or you can't move about um well I'll go to work but then I'm just exhausted when I come back because it's like I kind of have to force myself to go to work cuz I feel so Tired um and then
when I get back I'm just really exhausted you know do you have any medical condition going on there no okay well what I recommend is that because you may be identified with the th feeling and you like you're feeling lonely or you're feeling afraid right and you identify with it and it makes you not want to get up and do what you got to do don't identify with it even if you catch yourent yourself identified just know you're identified With it but it's not you and get up and go to work and do your thing
and have your day anyway and let it be live with it walk with it sleep with it but do nothing about it and you will it will be destroyed because that's the thing that made a home in your imagination when you became angry with your mother when she traumatized you you went into that world you went into the Dark World of your imagination and you've been living there all your life thinking that it was you So so when you say not to ident oh sorry go ahead so you and so you think that you're feeling
these things you think you're thinking those things and you're not and so how do you get the space because I do feel like yeah those emotions are me so how do I get space from that by not calling them you you know like you could quietly say to yourself until you don't have to say it anymore I see those SIDS or I feel that emotion but it's not me I feel those I Feel lonely I feel afraid but I know it's not me so you can stop identifying with it and when you stop identifying with
it it loses its grip on you and yes you're going to feel the pain it's in your body but it's not in you you're not your body it's in your body it's in your flesh but it's not in you and you still go about your life as a normal 100% 100% and don't be murmuring to other people about it don't look all pitiful At work and and don't be trying to meet your friends feel sorry for you you keep wash your face and go about your day so what's the difference between that and ignoring it
like is that different what do you mean by ignoring it so for example like you said okay um so I'm saying this isn't me I see it and then I'm just going to go about my day versus ignoring how I feel is there a difference between the two well repeat What what defy ignore for me one more time sorry like I guess I'm well I'm guess I'm trying to figure out if there's a difference between just ignoring how you're feeling or the same like this like recognizing that I'm feeling sad but or lonely but I'm
still gonna yeah you definitely want to be aware of how you're feeling but do nothing about how you're feeling don't even call it you because in all Honesty there's no such thing as loneliness it's impossible for you to be lonely in all honesty is impossible for you to be sad or worried or have doubt or fear that's the Fate you that made a home in you and you thought it was you all your life and know whatever told you hey Mara that's not you stop calling it you drop your anger so you can overcome it
so you've never the real you have never been lonely could never be lonely ain't going to ever be lonely it's a False you that's lonely not you but you call it you so it feel like you you're identified with it and then how do you know um so because you're saying um we can't really trust you know thoughts or something like that so how do you know which part of yourself to trust by not trusted any part of you I don't get that there's nothing about you that you should Trust there's no part of you
that you should trust just say you can't trust other people you cannot trust yourself either but we still have to lead our life and make decisions and all that stuff no you don't decision you have to make and even those decisions are given to you what you want for dinner do you want a a blue house or black house a red house um do you want a couch in your house or you you want to Sit on the floor all the thing you do you want a car you want to take the bus just basic
life decision that you have to make and even those decisions are made for you you don't even make those decisions you just think that you are but there's not one decision that you need to make or can make or have made so do you mean we should be more like passive passive yeah no what do you mean by Passive like just I guess let just let things happen in life instead of taking action that's a good question anything that want or need to happen to your false self your ego let it happen do not protect
your ego if somebody try to hurt your feelings let them hurt him and you will see that you're not your feelings if you feel lonely feel the loneliness and you see that no say thing you being lonely if you feel like you need to join a group to get a false sense of identity Don't join the group and let yourself see I can stand alone if you feel like you want to go see Mama that you need to go see Mama but you really don't want to go see Mama cuz you don't like Mama anyway
then don't go you got to and you start to see that everything you thought and felt was evil was an illusion was not real okay thank you I will I think yeah I think I have to practice a little bit yeah thank thank you what is that clear Anything about that you don't quite understand yet um well I think I I have to practice getting some space from my feelings probably because I do I have been identifying with it so I think I need to get some space from it yeah don't call your those all
emotions alive and they come from lies because they come from the imagination they come from thoughts then you don't need to be emotional the good emotion so-called Good and the so-called bad they're both imposters that makes sense and what are you left with after life real life perfect peace have you g forgiving your mother um no so I have been no contact with my mom for over 10 years I feel like um I've worked on it I know you say you have to go in person but I don't feel like I can do that but
I have um logically kind of just I Understand that she did the best she could but I honestly I do feel a lot of sadness around her so that's the stuff that comes up for me is around my back so I mean I don't know have you gone and forgiving your mother I haven't gone no how will you be how would God forgive you if you don't go and forgive her shaking in your boot so you could be free how will you how will he forgive you if you don't forgive well I haven't been in
touch With her for over 10 years like I said and what does it have to do with today well because yeah my family's quite dysfunctional so to be honest I'd be scared to go so what I'd be scared to go there why because she has a pretty bad temper and I just yeah I don't know how she would react and would she hurt you physically I don't know I hope not I don't think so so you're just afraid of How she will react yeah why don't you face that fear fear that fear is controlling your
whole life and keeping you from being you why don't you face that fear as long as it's not as long as she's not going to hurt you physically can you FaceTime with her um I don't know I don't know if she has FaceTime but because yeah we haven't been in touch for 10 years so I don't know so as long as she's not going to Hurt you physically how will you overcome her if you don't face her Shak your tried you haven't you have not tried to go and forgive your mother well I've written a
letter you have not tried to go and forgive your mother well not in person right you have not Tred so why don't you face her and don't worry about what she's going to say or how she's going to act that's her hell and you want to overcome the hell her hell that she gave to You I do but I guess because I'm too hurt by what she's done so I don't want to face her but the hurt is not coming from what she's done the hurt is coming from you hating her being angry at her
that's the hurt the hurt is keeping your for being free it had what you done to you having years ago your body has healed but your spirit has not because you won't go and forgive I guess why do I need to forgive if she's the one who did it well you Don't you don't need to forgive your want you can live in your hell well I don't want to in my well if you didn't want to you would go and forgive yeah is that the only way according to God if you want to enter into
the kingdom of heaven you must go and forgive and I will forgive you when you forgive forgiveness is simply me I'm sorry for resenting you for what you've done to me Mama I Realize now you can help yourself because you're just like her the struggle you having in your mind and emotions the those are her struggles she passed them on to you when you became angry at her you feel exactly you yeah I agree with you I can notice some resemblance no you just like your mama she's never satisfied yeah I don't know I guess
I I feel a lot of fear so that's a little Bit hard for me but but that's why you need to face her because of the fear and the fear you would see was never real it's an illusion and that illusion keeping you from becoming free because you won't face it you won't forgive and the devil said what well why doesn't she apologize she's the one did it to me why does she like that has something to do with your life you are responsible you not your mama so I guess my question is do I
have Like you said FaceTime can I just do it looking at a picture of her no what the there's no C there no fear or Cur in looking at a picture what [Laughter] the you got a Shak in your boot and face her and however she react that's on her don't you react to her overreaction let her yell let her scream let her call your name let her blame you let her blame your father and does your Father live with her yeah and when you were growing up and you ask ask your father to help
you deal with your mother did he help you um no but my my dad was an alcoholic and abusive so they had a pretty bad marriage abusive to whom to my mom because she has hell to pay he didn't know how to deal with the hell in her in the same way you don't know how to deal with the hell in her he was afraid of her in the same way you afraid of her he Loved you he just didn't know how to deal with her so he became a drunk I don't know I think
he was drunk before he met her of course he married a woman that he hated he hated his mother you got to forgive your father for not protecting you from her so if I do that does that mean I still have to be in touch with them not at all okay it mean that you'll finally be able to live your Life with no guilt no memories of the past no thought of the future you will live one with the father and you'll be free you will become a whole person all right okay all right thank
you Jesse you have your work cut out yeah yeah you got to work on you if you want to be free you got to work on you you're a grown person our parents are responsible for us as children but as adults we are responsible for ourselves I agree thank you so much I Wish you well thank you have a good evening all right bye bye now amazing I was thinking reflecting watching a little Jesse wers there on Fox yesterday and he was showing the attack upon Elon Musk musk musk and they he was talking about
how at one time the people who are attacking Elon Musk now they loved Elon Musk before he Start working for the Great White Hope they loved him they loved his cars his uh energy cars whatever you call those cars and his electric cars because they're supposed to be cared about the planet and all that mess they supposed to be car about the environment and so Elon Musk was a thing everybody and they mama if you're black and everybody their mama if you white wanted a Elon mus electric car Tesla that you they wanted One they
wanted one Elon mus was a man never mind he came from Africa they didn't care about that then and they loved Eli and now that Elon Musk musk is working with the Great White Hope Donald Trump trying to make a America great again they hate him they hate him now there's a thin line between love and Hate first you love me then you hate me that's a game for a fool they hate him now and I thought this is so interesting to me it's really interesting to me it may not be to you but it
is to me I was thinking it's amazing human nature is not of love at all you can love someone this very minute and hate them the very next minute if they said something or did something that you didn't agree with that went beyond your idea of Faith immediately that person become your enemy or those people because you or they didn't agree with you I tried to tell you that human love is not love human love is hate and that's why it doesn't work you can't make it work you can't force it to work you can
try but it won't work but and so in thinking about Elon Musk and what he's dealing with right Now they are according to all of the reports they are attacking his businesses setting his cars on fire they're throwing these little fire bombs into it they um in some case according to report they shot in the window shooting in the window breaking glass according to a report up in Oregon um shot fired at a dealership in Oregon these same people that loved Him have turned on him has that ever happened to you and have you ever
done that to anyone you love them until they disagree with you or until they tell you the truth about something that you didn't want to hear has that ever happened to you or have you ever done anything like that to anyone yes you have and it's amazing to see it but it's human nature I'm learning so much By observing not judging just observing how Wicked evil human beings are and in that Wicked emotional state we all want to think that we're good human being will tell you really fast they're good well what's good about you
well I gave money to the homeless I went to help my mama I did this that doesn't make you good what the but I want you to pay attention if You want to overcome the way that they're treated Elon Musk is the way you treat others and they treat you and your family your husband and wife relationships boyfriend girlfriend relationship so-called friendship bsip whatever ship you don't love one another at all you're calling love hate you're calling hate love and then you switch just like that and they were Doing this to Elon Elon said that
they were in an interview they want to kill him they want to kill him they really want to just to destroy him all because they disagree with him he had a change of mind for whatever reason and decided that he wanted to make help make America great again that's only thing he did and they hated for it and I guarantee you without a doubt if Elon Said you know what I'm sorry I was just playing I I I want to go back with y'all I want to join your group again I want I'm I'm going
to make some cars and Donald Trump is wrong and and we're going to stop Trump those haters would pretend they love him then the same way with you when you can't stand handle the pressure that comes upon you from your family you know how Mama go and turn the family against You when you go to tell Mama Mama I'm sorry for resenting you for turning me away from my father or impose your will on me or cause me to be angry I know now you could help yourself what does mama do instead of mama said
oh that's pretty cool okay I was wrong my mother said she was wrong I'm sorry but mothers wrong and and what does mama do Mama go and talk to your aunts your uncles your cousins anyone she can so that she can build an Army against you and blind People join your army you've never done anything to them at all but they join the Army mama and you become the enemy and you have not done anything to Elam has not done anything to these people period but they have joined the Army against him and they try
to destroy him they want to kill him according to elas think about that think about that that's happening in your life in your Family life in your relationships and you are thinking that it's normal and somebody another you're going to make it right you can't make evil right you have to overcome evil with good and you don't know what good is not your good you have no goodness we have a clip of Eli muset yeah I believe so and what is it saying well oh let's see we have a clip of Eli uh being asked
why he continued to do What he's doing oh good the time and the suned times let's doar that oh see it and hear it they're setting fire to various uh Tesla charging stations near Boston uh shots were fired at a Tesla dealership uh in Oregon various nonviolent shots fired not a metap sou fired yes um downtown New York um marching marching against the Tesla uh showroom your stock is way down you've been criticized left and Right but look on the right side I mean why why are you doing this always always look on the bright
side of life yes and you're on it yeah um I mean just like said the goal the goal here is let's not have America go bankrupt uh with Wast and fraud amazing huh and they will ask us El are you going to stop with all this stuff that's happening to you are you going to give up No the one thing I love about seeking to overcome once you get some light a little light real light the real de not the fake light in your mind you think you got the light right once you really see
the light you can't give up you cannot and the attack comes like n going north from the outside and from the inside in your imagination but you can't give up Because now you've seen a little bit about the light you see the truth and there's nothing to go back to there's nothing to give up for and so you have to keep going you have to keep going is that amazing I love the light and the light will make you free I would encourage you do what you want but I would invite the light to come
in and change me and the light will come if you Invited if you invite him to come in he will come in and he will change you and there will be nothing to stop him from changing you but you got to invite him in you can't pretend and play with it now you can't fol the light what the you think you going to trick the light so you get what you think you want and and you make a fool out of light it doesn't work that way but you can invite the light to come in
and the light will Come and it will change you and the Darkness will try to tell you oh it's not going to work the light ain't going to change what the the you might want give up you're not going to be like somebody the light not going to change you it'll try to convince you and if you believe it you'll go back to Darkness and it'll be worse for you but the light will change you folk it will give you a clear mind and that's what you need a clear mind You need understanding above all
getting get an understanding and an understanding will make you free it really really it's I'm telling you I'm black and slow but it will change you but you got to invite it in and you got to be serious about it meaning that you can't be try to food light because you want to get away with Rober the bank and then you get caught robin the bank now you want The light what the you got to be serious about it and the light will come because if you don't you never will be able to have no
what Elon mus Elon mus is or Donald Trump you won't be able to have hand that at all you can't even handle the little stuff that people say you do to you right now on your little lower level you can't handle that you cry at night you cry and even if you're not crying tears you're crying in your Mind you're crying in your mind in your imagination you're crying you can't handle anything one loss one breakup one rumor one one doubt one whatever you cry you cry and then you and then you find people to
gather around you so they can say oh po you and then you feel that the star of the show because you're crying and all the people in the audience are feeling bad for you and they only doing it the people in The audience only feeling bad for you the one have gathered around because in their own mind they're Stars too they going to cry and they need you to appreciate their tears and feel bad for them it's all an act when she's crying she's lying it's all in that you're the starer now and then the
next time somebody else around you cry you make them the star and they love being the star star They're getting all the attention because they're hurt they're crying and you gladly accommodate them because what day you're going to cry and you need them to appreciate your tears what a mess ever I really wish Elon mus well and Donald Trump the attack is amazing aming but it's amazing watching them deal with it it really is just having a little space there and watching it without Judgment is amazing it's inspiring weakness is not inspiring strength is and
when you're weak you're strong so some of you know this joyia Friday had one time he applied to become a LA Police yeah la be see Jo ride up down the [Laughter] hood and so but because he was honest during the interview they didn't H him and he was Like what the he didn't know he was supposed to lie so they turned out the best man for a cop exactly what La needed that's not what they wanted so apparently according to KTLA 5 a complaint filed filed with Los Angel Police Department alleges that officers and
supervisors were recorded making racist comments and other derogatory remarks watch this from Ktla5 yeah all of this according to an explosive LA Times investigation reporting a Los Angeles police officer working in the department M's recruitment office recorded dozens and dozens of conversations for the better part of a year these recordings revealing cops spewing racist sexist and homophobic comments now all of this according to a complaint filed with the LAPD and reviewed by the LA Times Detailing roughly 90 recordings made Inside the recruiting division portraying officers and supervisors voicing open discrimination against potential recruits and colleagues
based on race sex and sexual orientation these are the same officers tasked with deciding who can join the LAPD and she try to make like so important this is such a serious issue why would you hire anyone in your company that can't had a joke once in a while and all people do is they make Jokes when you work together you make jokes but you got these victims now you got to protect the victims even at work I want you to hear a few of the officers compensation watch this now in one conversation take a
look at this a Latina LAPD officer offered this advice on how to fight African-Americans saying quote you hit black people in the liver I heard they got weak livers according to the Complaining complaint filed January 5th with the lapd's Professional Standards Bureau and the inspector General's office the same officer allegedly describing a Latina janitor to her colleagues as quote the but the complaint is accusing a sergeant Sergeant Denny Jong of leading the prejudicial banter in one conversation with subordinates about Dodger baseball Legend Fernando valenzuela's death from septic shock Saying quote I know why he died
he ate two many tacos the complaint also claiming officers reported reportedly referred to black people as monkeys what the poor people they hurt your feelings by saying those things and now they should get fired for saying those things about you what the what have America become when you're in a high stress environment what do you expect to happen Especially when you have blacks and Hispanics and women all all in the same play you got to let the stress go some kind of way aren't you supposed to have a little fun a't nothing wrong with a
having a little fun my country has changed it's wheat now everybody except the white people are victims the only people in my country who are strong are the Whites and this is their country but everybody else is a victim everybody else but the white people LAPD Chief Jim McDonald uh remov a lieutenant removed a lieutenant sergeant and four officers for recruiting with more Cuts espe leaving the LAPD without his lead LAPD with his lowest officer count in nearly 30 years watch this when news of this complaint broke Chief Jim McDonald at the LAPD Removed a
lieutenant a sergeant and four officers from the unit saying he was deeply disappointed by these reports now a scandal in the lapd's recruiting office could come at a worst time the LAPD is struggling to recruit new officers with more than 100 cops expected to leave the force by next year dropping the department to the lowest amount of officers had seen in roughly 30 years years Amazing why don't they tell those crybabies to go home why did I tell them to go home if okay you you're such a baby mama baby go home and uh and
let us just do our work they just play don't you know yourself better enough to know that what it's not you they just joking around people being joke with one another but no they got to protect them they should have hide Jo Friday he Never did that oh no they had cry babies cry cry Bab baby my country is weak I want my country back it's not coming back so I'll just live for my own [Music] world in the lap now they they need more officers everybody going to be afraid to go down there and
get a job especially if you're white or if you're non white But you you're not going to be able to make a joke not out loud and even even if you made a joke in private to another officer while under the job or y'all talking after work they may get mad at you and one day go back and tell oh he made a joke about the gays about the blacks about the women and it had nothing to do you a way forward it's amazing how human being want to control you because they're Insecure that's why
they want to do it hate is telling me I heard that I heard that the more cops on the scene the less police brutality they need to use the safer for both cops and ECT according to a research from Dr J John R lot Jr a farm of gas you know what's sad about this if I may use that word that the children that will be born now and Generation z x whatever they are They're never going to know real America they're going to think this is the way the country will always they're not going
to know the greatness of this country let me go to Rick out of Hampton Virginia Rick welcome to the show you on the air what's up brother Jesse what's going on with you all this well Rick hey you know the young lady that hit the girl sou here with the Baton yesterday yes her high school is 30 Minutes from where I stay at really iy noram yes the girl that hit the um young lady in the head with the Baton her High was 30 minutes from where I stay where I stay at I used to
go to work that I used to pass that high school every day that's amazing well well be be careful if you're going to watch the track team you may get hit be careful hey and here's another thing too Jesse on that same not you remember the church incident when when that Pastor um When they dis when when they disciplined the young girl that wasn't happening too that was about 10 minutes from it oh the pregnant girl yeah amazing and that was about 10 minutes from it oh yeah man and do oh can I can I
um ask the biblical question okay that young girl apologized um I don't know how real it is but she apologize for hitting the girl she was saying it was a apologize Huh she did not apologize I don't think she apologize this is from um w y vtv1 uh alela ever a track star and Senior at IC norom I nor high school weend out following shocking footage where she struck an opponent in the head with her baton and a legally injured her during a relay race so here's one of the S bites from her she made
I did maybe she didn't apologize but she made a comment here's the first site from w y TV1 the young athlete in question says there's more to that video than meets the eye everybody has feelings so you're physically hurt but you're not thinking of my mental right alela Everett is a decorated athlete and Senior at IC norham high school she would have never thought her trip to the class three track and field state finals last Tuesday would take a drastic turn they're going off of one angle alela visibly emotional because of this video From the
meat this was a 4x200 met relay race and she and a Brookville High School athlete were rounding a curve on the track when they nearly collided with each other after a couple times hitting her my baton got stuck behind her back like this and it rolled up her back I lost my balance and when I pumped my arms again she got hit it appears intentional but alela says it was accidental but I know my intentions and I would never hit somebody on purpose So allegedly she hit this woman upside the head with a patar and
I she worri about her mention status what Yes Man here's child here's where her her parents were outraged at the back backlash watch this I didn't have to see a first video second video 10 video I know 100% that she won't do to bad her parents outraged at the backlash the IC norcam relay team was disqualified a ruling that a local USA Track and Field official finds Questionable he says a play-by-play look shows that the Brookville athlete was running closely to alela if a person comes up on the outside they got to be a full
ahead of me before they can come in front of me the other family spoke with the news station in Ruan o asking for an apology from alela something she wants to give but she says the other athlete hasn't been receptive blocking her on social media and instead the Everett family was served with court papers and We have to go to a city 3 hours away to that everybody hates our guts already they're assuming my character calling me ghetto racist slurs death threats all of this just because of a 9sec video what the I would love
he said amazing and so R did you hear that yes that's my thing on that Jesse that'll been my son doing that I would have I would have got my son he would have apologized for you know it and then What they expect to get what what they want them to do throw their daughter a birthday party you and almost k k the young girl scar in and you and you told you're emotional being the best you you make a good point I believe I don't know cuz you know you never know human beings are
so even IA but if this girl just has said you know what I'm so sorry I was so wrong even if when she hit the girl if it was an accident she should have stopped rning right then and R helped her that would have be a whole different story had she done that yep but she didn't do any of that now she up there crying to about they hate me I got to go to a whole another town for court where everybody already hate me right yes sir yes sir Rick go to work yeah oh
no no I was talking to one of the best go ahead Rick go to work call me Later okay we'll do we'll do all right what H he treding to work at me on the phone I understand 8887753748 is still not showing any like you know I'm so sorry I I I I should have dealt with this differently I if I didn't mean to hit her well I don't hear any of that when she's crying she's lying I rest my case yeah I told rest my case that was so black but that was so Like
human nature in total denial yeah on the parents part too yeah even with the parent and it's funny because it is true the uh social media people this went super viral I bet and I would not doubt that people would be calling her all kinds of names being nasty to her yeah the people see her cry they going to go they going to make it even worse for her because they love the the of hurting people yeah especially in like Revenge Derek Pointed out there was a chirp in her background she needed to change her
uh or her parents needed to change her smoke detector that there was M with that black girl yeah I didn't hear it in the in this clip but I heard it on Twitter somebody tagged you on X saying when she's crying she's lying that's for sure she was pushing way out they're acting like it's her fault the girl who was passing her but she was pushing out to the outside of The lane and I know how you do that to try to prevent them from passing yeah you go further out and kind of elbow them
it was all her fault jar said this generation cooked the lack of accountability is incredible that's for sure yeah I want to ask your opinion about this hate this is from um uh Fox 5 New York a judge has blocked the deportation of a m Mamud Khia and mmud a law a lawful US citizen no not a not a citizen he has a green card resident sorry about that my bad a lawful us resident and pro Palestine Pro pales activist po Palestine activist who was arrested Saturday by immigration and custom enforcement agents in response to
president Donald Trump is that order prohibit prohib anti-em Anti-Semitism watch this from FX five VI and the lawyer for mmud khil is telling us tonight that he is in ice custody but he is not in custody here in New York he is in Louisiana that is where he has been transferred to he was picked up on Saturday night now the Trump Administration wants him deported but a judge is saying hold on just a moment he is blocking that at least for now because khil has a court hearing here in New York on Wednesday we want
Justice we want peace a couple hundred protesters demonstrated outside the ice field office in lower Manhattan demanding the release of Mahmud Khalil some demonstrators clashing with police leading to their arrest khil a graduate student at Columbia University until last December was detained by Ice Saturday after agent showed up at his apartment which is owned by the university the attack on Mahmud Khal is Intended to make them quake in their boots and to make all of us quake in our boots about 70 faculty members with Colombia and Barnard College along with immigration and civil rights activists
speaking out in support of khil he is a Palestinian activist who has played a role in the anti-israel Pro Palestinian protests on campus why would the faculty support why would they be speaking period but why would they support a person that is Pro Hamas people I know in in America and Trump Administration want him deported for his anti-em anti-semitic activity was this his lawyer releasing a statement saying that he is quote someone who has never committed a crime and who has simply expressed his political opinions but the Trump Administration sees it differently the Administration has
designated Hamas a terrorist organization many of the protests some of them violent have Included language and written material used by Hamas Jewish students have also been harassed for being Jewish khil is not in the US on a student visa he is a legal permanent resident with a green card his wife is a US citizen he is in real danger and each of you bear substantial moral responsibility for that fact president Trump posting on social media we know there are more students at columia and other universities across the country who have Engaged in pro-terrorist anti-semitic anti-American
activity and the Trump Administration will not tolerate it we will find apprehend and Deport these terrorist sympathizers why would anybody want terrorist sympathizers in our country that's dangerous especially the teachers set it up for it and everything if this guy is a terrorist Sympathizer and these teachers are it's because the terrorists are good at presenting themselves as victims just like you know how blacks do that even though blacks are the most violent towards the other races not the other way around same thing with Hamas and the Palestine it's become very trendy to side with Palestine
as the victims and so now there saying that he is a sympathizer with this right don't America know that these people think That we're the great Satan they hate us much worse than they hate the Jews and then and they in our country and they know that we're not going to do anything with them saying death to America and all that what do they expect to happen I know and he just has a green card those things you're not supposed to be protesting and siding with terrorists quote unquote with a green card and he's married
to a citizen I Heard and soed citizen when they say he is a lawful us resident that doesn't mean he live here with the green card but he's not a citizen right okay yeah he Mar he married a quote unquote American and I I don't know if he's he's he's graduated already or if he's a graduate student still student or what but he's living on that campus and you as you know the campus people the academic world are also kind of enemies of America yeah they hate what's right Yeah they do so they're siding with
this guy but that's crazy though it's like somebody SED death to America okay well you could stay and know these people like put bombs on themselves they they die and they said they die being a Mart or something martyr when you're willing to die to being a Marty why would you want anybody like that in your country yeah the whites are such pushovers and the and it's not just the Whites it's the uh it's worse than just the whites it's like the the leadership aspect of the country this judge who's blocking this deportation all these
70 professors and all them Jews against deportation in the uh so Jews are against it too yeah because they're wellong with the Jews it's typically liberals who are professors oh oh so liberal Jews are for the all people they are for yeah they're for the victims they're For the they're against America they're against America being strong and protecting itself I wonder who paying for this this stuff because these kids don't have money to be our protested every day well we can Doge and get rid of a lot of the subsidizing of these of these people
and these uh universities and colleges 8887753748 and I'm always hearing people say that well you can't you need anger you can control anger but you Can't overcome anger and they lie when they say you can control it you cannot control anger it's the spirit and you cannot control spirit either good or evil so I've been trying to encourage you to overcome but I want to give you some examples of what anger and these are just small example well big example but small example because anger is causing you to Do everything you're doing in your life
today and it's not good but you take credit for it because you think you are your anger there's this quote about anger from a guy a name I can never it's aroto albertin baresa where is baresa is that a coffee is an Italian name barasa is it a it's just a name it's not a place right I've listen to There it's not a location it's a name huh what oh so arber of Baro is his name how do he get the name abber of Baro what the but anyway yeah it because breast bracia or whatever
however it said is apparently an Italian city oh no name right it's his name his where there say his name is Baro yes albertano of Basia so is baso The location or his last name both oh it is nice his last name is from the city baraso is located in Italy and that's where he were born and died he lived from 19 1195 to 1270 so it's not his name his last name it's his location right where he's the city where he's from I imagine what did you say there amazing but anyway whatever it Is
the he said and I agree the angry man always think he can do more than he can and that mean woman too man mean woman too female the angry man always think he can do more than he can think about that that's deep that's so deep it makes you want a holler throw up both your hands amazing huh the angry man thinks he can do more than he can and I just insert The angry man or woman always think he or she can do more than he or she can amazing huh think about when you're
angry and you are don't you think you can do more than you can you think you can help others you think you can save others you think that you can drive into a car dealership over there in Inglewood and get away with it because you're angry what I realize that angry people don't know is that when you're angry and most people have all people have it until they work on themselves to overcome it but angry people do not know that they're living in darkness they do not know that they're separated from God they do not
know that they cannot See I don't care what your religion is if you have anger I don't care how many rituals you do if you have anger you're separated from God and you're operated in the darkness from a false nature not real but you don't know that because you're angry and then the angry spirit tell you oh anger is natural everybody has anger you can't over even your you can't Overcome anger even your psychiatrist psychologist counselor tell you well anger is normal you just have to control it while in the meantime you're suffering in darkness
and every decision you make will and will all always be is and will always be wrong you cannot make a right decision in darkness ain't that amazing when she's Crying she Li she's lying now I don't know if this sit but you may have heard of this incident in in New York ABC 7 I winess news is reporting the woman and inp the woman an NYPD Lieutenant accused the highest ranking uniform member of the force of sexual harassment did you hear about that this female accused the police of sexual harassment and in an emotional Interview
quatia is that right there oh there on the fall I think it's ctia she black so up what Kisha it's a black name that's why I can't say it EP epis talked about Jeffrey mie the former NYPD chief of department when she's crying now I don't know what happened to these two people but I do know when she's crying she's lying watch this From ABC 7 I win this news this guy is a monster Lieutenant quisha EPS for the first time speaking openly about allegations of sexual harassment that prompted former NYPD chief of Department Jeffrey
Mader to cut short his 33 year career in law enforcement abruptly resigning as the highest ranking uniformed officer in December who's going to believe me who can I talk to who can I tell oh Look a 19-year NYPD veteran sitting down with Eyewitness News alongside her attorney about the EEOC complaint she filed last year which reads MRE engaged in quit proquo sexual harassment and would coer her into performing unwanted sexual favors in exchange for overtime opportunities overtime she previously expressed was needed after her two and become household drop down to one income due to the
co shutdown amazing now I don't know what Happened but I do know when she's crying she's lying she struggles to get through the details of the situation and says it went on for 18 months so she had s for this guy for 18 month and now she's crying watch this EPS describing in explicit disturbing detail the first time she says MRE forced himself on her and he keeps saying he's sorry he's sick he like rubbing his chest I'm I'm I'm I'm still in I'm like a chief of Department the mother of three struggling to get
through the details one second rub on the back please do maybe it we'll stop sooner she says mie more than twice her size had her pinned in a small space and she couldn't move I honestly don't know what was happening I wasn't even connecting why me you said you was going to protect me and for the next 18 months EP says Mader would often Corner her When the two were alone and force himself on her for 18 months so what they never got out of bed for 18 months what the how you stay a b
18 months and and do that and it she she got something out of it she got overtime she got like um you know there was like uh she got a positive out of it in a sense it was a transaction 18 month in bed don't you get out of bed like go to the bathroom Go to work and I heard that n that's what the uh his attorney is saying oh for real yeah his attorney the man's attorney lawyer and attorney for the chief denied the allegations stating that she the woman that was could help
herself for 18 months and she crying in late DEC when she crying she lying I don't know what happened if they didn't or not but I know when she crying she's lying so the Attorney for the chief denied the allegation stated that she stole overtime she stole overtime and once caught tried to save herself watch this in late December an attorney for chief Mader denying the allegations and sharing his side of the story Lieutenant EPS had a consensual adult relationship orbe it for a short time with Jeff mre's attorney re ating this Position when we
reached out to him about our interview also saying Lieutenant EPS was suspended from the NYPD in mid December for allegedly stealing time because it's believed she falsified time sheets and was paid for overtime that she never performed it was only after she was accused of stealing that she decided to make up a story to try to save her own skin we look forward to Total Vindication Amazing I arrest my case now I don't know what happened but I my case is rested when she's crying she's lying her tears didn't even look real what the black
tears are like heavy and a whole bun of going to be running down and it snot comes out of the nose and that that's a white girl tears because they're fake now I don't know what happened in the situation but you just heard the others Point view the other side of the story according to WS W2 an Orlando woman was arrested after attacking a man on Thursday according to the Orange County Sheriff Office her weapon of choice was a pringle chip can what the watch this a Florida woman shenica sedal 28 was arrested for allegedly
slashing a man's face with a Pringles can at a 7-Eleven In Orlando last Thursday the attack occurred when sedal after calling the victim a struck him in the face leaving a significant cut near his eye that authorities said could result in permanent scarring the assault was reportedly unprovoked with the victim simply informing the staff about another customer sir D led the scene but was soon apprehended by deputies and charge with aggravated battery and you still want to hold on to Anger huh you still believe that anger is good righteous anger you say look how destructive
anger is anger is Darkness anger is evil and anger keep you from truth it keeps you from the light it keeps you from God it l divide you divid you so you can't see God you can't be one with him you just have ideas about God in your imagination but you're miserable miserable Lonely suicidal desperate revengeful jealousy gossip just messed up and yet you hold on to anger I say hey let your anger go even God said don't be angry don't let the anger go you don't don't let the sign go down in your anger
but you hold on to it you can hold on to your little anger and be like whoopy go Bird be just like Whooper wo Gober is TI and what a mess she is a mess New York Post has reported that W Gober is facing backlash online for a rant on The View defending transgender athletes competing in females events leaving even a trans influencer Dylan maceroni what Dylan Mo Vin stun and silence the view co-host argue on air that women are strong enough to compete against transgender females because they know what they're doing watch this from
X no well I I think part of the problem that the trans Community is facing and it's the same problem that women face is if you don't know anything about our bodies you don't know how it works so when you come in and you say oh you know These men are these are men you know competing against competing against women you're assuming that the women are weak and just can't do anything except for here have you seen female athletes they know what they're doing amazing if ever W goldber needed Jesus she need him now and
if you notice she was even getting confused on how she was trying to say that what the not George Lord oh why why George she went on to say God doesn't make mistakes and that God is looking to see how you treat people this is from S as well so I'm not sure what's going on or why this is an issue the same for me as when people say oh you know I I I don't know how I feel about you you do God doesn't make mistakes and the challenge is not to the trans people
it's to the people who are not trans that's what God Is looking to see how you treat people yeah that's what what is that guy M mag fig he wonder what the she black he like looking at her like what the that guy M mafini that's his name macaroni oh more veins more vanity whatever but who Gober you need Jesus and in a hurry quick fast and in a hurry you need to talk to the Great White Hope Wo he'll bring you to the Lord I heard the uh anchor baby the American ankor baby discussing
this yesterday on his show who supped to make a discussion yesterday if you missed it you can podcast the American Anchor baby he's here Monday through Friday at 12:00 noon Pacific time he was discussing with a caller I believe uh this uh thing in Canada where they knew I don't know if he knew but he's Like one of the leaders of Canada is that guy the new president of Canada um Doug Ford yeah or you're saying the new leader Mark Carney I don't know you're confusing me with apologies you mean when you said new leader
you mean the whole thing that was a question do this du for for is he the new prime minister of candidate he's not he's the premier of Ontario which is like saying a governor over here oh I got you correct okay so he's like a Governor over there in Canada it's cuz there's two bits of news you know how they replaced Justin Trudeau so I was wondering if you met that guy oh no there's one that talked about he was going to put tariff on electricity or something yep and then he gonna turn it off
Doug Ford he's a conser he's a conservative is he yep the Liberals and conservatives have both basically joined in on this trade War thing and they're ramping it up is The uh is he the same type of conservative like American conservatives honly the conservatives in Canada are like the Liberals here oh it's kind of a good way of putting it Doug for was supposed to be a little different he supposed to be kind of like Trump yeah right mm D was just playing oh no way he was just he was trying to act like Trump
and be tough but when Trump didn't fall for he was like I you playing I just tell you I A mean it New York Post on Ontario pror uh Premier du Ford announced Tuesday that Canada's most populous Providence was suspending its 25% search charge on electorate exports to the unit electricity export to the US hours after president Trump announced additional 25% duties on Canadian alum L and steel so like I just play I I just want to see what y'all going I just Play watch this from WPLG local 10 stocks are down for a second
day in a row amid a trade war with the nation's neighbors as president Donald Trump announced Tuesday he plans to double plant tariffs on steel and aluminum from 25 to 50% for Canada all he's asking for at the end of the day are fair and balanced Trade Practices the White House says the tax hike is in response to the retell Terror from Ontario on Electricity in three states Michigan Minnesota and New York that are set to take effect tomorrow but now Ontario says they will temporarily suspend the plan to resume negotiations he has called and
he said he's not going to do that okay not going to do that and it would have been a very bad thing if he did and he's not going to do that so I respect that you the player you can mess with the man but you can't Mess with Donald Trump he was just play he ain't going to do no 25% it was just tough talk he thought it would buying or or the fall Messiah Obama and then that little guy in Ukraine remember he Tred to act all tough in the white house instead of
just signing the deal and and moving on so her no you're not showing appreciation you're not saying thank you you can't go forward until you say Thank you you got to say thank you please and so the little Ukraine guy Tred to that's all tough Trump like oh okay and then he changed his mind out the play Ukraine says is ready to accept a US proposal for a 30day truce truce in Russia's War watch this from WPLG Lo meanwhile secretary of state moer ruia was in Saudi Arabia for high level Talks where he shared that
Ukraine agreed to an American proposal for an immedi a 30-day ceasefire in that the US will lift its paws on Military and Intel support for keev after they endorse this deal the Ukrainian delegation today made something very clear uh that they share president Trump's vision for peace they share his determination to end the fighting to end the killing we want to get that war over with so I think I think it's a very big I think it's a big Difference between the last visit you saw at the Oval Office and the soap that's a a
total ceasefire Ukraine has agreed to it and hopefully Russia will agree to it amazing huh what manner of man is this the Wind and Sea obeyed him what matter of man is this the wi as he obey him what man of man is Donald Trump you can never this is so deep I want a holla throw both my hands you can never cross the ocean Until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore you can never cross the ocean until you lose until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore that's
worth repeating you can never cross the ocean until you until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore Christopher Columbus Christopher Columbus a white Man a white man one of the found of the greatest country on this side of heaven and you never will never ever find courage well he discovered America same thing but white man still discovered it however thank you ha is white he want to be right but Uh you will never have the courage and I'm adding this to lose the sight of fear you will never lose fear you will
never find the shore until you lose fear you got to lose fear lose anger you will lose fear lose fear you will lose anger and then you have a clear sight of the shore perfect peace right here on Earth but it's up to you one other example of Hell On Earth and a an amazing story wtvc News Channel 9 I want yall to know you got to surrender not to a woman not to a man you got to surrender to the truth and the truth will save you from your hell the the truth will bring
you out of the prison of your imagination and emotion every woman if you want it and man but most people don't want it they Pretend they want it and they go along with it for a while they pretense and then they get off this is from KTV C News Channel 9 police said a man in squatchi county found an 18-year-old in bear with his wife who he then stabbed to death and stuffed his body in a trash can watch this Josh Latricia deputies say they were first called to earlinger quat Hospital when they found a
woman being threatened for non-life threatening stab wounds when they traced the attack back to a home in saachi County they discovered a much more violent Scene It all started just after 7:00 a.m. on March 8th according to this affidavit when saachi County deputies first spoke to the female victim in the hospital she said an unidentified man had jumped on her boyfriend while they were in bed together investigators say when they got To the scene on Powerline Road they found a man who told deputies he was actually the victim's husband the affidavit says that husband 41-year-old
Jonathan Bel was standing in the doorway covered in blood with cuts on his hands court documents say deputies found 18-year-old Billy Jean Floyd's body inside a bloody trash can in the fetal position with multiple stab wounds squat County Sheriff Bill Phillips says they haven't determined if there was a History of domestic violence amazing huh so had that man not been living in his hell and didn't make the woman his God if this story is true he walked in he caught them he was like oh pretty cool bye I'm done I wish you well but instead
he made the woman his God and when he caught his God out of order that he thought you should be in he couldn't handle it you should only have one God only one God because that's what you have anyway you have Satan your God or you have God your God the real God when asked if he was worried about his current legal situation the man said he was concerned about his relationship with his wife what the why is this according to this affidavit when deputies asked Bel if he was worried about anything besides his current
legal Situation he said quote I am worried about my relationship with my wife due to the fact that I offed him investigators are still searching for for the knife used in the attack so he Ain worri about going to jail he worried about his relationship with his wife off him mean killed him by the way amazing huh a woman will even let you think you have control of her she will let you Think she's listening to you and she's obeying but in secret she's not she's playing you look what this guy been accused of First
Corinthians 7 is Bab Thurs 1 Corinthians 72 722 what that mean what I'll come back to it thank you what a mess amazing this is Hell on Earth and it's inside of human beings Human being bring hell out of themselves and put it onto others on Earth and people suffer because they don't know what's going on I cannot we have the counsel service some of you might be aware of it's the best counsil service on this side of Heaven you may only need one section but some people like two and then let it come back
fall Skype or or walk in rebuilding man.com or call 8411 bar I Cannot tell you the number it's been 35 years now of men and women around the world not just in America who have been deceived by their wives and or their husbands they played the role well whatever role that the man wanted her to be she observed him and learned how to play that role to the te whether it's preacher role with the wife with the preacher or the professor or the doctor or the Christian or the Jew or the Gentile or whatever women
are very and men are lost oh yeah I do right let's do it that way honey allegedly this is from X allegedly a trans person pulled a gun on A Street Preacher after he proclaimed God made men to be men and women to be women this is allegedly now I don't know if this happened from X watch this harder but you need to try Less being like somebody you're not and start to humble yourself and be somebody that God made you to be he didn't make a man to be a woman he made the man
to be a man he didn't make the woman to be a man he made the woman to be a woman and this is the truth what are you going to do come attack me now I should hey man that's up to you if you want to pull that on me but God bless you so you just threaten me with a gun you just pulled a gun on My face man Lord have mercy on you this means that you don't even know who you are nope I still love you even though you pulled a gun on
me I still love you I still blessed you think about that situation first of all this guy is wrong for being out on the streets preaching that really that's judgment and then the man I guess it was a man pretend to be a woman raful getting angry and what look like a gun on on guy two Devils I think We had this guy on my r on my father State show I think two Devils amazing huh you can't make anyone hear the truth and you're raw for try to make them hear the truth if you
know that God doesn't try to make anyone hear the truth he will offer it to you but it's up to you to take it he's not going to impose on you he's not going to go out on the street and preach like That salvation's in the heart and if you think that's something hell on Earth here's another example ABC News a house Hearing in it abruptly on Tuesday after an exchange between a Republican and a Democrat n com uh Committee Member over the GOP chair Miss gendering so-called represented Sarah M Bridge M Bry watch This
from NBC News I now recognize the representative from Delaware Mr McBride thank you madam chair uh ranking Member keing also wonderful Mr chairman could you repeat your introduction again please uh yes it's a it's a we have set the standard on the floor of the house and I'm simply what is that standard Mr chairman the stand would you repeat what you just said when you introduced a duly elected representative from the United States of America please I will the representative from Delaware Mr McBride Mr chairman you are out of order Mr chairman have you no
Decency I mean I I've come to know you a little bit but this is not decent we will continue this you will not continue it with me unless you introduce a duly elected representative the right way this hearing is aured um amazing so the representative is allegedly a man in a dress and they're getting mad at the man who will not address the man and a address as a woman in government just think about that in the United States of America you allow this to happen in government and now because some male want to say
he's a female he want to address in a way to work you know as a man according to report and they will get mad at you because you won't call this man a woman in government on TV in government and then two males arguing over it let me go to Arizona and talk to Mariam Mariam wel to show you on the air hi it's uh Mariam again I called a Few days ago okay um okay so I you know what I agree with with everything that you're saying and I think the previous caller is in
denial um there is such a thing as being lost there is also such a thing and my question is why are we um why are we normalizing evildoing we call you you call you a blad and can't see and you call good evil and evil good exactly just like the um who was it Sarah McBride or whoever that was the congressman I I don't know um but I I you know just sitting there and expecting someone we didn't misgender anything it's true you're a man that was so called Sarah M bride M right and then
what was interesting about that story you got a a male yelling at another male because he did the right thing and he's yelling at him because he didn't call the male a woman ain't that amazing yeah you know what I also think It's trivial that people are uh still like look humans we have been around for a long time and even thousands of years ago however long we've been around we like people understood even The Crazy Ones people understood there's male there's female right why are you still still it it's trivial to still be stuck
on something that's so Elementary so kindergarten so it's so small everybody like every like you have to move on I can't believe that people are Going backwards it's very trivial because this is Hell on Earth and human hearts have not changed when you change the heart you change the person and most people will not admit that they're evil and as a result of it their heart cannot change that's why yeah and just like the previous caller doesn't want to go to hell okay but sure you don't want to go to hell but are your actions
are your actions uh matching what you say you don't want to Go to hell are you doing good deeds are you trying not to sin and I'm not saying that you know I I know that we all sin I know that we try but if you really don't want to go to hell make sure that what you do on this life on this Earth before or you do pass on because death is permanent and do you sin sure that you yes unfortunately I do and I've been really trying but what is if you can say
if you're not two person what is your sin a drink you drink I drink yeah I Drink and and why do you call that a sin well I mean because God says not to drink and if you do want to drink you know let's it's when did God said not to drink and when did he call it a sin um well I I grew up Muslim so in the you know they lied to you but when did God go ahead when did God said it's a sin to drink I mean it's bad for you Al
so you grew up Muslim and in the Muslim Bible does it say That yes you know like if you sorry go ahead it says that drinking is a sin yes and drinking is a sin and what's a sin about it um I mean things look good things don't come from alcohol from the influence of alcohol or any just like drugs too but when is sinful about drinking nowhere does God call drinking a sin your your the Allah B is lying to you okay I mean it we can agree that this agree but you know like
I say and And this is what I was trying to get at um recently I've you know had some I Al I also told myself I really don't want to go to hell so I've been um you know trying not to I I've been trying to live a life uh sin free it's hard I'm not saying that it's easy it it it's difficult but I truly don't want to end up in hell so I'm trying to get my actions right and how are you trying to live a a sin-free life what is what do you
mean by That um no sex out of woodlock uh you know do things that God said to do um one of them is also not drinking um and also just God did not tell you not to drink well we can like I said we can agree to disagree and so what else you doing to try to live a sin-free life not drinking you're not having s what else uh I mean honestly I'm going back To God what I'm going back to God L like yeah you know I stopped praying a long time ago started doing
that um and just you know trying to uh trying to keep myself um from doing things that are but the things that you're trying not to do you're doing them you can't help it yeah and and I'm not saying it's going to be easy you know that's the That's the journey sometimes you fall back but you just keep you got to get up and keep going want me to tell you how to get back to the father immediately sure dropped your anger you dropped your anger you're back with the father that's the only sin that
you're committing your heart is wicked and you're playing God drop your anger and then all these other things that as a result of you playing God you won't have to try not to Drink you won't have try not to have SE those things will be taken away from you and you'll be fine those are not the sin the sin is your wicked heart that's what's calling you causing you to need a drink because you have no peace yes so why don't you drop your anger oh yeah I'm I'm definitely working on that why hav you
dropped it or why don't you just drop it um honestly I don't know how to get to Forgiveness to forgive your mother stop judging your mother she can help herself yeah you become like your mother your mother heart is wicked unless Chang and you are wicked because you hate her and you're yearning for your father forgive your mother God will forgive you and you'll be back with the father amen definitely why don't you do it um I mean I don't know I don't know I just like I I I because all those other things that
you're trying not to do You're going to Forever do them is when your heart is right those things will be taken away from you you can't stop yourself from doing those things yeah yeah I agree so why don't you go and forgive your mother I will why Haven you I will because I couldn't why why not um I mean I I I don't know I just found it hard to forgive especially after everything else that's that's Happened I don't want to go into it but right how would God forgive you and draw you into the
Kingdom of Heaven if you don't forgive your mother and your father for not protecting you from her how would God forgive you if you don't forgive others that's a good question and the answer is I got to forgive I got to Dro my anger you got to face your mother mother I'm sorry for resenting you her mother Did it to her and then because the way you try not to sin you get deeper into what you're not what you're trying not to do because that's not the way out the way out is you must forgive
okay I'll definitely do that and I want to want to encourage you to start doing the silent prayer rebuilding the man.com silent prayer you can do your little allaha thing and once you do Allah AB then you be still and know God and I Promise you if you stay with this you're going to have perfect peace right here on Earth thank you and I do agree with perfect peace I I you know I know you don't really listen when I say listen I mean like you don't actually um you don't really listen to other people
that say there's no such thing as perfect peace yes there is yes I just have yet to get there I I believe in it right on I just have yet to get there and it's a journey but yes I believe in perfect Peace thank you so much Jesse you're welcome forgive your mother and and whatever her reaction is that's on her you said I'm wrong for judging you Mama I realize you could help yourself and I'm wrong for judging you Daddy because you can help you could protect me you know how to hand a mama
and God will forgive you thank you thank you I wish you well all right you too thank you so much byebye right now let me go to Sky a first time caller out of Virginia Sky Welcome to the uh show you on the air hey Jesse hey Sky hey Harry amazing I just wanted to say love your show but I was calling to answering the the uh biblical question okay concered race which color would you choose to be right if I was to take a guess I go with white um but I just feel like
why does it why does any race have to be either right or wrong but I mean hey I mean let's just go because it's a Biblical Question H well I mean hey let's just go with white are you white no I'm black nice so conern a race what color would you choose to be right and you say white I'mma choose white yes and why white H I want I mean there I don't really have much information to back it up I mean of course we have stuff that's out there paintings and all that but can't
go off that but I mean the white race is the right race is just what I Feel the white race is the right the right race and what do you mean by paintings out there what do you mean by that just what they portray and what they show us what they've always showed us it's always been images of someone of you know white skin rather than black yeah and did you like and do you like the white paintings do they look the best I mean they look okay I mean I mean n they're not all
the greatest but I Mean he and uh is Jesus white it's Jesus white that's a that's a whole other story uh yeah I don't know about that one you don't know no okay no I just want to call to say yeah too I appreciate your show um and yeah I get I look forward to your answers okay yeah I'll put my twoes in on Sunday so let me ask um uh my producer want to know do you love your Race oh yeah most definitely oh nice uh have you GED forgiving your mother no unfortunately I
have not done that yet how old are you I'm 35 W you sound young why haven't you got and forgiving your mother it's I mean no real reason other than the hassle of just preparing myself for it I guess what do you mean just prepare she's not first of all she's not g to take it well and I mean she's done personally I feel like I've forgiven her But to actually go to her and do it it's just going to be a disaster I can't care less how she reacts but it's just something that I
would have to mentally prepare myself for if that makes sense it doesn't make sense at all no because once you see that you need to forgive her that's all you need to know you see that yes I do resent her yes I I am wrong because she could help herself you go and forgive what else do you need to prepare For that's true that's true I mean because I do resent her and how I did how will you ever have perfect peace how would God forgive you if you don't go and forgive her yeah yeah
that's that's true no that was a question that's a question um I guess you it it it it I'm slowing down the process by not doing that you know um but like I said I I I'm I'm halfway there what do you mean by halfway I'm I'm I'm it's something that I'm looking forward to doing within like the next few months why are you afraid to do it this is how crazy my life has been with my mother um I I guess because like we've come far as far it's it's like we're in a weird
spot right now of her kind of like seeing that she she screwed up but but not like actually showing it like you know emotionally she she's just not that kind of person so it's just kind of like we I don't know I guess I Need to think about that well one thing I want you to know is that you're going to be afraid because you're angry at her you resent it anyone that has anger has fear and anyone that can make you angry you fear them so you got to have the fear but shaking your
boots anyway and don't have any expectation from her at all you don't need her to apologize or anything if she has a fit and she said I need to forgive you and blah blah blah you let her say what she want and you Just say you know what I'm sorry for resenting you and I understand you could help yourself now and God will forgive you when you forgive her and then the fear would disappear you will no longer have fear but you don't don't think that you got to get your curves and then go curves
only come when you face the fear you can't get the curves without faith in the fear that makes sense so don't don't put Off today for tomorrow what you can do today your life is not promised you to you for tomorrow and you don't want to die in that anger you'll be stuck for the rest Eternal eternity yeah I'll be dead and stuck um all right yeah H well I I'll I'll follow up with this uh you know sometime next week or so okay and why didn't your father when you ask your father why didn't
he help you deal with your Mother what did he say it he he's more so apologetic like he apologized he just and that's not even something that I actually asked him it's something that he comes to me with all the time see growing up Y and what would he say to you about about her just how she just kept me away from him and how she just made it hard for us to have a relationship for him to even have a life from Child Support to Calling his job to just trying to come at his
whole Persona not even just him as a parent yeah see he talks to me about this all the time what an evil woman huh yeah so you gota because that same spirit is is inside of you you gotta I recommend that you forgive her so that Spirit of the mother which is evil will be taken away from you by God and you will finally be you again you will be of love right all right all right amazing Scott let me know how it goes and thank you for responding to the biblical question I'll put my
two s in on Sunday all right thank you Jesse bye bye now can you imagine being stuck in a house with uh your stepmother for 20 years according to this report this man was stuck in the house for 20 years with his stepmama it bad enough with your real Mama but your stepmama what the CBS News has reported at a kinectic man who said he was held captive for 20 Years was rescued after setting the fire to them to his room and telling the first respondent he did it to gain his freedom this is ACC
to the police this is what they said on Wednesday why this from CBS News Kimberly Sullivan stood in a Connecticut courtroom yesterday accused of Cruelty and abusing her stepson for more than 20 years police say the victim who is now 32 years old told them he was kept a secret his entire life locked Away in his 8X 9t room since he was 11 the amazing iated man who went 5' 9 in tall weighed only 68 lb when he was found by police according to the affidavit he also told them he would only be given two
cups of water a day sometimes being forced to drink out of the toilet and says he was only allowed out of his room to do chores for Sullivan he says he was pulled out of school in the fourth grade and had had no contact with anyone but last month The Waterbury fire department was called to the home for reports of a fire they say was started by the man in his room the man told First Responders he believed it was his only way out he was taken to the hospital and that's when officials learned the
details of his living conditions a't that amazing how is that possible for 20 years I want to just qu finish this story about this man that allegedly Was held cap for 20 years and the only way he were able to get out finally according to report he sat the house on fire his uh stepmother or somebody stepmother did this according to this report and so she's been charged with kidnapping according to this PO the stepmother denied the allegations and is being held on a 300,000 Bond watch this he lit that fire knowing he could very
well die but he been locked in that room for 20 years and for 20 years he been trying to get out of that room an attorney for Sullivan denied the claims of abuse absolutely not true he was not locked in a room she did not restrain him in any way uh she provided food she provided shelter she is blown away by these allegations Sullivan is being held on a $300,000 Bond she's due back in court at the end Of the month the victim remains in a medical facility for treatment the details just get worse and
worse he told uh officials that he was hungry all day every day of his life he was able to start this fire by using hand sanitizer and printer paper I read that he was drinking toilet water for he would have to drink toilet water he would get about two cups of water a day he was barely allowed to go to the bathroom the last time he bathed he said was 2 years ago Was just horrible I am disturbed he's Disturbed why he's Disturbed it didn't happen to him what the but it's amazing what thoughts the
imagination can make you do and yet you want to think you have a free will that you're in control of your own life think about that it's amazing that you're are not in control of your own life but you like to think that you are and as soon as you Know that you're not the sooner you'll be free you're not in control of your own life you don't even know who you are I ask people all the time who are you they can't tell me they said well I'm a a mother or I'm a carpenter
I'm a nurse I'm a doctor I'm a lawyer I'm this and that and they're telling me what they and so people you say I belong to God oh I'm a Child of God so they're telling me what they do Who they think they belong to but they never tell me who they are have you ever realized you do not know who you are think about that and you can live a lifetime not knowing who you are you don't know who you are and everything you claim to be that's not you it's not you but you
say that that's who you are and it's not you and so you're living a false life not even knowing that you living a false Life you got to un learn everything that you've been taught all that you've been taught has been wrong is wrong and it never has worked worked and it would never work it's not going to work you got to you need a renew mind you got to overcome a rep probate mind you have a new mind you need a new mind and you can have it it's done everything been completed the Kingdom
of Heaven is within you can have a perfect life right now you don't have to live in Hell and it is Hell on Earth inside of you and outside of you inside of others a [Music]