I once had a dream where I was inside this mansion and there's a lot of uh nefarious and and evil things being done in this mansion and I was a part of it I was a slave to the mansion and I knew this I was aware of this and I realized I needed to get freedom I needed to get out in the dream I felt that deeply and I didn't know where to go I was aware that at every corner there was somebody sort of blocking the the ways to leave this mansion and so I
went on top of a bed and I laid on it and inside the stream I told myself I'm going to call upon the name of I am and I started to feel myself to be free and I kept feeling myself to be free all of a sudden I found myself leaving this place I found myself in front of a door that was unguarded I like maneuvered my way out and I escaped this mansion and I was running and I found my freedom I was running away and running away and running away and I was thinking
about how the name worked I called upon the name and it worked but then while I was running I started to doubt the name I really started to question and I said am I really free what if what if they come back and get me what if they catch up and and track me down and find me me and then the moment I started thinking that these people that were in the mats and grapped me and caught me and put me right back and and I doubted the one name that worked I called upon the
name and then I started to doubt the name and so I went right back into where I was at now I woke up from that moment but the dream that wasn't trying to scare me I was I didn't feel afraid or anything I just saw that I wasn't using the name of I am correctly because I wasn't remaining loyal to it I was doubting it and by my doubt I went back but I could have just I knew that the moment I went back I can call upon the name again and again and again until
I until I get it right until I finally remain loyal and I stopped doubting this name and so that dream is a very you can see how that relates to this world in a sense we're always remaining loyal to some idea of oursel and if we are in a place that feels entrapping we want freedom but what we'll do is we'll go to some outside God we'll go to some outside person to find our freedom in that or we'll we'll want that thing to give us the freedom we want to give ourselves or we wait
and wait for somebody to come and free us when really we should call upon the one name that works and that name is I am and it's not a string of words it's not something you say with your lips it's an awareness of being what am I aware of being and I call upon that name of freedom I want freedom so I want to be free I imagine myself free I imagine myself being free in spite of my circumstances in spite of the senses of the day in spite of the reason of the day in
spite of the politics of the day I imagine myself the way I want to be and so I said this before is that you want to you want to use the words of Christ where he says whatsoever you desire believe I have it and I will and you want to choose these words every day as your own as if you said them and you live upon them daily and you choose those words despite of the senses you don't choose the senses you don't choose the reason you call upon the name of I am and if
I want freedom I don't go to anything external to me to find it I believe in my own Freedom by assuming myself to already be freed and in that case dream was a very important dream to me because I was in a circumstance that was very entrapping and regardless of it I believed in that that name and so wherever you you're at right now you can practice believing in the name of I am and this is the only name that works the crystals won't do it the cards that we flipping won't do it I won't
find it there I won't find it in a temple or a building I won't find it in some leader what I'm looking for is within me and it's asleep in a sense the state I want to be is sleeping and it causes it's asking for me to wake it up I arouse it within Me by believing myself to already be that thing now in my case I doubted it I believed it for a moment and I got the freedom I wanted but I doubted it and I went right back but this place is a school
it's a school this dream is a school and we're we have to learn to use this name of I am effectively and we do that by remaining loyal to it now if we falter if we fail in believing in or trusting it you simply go back and do it again until you get it right until you get it right there's no failure truly you keep going back and using this name until you finally believe in and remain loyal to it that's what we're doing and so in this case this Mansion this these evil acts in
this Mansion were putting me in a state of really feeling like a slave and it put me in a state of feeling stuck and trapped and I knew intuitively I I wanted my own Freedom back and regardless of what was showing me I did not I did not allow that to decide who I was going to be inside but I didn't go to some external God I went to the only one I knew which was my own I amness we're told that's God's name and that's the name forever now I can go astray and leave
that name behind I won't maybe I won't take it I will say well that's I'll take a different name and then we next thing you know we we find ourselves believing in all sorts of gods and all sorts of objects because we don't believe in the name of I am we don't want that to be our God but I really do urge you to trust in that name and you'll see you're trusting in yourself essentially but in my case I faltered a bit I became afraid that it could be stripped from me that the freedom
I'm assuming myself to be could be stripped from and taken from me and I didn't realize that I was the one doing it by doubting it the moment I doubted my my own I amness my own freedom I was the one who took it away I was the one who put myself put myself back in that mansion and I can take that and apply it to my life and you can apply it to your life wherever you're at call upon this name and use this name wisely and take this name in love which is to
not take it in fear don't be afraid of the name don't be afraid of changing the name or using it and I want to reiterate this point is that in spite of the senses of the day in spite of the reason of the day you will live upon these words that whatsoever I desire I'll believe I have it and I will you will live upon these words as if they're your own words as if you said it you choose it daily in spite of everything you live upon this new premise in life and you will
call upon the only name you know to call upon which is I am and when you start to call upon this name and it starts working you would realize that your own Freedom or the thing you would desire to be is always within you it's not outside of you so you don't have to go outside to find what it is you want to be it will forever be within you and you cannot lose it all you cannot lose these things you can only believe in them again you might forget them but remember remember that you
are free it's another way of saying it if you forget your own Freedom you forget you you you do what I do and you you misuse the name of I Am by doubting it just go back into believe in it again trust in it entirely again and live your life upon this name so I'm going to end that one here I just wanted to share this dream with you and hopefully motivate you to trust in this name and believe in it and not doubt it like I did but if you do just go back to
believing in it again so I appreciate you guys listening and I also do um live streams uh one-on ones and if you want to join you want to do all that just go to the description I appreciate you guys purchasing the book I hope that it's help F if you want to buy that as well it's in the description but again um trust in this name it's the only name that works truly
