i was in my early 20s and was unfortunately unemployed the stress of not having a job while living with the obligation of having student loans in addition to the monthly payments for my student housing always weighed heavy on my shoulders i was a student majoring within the medical field so it was always inevitable that the majority of my time was delegated to school work and applying for jobs online as i was living off the funds i made for my last retail job the quality of my life at this time was both extremely stressful and depressing
as i would literally live off eating crackers and cheap instant noodle packs i would even go as far as to sleep hungry sometimes just to save every last dollar possible to help pay for my rent and school funds i remember staying up late one night as i had a biology exam coming up within a few days i could recall being overwhelmed from the monotonous material i was drilling into my head when i heard a loud knock on my door sarah sarah can you answer the door it's charlie hello i know you're in there i heard
you watching tv five minutes ago yes what do you want charlie i need to talk to you can you please answer the door hey sarah you know your rent is due right i'll get it to you by tomorrow i've just been a little flustered with school don't worry you can give it to me tomorrow thank you so much charlie you're a lifesaver make it easier on you i do take other forms of payment you know uh i'm good i'll just pay you tomorrow what's wrong sarah i'm just trying to help a pretty little girl like
you out don't you want my help don't worry it'll only take five minutes tops we'll act like nothing ever happened imagine not having to worry of paying a single bill again sarah for just a measly five minutes of your time did i ever tell you that you look just as beautiful as my daughter i said i'm good you better pay me tomorrow you little brat or else you can get the hell out of my property i've always had unsettling vibes from my landlord the day i moved in here but unfortunately couldn't really do much as
the housing market for students around the area were either occupied or way over my budget as busy as i was with school i was always a social butterfly at heart and had a pretty decent following on my social media i unfortunately didn't make any money online but i did have about a couple hundred fans in my dms and comment section asking if i had an only fans i of course didn't own one as i was always hesitant in encountering weirdos within the online world i really didn't want to run into the risk of being recognized
by any school colleagues or relatives for that matter considering the internet was a large place where anything could be shared or screen recorded nowadays at the time that this occurred i was extremely eager to make any form of income without having to deal with the hassle of working a regular job which is why i ultimately decided to sign up for an only fan's account i decided to take a couple of provocative selfies of myself while wearing some outfits that i thought would be appealing to the rather large male audience i had accumulated through my years
on social media i even went as far to take self-portraits of myself in bed using a professional camera i had owned from a while ago i remember uploading the catalog of images on my profile while promoting it on my instagram story just to see if there was going to be any first-time buyers willing to see the other side of me i made sure to hide the stories from my close relatives especially my mother as i didn't want them knowing i wanted to explore the mature side of myself and that i wasn't solely depending on making
a living using only fans i can recall it not even being five minutes yet when i noticed a notification on only fans i then refreshed my home page only to see that i got my first paid subscriber if i had to be honest i was quite thrilled at the notion that anyone would be interested in me or should i say my looks i remember the user then sending a message saying hey beautiful happy to be your first only fan sub i typed thank you let me know if you'd like to see more the user then
playfully requested for several provocative pictures of myself wearing lingerie i felt a little uncomfortable hearing such a request but i knew in the back of my head that this was going to take some getting used to especially if i wanted to pursue a potential career on only fans regardless of who this person was i decided to take the requested pictures in front of a mirror using my cell phone i then uploaded the images onto my laptop and charged the man a lump sum of 50 dollars per photo the man then responded i want to be
your one and only customer forever i obviously found this a bit alarming but casually brushed it off by telling the user i was going to go study and that i was going to catch him later i then made my way to the kitchen to make some instant noodles while resuming the dreadful exam preparation i had procrastinated on since the beginning of the day i remember studying for at least a good two hours straight before calling it a night i then headed back to my bedroom only to notice my laptop was still open and wanted to
see if there was any further activity with my onlyfans account that's when i saw at least a hundred unread messages coming from the same user that i had interacted with earlier the messages varied from things like where are you to hello i've been waiting for you for hours now to really aggressive messages like answer me ho this left me completely dumbfounded as the user then seemed apologetic towards the end of the messages as if he suffered from bipolar disorder i honestly contemplated on blocking this guy but as i scrolled through the messages i noticed one
of them offering to pay me 100 if i sent a video of myself crying on camera i couldn't tell if this guy was joking or if it was some sort of sick fish of his but i decided to oblige as i really needed the money i began to screen record a video of myself using my webcam and began to force myself to cry by thinking of sad things like the death of my grandmother or the divorce of my parents and how my dad left my mom hanging to be a deadbeat dad i eventually stopped the
filming and sent the video to the user for a price tag of one hundred dollars about five seconds later the user immediately sends another odd request as if he disregarded my last video and was craving for more the message read can you stick your finger down your throat and vomit in a bucket i'll pay you another hundred dollars what the hell what a freaking weirdo this seemed extremely off-putting but i felt as if i was obliged to do so considering i was an extremely broke student and needed any kind of funds i could get my
hands on i decided to grab a large bowl from my kitchen cabinet while contemplating my conscious decision to do such a thing as i sat in front of my laptop i held the bowl with one hand and stuck my index finger down my throat with the other while simultaneously trying to regurgitate the instant noodles i had just eaten i then sent the user the video with a price tag of 100 again the user instantly replies in a matter of seconds with another odd request his message read cut a handful of your hair off using a
knife and i'll pay you 200 i felt pretty hesitant at first but as i digested the odd request i thought it would be an easy 200 bucks considering how i always wanted to get a haircut anyway i responded with a stern sure brb as i went into the kitchen to grab a knife from one of the kitchen drawers as i stared into the reflection of the blade i began second guessing myself as the thought of sadistically tearing my hair off with a blade seemed very inhumane i unfortunately allowed my stupidity to completely overcloud my judgment
as i ended up biting on a piece of cloth while raising my hair with one hand and then slowly cutting it off with the knife on my other hand i remember trying my best not to make too much noise from my repugnant decisions as the sheer distress from the back and forth carving of my hair left my scalp throbbing in an excruciating manner i then shouted there's your stupid video you sick freak are you happy now huh huh as i gestured a hand of my detached hair that's when the user immediately responds with another sadistic
request saying now cut your finger off for another two hundred dollars i immediately dismiss the user using profanities in vulgar language basically telling him to go f himself as i simultaneously block his account i then went into the washroom and began to sit in the bathtub to reflect on my bizarre decisions and what possessed me to do such a thing i could then hear my phone vibrating on the bathroom sink several times from the notifications set on my phone as i got out of the shower i checked my phone only to see the notifications were
from a user with the same profile name on instagram i could tell that the user was obviously a stalker as he had no followers but was following at least a couple hundred others i then opened the user's messages only to see screenshots and video footage of what transpired within our only fan's interaction as i scrolled up i noticed a lengthy message from the user asking me to bring a knife to an undisclosed location if i didn't want him to send this to anyone else almost like i was getting taunted and blackmailed at the same time
i ended up accepting the user's messages and replying with affirm i'm gonna sue you if you don't delete those images and videos he then responds with an image of my mother's instagram and says is this your mom's instagram i then reply with what the feet don't do it i'm begging you go to the park now okay fine you win i'm leaving right now you're free that's when i tucked the knife underneath the band of my leggings and began to walk towards the park i then text the user for further instructions as i surveyed my surroundings
at the park only to see a homeless looking individual laying on a bench that's when i get another text from the user saying since you didn't want to cut your finger off cut his and i'll leave you alone i then pulled out the knife and began to approach the homeless man as i could see he was completely passed out drunk from the empty alcohol bottle laying next to the bench he was sleeping on as i cautiously approached the man i began to elevate his pinky in midair with one hand while raising the knife with my
other hand i then swung the knife in one quick motion that's when i ran back towards the main road as the man screamed in agony i eventually made it back to my place and began panting in distress and exhaustion without making it obvious to the other individuals in the household that i had initially stepped out i then abruptly got a call on my cell phone i was a little hesitant to answer the phone considering i had not given out any personal information to the user as i pull out my phone i can see that the
call was surprisingly coming from my mom i answered the phone and said hello what the hell is wrong with you sarah why would you do that why have you freaking lost your damn mind you're all over the damn internet i was 22 years old and was always despondent from the lack of job offers i was getting online not having the responsibility of a job drove me crazy for the latter part of my post-graduation time off as the lack of response from the dozens of job applications i had applied for online were either being neglected or
probably in someone's spam box i wanted to make a steady income which would have allowed me to find a place with my boyfriend john and possibly move in together i also wanted to prove to my parents that i was something they could genuinely be proud of but they unfortunately weren't the most supportive as i got the move out of my place vibes every time we interacted with each other my boyfriend john was the only person in my life that was supportive of me i was supportive of him as well as john went through a traumatic
experience of dealing with his ex-girlfriend's death about a year or two ago she apparently died from a brain tumor which left her in a coma for the latter part of their relationship it was obviously a bitter pill for john to swallow but through time he eventually came to terms with the loss and found some closure along the way there was a time when jon recommended that i use only fans if i wasn't able to snatch a job within the next few months as it was a great source of income according to what his ex made
off of it i figured i'd give it a try as i thought it couldn't hurt to show off my looks in exchange for a couple hundred dollars i remember taking a few self-portraits of myself while wearing the most seductive outfits i could find in my wardrobe i then made an only fans and uploaded the images in hopes that i could capture the attention of any potential consumers from around the world several weeks later my only fan success had taken an unexpected turn as i grew a pretty large following and was able to make a decent
amount of income to suffice myself there was this one user who was usually consistent in requesting for my content through my dms i could honestly say that he or she was the most active on my page considering they were requesting for videos or photos almost every day i felt as if i had established a strong rapport with this one individual as we chatted often as i could in order to maintain a healthy relationship with that user i began to feel slightly uncomfortable over time as the user began requesting for weird things like a photo of
myself with my foot behind my back or replicate a murder scene in your bedroom using fake blood i think it's hot when girls are covered in blood it reminds me of my favorite movie gone girl what the hell i found it weird that someone would get off on these kinds of things but me and my boyfriend both mutually agreed to take the high road and go ahead with the requests considering the majority of my revenue was solely coming from this one particular person as time went on the request became more and more bizarre the longer
we stayed in contact i remember the user requested if i could dye my hair black or to start wearing more darker shades of makeup while taking photos it honestly felt as if i was playing dress up for the amount of demands the user was asking for one of the most bizarre requests was a daily video of myself running on a treadmill it was almost as if i was getting paid to run shower and then take provocative photos each and every day in exchange for x amount of dollars this occurred for a couple of months as
i've lost close to 30 pounds from the constant treadmill fetish the user got off on it was getting to the point where i felt like i was beginning to lose my identity so i stopped using only fans and just occupied myself by staying away from my laptop and spending more time with my boyfriend i remember this one night my boyfriend was in the shower while i was watching tv when i decided to check my only fans account just to see if that weirdo was still messaging me i didn't have my laptop with me at the
time so i decided to use my boyfriend's laptop to log in as i opened up the site i realized that my boyfriend surprisingly had an only fans account that was already logged in i then noticed he had the same username as the person that was messaging me throughout all of these months that's when i closed the tab and unexpectedly saw a picture of john with his ex-girlfriend on his desktop wallpaper as i surveyed the portrait scattered around his room i then realized that my boyfriend wasn't supporting my only fans because he cared about me he
was doing it because he wanted me to look exactly like his dead ex-girlfriend the story creeps me out just thinking about it i find it disturbing and just downright wrong on so many levels it happened about a year ago when i was up late one night watching tv in my bedroom i was feeling a bit lonely and decided to be a little snoopy as i lacked any female companionship due to quarantining for months since the global pandemic i obviously couldn't go out and meet girls like i used to so i decided to resort to apps
such as tinder or bumble i unfortunately got tired of using such apps over time as the rules of quarantining defeated the purpose of potentially meeting someone in person anyway the lack of social interaction and inability to date was starting to get to me which is why i decided to start entertaining the idea of using only fans i've seen my friends use only fans in the past so exploring such content wasn't a foreign thing to me the time was roughly 1am when i decided to go on instagram and scope out any random model that i thought
would be worth spending a few hundred dollars on i remember coming across this one girl named ava she was petite and brunette and of course had an attractive face which were qualities i valued a lot when looking at a female at first glance i decided to check out her only fans from her instagram bio and committed to subscribing on her page just so i could see more exclusive content and hopefully make up for the lackluster night i was having i obviously had to punch in my credit card details but was definitely not ashamed to do
such a thing as ava's content looked pretty promising that's when i decided to shoot her a message and perhaps request for more raunchy and seductive photos i figured it couldn't hurt to shoot my shot ava surprisingly responded with stuff like hey there but you're looking for some fun what can i do for you babe i ended up responding with can you send me some hot picks to help make me not feel lonely about two minutes later ava sent me a photo with an unlock for fifty dollars i felt a little nervous but decided to go
ahead with the purchase only to see what i had anticipated her exquisite face in conjunction with her curvy and petite body left me thirsty and wanting for more over the next hour or so i spent approximately three hundred dollars on photos and video clips of ava through the interactions we had through our dms let's just say i ended up sleeping pretty well that night and definitely got my money's worth the next morning i decided to google search more about ava just to see if i could potentially find more content of her online without having to
pay for more on her only fans that's when things took a darker turn and it completely changed the whole complexion of the story i remember seeing an obituary of ava as one of the first links on the google search feed i decided to click it and see if the obituary was legitimate after reading the obituary further it was apparent that ava had tragically passed away several weeks ago due to undisclosed reasons a million questions started racing through my head as i started to wonder who the hell was i talking to and how could she send
me all of these photos and videos of herself as she was supposedly dead as i dug a little deeper on google i found several articles stating that her own mother had been selling photos and videos of her deceased daughter to gain profit off of her i remember getting so many goosebumps to the point where i legitimately thought i was going to throw up all over my computer desk i've since never used only fans as the thought of talking to a stranger who is deceased but has their account ran by another individual freaks me out just
thinking about it either way this story is downright terrifying as i pray the mom seeks professional help and hopefully find some closure in the passing of her daughter this all took place in my home country of brazil my buddy had a friend called antonio i never met the guy personally but everyone who had told me he was a really funny guy and like most funny guys who are at least a little bit handsome he was very popular with the ladies one day antonio told my buddy that he had organized a date with a model a
model said my friend you're serious anyone i've heard of maybe said antonio who handed his phone over to my friend open on the screen was an only fans page the girl whose page it was didn't have that many images or videos uploaded so it was obvious her page was pretty new but my friend did recognize her immediately she was a local woman called isabella young and absolutely gorgeous one of the best looking girls he had ever laid his eyes on in his words she had a booty like an onion he'd make a grown man cry
antonio had met her in our small town and asked her for her contact information instead she took his phone and opened up her only fans page from there he became a follower he sent her a dm and asked her out on a date she said no at first but antonia was persistent and kept asking rather than reply using words she sent back an image which was hidden behind a paywall the equivalent of about 50 bucks antonio was a pretty wealthy young man so curious as he was he paid the money and opened the message without
a second thought hoping for a raunchy picture the image was just text a time and address for their date it also said to bring money to pay for dinner like i said my friend knew who isabella was and knew that she already had a boyfriend a mean philodemai called davi dabby ruled with some really bad dudes was into some shady shits and you could tell just by looking at the guy that you wouldn't want to mess with him my buddy warned antonio to be careful to cut contact with isabella and not to go on this
date with her antonio didn't listen since isabella told him that she was single and that her and this davy guy must have broken up that evening antonio got dressed up and drove off on his moped to meet isabella my friend being a man of culture was of course a little bit curious himself about isabella's online uploads he decided to sign up on the site and became a follower of hers himself it was only cheap to do so the equivalent of a couple of bucks a month well there weren't many pictures and videos to look through
but isabella was clearly focusing on quality over quantity and my friend wasn't disappointed with what he saw he logged off around 11 pm and went to bed that next morning my friend sent antonio a message asking him how things went with isabella no reply antonio usually replied to his messages really quickly maybe things had gone well after all and he was still with her he waited until the afternoon still no reply not that unusual for antonio maybe he was just getting a little afternoon delight no the days passed and there was still no word from
antonio my friend checked in with everyone who knew him including his boss at work nobody had seen him since that night people were starting to get worried the authorities seem to have little interest in helping find him saying that antonio was a grown man and had probably gone off travelling or something by himself since his moped was never found isabella continued posting on her account as normal and since my friend was still following her he decided to send her a dm asking if she knew where antonio was if so was he alright instead of text
she sent back an image which he could unlock for 50 bucks no words just an image hidden behind a paywall my pal didn't have a lot of money but something told him he had to open it he paid the money and opened the picture it was a photo of a dirty shovel in close-up the hand gripping it was obviously male behind it he could make out a hole in the earth large enough to fit a human inside it was captioned what do you think my friend didn't want to believe it but in his heart he
knew what had happened and he knew he'd never see antonio again he tried desperately to get isabella to reply to him via dm but that was the last he ever heard from her too she continued uploading content to her account but both she and davey left town shortly after antonio vanished surely not a coincidence it seemed like both of them were in on this together after all so what happened that fateful night scenario won dabby was using isabella and forcing her to post images of herself online so he could make a little money she was
the face and he was the one behind the messages and lured antonio into a trap scenario too davey didn't know that isabella was using the site and when he learned that she was actually going on a date with someone he flipped maybe isabella realizing that antonio dressed well and must have had some money in his pocket targeted him specifically maybe they held him up and he decided to fight back maybe they plan to do away with him from the beginning and take whatever money he brought in his pockets sadly the investigators did very little to
help davey had ties to the fuzz so it's possible they intentionally brushed everything under the rug and told him and isabella to skip down several months came and went with neither davi nor isabella being seen around town at all my friend continued to keep an eye on her page hoping that a new clue would come to light he thought that would be the end of it then one night he received a notification saying isabella had uploaded a new photo he logged in to check what it was it was an image sent to all of her
followers titled my final post he opened it it was a blurry picture of isabella in a dark wooded area her eye was black her face cut and she looked absolutely terrified her hands up near her face as if she was trying to protect herself there was no caption to explain the image both the picture and her account were deleted shortly afterwards davey hasn't returned to our town since and for our sakes i hope he never does you
