What stopped you from doing something you shouldn't have done on 27th of April I went to a local park that is on a river intending to kill myself well little did I know two of my friends were there now it's 119 Acres so my chances of seeing them were so slim yet I did I talked to them about other stuff for a bit and walked them to the car park where they then left and I turned back into the park as it was getting darker at this point it was about 8:45 and I was alone
in this park with only fisherman being the closest humans to me I fully intended to kill myself but I thought of the impact it would have on the friends I saw as they would have been the last to see me and I realized I couldn't do that to them I walked around and phoned a suicide hotline but was on hold the way I felt in that moment was the worst I've ever felt there's not really a point to this post but I haven't told anyone anyway thank you for reading if you are reading this it
means a lot things are slowly changing and I'm just glad my friends were there at the time they were or maybe I wouldn't be here right now
