Greetings! * how are you feeling now? did you sleep well at night?
I am fine, dear Mustafa, you didn't tell us where Sharjeena is The house is so desolate without her I've put the breakfast items in the kitchen. Please have breakfast the maid must be coming in a while, I am getting late for office when will Sharjeena come? I don't know when Sharjeena will come also I don't know whether she will come back or not what do you mean, Mustafa?
Mustafa, call her back look. . I want to apologize to her I did a lot of injustice with her, I was so cruel to her she doesn't need your apologies, mom The time for an apology has passed Now, forget about the apology; she has left me too Why?
Did you guys have a fight? Had she left after a fight, perhaps I would have been more patient she left without saying anything I have achieved this house, car, wealth everything but. .
For whom I was gathering all this I have lost them what you guys have made me my own parents. . .
what was I. . .
and what I have become now look at this I feel suffocated to see myself like this You guys didn't leave me in a position where I could apologize to Sharjeena But Mustafa, what happened? At least tell us I got caught up in the race to earn money, that's what happened, Mom! A race with no limits, no end in sight and this.
. . my family had taught me all this In this world, respect is only for money, and nothing else In that house, my wife and I were humiliated, both when we woke up and when we sat down, just because brother Adeel & sister Rubab had money, & we didn't had any My wife was treated like a maid just because her husband had a lower status.
Yes, I was! what to do now? it was easy to insult us, it was easy to humiliate us it was easy to oust us from the house That's why I worked hard to achieve this house, this car, and all these things so that no one could point a finger at my wife or humiliate her I did everything but in all this.
. . I have lost Sharjeena in all this I have lost my baby, my baby died mom.
. . my baby died And after that, I couldn't even tell Sharjeena that whatever happened, I never wanted it to happen As much as you've lost, I've lost just as much I couldn't even make her believe that.
. . The excitement and happiness I feel about our child being born, I can't show it because I don't want to give the impression that she might start building expectations from me I couldn't even get my wife respected in the house, so how will I ensure my child is respected?
That's why I was never happy, I started living in fear all the time The only bright star in my life was Sharjeena she left do you know, its darkness everywhere everything is useless, blurred because you kept telling me Every time—morning, afternoon, evening—you keep calling me incompetent and good-for-nothing You are useless And you made me understand with such intensity that I started believing it myself, thinking, 'Yes, I must be the one' If they're saying so much, is there even a need to work hard? I’ve given up on the desire to become something To hell with it! If my brother and dad are saying I'm useless, then I must be, right?
Why should I even try? But there was only one girl who told me, 'No Mustafa, you can do something. ' you have capabilities my own blood relations couldn't see they never wanted to see Their only goal was to destroy me, they left no stone unturned But there was only one person who stood by my side At that time, when no one held my hand Sharjeena held my hand, and I held hers I've caused a great loss I don't know why I don't know why I caused a loss to her & to myself but I have achieved everything but I have achieved everything.
. but I have achieved everything. .
. I have to go to the office Mustafa I wanted to apologize to you & Sharjeena I wanted to apologize and tell both of you that I never considered you both as thieves It was under the pressure of Adeel and Rubab that I had to kick both of you out of the house I later found out that the list of my mistakes is quite long I used to blame your mother for everything and. .
. I never used to look inside myself Your mother might have loved both her sons equally, but. .
. I have always loved Adeel more I had always adored him more also I had kept him in more luxuries I got him admitted to the city's best school You always used to fail in school, so I got your admission in the neighborhood school for him. .
I used to get new books for his course, and second-hand ones for you I used to give you second-hand books I have been very cruel to you, Mustafa. I have been very cruel please forgive me please forgive me dear please forgive me my child. .
. Please forgive us, we really did a lot of injustice to you our grand daughter or grand son. .
Our next generation will also bear the brunt of the injustice we did to you and Sharjeena I didn't understand, until I saw Adeel's behavior I don't understand anything. I don't know what we did When we became lost and broken, when we was suffering, we remembered how badly we had treated you guys how much we have hurt Sharjeena but my child, my dear. .
. don't you worry I will personally go to her house to apologize to her I will convince her to come back to this house, you'll see it won't be needed, mom I have lost her get me out of here! listen to me Sir, get me out of here make me speak to my family, its my legal right what's wrong with you?
Sit quietly over there otherwise I will beat you so hard that you'll remember When you were involved in smuggling, you used to act like a big man now be a big man & sit there you do so many big crimes, so keep your heart big too look at him. . .
brother, what's your problem? your family or friends, nobody comes to meet you my wife has trapped me into a false case I want to speak to my family okay wait this inspector Maula Buksh if you will give him some money, so he will make you talk to them but your family has to pay the money it will be equally shared by me & Maula Buksh both its okay, I will pay the money. Just make me talk to them please don't worry, it will be done oh Salma, what was the need to do this formality?
I haven't come to drink tea oh no sister, its just tea Sharjeena will come in a while We have come to meet Sharjeena Greetings! Greetings dear! * please sit sit how are you feeling now, dear?
its better Sharjeena I have come to apologize to you please forgive me dear I have been very unfair to you I was so cruel to you I have never treated you nicely Even though I have a daughter, I never understood that I should treat others' daughters with the same respect. I am very guilty I am very guilty, please forgive me brother Iftikhar Salma, please forgive me You entrusted us with a piece of your heart, and we didn't value it, especially me I never showed any kindness or said anything good to this child And this innocent one never even turned around to reply to me she kept enduring everything quietly I was so worried, so guilty I can't express how embarrass I am and when we became homeless Then I realized what Mustafa and Sharjeena must have gone through when we had ousted them from our house When Shagufta and I were standing under the open sky, homeless at that time, I was realizing that. .
. what you both have been through when we had kicked you both out of the house and when Adeel & Rubab's true face came in front of us we understood everything we understood everything, what the entire matter was One of them even accused for the stealing They had a hand in that theft, maybe both of them did but we troubled both of you dear, I will be very thankful to you if you will forgive me Iftikhar, you were so unfair you were so cruel with them Murtaza nothing can be done now by apologizing The loss that occurred can't be fully compensated, but still. .
. Shagufta & I apologize to you, sister & Sharjeena once again please forgive us once, lets go back home don't do this I have forgiven you, and I have no complaints in my heart against anyone then lets go back to your house with us its so desolate without you and Mustafa is dying every other second come, we have come to take you please forgive me for this, but I won't go back dear, come back upon my request I respect you both a lot but I am sorry I cannot do this, please don't compel me I am sorry Sharjeena she didn't come, right? come, talk quickly sir is not here at the moment and be quick in whatever you speak ok don't start telling your love stories to your family whose phone is ringing?
I don't know, please check. I am folding the clothes hello! hello dad!
Its Adeel speaking Adeel? how dare you to call me? Dad, I'm in jail.
Please arrange for my bail whatever you did with us, after that we have no relation with you dad, Rubab has trapped me in false cases please get me a bail, the police has treated me very badly. I have been through a lot please If you don't get my bail done, I will truly die. You don't know the situation here whether you live or die, we have no relation with you anymore whatever you did with me & your mother, we'll remember it for a lifetime I had ousted you from my house, but your mother had brought you back in this house you have ruined our happy family you have ruined Mustafa's life you've left your mother & me to get humiliated in front of this world dad, for God sake listen to me dad Doesn't he know what he did to us?
he is asking to get his bail done He doesn't feel ashamed he must be in trouble yes! since you are a mother so your heart is very soft He must be in trouble! stop it now greetings!
* its good that you've come what happened? Adeel had called he is so worried the police is beating him a lot in the jail he is not well too, nobody is giving him any medicine or so yes even after doing so much he is asking me to get his bail done he was crying a lot, he said I will die in the jail he is in great trouble they are not giving him anything to eat you know he had a lot of tantrums, he had never slept without an AC hmm. .
. you are being so sympathetic now. Your motherly love for him don't you know what he did?
I know all, I haven't forgotten anything I am not saying anything wrong, I am not being sympathetic towards him you shouldn't be it was Mustafa who brought us here with due respect Otherwise, we would have been lying in Sidra's in-laws' house, shamelessly, just because Adeel left us unsupported whatever is happening is absolutely correct, why he did wrong things! Mustafa. .
. Will Adeel's bail and lawyer cost a lot? what?
again the same thing? why you women don't understand. .
do you want him to get bail? it will be done come on prince, lets go sir has called you me? you got a bail come quickly thank you!
sir, he is here Your brother has arranged for your bail you have hired a really good lawyer Adeel Ahmed had serious cases of customs violations and smuggling, so getting bail was very difficult whatever big things you've done try to bring some patience in yourself stop crying like this can we take him now? yes absolutely! thank you!
thank you! Mustafa Mustafa Mustafa, thank you so much for my bail believe me I haven't done anything, Rubab got me trapped let me tell you everything in the car I just came to get your bail done not to take you in the car Mustafa, I was. .
I came for mom's sake I couldn't see her tears maybe this is the difference between you & me you left our mother on the road and I came to get you out of the jail after seeing her tears Mustafa, I did many mistakes in my life I did a lot of injustices with you, please forgive me brother, please forgive us now and if possible please forgive mom & dad too they have sent a message for you They don't want to see your face for an entire lifetime Mustafa, this is the first & the last time that I am getting you out of the jail don't ever expect any such thing from me I mean, how embarrassing it was I was calling my contacts & asking them to get my brother out of the jail ridiculous! greetings! greetings!
You're back I had Adeel released Adeel got a bail stay blessed dear what's this? I have brought something for you what is it? your house that you've built with your hard work nobody can snatch it from you now Do you believe it?
Look how much we've grown so quickly The team of five has turned into a team of so many people today And if we keep going at the same speed In the next 6 months, we don't know where we might end up Danish, will you come for two minutes? please check the coding I want to talk to you about what? I haven't talked to you since so long I want to sleep while talking to you and after waking up in the morning.
. . again continue talking?
yes What kind of discussion is there that never ends until morning? I want to sleep with my head on your hand, forgetting all the worries of the world on my hand? yes Sharjeena I.
. I hope I haven't disturbed you no I want to meet you once, Sharjeena one last time After that, if you ever don't want to see my face, I won't say anything I will never come in front of you but just once Please. .
I was afraid you wouldn't come say something, Sharjeena Do you remember when we came here for the first time? when it was raining You had made me eat fritters from the roadside stall we had tea together I had hit Dad's car you had saved me from your mom's scolding its the most memorable day of my life At that time, I wasn’t worried about anything I laughed freely Maybe before that day, I didn’t even know how to enjoy life That day, you taught me how to enjoy life the Mustafa who taught me how to enjoy life who made me how to laugh freely I want that Mustafa back The Mustafa sitting in front of me, his thinking has changed his values have changed He is now focused on earning money I don't know this Mustafa Where has the old Mustafa gone? even I am looking for him, Sharjeena he got lost somewhere Do you know, when I look at myself in the mirror these days, sometimes I fail to recognize myself I don't know who is standing can't we unite again, Sharjeena?
Can’t you become the same Mustafa again, the one I fell in love with? who was careless but not bitter he always used to stay happy he was his own king He used to sit on his old bike with such pride, as if it were a Mercedes He was not a victim of the feeling of inferiority He never used to get impressed by anyone so easily He never wanted to be part of the race to earn money I want that Mustafa back I want that life back Earlier, we didn't have much money, but we had a lot of love. We had so much time for each other Life has moved on a lot Now, even if I want to, I can't be that carefree, that Mustafa anymore its too late its too late!
I know I took too long I know, I have snatched your everything from you I know, Sharjeena No matter how much I do now, the happiness we've lost, we can never buy it back you might forgive me but. . .
I won't be able to forgive myself ever your heart is big but I. . .
Mustafa, when it becomes difficult to maintain a relationship, then maybe it's better to let each other go at a good turning point Sharjeena. . .
I am saying the right thing If you can't become that Mustafa, then I can't live with you either So it's better for us to separate I don't want to put you through any trials I don’t want you to do anything you don’t want to do, and. . .
I don't want to give myself any more pain either Sharjeena. . bye!
hello, yes Mustafa! Sister Sharjeena had called She was saying that she is vacating the apartment I think we came to the wrong place no, its correct what is this place? by the way, who can sleep in this disgusting noise?
In this area, it will be like this, there will be such noise Didn't you see how the aunties were fighting yesterday? will you be able to live here? I will even live with you in the hut please stop it!
All this passion will disappear in four days; this place is not fit to live in but where we will eat? we will eat it on the floor as we have cleaned it so well just a while ago you were giving me very long lectures ok enough. .
. what enough? okay enough!
We don't have money for the basics right now because I've already spent a lot, and now you've brought home chickpeas randomly don't talk rubbish! Its done now eat it, they are good you are so cute do you know, you are cute okay eat it you are my hero, right? now start acting what a chickpeas they are.
. . they are so tasty you are so upset with me, right?
please don't be upset I haven't changed believe me I still love you the way I used to do you think I am not happy for our baby? tell me honestly, is it possible? I am happy, Sharjeena very happy But my happiness and excitement are always overshadowed by the fear that I may not be able to prove myself as a good father for my child I won't be able to give him the beautiful life that he deserves You’ve managed to get by with someone like me, a loser and good-for-nothing In hardship and struggle, but what is his fault?
Every child in this world sees their father as a role model and a superhero How will my child ever consider someone like me, a loser, as his superhero? That's why I'm trying to become a successful man I want to become my child's superhero My own family have repeatedly insulted my wife Because I was weak, I was powerless Should I watch the same thing happening with my own child? Should the world not respect him, thinking he is weak, just because his father is a loser?
I always want to build a better life for my child and for you Sharjeena, this silence between us, this wall, I am unable to break it That's why I'm writing this letter to tell you that I love you endlessly I love our child more than my own life, and I am eagerly waiting for his arrival. I am waiting I am focused on making myself worthy of him and of you Just don’t leave me, Sharjeena your Mustafa. .
you could write, but you couldn't speak You also threw it away as if you've kept it safely to give me even you threw it casually Even if I had said it, what difference would it have made? Every time I've opened my mouth, I've said something wrong I am not well-educated like you guys I don't know how to talk in bookish terms, I don't have that much wisdom again negative words! You only know such words!
You judge yourself, always speaking negatively about yourself. You never say anything good Sharjeena, you know, I used to think that I was very stubborn but I am not Whenever you’ve been hurt, it has also caused me pain I knew it was wrong, I did it! But then I also thought that this girl understands me, she won't judge me I wanted to do a lot for you, and I was doing it.
I swear I could see The day you left your bed and slept on the couch for me, I saw it that day that innocent Mustafa who do realize its just that he cannot express it what's the benefit of that realization? Turns out, I was a loser after all I don’t understand whether this Mustafa is a loser or that one, because both have proven to be losers I lost you I lost us I lost. .
. what do you mean? what do you mean that you've lost?
Am I crazy for sitting here in the dark and hot weather with you? what do you mean that you've lost? this darkness is our choice we've chosen it consider this as a sign from God Mustafa, the darkness was there when you slept on the couch and I slept on the bed The darkness was there when our times of sleeping and waking were different why didn't you tell me?
you were talking with the walls here, you should have told me I had become like you too I also started feeling that if I say something, it will go wrong we were upset, we were angry we were quiet, we were upset we were not close to each other, but we were together we didn't had to leave it wasn't an option We got married, we made a commitment It was supposed to be fulfilled, you said it had to be fulfilled I was angry I was calling continuously, I was trying to convince you I made a mistake I made a mistake I made you upset, I never intend to No, lets end this now. Lets fix all of this you came to end it, right? You came to end it by packing everything.
Why did you come here? its my husband's house I can do whatever I want to why are you looking at me like this? give me a hug give me a nice hug, Mustafa thank you so much!
I miss you! I miss you, Sharjeena that's it I've started to like you so much now? what if you become my habit?
why? I will fall in love with you So? it will be difficult for me to live without you it will become mandatory for you to live with me Everything can be put at stake we will do it even life too.
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