just remember that right here I could have been doing something with a lot of curses in it and I wouldn't run with online Vibes to the last word it been a whole bunch of [ __ ] rocket rockers but I ain't going to do that for the kids out there so I change but B on so imagine it was a rap on the back of that B on that's it [Music] where do you see yourself in 20 years from now if God give me breath for 20 more years I see myself changing the world because
my thought patterns are so opposite of what's the norm really so I would have to change the world or I have to be changed by the world um how is it working with Su and for you and a lot of your East Coast Fans feel like your new allegiance to the West Coast has felt you know a lot of them feel me you're not as loyal to the east coast anymore that's so nonsense poy Coop because this is not a new allegiance to the West Coast I've been on the west coast all this time it's
just because some people not all some people on the East Coast be on their dick so hard that they never heard me say that I'm living on the west coast it's just that by me keeping it real I always said where I came from I always gave New York their PRS on me against the world I took a whole song to give it up so now the next album when I want to give it up from my home where I'm at everybody got a problem why didn't have no problem with biggy saying Brooklyn in the
house every [ __ ] show he do why didn't have a problem with Bronx and they just did a Sprite commercial off um the bridge and KRS Brook what why is it not hip hop when I do it what I mean godamn why is it suddenly a [ __ ] tripping when I do it why everybody else could have a war have beef Within the Music talk about differences and it's okay it's music it's hip-hop it's groundbreaking when I do it it's war and that's all I'm doing all I'm doing is saying I'm tired of
you talking about where you from and and if that's what we're going to do now cuz we was doing it like hip hop was one nation and I have proof to say what what I was doing I did more for the East Coast than the East Coast did I put more guns in East Coast [ __ ] hands than east coast [ __ ] did when they came out here I put them [ __ ] on the more weed Gates and weed spots and safe havens and safe spots than the East Coast did I put
more rappers on than they did I gave biggy his first shows I was the one put I was that bridge that [ __ ] used to walk on to get over here I explained it I'm the one that told you I'm why all these [ __ ] run around with a gang bang on they payroll now is there still a beef going on with you and big it was never a beef it's only a difference in opinion to me if I like my my homeboy sh gave me the best advice I could ever give from
anybody he said he's when people ask him if he's beefing with um bad boy with puffy say like me going to a playground and picking on a little kid right that's like me being mad at my little brother cuz he getting cash now I'm not mad at that I'm just mad at my little brother when he don't respect me now when you don't respect me I'mma spank your ass I don't give a [ __ ] how rich you got on the Block I'm your big brother I will break your big ass down and that's my
that's only that's my only point and I feel as though he wronged me you got out of hand and you wrong me you got seduced by the power not cuz it's an evil person but because money is evil if it's not handled right if you lose your composure you can do anything and he he fear got stronger than love and [ __ ] did things that they know they weren't supposed to do they know in they heart that's why they in hell now right they can't sleep that's why they telling all the reporters and all
the people why they doing this they [ __ ] up hip hop cuz they in hell they can't make money they can't go anywhere they can't look at themselves cuz they know the prodical son has returned I'm alive the ghost is walking around you know what I mean and I'm alive talking in jail I didn't talk I made peace now everybody that thinks that I disrespect it or I love I love my East Coast Fans I'm from there I'm eating New York Pizza I Drive New York Jeeps want here New York but I'm saying let's
keep it real for a second if you have to love of music that you are study go back and study study how Party and [ __ ] was me before I met big you don't hear my style study how after I met Bigg ready to come out his whole style CH study study why I would be mad study why I be would be mad when half of New York half of the major New York rappers or they or they managers or they agents or they somebody was there when I got shot and nobody couldn't give
me no information just study that study how when Wu chain got they chain snatched at 66 dupes I not only found who did it right but gave them the message that if they want to see the [ __ ] that did it they can see him man to man just you and them no guns no nothing if you feel like that that's all I ask for that's all I ask for if you going to act like you a gangster or a g or the King of New York I'm expect that and when you don't come
through then I'm going want to crush your Empire and that's what it's time for um so do you think puffy was involved shoting only they can answer that question I have my own opinion but I wouldn't slander their name like I wouldn't say things that I knew you know what I mean I believe so I do believe so I have Pro things that I can say that will back up my claim but this is not for the world to know about you know what I mean it's between me and him and only he knows so
every time he say it didn't happen that's the only thing that makes this become an issue to everybody cuz I read I you seen what I said in the vibe article I basically bowed out it was going to go ahead about my life the next issue that no it wasn't even the next issue cuz them cowards waited about four issues before they got their story together four issues later half of New York is commenting on me getting shot and before they was all like we didn't see nothing and the first issue read it Vibe viewers
Nobody seen [ __ ] the fourth issue when they came back with a reply everybody knew what I did they knew what I said I was acting who get shot five times and acts oh I didn't get shot five times in their Vision I only got shot once cuz they found the bullet the police found a but now they the cop now they doing detective work they found a bullet oh you found the bullet huh so what is this other [ __ ] in me then what was the doctors talking about what can you explain
these other hoes in me how do I get gunpow all over me that's what that is soed my intelligence so yes I did say thug life was dead yes I bowed out all of that but when they said that they breathe New Life in me and thug life not only became a rap group but it became a way of life for life for me because they they disrespected me my name my family what I had been through they said that I couldn't be in pain I could not feel I could not be hurt in my
moment of pain they was when I was shot five times in gym for a crime I didn't commit while every other black person I mean whoever they was [ __ ] babies in the ass or killing [ __ ] and cutting them in 50 pieces these [ __ ] got support I go to jail for a crime everybody know I did not commit get shot five times and I'm getting raped in jail Wy wty they just say anything to a assassinate my character what that show me remember remember this lack of a conscience when I
come out remember this lack of Mercy when I come out remember this lack of compassion when I come out but now I come out everybody want to calm down and relax and forget what you said D Donnie Simpson was on TV in front of bars like this going who am I Tupac but I'm wrong you feel me [ __ ] is Hypocrites you r I gave my whole soul to you [ __ ] and said yo I'm do I'm I just want to chill I just want to live like and [ __ ] took shots
from every direction they thought that man that I'm gay now he [ __ ] me in the ass now so okay you want to see some Macho [ __ ] I'm the most Macho [ __ ] out here I'm the most I thought you [ __ ] knew I'm the most thuggest [ __ ] out here I'm the I have no [ __ ] fear I have no fear I have only ambition and I want mine and I will do anything to protect and feed my family and these [ __ ] represent a threat okay
cuz I work too hard on this and as far as hip-hop and all of that I feel as though I'm not the god of hip-hop but what we do on the west coast I sold 5 million in two months big album been out two years he's barely touching 2 million this [ __ ] that had 50 remixes a th he got everybody in New York in his videos and still barely touching 2 million I've been out two months my [ __ ] Sold 5 million with two videos out I'm just starting These [ __ ]
Can't Touch us they can't they can't really is funny you think the new era rap is like non thug life or whatever like ready see that's what they want to do okay that's what they want to do because now everybody is shell shot and they having trauma we've been having traumatic nights always I want to get away from it a lot I tried to get away from it but you can't that's what they taught me right the streets didn't teach me that Thug Life can never die the world taught me that I thought I could
retire and move on when I moved on to the SoCal real world the Civilized World these [ __ ] is worse than the [ __ ] in the streets they was telling I had little girls writing to me crying saying you got raped in jail I'm so sorry that [ __ ] right there is what will fuel the anger that will never die yeah having to I had to write letters to a thousand little kids explaining to them that I would be dead before a [ __ ] would rape me and you know that so
as far as everybody there is no mercy in my heart you know what I mean I'm not out here on the wild [ __ ] like I was before this is not the same Tupac believe me I'm just very pissed off and don't think cuz you see me at an award show smiling or giving away an award or because I don't fight at this time and that don't mean I ain't mad I'm pissed off and this Ain don't tell me ain't nothing wrong and we should all be together and woo woo woo cuz y'all [
__ ] ain't getting no more money you ain't getting no money cuz I made it that way you have groups coming out you produce the Outlaws oh really I murdered thug life and gave birth to The Outlaws I murdered th life Them [ __ ] Ain't act right I murdered all of them as far as the music business and I gave birth to The Outlaws and they all blood relatives now I got a military not mob like Italians but mob like we've been mob orientated all our lives [ __ ] that [ __ ] they
be telling me about because everybody saying because we choose to be organized now that we are emulating Italians and we should emulate Italians cuz they don't like us [ __ ] got to Twisted you know what I mean we got or gation because we Peak game and it's not the mob really that we seeing it's really the government they the biggest mob that's who we study governments just like me they say this guy's Mr duplicity he's always saying this good [ __ ] to the females and he say ho and this and that see that's
where you're wrong first you tell all the niggaas they telling to short he never say nice [ __ ] and they telling him he's a horrible person I say one bad [ __ ] on one side a good [ __ ] on the other side and I miss the duplicity what does World want they have to sit their politically correct ass down and figure out what it is they want cuz they [ __ ] all the time I'm really into books they I'm into the par right now I'm into um Mastering the Art of War
The Art of War I just found all these new books um um thoughts of a general uh how to win an argument every time the buying of a president um um what's that book I got the the Russian guy stying Stalin I got that Christopher D hook uh you'll never work again in Holly whatever that is when they talking about people that slept together I read that a lot of different things but mostly [ __ ] on what built generals and what made countries and what what I want to read what Clinton read cuz he
does the same [ __ ] I do but don't you know get in trouble all his home boys committing suicide he get caught with his pants down in the bathroom and this [ __ ] is still the president I got women on you know marching outside my shows this [ __ ] is the [ __ ] president I'm 24 he 40 what's his excuse respect sad s sad yeah he's aside from the fame the money what what do you think you can offer someone relationship a woman you man I believe that I always discuss this
I feel like I'm one of the oldfashioned type of guys where as soon as I find me woman that doesn't mind the fact that I want to be in charge and that I believe that just like with the yin and yang as a masculine and feminine I believe in that in a relationship I believe that most of our problems as black people and as period And as people in general is that we forgotten our roles the men have forgotten their roles as men therefore the women have forgotten their roles and that's where we get all
this duplicity and love making and duplicity of sexuality is because we forgot in our roles we willing to settle for last not that they're not legitimate people who really do like this side but a lot of it right now now was just this [ __ ] Ain't [ __ ] so I want some [ __ ] you know what I mean and the [ __ ] just being like you know these black [ __ ] ain't [ __ ] W or these white [ __ ] ain't [ __ ] woming for me I can't do
that I I can't turn my love off for a woman no matter if they send me to jail and they talk [ __ ] and they really do piss me off but I still can't love a man I still love women I still get excited when they come in the room and all that so I feel as what I can offer is my my viewpoint Who I Am My My Style my lifestyle and that I'm I believe in my heart that I'm a man's man I I'm man I made myself I'm I'm a millionaire by
my own hands you know what I mean I fight for myself I been fight for myself I'm a struggler a striber I take care of my family I take everything that you want I do you know what I mean it's just that I'm real so I don't I'm not politically correct but I'm still a man's man and I believe in family Valu what type of woman would it take very very very strong woman and one who was more in love with me than I was because I have to be more in love with her than
she is and that's what it is every time I fall in love with a woman I don't fall in love with the woman she is I fall in love with the woman that she could be I never I haven't found a woman yet that fits up to my standards and I'm sure I don't fit up to anybody's standards but I haven't found one yet but I I found ones that I think that have the potential to be the rawest woman in the world you know what I mean I feel like it's natural for a man
especially being black to feel like he's a king and he's looking for his Queen and that's where I'm at right now you can't be a king until you you made yourself until you've done something and I've accomplished my goals my goals is set it out to make me a man now I feel like I'm a man now I I set out goals to make me a king now not a king of anybody else but me you know nobody else is under my rule but me and my kids you know what I mean but I made
myself into a now I need a queen to be happy so that I could be a teacher and a father I can't be that until I find a queen so I'm stuck to do what to get hey man let bring my little homie home he is not old enough to hang out with [Applause] you I was home yeah no I went to the gas station to wait for y'all y'all kept going so then I went behind you and kept going behind you when I came behind you you already went to your house when I came
with Tom my house you huh at your house oh you a see excuse me S my little homie on put him in the cab or something uh I'm doing that at 2:00 all right yeah yeah what the Yeah Yeah out here too I think 106 so um can you send a [ __ ] home you tell him that I will tell him that I'll put that in so can you see the V huh come on man the batteries is running out cuz man we got some work to do you know I got to go back
to the movie set tomorrow I don't got but today the work day ass yeah trying to rush the studio so can you handle that for me please all right stop [ __ ] man put him in the C I know I know you smoking on your you [ __ ] cash bro but send a [ __ ] home all right all right now he don't how how to drive don't give him no car just put him in the C drive put him in the C man [ __ ] crazy Drive yeah come on man B
that [ __ ] crazy coughing all the phone and [ __ ] he trying to take move to Vegas [ __ ] can't get no casinos [ __ ] gave but what 12 he going to Vegas then I said no we going swimming that [ __ ] can't swim he got some I said gotor Till theor cuz fatal coming then move going be gone I know he got to come on though unless he take all y'all that's I'm one of them parents you want to take one of our kids out take all of to Vegas
don't just take the cute little ones yeah I'm working on one right now Tim ra and Tandy Newton called gridlock oh one coming out it should be out in January February we doing the soundtrack too really you feel real positive about very very positive so great it's going to be something totally different hopefully this will do something for you know what I mean this sh if if nothing else at best it'll just prove I can show up for the on the set on time and still having an hour s five doing my [ __ ]
and still pushing this thank you and still be doing that show just that that we that I want C there nothing else to show why I should not be in jail cuz in a little bit of time that I've been out I made these things to shutter I don't need to be in jail know you can still rehabilitate my ass right out here you know with everybody else cuz it's the money that rehabilitate not the jail okay what about father figures like you don't hear much about you speak about your mother a lot not as
your father um you have a relationship with him I thought my father was dead for all my life except after I got shot I looked up and it was this [ __ ] that looked dead on me and he was my father so I found out we St take no blood test but I mean a [ __ ] look like me and then the other [ __ ] is dead so to me it's like I'm past the father thing you know what I mean but I do want to know him and I do know him
we do talk and he did help me while I was locked down he did come visi and it's all love but I'm past that religion what religion are you I'm the religion that to me is the realest religion that is I believe in God I try to pray to God every now as I pass out and I think that's and I and to me religion my idea of religion is this I think that if you I got I learned this in jail cuz I I talked to every god there was in jail I think that
if you take one one of the old out of good is God and if you add a d to evil is the devil I think some cool [ __ ] sat down a long time ago and said let's figure out a way that we can control [ __ ] and that's what they came up with is the Bible cuz if the GU wrote the Bible I'm sure it would have been a revised copy by now you know what I mean cuz a lot of [ __ ] has changed and I've been looking for this revised
copy and I don't see it I still see that same old copy that they had from then and I'm not disrespecting anybody's religion please forgive me if it comes off like that I'm just stay my opinion I feel like we get crucified I mean the Bible is telling us all these people did this because they suffered this much that's what makes them special people I got shot five times one 2 3 four five you know what I I and I got crucified to the media you know what I mean and I walked through with the
thorns on and I had [ __ ] thrown on me and I had this the thief at the top I told that [ __ ] I'll be back for you you know what I mean and trust me this not supposed to be going down I'll be back so I'm not saying I'm Jesus but I'm saying now we go through that type of thing every day we don't par the Red Sea but we walk through the hood without getting without getting shot you know what I mean we don't turn Water to Wine but we turn [
__ ] dope dope fend and dope heads into profitable producti citizens into society you know what I mean we don't do we don't we know we turn money we turn words into money you know what I mean what what greater gift can that be so I believe God blesses us I believe God blesses those that hustle those that use their mind and those that overall are righteous I believe that your karma everything that you do bad comes back to so anything that I'm doing that's bad I'm have to suffer for but in my heart I
think what I'm doing is right you know what I mean so feel like I'm going to heaven you know what I mean and I think Heaven is just when you sleep you sleep with a good conscience you don't have nightmares and hell is when you sleep the last thing you see is all the [ __ ] up things you did in your life and you can see it over and over again cuz you don't burn cuz if if that's the case it's hell on Earth cuz bullets burn you know what I mean it's people that
got burnt in fires that means they went to hell already you know what I mean all that is here so what what else what do you got there that we ain't seen here right what you going to walk around aimlessly that zombie [ __ ] that's here you ain't been on the streets lately you know what I mean with Heaven is now look we sitting up here big screen this heaven for the moment you know what I mean hell is jail I seen that one trust me this is this is what's real and all that
other [ __ ] is to control you if the churches took half the money that they was making and gave it back to the community we' be all right if they take half the buildings that they use to praise God and gave it to [ __ ] who need God we be all right we be all right have you seen some of these goddamn churches lately ones to take up the whole block in New York it's homeless people out here why ain't God letting them stay there why these [ __ ] got gold ceilings and
[ __ ] why God need gold ceilings to talk to me why do God need colet Windows to talk to me why God can't come where I'm at where he sent me if God wanted to talk to me in a pretty spot like that why the hell he send me here it you know what I mean that that make ghetto kids not believe in God why that's true so that's a wrong religion I believe in God I believe God put us wherever we want to be at then it makes sense that God will put us
in the GH that means he want us to work hard and to get up out of here that means he's testing us even more that makes sense it makes sense that if you good in your heart then you you closer to God but if you evil then you close to the devil that makes sense I see that every day all that other spooky [ __ ] don't make sense and I don't even believe I'm not dissing but I don't believe in the brothers I was in JY with them and having conversations Brothers I'm God God
if you God open the gate for me yeah you know how far the Sun is and how far the Moon is how the hell do I pop this [ __ ] gate and get me free up out of here then I'll be a 5% of full life but never SE
