Baby baby baby oh baby baby baby baby baby baby you when I was 13 My First Love there was nobody hey pal buzz and lovies welcome back to mooning amusing with Megan Hannah that one's for Nick yeah shout out Nick um life sucks sucks life sucks it's Miserable sorry um my condolences we didn't want to talk about it but we thought we should at least address it yeah for a little bit before we try to get back into the group so I'm feeling disappointed um very disappointed yeah extremely disappointed one might say yeah um it's
yeah kind of my how I'm feeling so far now after after the the shock of the Events and the morning that I had of that week now that it's you know coming back around yeah it's just disappointment well a big part of the pain is the people in my life that cared about me come to find out well they voted for Donald Trump the amount of unfollows I got with like of course I was on my story derating Trump ra voters because it's what they deserve um and the people that like the unfollows I was
getting I Was like what were you already doing here you saw me post like there should be no shock at all what like of all the [ __ ] that you post on your story too and everything it's like what are you even doing here in the first place yeah let me say from the bottom of my heart I think you're a [ __ ] if you voted for Donald Trump I don't care who you are for everybody [ __ ] ID are a [ __ ] idiot and I do i l we mean that
for everybody who did in my respect Dwindling uh and that's that and it you know it sucks and I don't care that it's divisive uh your choice to go do that was divisive um and that's where I'm at I'm pissed and I don't want to bring that energy here because this is supposed to be a safe space for yeah us so between us we know it's disappointing it hurts um I'm going personally going to get more obnoxious and gayer if I can um and I'm going to be more in everybody's face about it because I'm
going to let you know I was like is this my job am I going to have to be obnoxious about it to everybody cuz I will know and like that's not fun the most sassiest funniest people in your whole entire life the most sassiest funniest most ciest people that you'll ever know are the ones that you went out and decided to do harm upon enjoy your boring life please God oh my God I had a Tik Tok That said um you got to be a boring ass person to not be one of the demographics affected
by this [ __ ] and it is so true if you would like to know who said that I reposted it on my personal Tik Tok account that's going to be Cowboy like me gone on Tik tok.com y'all got me [ __ ] up any hoodle what you been Ming abusing about besides the election okay okay did you want to say more I mean the only thing I will say if for All the people who watch and like I'm assuming you're in a similar boat like us with close people who obviously claim to you know
care about you and love you um voting for Trump like I'm I'm just I'm sorry that you're also having to deal with that and like to to navigate that is difficult because it's not like there's a a book that you can like look at and figure out how to do that because it's this is unprecedent it you know like you know people you love you know Show up for the people like they love and it's like I'm just not seeing it so um yeah I will say on a positive note there have been other times
in history that have looked very dark and disal there have been Bleaker times this looks very bad and it shouldn't look like this with how uh we have history books uh don't know how that [ __ ] happened I do actually go reference our Fox News episode we do know how it happened we did our job we told you about the Brainwashing I can't believe that didn't solve all of Amic podcast episode about brainwashing with Fox News I don't know why that wasn't on everybody's [ __ ] laptops phones I don't know why was there
oh you're so right like I know everybody [ __ ] watches this podcast how are we not changing Harris actually used it for part of her campaign tactic yeah it got cut I know you guys didn't see it but they had to Cut it out too long but um yeah it's been Bleaker and we have yet to see someone actually make f ISM fully happened yet you know what I'm saying like they're really doing their darness but we will persevere [ __ ] we will what they going do one thing about one thing about like
any minority um we will you survive and you persevere and you fight through it like because you just [ __ ] have to it for some [ __ ] reason There's always one thing aren't you so tired that's well that's what I was like hey I'm 26 years old and I'm already is this what life is for people who are not a white man cuz it's even those white like straight women even them like they're not safe so it's like let me say this too cuz I'm tired of this I'm tired of this uh I
the way I've seen even on the left people say stuff about like oh I voted like not not That they voted for Donald Trump but that they've seen people say like I voted against your rights for cheaper milk [ __ ] where who where did this narrative come from that Republicans handle the economy better they [ __ ] don't it they don't do they're better for No One except rich people and they're not going to make your milk cheaper they're they're for price gouging like that's the side of the spectrum they're on they love it
they Love a like a free market [ __ ] you got me [ __ ] up they're not looking out for the the majority of the people in their country they they Republicans are not better for gas prices milk prices egg prices anything they're not better for the infrastructure of the country they're not better for getting Social Services out to the people that need them they're [ __ ] awful unless you are a millionaire that is the only people that they serve and it's people That think oh I'm going to take the American dream I'm
going to start a business and I'm going to be a billionaire no you're not first of all secondly they're not oh I anyways anyway I digress yeah y'all make me sick but I just needed to get on that side yeah cuz even on the left people are saying like cheaper milk it's not true I don't know how they got that narrative going that they're better for the economy because they are not but I digress now we can Move on we talk about other things unless you have more to say um obviously we could talk about
this for the entire episode but we did not want to do that um so we gave it a crisp six minutes yeah and I think that's a good that's a good tight tight six um I would say that I'm okay with hitting a lighter topic and it's lighter to me because honestly sometimes it seems like such a joke how some people [ __ ] act in the show um but we watched Love is Blind yeah and it Is always so CU these are real [ __ ] people you know can none of them act like
what I would act like people are so interesting it's shocking every time yeah and you know what you can always pick out people that you're like oh they're definitely going to make it pretty far they're like there seems to be some genuine like um mutual respect you know the love yeah yeah you know you can always pick out the good ones but then you have the people that like what Are you guys doing here like did you guys did you guys really think that it was just going to be like got married and it was
just that dude it's like you have to be compatible like in a lot of ways oh my God the awkward the awkward um my sisters came and brought that's what that was one of my favorite um things in that show is when they finally meet the people in person because I Always like you can tell when some people immediately you can tell if they have chemistry yes right off the bat not even not even if like you you're not it's not you're not always vain okay when the physic cuz like you can't help it sometimes
you can't help it that your brain is not attracted to a certain type of person you have got to be there has got to be pH for me you have like you're like on the asexual spectrum and like that's just like a different Journey for You if you're a sexual being and you don't feel sexual attraction to the one that you want to you can't do it yeah and you might be able to find it but yeah yeah dude watching think about me specifically too I am horrible with my face terrible you can always tell
like with me if I'm like not feeling sorry I'd like to think that I have an okay poker face but I think more than anything it kind of just goes into like A blanket face that's not a poker face it's not because then you realize you're like oh this person's got a lot of stuff going underneath there yeah oh yeah I the way that I would have been like in the way sometimes they walk out you all remember Chelsea Blackwell last season oh do you know what I'm talking about she's said she look like Megan
Fox yes and got yes I remember for on the internet I could see it a little bit like I kind of know what she kind of Meant but well I would never have said that a million years even if I look just like her compare when we said this experiment where you don't talk about your physical attribute you do not talk about anything like that because you were trying to Love is Blind you're trying not to tell them anything about what you physically look like it's all about what you have inside obviously so when you
introduce that into the conversation you are Asking for them to like like interpret you in a way that you probably didn't want to like dude I you never want to overell yourself to celebrity just don't not she wasn't beautiful but like now he's picturing Megan Fox and like that's not what you want that's what I'm saying you don't you don't want that don't give him this image when it's like do you want to be compared to Megan Fox like I mean were you even similar to her besides like a Little bit of the looks like
I mean don't even just don't even do that don't compare yourself to people literally make them clear what you're about and then they're going like that's like what are we what are we doing here this season with Love is Blind too I feel like it was blatantly obvious the whole time who it was going to fail to like sometimes you kind of see it go like a certain way actually that's not completely true cuz I really did think Ramsis and I love her and can never remember her name Marissa I loved Marissa I love Marissa
energy Vibe how she was as a person how communicative she was how understanding she was I loved it I absolutely loved her you could tell she really knew she definitely was yeah the journey that she put herself on like and she did the work for herself like that that is amazing I love when you can see somebody that really was like I'm going to make myself Better for this world and for myself she end up with Ram's stupid condom thing which they brought that up on the reunion did you get to that yeah I watched
the whole reunion and I didn't finish it so I'm a piece of [ __ ] but well that's a bold statement thank you I appreciate you telling me that's a bold statement not just agreeing with me um but never agree with you he had said something about the condom thing yeah I know like to address it to make himself Look better [ __ ] those words came out of your mouth I know and it's like you couldn't even figure out how to word it because wording it in any way shape or form you're coming across
as an [ __ ] buddy yeah I'm anle I know how like especially with the podcast not that I edit it like a whole whole lot but like I just posted a clip with like the words out of order and it looked like it wasn't out of order so I was like it's easy to like edit stuff but even with Context I cannot imagine what context you could have added to that that made it not shitty yeah the fact that he was like I just don't want to have sex with a condom he was like
talking about like pleasure like it was better and I was like yes obviously sex for pleasure totally understand like you'd want to be happy about it um I will say that your argument for that pleasure does not like it doesn't beat like that she's just Like it just doesn't like the fact that he voiced it it's like you didn't like you were thinking in your head and you like came to the conclusion that you should say it out loud and make it clear and it was like he didn't seem like the type of person to
think a whole lot of what he was saying through like the way that she was like I said on the last episode the way that she was like I don't want to be touched and he was like just thinking of himself and what he Needed and touching her while that that was another thing with their relationship too I found very interesting is like everybody is so complex so they deal with their own emotions and other people's emotions in different ways than their partner would so like when she voiced and made it clear that she needed
a certain type of like space and stuff but then he likes the physical affection and like I I totally understood where She was coming from with like sometimes you just you cannot give that person that like physical like connection that they need all the time because it is draining sometimes like it really is especially when you're not feeling good which is what the situation was D and it's like I cannot give that to you when I'm already feeling so like and if that was a problem already for him like like the way that he needed
it a lot I was like dude like I yeah I don't know How she is but I was like I don't know how I would be able to step up and every day I I couldn't do it I was start getting resentful and then exting mad and then when somebody encases me like literally wraps their entire arms and they're taller than me and I just am literally cocooned by them um I think I would overheat and I would I it would just yeah it would be not good it would not be good don't touch somebody
if they said that they didn't want to be touched It's that simple anyway yeah so and that ladies and gentlemen and na is consent that's what that yeah hey it's a big deal thank you thank you for bringing attention to that yes um yeah I did I loved Marissa loved Marissa she was a very kind soul I kind of didn't like her as much in the reunion but I do need to say this piece real quick too for why this condom thing R me so wrong yeah yeah uh pun intended um the orgasm Gap too
like For a man listen this might be controversial take maybe it is maybe it isn't I don't know but here I am um for him to be complaining about like not being sexually pleased I know you're finishing you know what I mean is she finishing every time like I don't know their situation but like well cuz it yeah it's specific for every couple if you look at like the majority of like heterosexual relationships there is an orgasm Gap Between the man and the woman right they literally kind of talked about it a little bit when
they in the show when what's her face I think asley were literally talking about it just about sex and how they're uh yeah just in that topic so I kind of take it with a grain of salt with the amount of times that Marissa has probably like not completely gotten there yeah or like and I don't want to dog on Rams just like that cuz I don't know Rams just like that I don't Either but I'm saying like whenever a man gets to complaining about something like condom doesn't feel as good I'm like do you
know what it's like to be a woman do you know what it's like to be a woman that dates men because we not working with the same equipment and one equipment is a little more complicated it takes a little more effort it takes a little more learning yeah it takes time it takes a little bit of concentration it's not just quick and Easy so there's that too so that kind of just put a poor taste in my mouth so I was like can you gain some self-awareness can you gain some social awareness can you find
it in he is a person that definitely Prides himself on like being UND standing and a listener and it was like but I didn't see that in you well it was like with the topics that were coming up it was like check yourself bro and then the stonewalling at the reunion oh my God she ate him up when she was like and I see Ram just over there being quiet I was like that was one thing about the reunions when I was cuz I I don't think I had ever watched I did not keep up
with love his blind very well and I never really watched the reunions but um so watching one for the first time watching Nick and Vanessa okay doing their like like what do they I feel like the Producers don't even give them that much of like guidance guidance either because like when I see them thrown in there and like it's getting a little heated between two people because I mean some of the [ __ ] that happened on the show well yeah and then they be like this person finished talking they were like um I remember
that you said earlier on the episode in this episode blah blah blah and I was like didn't they have they had tan France Either through the last reunion or the one before but I like I like I he did selling sunsets did he do they need to have tan France do every reunion the way that he was getting to the bottom of it he's so emotionally intelligent too that he's good at like not having it be dirty [ __ ] tan I icon tan France that reunion was also it made me look at love is
blind a little differently too because I I guess they Do have their own little Community the way that they brought past people on there sitting on the other side I was like this is interesting such a unique experience I think that every time whenever they're like it doesn't seem like you're taking this seriously I was like how is anyone taking this seriously I could not the way that they'd be like you seem like you're messing around be like I am I'm talking to a wall all day what do you mean yes I'm I'm here to
Cause Havoc you got brought the wrong [ __ ] on this show the way I'm getting married oh yeah the way that I would have been like we would have come to an agreement hey if we want to get married we need time we can date for a little bit no reason for us to go have this uh wedding that everyone else just had that I also would be a little annoyed that it looks like they get married like just about at the same Place they do yeah right so it's like it is nice though
I'll give them that some of the the stuff they I would also be upset about the dress situation where they have to go with all the other little F people I get that but like it's like you're compromising on a lot of stuff for the you know cuz you to do it on the show so yeah I don't know they bring like two people from their own families that's another thing with that support system you just not that whole This whole experience is like pretty [ __ ] wacky yeah like if you're not if you're
not um like a very like uh solid person on your own very self assured yeah if you're not then you're going to waver like so much H there's a lot of stuff to talk about with it like the stuff with um God who does hannnah with Nick Nick and Hannah that relationship bullied him bro I don't feel he deserved all that I really don't so I don't know we obviously don't know the whole story And like I'm sure Nick has his own issues like we all do um I will say it's like and like they
talked about on the reunion but like before we get to the reunion I just watching their relationship it did make me like I was like I felt so uncomfortable because I have been like around people who are kind of like Hannah in it like sometimes you can handle that and sometimes you can't like that is like overwhelming when somebody is well she never had a Single nice thing to say about him and like that's fine if she's not into him that is fine I don't know why she went so far would say something though like
but do you think I like she would add something and then he would like agree but then it was like well then you're like it's like a you know it just you two were not vibing and you should have just broken up quicker instead of bullying well it's like we don't like like let's not we don't have to fake it Like let's at least respect each other enough not to [ __ ] fake it and then them getting on him too and like this is the thing with the Love is Blind thing is like it's
it is an experiment and maybe love isn't blind so when everybody was like Nick did you say you weren't attracted to Hannah it's okay for him to not be attracted to Hannah like that's okay for him to have gotten to her and not been attracted to her should he going no Should he be getting [ __ ] for not having physical chemistry with someone CH with someone no well and I will also say Obviously Hannah has still has I don't know her but it's pretty clear that she still has major body issues with herself yeah
so I feel like that was also coming to surface where she was taking it as because he wasn't physically attractive she was like shaming herself and I feel like he did Do a good job of trying to make her feel assure her reassure I know it was very clear that she wasn't feeling that way she wasn't being like horrible to you now did he say some stuff behind her back I'm sure he [ __ ] did well he did some very IM like the stuff with the duck thing oh my God the bouncing on the
duck well was like get off that duck brother what are we doing go ahead get off the duck Ian yeah theirs Was that one was like I could not stand when they would pop up on my screen even more so who I could not stand when they popped up on my screen was uh oh my God what's his [ __ ] name oh the guy the [ __ ] Sleep the Sleep guy sleep test guy if that's not ringing any bells red yes yes yes Stephen and I forgot her name don't know yeah and I'm
not her flowers she needed those flowers so bad that's what I'm saying that's actually what I want to talk about more than Anything it's not even what happened with him sorry to her but like hey are you well what's wrong what dream did she give herself where it's like she like created this fantasy in her life for her life and needed flowers so [ __ ] bad like what she she pictured a perfect relationship and she was like he's always getting flowers for this woman it's like this is what I need I don't know why
she was so set on it the amount of times that woman said the word Flowers in one episode that drove me crazy that also killed me extra because they were on vacation like that was like the vacation portion and I was like y'all are doing so much fun [ __ ] when do you expect him to separate from you go get the flowers and bring them back not even just that I wouldn't even expect anything while I was in Mexico or even when we're in a new each other like in person you don't need to
give me the gifts since even if my like top Lov Language was like gift giving and her very clearly was I think she said as much I would be like I can wait for that yeah like we are having so there are so many things that were happening in such a short span of time I wouldn't have like yeah no and then the little date he did the the Pressed flowers and stuff like that and I was like come actually and then he like kind of cheated was like a dumb dummy head yeah Yeah I
didn't agree with them King sh shaming him though like they gave him so much [ __ ] for like that's disgusting and I was like oh no I don't agree with the King shaming at all well that proba should have been something and maybe they but they should have discussed that in the pods if you have like like extreme sexual fantasies that's something you tell the person you're marrying it is because I'm assuming you're having sex with this Person you're marrying so assuming your partner your sex partner they didn't say what the Kink was either
for me to even like have an opinion on it but like I don't know I don't believe in Keek shaming but I do believe that that should have been disclosed if that was a thing yeah should had a little chat about that maybe yeah but it's hard like that's and that's why the chemistry thing is difficult because when you're talking through a wall it's hard to have Those kind of conversations in it so the back and forth isn't as smooth as you would like and I'm sure sometimes to because you can't [ __ ] see
them I feel like I kind of know what it feels like now with the dating apps which y'all have been messaging asking about there's not much yeah is I [ __ ] hate it that's all I can tell you I [ __ ] hate it yeah they're not that fun y'all no and y'all were right it takes a long time I Also don't want y'all to be disappointed like I I see yall getting a we're both bisexual there is still a chance that one or both of us ends up with men so I just don't
want yall to get too attach yeah I'm not like being super super uh active of seeking it out but yeah remember we are open to all genders so yeah I don't know I've been finding myself feeling pressured to like try harder with women women cuz of y'all so be sweet to Me but yeah that's been a journey for me figuring all that out it is very different talking to women than it is men it is a very different Dynamic um and I do like them I feel very in my queerness with the talking to women
but it is different definitely different do you want to what like can you give me to elaborate yeah a little bit okay so I don't know how much to this so the dating apps have made me think a lot about like gender Dynamics Because I feel like dating men I don't know how much of this like this isn't like a slight to any of my exes but like cuz this might just be me but I feel pressured to act a certain way within my gender when in a relationship with a man so and I've always
been kind of a tomboyish girl you know what I mean so I feel like I I catch myself like raising my voice when I talk to men or like catching myself being like smaller making myself smaller dainty yeah or Like not saying as much as I want to say yeah so it's been dialing yourself back yeah down a little bit almost yeah because you and I don't even know if they're doing that to me or if that's just me like Society has done that to me rather than it being on a personal level that's how
you should approach that relationship so I've been trying to kind of not let myself do that when I'm talking to men where I'm trying to like just give myself yourself uh as much as I can and just if they don't like that then they can go cuz that's the way it should be right like yeah you shouldn't be like obviously you compromise with relationships occasionally but for yourself and how you are you definitely should not be changing well from the absolute jump the your best policy is just to be honest about who you are yeah
honestly even though that is sometimes difficult it's scary it is scary it's vulnerable yeah to not like wear when it Doesn't work out with somebody yeah but it's like don't you feel so much better when you are just being 100% yourself yeah because like someone will appreciate that and want that it just Tak time yeah it literally just takes time no I just know that that's true yeah well it's that's kind of what Drew's book talked about a little bit is like love yourself enough to be okay with yourself if nobody's going to love you
the way that you deserve to be loved Yeah like for [ __ ] I've been trying to really take that to heart but it's hard for me because I have uh like this has also been teaching me a lot about my attachment Styles um I'm just going to talk about it well that's why I asked you to you know I had like like I talked to this one guy for like 5 days and like he just rejected me you know didn't want me and that has been my hardest thing to overcome in this like dating
process and I think it's because I have such like an anxious attachment style that the rejection was like oh sick in the head sick in the head next level oh my God but yeah there's been other people I've been talking to um nothing like serious really that serious though like NE nothing like super heavy yeah so I've kind of just been taking it like a a way to hone in my social skills as well because I've been out of the game for so long our job requires us to be such loners that I Feel like
I have forgotten how to like truly talk to people so you and that is also different talking to people than it is texting people though like the mess talking to people in person I can I am not my social battery is shot like so [ __ ] quickly but I am a little bit better in person because I can like my Char like my you know come across yeah yeah like that's much easier in person um I can do it over messaging But it's like then again it's like it takes a lot not reading the
tone correctly because they don't know you in person as well and you have to say more to like get your Vibe across than you would with like social cues and like the way that like body uh the way you communicate with your body body I'm damn the way youate with your body that was kind of that was kind ofun at me but um anyway yeah you have to say more Words and like put like weird punctuation and emojis and stuff to like be like this is like my zest yeah whereas in real life you could
just say your words and be like yeah a little FL with your face yeah I miss meeting people in real life I miss Force proximity that's what I miss oh oh I miss it and I hate it actually I love like a romance novel that's like force proximity like we have to stay in the same room together oh I Actually I [ __ ] Hae that [ __ ] up you know when you you're reading a book and it gets to the part where it's like what are the odds and it was like oh I
know one and they get to the hotel room and it's one bed give me it give me it I want it give me it and I want it now oh Baron reand he left his wings out I'll get there I just I decided with the holidays coming up I was like you know what I think I'm gonna try and do it and I think Megan Has some physical copies well I don't know all of the series so I was going to do yes I think a court of thorns and Roses so I was like I'll
just I'm gonna whether I want to or not I'm going to force my brain to like stick with it she's [ __ ] floating that would be crazy if you just lift it out of the seat turn it up name the song guys they probably will you want to it's lizo um but I am going to start quarter thorns and roses And I'll see if I can get through that and then I know there were the other Series yeah sure yeah so I'll try and do that not just for like Society you know just to
feel one with everybody else but specifically for Megan give me some sure you to but I was like I do want some spice and it's like it's not [ __ ] happening no offense to every person out there on those dating apps but it's like my brain must be wired a different hard though CU if they come right at with Spice that's too much but it's not spice Megan it's like just be like why are you not like the amount of times that I have been asking questions and like trying to understand how they are
as a like person what they're into and it's like they respond it's a back and forth for a second and then I end on something but then they don't follow it up with the question back to me and it's like I'm not like I can't do it like I can't do it like I when it's texting like that I Won't be persistent and like send another text right after one it's like no my brain will not let me if they're not going to give me a question then they done lost me completely and I feel
bad but I also don't because you heard it here folks you heard it here first if you're here if you're here watching this from one of the dating apps stop yeah highly I don't know do I don't I have told at least three people about I that's another thing haven't even gotten To that point I thought the next time I did match with somebody I would like you know what before we even start talking here's my [ __ ] podcast let me know if you actually want to talk to me bye yeah I that's that's
been like cuz I don't know if I want them to watch it or not I don't know if I want them either one hand it would get you to learn me right away and know if you with all of my air of mystery gone like there's family lore on here and Everything like you know a lot about me not enough of the family lore to just get rid of the mystery that's what I'm saying there's so much that we're not going to talk about on the podcast because that is not for public ears that is
not for people to understand the Dynamics so there you go there's some more mystery little yeah we're so mysterious you guys can you tell oh yeah but yeah the dating apps are not that fun uh I thought it was going to be I like had to force myself to get on to do a couple swipes to make sure I'm still like doing something and then yeah it's just it's [ __ ] annoying to honest it's also like little Kentucky fish fish fish fish I don't care how you [ __ ] identify I actually when I
see no matter who you are when I see them holding a fish it I yeah I am a person that swipes left it's like look you can totally go fishing all you want you're just not Ever going to be hanging out with me why can't okay so like as a person who's a serious connoisseur of floating on a body of water oh yeah you are I love floating on a body of water I would love fish without the fishing just sit on the boat with me and listen to Tunes why do we have to why
do we need the pole why do we need to fish yeah why do we need to fish and if we are going to fish we could do it with a net and get like maybe a turtle may see the Turtle turtle nobody's hurt I love when they put turt a little confused but nobody's hurt yeah well they got a new experience back home and tell people about what happened yeah yeah or frog you see frog yeah I would enjoy that putting them back slippy he's a friend ah slippy I have a pet frog have I
ever brought slippy up on this podcast I don't know maybe may put a picture slippy I named him slippy because he's Slippery he's pretty cute love that and hate that so there's our dating app update you guys have been asking about uh there's not much I'm not going to tell you all about my prospects because that's my business yeah you guys will hear about the prospects at later time if they are not if they are like a they yeah if we discussed prospects on the the podcast it's because there was like there's a there's a
strong chance And they're like ahead in the game right now there there's there would be no reason of me to talk about somebody on this podcast unless they really like was a really serious it was very serious yeah so we we'll keep youall updated on how that's going but it's probably going to be this a similar update for like a while pretty much pretty much unless something amazing happens something amazing I guess name the Movie I don't know something amazing I guess dude that kid is so cute and I understand I also would have been
waiting for something amazing to happen too that's pretty much every day of my life w a tricycle [ __ ] I love tric amazing what'll we it what time I would like a boring uh 36 I would like a boring like day as well because I'm tired of waking up and seeing just Tragedy [ __ ] news yeah just big news all the [ __ ] time I'm a little too amazed actually give me some good amazement anyway good amazement um what do you think I'm about to say interiew no that'll come up later H's
new album yeah okay so [ __ ] good she did such a good job on that album well so it's like when an artist and yeah h is an artist not just a musician when an artist like tackles a art project and like the way That this out I love calling it The Great impersonator cuz yeah you truly are sheing she she really did the thing yeah dude and like taking taking my notes and like looking who the the song that she wrote was like is inspired by The Vibes were like and like it was
fun going back and forth and like seeing in the visuals yeah oh I yeah she knew she had [ __ ] with 8 knew she knew we needed the whole picture that's why I like when people Like literally treat it like an art project like the work that was put into this phenomenal absolutely phenomenal it's um it's kind of heavy for me to like sit and listen to a lot but that's one of the things that's so amazing about it so like I don't know what she was sick with but she's made like kind of
clear excuse me anyway she's made kind of clear I have a snot problem she's made kind of clear that um she was dying or like she Had a terminal illness I'm assuming she's healed from that I very much hope so that would be awful um and she has that kid and she just got engaged so that would suck she just got engaged yeah I didn't know they got engaged well I knew they were dating I didn't I didn't think that they were going to I think she talked about it on call her daddy we should
probably watch that podcast considering we are podcasters yeah we'll get on that um Anyway lost my train of thought really really really liked Lon is the muse uh based on like just the sonics right away yeah that song ate I also really like Nightmare and uh experiment on me by her like her like really rock songs um but the way that she imper like did kind of impersonate these artists she was inspired by that was so cool yes I could tell the Stevie Nick one with Stevie ni right away right when the the drums started
like right when that like Immediately I was like oh take me back in time yeah like truly um the one that she did that was impersonating I think the song was called the great impersonator the York yeah BJ R yeah the way that she did the um oh I ate that up and I don't even know like I haven't listened to that artist originally but I'm going to go check them out because I liked that song because that was awesome yeah and I've heard of them so I know that they're kind of an icon um
ego ego That one supposed to be I don't remember my notes are gone some of them I didn't know like that one might have been PJ Harvey I don't know who that is either so it's it's getting me to like go look at these past women as well I did know of PJ Harvey I had at least heard listen to music one or two songs is it a band like are they in a band I know the lead singer is if it's a band the lead singer is a woman and then the Cranberries one Is
that PJ Harvey yeah see it's it just has a woman it doesn't even show a band in the picture so okay well I knew PJ Harvey probably wasn't a band but it knows she was in a band it just shows her so I think PJ Harvey so she's giving us a little bit of like music history lesson she's processing her grief of herself yeah in a very artistic beautiful way I forgot what my first point was but you get it I you guys should listen to That album it's so good and look at the visuals
I I think it like how beautiful it like the letter to gods were really good too like the additions of those into the album was like really really like really good um there's another one um I [ __ ] with the Darwinism I like that one a lot I I loved every single one of the songs on here I really did there wasn't one that I didn't really um [ __ ] with but um I like the Maryland one too lonliest girl in La is That what it was only girl live only living girl in
La Jesus similar Vibes yeah I really like I never loved you that one was good I like that she called it I never loved you even though that wasn't really the the message m I don't have a lot of words to say my notes guys got [ __ ] they're gone that was a a dark daying Universe yeah as in like I don't have those quotes anymore so and that wasn't even the biggest loss Yeah like I treated the notes up like my journal to everything it was like it was my grocery list it was
the notes it was the quotes that people said I had wrote written journal entries diary entries or whatever uh letters to people that I hadn't fully decided if I was going to send type Vibe thing you know my entire [ __ ] life was in my notes app yall remember in Little Women when Amy throws the Noel yeah yeah my phone hates me um yeah And I felt like Joe just I just lost all of my my entire being you should have seen happened Hannah opened her notes to put a quote from me in there
so that's the single quote now is it yeah there's only one [ __ ] quot she looked up at me from the I was sitting in the recliner right over there this is where it happened yeah I was sitting right here and Hannah said uh dude my notes are all gone and I cracked up because like at This point what else can we do I was like of course we both were like really was like yeah I was like for real yeahi it's all gone literally it's all gone that's hysterically and teared up um didn't
feel good it's been a rough week and I know like the the blank like election is the blanket and then it just seems like all these little things are just not going right yep so yeah sorry guys we forgot to hop on here and thought we Were going to be like a little blip of light but hopefully you can laugh with us about this [ __ ] I hope you guys can yeah cuz God damn ain't it ridiculous not laughing then what else are we doing else it's ridiculous it's absurd yeah I can't believe the
arguments I've had this week and like maybe it's a little early but I think November um um the word of the Year for me I'm going to say is ridiculous that's the word I'm using Here's some good news sgm wait sgn some good news yeah the day this comes out my birthday is the next day I will be 26 years old and then we're even yeah yeah we'll be the same age again and then she'll turn 27 and then I'll catch you that November yeah thank you for the edit by the way Moon fans love
you that was sweet a birthday edit is extremely sweet yeah hope you're doing well hope yeah Um also Interview with the Vampire yeah that's pretty [ __ ] nice I never finished season one and Megan had uh gotten caught on it and bought season 2 because they didn't have it on Netflix or whatever yeah but uh and I didn't know but there there's supposed to be a season 3 coming out next year so that'll be fun I I really enjoy it it's a very good show that's one of those shows so I like a show
that's going to give me everything like the sauciness so I want To laugh I want to see romance I want to think about something that I don't get to think about a ton and to me that's like a perfect show um The Haunting of Hill House series all of those are very good at that love those love all the studio ji movies are also really good at that so like this is kind of the caliber I'm putting these in for myself um big category yeah yeah so this show first of all the concept of living
forever really makes me think hard because immediately The ethics of everything is going to get very different and whenever your body is that durable so like you have to look at like abuse differently or do you you know what I mean cuz like the way that they were like hitting on each other I was like yeah but like there's no real risk there you know what I mean except for like emotional but at that point you experience so much trauma in decade like not even decades centuries of living is trauma even real to you anymore
like you Get so desensitized and then what is that are can you still be a good person get yeah with certain traumas is very fascinating I guess you could say and then the way that they treat people like cattle and then it's like we treat cattle like cattle so it's like what's the ethics of that yeah there are there's like levels to this so you have to think about all of that type of stuff and then on top of that you have all these sassy ass people like lat sassy Armand sassy Lou sassy Claudia sassiest
I love all of them um you get the queer romance you get like the full send queer romance too and like the way that they would get I would forget that like homophobia existed so there's like a scene where they're like dancing and people are getting pressed and I was like that's right don't give a [ __ ] about thisiss too on the disc for and you know and it was and he said like that night was like they had committed Heinous crimes that went down in history yeah and he like the only thing they
didn't write about was me and lat kissing left that part out he said the only part too heinous to talk about was the was the boy kiss we can't talk about that yeah H the show is so good it's so thought provoking the yearning yeah and there's yearning yeah the yearning is really nice I love a yearner that's the problem with dating ABS is no nobody nobody Wants to he anymore got me pissed off I'm allergic to the lack of yearning well like y got me why like yeah like what's so you know the best
make out spaces then what like that one's messing with you forever cuz all I wanted to know was whales what how are you going to say I talked about whales too much I'm like tell me about the whales and he's like Kiss well was like there's no way you were talking About whales if your brain is on the best make SP yeah you're a liar actually you are a [ __ ] liar remember that man's name goodbye good riddance goodbye and good riddens I hope the whale flips your boat no I don't the whales are
[ __ ] scary that'd be kind of cool I would not like that I would nobody would like to be flipped in the Water by a whale I wouldn't like to be flipped in the water period no did Yeah I was going to use my big whale ass to to flip your boat what do you mean it's like not even funny no it's just when you said my big whale ass I I did think that was funny did you picture me as a mermaid but my bottom half was a whale no can you imagine a
mermaid but it's a it's a but it's an orc not an orca oh but it's it's a off back whale mermaid can you imagine the titties would be why are we not doing that hey why is There not more of that yeah we're talking about a siren taking out a pirate ship yeah she going to have big titties I jump in I know that hands like I still need to finish Interview with a Vampire and you will yeah so that's what we got going on y'all I don't really have you got anything else um no
oh well we're going to a Casey musk graes concert that's right um I was tackling her new album deeper well a Little bit more when I had first listened to it I like it didn't like it wasn't one of the those albums where it was so like moving to me immediately but on get on these peace arches like Lord did it love Lord's album I also like deeper well but um like yeah it's easier for you to find yourself when you're not poor yeah so I kind of had a hard time well being like yeah
I'm so glad you know peace personally I'm still worried about portion yes yes well like that's Why so like her album was I've listened to it quite a few times now and it is has it has really grown on me and it's very good um and I can understand why she's gotten her certain points in her life compared to me in the album it literally she said I turned 27 or something like that so we're like not that far off yeah from her with age and stuff like that but our experiences are so different so
I always find that interesting listening to artists like With Hy like h's not that much older than us just a few years so it's like it is fascinating the live they've lived truly like I don't know I think that there is ways to for us to find like ways to live like a peaceful and fulfilled life but like there is something to be said about having access to resources making it like obviously your life is going to be a different path yeah um and neither one of us really even has it that bad so like
People have it worse than us and I have a very hard time not thinking about that constantly and how much better things to be for everybody y y yep yep yep yep yep so dis times uh this week sorry guys I hope it at least was like a little upbeat like I think it I tried to give it my all and if it wasn't hey that's that's that's that's how trying dude and that's how you're going to feel about it so yeah thank you for voting if you Did we'll have another nonprofit probably by the
next time we're here hey guys it's time to lock in out there yep um be smart we're going to Rally yeah we're going to do what we can we're going to get more obnoxious we're going to find a nonprofit and next week we won't be so dismal no we will have time to have recover next week in two weeks pardon two weeks and um I'm personally going to turn into more of a bully to Trump supporters I actually think that that's what they need I have tried going like the more peaceful path because I live
in Kentucky but at this point get [ __ ] so I'm prepared for that smoke truly prepared for the smoke Megan's prepared for the smoke I'm not looking forward to the smoke but I know the smoke is is there I personally thrive in confrontation so don't test me yeah or do find out I'm sure plenty of people will want to test Megan and you Know what I can't wait to watch it yep so I'm going to have po find out what is she getting I thought she uh belly is being bad oh okay I didn't
even touch her so let that be known all right do you want to do your quote that you found oh yeah so guys because I'm out of [ __ ] quotes altogether I was going to do the one that we did but it wasn't no offense wasn't that good it wasn't good enough for a pod so I I what it was I'm have I'll see that after I'll to decide Like how you feel about it um I just picked to Britney brosi quote um and it was kind of hard finding that cuz she just says
a lot of funny [ __ ] but she's not a person that I can like quote just a snippet it's more like like she's just she's a funny [ __ ] funny so it's yeah so I picked uh this is what she said here okay I just got done pooping okay cuz I bodied a chicken salad sandwich and that she had said that like coming on to the podcast just got done Poop in okay yeah so got you got to do bodied a chicken salad sandwich the use of the word bodied yeah I thought that
was so I was like no DH she had to go poopy yeah chicken salad will do it to my body anything yeah all right that'll do it for us this week we will see you all in two weeks we will keep we will keep you updated and we we going back to the one week it'll probably be honestly after the new year though so prepare yourselves for that
